Prometheus Unbound
Prometheus Unbound
Ruben Cuevas
I shall never exchange my fetters for slavish servility. ’Tis better to be chained to the rock than be bound to the service of Zeus.
--Aeschylus, Prometheus Bound
SWEATER
Mark Angeles
When I hold this sweater I picture you. One summer we were in Baguio rummaging the hills of used clothing when you
said something about mystery schools. The curious cat that I was I began making a mountain out of a molehill. You
answered back with a piece of wool sweater- Celtic green patterns coiling on onyx black- and with serious, subterranean
eyes, you covered me with it as though it was a blanket and said, “Kasya kaya?” For a moment I was tentative I was there.
I was there, alright, but I was somebody else, or somewhere else, like a headless mannequin, strangely naked making the
most of myself- the replacement of someone corporeal. And so when you said, “Kasya kaya?”, I pokerfaced. That night
when it started to drizzle, you knocked on my door and said you will be out for a while, some rendezvous. Perhaps with
your mystery school. But you never returned. You left me with this sweater which I carried back to our hometown without
the slightest idea who it was for.
When I hold this sweater, I imagined you. One summer, I surveyed Baguio, alone, and paved my way through hills of old
clothes, inhaling their rot and story. The schmaltzy beaver that I was I began conjuring the people who once wore them. I
imagined them ailing or dead, their next of kin granting the Salvation Army their possessions as a symbol of releasing
themselves from the memory of skin. I salvaged a piece of wool sweater-hideous and impersonal- and with you in my
mind, I mumbled “Kasya kaya?” For a moment I was certain you were there. I didn’t know where you were really. You
were like a drizzle. You knocked on my window in tiny and almost invisible pieces. I longed for rain, the solidness of
glass. I bought the sweater with a will of a harbor that you will sail back to me. (If not in time, it would not matter. So
long as you arrived).
When I hold this sweater I have the hankering to think of someone. I try to remember who it was-shuffling faces, names,
places in my mind. (Will it help to think where I bought this piece of clothing?) It feels as if I was trying to grab strings of
smoke rising from a blazing photograph, as though I am trying to squeeze shards of glass in my hands until they sink their
teeth into my palms. I remember a scene, though vaguely. I suppose it was drizzling by the whiff of damp earth. I
remember this sweater, its green patterns coiling on black, on bedside, in a manner it is worn by a person lying there with
his face down like a grapefruit beaten to a pulp.