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 THE FIRST STEP

Taking the first step toward recovery

LifeSTAR Network provides assistance to individuals struggling
with pornography and sexual addictions, as well as help for their
family members. LifeSTAR Network’s private, customized programs
are available online through www.lifestarnetwork.org.

See back flap for additional information.

 THE FIRST STEP

People have struggled with compulsive sexual behaviors for

centuries with nowhere to go for help, largely because the
problem had never been defined. In the 1970s researchers
d i s c o v e red that human beings could become addicted to
behaviors and activities as well as chemicals and alcohol.
While some may struggle with the label of “addict,” it is
i m p o rtant to note that there are varying degrees of compul-
sive sexual behavior—from problematic behavior to serious
addiction. For the simplicity of this booklet we’ve chosen to
use the terms “sexual addict” and “sexual addiction” rather
than “those suffering from compulsive sexual behavior” and
“compulsive sexual behavior,” respectively. If you are read-
ing this booklet, chances are you may be suffering from
some degree of compulsive sexual behavior (or you may
have a partner or loved one with this problem). Whatever
the degree of your problem, please don’t let the terms we
have used in this booklet stand in the way of getting the
help you need.

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Recovering from sexual addiction is not a simple process, nor
is living with an addict. In fact, most recovering addicts and
their partners agree that true recovery is a process they will
be working on for the rest of their lives. We offer this booklet
to those who are ready to commit to recovery but don’t know
how to begin. The principles taught in the following pages
will also help the partners of sexual addicts whether or not
their partner is seeking help. Though the partner’s path to
recovery is different from the addict’s path, there are some
fundamental similarities, and both partners and addicts will
benefit from the steps to recovery listed within this booklet.

We’ve all seen what happens when a rock is thrown into a

still pond. The ripples expand and spread until they reach
the shore on every side. As you follow the principles in this
First Step booklet, you will find that mastering these simple
steps will have a ripple effect on your life and your addiction,
and can affect your healing in ways you never dreamed pos-
sible.

Experience has shown that developing a network of support

and finding out that you are not alone is very beneficial in the
re c o v e ry process. For this reason we recommend that you get
involved in a 12-step program or group. We also recommend

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that you engage the services of a qualified licensed therapist
in your local area to help you through the recovery process.

In addition to First Step, LifeSTAR Network offers supple-

mental instructional materials that can greatly enhance your
recovery work. Our workbook series Recovery from Sexual
Addiction and our series for the P a rtners of Addicts are based
on our highly successful outpatient treatment program and
are available online at www.lifestarnetwork.org, where you
will also find other helpful tools that will aid in your recovery.

The following checklist and worksheet will help you get start-
ed in your recovery. They will help you establish order and
balance and will lay the foundation for the healing work you
are about to begin. Follow the instructions carefully and don’t
dive in too fast. Addicts and partners of addicts have a ten-
dency to do things in extreme—either all or nothing. This
worksheet will help you to regulate these tendencies and to
pace yourself so you don’t experience burnout, and instead,
find a healthy moderation coming back into your routine.

Please resist the inclination to disregard or minimize these

recommendations or to overanalyze or question the reason-
ing behind them. Just get started. When you are further into

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recovery, you will understand the benefit of each of the steps
and of the “dailies” (as we call them), but for right now just
get some good recovery habits in place, which will often help
you replace bad habits.

Please note:
This is not a cure. It is not therapy. It is a way to get started.

STEP ONE: Come Out of Hiding

Choose one way to come out of hiding and find out you’re
not alone:
• Join a 12-step group. (For more info, go to
www.lifestarnetwork.org/resources.cfm.)
• Talk to a licensed therapist who has a background in
sex addiction therapy. (For “how to find a therapist,”
go to www.lifestarnetwork.org/find-therapist.cfm.)
• Talk to someone you trust about your addiction, such
as a close friend, clergy, or family member.

STEP TWO: Positive Self-Talk

If you’re an addict or the partner of an addict, negative self-
talk will sabotage and defeat your efforts at recovery, so
we’re recommending you do daily affirmations from an affir-
mation book. These books are available online or at your
local bookstore. Following are some that we recommend:

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For men: Touchstones: A Book of Daily Meditations
(Hazelden Publishing)
For women: The Language of Letting Go (Melody Beattie)
For women and men: Answers in the Heart: Daily
Meditations (Hazelden Publishing)

So that you can get started today, we have included a week

of affirmations at the end of this booklet.

STEP THREE: Self-Care

We suggest you choose at least one (but not more than two)
dailies from each of the three categories: personal, physical,
and spiritual. Make a copy of the worksheet that follows the
dailies (or online at www.lifestarnetwork.org/dailies), fill in the
dailies you have chosen, and commit right now that you will
build these positive habits daily. Be conscientious in filling
out the worksheet each day and before long you will be
experiencing the ripple effect mentioned earlier, as you
watch these positive habits affect every area of your life.

Following the dailies and the worksheet, you will find some
examples from recovering addicts and how they have used
their dailies to improve their lives.

Remember:
This is not a cure. It is not therapy. It is a way to get started.

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DAILIES

Personal:
• Keep a journal
• Repeat daily affirmations
Suggested affirmation books:
For men and women: Answers in the Heart: Daily
Meditations (Hazelden Publishing)

For men: Touchstones: A Book of Daily Meditations

(Hazelden Publishing)

For women: The Language of Letting Go

(Melody Beattie)

• Personal Development
Start a new hobby, such as gardening, recreational
reading, musical instrument, and so forth
Take a community education course
Express creativity, such as artwork, writing poetry,
and so forth

Recovery reading (15 minutes daily)

Suggested books:
Sexaholics Anonymous White Book
www.sa.org

Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous Basic Text

www.slaafws.org

Discussing Pornography Problems with a Spouse:

Confronting and Disclosing Secret Behaviors
(Rory C. Reid, Dan Gray)

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 The Drug of the New Millennium (Mark Kastleman)

Out of the Shadows: Understanding Sexual Addiction

(Patrick J. Carnes)

Women, Sex, and Addiction: A Search for Love and

Power (Charlotte S. Kasl)

Specifically for Partners:

Codependent No More: How to Stop Controlling
Others and Start Caring for Yourself (Melody Beattie)

Facing Codependence : What It Is, Where It Comes

from, How It Sabotages Our Lives (Pia Mellody)

Physical:
• Exercise - 30 minutes at least 3 times a week
(walk, bike, hike, swim, run, etc.)
• Nutrition
Learn about nutrition—plan meals in advance
Eat balanced meals
Avoid junk food (including sugar and caffeine)
• Rest and Relaxation:
Get adequate sleep
Limit TV to little or none

Spiritual:
• Prayer
• Meditation
• Scripture or religious reading
• Church service

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DAILIES WORKSHEET

Choose at least one (but not more than two) dailies from
each of the three categories: spiritual, personal, and physical.
Make a copy of this worksheet (or print from www.lifestarnet-
work.org/dailies), fill in the dailies you have chosen, and com-
mit right now that you will build these positive habits daily.

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Be conscientious in filling out the worksheet each day and
before long you will be experiencing the ripple effect men-
tioned in the First Step booklet, as you watch these positive
habits affect every area of your life.

WEEK OF

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EXAMPLES:

John gets up every day and spends 15 minutes in meditation, then

does an affirmation from Touchstones. Three days a week he swims
laps at the YMCA; and once a week he attends a 12-step meeting.

WEEK OF Jan. 28th

Jon’s Worksheet

Meditate (15 min.) X X missed X X X missed

Affirmations X X X X X X X

Swim at YMCA X X X

Attend SA Group X

Sally reads the Bible each day upon arising. She walks with a neigh-
bor every morning and is taking a community education course in
preparing healthy meals. Rather than watching TV until midnight,
she committed to being in bed by 10:30 p.m. each night. She is
seeing a sex-addiction therapist once a week with her husband.

WEEK OF Sept. 8th

Sally’s Worksheet

Read Bible 3 3 3 3 3 —— ——

Walk w/Doreen 3 oops 3 3 3 ——

Bed by 10:30pm 10:00 10:15 10:15 10:15 10:45 12:00 11:45

Class at College 3
Meet w/Dr. Taylor 3

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Helen reads daily from Pia Mellody’s Facing Codependence. At the
end of each day she writes in her journal. She also attends a weekly
meeting of S-Anon. She would like to get back to her old habit of
jogging, but hasn’t fully committed to this daily step.
WEEK OF May 5th
Helen’s Worksheet

Read Facing CoDep. X X X X X

Write in journal X X X X X X ——

Go jogging 20 min.

Attend S-Anon X

Jared’s life was so out of balance, the most he could do was say a
prayer once a day. That was his one, sole daily. After three months
he had built up the courage to talk to his pastor and he is planning
to get started with the online SLAA group.

WEEK OF Nov. 7th

Jared’s Worksheet

Pray Daily 3 3 —— —— —— 3 ——

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Though we have given you guidelines and suggestions, it is
important that you do not overdo these dailies and that you
take them at your own pace. After all, this is your life and
your recovery and no one knows your needs and your capa-
bilities better than you do. Start this program today and eval-
uate your progress daily. Add or delete activities as needed
to keep a healthy balance in your life.

Remember:
This is not a cure. It is not therapy. It is a way to get started.

If you have followed all the suggestions in this booklet, you

will be involved in some kind of therapy or group—whether it
is with a licensed therapist or a 12-step program (or both).
We urge you to continue this therapy and follow through on
the commitments you have made toward your healing. To
supplement your recovery process we also recommend
LifeSTAR Network’s series of workbooks Recovery from
Sexual Addiction. These workbooks and other recovery tools,
as well as information about our Getting Started Workshops,
are available online at www.lifestarnetwork.org.

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STARTER AFFIRMATIONS

• To wish to be well is a part of becoming well.

—Seneca

Commitment to recovery is an affirmation of our wish to be

well. Today I will focus on the positive desire for wellness that
is the core of my commitment.

• We can do no great things, only small things with great love.

—Mother Teresa

Today I will do one kind thing for myself and one for some-
one else. I will love myself and let myself receive the love
that is there for me.

• What we have to learn to do, we learn by doing.

—Aristotle

Today I am willing to learn by doing. I will learn something

about myself by following through on my daily plan.

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• Good judgment comes from experience and experience
comes from poor judgment.
—Mark Twain

Recovery is a messy business. Today I will give myself permis-

sion to experiment, to make mistakes. I will learn from the
day’s business and move on.

• If I were to begin my life again, I should want it as it was.

I would only open my eyes a little more.
—Jules Renard

Today I will take the time to be more aware of my interactions

with others. I will remember that each day is a gift to me.

• If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything.

—Mark Twain

Today I will be honest with myself. I will tell the truth. Denial
ties me to the past.

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This book contains the copyrighted and proprietary intellectual prop-
erty of Dan Gray, LCSW, and Todd Olson, LCSW, with Becky Harding
and Andrea Halls as editors.

If your group would like the rights to use or reproduce any part of this
material, or if you would like to be certified as a LifeSTAR Network
therapist, please contact Dan Gray or Todd Olson at LifeSTAR
Network. at 151 E. 5600 South, #204, Murray, Utah 84107,
(801) 2 6 2 - 4 5 9 9. Website: www.lifestarnetwork.org.

The LifeSTAR Network p rogram—as well as any associated pro d-

ucts or those recommended within—is not intended to take the
place of therapy. We advise all users of this program to consider
face-to-face counseling with a qualified licensed therapist in your
local area.

Dan Gray, LCSW, the clinical director of LifeSTAR Network, is a

licensed clinical social worker specializing in addictions counseling.
He has lectured and provided training and consultation to numer-
ous community, religious, and professional org a n i z a t i o n s .

Todd Olson, LCSW, is the program director of L i f e S TAR Network. He

is a licensed clinical social worker specializing in sexual addiction,
anorexia, codependence, and trauma survival. His private practice
includes individuals, couples, and group therapy.

Both Dan Gray and Todd Olson are available for on-site training and
consultation by contacting LifeSTAR Network, 151 E. 5600 South, #204,
Murray, Utah 84107, (801) 262-4599.
Website: www.lifestarnetwork.org.