04 Notes of A Seeker of Self Realisation Volume 01
04 Notes of A Seeker of Self Realisation Volume 01
Index
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92 Gita Chapter 2 - Verse 20 Na Jayate Mriyate
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i) Chapter 13 - Verse 15 i) Sarvendriyagunabhasam
ii) Chapter 9 - Verse 5 ii) Na Ca Matsthani Bhutani
iii) Chapter 9 - Verse 4 iii) Maya tatamidam Sarva
iv) Chapter 10 - Verse 20 iv) Aham Atma Gudakesa
172 Gita v) Chapter 3 - Verse 36 v) Atha kena Prayuktoyam
vi) Chapter 3 - Verse 37 vi) Kama Esa Krodha
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vii) Chapter 3 - Verse 41 vii) Tasmat Tvamindriyan
viii) Chapter 3 - Verse 42 viii) Indriyani Paranyahuh
ix) Chapter 3 - Verse 43 ix) Evam Buddheh Param
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174 Keno Upanishad Chapter 1 - Verse 2 Srotrasya Srotram Manas
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176 Taittriya Upanishad i) Chapter 2 - 1 - 1 i) Om Brahmavidapnoti 45 to 46
ii) Chapter 2 - 1 - 2 ii) Tasmadva etasmad
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181 Gita i) Chapter 5 - Verse 3 i) Jneyah Sa Nityasannyasi
ii) Chapter 2 - Verse 50 ii) Traigunyavisaya Vedah
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187 Gita i) Chapter 13 - Verse 30 i) Prakrtyaiva ca Karmani
ii) Chapter 4 - Verse 18 ii) Karmanyakarma yah ii
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Brihadaranyaka Chapter 4 - 3 - 23 Yadvai Tanna Pasyati
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Panchadasi - Chapter 10 - Summary - Swamy Paramatmananda
1) I cannot change what happens to the body and Mind, but I can stop imagining myself to be
the body or Mind
2) I am not the body or Mind, I am aware of the body and Mind
3) Consider the possibility, when I am not the body but the Witness of the body, entire
samsara looses its significance
4) Consciousness, Seer of the mind alone is Paramartika Satyam, Absolute reality.
5) Mind drops world and remains as Sakshi in sleep
6) Om - Cosmic sound helps one to get established in the Pure being, Awareness
7) Connect the silence between 2 Ohms in meditation to the Silence of Sleep state :
• Realize Atma, the Awareness beyond the - Sleep state
8) Rajasic nature of mind makes living in the present almost impossible
9) Learn to be with your real self, nothing more important in life
10) Sport smile in your sadness, with the knowledge of Svarupa Atma, Then you conquer
sadness.
11) You are not Jiva or Jagat, you are the witness who witnesses the Jiva - Jagat all the time
12) Play possible only in the presence of the light illumining the state :
• 3 States of Mind Possible, only if there is Atma’s light illumining the worlds.
13) Be the light of Atma, which illuminates Body, Mind, Don’t be identified with body – Mind.
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13) Identify with Consciousness, worship consciousness, Be conscious of Consciousness.
14) Sakshi Recognises mistakes of ego, not ego
16) You are the knower behind the thinker, not the thinker :
• Higher level of consciousness gets activated
• Step back from the thought and touch that intelligence behind the thought
17) Don’t condemn or Suppress the Mind, Just listen to the Noise Made by the thought as
Sakshi :
• Be the Living presence for the thought, “I am” (for the thought)
18) Just be Present, don’t loose yourself in the Noise of the Mind
19) Sakshi, Atma indiscriminately illumines Presence and Absence of Body, Mind, world like a
Light of a Stage (with - without Dancer)
20) :
Sakshi Chaitanyam illumines
Everything Nothing
No Other than
- Prithvi - Apaha
- Apaha - Agni
- Agni - Vayu
- Vayu - Akasha
- Akasha - Atma
• Sequence for you to establish in the oneness of the reality.
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32) :
I am
- Bandah - Moksha
- Ego Burden - Ego is an ornament I wear at
He is not born, nor does He ever die; after having been, He again ceases not to be; unborn,
eternal, changeless and ancient, He is not killed when the body is killed. [Chapter 2 – Verse 20]
• Death loses its capacity to frighten me
• There is no death for me - I was not born
• Strive to know the truth
• As Sakshi, you are the source of Space - Time – Causation. 12
93) In London you feel I am here :
• You go to Singapore, you feel I am here, not I am elsewhere
• Shows “I am“ transcends space
94) In 2021 - You feel I am now :
• In 2022 - You will feel I am now (Not I am in future year)
• At all times, my feeling, “ I am now here”
• Can't add anything to I am, other than now
• I am now and here
• I am is the truth
3 Feelings
I am I am here I am now
That consciousness which reveals at one and the same time the agent, the action and the
external Objects is called ‘witness’ in the Vedanta. [Chapter 10 - Verse 9]
• Sakshi = Chit = No division of here and there, Spaceless.
• Chit illuminates the division, awareness of here and there, now and then
96) Panchadasi - Chapter 10 :
The witness Consciousness can neither be called External nor internal. Both these terms have
reference to the Mind. When the Mind becomes fully tranquil, the witness exists where it
shines. [Chapter 10 - Verse 20]
There is Division
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103) :
As
- You are engulfed by the - You objectify the - You are the origin of
Universe Universe the Universe
• You are the Centre of Cosmos
• You are not in Space and Time
104) Thought, Mind, is source of Time, Space, Object :
105) Atma is source of thought, mind ,timeless spaceless :
• Timeless means Atma transcends the illusion of time - Space
• World is an Illusion of Time - Space - Causation
106) Sakshi with reference to Sakshyam :
• Without Sakshyam reality of the it is absolute, called awareness
107) Shruti negates the world not its experience
108 ) As Brahman, Nirguna Chaitanyam, I am projector, experiencer, supporter, as though
sufferer of the world :
• I exist beyond the universe
• Negation means understanding that existence of the world is borrowed. 17
109)Brahman exists eternally, world only an appearance on it, has no know origination
110)World is mysterious experience, Mithya, Borrowing existence from Brahman
111)Mahavakya reveals eka Chaitanyam, and Anatma negated by Sruti :
• Aham Satyam, Jagan Mithya
• Mukti is instantaneous
112) Brahman is Advaitam in spite of the Dvaita Anubhava
113) Drishti Srishti Vada :
• No world other than I the observer, Chaitanyam, Atma
114)Bodies, senses, Minds are different but life in them is same, universal :
• Sakshi, witnessing awareness, is same in all the bodies (Kshetrajna)
115)Abide in Atma, you are abiding in Universal peace
116)Abide as being, I am, Space, time, Divisions will be Absent in that.
117) We all have Similarities :
• Bodies made of 5 Elements
• All Human
• Manifestation of one Life, Awareness, reality
• Differences are name, form, function, Mithya, appearances.
118) As I Abide as witnessing Awareness there is no concept of Space - Time
• A thought should arise, then Category of time Rises. 18
119) :
3 Things appear = Disappear together
If you object ‘How such a Self could be grasped by me?’, our answer is : Let it not be grasped.
When the duality of the Knower and the known comes to an end, what remains is the Self.
[Chapter 10 - Verse 24]
• When all process of knowing with the mind comes to an end
• Svayam Eva Avasishyate - What remains is Atma
152) With reference to everything perceived, Cognized, you abide as awareness, pure :
• If you are conscious of gender, you can't know Atman. 24
153) Don't take yourself to be the ego, limited to a body :
• I am being, existence absolute in which all existences appear and disappear
• Atma is self evident existence, no need for a means to know it.
154) Aham Asmi, Sada Bhami :
• I Exist always, I shine always, I am timeless existence, self-evident Atma.
• Svata Siddha, Svata Sphuranam - I am, I shine independently.
• There is only one direct knowledge, you know, you are
• Atma is Aprameya, not Available for Pramanams
• Clean mirror, it shines by its own glory.
155) Stop searching for happiness, then you will be happy :
• If you are searching for happiness you are deprived of happiness
156) Teaching is about a sentient being and teacher is a sentient being :
• Hence learn Shruti from a teacher
157) Abhimana = Ego = Judging person :
= Vikshepa Abhimana, Vikshepa Shantihi
= Resolution of projection of I thought, ego thought
158) Meditate :
• This body - Mind complex is an instrument controlled by universal power
• Body / Mind / Intellect - Complex is like a bamboo in a forest, with holes of 5 Senses.25
• When universal power like the wind blows through the bamboo, gets reflected,
sounds are created, knowledge happens.
• Let Krishna blow the Body / Mind / Intellect - Flute with his agenda and not yours,
then see the melody coming out (without the ego)
• Rise above your personal definitions about yourself
159) If you give up all definitions, of the self, you are liberated here and now
160) :
Karmas
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162) :
Buddhi
Sattvic Tamasic
- Transparent - Opaque
- illumines - Waste
• Inner, outer Division is caused by Senses and Mind.
163) Power of Ishvara, Maya is reflecting in the Eyes, ears, Senses, Antahkarana Buddhi :
• Then only they are eyes, senses, Buddhi.
• They are not independently shining
• Sun outside shines because of Ishwara’s power. 27
Look
Within Without
• Its all one power of Chaitanyam Awareness alone
164) Meditate :
• Universal Power of Ishvara is here in the heart, making it to throb.
• In the eyes to see, ears to hear, mind to feel…
165) :
As witness of thought Identifying with the thought
You are a Master Become a Slave
• “I” has a Choice to be a Sakshi or Ego.
Pratasmarani Stotram :
166) Process of Perception :
• Mind Acquires shape of object it knows
• Mind’s thinking = Knowing
• Thinker - Thought, Subject - Object, both are creation of the Mind.
• Atma is illuminator of Mind not subject or object, not dipole
• We identity Atma, Real I, with subject, product of mind, ego, small self, person. 28
• Ego is piles of experiences in the waking state
• Atma not ego, person.
Mind
Appears as
Subject Object
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Summary
i) Atma not thinker or thought :
• Atma not perceiver or perceived
ii) Atma is knower Kshetrajna, behind the thinker - Perceiver - Ego
iii) Knower is witnessing, illuminating awareness, with respect to subject - Object division in
waking, Dream, Sleep state.
iv) Appreciate this Atma - Anatma (Mind) division
v) I - identify with the mind and become thinker or perceiver
vi) I am not body or Mind which is Kshetram
vii) 3 States not possible without body- mind-complex
viii) Waking body mind belongs to same order
ix) :
Body – Mind World
Not Atma Anatma
• Both Anatma
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Atma illuminates
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Relationship
World Consciousness
Superimposition Substratum
I do nothing at all, thus would the harmonised knower of Truth think – seeing, hearing,
touching, smelling, eating, going, sleeping, breathing... [Chapter 5 – Verse 8]
iv) Nir-vikaritvam :
• Subject to change - Breath faster, Slower
• I am unchanged observer
• I am Aware of eyes seeing, not seeing, Ears hearing, Non-hearing.
• Observer of three states of mind, Waking, dream, sleep.
• Subtle body changes - Alert, healthy, Sick, Tired, Drowsy
• I am the observer. 36
V) Avyapakam :
• Subtle body in gross body
• I am all pervasive in deep sleep, I am without gross and subtle body
• Sleeper I - Ego, experiences, Blankness, Darkness
• Subtle body not experienced in deep sleep
• I - Consciousness, Awareness reveals blankness, Absence of functions of subtle body
• Dreamer I - Experience functioning of subtle mind
• I - Consciousness experiences both absence and presence of functioning of subtle
body
• I - Consciousness can exist independently without Subtle and causal body
VI) Asat Rupakam :
• Subtle body = False appearance
• I the observer am the reality
False :
• Means, it has no existence of its own.
170) When secret of Jiva, Jagat, Ishvara being one entity :
• Brahman is known, then one attains Sthiraprajna.
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171) Consciousness is the reality on which the mind appears, Asat Rupam :
Example :
• Wave appears in water
• Consciousness uses subtle body as instrument, organ.
Bahya Karanam Antahkaranam
Contacts world of Objects Mind experiences inputs from
ears, eyes, nose, tongue, Skin
• I - Consciousness am the wielder of the Instrument by the very Presence,
Consciousness makes Systems work.
Gita :
He sees, who sees that all actions are performed by Prakirti alone, and that the self is
actionless. [Chapter 13 - Verse 30]
• Nature does everything, thinking, willing… Self not doer, agent, of action. 38
• Everything done by nature, You are known, doing witness of all this, just
consciousness.
• We are taking some of the functions upon ourselves and say I am speaking, singing,
thinking.
172) Atma not Mind - 7 Arguments :
Atma Mind
i) Ekam i)Anekam, 17 Parts
ii) Achalam ii)Fickle, Travels
iii) Drishyam, Seer, knower iii)Object of knowledge
iv) Changeless Observer iv) Subtle Body healthy, with
- “Avyaya” witness of Ego energy, tired
v) Vyapakam, I exist without v) Parichinnaha Limited, depends
Subtle body on Atma to Appear, disappear
vi) I am Satyam vi) Mithya
vii) User of Instrument vii) Instrument
Vivekananda :
• Only God I worship, is sum of all human souls.
• Consciousness apart from Body - Mind is god because it is Sarvatma Atma
• Consciousness is transcendental.
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Gita :
Shining by the functions of all the senses, yet without the senses; unattached, yet supporting
all; devoid of qualities, yet their experiencer… [Chapter 13 - Verse 15]
Gita :
Nor do beings exist (in reality) in Me, behold My divine Yoga supporting all beings, but not
dwelling in them, I am My Self, the efficient cause of all beings. [Chapter 9 – Verse 5]
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Immanent - Gita :
All this world (universe) is pervaded by Me in My unmanifest form (aspect); all beings exist in
Me, but I do not dwell in them. [Chapter 9 – Verse 4]
• You are one Consciousness appearing as the Entire Universe.
• Aham, Consciousness, Say I in the Mind.
Gita :
I am the self, O Gudakesa, seated in the hearts of all beings; I am the beginning, the middle
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and also the end of all beings. [Chapter 10 - Verse 20]
• In which light do I experience the feeling I
• God, Sarvatma, soul of all, Rupa, Sarvarupa and Sarva Ateeta
• I am Brahman happens within Mind project or veils Atma
• Every mind is revealed by same light
• Clouds don’t Cover, only Obstruct
• Thoughts don’t Cover, only Obstruct
Gita :
Arjuna said : But, impelled by what does man commit sin, though against his wishes, O
Varsneya, constrained, as it were, by force? [Chapter 3 – Verse 36]
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The blessed Lord said : It is desire, it is anger born of the active, all-devouring, all-sinful; know
this as the foe here in this world). [Chapter 3 – Verse 37]
Gita :
Therefore, O best of the Bharatas, controlling first the senses, kill this sinful thing, the
destroyer of knowledge and wisdom. [Chapter 3 – Verse 41]
They say that the senses are superior (to the body); superior to the senses is the mind;
superior to the mind is the intellect; one who is even superior to the intellect is He, (the
Atman). [Chapter 3 – Verse 42]
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Gita :
Thus knowing Him, who is superior to intellect, and restraining the self by the Self, slay you, O
mighty-armed, the enemy in the form of desire, no doubt, hard indeed to conquer.
[Chapter 3 – Verse 43]
• Uncontrolled anger, Desire, destroys life
173) All dependency for happiness in the objective perishable world is delusion :
• External the world is dependent on awareness consciousness for it illumination
174) Expression of life changes in all of us, moment to moment :
Keno Upanishad :
Preceptor : It is the Ear of the Ear, the Mind of the Mind, the Tongue of the Tongue (Speech of the Speech)
and also the Life of the Life and the Eye of the Eye. Having abandoned the sense of Self or I-ness in these
and rising above sense-life, the wise become Immortal. [Chapter 1 - Verse 2] 44
175) :
Brahma Sutra
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Taittriya Upanishad :
Om, the knower of Brahman attains the Supreme. With reference to that, is the following
hymn recited: Brahman is the truth, knowledge and infinity. He who knows it as existing in the
cave of the heart in the transcendent Akasa, realises all his desires along with omniscient
Brahman. [2 - 1 - 1]
From that (Which is ) this Atman, is space born; from Akasa, air; from air, Fire; from fire, water;
from water, earth; from earth, herbs; from herbs, food; and from food, man. [2 - 1 - 2]
Brahman Atma
Reality of Universe Reality of Your self 46
I
Total Individual
179) Person is already liberated, Nithya Mukta, Atma Jnanam removes the covering of truth :
• Dirt removed, mirror of mind shines. 47
180) Your true nature is one without the second, Advaitam :
• Tendency of mind is to divide and particularize
• Underlying reality of man is one Chaitanyam, hidden by many unreal appearances of
Mind’s projections
• Existence absolute alone real, Nama rupa world, unreal
181) Eliminate habit of taking plurality in the world as real :
Gita :
He should be known as a perpetual sannyasi who neither hates nor desire; for, free from the
pairs of opposites, O mighty-armed, he is easily set free from bondage. [Chapter 5 – Verse 3]
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The Vedas deal with the three attributes; be you above these three attributes (gunas), O
Arjuna, free yourself from the pairs of opposites, and ever remain in the sattva (goodness),
freed from all thoughts of acquisition and preservation, and be established in the Self.
[Chapter 2 – Verse 45]
• When Plurality resolves, become one with the truth, that is where you are in
happiness.
182)
Advaya Reality
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Subject - Object Division if taken
As Real As unreal
He sees, who sees that all actions are performed by Prakirti alone, and that the self is
actionless. [Chapter 13 - Verse 30]
He, who recognises inaction in action and action in inaction is wise among men; he is a yogi
and a true performer of all actions. [Chapter 4 – Verse 18]
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188) Pragyanam Brahma :
• I Define myself w.r.t. Upadhi - Body - Mind = Adhyasa
• Never derive sense of self from what you do
• For worldly transactions, you say - you are doer
• Don't believe it to be your true nature, It is Ajnanam
• Negate all distinctions with object, subject can't stand
• In sleep, one with our being, Non- verbal, “I am“
• Atma Chaitanyam - when it reflects in a body mind complex, is called a human being.
• Chaitanyam alone is Param Brahma
• Existence, outside waking consciousness, is not accepted, either known or unknown.
189) Panchadasi - Chapter 10 :
Manifest Unmanifest
An Appearance? Reality?
He who thinks ‘I am’ is the agent. Mind is his instrument of action, and the actions of the Mind
are two types of Modifications in Succession, internal and external. [Chapter 10 – Verse 6]
• Who is a Jiva?
• Who takes himself to be the ego, coming out of Sleep.
Is open Is closed
World
Awareness
• Ego, emotions, feelings, sensations of the world, Body, Mind, Felt by the subjective
reality = Awareness
• I Aham Vritti = Source, existence.
Sakshi Mind
- illumines the Mind - Manifests Existing Consciousness
- Sentiency - Matter
- In Pure I, no body identification - I am this Body in this room, in this
world
- Space Times comes with body
• There is need for Vichara, enquiry into truth about my “Self”
• Wrong notions = ignorance, hides the Awareness.
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Tyaga Vairagya
Renouncing the world Getting Detached from the world and
attaching to Awareness, Consciousness
• Everyone takes himself to be a person
• You imagine yourself to be a person
• In sleep, experience nothingness, no person
• When you are not self conscious, you are not a person
• When self conscious, you are limited, bound person
• Identified with body, Mind, thoughts makes you a person.
Person Reality
Time - Space - Body - Mind - Timeless, whole, Limitless,
Causation Bound Chaitanyam, Awareness
Gita - Chapter 4 :
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He, who recognises inaction in action and action in inaction is wise among men; he is a yogi
and a true performer of all actions. [Chapter 4 – Verse 18]
• Mind not quite because we hold a delusion, I am the Doer
Viveka :
• Body - Mind is an instrument for cognition and action
• Use instrument, don't identify with it as the self
• Best way to know the mind, is to know - That there is no mind
• Flow of thought gives us a false impression that there is something there
• Impression of continuity of thoughts is called the mind
192) Panchadasi - Chapter 10 :
The internal Modification of the Mind takes the form of ‘I’. It makes him an agent. The external
modification assumes the form of ‘this’. It reveals to him the external things.
[Chapter 10 - Verse 7]
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Modification of Mind
Internal External
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Keno Upanishad :
Indeed, he attains immortality, who intuits It in and through every modification of the mind.
Through the Atman he obtains real strength, and through Knowledge, immortality.
[Chapter 2 - Verse 4]
• Mind is not real, it is an appearance
• Develop a Distance, Space with the Mind, Shadow, Movement in the Self.
Mind window
The External things (That are cognized by the Mind in a general way, their special qualities
having been Jumbled up) are cognized by the five Sense-organs quite distinctly as sound,
touch, colour, taste and Smell. [Chapter 10 - Verse 8] 61
o External Vrittis
o Belong to 5 Sense organs
• All Perceptions are Re-cognitions of already knowledge in the Mind
• One must know flower, to see flower.
Idealist Realist
- Being only within - Being only outside not within
- Subjective - Objective
• Idam - This is name of universe
• This is outside you
o Body = Idam
o Mind = Idam
• I am Deha - Manaha - Vilkshanam ‘Aham’
• I am known by human mind which recognizes it
• World is as real as your sensations are…
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194) Chandogyo Upanishad :
Somya, before this world was manifest there was only existence, one without a second. On this
subject, some maintain that before this world was manifest there was only non-existence, one
without a second. Out of that non-existence, existence emerged. [6 - 2 - 1]
‘That which is the subtlest of all is the Self of all this. It is the Truth. It is the Self. That thou art,
O Śvetaketu.’ [Śvetaketu then said,] ‘Sir, please explain this to me again.’ ‘Yes, Somya, I will
explain again,’ replied his father. [6 - 8 - 7]
• Knowledge and ignorance experienced in the changeless reality, the pure being,
Chaitanyam.
• The locus of entire universe is the core of my Personality, the pure being.
• Origin of universe is Vivartam, changeless reality
• Perceive the infinite while perceiving the limited. 63
• Mahatmas see the core of the universe, as the being
• In universe, being = Sat = Constant factor, changeless
o Sat Buddhi inside you and outside not divorced, one and same being
o Sat Buddhi of world and sat buddhi of me is same being
• I am the being which is appearing as all this
• Vivarta and Parinama = Universe
• Sat and Name and form = Universe
• I am not Samsari but Sat, ever existing reality
• Ego I, unreal person, shadow
Chandogyo Upanishad :
Sanatkumāra said: ‘Bhūmā [the infinite] is that in which one sees nothing else, hears nothing
else, and knows [i.e., finds] nothing else. But alpa [the finite] is that in which one sees
something else, hears something else, and knows something else. That which is infinite is
immortal, and that which is finite is mortal.’ Nārada asked, ‘Sir, what does bhūmā rest on?’
Sanatkumāra replied, ‘It rests on its own power—or not even on that power [i.e., it depends
on nothing else]’. [7 - 24 - 1] 64
• In sensing the pot, sensing of the being is the reality
• Atma = One’s Self = being, which upholds the entire Universe of 3 states of
consciousness.
• When relating to world, only relating to name and form
• Empty name and form from any object, being, what remains is the pure being, Sat.
• Stand utterly undesignated, undifferentiated, Non-verbal being not a person.
• I am not revealed by perception, inference, emotion or thought.
• Non-verbal, I am neither good, bad, Singaporean, American not single, family person.
• I am pure sense of being
• Let content of waking Consciousness = Shabda, Sparsha, Rupa, Rasa, Gandha - Merge
into consciousness.
• Vedanta gives you God which is your innermost self
• In Vedanta - God = not which is other
• Pragyanam = God, awareness
• All universe in Pragyanam - Vedanta offers you a living God
• Feel within, abide within… Sit close to Sat, Upa - Ni - Shad
• Immortal God in you = Pragyanam.
195) :
• Don’t transfer plurality of attributes of body, Mind, senses to plurality of Atma.
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Asti Bhati Priyam Nama Rupa
Atma Body, Mind, Senses
196) Negating Appearances of thoughts is called Vairagyam :
• Hold to content of thought, Ishvara
197) Consciousness, which reveals the agent, the action, and the external object is called
witness in Vedanta :
• I am Karta (Doer), Shadow of the reality (ego I), Ego - I is false
• When the mind is quiet ,you can recognize yourself to be pure witness
• Recognize yourself to be pure Sakshi, instead of ego, Person, Bokta, Karta
• As ego, you are bound to be enjoyer, doer
198) Every desire has fear :
• I am not doer, ego, I am Sakshi
• You are not a thought in mind
• You are Sarva buddhi Pratyaya Sakshi
• I am the source of all thoughts, the reality, behind All thoughts
• Mind is a bridge between body and Atma
• As ego, constituted of body - 5 Elements
• What is common between 2 Experiences is witness consciousness
• If totally identified with experience, you are ego, experiencer 66
• Recognize yourself Distinct from duality - Consistently, stop identifying with the ego
• Subject - Object duality is an object of awareness
• Ego masquerades as subject
• True subject is consciousness alone
Ego - I - waker Sakshi Ultimate Reality - Brahman
Bridge
• Sakshi is status, Bridge, between the ego I - Waker I and the ultimate reality, ever free
Atma.
199) There is no ego or person, without identification with a physical body :
• You need to persistently refuse to identify with this ego
• Understand what you are not, that is enough
• You can be only what you are
200) Chandogyo Upanishad :
‘O Somya, the mind is nourished by food, prāṇa by water, and speech by fire.’ [Śvetaketu then
said,] ‘Sir, will you please explain this to me again?’ ‘Yes, Somya, I will explain again,’ replied his
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father. [6 - 5 - 4]
Mind Prana Speech
Nourished by food Nourished by water Nourished by fire
201) Once space between Atma and person, mind is created, ego continues only as a part of
the objective world :
• Ego’s identification with Awareness snaps
• Identify with the light behind the mind, ego
• Do not identify with the mind itself.
202) Mind becomes opaque with tamas - Fear, desires, incessant mental noise :
• Can’t be the inner reality with Sattva Guna
• Ego becomes Karta, Bogta
• In Awareful being, there is movement of the mind
• Don’t equate existence with thinking
• I am existent being first
• Drop commitments of the ego and be Atma, pure existent being
• Mind is connected to the being and resolves in it, it acquires the quality of calmness
and strength.
203) I cannot change what happens to the body and Mind, but I can stop imagining myself to
be the body/mind.
204) I am the witness of subject (Mind) - Object, all the time
• Inside as Chit, Outside as sat. 68
205) Sankhya :
• Atma Bokta, has transferred attributes, Sukhi, Dukhi, Raagi, Dveshi
• Hence Atma is Plural
Advaitin :
• Seeming Bokta, really Abokta, Akarta, Raagi, Dveshi (All Buddhi Dharmas
Superimposed), Atma Ekam.
Common features Accepted :
Atma Anatma
i) Consciousness - Matter
ii) Akarta - Karta
iii) Nirguna - Saguna
iv) Independent - Dependent
v) Asanga - Sasanga
206)
Jiva
To him (Bhrgu) he (Varuna) Again said: “That from which these beings are born; that by which,
having been born, these beings live and continue to exist; and that into which, when
departing, they all enter; That sleekest thou to know. That is Brahman”. He, (Bhgru) Performed
Penance; and after having done Penance….. [3 - 1 - 2]
Gita :
Its form is not perceived here as such, neither its end, or its foundation, nor its resting place;
having cut asunder this firm-rooted Asvattha-tree with the strong axe of non-
attachment…[Chapter 15 - Verse 3] 70
207 :
Understand Kshetrajna - Kshetram
Real I Assumed I
209) :
Awareness
Manifests Unmanifest
72
210) :
Knowing
Svabavika Shastriya
Manifests Divine
Consciousness
Reflected Consciousness
212) :
Steps for Knowledge of truth
Atma
Singular
Non-dual
Gita :
Just as in this body the embodied (soul) passes into childhood, youth and old age, so also does
he pass into another body; the firm man does not grieve at it.[Chapter 2 - Verse 13] 74
This (Self) is said to be unmanifest, unthinkable and unchangeble. Therefore, knowing This to
be such, you should not grieve. [ Chapter 2 - Verse 25]
Aham
Don’t identify with ego Remain as Sakshi, Nritya Shalastha Deepa Vatu
• Cosmic will - Alone acts, not the human will
215 - Brahma Sutra :
Adhyasa - Error - Maya - Avidya
Yoga Sutra
Abhinivesa Dvesha
220) If I think, what I desire is real, then can never rise above the Desire :
• When you discern, step aside, Abide in Atma, Anatma will not stand opposite to you,
but will merge in you
Example :
• When you take yourself to be yourself, then you need discernment, discrimination.
• Image created by Upadhi of mirror, not real
• You are the real person, Upadhi gone, only you remain, image gone
• When you discriminate Brahman and creation, only Satyam Brahman remains
• Similarly only Atma remains
• Viveka has very big importance in understanding One’s true nature
• If Viveka is clear, Sarvatma bava happens automatically.
79
2 Steps / 2 Wings of Freedom
Person
Not a Person 84
I am
Active Inactive
85
226) :
Person at 2 levels
- Changing - Changeless
- Lower - Higher
- Witnessed entity - Witnessing entity
- Called Ishvara
- Shadow - Reality
- Samsari - Unmanifest
- With desire and fear - Window to truth
- Points to reality - Abide as unidentified witness
Example : Example :
- Water in the pot - Water Evaporates
- Identifying with Pot Upadhi - Ego merges
- Ego one with body - Disidentify in meditation
- Never derive sense of self from - Inner Space Developed
body - Derive Sense of Self from Atma
- Lead meaningful life of values,
maintains self
- Brahman State, very powerful
86
Person at 2 levels
- Stop identifying self with the ego, - Abide in the being not on other
person extension of the being, the ego
- Jiva Sukhi, Dukhi - As Kshetrajna not in the world
- Body identified ego = Kshetram
Gita : Chapter 15 - Verse 7 :
- Part of Atma, not Part of World
227) :
Knowledge
2 Levels
We have 3 things
We identify with
Satta Sphurti
I Sakshi
Satta Sphurti
• Sense of Self, entity, Live life is Limited.
Ajnani Jnani
- Sense of self Dependent on the Mind - Sense of Self dependent on Sakshi in
- Egoic mind Runs life for us the background of the Mind
93
237) Tormentor of your life is sitting in your mind as thoughts which falls groove of sadness
again and again :
• We have to win a battle against our own mind, the Self
• Just stay with one thought, I am Sakshi
• Real being not restless, when it reflects in the mind, it appears restless.
• Restlessness of mind superimposed on the real being.
Example :
• Reflection of moon in the water
• When water (Mind) Stirred, there is movement in water and dirt is brought out.
• When desires stir the mind, the dirt of Vasanas, Samskaras, come up and the
reflection of Atma in the Mind appears restless.
• Notion of agitations, pleasures, pain, sadness, stir the mind and makes Sakshi as
though Restless.
• Sakshi ever is untainted, uninfluenced, unconcerned, Utterly aloof like the moonlight.
• Asakti, attachment in the mind ,not real, not strong
• You take Shadow to be real
• Attachments to objects, beings outside, holds me, the Sakshi
• Power to the mind given by Sakshi
• Discern Sakshi from the unsteady mind.
• When gloomy, we are looking at our own self in the Mind mirror with thoughts of
Sadness. 94
Mind Sakshi
- Minds Projection
- Vikshepa Shakti
Experiences
Sadness,
Thought of
internalizes
Missing
Sadness, as its
something in the
Svarupam
world
• World experienced only in the Surface of the Mind as ripples
• If mind is Quiet, you the Atma experience Quietitude.
• It is not Sakshi which Projects
• It is Minds projection and internalization
• I am Sakshi is the Only Concrete, Entity, Reality
238)
X 2X = Y Z = 2Y 2Z
Learn Reflect Implement Share
Visualization Association Practice, Implementation
• Spend 2 times more time on reflection than on Listening.
95
239) :
Sleep Waking - Dream
- Ignorance is there - Agyanam and Branti Jnanam
- Agyanam is there (Adhyasa)
- No Samsara - Samsara is there
Example : Brihadaranyaka Upanishad : - Branti Jnanam Adhyasa alone cause
- Chapter 4 - Svayam Jyoti Bramanam of Samsara not Pure ignorance
- Sushupti Example for Moksha
- Satchit Ananda alone exists
• If you can sleep continuously, Vedanta not required.
• Have to come to Jagrat as per Prarabda, come to Vedanta to get Sleep like Moksha.
240) Naishkarmya Siddhi - Chapter 1 :
Introduction and Vichara Sagara - Chapter 6 : Cause of Samsara :
i) Moola Ajnanam (ignorance of Brahman)
ii) Branti Jnanam (False knowledge, Adhyasa)
iii) Raaga - Dvesha (Likes Dislikes)
iv) Pravritti - Nivritti
v) Punya - Papam
vi) Sharira Sambandha
96
241) Keno Upanishad :
Indeed, he attains immortality, who intuits It in and through every modification of the mind.
Through the Atman he obtains real strength, and through Knowledge, immortality.
(Chapter 2 - Verse 4)
• Intuit Atma in every modification of the mind
• Through Atman he attains real strength
• Through knowledge attain immortality.
242) Atma va Idagum Sarvam means :
• Satta and Sphurti of body, Mind, world are derived from Atma
• I am not father really, Sakshi, only w.r.t. Sakshyam, being
• In the core of your being, you are Timeless, Spaceless
• Space - Time - Binds us only as body - Mind, not as Atma.
Antaha Bahihi
- All living beings, things - World recognized in the - Exists in its own Space
live in Physical Space Mind in vritti form - Sakshi, Chaitanyam
- Memory
From that (Which is ) this Atman, is space born; from Akasa, air; from air, Fire; from fire, water;
from water, earth; from earth, herbs; from herbs, food; and from food, man. [2 - 1 - 2]
• Atma = father of Akasha
• Recognise world in my True self - Yoga, not imagination.
243) You are not experienced or the Experience :
• You are the Awareness in between the Experience and experiencer and Beyond the
two. 99
244) What we see is not real, the fact that you see alone is real
245) You can relate to Atma only as Sakshi in a Medium :
246) :
Mind
2 Powers
Perception Conceptualization
Whence all the speech turns back with the mind without reaching it (The eternal Truth, the
Brahman), He who knows the bliss of eternal truth, the Brahman, fears not at any time. This
mind is the embodied soul of the Pranamaya. Of this (Pranamaya) the Manomaya is the self.
[2 - 4 - 1]
• What you perceive and conceive is not Atman. 100
• Atman is pure subject
• Ego is false subject
• Pure Subjectivity is Atman
• You are the eternal Atman
248) It is enough to know what you are not :
• As long as you think - Being and knowing are different, you will not know the truth.
• Being Sat, is the knowing chit
• Sat - Chit is one and the same
• You can’t know the Atma, you can only be the Atma
• Atma can’t be described except as total negation
• Positive knowledge is unreal
• When all the process of knowing with the mind comes to an end, what remains is
Atma
249) Understand paradoxes correctly : Gita :
101
Others again offer wealth, austerity and yoga as sacrifice, while the ascetics of self-restraint
and rigid vows offer study of scriptures and knowledge as sacrifice. [Chapter 4 – Verse 28]
Gita :
Nor do beings exist (in reality) in Me, behold My divine Yoga supporting all beings, but not
dwelling in them, I am My Self, the efficient cause of all beings. [Chapter 9 – Verse 5]
All this world (universe) is pervaded by Me in My unmanifest form (aspect); all beings exist in
Me, but I do not dwell in them. [Chapter 9 – Verse 4]
102
250) Chit and Chidabhasa self evident awareness :
• Chit and Chidabhasa mixture alone is available as Aham
• From mixture of Chid and Chidabhasa, I negate Chidabhasa component Waker I,
Dreamer I, Sleeper I, retain Turiyam I and Claim as my Svarupa for Moksha.
• When Adhyasa goes, Jeeva bhavana goes, misconception goes
251 :
Stages Who am I
I - Mind and Senses organs illumined by - Perception of Objects,
Consciousness feelings, thoughts, happens
- I am aware of Body - Mind
II - Senses closed only Physically thoughts - Dream
in memory Reflected
III - No light of Consciousness in senses - Dream
- Light only in the Active movement of - Chidabhasa
Mind
IV - Deep Sleep… Timeless - Spaceless - I do not know anything
ignorance
V - Ohm, I am Timeless, Satchit Ananda, - Pure Chit, Consciousness
Turiyam shines alone, Light of
Universe
103
Waker I Dreamer I Sleeper I Avabhasa = Adhyasa = Superimposition
o Body experience = ‘Space’
o Mind experience = ‘Time’
o Timeless, Spaceless
• Universe = Play, Trick of time Space, Birth, death, growth, all Adhyasa, Error, notions of
the Mind
• Satchit Ananda - Pure Sakshi - 3 Ego States of the Mind
Law of Karma Governs 3 Pairs :
o Virat - Vishwa
o Teijasa - Hiranyagarbha
o Pragnya - Antaryami
3 Pairs - 3 Realms of illumination :
• Physical world - Physical gross Body - By one Consciousness
• Subtle world - Subtle Mind
• Causal world - Causal Body
• Consciousness is one.. Bodies, Minds, objects, beings, appearances, Adhyasa, many,
gives Vision of Pluralistic world.
Mixture in 3 States :
• Chit and Chidabhasa.
104
• Carefully extract chit finally in the waking state by Studying one’s experience of 3
states.
• Defferentiate Pure knowledge and knowledge of…
• Pure knowledge = Jnanam, Pure bliss = Limitless - No limitation of time (Now and
Then), Space (Here and there), Objects (This and that)
• Physical body - House born… an appearance in Pure Consciousness… Reflection of
Spiritual Light.
• Waker I = Reflection in the Mirror of Mind
Jivas Mind exists
It is not that which is conscious of the internal subjective world, nor that which is conscious of
the external world, nor that which is conscious of both, nor that which is a mass of
consciousness, nor that which is simple consciousness, nor is it unconsciousness: it is unseen
by any sense-organ, beyond empirical dealings, incomprehensible by the mind, uninferable,
unthinkable, indescribable, essentially by of the self alone, negation of all phenomena, the
peaceful, the auspicious and the non-dual. This is what is considered as the fourth (Turiya).
This is the Atman and this is to be realised. [Mantra 7] 106
Pure Awareness Turiyam
Thought Atma
Pramata Sakshi
Pramata Sakshi
• Mind is known when I Sakshi Chaitanyam give Chid Abhasa to the Mind
• Original Consciousness enclosed within the Mind becomes Subject for the External
world of Objects (Pramata)
• Mind Plays Dual Role of Instrument and Object for Sakshi
• Sakshi reveals the mind with the Mind.
112
Sakshi Uses
3 Types of Pratyaksham
114
260) How knowledge arises in the Mind? End Portion of Vichara Sagara - Chapter 4 :
115
3 Levels
Sakshi Pratyaksham
• Dukham = Mithya
• 5 Khyatis - Error
For Senior Students :
• My own Avidya projects world.
118
Avidya Shakti Projects
Dream Waking
Maya - Karanam
Jiva Ishvara
- Anityam - Nityam
- Unreal - Real
- Incidental - Svarupam
- Perishable - Immortal
• World has no Origination, only an Appearance like Dream.
Example :
Maya Rope-snake
- Superimposed on Brahman - Superimposed on Rope
- Only one
- Negated by Jnanam of
Brahman
- Mithya, appearance
120
262) Vichara Sagara - Topic 255 :
I Chaitanyam - Brahman
Sr Student - 4th Chapter - Vichara Sagara Jr. Student - 5th Chapter - Vichara Sagara
- Binary format - No Ishvara - Jiva has Vikshepa and Avarna Shakti
- Paramartika Vyavaharika, Pratibhasika - Triangle format
- I am Creator, projector, Sustainer, Dissolver of Gita - Chapter 15 :
Universe - Verse 16, 17, 18
Kaivalyo Upanishad : - Karma yoga, Upasana Yoga, Bhakti yoga
- Mei Eva (Verse 19) - Dvaitam
- Advaitam
- Subtlest of all, Self, truth
- Appearance, no creation, hence Advaitam, understand
Khyati error clearly 122
Kaivalyo Upanishad :
In me alone everything is born ; in me alone does everything exist and in me alone gets
everything dissolved. I am That non-dual Brahman. [Verse 19]
Gita :
Two Purusas are there in this world, the perishable and the imperishable. All beings are the
perishable and the Kutastha is called the imperishable. [Chapter 15 - Verse 16]
123
But, distinct is the supreme Purusa called the highest self, the indestructible lord, who,
pervading the three worlds (Waking, dream and deep sleep), sustains them.
[Chapter 15 - Verse 17]
As I transcend the perishable and I am even higher than the imperishable, I am declared as the
Purusottama (The highest Purusa), in the world and in the Vedas. [Chapter 15 - Verse 18]
263) Panchadasi - 10th Chapter - Tatvavidhananda :
• I am witness of the body mind, entire Samsara loses its significance
• Consciousness, seer of mind alone is Paramartika Satyam
• Mind drops world and remains as Sakshi in sleep
• Connect the silence between 2 Ohms to the peace experienced in sleep state
• Realise Atma, the awareness beyond the sleep state
• Learn to be with your real self
• Rajasic nature of the mind, makes living in the present, now, almost impossible
• You are not Jiva or Jagat, but one who witnesses the Jeeva - Jagat all the time. 124
• 3 States of mind possible only if there is Atma’s light illumining the world.
• Be the light illumining the body mind
• Withdraw awareness, identification with Body - Mind
• Sakshi recognizes mistakes of ego
• You are the knower behind the Thinker
• Touch the intelligence Behind every thought
• As Sakshi, listen to the noise of ego inside
• Be the living Presence for the thought, “I am”
• Sakshi illumines Presence, and Absence of Body - Mind - World like the light illumines
the Stage with the Dancer (Buddhi) and without the Dancer (As in Sushupti)
I Sakshi illumine
When
Ishvara Jiva
- No Problem - Problem
- Desire, Greed, jealousy,
Anger, Aversion
• Tormenter of your life is Sitting in your own Mind
• Persist with I am thought, not I am Body, Mind…
• Discerning between, Sakshi and Mind is the bread and Butter of Vedanta Shastra. 128
Atma Anatma Mind, body world
Naturally, unattached Naturally Attached
• Learn to ignore mind when if plays tantrums, strong, likes and dislikes
• Watch events as they unfold in life and go away
• Raaga - Dvesha is failure of acceptance of events as real
• Acceptance is my true nature
• Refuting, fighting is unnatural behavior
• Daily in sleep, I effortlessly drop identification with the body and mind and remain as
Sakshi.
• Buddhi does projection and internalization
• Mind should understand that consciousness its source is alone real.
• Mind should respect Sakshi
• Cognize Sakshi in every thought.
• Sakshi is origin of Space
• Atma is Source of Mind, therefore Time and Space are in me.
• Understand Space time are is you and not you in Space time.
• As Body, I am in Space, as Mind I am in time
• I am not born and will not Die.
129
Gita :
He is not born, nor does He ever die; after having been, He again ceases not to be; unborn,
eternal, changeless and ancient, He is not killed when the body is killed. [Chapter 2 – Verse 20]
• I am source of Space - Time Causation
• No death for me, Sakshi “I am”, transcends Space - Time
• In London, in Singapore, “I am” here
• At all times I feel “I am now here”
• There is Division in illumined Objects, Bodies, things, Minds, not in the illuminator
Spiritual light of Awareness.
• Once you have the Inner Oneness of the being, you can Abandon the illusion of the
individuality, the person behind the body.
• As Sakshi I have no location
• As Atma you are the origin of the Universe.
130
• Sakshi w.r.t Sakshyam, ego I, without Sakshyam, it is absolute, called Awareness,
Chaitanyam, Turiyam.
• Shruti negates the Reality of the world, not its experience.
• Brahma Chaitanyam, I am projector, experiencer, Supporter, Discover of the Universe.
• I exist beyond the Universe, negation means existence of the world is Borrowed.
o Brahman exists eternally
o World = Appears on it
o World is mysterious experience, Anirvachaniya, Mithya, Borrowing existence
from Brahman
• Mukti is instantaneous for me
• Drishti - Srishti Vada, no world other than I the Observer, Chaitanyam, Atma
• Bodies, Minds, senses different but life in them is same, Universal.
• Sakshi, witness awareness is the same in all Bodies (Kshetrajna)
• Abide as Pure being, Space - Time, Causation Divisions will be absent in that
• This is freedom premised by the Scriptures
• When thought arrives, then Category of time Space Arrives.
The light in the dancing hall uniformly reveals the Patron, the Audience and the dancer. Even
when they are absent, the light continues to Shine. [Chapter 10 - Verse 11]
Atma / Light
illumines
Knowledge Ignorance
When a man thinks of objects, attachment for them arises; from attachment desire is born;
from desire arises anger… [Chapter 2 – Verse 62]
Desires
135
Gita :
Whosoever at the end, leaves the body, thinking of any being, to that being only he goes, O
Kaunteya, because of his constant thought of that being. [Chapter 8 – Verse 6]
• Release desire and Bavanas and get Mukti
268) Lecture 10 - Adhyasa Bhashyam :
• Do 100% Viveka of Atma Definition w.r.t 3 States
• Not 5% Study Vayu, Matsya, Shiva, Vishnu, Bhagawad
• Vayu Puranam definition of Atma.
i) Yad Apnoti :
• That which pervades all Mithya Vishayas
• Vyapnoti Pervades, applies to waking State
• Being and knowingness, Satta, Sphurti
• As Satta, Sphurti, Atma pervades Body, Mind, Sense organs, world. 136
• All exist, all shine - isness and Shiningness (Knowness) - Does not belong to Anatma
but to Atma.
• If Atma Does not pervade, you can’t have experience of Body - Mind isness, Body -
Mind shines.
• Atma pervades entire Jagrat.
Isavasya Upanishad :
All this, whatsoever moves in this universe, including the universe, itself moving, is indwelt or
pervaded or enveloped or clothed by the Lord. That renounced, thou shouldst enjoy. Covet not
anybody’s wealth. [Verse 1]
• Without Atma pervading, no pot, no world, world is Jadam.
Vastu Avastu
- Atma - Pot, Body, Mind, Jagat
- Pure I - I and Objects
137
Dakshinamurthy Stotram :
(Salutations to Sri Dakshinamurthy Who Awakens the Glory of the Atman within us through His
Profound Silence) By This Throb Alone which is of the Nature of Eternal Underlying Awareness,
the Unreal Forms get their Meanings and Appear over the Mind, This Knowledge of the Atman
Spoken of in the Vedas as "Tat-Tvam-Asi" is Imparted by Our Inner Guru as a Direct Experience
when we Surrender Whole-Heartedly to Him, By Direct Experience of this Knowledge, the
Delusion of being tossed within an unending Ocean of Worldly Existence will Not Appear
Again, Salutations to Him, the Personification of Our Inner Guru Who Awakens This Knowledge
through His Profound Silence; Salutation to Sri Dakshinamurthy. [Verse 3]
• Kalpa = Similar, appears, no existence
• World appears to be, appears to shine
• World comes from Atma, goes back into Atma (Gam)
• In waking State you sense isness of Atma, Apnoti iti Atma.
138
ii) Yat Adatte iti Atma :
• Mind receives and Projects
• Atma projects thoughts in the Mind
• Samskaras pervaded by isness and Knowingness of Atma
• Refers to dream State
• At end of Svapna, dream withdrawn into Turiya Atma
iii) Atti iti Atma :
• Bhakshati Devours in waking and Sushupti if you abide as Sakshi, it devours everything
itself and just Stays.
• Ata Santato Bavaha… Pervades all 3 States
• Experiences of Senses and Mind are pervaded by Atma
• Mind alone without senses = Dream pervaded by Atma
• Absence of all experiences in Sushupti is also an experience, it is, it is known.
• Sushupti is pervaded by Sakshi Chaitanyam
• All 3 States pervaded by Sakshi = Immanent.
iv) Yatcha Santato :
• Bavaha : Experience = Mithya
• Atma transcends world = Transcendental.
139
• Do Viveka of Atma from all attributes of Jagrat Avastha, Svapna Avastha and Sushupti
Avastha.
• Then you get to Pure Atma.
Every experience has
Guna Dosha
• Unless opposites exist, contrast, knowledge not possible
o Dharma - Adharma
o Hot - Cold
o Birth - Death
o Jagrat - Sushupti
Law :
• All experiences only possible by contrast
• If all one colour, one sound, No colour, no sound experienced
• Different colours, decibels = Experience
• All perceptions, conceptions by contrast, Guna, dosha
• Do Viveka of nothingness as Dosha
• Attributes of Anatma Does not affect Atma
• As Atma I alone Am, Non-dual Advaita Atma 140
269) Understand maya in real life :
• In a dream, full of problems, when you wake up, what happens? Lessons learnt.
a) Cause of dream problems :
• ignorance of waker I
b) My own mind’s Projection
c) Shake off all problems in a Jiffy, once you wake up to the reality of waker
d) We say dream is unreal
e) In what light - Did I see the dream - Light of consciousness - My true self
Waking World :
a) Cause :
• Ignorance of Pure Consciousness
b) Ishvaras minds projection for every Jiva to Realise his true Nature
c) Shake off all waking problems in a Jiffy by realizing mind is Maya Karya - Effect of Maya
d) We will say waking is unreal
e) In what light did I see my waking?
• Light of Turiyam I
• Waking world has Novelty, usefulness, appears solid, but it is all Nature of Mayas
creation.
141
270)
I Sakshi Mind
- Pure Being - Like a wave gets a vritti form
- Timeless, exists, awareness when consciousness reflects
on it
- Mind wakes up Due to
Prarabda
- Vritti formation, wave
formation
- Due to law of Karma
• Reflection of Sakshi forms according to law of - Prakriti - Purusha
• Mind and Chidabhasa = Jiva
• Jiva drops mind, understands his original nature of Sakshi, and realizes it is Nitya
Mukta status
• Brahman is Jagat Karanam - Tatastha Lakshana
• Swaroopa Lakshana = Sat chit Ananda.
Vichara Sagara – Topic No. 358 :
142
271) Vyapakatvam - Advaita Definition :
• Sajatiya, Vijatiya, Svagata Bheda Rahitatvam = Vyapakatvam
• Only Non-dual entity can be all pervasive
272) Nyaya Definition - All pervasiveness :
• Sarva Alpa Samyogatvam, Vyapakatvam
• That which is endowed with contact of every object in creation is an all pervading
entity.
4 All Pervading
Maya / World
145
Vichara Sagara : Topic No. 256 :
A person awaking from deep sleep consciously remembers his lack of perception during that
state. Remembrance consists of objects experienced earlier. It is therefore clear that even in
deep sleep “Want of knowledge” is perceived. [Chapter 1 – Verse 5]
• Want of knowledge perceived even in Sleep
• Desire to know.
146
In Sleep
Brahman Maya
- Satyam - Sad - Asad Vilakshanam
- Reflection in Mirror
• We are born from Sleep condition in womb to waking world of Maya. 147
• No Asad in Vedanta, hence Advaitam
• World is product of sat - Asad Vilakshana Maya, Anirvachaniyam, Seemingly existent.
• Anitya Mithya can’t be counted along with Satyam
• All have ETU only way to negate sorrow, is to Convert the whole world to Mithya
Prapancha, uncountable like Dream.
• Maya not Bhava, Abhava Rupam, Anirvachaniyam
• Maya is located (Ashraya) in Atma.
Rope ignorance
The Lord takes neither the demerit nor even the merit of any; knowledge is enveloped by
ignorance, thereby beings are deluded. [Chapter 5 – Verse 15]
Uddhava Gita : Chapter 8 : Hamsa Gita :
• All waking beings are in Dream
• All in Ajnana Avastha
• For 3 Purusharthas can remain in Ajnana State
• For Moksha, wake-up to Jnana Avastha. 150
Vichara Sagara - Topic 108 :
Katho Upanishad :
Arise, awake ; having reached the great (teachers) learn (realize that Atman). Like the sharp
edge of a razor is that path, difficult to cross and hard to tread – thus say the wise. [1 - 3 - 14]
• Title for Dream world and Waking world = Mithya.
151
See
Sa Dharmyam Vaishamyam
Major differences :
Dream world Waking world
i) can’t go back to same world : i) Come back to same world after spiritual
- Prarabda Karma brings one out of Awakening :
dream - Require effort
ii) Spiritual awakening requires change of ii) In waking State itself, can know higher State :
state : - Self knowledge requires active, functioning
- Avastha parinama required mind, possible only in waking State
• Poornima = full moon.
152
Conclusion :
i) Brahma Satyam Jagan Mithya :
• Brahman : Alone is the ultimate reality
• Jagat : Mithya - unreal
• Jiva : Individual is factually none other than Brahman
ii)
Darshtanta Drishtanta
Original Topic Example
iii)
Similarities Dissimilarities
- Focus on them with - ignore them
Sraddha - Vaidharmyam
- Sadharmyam
iv) Mundak Upanishad :
As the spider projects and withdraws (unto itself) the web, as the herbs and plants sprout out
from the earth, as hairs grow on the head and body of man, so from the Imperishable Being
comes out the universe. [I – I – 7] 153
• Bhagawan = Spider
Similarity :
• Spider weaves its Silken thread by taking raw material out of itself without Depending
on outside raw Material
• It can Swallow the web when it comes down from the Ceiling.
Spider / Bhagawan
Dissimilarity : Vaidharmyam :
Dream world is unreal Waker has projected the Dreamer himself is the
unreal dream world waker
d)
Dream world has 2 Statuses
• Therefore Real.
155
vi)
Waker has
3 Facts of waking - I am
ignorant
156
Ignorant beings existing (gloating) in the midst of ignorance, but fancying themselves to be
wise and learned, go round and round oppressed and miserable, as blind people when led by
the blind. [I – II – 8]
Engrossed in the many ways of the ignorant, these people childishly think that they have
gained the ends (goal) of life. But being subject to passions and attachment, they never attain
knowledge, and, therefore, they fall down wretched, when the fruits of their good deeds are
exhausted. [I – II – 9]
• We are steeped in ignorance.
b) Gita :
The Lord takes neither the demerit nor even the merit of any; knowledge is enveloped by
ignorance, thereby beings are deluded. [Chapter 5 – Verse 15]
157
c) Uddhava Gita :
Till a man’s notion of multiplicity is put a stop to by reasoning, he is as good as asleep even
though awake for he is ignorant as one fancies oneself awake in dream.[Chapter 8 - Verse 30]
• 3 Pramanams to prove wakers are in a dream State.
Waking State
Dreamer Waker
• Both in Ajnana Avastha
• Dreamer will never Accept he is in dream, Steeped in ignorance of Waker Status.
• Waker will never accept he is in Dream, Steeped in ignorance
• We Say real because of ETU
viii) To gain Moksha, we have to wake-up to Jnana Avastha, Turiyam :
Ajnana Avastha Jnana Avastha
- 3 Goals - One Goal
- Dharma, Artha, Kama - Moksha
- wake-up 158
Vivekchudamani :
• Verse 49 to 108… Ajnana Yogat Paramanastha…
• To have Moksha, must wake-up
Katho Upanishad :
Arise, awake ; having reached the great (teachers) learn (realize that Atman). Like the sharp
edge of a razor is that path, difficult to cross and hard to tread – thus say the wise. [1 - 3 - 14]
Guru :
• Has woken up by Disciplining sense organs and Mind.
Mundak Upanishad :
Let a brahmana (an aspirant), after he has examined the worlds gained by Karma, acquire freedom
from all desires, reflecting that nothing that is eternal can be gained by Karma. Let him, in order to
obtain the knowledge of the eternal, take sacrificial fuel (Samit) in his hands and approach that
preceptor alone who is well-versed in the Veda-s and is established in Brahman. [I – II – 12]
• Wake-up from Ajnana Avastha to Jnana Avastha. 159
ix)
Realize
160
a)
Dreamer Waker
a) Wakes up without special Sadhana : a) Wakes up after Sadhanas :
- Prarabda karma sends person to - Karma Perpetuates, long effort required
dream, waking and bring, them out to wake-up
also - Karma Yoga, Bhakti Yoga, Upasana Yoga
Kaivalyo Upanishad : - Sravanam / Mananam / Nididhyasanam
- Punashcha Janmantara Karmayogath
Sa Eva Jiva Svapithi Prabhudaha
- Karma wakes-up
- Ajnana Avastha to Jnana Avastha
natural
- State of ignorance to knowledge
automatic
b) Unreal dream world disappears on b) Unreal waking world does not disappear
coming to Jnana Avastha : in Jnana Avastha :
- World solidly available in Jnana Avastha
- This is Advantage because, only then
Jnanis are able to Teach Ajnanis
- Otherwise whoever teaches will be
Ajnani
- Waking to Jagrat is a blessing after
Spiritual Awakening
- Jivan Mukta is a blessing 161
Dreamer Waker
Chandogyo Upanishad :
- Brahma Va Idam Agre Asit,
tadatmanam Ahama Brahma Asmiti
- Waker does not require a different
State to know I am the seer
Kaivalyo Upanishad :
Again due to its connection with the deeds done in its previous births, that very same individuality (Jiva)
comes back to the dream or the waking-state. The being, who sports thus in three cities – from whom
verily have sprung up all diversities, He is the substratum, the indivisible Bliss-Consciousness and in Him
alone the three “Cities” go into dissolution. [Verse 14]
Katho Upanishad :
This Atman hidden in all beings reveals (itself) not (to all), but is seen (only) by Seers of the
subtle through sharp and subtle intellect. [1 - 3 - 12] 162
xi) Purnima full moon is given a lot of important in Vedanta :
Experientially Fact
- See Moon waking in Shukla Paksha - Moon is full throughout
(fortnight) - Waking, waning only an appearance
- Pratyaksha Anubhava Pramanam - I am ever full Paramatma always,
- I am waking waning Jivatma never wanes, waves
276) Prayers of Gurupurnima :
i) Om Purnamadaha
ii) Ohm Sadashiva Samarambam :
Salutation to the lineage starting with lord Sadasiva, with Adi Sankara in the middle and
continuing up to my immediate teacher. [Verse 1]
iii) Ohm :
• Narayanam Padmabhavam Vasishtham Shaktim cha….
163
iv) Sruti Smrti :
I bow at the feet of the Lord in the form Sri Sankaracharya, who is the blessing for the
humanity, who is the shrine for the sruti, the smrti and the purana, and, who is the abode of
compassion. [Verse 1]
277) Abide as Atma, you will abide in Universal peace, you will be aware when mind moves :
• Abide as being, space, time division will be absent in that
278) Panchadasi - Chapter 10 :
If it be Said that (When all mental operations Cease) there is no Space at all, we reply : let it
have no Space. It is called all Pervasive, because of the Mind’s Creation of Space
[Chapter 10 - Verse 21]
• In Awareness, no concept of Time, Space, Objects
• Space, time, Objects born when thought is born
• I truly transcend thought and can be alert, watchful of the thief called ‘Thought’
164
279)
Sleep Waking, Dream
- No Adhyasa - Have Adhyasa with Body, mind,
- Can claim Sakshi I as intrinsic time, Space, causation, world
nature - In Samsara
• Body and world is Anchor for ego I to Masquerade as real self
• Ego I - is Limited in Space time, not Sakshi I, Awareness
280)
Chaitanyam
Space of Objects and Beings Memory and thoughts World in Chid Akasha
281) You are not in the world, world is in You :
• You are not the experienced Object or Experiencer Subject
• You are in between Sakshi of both and also beyond them
• What you see is not real, the fact you see alone is real
282) Shabda, Rupa, Rasa, gandha, in the innermost Essence are all Jnanam, Awareness :
• You not only hear, taste, Smell but also are Aware you hear, Taste, Smell
• Changeless Awareness, Sakshi, is always there for you to Re-cognize. 165
• All imaginations, Divisions Projects by intellect are illumined by Sakshi
283) Atma, when it reflects on body mind complex is viewed as a Sakshi :
• You can relate to Atma only as Sakshi in a medium
284) Ego is the false subject :
• I am the eternal subject, Substratum of Universe
285) Non-knowing you, without knower status, you in silence are the Sakshi
286) Whatever is accepted, without requiring proof is called Swayam Prakasha
287) There is only one direct knowledge in the world :
• I know I am = Atma
• Atma is Aprameya, not available for Pramanas
• Sruti only negates layers of ignorance
288) You stop searching for happiness, then you will be happy
289) Lecture 13 :
• Adhyasa Bashyam : Self knowledge is only knowing what you are not
• I (Karta, Knower) can’t say I know Atma (Known)
• Then not Advaitam
Example :
• Single person can’t Play cards
• Can’t lift yourself up by Pulling your own Show Lace. 166
• Atma Jnanam is knowing what you are not = Viveka Prakriya
• What you disidentify with does not exist independently
• Being an appearance, it comes and merges in you, existence, hence you are Poornam
• When Viveka rejects Kama, desire, it will disappear
• All thoughts get resolved in you, they do not have separate existence
• When desire comes, ignore desire, Nivritti Marga
• It will disappear in you Atma, therefore, Desire is only an appearance
290) I thought Ego :
• Superimposed on Pratyagatma
• Knowingness of Atma Superimposed on “I” thought of the Mind
• Knowingness is Raw material of knowledge = Atma
Atma
The wise declare all Objects of the dream as illusory, they all being located within the body and
also because of their being in a confined space. [2 - K - 1]
On account of the shortness of time, it is not possible for the dreamer to go and see the dream
Objects. Nor does the dreamer, when he wakes up, indeed find himself in all the Places seen in
his dream. [2 - K - 2]
Strictly conforming to reason and logic, Sruti also declares the non-existence of the chariots,
etc., perceived in his dream by the dreamer. Moreover it is said by the seers that Sruti herself
declares the illusory nature of dream-experiences, and establishes the same through logic and
reason. [2 - K - 3]
172
i) Objects within the Mind not outside in the world :
• No Space inside for elephants and mountains
• Dream Seen within the Nadi
Brihadaranyaka Upanishad :
There are no chariots, nor animals to be yoked to them, nor roads there, but he creates the
chariots, animals and roads. There are no pleasures, joys, or delights there, but he creates the
pleasures, joys and delights. There are no pools, tanks, or rivers there, but he creates the
pools, tanks and rivers. For he is the agent. [4 - 3 - 10] 173
ii) Mandukya Upanishad :
• Chapter 2 - Verse 4 to 11
Why waking unreal?
• Anumana Process of Nyaya
a) Pratijna :
• Proposition to be established, proved
b) Hetu :
• Reason to test the Proposition
c) Drishtanta :
• Example
d) Hetu Upanaya :
• Relationship between reason, Example, Proposition
e) Nigamanam :
• Conclusion that the Proposition is true
Example :
a) Pratijna :
• Fire in the mountain
b) Reason :
• See Smoke, infer fire. 174
c) Example :
• Saw smoke and fire together in kitchen cooking
d) Relationship :
• Where there is fire there is smoke
e) Conclusion :
• Fire is in the mountains
Waking State :
a) Pratijna :
• Objects seen are unreal
b) Reason :
• Objects are perceived by senses and mind
c) Example :
• Objects in dream perceived by mind
d) Relationship :
• Waking objects - Seen
• Dream objects - Seen
• Dream objects unreal, waking objects unreal
Conclusion :
• Objects in waking unreal 175
Drk Drishya Viveka :
Indeed, maya has two powers of the nature of projecting and viling. The projecting power
creates the world, beginning from the subtle body (the experiencer) to the total universe (the
experienced). [Verse 13]
a) Seer always different than seen :
Seer Seen
- Chaitanyam - Jadam
- Inside - Outside
- Higher Status - Lower Status
- One - Many
- Depends on Seer for its
existence
b)
Seen Seer
Objects Senses Senses Mind
Mind Chaitanyam
176
• Witness, Atman, Chaitanya ultimate Seer
• Normally we are taking mind to be the Seer, not aware of Chaitanyam
Main point :
• Seen objects Unreal
• Seer the only reality
a) Pratijna :
• Waking state Unreal
b) Hetu :
• Perceived, seen
c) Example :
• Like object seen in dream
d) Relationship :
• Like objects seen in dream are false, Waking objects also false
e) Nigamana :
• Waking state also false
Differences :
Waking Dream
Objects outside Mind Objects inside Mind 177
Main Point :
• Both perceived
• Hence Unreal
Similarity :
• Objects have Diversity
• Reality can only be one
Samsara :
• Diversity of sense objects and Thrills to sense organs
• Can't extricate ourselves
• Waking state itself comes and goes
• Objects also come and go - Unreal
• We are ignorant of the reality
• Ignorance causes projections in the mind
294) Sattva, Rajas, Tamas are three strands, Avyava, ingredients, of maya in Panchabhutas :
• Attributes are Shabda, Sparsha, Rasa, Gandha of five elements
• Akasha, Vayu, Agni, Jalam, Prithvi has Guna Trayam
• Sattva Guna of Samashti = Combination of 5 Elements together form the
Antahkaranam. 178
Connections :
Indriyam Elements Creator Parental attribute of
recognized Object
i) Ears - Akasha Guna - Shabda
ii) Tvak - Vayu Guna - Sparsha
iii) Chakshu - Agni Guna - Rupa
iv) Jinvah - Jala Guna - Rasa
v) Granah - Prithvi Guna - Gandha
• Srotra Indriyum recognizes Sound - Shabda
• Vayu produces Tvak Indriyum - Vayu Guna = Sparsham
• Indriyum recognizes Attribute of Parent element.
Mind Prana
- Supports all Jnana Indriyams - Supports all karma Indriyams
- Hence produced by - Hence produced by Rajas of all
combination of all Sattva of 5 5 elements
Elements - Karyam
- Karyam
• Origination of 5 Subtle elements from Ishvara.
179
Order :
i) Antahkaranam
ii) Prana
iii) Jnana Indriyas
iv) Karma Indriyas :
• Mind perishes during Pralayam
• Resolves into Karana Shariram
• Mind takes different shapes in Vrittis
• Vrittis = Antahkarana Parinama
• Modified state of internal organ, mind = Vritti
Vrittis
4 Groups
Aham Idam
Vachyartha Lakshyartha
Popular Vedanta
DSV
I - Satyam Mithya
Mistake
183
That it does not see in that state is because, although seeing then, it does not see; for the
vision of the witness can never be lost, because it is immortal. But there is not that second
thing separate from it which it can see. [4 - 3 - 23]
Sakshi sees
When a mind is overpowered by light, that mind sees no dream. At that time bliss arises in
body. [IV - 6]
184
Just as, O beloved, birds retire to a tree roost, so indeed do all these rest in the supreme
Atman. [IV – 7]
The Earth and its subtle elements, the water and its subtle elements, the Akasa and is subtle
elements, the eye and what can be seen, the ear and what can be heard, the nose and what
can be smelt, taste and its objects, the hands and what can be grasped, the feet and what can
be walked on, the organs of generation and what is to be enjoyed, the organs of excretion and
what must be excreted, the mind and what must be thought of, the intellect and what must be
determined, the egoism and its objects ; citta and its objects, the light and its objects, the
Prana and everything supported by it – all these rest in the state of sleep like birds in their
nest. [IV – 8] 185
v, vi) Kaivalyo Upanishad :
The very same individualised ego in the “dream state” experiences its pleasure and pain – in a
field of existence created by its own Maya (Misapprehension of Reality). During the “State of
profound sleep” when everything is merged (into their causal state), it is overpowerd by Tamas
(non-apprehension) and comes to exist in its form of Bliss. [Verse 13]
Again due to its connection with the deeds done in its previous births, that very same
individuality (Jiva) comes back to the dream or the waking-state. The being, who sports thus in
three cities – from whom verily have sprung up all diversities, He is the substratum, the
indivisible Bliss-Consciousness and in Him alone the three “Cities” go into dissolution.
[Verse 14]
186
Ego I Creates by its own Shakti
187
Again when it becomes fast asleep— when it does not know anything—it comes back along
the seventy-two thousand nerves called Hitā, which extend from the heart to the pericardium
(the whole body), and remains in the body. As a baby, or an emperor, or a noble Brāhmaṇa
lives, having attained the acme of bliss, so does it remain. [2 - 1 - 19]
As a spider moves along the thread (it produces), and as from a fire tiny sparks fly in all
directions, so from this Self emanate all organs, all worlds, all gods and all beings. Its secret
name (Upaniṣad) is ‘the Truth of truth.’ The vital force is truth, and It is the truth of that.
[2 - 1 - 20]
• In sleep, Jagrat and Svapna Prapancha Artha and Jnana Adhyasa resolves
• I Body - Am Non-different from Ishvara - Jagat in whom entire Prapancha resolves
automatically daily
• From Prajnya entire Prapancha Rises and Resolves. 188
Mundak Upanishad :
This is the truth : as from the flaming fire thousands of sparks, similar to its form (nature) issue
forth ; so from the Immortal (Brahman) O! my beloved youth, diverse (manifold) beings (Jiva-s)
originate and they find their way back into it. [II – I – 1]
• I Atma with Moola Avidya Maya Shakti Project Desha, kala, 14 Lokas
Ix and X) Kaivalyo Upanishad :
The very same individualised ego in the “dream state” experiences its pleasure and pain – in a
field of existence created by its own Maya (Misapprehension of Reality). During the “State of
profound sleep” when everything is merged (into their causal state), it is overpowerd by Tamas
(non-apprehension) and comes to exist in its form of Bliss. [Verse 13]
189
Again due to its connection with the deeds done in its previous births, that very same individuality (Jiva)
comes back to the dream or the waking-state. The being, who sports thus in three cities – from whom
verily have sprung up all diversities, He is the substratum, the indivisible Bliss-Consciousness and in Him
alone the three “Cities” go into dissolution. [Verse 14]
• Rajas of Maya is misapprehension of reality
• Active in dream and waking
• In sleep state Jiva overpowered by tamas of Maya Non-apprehension of reality.
xi) Mundak Upanishad :
As the spider projects and withdraws (unto itself) the web, as the herbs and plants sprout out
from the earth, as hairs grow on the head and body of man, so from the Imperishable Being
comes out the universe. [I – I – 7]
x) Brihadaranyaka Upanishad :
190
Om. There was a man of the Garga family called Proud Bālāki, who was a speaker. He said to
Ajātaśatru, the King of Benares, ‘I will tell you about Brahman.’ Ajātaśatru said, ‘For this
proposal I give you a thousand (cows). People indeed rush saying, “Janaka, Janaka.” (I too have
some of his qualities.)’ [2 - 1 - 1]
• From Sleeping Jiva (Moola Avidya) Creation comes.
• Drishti = Projection of Moola Avidya Vritti.
Satta
The very same individualised ego in the “dream state” experiences its pleasure and pain – in a
field of existence created by its own Maya (Misapprehension of Reality). During the “State of
profound sleep” when everything is merged (into their causal state), it is overpowerd by Tamas
(non-apprehension) and comes to exist in its form of Bliss. [Verse 13]
• 3 States well Analyzed
i) Reality :
• Ego exists beyond 3 States
• “Tat Tvam Asi” not within realm of 5 Elements
• Jiva = Brahman.
192
ii)
Deep Sleep State
Kaivalyo Upanishad :
Experiencing one’s own Self in all beings and all beings in the Self, one attains the Highest
Brahman – and not by any other means. [Verse 10] 193
Reality - All beings
2 Selves Exist
3 Superimpositions
194
297) Vichara Sagara : Topic 365 :
Question :
Attributes of Joy, Sorrow, Punyam Papam, belongs to
Atma Anatma
Answer :
2 Answers
Simple Detailed
• Attributes Don’t belong to Real I - Me, Atma, its only Appearance due to moola
Avidya. 195
Gita - Chapter 13 :
Desire, hatred, pleasure, pain, aggregate (Body), intelligence, fortitude - This Ksetra has been
thus, briefly described with its modifications. [Chapter 13 - Verse 7]
Explanation of Anatma :
Moola Avidya
Cause
- Misapprehension - Misapprehension
- Effect 1 - Effect 2 196
Mundak Upanishad :
2 Birds
Jivatma Paramatma
2 Answers
In Atma - Superimpositions
And on account of the distinctive qualities (of the two mentioned in subsequent texts).
[1 – 2 – 12]
Katho Upanishad :
The two who enjoy the fruits of their good works being seated in the cavity of the heart, the
Seat of the Supreme, the knowers of Brahman call them shadow and light ; as also the
performer of the five-fold-fire and those who have propitiated three times the Naciketas-fire.
[1 - 3 - 1] 198