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Hi! I’m flattered that my short comic was able to give you pause and encouraged you to be introspective. I do agree that the comic could’ve used a longer format, as the original intention was to make a 21-ish page comic. Unfortunately, I did have to cut down some of the pages to meet the deadline, and also make room to work on it while working my part-time job irl. So, that may explain why it leaves one wanting more. I may revisit it in the future to make an “extended cut” of sorts, but that probably won’t be for awhile.

It definitely wasn’t my intent to make trans or cis women specifically come across as predatory in any way, nor vice versa. This is the first trans/LGBT+ project I’ve ever made and Exodia is meant to be an evil sorceress like in the story of Swan Lake, which the comic is inspired by (with additional inspiration from the 1994 animated movie called “The Swan Princess”, an iteration of Swan Lake where the evil sorcerer Rothbart tries to marry the princess in order to inherit the kingdom). As for the swan spell, it is like the case of a Monkey Paw in which she didn’t quite get what she wanted, but also takes themes from Swan Lake where she can’t quite escape the spell without meeting specific conditions. Exodia's evil tendencies aren't because she's trans, it's just because I've always made her/and her base character morally ambiguous and pretty selfish. Selene as a character is stubborn and avoids self gratification. The characters (even in cannon) are very much unstoppable force meets immovable object as a trope.

The princess's conflict about pursuing the sorceress is meant to be more in line with her own internalized homophobia, hence the title “Two Swans can’t Kiss”, kind of referencing how it feels forbidden to kiss another woman. While she’s reluctant at first, that is meant to insinuate how she hesitates to indulge in romance with another woman. This was the main idea of the comic as it was for the February/Valentine’s themed Jam I hosted called “5 Times I Almost Kissed You Jam”, where the characters show yearning of some sort. I personally still struggle a lot with my own queerness so the comic was an excuse to explore Sapphic themes and to indulge a bit in content I’m usually too scared to make as someone who isn't out and probably won't ever get to be.

If you want to better see my thought process, the PDF download "The Making of 2 Swans Can't Kiss" shows the thumbnails, comments, and the development while I was making this project.

I hope this clears things up and answers some of your questions! Thank you for taking interest in my story and taking the time to comment.

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Thanks for the detailed reply! ^_^ That all makes total sense to me.

While I'm familiar with Swan Lake, I only hazily remember 'The Swan Princess' from childhood and had forgotten that plotline - I'll have to go rewatch it sometime! :) 

I think part of what struck me so much about the curse-breaking condition in this comic is that, unlike in Swan Lake where it requires someone else (literally anyone else who has never loved before, I think?) to commit to loving Odette forever, this story requires Selene herself to enter into a relationship/marriage that we as readers see she has been actively refusing for a long time - without textual clarity that this is because of her stubborn self-denial and internalised homophobia, it can all too easily read like someone who's genuinely not interested at all being put in a horrific situation. While the title did briefly bring to mind that internalised conflict for me, I didn't find it reflected clearly in the main body of the work. Perhaps that's partly due to my neurotype and I'm missing something that others could pick up on from facial expressions! Anyhow, if you did ever want to make edits to clarify those points, the addition of a few thought bubbles from Selene could be a helpful and relatively low-labour way to add some context about how she feels about the situation (as opposed to drawing/writing entire additional panels/scenes).

I'm really glad you got a chance to explore those sapphic themes through this project, and I'm sorry you don't feel like you're in a safe situation to come out if you wanted to - solidarity. I hope you're able to find some LGBTQIA+ community to connect with if you wish to, whether that's via media representation, online spaces, or in person. Let me know if you'd like to be signposted to any relevant resources! :)

Cool, I'll check out the making-of PDF - thanks for highlighting it to me, brainfog meant I'd completely missed it when I downloaded the main comic!