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SERIES INTRODUCTION
v
PREFACE
Aims and intended audience
This book was written to serve four main purposes, categorized according to the potential
readers of the book. First and principally, the book has been designed and organized as a
text for a graduate level (or senior undergraduate level) course for students in Electrical
and Computer Engineering, Systems Design, Computer Science, Applied Mathematics
or Physics, Cognitive Science, or Linguistics and Phonetics (computation oriented). The
materials contained in this book have grown out of our lecture notes prepared and used
since 1990, with continual updating, in teaching the courses entitled "Digital Speech
Processing" and "Speech Communication," offered formally to the graduate and senior
undergraduate students at the University of Waterloo and at McGill University, respec-
tively. Most of the students specialized in Communication, Signal Processing, and Infor-
mation Systems in the respective Departments of Electrical and Computer Engineering.
While writing this book, serious effort was made to extract and reorganize our earlier
lecture notes, with the aim of providing earnest students with a systematic textbook
tool to acquire comprehensive knowledge and to build a solid intellectual foundation in
both speech science and speech technology. In particular, the materials included in the
book have been chosen and organized to underscore the importance of analytical skills
in student training that we believe are essential for them to meet future challenges in
scientific and technological advances in the field upon graduation.
Second, this book is intended also for professionals and engineering practitioners
who are nevertheless newcomers to some specific fields of speech technology and who
desire to acquire necessary background knowledge. Research and technology in speech
processing have advanced significantly over the last decade and are continuing to make
remarkable progress. The trend is expected to continue for many years to come as
computing technology continues to advance. This trend should be particularly strong
since more and more applications, such as those in telecommunications and in multimedia
information systems, enabled by voice technology, are fast emerging from laboratories
to the real world. Because many researchers and engineers are likely to find themselves
involved in the area of speech processing for the first time, we have structured the
book to contain sufficient background information related to speech but also to provide
pointers to skipping certain mathematical materials for those who are already equipped
with mathematical backgrounds based on training in engineering disciplines other than
speech technology.
Third, this book can also serve as a reference book for seasoned researchers and engi-
neers in speech processing. In this book, we have emphasized the notions of mathematical
abstraction and of engineering optimization that are used to unify many seemingly dis-
tinct approaches to problem solving in speech processing. The generality of the many
common methods described in this book will enable readers to advance their understand-
ing of speech processing theory. Researchers with limited experience may use this book
as an introduction to the field. Those with more experience in speech processing may
find in this book useful techniques and solutions to specific problems of interest. More
advanced readers may explore further research topics based on the platform provided in
this book.
Finally, the multidisciplinary nature of speech research provides an incentive for a
book that, in an integrated view and in a balanced fashion, is capable of covering several
rather distinct disciplinary areas that jointly underpin the field of speech processing.
viii Preface
During our years of teaching and research, we have found that students or researchers
specializing in one or more of these multidisciplinary areas often have a very strong
desire to know other less familiar subareas in speech processing based on the exper-
tise of their own specialized subarea(s). For example, electrical engineers or computer
scientists who are doing advanced research on speech recognition often are interested
in the true linguistic and phonetic nature of the speech signal they are dealing with
everyday, and are interested in how humans perform speech recognition and why their
performance is so much better than that of current computers. On the other hand, pho-
neticians, phonologists, speech production and perception researchers (many of them
engineers by training), and linguistics-oriented cognitive scientists often wonder whether
their observations and abstract theories can be put to the test and can gain support by
comprehensive computer models, systems, and practical performances related to auto-
matic, large-scale speech processing. One important objective that we kept in mind while
writing this book was to contribute to bridging the gap among the various traditionally
distinct disciplines, all of which nevertheless are dealing with the identical physical entity
of human speech yet with drastically different disciplinary traditions in conjunction with
drastically different habitual approaches. Moreover, since in this book many problems of
probabilistic inference and statistical learning (two types of estimation issues) are treated
in a unified view in the context of speech modeling, researchers from statistics (e.g., time
series analysis, data analysis, and computer-intensive methods, etc.), neural networks,
pattern recognition, machine learning, and artificial intelligence can also benefit from
reading this book.
dynamic system model. This is followed by Chapter 5, which covers major results
in estimation theory and associated optimization methods. Estimation theory is
one core topic in this book since the techniques reviewed here permeate through
most areas of speech technology presented in Part IV. In particular, the training
and decoding problems in speech recognition have been cast as two aspects of the
estimation problem, parameter estimation and state estimation. The last chapter
of Part I introduces concepts, main results, and techniques in statistical pattern
recognition. Results described in this chapter are used in formulating decision rules
for speech recognition.
• PART II
The two chapters contained in this part provide fundamentals of speech science, fo-
cusing on scientific/linguistic findings and principles governing the nature of human
speech communication and processing. Chapters 7 and 8 are devoted, respectively,
to two rather distinct disciplines in speech science by tradition — those pertinent
to the phonetic and phonological processes of human speech. The phonetic pro-
cess pertains to the low-level, physical aspects of speech with continuous, numeric
attributes. Three main subfields of phonetics are covered in Chapter 7: articula-
tory, acoustic, and auditory phonetics, together with major theories and models in
phonetics. (In Part II, we have used the word "model" in a rather narrow sense to
mean a mental or computational abstraction of the speech process for the purpose
of scientific understanding of human speech; this contrasts against the "computa-
tional model" used in most places in Parts I, III and IV.) The phonological process
pertains to high-level, structural aspects and sound patterns of speech and lan-
guage. It is symbolic in nature and is often referred to as the organizational units
of speech. A range of such units, from the atomic units such as features to the
large, external organizational units such as syllable and other prosodic units, are
discussed in Chapter 8.
Both the phonetic and the phonological processes, as well as their interface, em-
body speech production and perception as an integrated, closed-loop system. The
dynamic nature of such a system receives special attention descriptively in the
chapters constituting Part II.
• PART III
The three chapters in this part represent a significant transition from speech sci-
ence (Part II) to speech technology (Part IV); that is, a transition from human
processing of speech to computer processing of speech. A key step for a successful
transition of such a kind is to firmly establish computational models of the speech
process. By computational model, we mean mathematical abstraction of the
true physical process, with necessary simplification for mathematical tractability,
so as to make such abstraction amenable to computer implementation for useful
purposes. We have tried to use this definition as consistently as possible through-
out the entire book. More specifically, computational models of the speech process
are the mathematical abstraction of the phonological (symbolic) and phonetic (nu-
meric) aspects of human speech, which can be subject to discrete-time computation
for purposes of computer speech recognition and understanding, synthesis, analysis,
enhancement, coding, speaker recognition, and so on.
Chapter 9 is devoted to computational models for the symbolic, phonological pro-
cess, while Chapters 10 and 11 treat two major aspects of computational phonetics.
x Preface
• PART IV
The final three chapters constitute selected areas in speech technology, which bear
fruits from the materials of all previous chapters building up the mathematical,
scientific, and computational foundations. The emphasis is on technology manifes-
tation of speech science and of the associated computational frameworks. Several
case studies are included in the chapters of Part IV to detail the speech technology
applications.
Chapter 12 is dedicated to speech recognition, the most important area of speech
technology and the final core topic of this book. This chapter is focused on model
optimization and system design aspects of speech recognition, while placing the
signal processing or preprocessing portion more appropriately, in our judgment,
in Chapter 2 on speech analysis. The roles of phonetics and phonology in speech
recognition are elaborated on carefully, and are put into as balanced a perspective
as possible. The specific topics covered in this chapter include the mathematical
formulation and general statistical paradigm of speech recognition, various kinds of
statistical models for acoustic modeling of speech, Bayesian-oriented robust tech-
niques for acoustic modeling and recognizer design, and statistical language mod-
eling, which provides prior constraints for speech recognition.
Chapter 13 covers speech enhancement, or noise reduction, another important
area in speech technology. Basic principles are described, with an emphasis on
the key roles that dynamic modeling and optimization play in the design of the
enhancement algorithms and systems. Major approaches in speech enhancement
are presented, including spectral subtraction, Wiener filtering, and use of statistical
models as prior information for speech enhancement. Important applications of
speech enhancement for robust speech recognition are also discussed in this chapter.
The techniques presented have been characterized by active use of speech dynamic
information and by use of various kinds of optimization criteria. At the heart
of these techniques is statistical optimization, which is made possible because of
the statistical formulation of the speech enhancement problem, based on various
statistical models established to describe speech dynamics.
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FRANK AND HER SINGULAR VISITOR.
It will soon fall to our task to depict certain scenes, which took place
in the Empire City on the 23d of December, between nightfall and
midnight. The greater portion of these scenes will find their
legitimate development in "the Temple," from midnight until morning;
while others will lift the "Golden Shroud" and uncover to our gaze
threads and arteries of that great social heart of New York, which
throbs with every pang of unutterable misery, or dilates and burns
with every pulse of voluptuous luxury.
Ere we commence our task, let us look in upon a scene which took
place in the house of Frank, about nightfall and (of course) before
Nameless had sought refuge in her room.
Frank was sitting alone, in a quiet room near a desk upon which pen
and ink and papers were spread. It was the room devoted to the
management of her household affairs. She sat in an arm-chair, with
her feet on a stool and her back to the window, while she lifted the
golden cross and regarded it with an absent gaze. The white
curtains of the windows were turned to crimson by the reflection of
the setting sun, and the warm glow shining through the intervals of
her black hair, which fell loosely on her shoulders, rested warmly
upon her cheek. Her whole attitude was that of revery or dreamy
thought.
While thus occupied, a male servant, dressed in rich livery, entered,
and addressed his mistress in these words:
"Madam, he wishes to see you."
"He! Whom do you mean?" said Frank, raising her eyes but without
changing her position.
"That queer stranger, who never gives his name,—who has been
here so often within the last three weeks,—I mean the one who
wears the blue cloak with ever-so-many capes."
Frank started up in her chair.
"Show him in," she said,—"Yet stay a moment, Walker. Are all the
arrangements made for to-night?"
"Everything has been done, precisely as Madam ordered it to be
done," said the servant obsequiously.
He then retired and presently the visitor entered. The room is
wrapped in twilight and we cannot trace the details of his
appearance clearly, for he seats himself in the shadow, opposite
Frank. We can discern, however, that his tall form, bent with age, is
clad in a blue cloak with numerous capes, and he wears a black fur
hat with ample brim. He takes his seat quietly, and rests his hand
upon the head of his cane.
Not a word was spoken for several minutes. Each seemed to be
waiting for the other to commence the conversation. Frank at last
broke the embarrassing stillness.
"Soh! you are here again."
"Yes, madam," replied the stranger in a harsh but not unmusical
voice, "according to appointment."
"It is now three weeks since we first met," said Frank. "You
purchased this house of the person from whom I leased it, some
three weeks ago. But I have a lease upon it which has yet one year
to run. You desire, I believe, to purchase my lease, and enter at
once upon possession? Well, sir, I am resolved not to sell."
Without directly replying to her question, the man in the cloak with
many capes replied—
"We did not meet three weeks ago for the first time," he said. "Our
first meeting was long before that period."
"What mean you?" said Frank raising her eyes and endeavoring,
although vainly, to pierce the gloom which enshrouded the stranger.
"O, it is getting dark. I will ring for lights."
"Before you ring for lights, a word,—" the stranger's voice sank but
Frank heard every word,—"we met for the first time at a funeral—"
"At a funeral!"
"At a funeral; and after the funeral I had the body taken up privately
and ordered a post mortem examination to be made. Upon that
body, madam,—" he paused.
"Well, sir?" Frank's voice was tremulous.
"Upon that body I discovered traces of a fatal although subtle
poison."
Again he paused. Frank made no reply. Even in the dim light it might
be seen that her head sank slowly on her breast. Did the words of
the stranger produce a strong impression? We cannot see her face,
for the room is vailed in twilight.
"This darkness grows embarrassing," he said, "will you ring for
lights?"
She replied with a monosyllable, uttered in a faint voice,—"No!" she
said, then a dead stillness once more ensued, which continued until
the stranger again spoke.
"In regard to the lease, madam. Do you agree to sell, and upon the
terms which I proposed when I was here last?"
Again Frank replied with a monosyllable. "Yes!" she faintly said.
"And the other proposition: to-night you hold some sort of festival in
this place. I desire to know the names of all your guests; to
introduce such guests as I choose within these walls; to have, for
one night only, a certain control over the internal economy of this
place. In case you consent to this proposition, I will pay you for the
lease double the amount which I have already offered, and promise,
on my honor, to do nothing within these walls to-night, which can in
the slightest degree harm or compromise you."
He stated his proposition slowly and deliberately. Frank took full time
to ponder upon every word. Simple as the proposition looked, well
she knew, that it might embrace results of the most important
nature.
"Must I consent?" she said, and her voice faltered. "It is hard—"
"'Must' is no word in the case, madam," answered that stern even
voice. "Use your own will and pleasure."
"But the request is so strange," said Frank, "and suppose I grant it?
Who can tell the consequences?"
"It is singular," said the stranger as though thinking aloud, "to what
an extent the art of poisoning was carried in the middle ages! The
art has long been lost,—people poison each other bunglingly now-a-
days,—although it is said, that the secret of a certain poison, which
puts its victims quietly to sleep, leaving not the slighted tell-tale
trace or mark, has survived even to the present day."
Certainly the stranger had a most remarkable manner of thinking
aloud.
Frank spoke in a voice scarcely audible: "I consent to your
proposition."
She rose, and although it was rapidly getting quite dark, she
unlocked a secret drawer of her desk, and drew from thence two
packages.
"This way, sir," she spoke in a low voice, and the stranger rose and
approached her. "Here you will find the names of all my guests, and
especially of those who will come here to-night. You will find such
other information as may be useful to you and aid your purposes."
She placed the package in his hand. "I will place Walker and the
other servants under your command." She paused, and resumed
after an instant, in a firmer voice: "If I have yielded to your request,
it has not been altogether from fear,—"
"Fear! Who spoke of fear?"
"Don't mock me. I have yielded from fear, but not altogether from
fear. I have nursed a hope that you can aid me to quit this thrice
accursed life which I now lead. For though your polite manner only
thinly vails insinuations the most deadly, yet I believe you have a
heart. I feel that when you know all of my past life, all, you will
think, I do not say better of me, but differently, from what you do
now. Here, take this package,—it contains my history written by my
own hand, and only intended to be read after my death—but you
may read it now or at your leisure."
The man in the cloak took the package; his voice trembled when he
spoke—
"Girl, you shall not regret this confidence. I will aid you to quit this
accursed life."
"Leave me for a few moments. I wish to sit alone and think for a
little while. After that we will arrange matters in regard to the
festival to-night."
The stranger in the cloak left the room, bearing with him the two
packages, one of which embraced the mysteries of the house of
Frank, and the other contained the story of her life.
And in the darkness, Frank walked up and down the room, pressing
one clenched hand against her heaving bosom, and the other
against her burning brow.
Soon afterward, Frank and the stranger in the old-fashioned cloak,
were closeted for half an hour in earnest conversation.
We will not record the details of the conversation, but its results will
perchance be seen in the future pages of our history.
Here, at this point of our story, let us break the seals of the second
package which Frank gave to the stranger, and linger for a little
while upon the pages of her history, written by her own hand. A
strange history in every line! It is called The History of the Midnight
Queen!
CHAPTER III.
THE CHILDHOOD OF THE MIDNIGHT QUEEN.
CHAPTER IV.
MAIDENHOOD.
It was June again. One summer evening I took the path which led
from the garden to the summit of the hill which rose behind the
cottage. As I pursued my way upward the sun was setting, and at
every step I obtained a broader glimpse of the river, the dark
Palisades, and the bay white with sails. When I reached the summit,
the sun was on the verge of the horizon, and the sky in the west all
purple and gold. Seating myself on the huge rock, which rose on the
summit, surrounded by a circle of grand old trees, I surrendered
myself to the quiet and serenity of the evening hour. The view was
altogether beautiful. Beneath me sloped the broad hills, clad in
wheat which already was changing from emerald to gold. Farther
down, my cottage home half hidden among trees. Then beneath the
cottage, the homes of the village dotting the hills, among which
wound the Neprehaun. The broad river and the wide bay heaving
gently in the fading light, and the dark Palisades rising blackly
against the gold and purple sky. A lovelier view cannot be imagined.
And the air was full of summer—scented with breath of vines and
blossoms and new-mown hay. As I surrendered myself to thoughts
which arose unbidden, the first star came tremulously into view, and
the twilight began to deepen into night. I was thinking of my life—of
the past—of the future. A strange vision of the great world,
struggled into dim shape before the eye of my mind.
"A year more, and I will enter the great world!" I ejaculated. A hand
was laid lightly on my shoulder. I started to my feet with a shriek.
"What, Frank, don't you know me?" said a half laughing voice, and I
beheld beside me a youth of some nineteen or twenty years, whose
face, shaded by dark hair, was touched by the last flush of the
declining day. It was Ernest, the only son of the good clergyman. I
had not seen him for three years. In that time, he had grown from
boyhood into young manhood. He sat beside me on the rock, and
we talked together as freely as when we were but little children.
Ernest was full of life and hope; his voice grew deep, his dark eyes
large and lustrous, as he spoke of the prospects of his future.
"In one year, Frank, I will graduate and then,—then,—the great
world lies before me!" His gaze was turned dreamily to the west,
and his fine features drawn in distinct profile against the evening
sky.
"And what part, Ernest, will you play in the great world?"
"Father wishes me to enter into the ministry, but,—" and he uttered
a joyous, confident laugh,—"whatever part I play, I know that I will
win!"
He uttered these words in the tone of youth and hope, that has
never been darkened by a shadow, and then turning to me,—
"And you, Frank, what part will you play in the great world?" he said.
"I know not. My career is in the hands of my only parent, who will
come next year to take me hence. My childhood has been wrapped
in mystery; and my future, O, who can foretell the future?"
He gazed at me, for the first time, with an earnest and searching
gaze. His eyes, large and gray, and capable of the most varied
expression, became absent and dreamy.
"You are very beautiful!" he said, as though thinking aloud,—"O,
very beautiful! You will marry rich,—yes,—wealth and position will be
yours at once."
And as the moon, rising over the brow of the hill, poured her light
upon his thoughtful face, he took my hand and said:
"Frank, why is it that certain natures live only in the future or the
past—never in the present? Look at ourselves, for instance. Yonder
among the trees, bathed in the light of the rising moon, lies the
cottage home in which we have passed the happiest, holiest hours
of life. Of that home we are not thinking now—we are only looking
forward to the future—and yet the time will come, when immersed
in the conflict of the world, we will look back to that home, with the
same yearning that one, stretched upon the couch of hopeless
disease, looks forward to his grave!"
His voice was low and solemn—I never forgot his words. We sat for
many minutes in silence. At length without a word, he took my
hand, and we went down the hill together, by the light of the rising
moon. We climbed the stile, passed under the garden boughs, and
entered the cottage, and found the good old man seated in his
library among his books. He raised his eyes as we came in, hand
joined in hand, and a look of undisguised pleasure stole over his
face.
"See here, father," said Ernest laughingly, "when I went to college, I
left my little sister in your care. I now return, and discover that my
little sister has disappeared, and left in her place this wild girl, whom
I found wandering to-night among the hills. Don't you think there is
something like a witch in her eyes?"
The old man smiled and laid his hand on my dark hair.
"Would to heaven!" he said, "that she might never leave this quiet
home." And the prayer came from his heart.
Ernest remained with us until fall. Those were happy days. We read,
we talked, we walked, we lived with each other. More like sister and
sister than brother and sister, we wandered arm-in-arm to the brow
of the hill as the rich summer evening came on,—or crossed the
river in early morning, and climbed the winding road that led to the
brow of the Palisades,—or sat, at night, under the trees by the
river's bank, watching the stars as they looked down into the calm
water. Sometimes at night, we sat in the library, and I read while the
old man's hand rested gently on my head and Ernest sat by my side.
And often upon the porch, as the summer night wore on, Ernest and
myself sang together some old familiar hymn, while "Father" listened
in quiet delight. Thus three months passed away, and Ernest left for
college.
"Next year, Frank, I graduate," he cried, his thoughtful face flushed
with hope, and his gray eyes full of joyous light—"and then for the
battle with the world!"
He left, and the cottage seemed blank and desolate. The good
clergyman felt his absence most keenly.
"Well, well," he would mutter, "a year is soon round and then Ernest
will be with us again!"
As for myself, I tried my books, my harp, took long walks alone,
busied myself in household cares, but I could not reconcile myself to
the absence of Ernest.
Winter came, and one night a letter arrived from Ernest to his father,
and in that letter one for—Frank! How eagerly I took it from
"father's" hand and hurried to my room,—that room which I
remember yet so vividly, with its window opening on the garden,
and the picture of the Virgin Mary on the snow-white wall. Unmindful
of the cold, I sat down alone and perused the letter, O, how eagerly!
It was a letter from a brother to a sister, and yet beneath the calm
current of a brother's love, there flowed a deeper and a warmer
love. How joyously he spoke of his future, and how strangely he
seemed to mingle my name with every image of that future! I read
his letter over and over, and slept with it upon my bosom; and I
dreamed, O! such air-castle dreams, in which a whole lifetime
seemed to pass away, while Ernest and Frank, always young, always
happy, went wandering, hand-in-hand, under skies without a cloud.
But I awoke in fright and terror. It seemed to me that a cold hand—
like the hand of a corpse—was laid upon my bosom, and somehow I
thought that my mother was dead and that it was her hand. I
started up in fright and tears, and lay shuddering until the rising sun
shone gayly through the frosted window-pane.
Another year had nearly passed away.
It was June again, and it was toward evening that I stood upon the
cottage porch watching—not the cloudless sky and glorious river
bathed in the setting sun—but watching earnestly for the sound of a
footstep. Ernest was expected home. He had graduated with all the
honors—he was coming home! How I watched and waited for that
welcome step! At last the wicket-gate was opened, and Ernest's step
resounded on the garden-walk. Concealing myself among the vines
which covered one of the pillars of the porch, I watched him as he
approached, determining to burst upon him in a glad surprise as
soon as he reached the steps. His head was downcast, he walked
with slow and thoughtful steps; his long black hair fell wild and
tangled on his shoulders. The joyous hue of youth on his cheek had
been replaced by the pallor of long and painful thought. The hopeful
boy of the last year had been changed into the moody and
ambitious man! As he came on, although my heart swelled to
bursting at sight of him, I felt awed and troubled, and forgot my
original intention of bursting upon him in a merry surprise. He
reached the porch—he ascended the step—and I glided silently from
behind the pillar and confronted him. O, how his face lighted up as
he saw me! His eyes, no longer glassy and abstracted, were radiant
with a delight too deep for words!
"Frank!" he said, and silently pressed my hand.
"Ernest," was all I could reply, and we stood in silence—both
trembling, agitated—and gazing into each other's eyes.
The good Clergyman was happy that evening, as he sat at the
supper table, with Frank on one hand and Ernest on the other. And
old Alice peering at us through her spectacles could not help
remarking, "Well, well, only yesterday children, and now such a
handsome couple!"
CHAPTER V.
ON THE ROCK.
After supper, Ernest and I went to the rock on the summit of the hill,
where we had met the year before. The scene was the same,—the
river, the bay, the dark Palisades, and the vast sky illumined by the
rising moon,—but somehow we seemed changed. We sat apart from
each other on the rock, and sat for a long time in silence. Ernest,
with downcast eyes, picked in an absent way at some flowers which
grew in the crevices of the rock. And I,—well I believe I tied the
strings of my sun-bonnet into all sorts of knots. I felt half disposed
to laugh and half disposed to cry.
At last I broke the silence:—
"You have fulfilled your words, Ernest," I said, "You have graduated
with all the honors—as last year you said you would,—and now a
bright career stretches before you. You will go forth into the great
world, you will battle, you will win!"
"Frank," said he, stretching forth his hand,—"Do you see yonder
river as it flows broad and rapid, in the light of the rising moon? You
speak of a bright career before me—now I almost wish that I was
quietly asleep beneath those waves."
The sadness of his tone and look went to my heart.
"You surprise me, Frank. Now,"—and I attempted a laugh—"You
have not fallen in love, since last year, have you?"
He looked up and surveyed me from head to foot. I was dressed in
white—my hair fell in loose curls to my shoulders. In a year I had
passed from the girl into the woman. I was taller, my form more
roundly developed. And as he gazed upon me, I was conscious that
he was remarking the change which had taken place in my
appearance, and that his look was one of ardent admiration.
"Do you think that I have fallen in love since last year?" he said
slowly and with a meaning look.
I turned away from his gaze, and exclaimed—
"But you are moody, Ernest. Last year you were so hopeful—now so
melancholy. You can, you will succeed in life."
"That I can meet with what the world calls success, I do not doubt,"
he replied: "There is the career of the popular preacher, armed with
a white handkerchief and a velvet Gospel,—of the lawyer, growing
rich with the rent paid to him by crime, and devoting all the powers
of his immortal soul to prove that black is white and white is black—
of the merchant, who sees only these words painted upon the face
of God's universe, 'Buy cheap and sell dear,'—careers such as these,
Frank, are before me, and I am free to choose, and doubt not but
that I could succeed in any of them. But to achieve such success I
would not spend, I do not say the labor of years—No,—I would not
spend the thought of a single hour."
"But the life of a good Minister of the Gospel, Ernest, living in some
quiet country town, dividing his time between his parishioners and
his books, and dwelling in a home like the cottage yonder—what say
you to such a life, Ernest?"
He raised his eyes, and again surveyed me earnestly—"Ambitious as
I am, I would sacrifice every thought of ambition for a life such as
you picture—but upon one condition,"—he paused—
"And that condition?" I said in a low voice.
"Ask your own heart," was his reply, uttered in a tremulous voice.
I felt my bosom heave,—was agitated, trembling I knew not why,—
but I made no answer.
There was a long and painful pause.
"The night is getting chill," I said at length, for want of something
better to say: "Father is waiting for us. Let us go home."
I led the way down the path, and he followed moodily, without a
word. As he helped me over the stile I saw that his face was pale,
his lips tightly compressed. And when we came into the presence of
his Father, he replied to the old man's kind questions, in a vacant
and abstracted manner. I bade him "good night!" at last; he
answered me, but added in a lower tone, inaudible to the old man,
"Young and rich and beautiful, you are beyond the reach of—a
country clergyman."
The next morning while we were at breakfast, a letter came. It was
from my mother. To-morrow she would come and take me from the
cottage!
The letter dropped from the old man's hand, and Ernest rising
abruptly from the table, rushed from the room.
And I was to leave the home of my happiest hours, and go forth into
the great world! The thought fell like a thunderbolt upon every heart
in the cottage.
CHAPTER VI.
CHAPTER VII.
IN THE FOREST NOOK.
CHAPTER VIII.
HOME, ADIEU!
It was toward the close of the afternoon that we took our way from
the glade through the forest to the river shore. We crossed the river,
and passed through the village. Together we ascended the road that
led to our home, and at the wicket-gate, found a splendid carriage
with liveried servants.
The good clergyman stood at the gate, his bared forehead and white
hairs bathed in the sunshine; beside him, darkly dressed, diamonds
upon her rich attire, my mother. Old Alice stood weeping in the
background.
"Come, Frank, your things are packed and we must be away," she
said, abruptly, as though we had seen each other only the day
before; "I wish to reach our home in New York, before night. Go in
the house dear," she kissed me, "and get your bonnet and shawl.
Quick my love!"
Not daring to trust myself to speak—for my heart was full to bursting
—I hurried through the gate, and along the garden walk.
"How beautiful she has grown!" I heard my mother exclaim. One
look into the old familiar library room, one moment in prayer by the
bed, in which I had slept since childhood!
Placing the bonnet on my curls, and dropping my shawl around me,
I hurried from my cottage home. There were a few moments of
agony, of blessings, of partings and tears. Old Alice pressed me in
her arms, and bid me good-by. The good old clergyman laid his
hands upon my head, and lifting his beaming eyes to heaven,
invoked the blessing of God upon my head.
"I give your child to you again!" he said, placing me in my mother's
arms—"May she be a blessing to you, as for years past she has been
the blessing and peace of my home!"
I looked around for Ernest; he had disappeared.
I entered the carriage, and sank sobbing on the seat.
"But I am not taking the dear child away from you forever," said my
mother, bending from the carriage window. "She will come and see
you often, my dear Mr. Walworth, and you will come and see her.
You have the number of our town residence on that card. And bring
your son, and good Alice with you, and,——"
The carriage rolled away.
So strange and unexpected had been the circumstances of this
departure from my home, that I could scarce believe myself awake.
I did not raise my head, until we had descended the hill, passed the
village and gained a mile or more on our way.
We were ascending a long slope, which led to the summit of a hill,
from which, I knew, I might take a last view of my childhood's
home.
As we reached the summit of the hill, my mother was looking out of
one window toward the river, and I looked out of the other, and saw,
beyond the church spire and over the hills, the white walls of my
home.
"Frank!" whispered a low voice.
Ernest was by the carriage. There was a look exchanged, a word,
and he was gone. Gone into the trees by the? roadside.
He left a flower in my hand. I placed it silently in my bosom.
"Frank! How beautiful you have grown!" said my mother, turning
from the window, and fixing upon me an ardent and admiring gaze.
And the next moment she was wrapt in thought and the wrinkle
grew deeper between her brows.
CHAPTER IX.
CHAPTER X.
THE PALACE-HOME.
Having thus given the incident from the life of Ernest, as far as
possible, in the very words of his MSS., let me continue my history
from the hour when, in company with my mother, I left the cottage
home of the good clergyman. After the incident just related, nothing
in my life can appear strange.
I was riding in the carriage with my mother toward New York.
"You are, indeed, very beautiful, Frank," said she, once more
regarding me attentively. "Your form is that of a mature woman, and
your carriage (I remarked it as you passed up the garden-walk)
excellent. But this country dress will not do. We will do better than
all that when we get to town."
It was night when the carriage left the avenue and rolled into
Broadway. The noise, the glare, the people hurrying by, all
frightened me. At the same time Broadway brought back a dim
memory of my early childhood in Paris. Turning from Broadway, the
carriage at length stopped before a lofty mansion, the windows of
which were closed from the sidewalk to the roof.
"This is your home," said my mother, as she led me from the
carriage up the marble steps into the hall where, in the light of a
globular lamp, a group of servants in livery awaited us.
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