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Author: Oscar Wilde

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The Picture of Dorian Gray

by

Oscar Wilde

CONTENTS
PREFACE CHAPTER 1 CHAPTER 2 CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 4 CHAPTER 5 CHAPTER 6 CHAPTER 7
CHAPTER 8 CHAPTER 9 CHAPTER 10 CHAPTER 11
CHAPTER 12 CHAPTER 13 CHAPTER 14 CHAPTER 15
CHAPTER 16 CHAPTER 17 CHAPTER 18 CHAPTER 19
CHAPTER 20

THE PREFACE

The artist is the creator of beautiful things. To reveal art and conceal the artist
is art's aim. The critic is he who can translate into another manner or a new material
his impression of beautiful things.

The highest as the lowest form of criticism is a mode of autobiography. Those

who find ugly meanings in beautiful things are corrupt without being charming.
This is a fault.

Those who find beautiful meanings in beautiful things are the cultivated. For
these there is hope. They are the elect to whom beautiful things mean only beauty.

There is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book. Books are well written,
or badly written. That is all.

The nineteenth century dislike of realism is the rage of Caliban seeing his own
face in a glass.

The nineteenth century dislike of romanticism is the rage of Caliban not seeing
his own face in a glass. The moral life of man forms part of the subject-matter of
the artist, but the morality of art consists in the perfect use of an imperfect medium.
No artist desires to prove anything. Even things that are true can be proved. No
artist has ethical sympathies. An ethical sympathy in an artist is an unpardonable
mannerism of style. No artist is ever morbid. The artist can express everything.
Thought and language are to the artist instruments of an art. Vice and virtue are to
the artist materials for an art. From the point of view of form, the type of all the arts
is the art of the musician. From the point of view of feeling, the actor's craft is the
type. All art is at once surface and symbol. Those who go beneath the surface do so
at their peril. Those who read the symbol do so at their peril. It is the spectator, and
not life, that art really mirrors. Diversity of opinion about a work of art shows that
the work is new, complex, and vital. When critics disagree, the artist is in accord
with himself. We can forgive a man for making a useful thing as long as he does
not admire it. The only excuse for making a useless thing is that one admires it
intensely.
 All art is quite useless.
OSCAR WILDE

CHAPTER 1

The studio was filled with the rich odour of roses, and when the light summer
wind stirred amidst the trees of the garden, there came through the open door the
heavy scent of the lilac, or the more delicate perfume of the pink-flowering thorn.

From the corner of the divan of Persian saddle-bags on which he was lying,
smoking, as was his custom, innumerable cigarettes, Lord Henry Wotton could just
catch the gleam of the honey-sweet and honey-coloured blossoms of a laburnum,
whose tremulous branches seemed hardly able to bear the burden of a beauty so
flamelike as theirs; and now and then the fantastic shadows of birds in flight flitted
across the long tussore-silk curtains that were stretched in front of the huge
window, producing a kind of momentary Japanese effect, and making him think of
those pallid, jade-faced painters of Tokyo who, through the medium of an art that is
necessarily immobile, seek to convey the sense of swiftness and motion. The sullen
murmur of the bees shouldering their way through the long unmown grass, or
circling with monotonous insistence round the dusty gilt horns of the straggling
woodbine, seemed to make the stillness more oppressive. The dim roar of London
was like the bourdon note of a distant organ.

In the centre of the room, clamped to an upright easel, stood the full-length
portrait of a young man of extraordinary personal beauty, and in front of it, some
little distance away, was sitting the artist himself, Basil Hallward, whose sudden
disappearance some years ago caused, at the time, such public excitement and gave
rise to so many strange conjectures.

As the painter looked at the gracious and comely form he had so skilfully
mirrored in his art, a smile of pleasure passed across his face, and seemed about to
linger there. But he suddenly started up, and closing his eyes, placed his fingers
upon the lids, as though he sought to imprison within his brain some curious dream
from which he feared he might awake.

"It is your best work, Basil, the best thing you have ever done," said Lord
Henry languidly. "You must certainly send it next year to the Grosvenor. The
Academy is too large and too vulgar. Whenever I have gone there, there have been
either so many people that I have not been able to see the pictures, which was
dreadful, or so many pictures that I have not been able to see the people, which was
worse. The Grosvenor is really the only place."

"I don't think I shall send it anywhere," he answered, tossing his head back in
that odd way that used to make his friends laugh at him at Oxford. "No, I won't
send it anywhere."

Lord Henry elevated his eyebrows and looked at him in amazement through
the thin blue wreaths of smoke that curled up in such fanciful whorls from his
heavy, opium-tainted cigarette. "Not send it anywhere? My dear fellow, why? Have
you any reason? What odd chaps you painters are! You do anything in the world to
gain a reputation. As soon as you have one, you seem to want to throw it away. It is
silly of you, for there is only one thing in the world worse than being talked about,
and that is not being talked about. A portrait like this would set you far above all
the young men in England, and make the old men quite jealous, if old men are ever
capable of any emotion."

"I know you will laugh at me," he replied, "but I really can't exhibit it. I have
put too much of myself into it."

Lord Henry stretched himself out on the divan and laughed.

"Yes, I knew you would; but it is quite true, all the same."

"Too much of yourself in it! Upon my word, Basil, I didn't know you were so
vain; and I really can't see any resemblance between you, with your rugged strong
face and your coal-black hair, and this young Adonis, who looks as if he was made
out of ivory and rose-leaves. Why, my dear Basil, he is a Narcissus, and you--well,
of course you have an intellectual expression and all that. But beauty, real beauty,
ends where an intellectual expression begins. Intellect is in itself a mode of
exaggeration, and destroys the harmony of any face. The moment one sits down to
think, one becomes all nose, or all forehead, or something horrid. Look at the
successful men in any of the learned professions. How perfectly hideous they are!
Except, of course, in the Church. But then in the Church they don't think. A bishop
keeps on saying at the age of eighty what he was told to say when he was a boy of
eighteen, and as a natural consequence he always looks absolutely delightful. Your
mysterious young friend, whose name you have never told me, but whose picture
really fascinates me, never thinks. I feel quite sure of that. He is some brainless
beautiful creature who should be always here in winter when we have no flowers to
look at, and always here in summer when we want something to chill our
intelligence. Don't flatter yourself, Basil: you are not in the least like him."

"You don't understand me, Harry," answered the artist. "Of course I am not
like him. I know that perfectly well. Indeed, I should be sorry to look like him. You
shrug your shoulders? I am telling you the truth. There is a fatality about all
physical and intellectual distinction, the sort of fatality that seems to dog through
history the faltering steps of kings. It is better not to be different from one's fellows.
The ugly and the stupid have the best of it in this world. They can sit at their ease
and gape at the play. If they know nothing of victory, they are at least spared the
knowledge of defeat. They live as we all should live--undisturbed, indifferent, and
without disquiet. They neither bring ruin upon others, nor ever receive it from alien
hands. Your rank and wealth, Harry; my brains, such as they are--my art, whatever
it may be worth; Dorian Gray's good looks--we shall all suffer for what the gods
have given us, suffer terribly."

"Dorian Gray? Is that his name?" asked Lord Henry, walking across the studio
towards Basil Hallward.

"Yes, that is his name. I didn't intend to tell it to you."

"But why not?"

"Oh, I can't explain. When I like people immensely, I never tell their names to
any one. It is like surrendering a part of them. I have grown to love secrecy. It
seems to be the one thing that can make modern life mysterious or marvellous to
us. The commonest thing is delightful if one only hides it. When I leave town now I
never tell my people where I am going. If I did, I would lose all my pleasure. It is a
silly habit, I dare say, but somehow it seems to bring a great deal of romance into
one's life. I suppose you think me awfully foolish about it?"

"Not at all," answered Lord Henry, "not at all, my dear Basil. You seem to
forget that I am married, and the one charm of marriage is that it makes a life of
deception absolutely necessary for both parties. I never know where my wife is,
and my wife never knows what I am doing. When we meet--we do meet
occasionally, when we dine out together, or go down to the Duke's--we tell each
other the most absurd stories with the most serious faces. My wife is very good at
it--much better, in fact, than I am. She never gets confused over her dates, and I
always do. But when she does find me out, she makes no row at all. I sometimes
wish she would; but she merely laughs at me."

"I hate the way you talk about your married life, Harry," said Basil Hallward,
strolling towards the door that led into the garden. "I believe that you are really a
very good husband, but that you are thoroughly ashamed of your own virtues. You
are an extraordinary fellow. You never say a moral thing, and you never do a
wrong thing. Your cynicism is simply a pose."

"Being natural is simply a pose, and the most irritating pose I know," cried
Lord Henry, laughing; and the two young men went out into the garden together
and ensconced themselves on a long bamboo seat that stood in the shade of a tall
laurel bush. The sunlight slipped over the polished leaves. In the grass, white
daisies were tremulous.

After a pause, Lord Henry pulled out his watch. "I am afraid I must be going,
Basil," he murmured, "and before I go, I insist on your answering a question I put
to you some time ago."

"What is that?" said the painter, keeping his eyes fixed on the ground.

"You know quite well."

"I do not, Harry."

"Well, I will tell you what it is. I want you to explain to me why you won't
exhibit Dorian Gray's picture. I want the real reason."

"I told you the real reason."

"No, you did not. You said it was because there was too much of yourself in it.
Now, that is childish."

"Harry," said Basil Hallward, looking him straight in the face, "every portrait
that is painted with feeling is a portrait of the artist, not of the sitter. The sitter is
merely the accident, the occasion. It is not he who is revealed by the painter; it is
rather the painter who, on the coloured canvas, reveals himself. The reason I will
not exhibit this picture is that I am afraid that I have shown in it the secret of my
own soul."

Lord Henry laughed. "And what is that?" he asked.

"I will tell you," said Hallward; but an expression of perplexity came over his
face.

"I am all expectation, Basil," continued his companion, glancing at him.

"Oh, there is really very little to tell, Harry," answered the painter; "and I am
afraid you will hardly understand it. Perhaps you will hardly believe it."

Lord Henry smiled, and leaning down, plucked a pink-petalled daisy from the
grass and examined it. "I am quite sure I shall understand it," he replied, gazing
intently at the little golden, white-feathered disk, "and as for believing things, I can
believe anything, provided that it is quite incredible."

The wind shook some blossoms from the trees, and the heavy lilac-blooms,
with their clustering stars, moved to and fro in the languid air. A grasshopper began
to chirrup by the wall, and like a blue thread a long thin dragon-fly floated past on
its brown gauze wings. Lord Henry felt as if he could hear Basil Hallward's heart
beating, and wondered what was coming.

"The story is simply this," said the painter after some time. "Two months ago I
went to a crush at Lady Brandon's. You know we poor artists have to show
ourselves in society from time to time, just to remind the public that we are not
savages. With an evening coat and a white tie, as you told me once, anybody, even
a stock-broker, can gain a reputation for being civilized. Well, after I had been in
the room about ten minutes, talking to huge overdressed dowagers and tedious
academicians, I suddenly became conscious that some one was looking at me. I
turned half-way round and saw Dorian Gray for the first time. When our eyes met, I
felt that I was growing pale. A curious sensation of terror came over me. I knew
that I had come face to face with some one whose mere personality was so
fascinating that, if I allowed it to do so, it would absorb my whole nature, my
whole soul, my very art itself. I did not want any external influence in my life. You
know yourself, Harry, how independent I am by nature. I have always been my
own master; had at least always been so, till I met Dorian Gray. Then--but I don't
know how to explain it to you. Something seemed to tell me that I was on the verge
of a terrible crisis in my life. I had a strange feeling that fate had in store for me
exquisite joys and exquisite sorrows. I grew afraid and turned to quit the room. It
was not conscience that made me do so: it was a sort of cowardice. I take no credit
to myself for trying to escape."

"Conscience and cowardice are really the same things, Basil. Conscience is the
trade-name of the firm. That is all."

"I don't believe that, Harry, and I don't believe you do either. However,
whatever was my motive--and it may have been pride, for I used to be very proud--
I certainly struggled to the door. There, of course, I stumbled against Lady
Brandon. 'You are not going to run away so soon, Mr. Hallward?' she screamed out.
You know her curiously shrill voice?"

"Yes; she is a peacock in everything but beauty," said Lord Henry, pulling the
daisy to bits with his long nervous fingers.

"I could not get rid of her. She brought me up to royalties, and people with
stars and garters, and elderly ladies with gigantic tiaras and parrot noses. She spoke
of me as her dearest friend. I had only met her once before, but she took it into her
head to lionize me. I believe some picture of mine had made a great success at the
time, at least had been chattered about in the penny newspapers, which is the
nineteenth-century standard of immortality. Suddenly I found myself face to face
with the young man whose personality had so strangely stirred me. We were quite
close, almost touching. Our eyes met again. It was reckless of me, but I asked Lady
Brandon to introduce me to him. Perhaps it was not so reckless, after all. It was
simply inevitable. We would have spoken to each other without any introduction. I
am sure of that. Dorian told me so afterwards. He, too, felt that we were destined to
know each other."

"And how did Lady Brandon describe this wonderful young man?" asked his
companion. "I know she goes in for giving a rapid precis of all her guests. I
remember her bringing me up to a truculent and red-faced old gentleman covered
all over with orders and ribbons, and hissing into my ear, in a tragic whisper which
must have been perfectly audible to everybody in the room, the most astounding
details. I simply fled. I like to find out people for myself. But Lady Brandon treats
her guests exactly as an auctioneer treats his goods. She either explains them
entirely away, or tells one everything about them except what one wants to know."

"Poor Lady Brandon! You are hard on her, Harry!" said Hallward listlessly.

"My dear fellow, she tried to found a salon, and only succeeded in opening a
restaurant. How could I admire her? But tell me, what did she say about Mr. Dorian
Gray?"

"Oh, something like, 'Charming boy--poor dear mother and I absolutely

inseparable. Quite forget what he does--afraid he--doesn't do anything--oh, yes,
plays the piano--or is it the violin, dear Mr. Gray?' Neither of us could help
laughing, and we became friends at once."

"Laughter is not at all a bad beginning for a friendship, and it is far the best
ending for one," said the young lord, plucking another daisy.

Hallward shook his head. "You don't understand what friendship is, Harry," he
murmured--"or what enmity is, for that matter. You like every one; that is to say,
you are indifferent to every one."

"How horribly unjust of you!" cried Lord Henry, tilting his hat back and
looking up at the little clouds that, like ravelled skeins of glossy white silk, were
drifting across the hollowed turquoise of the summer sky. "Yes; horribly unjust of
you. I make a great difference between people. I choose my friends for their good
looks, my acquaintances for their good characters, and my enemies for their good
intellects. A man cannot be too careful in the choice of his enemies. I have not got
one who is a fool. They are all men of some intellectual power, and consequently
they all appreciate me. Is that very vain of me? I think it is rather vain."

"I should think it was, Harry. But according to your category I must be merely
an acquaintance."

"My dear old Basil, you are much more than an acquaintance."

"And much less than a friend. A sort of brother, I suppose?"

 "Oh, brothers! I don't care for brothers. My elder brother won't die, and my
younger brothers seem never to do anything else."

"Harry!" exclaimed Hallward, frowning.

"My dear fellow, I am not quite serious. But I can't help detesting my relations.
I suppose it comes from the fact that none of us can stand other people having the
same faults as ourselves. I quite sympathize with the rage of the English democracy
against what they call the vices of the upper orders. The masses feel that
drunkenness, stupidity, and immorality should be their own special property, and
that if any one of us makes an ass of himself, he is poaching on their preserves.
When poor Southwark got into the divorce court, their indignation was quite
magnificent. And yet I don't suppose that ten per cent of the proletariat live
correctly."

"I don't agree with a single word that you have said, and, what is more, Harry,
I feel sure you don't either."

Lord Henry stroked his pointed brown beard and tapped the toe of his patent-
leather boot with a tasselled ebony cane. "How English you are Basil! That is the
second time you have made that observation. If one puts forward an idea to a true
Englishman--always a rash thing to do--he never dreams of considering whether the
idea is right or wrong. The only thing he considers of any importance is whether
one believes it oneself. Now, the value of an idea has nothing whatsoever to do
with the sincerity of the man who expresses it. Indeed, the probabilities are that the
more insincere the man is, the more purely intellectual will the idea be, as in that
case it will not be coloured by either his wants, his desires, or his prejudices.
However, I don't propose to discuss politics, sociology, or metaphysics with you. I
like persons better than principles, and I like persons with no principles better than
anything else in the world. Tell me more about Mr. Dorian Gray. How often do you
see him?"

"Every day. I couldn't be happy if I didn't see him every day. He is absolutely
necessary to me."

"How extraordinary! I thought you would never care for anything but your
art."

"He is all my art to me now," said the painter gravely. "I sometimes think,
Harry, that there are only two eras of any importance in the world's history. The
first is the appearance of a new medium for art, and the second is the appearance of
a new personality for art also. What the invention of oil-painting was to the
Venetians, the face of Antinous was to late Greek sculpture, and the face of Dorian
Gray will some day be to me. It is not merely that I paint from him, draw from him,
sketch from him. Of course, I have done all that. But he is much more to me than a
model or a sitter. I won't tell you that I am dissatisfied with what I have done of
him, or that his beauty is such that art cannot express it. There is nothing that art
cannot express, and I know that the work I have done, since I met Dorian Gray, is
good work, is the best work of my life. But in some curious way--I wonder will you
understand me?--his personality has suggested to me an entirely new manner in art,
an entirely new mode of style. I see things differently, I think of them differently. I
can now recreate life in a way that was hidden from me before. 'A dream of form in
days of thought'--who is it who says that? I forget; but it is what Dorian Gray has
been to me. The merely visible presence of this lad--for he seems to me little more
than a lad, though he is really over twenty--his merely visible presence--ah! I
wonder can you realize all that that means? Unconsciously he defines for me the
lines of a fresh school, a school that is to have in it all the passion of the romantic
spirit, all the perfection of the spirit that is Greek. The harmony of soul and body--
how much that is! We in our madness have separated the two, and have invented a
realism that is vulgar, an ideality that is void. Harry! if you only knew what Dorian
Gray is to me! You remember that landscape of mine, for which Agnew offered me
such a huge price but which I would not part with? It is one of the best things I
have ever done. And why is it so? Because, while I was painting it, Dorian Gray sat
beside me. Some subtle influence passed from him to me, and for the first time in
my life I saw in the plain woodland the wonder I had always looked for and always
missed."

"Basil, this is extraordinary! I must see Dorian Gray."

Hallward got up from the seat and walked up and down the garden. After some
time he came back. "Harry," he said, "Dorian Gray is to me simply a motive in art.
You might see nothing in him. I see everything in him. He is never more present in
my work than when no image of him is there. He is a suggestion, as I have said, of
a new manner. I find him in the curves of certain lines, in the loveliness and
subtleties of certain colours. That is all."

"Then why won't you exhibit his portrait?" asked Lord Henry.

"Because, without intending it, I have put into it some expression of all this
curious artistic idolatry, of which, of course, I have never cared to speak to him. He
knows nothing about it. He shall never know anything about it. But the world might
guess it, and I will not bare my soul to their shallow prying eyes. My heart shall
never be put under their microscope. There is too much of myself in the thing,
Harry--too much of myself!"

"Poets are not so scrupulous as you are. They know how useful passion is for
publication. Nowadays a broken heart will run to many editions."

"I hate them for it," cried Hallward. "An artist should create beautiful things,
but should put nothing of his own life into them. We live in an age when men treat
art as if it were meant to be a form of autobiography. We have lost the abstract
sense of beauty. Some day I will show the world what it is; and for that reason the
world shall never see my portrait of Dorian Gray."

"I think you are wrong, Basil, but I won't argue with you. It is only the
intellectually lost who ever argue. Tell me, is Dorian Gray very fond of you?"

The painter considered for a few moments. "He likes me," he answered after a
pause; "I know he likes me. Of course I flatter him dreadfully. I find a strange
pleasure in saying things to him that I know I shall be sorry for having said. As a
rule, he is charming to me, and we sit in the studio and talk of a thousand things.
Now and then, however, he is horribly thoughtless, and seems to take a real delight
in giving me pain. Then I feel, Harry, that I have given away my whole soul to
some one who treats it as if it were a flower to put in his coat, a bit of decoration to
charm his vanity, an ornament for a summer's day."

"Days in summer, Basil, are apt to linger," murmured Lord Henry. "Perhaps
you will tire sooner than he will. It is a sad thing to think of, but there is no doubt
that genius lasts longer than beauty. That accounts for the fact that we all take such
pains to over-educate ourselves. In the wild struggle for existence, we want to have
something that endures, and so we fill our minds with rubbish and facts, in the silly
hope of keeping our place. The thoroughly well-informed man--that is the modern
ideal. And the mind of the thoroughly well-informed man is a dreadful thing. It is
like a bric-a-brac shop, all monsters and dust, with everything priced above its
proper value. I think you will tire first, all the same. Some day you will look at your
friend, and he will seem to you to be a little out of drawing, or you won't like his
tone of colour, or something. You will bitterly reproach him in your own heart, and
seriously think that he has behaved very badly to you. The next time he calls, you
will be perfectly cold and indifferent. It will be a great pity, for it will alter you.
What you have told me is quite a romance, a romance of art one might call it, and
the worst of having a romance of any kind is that it leaves one so unromantic."

"Harry, don't talk like that. As long as I live, the personality of Dorian Gray
will dominate me. You can't feel what I feel. You change too often."

"Ah, my dear Basil, that is exactly why I can feel it. Those who are faithful
know only the trivial side of love: it is the faithless who know love's tragedies."
And Lord Henry struck a light on a dainty silver case and began to smoke a
cigarette with a self-conscious and satisfied air, as if he had summed up the world
in a phrase. There was a rustle of chirruping sparrows in the green lacquer leaves of
the ivy, and the blue cloud-shadows chased themselves across the grass like
swallows. How pleasant it was in the garden! And how delightful other people's
emotions were!--much more delightful than their ideas, it seemed to him. One's
own soul, and the passions of one's friends--those were the fascinating things in
life. He pictured to himself with silent amusement the tedious luncheon that he had
missed by staying so long with Basil Hallward. Had he gone to his aunt's, he would
have been sure to have met Lord Goodbody there, and the whole conversation
would have been about the feeding of the poor and the necessity for model lodging-
houses. Each class would have preached the importance of those virtues, for whose
exercise there was no necessity in their own lives. The rich would have spoken on
the value of thrift, and the idle grown eloquent over the dignity of labour. It was
charming to have escaped all that! As he thought of his aunt, an idea seemed to
strike him. He turned to Hallward and said, "My dear fellow, I have just
remembered."

"Remembered what, Harry?"

"Where I heard the name of Dorian Gray."

"Where was it?" asked Hallward, with a slight frown.

"Don't look so angry, Basil. It was at my aunt, Lady Agatha's. She told me she
had discovered a wonderful young man who was going to help her in the East End,
and that his name was Dorian Gray. I am bound to state that she never told me he
was good-looking. Women have no appreciation of good looks; at least, good
women have not. She said that he was very earnest and had a beautiful nature. I at
once pictured to myself a creature with spectacles and lank hair, horribly freckled,
and tramping about on huge feet. I wish I had known it was your friend."

"I am very glad you didn't, Harry."

"Why?"

"I don't want you to meet him."

"You don't want me to meet him?"

"No."

"Mr. Dorian Gray is in the studio, sir," said the butler, coming into the garden.

"You must introduce me now," cried Lord Henry, laughing.

The painter turned to his servant, who stood blinking in the sunlight. "Ask Mr.
Gray to wait, Parker: I shall be in in a few moments." The man bowed and went up
the walk.

Then he looked at Lord Henry. "Dorian Gray is my dearest friend," he said.

"He has a simple and a beautiful nature. Your aunt was quite right in what she said
of him. Don't spoil him. Don't try to influence him. Your influence would be bad.
The world is wide, and has many marvellous people in it. Don't take away from me
the one person who gives to my art whatever charm it possesses: my life as an artist
depends on him. Mind, Harry, I trust you." He spoke very slowly, and the words
seemed wrung out of him almost against his will.

"What nonsense you talk!" said Lord Henry, smiling, and taking Hallward by
the arm, he almost led him into the house.

CHAPTER 2

As they entered they saw Dorian Gray. He was seated at the piano, with his
back to them, turning over the pages of a volume of Schumann's "Forest Scenes."
"You must lend me these, Basil," he cried. "I want to learn them. They are perfectly
charming."

"That entirely depends on how you sit to-day, Dorian."

"Oh, I am tired of sitting, and I don't want a life-sized portrait of myself,"

answered the lad, swinging round on the music-stool in a wilful, petulant manner.
When he caught sight of Lord Henry, a faint blush coloured his cheeks for a
moment, and he started up. "I beg your pardon, Basil, but I didn't know you had
any one with you."

"This is Lord Henry Wotton, Dorian, an old Oxford friend of mine. I have just
been telling him what a capital sitter you were, and now you have spoiled
everything."

"You have not spoiled my pleasure in meeting you, Mr. Gray," said Lord
Henry, stepping forward and extending his hand. "My aunt has often spoken to me
about you. You are one of her favourites, and, I am afraid, one of her victims also."

"I am in Lady Agatha's black books at present," answered Dorian with a funny
look of penitence. "I promised to go to a club in Whitechapel with her last Tuesday,
and I really forgot all about it. We were to have played a duet together--three duets,
I believe. I don't know what she will say to me. I am far too frightened to call."

"Oh, I will make your peace with my aunt. She is quite devoted to you. And I
don't think it really matters about your not being there. The audience probably
thought it was a duet. When Aunt Agatha sits down to the piano, she makes quite
enough noise for two people."
 "That is very horrid to her, and not very nice to me," answered Dorian,
laughing.

Lord Henry looked at him. Yes, he was certainly wonderfully handsome, with
his finely curved scarlet lips, his frank blue eyes, his crisp gold hair. There was
something in his face that made one trust him at once. All the candour of youth was
there, as well as all youth's passionate purity. One felt that he had kept himself
unspotted from the world. No wonder Basil Hallward worshipped him.

"You are too charming to go in for philanthropy, Mr. Gray--far too charming."
And Lord Henry flung himself down on the divan and opened his cigarette-case.

The painter had been busy mixing his colours and getting his brushes ready.
He was looking worried, and when he heard Lord Henry's last remark, he glanced
at him, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Harry, I want to finish this picture
to-day. Would you think it awfully rude of me if I asked you to go away?"

Lord Henry smiled and looked at Dorian Gray. "Am I to go, Mr. Gray?" he
asked.

"Oh, please don't, Lord Henry. I see that Basil is in one of his sulky moods,
and I can't bear him when he sulks. Besides, I want you to tell me why I should not
go in for philanthropy."

"I don't know that I shall tell you that, Mr. Gray. It is so tedious a subject that
one would have to talk seriously about it. But I certainly shall not run away, now
that you have asked me to stop. You don't really mind, Basil, do you? You have
often told me that you liked your sitters to have some one to chat to."

Hallward bit his lip. "If Dorian wishes it, of course you must stay. Dorian's
whims are laws to everybody, except himself."

Lord Henry took up his hat and gloves. "You are very pressing, Basil, but I am
afraid I must go. I have promised to meet a man at the Orleans. Good-bye, Mr.
Gray. Come and see me some afternoon in Curzon Street. I am nearly always at
home at five o'clock. Write to me when you are coming. I should be sorry to miss
you."

"Basil," cried Dorian Gray, "if Lord Henry Wotton goes, I shall go, too. You
never open your lips while you are painting, and it is horribly dull standing on a
platform and trying to look pleasant. Ask him to stay. I insist upon it."

"Stay, Harry, to oblige Dorian, and to oblige me," said Hallward, gazing
intently at his picture. "It is quite true, I never talk when I am working, and never
listen either, and it must be dreadfully tedious for my unfortunate sitters. I beg you
to stay."
 "But what about my man at the Orleans?"

The painter laughed. "I don't think there will be any difficulty about that. Sit
down again, Harry. And now, Dorian, get up on the platform, and don't move about
too much, or pay any attention to what Lord Henry says. He has a very bad
influence over all his friends, with the single exception of myself."

Dorian Gray stepped up on the dais with the air of a young Greek martyr, and
made a little moue of discontent to Lord Henry, to whom he had rather taken a
fancy. He was so unlike Basil. They made a delightful contrast. And he had such a
beautiful voice. After a few moments he said to him, "Have you really a very bad
influence, Lord Henry? As bad as Basil says?"

"There is no such thing as a good influence, Mr. Gray. All influence is

immoral--immoral from the scientific point of view."

"Why?"

"Because to influence a person is to give him one's own soul. He does not
think his natural thoughts, or burn with his natural passions. His virtues are not real
to him. His sins, if there are such things as sins, are borrowed. He becomes an echo
of some one else's music, an actor of a part that has not been written for him. The
aim of life is self-development. To realize one's nature perfectly--that is what each
of us is here for. People are afraid of themselves, nowadays. They have forgotten
the highest of all duties, the duty that one owes to one's self. Of course, they are
charitable. They feed the hungry and clothe the beggar. But their own souls starve,
and are naked. Courage has gone out of our race. Perhaps we never really had it.
The terror of society, which is the basis of morals, the terror of God, which is the
secret of religion--these are the two things that govern us. And yet--"

"Just turn your head a little more to the right, Dorian, like a good boy," said the
painter, deep in his work and conscious only that a look had come into the lad's
face that he had never seen there before.

"And yet," continued Lord Henry, in his low, musical voice, and with that
graceful wave of the hand that was always so characteristic of him, and that he had
even in his Eton days, "I believe that if one man were to live out his life fully and
completely, were to give form to every feeling, expression to every thought, reality
to every dream--I believe that the world would gain such a fresh impulse of joy that
we would forget all the maladies of mediaevalism, and return to the Hellenic ideal--
to something finer, richer than the Hellenic ideal, it may be. But the bravest man
amongst us is afraid of himself. The mutilation of the savage has its tragic survival
in the self-denial that mars our lives. We are punished for our refusals. Every
impulse that we strive to strangle broods in the mind and poisons us. The body sins
once, and has done with its sin, for action is a mode of purification. Nothing
remains then but the recollection of a pleasure, or the luxury of a regret. The only
way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick
with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its
monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful. It has been said that the great
events of the world take place in the brain. It is in the brain, and the brain only, that
the great sins of the world take place also. You, Mr. Gray, you yourself, with your
rose-red youth and your rose-white boyhood, you have had passions that have made
you afraid, thoughts that have filled you with terror, day-dreams and sleeping
dreams whose mere memory might stain your cheek with shame--"

"Stop!" faltered Dorian Gray, "stop! you bewilder me. I don't know what to
say. There is some answer to you, but I cannot find it. Don't speak. Let me think.
Or, rather, let me try not to think."

For nearly ten minutes he stood there, motionless, with parted lips and eyes
strangely bright. He was dimly conscious that entirely fresh influences were at
work within him. Yet they seemed to him to have come really from himself. The
few words that Basil's friend had said to him--words spoken by chance, no doubt,
and with wilful paradox in them--had touched some secret chord that had never
been touched before, but that he felt was now vibrating and throbbing to curious
pulses.

Music had stirred him like that. Music had troubled him many times. But
music was not articulate. It was not a new world, but rather another chaos, that it
created in us. Words! Mere words! How terrible they were! How clear, and vivid,
and cruel! One could not escape from them. And yet what a subtle magic there was
in them! They seemed to be able to give a plastic form to formless things, and to
have a music of their own as sweet as that of viol or of lute. Mere words! Was there
anything so real as words?

Yes; there had been things in his boyhood that he had not understood. He
understood them now. Life suddenly became fiery-coloured to him. It seemed to
him that he had been walking in fire. Why had he not known it?

With his subtle smile, Lord Henry watched him. He knew the precise
psychological moment when to say nothing. He felt intensely interested. He was
amazed at the sudden impression that his words had produced, and, remembering a
book that he had read when he was sixteen, a book which had revealed to him
much that he had not known before, he wondered whether Dorian Gray was
passing through a similar experience. He had merely shot an arrow into the air. Had
it hit the mark? How fascinating the lad was!

Hallward painted away with that marvellous bold touch of his, that had the true
refinement and perfect delicacy that in art, at any rate comes only from strength. He
was unconscious of the silence.
 "Basil, I am tired of standing," cried Dorian Gray suddenly. "I must go out and
sit in the garden. The air is stifling here."

"My dear fellow, I am so sorry. When I am painting, I can't think of anything

else. But you never sat better. You were perfectly still. And I have caught the effect
I wanted--the half-parted lips and the bright look in the eyes. I don't know what
Harry has been saying to you, but he has certainly made you have the most
wonderful expression. I suppose he has been paying you compliments. You mustn't
believe a word that he says."

"He has certainly not been paying me compliments. Perhaps that is the reason
that I don't believe anything he has told me."

"You know you believe it all," said Lord Henry, looking at him with his
dreamy languorous eyes. "I will go out to the garden with you. It is horribly hot in
the studio. Basil, let us have something iced to drink, something with strawberries
in it."

"Certainly, Harry. Just touch the bell, and when Parker comes I will tell him
what you want. I have got to work up this background, so I will join you later on.
Don't keep Dorian too long. I have never been in better form for painting than I am
to-day. This is going to be my masterpiece. It is my masterpiece as it stands."

Lord Henry went out to the garden and found Dorian Gray burying his face in
the great cool lilac-blossoms, feverishly drinking in their perfume as if it had been
wine. He came close to him and put his hand upon his shoulder. "You are quite
right to do that," he murmured. "Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as
nothing can cure the senses but the soul."

The lad started and drew back. He was bareheaded, and the leaves had tossed
his rebellious curls and tangled all their gilded threads. There was a look of fear in
his eyes, such as people have when they are suddenly awakened. His finely
chiselled nostrils quivered, and some hidden nerve shook the scarlet of his lips and
left them trembling.

"Yes," continued Lord Henry, "that is one of the great secrets of life--to cure
the soul by means of the senses, and the senses by means of the soul. You are a
wonderful creation. You know more than you think you know, just as you know
less than you want to know."

Dorian Gray frowned and turned his head away. He could not help liking the
tall, graceful young man who was standing by him. His romantic, olive-coloured
face and worn expression interested him. There was something in his low languid
voice that was absolutely fascinating. His cool, white, flowerlike hands, even, had a
curious charm. They moved, as he spoke, like music, and seemed to have a
language of their own. But he felt afraid of him, and ashamed of being afraid. Why
had it been left for a stranger to reveal him to himself? He had known Basil
Hallward for months, but the friendship between them had never altered him.
Suddenly there had come some one across his life who seemed to have disclosed to
him life's mystery. And, yet, what was there to be afraid of? He was not a
schoolboy or a girl. It was absurd to be frightened.

"Let us go and sit in the shade," said Lord Henry. "Parker has brought out the
drinks, and if you stay any longer in this glare, you will be quite spoiled, and Basil
will never paint you again. You really must not allow yourself to become sunburnt.
It would be unbecoming."

"What can it matter?" cried Dorian Gray, laughing, as he sat down on the seat
at the end of the garden.

"It should matter everything to you, Mr. Gray."

"Why?"

"Because you have the most marvellous youth, and youth is the one thing
worth having."

"I don't feel that, Lord Henry."

"No, you don't feel it now. Some day, when you are old and wrinkled and ugly,
when thought has seared your forehead with its lines, and passion branded your lips
with its hideous fires, you will feel it, you will feel it terribly. Now, wherever you
go, you charm the world. Will it always be so? ... You have a wonderfully beautiful
face, Mr. Gray. Don't frown. You have. And beauty is a form of genius--is higher,
indeed, than genius, as it needs no explanation. It is of the great facts of the world,
like sunlight, or spring-time, or the reflection in dark waters of that silver shell we
call the moon. It cannot be questioned. It has its divine right of sovereignty. It
makes princes of those who have it. You smile? Ah! when you have lost it you
won't smile.... People say sometimes that beauty is only superficial. That may be
so, but at least it is not so superficial as thought is. To me, beauty is the wonder of
wonders. It is only shallow people who do not judge by appearances. The true
mystery of the world is the visible, not the invisible.... Yes, Mr. Gray, the gods
have been good to you. But what the gods give they quickly take away. You have
only a few years in which to live really, perfectly, and fully. When your youth goes,
your beauty will go with it, and then you will suddenly discover that there are no
triumphs left for you, or have to content yourself with those mean triumphs that the
memory of your past will make more bitter than defeats. Every month as it wanes
brings you nearer to something dreadful. Time is jealous of you, and wars against
your lilies and your roses. You will become sallow, and hollow-cheeked, and dull-
eyed. You will suffer horribly.... Ah! realize your youth while you have it. Don't
squander the gold of your days, listening to the tedious, trying to improve the
hopeless failure, or giving away your life to the ignorant, the common, and the
vulgar. These are the sickly aims, the false ideals, of our age. Live! Live the
wonderful life that is in you! Let nothing be lost upon you. Be always searching for
new sensations. Be afraid of nothing.... A new Hedonism--that is what our century
wants. You might be its visible symbol. With your personality there is nothing you
could not do. The world belongs to you for a season.... The moment I met you I
saw that you were quite unconscious of what you really are, of what you really
might be. There was so much in you that charmed me that I felt I must tell you
something about yourself. I thought how tragic it would be if you were wasted. For
there is such a little time that your youth will last--such a little time. The common
hill-flowers wither, but they blossom again. The laburnum will be as yellow next
June as it is now. In a month there will be purple stars on the clematis, and year
after year the green night of its leaves will hold its purple stars. But we never get
back our youth. The pulse of joy that beats in us at twenty becomes sluggish. Our
limbs fail, our senses rot. We degenerate into hideous puppets, haunted by the
memory of the passions of which we were too much afraid, and the exquisite
temptations that we had not the courage to yield to. Youth! Youth! There is
absolutely nothing in the world but youth!"

Dorian Gray listened, open-eyed and wondering. The spray of lilac fell from
his hand upon the gravel. A furry bee came and buzzed round it for a moment.
Then it began to scramble all over the oval stellated globe of the tiny blossoms. He
watched it with that strange interest in trivial things that we try to develop when
things of high import make us afraid, or when we are stirred by some new emotion
for which we cannot find expression, or when some thought that terrifies us lays
sudden siege to the brain and calls on us to yield. After a time the bee flew away.
He saw it creeping into the stained trumpet of a Tyrian convolvulus. The flower
seemed to quiver, and then swayed gently to and fro.

Suddenly the painter appeared at the door of the studio and made staccato
signs for them to come in. They turned to each other and smiled.

"I am waiting," he cried. "Do come in. The light is quite perfect, and you can
bring your drinks."

They rose up and sauntered down the walk together. Two green-and-white
butterflies fluttered past them, and in the pear-tree at the corner of the garden a
thrush began to sing.

"You are glad you have met me, Mr. Gray," said Lord Henry, looking at him.

"Yes, I am glad now. I wonder shall I always be glad?"

 "Always! That is a dreadful word. It makes me shudder when I hear it. Women
are so fond of using it. They spoil every romance by trying to make it last for ever.
It is a meaningless word, too. The only difference between a caprice and a lifelong
passion is that the caprice lasts a little longer."

As they entered the studio, Dorian Gray put his hand upon Lord Henry's arm.
"In that case, let our friendship be a caprice," he murmured, flushing at his own
boldness, then stepped up on the platform and resumed his pose.

Lord Henry flung himself into a large wicker arm-chair and watched him. The
sweep and dash of the brush on the canvas made the only sound that broke the
stillness, except when, now and then, Hallward stepped back to look at his work
from a distance. In the slanting beams that streamed through the open doorway the
dust danced and was golden. The heavy scent of the roses seemed to brood over
everything.

After about a quarter of an hour Hallward stopped painting, looked for a long
time at Dorian Gray, and then for a long time at the picture, biting the end of one of
his huge brushes and frowning. "It is quite finished," he cried at last, and stooping
down he wrote his name in long vermilion letters on the left-hand corner of the
canvas.

Lord Henry came over and examined the picture. It was certainly a wonderful
work of art, and a wonderful likeness as well.

"My dear fellow, I congratulate you most warmly," he said. "It is the finest
portrait of modern times. Mr. Gray, come over and look at yourself."

The lad started, as if awakened from some dream.

"Is it really finished?" he murmured, stepping down from the platform.

"Quite finished," said the painter. "And you have sat splendidly to-day. I am
awfully obliged to you."

"That is entirely due to me," broke in Lord Henry. "Isn't it, Mr. Gray?"

Dorian made no answer, but passed listlessly in front of his picture and turned
towards it. When he saw it he drew back, and his cheeks flushed for a moment with
pleasure. A look of joy came into his eyes, as if he had recognized himself for the
first time. He stood there motionless and in wonder, dimly conscious that Hallward
was speaking to him, but not catching the meaning of his words. The sense of his
own beauty came on him like a revelation. He had never felt it before. Basil
Hallward's compliments had seemed to him to be merely the charming
exaggeration of friendship. He had listened to them, laughed at them, forgotten
them. They had not influenced his nature. Then had come Lord Henry Wotton with
his strange panegyric on youth, his terrible warning of its brevity. That had stirred
him at the time, and now, as he stood gazing at the shadow of his own loveliness,
the full reality of the description flashed across him. Yes, there would be a day
when his face would be wrinkled and wizen, his eyes dim and colourless, the grace
of his figure broken and deformed. The scarlet would pass away from his lips and
the gold steal from his hair. The life that was to make his soul would mar his body.
He would become dreadful, hideous, and uncouth.

As he thought of it, a sharp pang of pain struck through him like a knife and
made each delicate fibre of his nature quiver. His eyes deepened into amethyst, and
across them came a mist of tears. He felt as if a hand of ice had been laid upon his
heart.

"Don't you like it?" cried Hallward at last, stung a little by the lad's silence, not
understanding what it meant.

"Of course he likes it," said Lord Henry. "Who wouldn't like it? It is one of the
greatest things in modern art. I will give you anything you like to ask for it. I must
have it."

"It is not my property, Harry."

"Whose property is it?"

"Dorian's, of course," answered the painter.

"He is a very lucky fellow."

"How sad it is!" murmured Dorian Gray with his eyes still fixed upon his own
portrait. "How sad it is! I shall grow old, and horrible, and dreadful. But this picture
will remain always young. It will never be older than this particular day of June....
If it were only the other way! If it were I who was to be always young, and the
picture that was to grow old! For that--for that--I would give everything! Yes, there
is nothing in the whole world I would not give! I would give my soul for that!"

"You would hardly care for such an arrangement, Basil," cried Lord Henry,
laughing. "It would be rather hard lines on your work."

"I should object very strongly, Harry," said Hallward.

Dorian Gray turned and looked at him. "I believe you would, Basil. You like
your art better than your friends. I am no more to you than a green bronze figure.
Hardly as much, I dare say."
 The painter stared in amazement. It was so unlike Dorian to speak like that.
What had happened? He seemed quite angry. His face was flushed and his cheeks
burning.

"Yes," he continued, "I am less to you than your ivory Hermes or your silver
Faun. You will like them always. How long will you like me? Till I have my first
wrinkle, I suppose. I know, now, that when one loses one's good looks, whatever
they may be, one loses everything. Your picture has taught me that. Lord Henry
Wotton is perfectly right. Youth is the only thing worth having. When I find that I
am growing old, I shall kill myself."

Hallward turned pale and caught his hand. "Dorian! Dorian!" he cried, "don't
talk like that. I have never had such a friend as you, and I shall never have such
another. You are not jealous of material things, are you?--you who are finer than
any of them!"

"I am jealous of everything whose beauty does not die. I am jealous of the
portrait you have painted of me. Why should it keep what I must lose? Every
moment that passes takes something from me and gives something to it. Oh, if it
were only the other way! If the picture could change, and I could be always what I
am now! Why did you paint it? It will mock me some day--mock me horribly!" The
hot tears welled into his eyes; he tore his hand away and, flinging himself on the
divan, he buried his face in the cushions, as though he was praying.

"This is your doing, Harry," said the painter bitterly.

Lord Henry shrugged his shoulders. "It is the real Dorian Gray--that is all."

"It is not."

"If it is not, what have I to do with it?"

"You should have gone away when I asked you," he muttered.

"I stayed when you asked me," was Lord Henry's answer.

"Harry, I can't quarrel with my two best friends at once, but between you both
you have made me hate the finest piece of work I have ever done, and I will destroy
it. What is it but canvas and colour? I will not let it come across our three lives and
mar them."

Dorian Gray lifted his golden head from the pillow, and with pallid face and
tear-stained eyes, looked at him as he walked over to the deal painting-table that
was set beneath the high curtained window. What was he doing there? His fingers
were straying about among the litter of tin tubes and dry brushes, seeking for
something. Yes, it was for the long palette-knife, with its thin blade of lithe steel.
He had found it at last. He was going to rip up the canvas.

With a stifled sob the lad leaped from the couch, and, rushing over to
Hallward, tore the knife out of his hand, and flung it to the end of the studio.
"Don't, Basil, don't!" he cried. "It would be murder!"

"I am glad you appreciate my work at last, Dorian," said the painter coldly
when he had recovered from his surprise. "I never thought you would."

"Appreciate it? I am in love with it, Basil. It is part of myself. I feel that."

"Well, as soon as you are dry, you shall be varnished, and framed, and sent
home. Then you can do what you like with yourself." And he walked across the
room and rang the bell for tea. "You will have tea, of course, Dorian? And so will
you, Harry? Or do you object to such simple pleasures?"

"I adore simple pleasures," said Lord Henry. "They are the last refuge of the
complex. But I don't like scenes, except on the stage. What absurd fellows you are,
both of you! I wonder who it was defined man as a rational animal. It was the most
premature definition ever given. Man is many things, but he is not rational. I am
glad he is not, after all--though I wish you chaps would not squabble over the
picture. You had much better let me have it, Basil. This silly boy doesn't really
want it, and I really do."

"If you let any one have it but me, Basil, I shall never forgive you!" cried
Dorian Gray; "and I don't allow people to call me a silly boy."

"You know the picture is yours, Dorian. I gave it to you before it existed."

"And you know you have been a little silly, Mr. Gray, and that you don't really
object to being reminded that you are extremely young."

"I should have objected very strongly this morning, Lord Henry."

"Ah! this morning! You have lived since then."

There came a knock at the door, and the butler entered with a laden tea-tray
and set it down upon a small Japanese table. There was a rattle of cups and saucers
and the hissing of a fluted Georgian urn. Two globe-shaped china dishes were
brought in by a page. Dorian Gray went over and poured out the tea. The two men
sauntered languidly to the table and examined what was under the covers.

"Let us go to the theatre to-night," said Lord Henry. "There is sure to be

something on, somewhere. I have promised to dine at White's, but it is only with an
old friend, so I can send him a wire to say that I am ill, or that I am prevented from
coming in consequence of a subsequent engagement. I think that would be a rather
nice excuse: it would have all the surprise of candour."

"It is such a bore putting on one's dress-clothes," muttered Hallward. "And,

when one has them on, they are so horrid."

"Yes," answered Lord Henry dreamily, "the costume of the nineteenth century
is detestable. It is so sombre, so depressing. Sin is the only real colour-element left
in modern life."

"You really must not say things like that before Dorian, Harry."

"Before which Dorian? The one who is pouring out tea for us, or the one in the
picture?"

"Before either."

"I should like to come to the theatre with you, Lord Henry," said the lad.

"Then you shall come; and you will come, too, Basil, won't you?"

"I can't, really. I would sooner not. I have a lot of work to do."

"Well, then, you and I will go alone, Mr. Gray."

"I should like that awfully."

The painter bit his lip and walked over, cup in hand, to the picture. "I shall stay
with the real Dorian," he said, sadly.

"Is it the real Dorian?" cried the original of the portrait, strolling across to him.
"Am I really like that?"

"Yes; you are just like that."

"How wonderful, Basil!"

"At least you are like it in appearance. But it will never alter," sighed
Hallward. "That is something."

"What a fuss people make about fidelity!" exclaimed Lord Henry. "Why, even
in love it is purely a question for physiology. It has nothing to do with our own
will. Young men want to be faithful, and are not; old men want to be faithless, and
cannot: that is all one can say."
 "Don't go to the theatre to-night, Dorian," said Hallward. "Stop and dine with
me."

"I can't, Basil."

"Why?"

"Because I have promised Lord Henry Wotton to go with him."

"He won't like you the better for keeping your promises. He always breaks his
own. I beg you not to go."

Dorian Gray laughed and shook his head.

"I entreat you."

The lad hesitated, and looked over at Lord Henry, who was watching them
from the tea-table with an amused smile.

"I must go, Basil," he answered.

"Very well," said Hallward, and he went over and laid down his cup on the
tray. "It is rather late, and, as you have to dress, you had better lose no time. Good-
bye, Harry. Good-bye, Dorian. Come and see me soon. Come to-morrow."

"Certainly."

"You won't forget?"

"No, of course not," cried Dorian.

"And ... Harry!"

"Yes, Basil?"

"Remember what I asked you, when we were in the garden this morning."

"I have forgotten it."

"I trust you."

"I wish I could trust myself," said Lord Henry, laughing. "Come, Mr. Gray, my
hansom is outside, and I can drop you at your own place. Good-bye, Basil. It has
been a most interesting afternoon."
 As the door closed behind them, the painter flung himself down on a sofa, and
a look of pain came into his face.

CHAPTER 3

At half-past twelve next day Lord Henry Wotton strolled from Curzon Street
over to the Albany to call on his uncle, Lord Fermor, a genial if somewhat rough-
mannered old bachelor, whom the outside world called selfish because it derived no
particular benefit from him, but who was considered generous by Society as he fed
the people who amused him. His father had been our ambassador at Madrid when
Isabella was young and Prim unthought of, but had retired from the diplomatic
service in a capricious moment of annoyance on not being offered the Embassy at
Paris, a post to which he considered that he was fully entitled by reason of his birth,
his indolence, the good English of his dispatches, and his inordinate passion for
pleasure. The son, who had been his father's secretary, had resigned along with his
chief, somewhat foolishly as was thought at the time, and on succeeding some
months later to the title, had set himself to the serious study of the great aristocratic
art of doing absolutely nothing. He had two large town houses, but preferred to live
in chambers as it was less trouble, and took most of his meals at his club. He paid
some attention to the management of his collieries in the Midland counties,
excusing himself for this taint of industry on the ground that the one advantage of
having coal was that it enabled a gentleman to afford the decency of burning wood
on his own hearth. In politics he was a Tory, except when the Tories were in office,
during which period he roundly abused them for being a pack of Radicals. He was
a hero to his valet, who bullied him, and a terror to most of his relations, whom he
bullied in turn. Only England could have produced him, and he always said that the
country was going to the dogs. His principles were out of date, but there was a
good deal to be said for his prejudices.

When Lord Henry entered the room, he found his uncle sitting in a rough
shooting-coat, smoking a cheroot and grumbling over The Times. "Well, Harry,"
said the old gentleman, "what brings you out so early? I thought you dandies never
got up till two, and were not visible till five."

"Pure family affection, I assure you, Uncle George. I want to get something
out of you."

"Money, I suppose," said Lord Fermor, making a wry face. "Well, sit down
and tell me all about it. Young people, nowadays, imagine that money is
everything."
 "Yes," murmured Lord Henry, settling his button-hole in his coat; "and when
they grow older they know it. But I don't want money. It is only people who pay
their bills who want that, Uncle George, and I never pay mine. Credit is the capital
of a younger son, and one lives charmingly upon it. Besides, I always deal with
Dartmoor's tradesmen, and consequently they never bother me. What I want is
information: not useful information, of course; useless information."

"Well, I can tell you anything that is in an English Blue Book, Harry, although
those fellows nowadays write a lot of nonsense. When I was in the Diplomatic,
things were much better. But I hear they let them in now by examination. What can
you expect? Examinations, sir, are pure humbug from beginning to end. If a man is
a gentleman, he knows quite enough, and if he is not a gentleman, whatever he
knows is bad for him."

"Mr. Dorian Gray does not belong to Blue Books, Uncle George," said Lord
Henry languidly.

"Mr. Dorian Gray? Who is he?" asked Lord Fermor, knitting his bushy white
eyebrows.

"That is what I have come to learn, Uncle George. Or rather, I know who he is.
He is the last Lord Kelso's grandson. His mother was a Devereux, Lady Margaret
Devereux. I want you to tell me about his mother. What was she like? Whom did
she marry? You have known nearly everybody in your time, so you might have
known her. I am very much interested in Mr. Gray at present. I have only just met
him."

"Kelso's grandson!" echoed the old gentleman. "Kelso's grandson! ... Of

course.... I knew his mother intimately. I believe I was at her christening. She was
an extraordinarily beautiful girl, Margaret Devereux, and made all the men frantic
by running away with a penniless young fellow--a mere nobody, sir, a subaltern in
a foot regiment, or something of that kind. Certainly. I remember the whole thing
as if it happened yesterday. The poor chap was killed in a duel at Spa a few months
after the marriage. There was an ugly story about it. They said Kelso got some
rascally adventurer, some Belgian brute, to insult his son-in-law in public--paid
him, sir, to do it, paid him--and that the fellow spitted his man as if he had been a
pigeon. The thing was hushed up, but, egad, Kelso ate his chop alone at the club for
some time afterwards. He brought his daughter back with him, I was told, and she
never spoke to him again. Oh, yes; it was a bad business. The girl died, too, died
within a year. So she left a son, did she? I had forgotten that. What sort of boy is
he? If he is like his mother, he must be a good-looking chap."

"He is very good-looking," assented Lord Henry.

 "I hope he will fall into proper hands," continued the old man. "He should have
a pot of money waiting for him if Kelso did the right thing by him. His mother had
money, too. All the Selby property came to her, through her grandfather. Her
grandfather hated Kelso, thought him a mean dog. He was, too. Came to Madrid
once when I was there. Egad, I was ashamed of him. The Queen used to ask me
about the English noble who was always quarrelling with the cabmen about their
fares. They made quite a story of it. I didn't dare show my face at Court for a
month. I hope he treated his grandson better than he did the jarvies."

"I don't know," answered Lord Henry. "I fancy that the boy will be well off. He
is not of age yet. He has Selby, I know. He told me so. And ... his mother was very
beautiful?"

"Margaret Devereux was one of the loveliest creatures I ever saw, Harry. What
on earth induced her to behave as she did, I never could understand. She could have
married anybody she chose. Carlington was mad after her. She was romantic,
though. All the women of that family were. The men were a poor lot, but, egad! the
women were wonderful. Carlington went on his knees to her. Told me so himself.
She laughed at him, and there wasn't a girl in London at the time who wasn't after
him. And by the way, Harry, talking about silly marriages, what is this humbug
your father tells me about Dartmoor wanting to marry an American? Ain't English
girls good enough for him?"

"It is rather fashionable to marry Americans just now, Uncle George."

"I'll back English women against the world, Harry," said Lord Fermor, striking
the table with his fist.

"The betting is on the Americans."

"They don't last, I am told," muttered his uncle.

"A long engagement exhausts them, but they are capital at a steeplechase. They
take things flying. I don't think Dartmoor has a chance."

"Who are her people?" grumbled the old gentleman. "Has she got any?"

Lord Henry shook his head. "American girls are as clever at concealing their
parents, as English women are at concealing their past," he said, rising to go.

"They are pork-packers, I suppose?"

"I hope so, Uncle George, for Dartmoor's sake. I am told that pork-packing is
the most lucrative profession in America, after politics."

"Is she pretty?"

 "She behaves as if she was beautiful. Most American women do. It is the
secret of their charm."

"Why can't these American women stay in their own country? They are always
telling us that it is the paradise for women."

"It is. That is the reason why, like Eve, they are so excessively anxious to get
out of it," said Lord Henry. "Good-bye, Uncle George. I shall be late for lunch, if I
stop any longer. Thanks for giving me the information I wanted. I always like to
know everything about my new friends, and nothing about my old ones."

"Where are you lunching, Harry?"

"At Aunt Agatha's. I have asked myself and Mr. Gray. He is her latest
protege."

"Humph! tell your Aunt Agatha, Harry, not to bother me any more with her
charity appeals. I am sick of them. Why, the good woman thinks that I have
nothing to do but to write cheques for her silly fads."

"All right, Uncle George, I'll tell her, but it won't have any effect.
Philanthropic people lose all sense of humanity. It is their distinguishing
characteristic."

The old gentleman growled approvingly and rang the bell for his servant. Lord
Henry passed up the low arcade into Burlington Street and turned his steps in the
direction of Berkeley Square.

So that was the story of Dorian Gray's parentage. Crudely as it had been told to
him, it had yet stirred him by its suggestion of a strange, almost modern romance.
A beautiful woman risking everything for a mad passion. A few wild weeks of
happiness cut short by a hideous, treacherous crime. Months of voiceless agony,
and then a child born in pain. The mother snatched away by death, the boy left to
solitude and the tyranny of an old and loveless man. Yes; it was an interesting
background. It posed the lad, made him more perfect, as it were. Behind every
exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic. Worlds had to be in travail,
that the meanest flower might blow.... And how charming he had been at dinner the
night before, as with startled eyes and lips parted in frightened pleasure he had sat
opposite to him at the club, the red candleshades staining to a richer rose the
wakening wonder of his face. Talking to him was like playing upon an exquisite
violin. He answered to every touch and thrill of the bow.... There was something
terribly enthralling in the exercise of influence. No other activity was like it. To
project one's soul into some gracious form, and let it tarry there for a moment; to
hear one's own intellectual views echoed back to one with all the added music of
passion and youth; to convey one's temperament into another as though it were a
subtle fluid or a strange perfume: there was a real joy in that--perhaps the most
satisfying joy left to us in an age so limited and vulgar as our own, an age grossly
carnal in its pleasures, and grossly common in its aims.... He was a marvellous
type, too, this lad, whom by so curious a chance he had met in Basil's studio, or
could be fashioned into a marvellous type, at any rate. Grace was his, and the white
purity of boyhood, and beauty such as old Greek marbles kept for us. There was
nothing that one could not do with him. He could be made a Titan or a toy. What a
pity it was that such beauty was destined to fade! ... And Basil? From a
psychological point of view, how interesting he was! The new manner in art, the
fresh mode of looking at life, suggested so strangely by the merely visible presence
of one who was unconscious of it all; the silent spirit that dwelt in dim woodland,
and walked unseen in open field, suddenly showing herself, Dryadlike and not
afraid, because in his soul who sought for her there had been wakened that
wonderful vision to which alone are wonderful things revealed; the mere shapes
and patterns of things becoming, as it were, refined, and gaining a kind of
symbolical value, as though they were themselves patterns of some other and more
perfect form whose shadow they made real: how strange it all was! He remembered
something like it in history. Was it not Plato, that artist in thought, who had first
analyzed it? Was it not Buonarotti who had carved it in the coloured marbles of a
sonnet-sequence? But in our own century it was strange.... Yes; he would try to be
to Dorian Gray what, without knowing it, the lad was to the painter who had
fashioned the wonderful portrait. He would seek to dominate him--had already,
indeed, half done so. He would make that wonderful spirit his own. There was
something fascinating in this son of love and death.

Suddenly he stopped and glanced up at the houses. He found that he had

passed his aunt's some distance, and, smiling to himself, turned back. When he
entered the somewhat sombre hall, the butler told him that they had gone in to
lunch. He gave one of the footmen his hat and stick and passed into the dining-
room.

"Late as usual, Harry," cried his aunt, shaking her head at him.

He invented a facile excuse, and having taken the vacant seat next to her,
looked round to see who was there. Dorian bowed to him shyly from the end of the
table, a flush of pleasure stealing into his cheek. Opposite was the Duchess of
Harley, a lady of admirable good-nature and good temper, much liked by every one
who knew her, and of those ample architectural proportions that in women who are
not duchesses are described by contemporary historians as stoutness. Next to her
sat, on her right, Sir Thomas Burdon, a Radical member of Parliament, who
followed his leader in public life and in private life followed the best cooks, dining
with the Tories and thinking with the Liberals, in accordance with a wise and well-
known rule. The post on her left was occupied by Mr. Erskine of Treadley, an old
gentleman of considerable charm and culture, who had fallen, however, into bad
habits of silence, having, as he explained once to Lady Agatha, said everything that
he had to say before he was thirty. His own neighbour was Mrs. Vandeleur, one of
his aunt's oldest friends, a perfect saint amongst women, but so dreadfully dowdy
that she reminded one of a badly bound hymn-book. Fortunately for him she had on
the other side Lord Faudel, a most intelligent middle-aged mediocrity, as bald as a
ministerial statement in the House of Commons, with whom she was conversing in
that intensely earnest manner which is the one unpardonable error, as he remarked
once himself, that all really good people fall into, and from which none of them
ever quite escape.

"We are talking about poor Dartmoor, Lord Henry," cried the duchess, nodding
pleasantly to him across the table. "Do you think he will really marry this
fascinating young person?"

"I believe she has made up her mind to propose to him, Duchess."

"How dreadful!" exclaimed Lady Agatha. "Really, some one should interfere."

"I am told, on excellent authority, that her father keeps an American dry-goods
store," said Sir Thomas Burdon, looking supercilious.

"My uncle has already suggested pork-packing, Sir Thomas."

"Dry-goods! What are American dry-goods?" asked the duchess, raising her
large hands in wonder and accentuating the verb.

"American novels," answered Lord Henry, helping himself to some quail.

The duchess looked puzzled.

"Don't mind him, my dear," whispered Lady Agatha. "He never means
anything that he says."

"When America was discovered," said the Radical member--and he began to

give some wearisome facts. Like all people who try to exhaust a subject, he
exhausted his listeners. The duchess sighed and exercised her privilege of
interruption. "I wish to goodness it never had been discovered at all!" she
exclaimed. "Really, our girls have no chance nowadays. It is most unfair."

"Perhaps, after all, America never has been discovered," said Mr. Erskine; "I
myself would say that it had merely been detected."

"Oh! but I have seen specimens of the inhabitants," answered the duchess
vaguely. "I must confess that most of them are extremely pretty. And they dress
well, too. They get all their dresses in Paris. I wish I could afford to do the same."
 "They say that when good Americans die they go to Paris," chuckled Sir
Thomas, who had a large wardrobe of Humour's cast-off clothes.

"Really! And where do bad Americans go to when they die?" inquired the
duchess.

"They go to America," murmured Lord Henry.

Sir Thomas frowned. "I am afraid that your nephew is prejudiced against that
great country," he said to Lady Agatha. "I have travelled all over it in cars provided
by the directors, who, in such matters, are extremely civil. I assure you that it is an
education to visit it."

"But must we really see Chicago in order to be educated?" asked Mr. Erskine
plaintively. "I don't feel up to the journey."

Sir Thomas waved his hand. "Mr. Erskine of Treadley has the world on his
shelves. We practical men like to see things, not to read about them. The
Americans are an extremely interesting people. They are absolutely reasonable. I
think that is their distinguishing characteristic. Yes, Mr. Erskine, an absolutely
reasonable people. I assure you there is no nonsense about the Americans."

"How dreadful!" cried Lord Henry. "I can stand brute force, but brute reason is
quite unbearable. There is something unfair about its use. It is hitting below the
intellect."

"I do not understand you," said Sir Thomas, growing rather red.

"I do, Lord Henry," murmured Mr. Erskine, with a smile.

"Paradoxes are all very well in their way...." rejoined the baronet.

"Was that a paradox?" asked Mr. Erskine. "I did not think so. Perhaps it was.
Well, the way of paradoxes is the way of truth. To test reality we must see it on the
tight rope. When the verities become acrobats, we can judge them."

"Dear me!" said Lady Agatha, "how you men argue! I am sure I never can
make out what you are talking about. Oh! Harry, I am quite vexed with you. Why
do you try to persuade our nice Mr. Dorian Gray to give up the East End? I assure
you he would be quite invaluable. They would love his playing."

"I want him to play to me," cried Lord Henry, smiling, and he looked down the
table and caught a bright answering glance.

"But they are so unhappy in Whitechapel," continued Lady Agatha.

 "I can sympathize with everything except suffering," said Lord Henry,
shrugging his shoulders. "I cannot sympathize with that. It is too ugly, too horrible,
too distressing. There is something terribly morbid in the modern sympathy with
pain. One should sympathize with the colour, the beauty, the joy of life. The less
said about life's sores, the better."

"Still, the East End is a very important problem," remarked Sir Thomas with a
grave shake of the head.

"Quite so," answered the young lord. "It is the problem of slavery, and we try
to solve it by amusing the slaves."

The politician looked at him keenly. "What change do you propose, then?" he
asked.

Lord Henry laughed. "I don't desire to change anything in England except the
weather," he answered. "I am quite content with philosophic contemplation. But, as
the nineteenth century has gone bankrupt through an over-expenditure of sympathy,
I would suggest that we should appeal to science to put us straight. The advantage
of the emotions is that they lead us astray, and the advantage of science is that it is
not emotional."

"But we have such grave responsibilities," ventured Mrs. Vandeleur timidly.

"Terribly grave," echoed Lady Agatha.

Lord Henry looked over at Mr. Erskine. "Humanity takes itself too seriously. It
is the world's original sin. If the caveman had known how to laugh, history would
have been different."

"You are really very comforting," warbled the duchess. "I have always felt
rather guilty when I came to see your dear aunt, for I take no interest at all in the
East End. For the future I shall be able to look her in the face without a blush."

"A blush is very becoming, Duchess," remarked Lord Henry.

"Only when one is young," she answered. "When an old woman like myself
blushes, it is a very bad sign. Ah! Lord Henry, I wish you would tell me how to
become young again."

He thought for a moment. "Can you remember any great error that you
committed in your early days, Duchess?" he asked, looking at her across the table.

"A great many, I fear," she cried.

 "Then commit them over again," he said gravely. "To get back one's youth, one
has merely to repeat one's follies."

"A delightful theory!" she exclaimed. "I must put it into practice."

"A dangerous theory!" came from Sir Thomas's tight lips. Lady Agatha shook
her head, but could not help being amused. Mr. Erskine listened.

"Yes," he continued, "that is one of the great secrets of life. Nowadays most
people die of a sort of creeping common sense, and discover when it is too late that
the only things one never regrets are one's mistakes."

A laugh ran round the table.

He played with the idea and grew wilful; tossed it into the air and transformed
it; let it escape and recaptured it; made it iridescent with fancy and winged it with
paradox. The praise of folly, as he went on, soared into a philosophy, and
philosophy herself became young, and catching the mad music of pleasure,
wearing, one might fancy, her wine-stained robe and wreath of ivy, danced like a
Bacchante over the hills of life, and mocked the slow Silenus for being sober. Facts
fled before her like frightened forest things. Her white feet trod the huge press at
which wise Omar sits, till the seething grape-juice rose round her bare limbs in
waves of purple bubbles, or crawled in red foam over the vat's black, dripping,
sloping sides. It was an extraordinary improvisation. He felt that the eyes of Dorian
Gray were fixed on him, and the consciousness that amongst his audience there was
one whose temperament he wished to fascinate seemed to give his wit keenness and
to lend colour to his imagination. He was brilliant, fantastic, irresponsible. He
charmed his listeners out of themselves, and they followed his pipe, laughing.
Dorian Gray never took his gaze off him, but sat like one under a spell, smiles
chasing each other over his lips and wonder growing grave in his darkening eyes.

At last, liveried in the costume of the age, reality entered the room in the shape
of a servant to tell the duchess that her carriage was waiting. She wrung her hands
in mock despair. "How annoying!" she cried. "I must go. I have to call for my
husband at the club, to take him to some absurd meeting at Willis's Rooms, where
he is going to be in the chair. If I am late he is sure to be furious, and I couldn't
have a scene in this bonnet. It is far too fragile. A harsh word would ruin it. No, I
must go, dear Agatha. Good-bye, Lord Henry, you are quite delightful and
dreadfully demoralizing. I am sure I don't know what to say about your views. You
must come and dine with us some night. Tuesday? Are you disengaged Tuesday?"

"For you I would throw over anybody, Duchess," said Lord Henry with a bow.

"Ah! that is very nice, and very wrong of you," she cried; "so mind you come";
and she swept out of the room, followed by Lady Agatha and the other ladies.
 When Lord Henry had sat down again, Mr. Erskine moved round, and taking a
chair close to him, placed his hand upon his arm.

"You talk books away," he said; "why don't you write one?"

"I am too fond of reading books to care to write them, Mr. Erskine. I should
like to write a novel certainly, a novel that would be as lovely as a Persian carpet
and as unreal. But there is no literary public in England for anything except
newspapers, primers, and encyclopaedias. Of all people in the world the English
have the least sense of the beauty of literature."

"I fear you are right," answered Mr. Erskine. "I myself used to have literary
ambitions, but I gave them up long ago. And now, my dear young friend, if you
will allow me to call you so, may I ask if you really meant all that you said to us at
lunch?"

"I quite forget what I said," smiled Lord Henry. "Was it all very bad?"

"Very bad indeed. In fact I consider you extremely dangerous, and if anything
happens to our good duchess, we shall all look on you as being primarily
responsible. But I should like to talk to you about life. The generation into which I
was born was tedious. Some day, when you are tired of London, come down to
Treadley and expound to me your philosophy of pleasure over some admirable
Burgundy I am fortunate enough to possess."

"I shall be charmed. A visit to Treadley would be a great privilege. It has a

perfect host, and a perfect library."

"You will complete it," answered the old gentleman with a courteous bow.
"And now I must bid good-bye to your excellent aunt. I am due at the Athenaeum.
It is the hour when we sleep there."

"All of you, Mr. Erskine?"

"Forty of us, in forty arm-chairs. We are practising for an English Academy of

Letters."

Lord Henry laughed and rose. "I am going to the park," he cried.

As he was passing out of the door, Dorian Gray touched him on the arm. "Let
me come with you," he murmured.

"But I thought you had promised Basil Hallward to go and see him," answered
Lord Henry.
 "I would sooner come with you; yes, I feel I must come with you. Do let me.
And you will promise to talk to me all the time? No one talks so wonderfully as
you do."

"Ah! I have talked quite enough for to-day," said Lord Henry, smiling. "All I
want now is to look at life. You may come and look at it with me, if you care to."

CHAPTER 4

One afternoon, a month later, Dorian Gray was reclining in a luxurious arm-
chair, in the little library of Lord Henry's house in Mayfair. It was, in its way, a
very charming room, with its high panelled wainscoting of olive-stained oak, its
cream-coloured frieze and ceiling of raised plasterwork, and its brickdust felt carpet
strewn with silk, long-fringed Persian rugs. On a tiny satinwood table stood a
statuette by Clodion, and beside it lay a copy of Les Cent Nouvelles, bound for
Margaret of Valois by Clovis Eve and powdered with the gilt daisies that Queen
had selected for her device. Some large blue china jars and parrot-tulips were
ranged on the mantelshelf, and through the small leaded panes of the window
streamed the apricot-coloured light of a summer day in London.

Lord Henry had not yet come in. He was always late on principle, his principle
being that punctuality is the thief of time. So the lad was looking rather sulky, as
with listless fingers he turned over the pages of an elaborately illustrated edition of
Manon Lescaut that he had found in one of the book-cases. The formal monotonous
ticking of the Louis Quatorze clock annoyed him. Once or twice he thought of
going away.

At last he heard a step outside, and the door opened. "How late you are,
Harry!" he murmured.

"I am afraid it is not Harry, Mr. Gray," answered a shrill voice.

He glanced quickly round and rose to his feet. "I beg your pardon. I thought--"

"You thought it was my husband. It is only his wife. You must let me
introduce myself. I know you quite well by your photographs. I think my husband
has got seventeen of them."

"Not seventeen, Lady Henry?"

 "Well, eighteen, then. And I saw you with him the other night at the opera."
She laughed nervously as she spoke, and watched him with her vague forget-me-
not eyes. She was a curious woman, whose dresses always looked as if they had
been designed in a rage and put on in a tempest. She was usually in love with
somebody, and, as her passion was never returned, she had kept all her illusions.
She tried to look picturesque, but only succeeded in being untidy. Her name was
Victoria, and she had a perfect mania for going to church.

"That was at Lohengrin, Lady Henry, I think?"

"Yes; it was at dear Lohengrin. I like Wagner's music better than anybody's. It
is so loud that one can talk the whole time without other people hearing what one
says. That is a great advantage, don't you think so, Mr. Gray?"

The same nervous staccato laugh broke from her thin lips, and her fingers
began to play with a long tortoise-shell paper-knife.

Dorian smiled and shook his head: "I am afraid I don't think so, Lady Henry. I
never talk during music--at least, during good music. If one hears bad music, it is
one's duty to drown it in conversation."

"Ah! that is one of Harry's views, isn't it, Mr. Gray? I always hear Harry's
views from his friends. It is the only way I get to know of them. But you must not
think I don't like good music. I adore it, but I am afraid of it. It makes me too
romantic. I have simply worshipped pianists--two at a time, sometimes, Harry tells
me. I don't know what it is about them. Perhaps it is that they are foreigners. They
all are, ain't they? Even those that are born in England become foreigners after a
time, don't they? It is so clever of them, and such a compliment to art. Makes it
quite cosmopolitan, doesn't it? You have never been to any of my parties, have you,
Mr. Gray? You must come. I can't afford orchids, but I spare no expense in
foreigners. They make one's rooms look so picturesque. But here is Harry! Harry, I
came in to look for you, to ask you something--I forget what it was--and I found
Mr. Gray here. We have had such a pleasant chat about music. We have quite the
same ideas. No; I think our ideas are quite different. But he has been most pleasant.
I am so glad I've seen him."

"I am charmed, my love, quite charmed," said Lord Henry, elevating his dark,
crescent-shaped eyebrows and looking at them both with an amused smile. "So
sorry I am late, Dorian. I went to look after a piece of old brocade in Wardour
Street and had to bargain for hours for it. Nowadays people know the price of
everything and the value of nothing."

"I am afraid I must be going," exclaimed Lady Henry, breaking an awkward

silence with her silly sudden laugh. "I have promised to drive with the duchess.
Good-bye, Mr. Gray. Good-bye, Harry. You are dining out, I suppose? So am I.
Perhaps I shall see you at Lady Thornbury's."

"I dare say, my dear," said Lord Henry, shutting the door behind her as,
looking like a bird of paradise that had been out all night in the rain, she flitted out
of the room, leaving a faint odour of frangipanni. Then he lit a cigarette and flung
himself down on the sofa.

"Never marry a woman with straw-coloured hair, Dorian," he said after a few
puffs.

"Why, Harry?"

"Because they are so sentimental."

"But I like sentimental people."

"Never marry at all, Dorian. Men marry because they are tired; women,
because they are curious: both are disappointed."

"I don't think I am likely to marry, Harry. I am too much in love. That is one of
your aphorisms. I am putting it into practice, as I do everything that you say."

"Who are you in love with?" asked Lord Henry after a pause.

"With an actress," said Dorian Gray, blushing.

Lord Henry shrugged his shoulders. "That is a rather commonplace debut."

"You would not say so if you saw her, Harry."

"Who is she?"

"Her name is Sibyl Vane."

"Never heard of her."

"No one has. People will some day, however. She is a genius."

"My dear boy, no woman is a genius. Women are a decorative sex. They never
have anything to say, but they say it charmingly. Women represent the triumph of
matter over mind, just as men represent the triumph of mind over morals."

"Harry, how can you?"

 "My dear Dorian, it is quite true. I am analysing women at present, so I ought
to know. The subject is not so abstruse as I thought it was. I find that, ultimately,
there are only two kinds of women, the plain and the coloured. The plain women
are very useful. If you want to gain a reputation for respectability, you have merely
to take them down to supper. The other women are very charming. They commit
one mistake, however. They paint in order to try and look young. Our
grandmothers painted in order to try and talk brilliantly. Rouge and esprit used to
go together. That is all over now. As long as a woman can look ten years younger
than her own daughter, she is perfectly satisfied. As for conversation, there are only
five women in London worth talking to, and two of these can't be admitted into
decent society. However, tell me about your genius. How long have you known
her?"

"Ah! Harry, your views terrify me."

"Never mind that. How long have you known her?"

"About three weeks."

"And where did you come across her?"

"I will tell you, Harry, but you mustn't be unsympathetic about it. After all, it
never would have happened if I had not met you. You filled me with a wild desire
to know everything about life. For days after I met you, something seemed to throb
in my veins. As I lounged in the park, or strolled down Piccadilly, I used to look at
every one who passed me and wonder, with a mad curiosity, what sort of lives they
led. Some of them fascinated me. Others filled me with terror. There was an
exquisite poison in the air. I had a passion for sensations.... Well, one evening
about seven o'clock, I determined to go out in search of some adventure. I felt that
this grey monstrous London of ours, with its myriads of people, its sordid sinners,
and its splendid sins, as you once phrased it, must have something in store for me. I
fancied a thousand things. The mere danger gave me a sense of delight. I
remembered what you had said to me on that wonderful evening when we first
dined together, about the search for beauty being the real secret of life. I don't know
what I expected, but I went out and wandered eastward, soon losing my way in a
labyrinth of grimy streets and black grassless squares. About half-past eight I
passed by an absurd little theatre, with great flaring gas-jets and gaudy play-bills. A
hideous Jew, in the most amazing waistcoat I ever beheld in my life, was standing
at the entrance, smoking a vile cigar. He had greasy ringlets, and an enormous
diamond blazed in the centre of a soiled shirt. 'Have a box, my Lord?' he said, when
he saw me, and he took off his hat with an air of gorgeous servility. There was
something about him, Harry, that amused me. He was such a monster. You will
laugh at me, I know, but I really went in and paid a whole guinea for the stage-box.
To the present day I can't make out why I did so; and yet if I hadn't--my dear Harry,
if I hadn't--I should have missed the greatest romance of my life. I see you are
laughing. It is horrid of you!"

"I am not laughing, Dorian; at least I am not laughing at you. But you should
not say the greatest romance of your life. You should say the first romance of your
life. You will always be loved, and you will always be in love with love. A grande
passion is the privilege of people who have nothing to do. That is the one use of the
idle classes of a country. Don't be afraid. There are exquisite things in store for you.
This is merely the beginning."

"Do you think my nature so shallow?" cried Dorian Gray angrily.

"No; I think your nature so deep."

"How do you mean?"

"My dear boy, the people who love only once in their lives are really the
shallow people. What they call their loyalty, and their fidelity, I call either the
lethargy of custom or their lack of imagination. Faithfulness is to the emotional life
what consistency is to the life of the intellect--simply a confession of failure.
Faithfulness! I must analyse it some day. The passion for property is in it. There are
many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid that others might pick
them up. But I don't want to interrupt you. Go on with your story."

"Well, I found myself seated in a horrid little private box, with a vulgar drop-
scene staring me in the face. I looked out from behind the curtain and surveyed the
house. It was a tawdry affair, all Cupids and cornucopias, like a third-rate wedding-
cake. The gallery and pit were fairly full, but the two rows of dingy stalls were
quite empty, and there was hardly a person in what I suppose they called the dress-
circle. Women went about with oranges and ginger-beer, and there was a terrible
consumption of nuts going on."

"It must have been just like the palmy days of the British drama."

"Just like, I should fancy, and very depressing. I began to wonder what on
earth I should do when I caught sight of the play-bill. What do you think the play
was, Harry?"

"I should think 'The Idiot Boy', or 'Dumb but Innocent'. Our fathers used to
like that sort of piece, I believe. The longer I live, Dorian, the more keenly I feel
that whatever was good enough for our fathers is not good enough for us. In art, as
in politics, les grandperes ont toujours tort."

"This play was good enough for us, Harry. It was Romeo and Juliet. I must
admit that I was rather annoyed at the idea of seeing Shakespeare done in such a
wretched hole of a place. Still, I felt interested, in a sort of way. At any rate, I
determined to wait for the first act. There was a dreadful orchestra, presided over
by a young Hebrew who sat at a cracked piano, that nearly drove me away, but at
last the drop-scene was drawn up and the play began. Romeo was a stout elderly
gentleman, with corked eyebrows, a husky tragedy voice, and a figure like a beer-
barrel. Mercutio was almost as bad. He was played by the low-comedian, who had
introduced gags of his own and was on most friendly terms with the pit. They were
both as grotesque as the scenery, and that looked as if it had come out of a country-
booth. But Juliet! Harry, imagine a girl, hardly seventeen years of age, with a little,
flowerlike face, a small Greek head with plaited coils of dark-brown hair, eyes that
were violet wells of passion, lips that were like the petals of a rose. She was the
loveliest thing I had ever seen in my life. You said to me once that pathos left you
unmoved, but that beauty, mere beauty, could fill your eyes with tears. I tell you,
Harry, I could hardly see this girl for the mist of tears that came across me. And her
voice--I never heard such a voice. It was very low at first, with deep mellow notes
that seemed to fall singly upon one's ear. Then it became a little louder, and
sounded like a flute or a distant hautboy. In the garden-scene it had all the
tremulous ecstasy that one hears just before dawn when nightingales are singing.
There were moments, later on, when it had the wild passion of violins. You know
how a voice can stir one. Your voice and the voice of Sibyl Vane are two things
that I shall never forget. When I close my eyes, I hear them, and each of them says
something different. I don't know which to follow. Why should I not love her?
Harry, I do love her. She is everything to me in life. Night after night I go to see her
play. One evening she is Rosalind, and the next evening she is Imogen. I have seen
her die in the gloom of an Italian tomb, sucking the poison from her lover's lips. I
have watched her wandering through the forest of Arden, disguised as a pretty boy
in hose and doublet and dainty cap. She has been mad, and has come into the
presence of a guilty king, and given him rue to wear and bitter herbs to taste of. She
has been innocent, and the black hands of jealousy have crushed her reedlike throat.
I have seen her in every age and in every costume. Ordinary women never appeal to
one's imagination. They are limited to their century. No glamour ever transfigures
them. One knows their minds as easily as one knows their bonnets. One can always
find them. There is no mystery in any of them. They ride in the park in the morning
and chatter at tea-parties in the afternoon. They have their stereotyped smile and
their fashionable manner. They are quite obvious. But an actress! How different an
actress is! Harry! why didn't you tell me that the only thing worth loving is an
actress?"

"Because I have loved so many of them, Dorian."

"Oh, yes, horrid people with dyed hair and painted faces."

"Don't run down dyed hair and painted faces. There is an extraordinary charm
in them, sometimes," said Lord Henry.

"I wish now I had not told you about Sibyl Vane."
 "You could not have helped telling me, Dorian. All through your life you will
tell me everything you do."

"Yes, Harry, I believe that is true. I cannot help telling you things. You have a
curious influence over me. If I ever did a crime, I would come and confess it to
you. You would understand me."

"People like you--the wilful sunbeams of life--don't commit crimes, Dorian.

But I am much obliged for the compliment, all the same. And now tell me--reach
me the matches, like a good boy--thanks--what are your actual relations with Sibyl
Vane?"

Dorian Gray leaped to his feet, with flushed cheeks and burning eyes. "Harry!
Sibyl Vane is sacred!"

"It is only the sacred things that are worth touching, Dorian," said Lord Henry,
with a strange touch of pathos in his voice. "But why should you be annoyed? I
suppose she will belong to you some day. When one is in love, one always begins
by deceiving one's self, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the
world calls a romance. You know her, at any rate, I suppose?"

"Of course I know her. On the first night I was at the theatre, the horrid old
Jew came round to the box after the performance was over and offered to take me
behind the scenes and introduce me to her. I was furious with him, and told him
that Juliet had been dead for hundreds of years and that her body was lying in a
marble tomb in Verona. I think, from his blank look of amazement, that he was
under the impression that I had taken too much champagne, or something."

"I am not surprised."

"Then he asked me if I wrote for any of the newspapers. I told him I never
even read them. He seemed terribly disappointed at that, and confided to me that all
the dramatic critics were in a conspiracy against him, and that they were every one
of them to be bought."

"I should not wonder if he was quite right there. But, on the other hand,
judging from their appearance, most of them cannot be at all expensive."

"Well, he seemed to think they were beyond his means," laughed Dorian. "By
this time, however, the lights were being put out in the theatre, and I had to go. He
wanted me to try some cigars that he strongly recommended. I declined. The next
night, of course, I arrived at the place again. When he saw me, he made me a low
bow and assured me that I was a munificent patron of art. He was a most offensive
brute, though he had an extraordinary passion for Shakespeare. He told me once,
with an air of pride, that his five bankruptcies were entirely due to 'The Bard,' as he
insisted on calling him. He seemed to think it a distinction."

"It was a distinction, my dear Dorian--a great distinction. Most people become
bankrupt through having invested too heavily in the prose of life. To have ruined
one's self over poetry is an honour. But when did you first speak to Miss Sibyl
Vane?"

"The third night. She had been playing Rosalind. I could not help going round.
I had thrown her some flowers, and she had looked at me--at least I fancied that she
had. The old Jew was persistent. He seemed determined to take me behind, so I
consented. It was curious my not wanting to know her, wasn't it?"

"No; I don't think so."

"My dear Harry, why?"

"I will tell you some other time. Now I want to know about the girl."

"Sibyl? Oh, she was so shy and so gentle. There is something of a child about
her. Her eyes opened wide in exquisite wonder when I told her what I thought of
her performance, and she seemed quite unconscious of her power. I think we were
both rather nervous. The old Jew stood grinning at the doorway of the dusty
greenroom, making elaborate speeches about us both, while we stood looking at
each other like children. He would insist on calling me 'My Lord,' so I had to assure
Sibyl that I was not anything of the kind. She said quite simply to me, 'You look
more like a prince. I must call you Prince Charming.'"

"Upon my word, Dorian, Miss Sibyl knows how to pay compliments."

"You don't understand her, Harry. She regarded me merely as a person in a

play. She knows nothing of life. She lives with her mother, a faded tired woman
who played Lady Capulet in a sort of magenta dressing-wrapper on the first night,
and looks as if she had seen better days."

"I know that look. It depresses me," murmured Lord Henry, examining his
rings.

"The Jew wanted to tell me her history, but I said it did not interest me."

"You were quite right. There is always something infinitely mean about other
people's tragedies."

"Sibyl is the only thing I care about. What is it to me where she came from?
From her little head to her little feet, she is absolutely and entirely divine. Every
night of my life I go to see her act, and every night she is more marvellous."
 "That is the reason, I suppose, that you never dine with me now. I thought you
must have some curious romance on hand. You have; but it is not quite what I
expected."

"My dear Harry, we either lunch or sup together every day, and I have been to
the opera with you several times," said Dorian, opening his blue eyes in wonder.

"You always come dreadfully late."

"Well, I can't help going to see Sibyl play," he cried, "even if it is only for a
single act. I get hungry for her presence; and when I think of the wonderful soul
that is hidden away in that little ivory body, I am filled with awe."

"You can dine with me to-night, Dorian, can't you?"

He shook his head. "To-night she is Imogen," he answered, "and to-morrow

night she will be Juliet."

"When is she Sibyl Vane?"

"Never."

"I congratulate you."

"How horrid you are! She is all the great heroines of the world in one. She is
more than an individual. You laugh, but I tell you she has genius. I love her, and I
must make her love me. You, who know all the secrets of life, tell me how to
charm Sibyl Vane to love me! I want to make Romeo jealous. I want the dead
lovers of the world to hear our laughter and grow sad. I want a breath of our
passion to stir their dust into consciousness, to wake their ashes into pain. My God,
Harry, how I worship her!" He was walking up and down the room as he spoke.
Hectic spots of red burned on his cheeks. He was terribly excited.

Lord Henry watched him with a subtle sense of pleasure. How different he was
now from the shy frightened boy he had met in Basil Hallward's studio! His nature
had developed like a flower, had borne blossoms of scarlet flame. Out of its secret
hiding-place had crept his soul, and desire had come to meet it on the way.

"And what do you propose to do?" said Lord Henry at last.

"I want you and Basil to come with me some night and see her act. I have not
the slightest fear of the result. You are certain to acknowledge her genius. Then we
must get her out of the Jew's hands. She is bound to him for three years--at least for
two years and eight months--from the present time. I shall have to pay him
something, of course. When all that is settled, I shall take a West End theatre and
bring her out properly. She will make the world as mad as she has made me."
 "That would be impossible, my dear boy."

"Yes, she will. She has not merely art, consummate art-instinct, in her, but she
has personality also; and you have often told me that it is personalities, not
principles, that move the age."

"Well, what night shall we go?"

"Let me see. To-day is Tuesday. Let us fix to-morrow. She plays Juliet to-
morrow."

"All right. The Bristol at eight o'clock; and I will get Basil."

"Not eight, Harry, please. Half-past six. We must be there before the curtain
rises. You must see her in the first act, where she meets Romeo."

"Half-past six! What an hour! It will be like having a meat-tea, or reading an

English novel. It must be seven. No gentleman dines before seven. Shall you see
Basil between this and then? Or shall I write to him?"

"Dear Basil! I have not laid eyes on him for a week. It is rather horrid of me, as
he has sent me my portrait in the most wonderful frame, specially designed by
himself, and, though I am a little jealous of the picture for being a whole month
younger than I am, I must admit that I delight in it. Perhaps you had better write to
him. I don't want to see him alone. He says things that annoy me. He gives me good
advice."

Lord Henry smiled. "People are very fond of giving away what they need most
themselves. It is what I call the depth of generosity."

"Oh, Basil is the best of fellows, but he seems to me to be just a bit of a

Philistine. Since I have known you, Harry, I have discovered that."

"Basil, my dear boy, puts everything that is charming in him into his work. The
consequence is that he has nothing left for life but his prejudices, his principles, and
his common sense. The only artists I have ever known who are personally
delightful are bad artists. Good artists exist simply in what they make, and
consequently are perfectly uninteresting in what they are. A great poet, a really
great poet, is the most unpoetical of all creatures. But inferior poets are absolutely
fascinating. The worse their rhymes are, the more picturesque they look. The mere
fact of having published a book of second-rate sonnets makes a man quite
irresistible. He lives the poetry that he cannot write. The others write the poetry that
they dare not realize."

"I wonder is that really so, Harry?" said Dorian Gray, putting some perfume on
his handkerchief out of a large, gold-topped bottle that stood on the table. "It must
be, if you say it. And now I am off. Imogen is waiting for me. Don't forget about
to-morrow. Good-bye."

As he left the room, Lord Henry's heavy eyelids drooped, and he began to
think. Certainly few people had ever interested him so much as Dorian Gray, and
yet the lad's mad adoration of some one else caused him not the slightest pang of
annoyance or jealousy. He was pleased by it. It made him a more interesting study.
He had been always enthralled by the methods of natural science, but the ordinary
subject-matter of that science had seemed to him trivial and of no import. And so
he had begun by vivisecting himself, as he had ended by vivisecting others. Human
life--that appeared to him the one thing worth investigating. Compared to it there
was nothing else of any value. It was true that as one watched life in its curious
crucible of pain and pleasure, one could not wear over one's face a mask of glass,
nor keep the sulphurous fumes from troubling the brain and making the
imagination turbid with monstrous fancies and misshapen dreams. There were
poisons so subtle that to know their properties one had to sicken of them. There
were maladies so strange that one had to pass through them if one sought to
understand their nature. And, yet, what a great reward one received! How
wonderful the whole world became to one! To note the curious hard logic of
passion, and the emotional coloured life of the intellect--to observe where they met,
and where they separated, at what point they were in unison, and at what point they
were at discord--there was a delight in that! What matter what the cost was? One
could never pay too high a price for any sensation.

He was conscious--and the thought brought a gleam of pleasure into his brown
agate eyes--that it was through certain words of his, musical words said with
musical utterance, that Dorian Gray's soul had turned to this white girl and bowed
in worship before her. To a large extent the lad was his own creation. He had made
him premature. That was something. Ordinary people waited till life disclosed to
them its secrets, but to the few, to the elect, the mysteries of life were revealed
before the veil was drawn away. Sometimes this was the effect of art, and chiefly of
the art of literature, which dealt immediately with the passions and the intellect. But
now and then a complex personality took the place and assumed the office of art,
was indeed, in its way, a real work of art, life having its elaborate masterpieces, just
as poetry has, or sculpture, or painting.

Yes, the lad was premature. He was gathering his harvest while it was yet
spring. The pulse and passion of youth were in him, but he was becoming self-
conscious. It was delightful to watch him. With his beautiful face, and his beautiful
soul, he was a thing to wonder at. It was no matter how it all ended, or was destined
to end. He was like one of those gracious figures in a pageant or a play, whose joys
seem to be remote from one, but whose sorrows stir one's sense of beauty, and
whose wounds are like red roses.
 Soul and body, body and soul--how mysterious they were! There was
animalism in the soul, and the body had its moments of spirituality. The senses
could refine, and the intellect could degrade. Who could say where the fleshly
impulse ceased, or the psychical impulse began? How shallow were the arbitrary
definitions of ordinary psychologists! And yet how difficult to decide between the
claims of the various schools! Was the soul a shadow seated in the house of sin? Or
was the body really in the soul, as Giordano Bruno thought? The separation of
spirit from matter was a mystery, and the union of spirit with matter was a mystery
also.

He began to wonder whether we could ever make psychology so absolute a

science that each little spring of life would be revealed to us. As it was, we always
misunderstood ourselves and rarely understood others. Experience was of no
ethical value. It was merely the name men gave to their mistakes. Moralists had, as
a rule, regarded it as a mode of warning, had claimed for it a certain ethical efficacy
in the formation of character, had praised it as something that taught us what to
follow and showed us what to avoid. But there was no motive power in experience.
It was as little of an active cause as conscience itself. All that it really demonstrated
was that our future would be the same as our past, and that the sin we had done
once, and with loathing, we would do many times, and with joy.

It was clear to him that the experimental method was the only method by
which one could arrive at any scientific analysis of the passions; and certainly
Dorian Gray was a subject made to his hand, and seemed to promise rich and
fruitful results. His sudden mad love for Sibyl Vane was a psychological
phenomenon of no small interest. There was no doubt that curiosity had much to do
with it, curiosity and the desire for new experiences, yet it was not a simple, but
rather a very complex passion. What there was in it of the purely sensuous instinct
of boyhood had been transformed by the workings of the imagination, changed into
something that seemed to the lad himself to be remote from sense, and was for that
very reason all the more dangerous. It was the passions about whose origin we
deceived ourselves that tyrannized most strongly over us. Our weakest motives
were those of whose nature we were conscious. It often happened that when we
thought we were experimenting on others we were really experimenting on
ourselves.

While Lord Henry sat dreaming on these things, a knock came to the door, and
his valet entered and reminded him it was time to dress for dinner. He got up and
looked out into the street. The sunset had smitten into scarlet gold the upper
windows of the houses opposite. The panes glowed like plates of heated metal. The
sky above was like a faded rose. He thought of his friend's young fiery-coloured
life and wondered how it was all going to end.
 When he arrived home, about half-past twelve o'clock, he saw a telegram lying
on the hall table. He opened it and found it was from Dorian Gray. It was to tell
him that he was engaged to be married to Sibyl Vane.

CHAPTER 5

"Mother, Mother, I am so happy!" whispered the girl, burying her face in the
lap of the faded, tired-looking woman who, with back turned to the shrill intrusive
light, was sitting in the one arm-chair that their dingy sitting-room contained. "I am
so happy!" she repeated, "and you must be happy, too!"

Mrs. Vane winced and put her thin, bismuth-whitened hands on her daughter's
head. "Happy!" she echoed, "I am only happy, Sibyl, when I see you act. You must
not think of anything but your acting. Mr. Isaacs has been very good to us, and we
owe him money."

The girl looked up and pouted. "Money, Mother?" she cried, "what does
money matter? Love is more than money."

"Mr. Isaacs has advanced us fifty pounds to pay off our debts and to get a
proper outfit for James. You must not forget that, Sibyl. Fifty pounds is a very large
sum. Mr. Isaacs has been most considerate."

"He is not a gentleman, Mother, and I hate the way he talks to me," said the
girl, rising to her feet and going over to the window.

"I don't know how we could manage without him," answered the elder woman
querulously.

Sibyl Vane tossed her head and laughed. "We don't want him any more,
Mother. Prince Charming rules life for us now." Then she paused. A rose shook in
her blood and shadowed her cheeks. Quick breath parted the petals of her lips. They
trembled. Some southern wind of passion swept over her and stirred the dainty
folds of her dress. "I love him," she said simply.

"Foolish child! foolish child!" was the parrot-phrase flung in answer. The
waving of crooked, false-jewelled fingers gave grotesqueness to the words.

The girl laughed again. The joy of a caged bird was in her voice. Her eyes
caught the melody and echoed it in radiance, then closed for a moment, as though
to hide their secret. When they opened, the mist of a dream had passed across them.
 Thin-lipped wisdom spoke at her from the worn chair, hinted at prudence,
quoted from that book of cowardice whose author apes the name of common sense.
She did not listen. She was free in her prison of passion. Her prince, Prince
Charming, was with her. She had called on memory to remake him. She had sent
her soul to search for him, and it had brought him back. His kiss burned again upon
her mouth. Her eyelids were warm with his breath.

Then wisdom altered its method and spoke of espial and discovery. This young
man might be rich. If so, marriage should be thought of. Against the shell of her ear
broke the waves of worldly cunning. The arrows of craft shot by her. She saw the
thin lips moving, and smiled.

Suddenly she felt the need to speak. The wordy silence troubled her. "Mother,
Mother," she cried, "why does he love me so much? I know why I love him. I love
him because he is like what love himself should be. But what does he see in me? I
am not worthy of him. And yet--why, I cannot tell--though I feel so much beneath
him, I don't feel humble. I feel proud, terribly proud. Mother, did you love my
father as I love Prince Charming?"

The elder woman grew pale beneath the coarse powder that daubed her cheeks,
and her dry lips twitched with a spasm of pain. Sybil rushed to her, flung her arms
round her neck, and kissed her. "Forgive me, Mother. I know it pains you to talk
about our father. But it only pains you because you loved him so much. Don't look
so sad. I am as happy to-day as you were twenty years ago. Ah! let me be happy for
ever!"

"My child, you are far too young to think of falling in love. Besides, what do
you know of this young man? You don't even know his name. The whole thing is
most inconvenient, and really, when James is going away to Australia, and I have
so much to think of, I must say that you should have shown more consideration.
However, as I said before, if he is rich ..."

"Ah! Mother, Mother, let me be happy!"

Mrs. Vane glanced at her, and with one of those false theatrical gestures that so
often become a mode of second nature to a stage-player, clasped her in her arms. At
this moment, the door opened and a young lad with rough brown hair came into the
room. He was thick-set of figure, and his hands and feet were large and somewhat
clumsy in movement. He was not so finely bred as his sister. One would hardly
have guessed the close relationship that existed between them. Mrs. Vane fixed her
eyes on him and intensified her smile. She mentally elevated her son to the dignity
of an audience. She felt sure that the tableau was interesting.

"You might keep some of your kisses for me, Sibyl, I think," said the lad with
a good-natured grumble.
 "Ah! but you don't like being kissed, Jim," she cried. "You are a dreadful old
bear." And she ran across the room and hugged him.

James Vane looked into his sister's face with tenderness. "I want you to come
out with me for a walk, Sibyl. I don't suppose I shall ever see this horrid London
again. I am sure I don't want to."

"My son, don't say such dreadful things," murmured Mrs. Vane, taking up a
tawdry theatrical dress, with a sigh, and beginning to patch it. She felt a little
disappointed that he had not joined the group. It would have increased the theatrical
picturesqueness of the situation.

"Why not, Mother? I mean it."

"You pain me, my son. I trust you will return from Australia in a position of
affluence. I believe there is no society of any kind in the Colonies--nothing that I
would call society--so when you have made your fortune, you must come back and
assert yourself in London."

"Society!" muttered the lad. "I don't want to know anything about that. I should
like to make some money to take you and Sibyl off the stage. I hate it."

"Oh, Jim!" said Sibyl, laughing, "how unkind of you! But are you really going
for a walk with me? That will be nice! I was afraid you were going to say good-bye
to some of your friends--to Tom Hardy, who gave you that hideous pipe, or Ned
Langton, who makes fun of you for smoking it. It is very sweet of you to let me
have your last afternoon. Where shall we go? Let us go to the park."

"I am too shabby," he answered, frowning. "Only swell people go to the park."

"Nonsense, Jim," she whispered, stroking the sleeve of his coat.

He hesitated for a moment. "Very well," he said at last, "but don't be too long
dressing." She danced out of the door. One could hear her singing as she ran
upstairs. Her little feet pattered overhead.

He walked up and down the room two or three times. Then he turned to the
still figure in the chair. "Mother, are my things ready?" he asked.

"Quite ready, James," she answered, keeping her eyes on her work. For some
months past she had felt ill at ease when she was alone with this rough stern son of
hers. Her shallow secret nature was troubled when their eyes met. She used to
wonder if he suspected anything. The silence, for he made no other observation,
became intolerable to her. She began to complain. Women defend themselves by
attacking, just as they attack by sudden and strange surrenders. "I hope you will be
contented, James, with your sea-faring life," she said. "You must remember that it
is your own choice. You might have entered a solicitor's office. Solicitors are a
very respectable class, and in the country often dine with the best families."

"I hate offices, and I hate clerks," he replied. "But you are quite right. I have
chosen my own life. All I say is, watch over Sibyl. Don't let her come to any harm.
Mother, you must watch over her."

"James, you really talk very strangely. Of course I watch over Sibyl."

"I hear a gentleman comes every night to the theatre and goes behind to talk to
her. Is that right? What about that?"

"You are speaking about things you don't understand, James. In the profession
we are accustomed to receive a great deal of most gratifying attention. I myself
used to receive many bouquets at one time. That was when acting was really
understood. As for Sibyl, I do not know at present whether her attachment is
serious or not. But there is no doubt that the young man in question is a perfect
gentleman. He is always most polite to me. Besides, he has the appearance of being
rich, and the flowers he sends are lovely."

"You don't know his name, though," said the lad harshly.

"No," answered his mother with a placid expression in her face. "He has not
yet revealed his real name. I think it is quite romantic of him. He is probably a
member of the aristocracy."

James Vane bit his lip. "Watch over Sibyl, Mother," he cried, "watch over
her."

"My son, you distress me very much. Sibyl is always under my special care. Of
course, if this gentleman is wealthy, there is no reason why she should not contract
an alliance with him. I trust he is one of the aristocracy. He has all the appearance
of it, I must say. It might be a most brilliant marriage for Sibyl. They would make a
charming couple. His good looks are really quite remarkable; everybody notices
them."

The lad muttered something to himself and drummed on the window-pane with
his coarse fingers. He had just turned round to say something when the door opened
and Sibyl ran in.

"How serious you both are!" she cried. "What is the matter?"

"Nothing," he answered. "I suppose one must be serious sometimes. Good-bye,

Mother; I will have my dinner at five o'clock. Everything is packed, except my
shirts, so you need not trouble."
 "Good-bye, my son," she answered with a bow of strained stateliness.

She was extremely annoyed at the tone he had adopted with her, and there was
something in his look that had made her feel afraid.

"Kiss me, Mother," said the girl. Her flowerlike lips touched the withered
cheek and warmed its frost.

"My child! my child!" cried Mrs. Vane, looking up to the ceiling in search of
an imaginary gallery.

"Come, Sibyl," said her brother impatiently. He hated his mother's affectations.

They went out into the flickering, wind-blown sunlight and strolled down the
dreary Euston Road. The passersby glanced in wonder at the sullen heavy youth
who, in coarse, ill-fitting clothes, was in the company of such a graceful, refined-
looking girl. He was like a common gardener walking with a rose.

Jim frowned from time to time when he caught the inquisitive glance of some
stranger. He had that dislike of being stared at, which comes on geniuses late in life
and never leaves the commonplace. Sibyl, however, was quite unconscious of the
effect she was producing. Her love was trembling in laughter on her lips. She was
thinking of Prince Charming, and, that she might think of him all the more, she did
not talk of him, but prattled on about the ship in which Jim was going to sail, about
the gold he was certain to find, about the wonderful heiress whose life he was to
save from the wicked, red-shirted bushrangers. For he was not to remain a sailor, or
a supercargo, or whatever he was going to be. Oh, no! A sailor's existence was
dreadful. Fancy being cooped up in a horrid ship, with the hoarse, hump-backed
waves trying to get in, and a black wind blowing the masts down and tearing the
sails into long screaming ribands! He was to leave the vessel at Melbourne, bid a
polite good-bye to the captain, and go off at once to the gold-fields. Before a week
was over he was to come across a large nugget of pure gold, the largest nugget that
had ever been discovered, and bring it down to the coast in a waggon guarded by
six mounted policemen. The bushrangers were to attack them three times, and be
defeated with immense slaughter. Or, no. He was not to go to the gold-fields at all.
They were horrid places, where men got intoxicated, and shot each other in bar-
rooms, and used bad language. He was to be a nice sheep-farmer, and one evening,
as he was riding home, he was to see the beautiful heiress being carried off by a
robber on a black horse, and give chase, and rescue her. Of course, she would fall
in love with him, and he with her, and they would get married, and come home, and
live in an immense house in London. Yes, there were delightful things in store for
him. But he must be very good, and not lose his temper, or spend his money
foolishly. She was only a year older than he was, but she knew so much more of
life. He must be sure, also, to write to her by every mail, and to say his prayers each
night before he went to sleep. God was very good, and would watch over him. She
would pray for him, too, and in a few years he would come back quite rich and
happy.

The lad listened sulkily to her and made no answer. He was heart-sick at
leaving home.

Yet it was not this alone that made him gloomy and morose. Inexperienced
though he was, he had still a strong sense of the danger of Sibyl's position. This
young dandy who was making love to her could mean her no good. He was a
gentleman, and he hated him for that, hated him through some curious race-instinct
for which he could not account, and which for that reason was all the more
dominant within him. He was conscious also of the shallowness and vanity of his
mother's nature, and in that saw infinite peril for Sibyl and Sibyl's happiness.
Children begin by loving their parents; as they grow older they judge them;
sometimes they forgive them.

His mother! He had something on his mind to ask of her, something that he
had brooded on for many months of silence. A chance phrase that he had heard at
the theatre, a whispered sneer that had reached his ears one night as he waited at the
stage-door, had set loose a train of horrible thoughts. He remembered it as if it had
been the lash of a hunting-crop across his face. His brows knit together into a
wedge-like furrow, and with a twitch of pain he bit his underlip.

"You are not listening to a word I am saying, Jim," cried Sibyl, "and I am
making the most delightful plans for your future. Do say something."

"What do you want me to say?"

"Oh! that you will be a good boy and not forget us," she answered, smiling at
him.

He shrugged his shoulders. "You are more likely to forget me than I am to

forget you, Sibyl."

She flushed. "What do you mean, Jim?" she asked.

"You have a new friend, I hear. Who is he? Why have you not told me about
him? He means you no good."

"Stop, Jim!" she exclaimed. "You must not say anything against him. I love
him."

"Why, you don't even know his name," answered the lad. "Who is he? I have a
right to know."
 "He is called Prince Charming. Don't you like the name. Oh! you silly boy!
you should never forget it. If you only saw him, you would think him the most
wonderful person in the world. Some day you will meet him--when you come back
from Australia. You will like him so much. Everybody likes him, and I ... love him.
I wish you could come to the theatre to-night. He is going to be there, and I am to
play Juliet. Oh! how I shall play it! Fancy, Jim, to be in love and play Juliet! To
have him sitting there! To play for his delight! I am afraid I may frighten the
company, frighten or enthrall them. To be in love is to surpass one's self. Poor
dreadful Mr. Isaacs will be shouting 'genius' to his loafers at the bar. He has
preached me as a dogma; to-night he will announce me as a revelation. I feel it.
And it is all his, his only, Prince Charming, my wonderful lover, my god of graces.
But I am poor beside him. Poor? What does that matter? When poverty creeps in at
the door, love flies in through the window. Our proverbs want rewriting. They were
made in winter, and it is summer now; spring-time for me, I think, a very dance of
blossoms in blue skies."

"He is a gentleman," said the lad sullenly.

"A prince!" she cried musically. "What more do you want?"

"He wants to enslave you."

"I shudder at the thought of being free."

"I want you to beware of him."

"To see him is to worship him; to know him is to trust him."

"Sibyl, you are mad about him."

She laughed and took his arm. "You dear old Jim, you talk as if you were a
hundred. Some day you will be in love yourself. Then you will know what it is.
Don't look so sulky. Surely you should be glad to think that, though you are going
away, you leave me happier than I have ever been before. Life has been hard for us
both, terribly hard and difficult. But it will be different now. You are going to a
new world, and I have found one. Here are two chairs; let us sit down and see the
smart people go by."

They took their seats amidst a crowd of watchers. The tulip-beds across the
road flamed like throbbing rings of fire. A white dust—tremulous cloud of orris-
root it seemed--hung in the panting air. The brightly coloured parasols danced and
dipped like monstrous butterflies.

She made her brother talk of himself, his hopes, his prospects. He spoke slowly
and with effort. They passed words to each other as players at a game pass
counters. Sibyl felt oppressed. She could not communicate her joy. A faint smile
curving that sullen mouth was all the echo she could win. After some time she
became silent. Suddenly she caught a glimpse of golden hair and laughing lips, and
in an open carriage with two ladies Dorian Gray drove past.

She started to her feet. "There he is!" she cried.

"Who?" said Jim Vane.

"Prince Charming," she answered, looking after the victoria.

He jumped up and seized her roughly by the arm. "Show him to me. Which is
he? Point him out. I must see him!" he exclaimed; but at that moment the Duke of
Berwick's four-in-hand came between, and when it had left the space clear, the
carriage had swept out of the park.

"He is gone," murmured Sibyl sadly. "I wish you had seen him."

"I wish I had, for as sure as there is a God in heaven, if he ever does you any
wrong, I shall kill him."

She looked at him in horror. He repeated his words. They cut the air like a
dagger. The people round began to gape. A lady standing close to her tittered.

"Come away, Jim; come away," she whispered. He followed her doggedly as
she passed through the crowd. He felt glad at what he had said.

When they reached the Achilles Statue, she turned round. There was pity in her
eyes that became laughter on her lips. She shook her head at him. "You are foolish,
Jim, utterly foolish; a bad-tempered boy, that is all. How can you say such horrible
things? You don't know what you are talking about. You are simply jealous and
unkind. Ah! I wish you would fall in love. Love makes people good, and what you
said was wicked."

"I am sixteen," he answered, "and I know what I am about. Mother is no help

to you. She doesn't understand how to look after you. I wish now that I was not
going to Australia at all. I have a great mind to chuck the whole thing up. I would,
if my articles hadn't been signed."

"Oh, don't be so serious, Jim. You are like one of the heroes of those silly
melodramas Mother used to be so fond of acting in. I am not going to quarrel with
you. I have seen him, and oh! to see him is perfect happiness. We won't quarrel. I
know you would never harm any one I love, would you?"

"Not as long as you love him, I suppose," was the sullen answer.

"I shall love him for ever!" she cried.

 "And he?"

"For ever, too!"

"He had better."

She shrank from him. Then she laughed and put her hand on his arm. He was
merely a boy.

At the Marble Arch they hailed an omnibus, which left them close to their
shabby home in the Euston Road. It was after five o'clock, and Sibyl had to lie
down for a couple of hours before acting. Jim insisted that she should do so. He
said that he would sooner part with her when their mother was not present. She
would be sure to make a scene, and he detested scenes of every kind.

In Sybil's own room they parted. There was jealousy in the lad's heart, and a
fierce murderous hatred of the stranger who, as it seemed to him, had come
between them. Yet, when her arms were flung round his neck, and her fingers
strayed through his hair, he softened and kissed her with real affection. There were
tears in his eyes as he went downstairs.

His mother was waiting for him below. She grumbled at his unpunctuality, as
he entered. He made no answer, but sat down to his meagre meal. The flies buzzed
round the table and crawled over the stained cloth. Through the rumble of
omnibuses, and the clatter of street-cabs, he could hear the droning voice devouring
each minute that was left to him.

After some time, he thrust away his plate and put his head in his hands. He felt
that he had a right to know. It should have been told to him before, if it was as he
suspected. Leaden with fear, his mother watched him. Words dropped mechanically
from her lips. A tattered lace handkerchief twitched in her fingers. When the clock
struck six, he got up and went to the door. Then he turned back and looked at her.
Their eyes met. In hers he saw a wild appeal for mercy. It enraged him.

"Mother, I have something to ask you," he said. Her eyes wandered vaguely
about the room. She made no answer. "Tell me the truth. I have a right to know.
Were you married to my father?"

She heaved a deep sigh. It was a sigh of relief. The terrible moment, the
moment that night and day, for weeks and months, she had dreaded, had come at
last, and yet she felt no terror. Indeed, in some measure it was a disappointment to
her. The vulgar directness of the question called for a direct answer. The situation
had not been gradually led up to. It was crude. It reminded her of a bad rehearsal.

"No," she answered, wondering at the harsh simplicity of life.

 "My father was a scoundrel then!" cried the lad, clenching his fists.

She shook her head. "I knew he was not free. We loved each other very much.
If he had lived, he would have made provision for us. Don't speak against him, my
son. He was your father, and a gentleman. Indeed, he was highly connected."

An oath broke from his lips. "I don't care for myself," he exclaimed, "but don't
let Sibyl.... It is a gentleman, isn't it, who is in love with her, or says he is? Highly
connected, too, I suppose."

For a moment a hideous sense of humiliation came over the woman. Her head
drooped. She wiped her eyes with shaking hands. "Sibyl has a mother," she
murmured; "I had none."

The lad was touched. He went towards her, and stooping down, he kissed her.
"I am sorry if I have pained you by asking about my father," he said, "but I could
not help it. I must go now. Good-bye. Don't forget that you will have only one child
now to look after, and believe me that if this man wrongs my sister, I will find out
who he is, track him down, and kill him like a dog. I swear it."

The exaggerated folly of the threat, the passionate gesture that accompanied it,
the mad melodramatic words, made life seem more vivid to her. She was familiar
with the atmosphere. She breathed more freely, and for the first time for many
months she really admired her son. She would have liked to have continued the
scene on the same emotional scale, but he cut her short. Trunks had to be carried
down and mufflers looked for. The lodging-house drudge bustled in and out. There
was the bargaining with the cabman. The moment was lost in vulgar details. It was
with a renewed feeling of disappointment that she waved the tattered lace
handkerchief from the window, as her son drove away. She was conscious that a
great opportunity had been wasted. She consoled herself by telling Sibyl how
desolate she felt her life would be, now that she had only one child to look after.
She remembered the phrase. It had pleased her. Of the threat she said nothing. It
was vividly and dramatically expressed. She felt that they would all laugh at it
some day.

CHAPTER 6

"I suppose you have heard the news, Basil?" said Lord Henry that evening as
Hallward was shown into a little private room at the Bristol where dinner had been
laid for three.
 "No, Harry," answered the artist, giving his hat and coat to the bowing waiter.
"What is it? Nothing about politics, I hope! They don't interest me. There is hardly
a single person in the House of Commons worth painting, though many of them
would be the better for a little whitewashing."

"Dorian Gray is engaged to be married," said Lord Henry, watching him as he

spoke.

Hallward started and then frowned. "Dorian engaged to be married!" he cried.

"Impossible!"

"It is perfectly true."

"To whom?"

"To some little actress or other."

"I can't believe it. Dorian is far too sensible."

"Dorian is far too wise not to do foolish things now and then, my dear Basil."

"Marriage is hardly a thing that one can do now and then, Harry."

"Except in America," rejoined Lord Henry languidly. "But I didn't say he was
married. I said he was engaged to be married. There is a great difference. I have a
distinct remembrance of being married, but I have no recollection at all of being
engaged. I am inclined to think that I never was engaged."

"But think of Dorian's birth, and position, and wealth. It would be absurd for
him to marry so much beneath him."

"If you want to make him marry this girl, tell him that, Basil. He is sure to do
it, then. Whenever a man does a thoroughly stupid thing, it is always from the
noblest motives."

"I hope the girl is good, Harry. I don't want to see Dorian tied to some vile
creature, who might degrade his nature and ruin his intellect."

"Oh, she is better than good--she is beautiful," murmured Lord Henry, sipping
a glass of vermouth and orange-bitters. "Dorian says she is beautiful, and he is not
often wrong about things of that kind. Your portrait of him has quickened his
appreciation of the personal appearance of other people. It has had that excellent
effect, amongst others. We are to see her to-night, if that boy doesn't forget his
appointment."

"Are you serious?"

 "Quite serious, Basil. I should be miserable if I thought I should ever be more
serious than I am at the present moment."

"But do you approve of it, Harry?" asked the painter, walking up and down the
room and biting his lip. "You can't approve of it, possibly. It is some silly
infatuation."

"I never approve, or disapprove, of anything now. It is an absurd attitude to

take towards life. We are not sent into the world to air our moral prejudices. I never
take any notice of what common people say, and I never interfere with what
charming people do. If a personality fascinates me, whatever mode of expression
that personality selects is absolutely delightful to me. Dorian Gray falls in love with
a beautiful girl who acts Juliet, and proposes to marry her. Why not? If he wedded
Messalina, he would be none the less interesting. You know I am not a champion of
marriage. The real drawback to marriage is that it makes one unselfish. And
unselfish people are colourless. They lack individuality. Still, there are certain
temperaments that marriage makes more complex. They retain their egotism, and
add to it many other egos. They are forced to have more than one life. They become
more highly organized, and to be highly organized is, I should fancy, the object of
man's existence. Besides, every experience is of value, and whatever one may say
against marriage, it is certainly an experience. I hope that Dorian Gray will make
this girl his wife, passionately adore her for six months, and then suddenly become
fascinated by some one else. He would be a wonderful study."

"You don't mean a single word of all that, Harry; you know you don't. If
Dorian Gray's life were spoiled, no one would be sorrier than yourself. You are
much better than you pretend to be."

Lord Henry laughed. "The reason we all like to think so well of others is that
we are all afraid for ourselves. The basis of optimism is sheer terror. We think that
we are generous because we credit our neighbour with the possession of those
virtues that are likely to be a benefit to us. We praise the banker that we may
overdraw our account, and find good qualities in the highwayman in the hope that
he may spare our pockets. I mean everything that I have said. I have the greatest
contempt for optimism. As for a spoiled life, no life is spoiled but one whose
growth is arrested. If you want to mar a nature, you have merely to reform it. As for
marriage, of course that would be silly, but there are other and more interesting
bonds between men and women. I will certainly encourage them. They have the
charm of being fashionable. But here is Dorian himself. He will tell you more than
I can."

"My dear Harry, my dear Basil, you must both congratulate me!" said the lad,
throwing off his evening cape with its satin-lined wings and shaking each of his
friends by the hand in turn. "I have never been so happy. Of course, it is sudden--all
really delightful things are. And yet it seems to me to be the one thing I have been
looking for all my life." He was flushed with excitement and pleasure, and looked
extraordinarily handsome.

"I hope you will always be very happy, Dorian," said Hallward, "but I don't
quite forgive you for not having let me know of your engagement. You let Harry
know."

"And I don't forgive you for being late for dinner," broke in Lord Henry,
putting his hand on the lad's shoulder and smiling as he spoke. "Come, let us sit
down and try what the new chef here is like, and then you will tell us how it all
came about."

"There is really not much to tell," cried Dorian as they took their seats at the
small round table. "What happened was simply this. After I left you yesterday
evening, Harry, I dressed, had some dinner at that little Italian restaurant in Rupert
Street you introduced me to, and went down at eight o'clock to the theatre. Sibyl
was playing Rosalind. Of course, the scenery was dreadful and the Orlando absurd.
But Sibyl! You should have seen her! When she came on in her boy's clothes, she
was perfectly wonderful. She wore a moss-coloured velvet jerkin with cinnamon
sleeves, slim, brown, cross-gartered hose, a dainty little green cap with a hawk's
feather caught in a jewel, and a hooded cloak lined with dull red. She had never
seemed to me more exquisite. She had all the delicate grace of that Tanagra
figurine that you have in your studio, Basil. Her hair clustered round her face like
dark leaves round a pale rose. As for her acting--well, you shall see her to-night.
She is simply a born artist. I sat in the dingy box absolutely enthralled. I forgot that
I was in London and in the nineteenth century. I was away with my love in a forest
that no man had ever seen. After the performance was over, I went behind and
spoke to her. As we were sitting together, suddenly there came into her eyes a look
that I had never seen there before. My lips moved towards hers. We kissed each
other. I can't describe to you what I felt at that moment. It seemed to me that all my
life had been narrowed to one perfect point of rose-coloured joy. She trembled all
over and shook like a white narcissus. Then she flung herself on her knees and
kissed my hands. I feel that I should not tell you all this, but I can't help it. Of
course, our engagement is a dead secret. She has not even told her own mother. I
don't know what my guardians will say. Lord Radley is sure to be furious. I don't
care. I shall be of age in less than a year, and then I can do what I like. I have been
right, Basil, haven't I, to take my love out of poetry and to find my wife in
Shakespeare's plays? Lips that Shakespeare taught to speak have whispered their
secret in my ear. I have had the arms of Rosalind around me, and kissed Juliet on
the mouth."

"Yes, Dorian, I suppose you were right," said Hallward slowly.

"Have you seen her to-day?" asked Lord Henry.

 Dorian Gray shook his head. "I left her in the forest of Arden; I shall find her
in an orchard in Verona."

Lord Henry sipped his champagne in a meditative manner. "At what particular
point did you mention the word marriage, Dorian? And what did she say in answer?
Perhaps you forgot all about it."

"My dear Harry, I did not treat it as a business transaction, and I did not make
any formal proposal. I told her that I loved her, and she said she was not worthy to
be my wife. Not worthy! Why, the whole world is nothing to me compared with
her."

"Women are wonderfully practical," murmured Lord Henry, "much more

practical than we are. In situations of that kind we often forget to say anything
about marriage, and they always remind us."

Hallward laid his hand upon his arm. "Don't, Harry. You have annoyed Dorian.
He is not like other men. He would never bring misery upon any one. His nature is
too fine for that."

Lord Henry looked across the table. "Dorian is never annoyed with me," he
answered. "I asked the question for the best reason possible, for the only reason,
indeed, that excuses one for asking any question--simple curiosity. I have a theory
that it is always the women who propose to us, and not we who propose to the
women. Except, of course, in middle-class life. But then the middle classes are not
modern."

Dorian Gray laughed, and tossed his head. "You are quite incorrigible, Harry;
but I don't mind. It is impossible to be angry with you. When you see Sibyl Vane,
you will feel that the man who could wrong her would be a beast, a beast without a
heart. I cannot understand how any one can wish to shame the thing he loves. I love
Sibyl Vane. I want to place her on a pedestal of gold and to see the world worship
the woman who is mine. What is marriage? An irrevocable vow. You mock at it for
that. Ah! don't mock. It is an irrevocable vow that I want to take. Her trust makes
me faithful, her belief makes me good. When I am with her, I regret all that you
have taught me. I become different from what you have known me to be. I am
changed, and the mere touch of Sibyl Vane's hand makes me forget you and all
your wrong, fascinating, poisonous, delightful theories."

"And those are ...?" asked Lord Henry, helping himself to some salad.

"Oh, your theories about life, your theories about love, your theories about
pleasure. All your theories, in fact, Harry."
 "Pleasure is the only thing worth having a theory about," he answered in his
slow melodious voice. "But I am afraid I cannot claim my theory as my own. It
belongs to Nature, not to me. Pleasure is Nature's test, her sign of approval. When
we are happy, we are always good, but when we are good, we are not always
happy."

"Ah! but what do you mean by good?" cried Basil Hallward.

"Yes," echoed Dorian, leaning back in his chair and looking at Lord Henry
over the heavy clusters of purple-lipped irises that stood in the centre of the table,
"what do you mean by good, Harry?"

"To be good is to be in harmony with one's self," he replied, touching the thin
stem of his glass with his pale, fine-pointed fingers. "Discord is to be forced to be
in harmony with others. One's own life--that is the important thing. As for the lives
of one's neighbours, if one wishes to be a prig or a Puritan, one can flaunt one's
moral views about them, but they are not one's concern. Besides, individualism has
really the higher aim. Modern morality consists in accepting the standard of one's
age. I consider that for any man of culture to accept the standard of his age is a
form of the grossest immorality."

"But, surely, if one lives merely for one's self, Harry, one pays a terrible price
for doing so?" suggested the painter.

"Yes, we are overcharged for everything nowadays. I should fancy that the real
tragedy of the poor is that they can afford nothing but self-denial. Beautiful sins,
like beautiful things, are the privilege of the rich."

"One has to pay in other ways but money."

"What sort of ways, Basil?"

"Oh! I should fancy in remorse, in suffering, in ... well, in the consciousness of

degradation."

Lord Henry shrugged his shoulders. "My dear fellow, mediaeval art is
charming, but mediaeval emotions are out of date. One can use them in fiction, of
course. But then the only things that one can use in fiction are the things that one
has ceased to use in fact. Believe me, no civilized man ever regrets a pleasure, and
no uncivilized man ever knows what a pleasure is."

"I know what pleasure is," cried Dorian Gray. "It is to adore some one."

"That is certainly better than being adored," he answered, toying with some
fruits. "Being adored is a nuisance. Women treat us just as humanity treats its gods.
They worship us, and are always bothering us to do something for them."
 "I should have said that whatever they ask for they had first given to us,"
murmured the lad gravely. "They create love in our natures. They have a right to
demand it back."

"That is quite true, Dorian," cried Hallward.

"Nothing is ever quite true," said Lord Henry.

"This is," interrupted Dorian. "You must admit, Harry, that women give to men
the very gold of their lives."

"Possibly," he sighed, "but they invariably want it back in such very small
change. That is the worry. Women, as some witty Frenchman once put it, inspire us
with the desire to do masterpieces and always prevent us from carrying them out."

"Harry, you are dreadful! I don't know why I like you so much."

"You will always like me, Dorian," he replied. "Will you have some coffee,
you fellows? Waiter, bring coffee, and fine-champagne, and some cigarettes. No,
don't mind the cigarettes--I have some. Basil, I can't allow you to smoke cigars.
You must have a cigarette. A cigarette is the perfect type of a perfect pleasure. It is
exquisite, and it leaves one unsatisfied. What more can one want? Yes, Dorian, you
will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you have never had the
courage to commit."

"What nonsense you talk, Harry!" cried the lad, taking a light from a fire-
breathing silver dragon that the waiter had placed on the table. "Let us go down to
the theatre. When Sibyl comes on the stage you will have a new ideal of life. She
will represent something to you that you have never known."

"I have known everything," said Lord Henry, with a tired look in his eyes, "but
I am always ready for a new emotion. I am afraid, however, that, for me at any rate,
there is no such thing. Still, your wonderful girl may thrill me. I love acting. It is so
much more real than life. Let us go. Dorian, you will come with me. I am so sorry,
Basil, but there is only room for two in the brougham. You must follow us in a
hansom."

They got up and put on their coats, sipping their coffee standing. The painter
was silent and preoccupied. There was a gloom over him. He could not bear this
marriage, and yet it seemed to him to be better than many other things that might
have happened. After a few minutes, they all passed downstairs. He drove off by
himself, as had been arranged, and watched the flashing lights of the little
brougham in front of him. A strange sense of loss came over him. He felt that
Dorian Gray would never again be to him all that he had been in the past. Life had
come between them.... His eyes darkened, and the crowded flaring streets became
blurred to his eyes. When the cab drew up at the theatre, it seemed to him that he
had grown years older.

CHAPTER 7

For some reason or other, the house was crowded that night, and the fat Jew
manager who met them at the door was beaming from ear to ear with an oily
tremulous smile. He escorted them to their box with a sort of pompous humility,
waving his fat jewelled hands and talking at the top of his voice. Dorian Gray
loathed him more than ever. He felt as if he had come to look for Miranda and had
been met by Caliban. Lord Henry, upon the other hand, rather liked him. At least he
declared he did, and insisted on shaking him by the hand and assuring him that he
was proud to meet a man who had discovered a real genius and gone bankrupt over
a poet. Hallward amused himself with watching the faces in the pit. The heat was
terribly oppressive, and the huge sunlight flamed like a monstrous dahlia with
petals of yellow fire. The youths in the gallery had taken off their coats and
waistcoats and hung them over the side. They talked to each other across the theatre
and shared their oranges with the tawdry girls who sat beside them. Some women
were laughing in the pit. Their voices were horribly shrill and discordant. The
sound of the popping of corks came from the bar.

"What a place to find one's divinity in!" said Lord Henry.

"Yes!" answered Dorian Gray. "It was here I found her, and she is divine
beyond all living things. When she acts, you will forget everything. These common
rough people, with their coarse faces and brutal gestures, become quite different
when she is on the stage. They sit silently and watch her. They weep and laugh as
she wills them to do. She makes them as responsive as a violin. She spiritualizes
them, and one feels that they are of the same flesh and blood as one's self."

"The same flesh and blood as one's self! Oh, I hope not!" exclaimed Lord
Henry, who was scanning the occupants of the gallery through his opera-glass.

"Don't pay any attention to him, Dorian," said the painter. "I understand what
you mean, and I believe in this girl. Any one you love must be marvellous, and any
girl who has the effect you describe must be fine and noble. To spiritualize one's
age--that is something worth doing. If this girl can give a soul to those who have
lived without one, if she can create the sense of beauty in people whose lives have
been sordid and ugly, if she can strip them of their selfishness and lend them tears
for sorrows that are not their own, she is worthy of all your adoration, worthy of the
adoration of the world. This marriage is quite right. I did not think so at first, but I
admit it now. The gods made Sibyl Vane for you. Without her you would have
been incomplete."

"Thanks, Basil," answered Dorian Gray, pressing his hand. "I knew that you
would understand me. Harry is so cynical, he terrifies me. But here is the orchestra.
It is quite dreadful, but it only lasts for about five minutes. Then the curtain rises,
and you will see the girl to whom I am going to give all my life, to whom I have
given everything that is good in me."

A quarter of an hour afterwards, amidst an extraordinary turmoil of applause,

Sibyl Vane stepped on to the stage. Yes, she was certainly lovely to look at--one of
the loveliest creatures, Lord Henry thought, that he had ever seen. There was
something of the fawn in her shy grace and startled eyes. A faint blush, like the
shadow of a rose in a mirror of silver, came to her cheeks as she glanced at the
crowded enthusiastic house. She stepped back a few paces and her lips seemed to
tremble. Basil Hallward leaped to his feet and began to applaud. Motionless, and as
one in a dream, sat Dorian Gray, gazing at her. Lord Henry peered through his
glasses, murmuring, "Charming! charming!"

The scene was the hall of Capulet's house, and Romeo in his pilgrim's dress
had entered with Mercutio and his other friends. The band, such as it was, struck up
a few bars of music, and the dance began. Through the crowd of ungainly, shabbily
dressed actors, Sibyl Vane moved like a creature from a finer world. Her body
swayed, while she danced, as a plant sways in the water. The curves of her throat
were the curves of a white lily. Her hands seemed to be made of cool ivory.

Yet she was curiously listless. She showed no sign of joy when her eyes rested
on Romeo. The few words she had to speak--

Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much,

Which mannerly devotion shows in this;
For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch,
And palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss--

with the brief dialogue that follows, were spoken in a thoroughly artificial
manner. The voice was exquisite, but from the point of view of tone it was
absolutely false. It was wrong in colour. It took away all the life from the verse. It
made the passion unreal.

Dorian Gray grew pale as he watched her. He was puzzled and anxious.
Neither of his friends dared to say anything to him. She seemed to them to be
absolutely incompetent. They were horribly disappointed.

Yet they felt that the true test of any Juliet is the balcony scene of the second
act. They waited for that. If she failed there, there was nothing in her.
 She looked charming as she came out in the moonlight. That could not be
denied. But the staginess of her acting was unbearable, and grew worse as she went
on. Her gestures became absurdly artificial. She overemphasized everything that
she had to say. The beautiful passage--

Thou knowest the mask of night is on my face,

Else would a maiden blush bepaint my cheek
For that which thou hast heard me speak to-night--

was declaimed with the painful precision of a schoolgirl who has been taught
to recite by some second-rate professor of elocution. When she leaned over the
balcony and came to those wonderful lines--

Although I joy in thee,

I have no joy of this contract to-night:
It is too rash, too unadvised, too sudden;
Too like the lightning, which doth cease to be
Ere one can say, "It lightens." Sweet, good-night!
This bud of love by summer's ripening breath
May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet--

she spoke the words as though they conveyed no meaning to her. It was not
nervousness. Indeed, so far from being nervous, she was absolutely self-contained.
It was simply bad art. She was a complete failure.

Even the common uneducated audience of the pit and gallery lost their interest
in the play. They got restless, and began to talk loudly and to whistle. The Jew
manager, who was standing at the back of the dress-circle, stamped and swore with
rage. The only person unmoved was the girl herself.

When the second act was over, there came a storm of hisses, and Lord Henry
got up from his chair and put on his coat. "She is quite beautiful, Dorian," he said,
"but she can't act. Let us go."

"I am going to see the play through," answered the lad, in a hard bitter voice. "I
am awfully sorry that I have made you waste an evening, Harry. I apologize to you
both."

"My dear Dorian, I should think Miss Vane was ill," interrupted Hallward.
"We will come some other night."

"I wish she were ill," he rejoined. "But she seems to me to be simply callous
and cold. She has entirely altered. Last night she was a great artist. This evening
she is merely a commonplace mediocre actress."

"Don't talk like that about any one you love, Dorian. Love is a more wonderful
thing than art."
 "They are both simply forms of imitation," remarked Lord Henry. "But do let
us go. Dorian, you must not stay here any longer. It is not good for one's morals to
see bad acting. Besides, I don't suppose you will want your wife to act, so what
does it matter if she plays Juliet like a wooden doll? She is very lovely, and if she
knows as little about life as she does about acting, she will be a delightful
experience. There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating--people
who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing. Good
heavens, my dear boy, don't look so tragic! The secret of remaining young is never
to have an emotion that is unbecoming. Come to the club with Basil and myself.
We will smoke cigarettes and drink to the beauty of Sibyl Vane. She is beautiful.
What more can you want?"

"Go away, Harry," cried the lad. "I want to be alone. Basil, you must go. Ah!
can't you see that my heart is breaking?" The hot tears came to his eyes. His lips
trembled, and rushing to the back of the box, he leaned up against the wall, hiding
his face in his hands.

"Let us go, Basil," said Lord Henry with a strange tenderness in his voice, and
the two young men passed out together.

A few moments afterwards the footlights flared up and the curtain rose on the
third act. Dorian Gray went back to his seat. He looked pale, and proud, and
indifferent. The play dragged on, and seemed interminable. Half of the audience
went out, tramping in heavy boots and laughing. The whole thing was a fiasco. The
last act was played to almost empty benches. The curtain went down on a titter and
some groans.

As soon as it was over, Dorian Gray rushed behind the scenes into the
greenroom. The girl was standing there alone, with a look of triumph on her face.
Her eyes were lit with an exquisite fire. There was a radiance about her. Her parted
lips were smiling over some secret of their own.

When he entered, she looked at him, and an expression of infinite joy came
over her. "How badly I acted to-night, Dorian!" she cried.

"Horribly!" he answered, gazing at her in amazement. "Horribly! It was

dreadful. Are you ill? You have no idea what it was. You have no idea what I
suffered."

The girl smiled. "Dorian," she answered, lingering over his name with long-
drawn music in her voice, as though it were sweeter than honey to the red petals of
her mouth. "Dorian, you should have understood. But you understand now, don't
you?"

"Understand what?" he asked, angrily.

 "Why I was so bad to-night. Why I shall always be bad. Why I shall never act
well again."

He shrugged his shoulders. "You are ill, I suppose. When you are ill you
shouldn't act. You make yourself ridiculous. My friends were bored. I was bored."

She seemed not to listen to him. She was transfigured with joy. An ecstasy of
happiness dominated her.

"Dorian, Dorian," she cried, "before I knew you, acting was the one reality of
my life. It was only in the theatre that I lived. I thought that it was all true. I was
Rosalind one night and Portia the other. The joy of Beatrice was my joy, and the
sorrows of Cordelia were mine also. I believed in everything. The common people
who acted with me seemed to me to be godlike. The painted scenes were my world.
I knew nothing but shadows, and I thought them real. You came--oh, my beautiful
love!--and you freed my soul from prison. You taught me what reality really is. To-
night, for the first time in my life, I saw through the hollowness, the sham, the
silliness of the empty pageant in which I had always played. To-night, for the first
time, I became conscious that the Romeo was hideous, and old, and painted, that
the moonlight in the orchard was false, that the scenery was vulgar, and that the
words I had to speak were unreal, were not my words, were not what I wanted to
say. You had brought me something higher, something of which all art is but a
reflection. You had made me understand what love really is. My love! My love!
Prince Charming! Prince of life! I have grown sick of shadows. You are more to
me than all art can ever be. What have I to do with the puppets of a play? When I
came on to-night, I could not understand how it was that everything had gone from
me. I thought that I was going to be wonderful. I found that I could do nothing.
Suddenly it dawned on my soul what it all meant. The knowledge was exquisite to
me. I heard them hissing, and I smiled. What could they know of love such as ours?
Take me away, Dorian--take me away with you, where we can be quite alone. I
hate the stage. I might mimic a passion that I do not feel, but I cannot mimic one
that burns me like fire. Oh, Dorian, Dorian, you understand now what it signifies?
Even if I could do it, it would be profanation for me to play at being in love. You
have made me see that."

He flung himself down on the sofa and turned away his face. "You have killed
my love," he muttered.

She looked at him in wonder and laughed. He made no answer. She came
across to him, and with her little fingers stroked his hair. She knelt down and
pressed his hands to her lips. He drew them away, and a shudder ran through him.

Then he leaped up and went to the door. "Yes," he cried, "you have killed my
love. You used to stir my imagination. Now you don't even stir my curiosity. You
simply produce no effect. I loved you because you were marvellous, because you
had genius and intellect, because you realized the dreams of great poets and gave
shape and substance to the shadows of art. You have thrown it all away. You are
shallow and stupid. My God! how mad I was to love you! What a fool I have been!
You are nothing to me now. I will never see you again. I will never think of you. I
will never mention your name. You don't know what you were to me, once. Why,
once ... Oh, I can't bear to think of it! I wish I had never laid eyes upon you! You
have spoiled the romance of my life. How little you can know of love, if you say it
mars your art! Without your art, you are nothing. I would have made you famous,
splendid, magnificent. The world would have worshipped you, and you would have
borne my name. What are you now? A third-rate actress with a pretty face."

The girl grew white, and trembled. She clenched her hands together, and her
voice seemed to catch in her throat. "You are not serious, Dorian?" she murmured.
"You are acting."

"Acting! I leave that to you. You do it so well," he answered bitterly.

She rose from her knees and, with a piteous expression of pain in her face,
came across the room to him. She put her hand upon his arm and looked into his
eyes. He thrust her back. "Don't touch me!" he cried.

A low moan broke from her, and she flung herself at his feet and lay there like
a trampled flower. "Dorian, Dorian, don't leave me!" she whispered. "I am so sorry
I didn't act well. I was thinking of you all the time. But I will try--indeed, I will try.
It came so suddenly across me, my love for you. I think I should never have known
it if you had not kissed me--if we had not kissed each other. Kiss me again, my
love. Don't go away from me. I couldn't bear it. Oh! don't go away from me. My
brother ... No; never mind. He didn't mean it. He was in jest.... But you, oh! can't
you forgive me for to-night? I will work so hard and try to improve. Don't be cruel
to me, because I love you better than anything in the world. After all, it is only once
that I have not pleased you. But you are quite right, Dorian. I should have shown
myself more of an artist. It was foolish of me, and yet I couldn't help it. Oh, don't
leave me, don't leave me." A fit of passionate sobbing choked her. She crouched on
the floor like a wounded thing, and Dorian Gray, with his beautiful eyes, looked
down at her, and his chiselled lips curled in exquisite disdain. There is always
something ridiculous about the emotions of people whom one has ceased to love.
Sibyl Vane seemed to him to be absurdly melodramatic. Her tears and sobs
annoyed him.

"I am going," he said at last in his calm clear voice. "I don't wish to be unkind,
but I can't see you again. You have disappointed me."

She wept silently, and made no answer, but crept nearer. Her little hands
stretched blindly out, and appeared to be seeking for him. He turned on his heel and
left the room. In a few moments he was out of the theatre.
 Where he went to he hardly knew. He remembered wandering through dimly
lit streets, past gaunt, black-shadowed archways and evil-looking houses. Women
with hoarse voices and harsh laughter had called after him. Drunkards had reeled
by, cursing and chattering to themselves like monstrous apes. He had seen
grotesque children huddled upon door-steps, and heard shrieks and oaths from
gloomy courts.

As the dawn was just breaking, he found himself close to Covent Garden. The
darkness lifted, and, flushed with faint fires, the sky hollowed itself into a perfect
pearl. Huge carts filled with nodding lilies rumbled slowly down the polished
empty street. The air was heavy with the perfume of the flowers, and their beauty
seemed to bring him an anodyne for his pain. He followed into the market and
watched the men unloading their waggons. A white-smocked carter offered him
some cherries. He thanked him, wondered why he refused to accept any money for
them, and began to eat them listlessly. They had been plucked at midnight, and the
coldness of the moon had entered into them. A long line of boys carrying crates of
striped tulips, and of yellow and red roses, defiled in front of him, threading their
way through the huge, jade-green piles of vegetables. Under the portico, with its
grey, sun-bleached pillars, loitered a troop of draggled bareheaded girls, waiting for
the auction to be over. Others crowded round the swinging doors of the coffee-
house in the piazza. The heavy cart-horses slipped and stamped upon the rough
stones, shaking their bells and trappings. Some of the drivers were lying asleep on a
pile of sacks. Iris-necked and pink-footed, the pigeons ran about picking up seeds.

After a little while, he hailed a hansom and drove home. For a few moments he
loitered upon the doorstep, looking round at the silent square, with its blank, close-
shuttered windows and its staring blinds. The sky was pure opal now, and the roofs
of the houses glistened like silver against it. From some chimney opposite a thin
wreath of smoke was rising. It curled, a violet riband, through the nacre-coloured
air.

In the huge gilt Venetian lantern, spoil of some Doge's barge, that hung from
the ceiling of the great, oak-panelled hall of entrance, lights were still burning from
three flickering jets: thin blue petals of flame they seemed, rimmed with white fire.
He turned them out and, having thrown his hat and cape on the table, passed
through the library towards the door of his bedroom, a large octagonal chamber on
the ground floor that, in his new-born feeling for luxury, he had just had decorated
for himself and hung with some curious Renaissance tapestries that had been
discovered stored in a disused attic at Selby Royal. As he was turning the handle of
the door, his eye fell upon the portrait Basil Hallward had painted of him. He
started back as if in surprise. Then he went on into his own room, looking
somewhat puzzled. After he had taken the button-hole out of his coat, he seemed to
hesitate. Finally, he came back, went over to the picture, and examined it. In the
dim arrested light that struggled through the cream-coloured silk blinds, the face
appeared to him to be a little changed. The expression looked different. One would
have said that there was a touch of cruelty in the mouth. It was certainly strange.

He turned round and, walking to the window, drew up the blind. The bright
dawn flooded the room and swept the fantastic shadows into dusky corners, where
they lay shuddering. But the strange expression that he had noticed in the face of
the portrait seemed to linger there, to be more intensified even. The quivering
ardent sunlight showed him the lines of cruelty round the mouth as clearly as if he
had been looking into a mirror after he had done some dreadful thing.

He winced and, taking up from the table an oval glass framed in ivory Cupids,
one of Lord Henry's many presents to him, glanced hurriedly into its polished
depths. No line like that warped his red lips. What did it mean?

He rubbed his eyes, and came close to the picture, and examined it again.
There were no signs of any change when he looked into the actual painting, and yet
there was no doubt that the whole expression had altered. It was not a mere fancy
of his own. The thing was horribly apparent.

He threw himself into a chair and began to think. Suddenly there flashed across
his mind what he had said in Basil Hallward's studio the day the picture had been
finished. Yes, he remembered it perfectly. He had uttered a mad wish that he
himself might remain young, and the portrait grow old; that his own beauty might
be untarnished, and the face on the canvas bear the burden of his passions and his
sins; that the painted image might be seared with the lines of suffering and thought,
and that he might keep all the delicate bloom and loveliness of his then just
conscious boyhood. Surely his wish had not been fulfilled? Such things were
impossible. It seemed monstrous even to think of them. And, yet, there was the
picture before him, with the touch of cruelty in the mouth.

Cruelty! Had he been cruel? It was the girl's fault, not his. He had dreamed of
her as a great artist, had given his love to her because he had thought her great.
Then she had disappointed him. She had been shallow and unworthy. And, yet, a
feeling of infinite regret came over him, as he thought of her lying at his feet
sobbing like a little child. He remembered with what callousness he had watched
her. Why had he been made like that? Why had such a soul been given to him? But
he had suffered also. During the three terrible hours that the play had lasted, he had
lived centuries of pain, aeon upon aeon of torture. His life was well worth hers. She
had marred him for a moment, if he had wounded her for an age. Besides, women
were better suited to bear sorrow than men. They lived on their emotions. They
only thought of their emotions. When they took lovers, it was merely to have some
one with whom they could have scenes. Lord Henry had told him that, and Lord
Henry knew what women were. Why should he trouble about Sibyl Vane? She was
nothing to him now.
 But the picture? What was he to say of that? It held the secret of his life, and
told his story. It had taught him to love his own beauty. Would it teach him to
loathe his own soul? Would he ever look at it again?

No; it was merely an illusion wrought on the troubled senses. The horrible
night that he had passed had left phantoms behind it. Suddenly there had fallen
upon his brain that tiny scarlet speck that makes men mad. The picture had not
changed. It was folly to think so.

Yet it was watching him, with its beautiful marred face and its cruel smile. Its
bright hair gleamed in the early sunlight. Its blue eyes met his own. A sense of
infinite pity, not for himself, but for the painted image of himself, came over him. It
had altered already, and would alter more. Its gold would wither into grey. Its red
and white roses would die. For every sin that he committed, a stain would fleck and
wreck its fairness. But he would not sin. The picture, changed or unchanged, would
be to him the visible emblem of conscience. He would resist temptation. He would
not see Lord Henry any more--would not, at any rate, listen to those subtle
poisonous theories that in Basil Hallward's garden had first stirred within him the
passion for impossible things. He would go back to Sibyl Vane, make her amends,
marry her, try to love her again. Yes, it was his duty to do so. She must have
suffered more than he had. Poor child! He had been selfish and cruel to her. The
fascination that she had exercised over him would return. They would be happy
together. His life with her would be beautiful and pure.

He got up from his chair and drew a large screen right in front of the portrait,
shuddering as he glanced at it. "How horrible!" he murmured to himself, and he
walked across to the window and opened it. When he stepped out on to the grass,
he drew a deep breath. The fresh morning air seemed to drive away all his sombre
passions. He thought only of Sibyl. A faint echo of his love came back to him. He
repeated her name over and over again. The birds that were singing in the dew-
drenched garden seemed to be telling the flowers about her.

CHAPTER 8

It was long past noon when he awoke. His valet had crept several times on
tiptoe into the room to see if he was stirring, and had wondered what made his
young master sleep so late. Finally his bell sounded, and Victor came in softly with
a cup of tea, and a pile of letters, on a small tray of old Sevres china, and drew back
the olive-satin curtains, with their shimmering blue lining, that hung in front of the
three tall windows.
 "Monsieur has well slept this morning," he said, smiling.

"What o'clock is it, Victor?" asked Dorian Gray drowsily.

"One hour and a quarter, Monsieur."

How late it was! He sat up, and having sipped some tea, turned over his letters.
One of them was from Lord Henry, and had been brought by hand that morning. He
hesitated for a moment, and then put it aside. The others he opened listlessly. They
contained the usual collection of cards, invitations to dinner, tickets for private
views, programmes of charity concerts, and the like that are showered on
fashionable young men every morning during the season. There was a rather heavy
bill for a chased silver Louis-Quinze toilet-set that he had not yet had the courage
to send on to his guardians, who were extremely old-fashioned people and did not
realize that we live in an age when unnecessary things are our only necessities; and
there were several very courteously worded communications from Jermyn Street
money-lenders offering to advance any sum of money at a moment's notice and at
the most reasonable rates of interest.

After about ten minutes he got up, and throwing on an elaborate dressing-gown
of silk-embroidered cashmere wool, passed into the onyx-paved bathroom. The
cool water refreshed him after his long sleep. He seemed to have forgotten all that
he had gone through. A dim sense of having taken part in some strange tragedy
came to him once or twice, but there was the unreality of a dream about it.

As soon as he was dressed, he went into the library and sat down to a light
French breakfast that had been laid out for him on a small round table close to the
open window. It was an exquisite day. The warm air seemed laden with spices. A
bee flew in and buzzed round the blue-dragon bowl that, filled with sulphur-yellow
roses, stood before him. He felt perfectly happy.

Suddenly his eye fell on the screen that he had placed in front of the portrait,
and he started.

"Too cold for Monsieur?" asked his valet, putting an omelette on the table. "I
shut the window?"

Dorian shook his head. "I am not cold," he murmured.

Was it all true? Had the portrait really changed? Or had it been simply his own
imagination that had made him see a look of evil where there had been a look of
joy? Surely a painted canvas could not alter? The thing was absurd. It would serve
as a tale to tell Basil some day. It would make him smile.

And, yet, how vivid was his recollection of the whole thing! First in the dim
twilight, and then in the bright dawn, he had seen the touch of cruelty round the
warped lips. He almost dreaded his valet leaving the room. He knew that when he
was alone he would have to examine the portrait. He was afraid of certainty. When
the coffee and cigarettes had been brought and the man turned to go, he felt a wild
desire to tell him to remain. As the door was closing behind him, he called him
back. The man stood waiting for his orders. Dorian looked at him for a moment. "I
am not at home to any one, Victor," he said with a sigh. The man bowed and
retired.

Then he rose from the table, lit a cigarette, and flung himself down on a
luxuriously cushioned couch that stood facing the screen. The screen was an old
one, of gilt Spanish leather, stamped and wrought with a rather florid Louis-
Quatorze pattern. He scanned it curiously, wondering if ever before it had
concealed the secret of a man's life.

Should he move it aside, after all? Why not let it stay there? What was the use
of knowing? If the thing was true, it was terrible. If it was not true, why trouble
about it? But what if, by some fate or deadlier chance, eyes other than his spied
behind and saw the horrible change? What should he do if Basil Hallward came
and asked to look at his own picture? Basil would be sure to do that. No; the thing
had to be examined, and at once. Anything would be better than this dreadful state
of doubt.

He got up and locked both doors. At least he would be alone when he looked
upon the mask of his shame. Then he drew the screen aside and saw himself face to
face. It was perfectly true. The portrait had altered.

As he often remembered afterwards, and always with no small wonder, he

found himself at first gazing at the portrait with a feeling of almost scientific
interest. That such a change should have taken place was incredible to him. And yet
it was a fact. Was there some subtle affinity between the chemical atoms that
shaped themselves into form and colour on the canvas and the soul that was within
him? Could it be that what that soul thought, they realized?--that what it dreamed,
they made true? Or was there some other, more terrible reason? He shuddered, and
felt afraid, and, going back to the couch, lay there, gazing at the picture in sickened
horror.

One thing, however, he felt that it had done for him. It had made him
conscious how unjust, how cruel, he had been to Sibyl Vane. It was not too late to
make reparation for that. She could still be his wife. His unreal and selfish love
would yield to some higher influence, would be transformed into some nobler
passion, and the portrait that Basil Hallward had painted of him would be a guide to
him through life, would be to him what holiness is to some, and conscience to
others, and the fear of God to us all. There were opiates for remorse, drugs that
could lull the moral sense to sleep. But here was a visible symbol of the
degradation of sin. Here was an ever-present sign of the ruin men brought upon
their souls.

Three o'clock struck, and four, and the half-hour rang its double chime, but
Dorian Gray did not stir. He was trying to gather up the scarlet threads of life and
to weave them into a pattern; to find his way through the sanguine labyrinth of
passion through which he was wandering. He did not know what to do, or what to
think. Finally, he went over to the table and wrote a passionate letter to the girl he
had loved, imploring her forgiveness and accusing himself of madness. He covered
page after page with wild words of sorrow and wilder words of pain. There is a
luxury in self-reproach. When we blame ourselves, we feel that no one else has a
right to blame us. It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution. When
Dorian had finished the letter, he felt that he had been forgiven.

Suddenly there came a knock to the door, and he heard Lord Henry's voice
outside. "My dear boy, I must see you. Let me in at once. I can't bear your shutting
yourself up like this."

He made no answer at first, but remained quite still. The knocking still
continued and grew louder. Yes, it was better to let Lord Henry in, and to explain to
him the new life he was going to lead, to quarrel with him if it became necessary to
quarrel, to part if parting was inevitable. He jumped up, drew the screen hastily
across the picture, and unlocked the door.

"I am so sorry for it all, Dorian," said Lord Henry as he entered. "But you must
not think too much about it."

"Do you mean about Sibyl Vane?" asked the lad.

"Yes, of course," answered Lord Henry, sinking into a chair and slowly pulling
off his yellow gloves. "It is dreadful, from one point of view, but it was not your
fault. Tell me, did you go behind and see her, after the play was over?"

"Yes."

"I felt sure you had. Did you make a scene with her?"

"I was brutal, Harry--perfectly brutal. But it is all right now. I am not sorry for
anything that has happened. It has taught me to know myself better."

"Ah, Dorian, I am so glad you take it in that way! I was afraid I would find you
plunged in remorse and tearing that nice curly hair of yours."

"I have got through all that," said Dorian, shaking his head and smiling. "I am
perfectly happy now. I know what conscience is, to begin with. It is not what you
told me it was. It is the divinest thing in us. Don't sneer at it, Harry, any more--at
least not before me. I want to be good. I can't bear the idea of my soul being
hideous."

"A very charming artistic basis for ethics, Dorian! I congratulate you on it. But
how are you going to begin?"

"By marrying Sibyl Vane."

"Marrying Sibyl Vane!" cried Lord Henry, standing up and looking at him in
perplexed amazement. "But, my dear Dorian--"

"Yes, Harry, I know what you are going to say. Something dreadful about
marriage. Don't say it. Don't ever say things of that kind to me again. Two days ago
I asked Sibyl to marry me. I am not going to break my word to her. She is to be my
wife."

"Your wife! Dorian! ... Didn't you get my letter? I wrote to you this morning,
and sent the note down by my own man."

"Your letter? Oh, yes, I remember. I have not read it yet, Harry. I was afraid
there might be something in it that I wouldn't like. You cut life to pieces with your
epigrams."

"You know nothing then?"

"What do you mean?"

Lord Henry walked across the room, and sitting down by Dorian Gray, took
both his hands in his own and held them tightly. "Dorian," he said, "my letter--don't
be frightened--was to tell you that Sibyl Vane is dead."

A cry of pain broke from the lad's lips, and he leaped to his feet, tearing his
hands away from Lord Henry's grasp. "Dead! Sibyl dead! It is not true! It is a
horrible lie! How dare you say it?"

"It is quite true, Dorian," said Lord Henry, gravely. "It is in all the morning
papers. I wrote down to you to ask you not to see any one till I came. There will
have to be an inquest, of course, and you must not be mixed up in it. Things like
that make a man fashionable in Paris. But in London people are so prejudiced.
Here, one should never make one's debut with a scandal. One should reserve that to
give an interest to one's old age. I suppose they don't know your name at the
theatre? If they don't, it is all right. Did any one see you going round to her room?
That is an important point."

Dorian did not answer for a few moments. He was dazed with horror. Finally
he stammered, in a stifled voice, "Harry, did you say an inquest? What did you
mean by that? Did Sibyl--? Oh, Harry, I can't bear it! But be quick. Tell me
everything at once."

"I have no doubt it was not an accident, Dorian, though it must be put in that
way to the public. It seems that as she was leaving the theatre with her mother,
about half-past twelve or so, she said she had forgotten something upstairs. They
waited some time for her, but she did not come down again. They ultimately found
her lying dead on the floor of her dressing-room. She had swallowed something by
mistake, some dreadful thing they use at theatres. I don't know what it was, but it
had either prussic acid or white lead in it. I should fancy it was prussic acid, as she
seems to have died instantaneously."

"Harry, Harry, it is terrible!" cried the lad.

"Yes; it is very tragic, of course, but you must not get yourself mixed up in it. I
see by The Standard that she was seventeen. I should have thought she was almost
younger than that. She looked such a child, and seemed to know so little about
acting. Dorian, you mustn't let this thing get on your nerves. You must come and
dine with me, and afterwards we will look in at the opera. It is a Patti night, and
everybody will be there. You can come to my sister's box. She has got some smart
women with her."

"So I have murdered Sibyl Vane," said Dorian Gray, half to himself,
"murdered her as surely as if I had cut her little throat with a knife. Yet the roses
are not less lovely for all that. The birds sing just as happily in my garden. And to-
night I am to dine with you, and then go on to the opera, and sup somewhere, I
suppose, afterwards. How extraordinarily dramatic life is! If I had read all this in a
book, Harry, I think I would have wept over it. Somehow, now that it has happened
actually, and to me, it seems far too wonderful for tears. Here is the first passionate
love-letter I have ever written in my life. Strange, that my first passionate love-
letter should have been addressed to a dead girl. Can they feel, I wonder, those
white silent people we call the dead? Sibyl! Can she feel, or know, or listen? Oh,
Harry, how I loved her once! It seems years ago to me now. She was everything to
me. Then came that dreadful night--was it really only last night?--when she played
so badly, and my heart almost broke. She explained it all to me. It was terribly
pathetic. But I was not moved a bit. I thought her shallow. Suddenly something
happened that made me afraid. I can't tell you what it was, but it was terrible. I said
I would go back to her. I felt I had done wrong. And now she is dead. My God! My
God! Harry, what shall I do? You don't know the danger I am in, and there is
nothing to keep me straight. She would have done that for me. She had no right to
kill herself. It was selfish of her."

"My dear Dorian," answered Lord Henry, taking a cigarette from his case and
producing a gold-latten matchbox, "the only way a woman can ever reform a man
is by boring him so completely that he loses all possible interest in life. If you had
married this girl, you would have been wretched. Of course, you would have
treated her kindly. One can always be kind to people about whom one cares
nothing. But she would have soon found out that you were absolutely indifferent to
her. And when a woman finds that out about her husband, she either becomes
dreadfully dowdy, or wears very smart bonnets that some other woman's husband
has to pay for. I say nothing about the social mistake, which would have been
abject--which, of course, I would not have allowed--but I assure you that in any
case the whole thing would have been an absolute failure."

"I suppose it would," muttered the lad, walking up and down the room and
looking horribly pale. "But I thought it was my duty. It is not my fault that this
terrible tragedy has prevented my doing what was right. I remember your saying
once that there is a fatality about good resolutions--that they are always made too
late. Mine certainly were."

"Good resolutions are useless attempts to interfere with scientific laws. Their
origin is pure vanity. Their result is absolutely nil. They give us, now and then,
some of those luxurious sterile emotions that have a certain charm for the weak.
That is all that can be said for them. They are simply cheques that men draw on a
bank where they have no account."

"Harry," cried Dorian Gray, coming over and sitting down beside him, "why is
it that I cannot feel this tragedy as much as I want to? I don't think I am heartless.
Do you?"

"You have done too many foolish things during the last fortnight to be entitled
to give yourself that name, Dorian," answered Lord Henry with his sweet
melancholy smile.

The lad frowned. "I don't like that explanation, Harry," he rejoined, "but I am
glad you don't think I am heartless. I am nothing of the kind. I know I am not. And
yet I must admit that this thing that has happened does not affect me as it should. It
seems to me to be simply like a wonderful ending to a wonderful play. It has all the
terrible beauty of a Greek tragedy, a tragedy in which I took a great part, but by
which I have not been wounded."

"It is an interesting question," said Lord Henry, who found an exquisite

pleasure in playing on the lad's unconscious egotism, "an extremely interesting
question. I fancy that the true explanation is this: It often happens that the real
tragedies of life occur in such an inartistic manner that they hurt us by their crude
violence, their absolute incoherence, their absurd want of meaning, their entire lack
of style. They affect us just as vulgarity affects us. They give us an impression of
sheer brute force, and we revolt against that. Sometimes, however, a tragedy that
possesses artistic elements of beauty crosses our lives. If these elements of beauty
are real, the whole thing simply appeals to our sense of dramatic effect. Suddenly
we find that we are no longer the actors, but the spectators of the play. Or rather we
are both. We watch ourselves, and the mere wonder of the spectacle enthralls us. In
the present case, what is it that has really happened? Some one has killed herself for
love of you. I wish that I had ever had such an experience. It would have made me
in love with love for the rest of my life. The people who have adored me--there
have not been very many, but there have been some--have always insisted on living
on, long after I had ceased to care for them, or they to care for me. They have
become stout and tedious, and when I meet them, they go in at once for
reminiscences. That awful memory of woman! What a fearful thing it is! And what
an utter intellectual stagnation it reveals! One should absorb the colour of life, but
one should never remember its details. Details are always vulgar."

"I must sow poppies in my garden," sighed Dorian.

"There is no necessity," rejoined his companion. "Life has always poppies in

her hands. Of course, now and then things linger. I once wore nothing but violets
all through one season, as a form of artistic mourning for a romance that would not
die. Ultimately, however, it did die. I forget what killed it. I think it was her
proposing to sacrifice the whole world for me. That is always a dreadful moment. It
fills one with the terror of eternity. Well--would you believe it?--a week ago, at
Lady Hampshire's, I found myself seated at dinner next the lady in question, and
she insisted on going over the whole thing again, and digging up the past, and
raking up the future. I had buried my romance in a bed of asphodel. She dragged it
out again and assured me that I had spoiled her life. I am bound to state that she ate
an enormous dinner, so I did not feel any anxiety. But what a lack of taste she
showed! The one charm of the past is that it is the past. But women never know
when the curtain has fallen. They always want a sixth act, and as soon as the
interest of the play is entirely over, they propose to continue it. If they were
allowed their own way, every comedy would have a tragic ending, and every
tragedy would culminate in a farce. They are charmingly artificial, but they have no
sense of art. You are more fortunate than I am. I assure you, Dorian, that not one of
the women I have known would have done for me what Sibyl Vane did for you.
Ordinary women always console themselves. Some of them do it by going in for
sentimental colours. Never trust a woman who wears mauve, whatever her age may
be, or a woman over thirty-five who is fond of pink ribbons. It always means that
they have a history. Others find a great consolation in suddenly discovering the
good qualities of their husbands. They flaunt their conjugal felicity in one's face, as
if it were the most fascinating of sins. Religion consoles some. Its mysteries have
all the charm of a flirtation, a woman once told me, and I can quite understand it.
Besides, nothing makes one so vain as being told that one is a sinner. Conscience
makes egotists of us all. Yes; there is really no end to the consolations that women
find in modern life. Indeed, I have not mentioned the most important one."

"What is that, Harry?" said the lad listlessly.

 "Oh, the obvious consolation. Taking some one else's admirer when one loses
one's own. In good society that always whitewashes a woman. But really, Dorian,
how different Sibyl Vane must have been from all the women one meets! There is
something to me quite beautiful about her death. I am glad I am living in a century
when such wonders happen. They make one believe in the reality of the things we
all play with, such as romance, passion, and love."

"I was terribly cruel to her. You forget that."

"I am afraid that women appreciate cruelty, downright cruelty, more than
anything else. They have wonderfully primitive instincts. We have emancipated
them, but they remain slaves looking for their masters, all the same. They love
being dominated. I am sure you were splendid. I have never seen you really and
absolutely angry, but I can fancy how delightful you looked. And, after all, you
said something to me the day before yesterday that seemed to me at the time to be
merely fanciful, but that I see now was absolutely true, and it holds the key to
everything."

"What was that, Harry?"

"You said to me that Sibyl Vane represented to you all the heroines of
romance--that she was Desdemona one night, and Ophelia the other; that if she died
as Juliet, she came to life as Imogen."

"She will never come to life again now," muttered the lad, burying his face in
his hands.

"No, she will never come to life. She has played her last part. But you must
think of that lonely death in the tawdry dressing-room simply as a strange lurid
fragment from some Jacobean tragedy, as a wonderful scene from Webster, or
Ford, or Cyril Tourneur. The girl never really lived, and so she has never really
died. To you at least she was always a dream, a phantom that flitted through
Shakespeare's plays and left them lovelier for its presence, a reed through which
Shakespeare's music sounded richer and more full of joy. The moment she touched
actual life, she marred it, and it marred her, and so she passed away. Mourn for
Ophelia, if you like. Put ashes on your head because Cordelia was strangled. Cry
out against Heaven because the daughter of Brabantio died. But don't waste your
tears over Sibyl Vane. She was less real than they are."

There was a silence. The evening darkened in the room. Noiselessly, and with
silver feet, the shadows crept in from the garden. The colours faded wearily out of
things.

After some time Dorian Gray looked up. "You have explained me to myself,
Harry," he murmured with something of a sigh of relief. "I felt all that you have
said, but somehow I was afraid of it, and I could not express it to myself. How well
you know me! But we will not talk again of what has happened. It has been a
marvellous experience. That is all. I wonder if life has still in store for me anything
as marvellous."

"Life has everything in store for you, Dorian. There is nothing that you, with
your extraordinary good looks, will not be able to do."

"But suppose, Harry, I became haggard, and old, and wrinkled? What then?"

"Ah, then," said Lord Henry, rising to go, "then, my dear Dorian, you would
have to fight for your victories. As it is, they are brought to you. No, you must keep
your good looks. We live in an age that reads too much to be wise, and that thinks
too much to be beautiful. We cannot spare you. And now you had better dress and
drive down to the club. We are rather late, as it is."

"I think I shall join you at the opera, Harry. I feel too tired to eat anything.
What is the number of your sister's box?"

"Twenty-seven, I believe. It is on the grand tier. You will see her name on the
door. But I am sorry you won't come and dine."

"I don't feel up to it," said Dorian listlessly. "But I am awfully obliged to you
for all that you have said to me. You are certainly my best friend. No one has ever
understood me as you have."

"We are only at the beginning of our friendship, Dorian," answered Lord
Henry, shaking him by the hand. "Good-bye. I shall see you before nine-thirty, I
hope. Remember, Patti is singing."

As he closed the door behind him, Dorian Gray touched the bell, and in a few
minutes Victor appeared with the lamps and drew the blinds down. He waited
impatiently for him to go. The man seemed to take an interminable time over
everything.

As soon as he had left, he rushed to the screen and drew it back. No; there was
no further change in the picture. It had received the news of Sibyl Vane's death
before he had known of it himself. It was conscious of the events of life as they
occurred. The vicious cruelty that marred the fine lines of the mouth had, no doubt,
appeared at the very moment that the girl had drunk the poison, whatever it was. Or
was it indifferent to results? Did it merely take cognizance of what passed within
the soul? He wondered, and hoped that some day he would see the change taking
place before his very eyes, shuddering as he hoped it.

Poor Sibyl! What a romance it had all been! She had often mimicked death on
the stage. Then Death himself had touched her and taken her with him. How had
she played that dreadful last scene? Had she cursed him, as she died? No; she had
died for love of him, and love would always be a sacrament to him now. She had
atoned for everything by the sacrifice she had made of her life. He would not think
any more of what she had made him go through, on that horrible night at the
theatre. When he thought of her, it would be as a wonderful tragic figure sent on to
the world's stage to show the supreme reality of love. A wonderful tragic figure?
Tears came to his eyes as he remembered her childlike look, and winsome fanciful
ways, and shy tremulous grace. He brushed them away hastily and looked again at
the picture.

He felt that the time had really come for making his choice. Or had his choice
already been made? Yes, life had decided that for him--life, and his own infinite
curiosity about life. Eternal youth, infinite passion, pleasures subtle and secret, wild
joys and wilder sins--he was to have all these things. The portrait was to bear the
burden of his shame: that was all.

A feeling of pain crept over him as he thought of the desecration that was in
store for the fair face on the canvas. Once, in boyish mockery of Narcissus, he had
kissed, or feigned to kiss, those painted lips that now smiled so cruelly at him.
Morning after morning he had sat before the portrait wondering at its beauty,
almost enamoured of it, as it seemed to him at times. Was it to alter now with every
mood to which he yielded? Was it to become a monstrous and loathsome thing, to
be hidden away in a locked room, to be shut out from the sunlight that had so often
touched to brighter gold the waving wonder of its hair? The pity of it! the pity of it!

For a moment, he thought of praying that the horrible sympathy that existed
between him and the picture might cease. It had changed in answer to a prayer;
perhaps in answer to a prayer it might remain unchanged. And yet, who, that knew
anything about life, would surrender the chance of remaining always young,
however fantastic that chance might be, or with what fateful consequences it might
be fraught? Besides, was it really under his control? Had it indeed been prayer that
had produced the substitution? Might there not be some curious scientific reason
for it all? If thought could exercise its influence upon a living organism, might not
thought exercise an influence upon dead and inorganic things? Nay, without
thought or conscious desire, might not things external to ourselves vibrate in unison
with our moods and passions, atom calling to atom in secret love or strange
affinity? But the reason was of no importance. He would never again tempt by a
prayer any terrible power. If the picture was to alter, it was to alter. That was all.
Why inquire too closely into it?

For there would be a real pleasure in watching it. He would be able to follow
his mind into its secret places. This portrait would be to him the most magical of
mirrors. As it had revealed to him his own body, so it would reveal to him his own
soul. And when winter came upon it, he would still be standing where spring
trembles on the verge of summer. When the blood crept from its face, and left
behind a pallid mask of chalk with leaden eyes, he would keep the glamour of
boyhood. Not one blossom of his loveliness would ever fade. Not one pulse of his
life would ever weaken. Like the gods of the Greeks, he would be strong, and fleet,
and joyous. What did it matter what happened to the coloured image on the canvas?
He would be safe. That was everything.

He drew the screen back into its former place in front of the picture, smiling as
he did so, and passed into his bedroom, where his valet was already waiting for
him. An hour later he was at the opera, and Lord Henry was leaning over his chair.

CHAPTER 9

As he was sitting at breakfast next morning, Basil Hallward was shown into
the room.

"I am so glad I have found you, Dorian," he said gravely. "I called last night,
and they told me you were at the opera. Of course, I knew that was impossible. But
I wish you had left word where you had really gone to. I passed a dreadful evening,
half afraid that one tragedy might be followed by another. I think you might have
telegraphed for me when you heard of it first. I read of it quite by chance in a late
edition of The Globe that I picked up at the club. I came here at once and was
miserable at not finding you. I can't tell you how heart-broken I am about the whole
thing. I know what you must suffer. But where were you? Did you go down and see
the girl's mother? For a moment I thought of following you there. They gave the
address in the paper. Somewhere in the Euston Road, isn't it? But I was afraid of
intruding upon a sorrow that I could not lighten. Poor woman! What a state she
must be in! And her only child, too! What did she say about it all?"

"My dear Basil, how do I know?" murmured Dorian Gray, sipping some pale-
yellow wine from a delicate, gold-beaded bubble of Venetian glass and looking
dreadfully bored. "I was at the opera. You should have come on there. I met Lady
Gwendolen, Harry's sister, for the first time. We were in her box. She is perfectly
charming; and Patti sang divinely. Don't talk about horrid subjects. If one doesn't
talk about a thing, it has never happened. It is simply expression, as Harry says, that
gives reality to things. I may mention that she was not the woman's only child.
There is a son, a charming fellow, I believe. But he is not on the stage. He is a
sailor, or something. And now, tell me about yourself and what you are painting."

"You went to the opera?" said Hallward, speaking very slowly and with a
strained touch of pain in his voice. "You went to the opera while Sibyl Vane was
lying dead in some sordid lodging? You can talk to me of other women being
charming, and of Patti singing divinely, before the girl you loved has even the quiet
of a grave to sleep in? Why, man, there are horrors in store for that little white body
of hers!"

"Stop, Basil! I won't hear it!" cried Dorian, leaping to his feet. "You must not
tell me about things. What is done is done. What is past is past."

"You call yesterday the past?"

"What has the actual lapse of time got to do with it? It is only shallow people
who require years to get rid of an emotion. A man who is master of himself can end
a sorrow as easily as he can invent a pleasure. I don't want to be at the mercy of my
emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them."

"Dorian, this is horrible! Something has changed you completely. You look
exactly the same wonderful boy who, day after day, used to come down to my
studio to sit for his picture. But you were simple, natural, and affectionate then.
You were the most unspoiled creature in the whole world. Now, I don't know what
has come over you. You talk as if you had no heart, no pity in you. It is all Harry's
influence. I see that."

The lad flushed up and, going to the window, looked out for a few moments on
the green, flickering, sun-lashed garden. "I owe a great deal to Harry, Basil," he
said at last, "more than I owe to you. You only taught me to be vain."

"Well, I am punished for that, Dorian--or shall be some day."

"I don't know what you mean, Basil," he exclaimed, turning round. "I don't
know what you want. What do you want?"

"I want the Dorian Gray I used to paint," said the artist sadly.

"Basil," said the lad, going over to him and putting his hand on his shoulder,
"you have come too late. Yesterday, when I heard that Sibyl Vane had killed
herself--"

"Killed herself! Good heavens! is there no doubt about that?" cried Hallward,
looking up at him with an expression of horror.

"My dear Basil! Surely you don't think it was a vulgar accident? Of course she
killed herself."

The elder man buried his face in his hands. "How fearful," he muttered, and a
shudder ran through him.
 "No," said Dorian Gray, "there is nothing fearful about it. It is one of the great
romantic tragedies of the age. As a rule, people who act lead the most
commonplace lives. They are good husbands, or faithful wives, or something
tedious. You know what I mean--middle-class virtue and all that kind of thing.
How different Sibyl was! She lived her finest tragedy. She was always a heroine.
The last night she played--the night you saw her--she acted badly because she had
known the reality of love. When she knew its unreality, she died, as Juliet might
have died. She passed again into the sphere of art. There is something of the martyr
about her. Her death has all the pathetic uselessness of martyrdom, all its wasted
beauty. But, as I was saying, you must not think I have not suffered. If you had
come in yesterday at a particular moment--about half-past five, perhaps, or a
quarter to six--you would have found me in tears. Even Harry, who was here, who
brought me the news, in fact, had no idea what I was going through. I suffered
immensely. Then it passed away. I cannot repeat an emotion. No one can, except
sentimentalists. And you are awfully unjust, Basil. You come down here to console
me. That is charming of you. You find me consoled, and you are furious. How like
a sympathetic person! You remind me of a story Harry told me about a certain
philanthropist who spent twenty years of his life in trying to get some grievance
redressed, or some unjust law altered--I forget exactly what it was. Finally he
succeeded, and nothing could exceed his disappointment. He had absolutely
nothing to do, almost died of ennui, and became a confirmed misanthrope. And
besides, my dear old Basil, if you really want to console me, teach me rather to
forget what has happened, or to see it from a proper artistic point of view. Was it
not Gautier who used to write about la consolation des arts? I remember picking up
a little vellum-covered book in your studio one day and chancing on that delightful
phrase. Well, I am not like that young man you told me of when we were down at
Marlow together, the young man who used to say that yellow satin could console
one for all the miseries of life. I love beautiful things that one can touch and handle.
Old brocades, green bronzes, lacquer-work, carved ivories, exquisite surroundings,
luxury, pomp--there is much to be got from all these. But the artistic temperament
that they create, or at any rate reveal, is still more to me. To become the spectator
of one's own life, as Harry says, is to escape the suffering of life. I know you are
surprised at my talking to you like this. You have not realized how I have
developed. I was a schoolboy when you knew me. I am a man now. I have new
passions, new thoughts, new ideas. I am different, but you must not like me less. I
am changed, but you must always be my friend. Of course, I am very fond of
Harry. But I know that you are better than he is. You are not stronger--you are too
much afraid of life--but you are better. And how happy we used to be together!
Don't leave me, Basil, and don't quarrel with me. I am what I am. There is nothing
more to be said."

The painter felt strangely moved. The lad was infinitely dear to him, and his
personality had been the great turning point in his art. He could not bear the idea of
reproaching him any more. After all, his indifference was probably merely a mood
that would pass away. There was so much in him that was good, so much in him
that was noble.

"Well, Dorian," he said at length, with a sad smile, "I won't speak to you again
about this horrible thing, after to-day. I only trust your name won't be mentioned in
connection with it. The inquest is to take place this afternoon. Have they
summoned you?"

Dorian shook his head, and a look of annoyance passed over his face at the
mention of the word "inquest." There was something so crude and vulgar about
everything of the kind. "They don't know my name," he answered.

"But surely she did?"

"Only my Christian name, and that I am quite sure she never mentioned to any
one. She told me once that they were all rather curious to learn who I was, and that
she invariably told them my name was Prince Charming. It was pretty of her. You
must do me a drawing of Sibyl, Basil. I should like to have something more of her
than the memory of a few kisses and some broken pathetic words."

"I will try and do something, Dorian, if it would please you. But you must
come and sit to me yourself again. I can't get on without you."

"I can never sit to you again, Basil. It is impossible!" he exclaimed, starting
back.

The painter stared at him. "My dear boy, what nonsense!" he cried. "Do you
mean to say you don't like what I did of you? Where is it? Why have you pulled the
screen in front of it? Let me look at it. It is the best thing I have ever done. Do take
the screen away, Dorian. It is simply disgraceful of your servant hiding my work
like that. I felt the room looked different as I came in."

"My servant has nothing to do with it, Basil. You don't imagine I let him
arrange my room for me? He settles my flowers for me sometimes--that is all. No; I
did it myself. The light was too strong on the portrait."

"Too strong! Surely not, my dear fellow? It is an admirable place for it. Let me
see it." And Hallward walked towards the corner of the room.

A cry of terror broke from Dorian Gray's lips, and he rushed between the
painter and the screen. "Basil," he said, looking very pale, "you must not look at it.
I don't wish you to."

"Not look at my own work! You are not serious. Why shouldn't I look at it?"
exclaimed Hallward, laughing.
 "If you try to look at it, Basil, on my word of honour I will never speak to you
again as long as I live. I am quite serious. I don't offer any explanation, and you are
not to ask for any. But, remember, if you touch this screen, everything is over
between us."

Hallward was thunderstruck. He looked at Dorian Gray in absolute

amazement. He had never seen him like this before. The lad was actually pallid
with rage. His hands were clenched, and the pupils of his eyes were like disks of
blue fire. He was trembling all over.

"Dorian!"

"Don't speak!"

"But what is the matter? Of course I won't look at it if you don't want me to,"
he said, rather coldly, turning on his heel and going over towards the window. "But,
really, it seems rather absurd that I shouldn't see my own work, especially as I am
going to exhibit it in Paris in the autumn. I shall probably have to give it another
coat of varnish before that, so I must see it some day, and why not to-day?"

"To exhibit it! You want to exhibit it?" exclaimed Dorian Gray, a strange sense
of terror creeping over him. Was the world going to be shown his secret? Were
people to gape at the mystery of his life? That was impossible. Something--he did
not know what--had to be done at once.

"Yes; I don't suppose you will object to that. Georges Petit is going to collect
all my best pictures for a special exhibition in the Rue de Seze, which will open the
first week in October. The portrait will only be away a month. I should think you
could easily spare it for that time. In fact, you are sure to be out of town. And if you
keep it always behind a screen, you can't care much about it."

Dorian Gray passed his hand over his forehead. There were beads of
perspiration there. He felt that he was on the brink of a horrible danger. "You told
me a month ago that you would never exhibit it," he cried. "Why have you changed
your mind? You people who go in for being consistent have just as many moods as
others have. The only difference is that your moods are rather meaningless. You
can't have forgotten that you assured me most solemnly that nothing in the world
would induce you to send it to any exhibition. You told Harry exactly the same
thing." He stopped suddenly, and a gleam of light came into his eyes. He
remembered that Lord Henry had said to him once, half seriously and half in jest,
"If you want to have a strange quarter of an hour, get Basil to tell you why he won't
exhibit your picture. He told me why he wouldn't, and it was a revelation to me."
Yes, perhaps Basil, too, had his secret. He would ask him and try.
 "Basil," he said, coming over quite close and looking him straight in the face,
"we have each of us a secret. Let me know yours, and I shall tell you mine. What
was your reason for refusing to exhibit my picture?"

The painter shuddered in spite of himself. "Dorian, if I told you, you might like
me less than you do, and you would certainly laugh at me. I could not bear your
doing either of those two things. If you wish me never to look at your picture again,
I am content. I have always you to look at. If you wish the best work I have ever
done to be hidden from the world, I am satisfied. Your friendship is dearer to me
than any fame or reputation."

"No, Basil, you must tell me," insisted Dorian Gray. "I think I have a right to
know." His feeling of terror had passed away, and curiosity had taken its place. He
was determined to find out Basil Hallward's mystery.

"Let us sit down, Dorian," said the painter, looking troubled. "Let us sit down.
And just answer me one question. Have you noticed in the picture something
curious?--something that probably at first did not strike you, but that revealed itself
to you suddenly?"

"Basil!" cried the lad, clutching the arms of his chair with trembling hands and
gazing at him with wild startled eyes.

"I see you did. Don't speak. Wait till you hear what I have to say. Dorian, from
the moment I met you, your personality had the most extraordinary influence over
me. I was dominated, soul, brain, and power, by you. You became to me the visible
incarnation of that unseen ideal whose memory haunts us artists like an exquisite
dream. I worshipped you. I grew jealous of every one to whom you spoke. I wanted
to have you all to myself. I was only happy when I was with you. When you were
away from me, you were still present in my art.... Of course, I never let you know
anything about this. It would have been impossible. You would not have
understood it. I hardly understood it myself. I only knew that I had seen perfection
face to face, and that the world had become wonderful to my eyes--too wonderful,
perhaps, for in such mad worships there is peril, the peril of losing them, no less
than the peril of keeping them.... Weeks and weeks went on, and I grew more and
more absorbed in you. Then came a new development. I had drawn you as Paris in
dainty armour, and as Adonis with huntsman's cloak and polished boar-spear.
Crowned with heavy lotus-blossoms you had sat on the prow of Adrian's barge,
gazing across the green turbid Nile. You had leaned over the still pool of some
Greek woodland and seen in the water's silent silver the marvel of your own face.
And it had all been what art should be--unconscious, ideal, and remote. One day, a
fatal day I sometimes think, I determined to paint a wonderful portrait of you as
you actually are, not in the costume of dead ages, but in your own dress and in your
own time. Whether it was the realism of the method, or the mere wonder of your
own personality, thus directly presented to me without mist or veil, I cannot tell.
But I know that as I worked at it, every flake and film of colour seemed to me to
reveal my secret. I grew afraid that others would know of my idolatry. I felt,
Dorian, that I had told too much, that I had put too much of myself into it. Then it
was that I resolved never to allow the picture to be exhibited. You were a little
annoyed; but then you did not realize all that it meant to me. Harry, to whom I
talked about it, laughed at me. But I did not mind that. When the picture was
finished, and I sat alone with it, I felt that I was right.... Well, after a few days the
thing left my studio, and as soon as I had got rid of the intolerable fascination of its
presence, it seemed to me that I had been foolish in imagining that I had seen
anything in it, more than that you were extremely good-looking and that I could
paint. Even now I cannot help feeling that it is a mistake to think that the passion
one feels in creation is ever really shown in the work one creates. Art is always
more abstract than we fancy. Form and colour tell us of form and colour--that is all.
It often seems to me that art conceals the artist far more completely than it ever
reveals him. And so when I got this offer from Paris, I determined to make your
portrait the principal thing in my exhibition. It never occurred to me that you would
refuse. I see now that you were right. The picture cannot be shown. You must not
be angry with me, Dorian, for what I have told you. As I said to Harry, once, you
are made to be worshipped."

Dorian Gray drew a long breath. The colour came back to his cheeks, and a
smile played about his lips. The peril was over. He was safe for the time. Yet he
could not help feeling infinite pity for the painter who had just made this strange
confession to him, and wondered if he himself would ever be so dominated by the
personality of a friend. Lord Henry had the charm of being very dangerous. But
that was all. He was too clever and too cynical to be really fond of. Would there
ever be some one who would fill him with a strange idolatry? Was that one of the
things that life had in store?

"It is extraordinary to me, Dorian," said Hallward, "that you should have seen
this in the portrait. Did you really see it?"

"I saw something in it," he answered, "something that seemed to me very

curious."

"Well, you don't mind my looking at the thing now?"

Dorian shook his head. "You must not ask me that, Basil. I could not possibly
let you stand in front of that picture."

"You will some day, surely?"

"Never."
 "Well, perhaps you are right. And now good-bye, Dorian. You have been the
one person in my life who has really influenced my art. Whatever I have done that
is good, I owe to you. Ah! you don't know what it cost me to tell you all that I have
told you."

"My dear Basil," said Dorian, "what have you told me? Simply that you felt
that you admired me too much. That is not even a compliment."

"It was not intended as a compliment. It was a confession. Now that I have
made it, something seems to have gone out of me. Perhaps one should never put
one's worship into words."

"It was a very disappointing confession."

"Why, what did you expect, Dorian? You didn't see anything else in the
picture, did you? There was nothing else to see?"

"No; there was nothing else to see. Why do you ask? But you mustn't talk
about worship. It is foolish. You and I are friends, Basil, and we must always
remain so."

"You have got Harry," said the painter sadly.

"Oh, Harry!" cried the lad, with a ripple of laughter. "Harry spends his days in
saying what is incredible and his evenings in doing what is improbable. Just the
sort of life I would like to lead. But still I don't think I would go to Harry if I were
in trouble. I would sooner go to you, Basil."

"You will sit to me again?"

"Impossible!"

"You spoil my life as an artist by refusing, Dorian. No man comes across two
ideal things. Few come across one."

"I can't explain it to you, Basil, but I must never sit to you again. There is
something fatal about a portrait. It has a life of its own. I will come and have tea
with you. That will be just as pleasant."

"Pleasanter for you, I am afraid," murmured Hallward regretfully. "And now

good-bye. I am sorry you won't let me look at the picture once again. But that can't
be helped. I quite understand what you feel about it."

As he left the room, Dorian Gray smiled to himself. Poor Basil! How little he
knew of the true reason! And how strange it was that, instead of having been forced
to reveal his own secret, he had succeeded, almost by chance, in wresting a secret
from his friend! How much that strange confession explained to him! The painter's
absurd fits of jealousy, his wild devotion, his extravagant panegyrics, his curious
reticences--he understood them all now, and he felt sorry. There seemed to him to
be something tragic in a friendship so coloured by romance.

He sighed and touched the bell. The portrait must be hidden away at all costs.
He could not run such a risk of discovery again. It had been mad of him to have
allowed the thing to remain, even for an hour, in a room to which any of his friends
had access.

CHAPTER 10

When his servant entered, he looked at him steadfastly and wondered if he had
thought of peering behind the screen. The man was quite impassive and waited for
his orders. Dorian lit a cigarette and walked over to the glass and glanced into it.
He could see the reflection of Victor's face perfectly. It was like a placid mask of
servility. There was nothing to be afraid of, there. Yet he thought it best to be on
his guard.

Speaking very slowly, he told him to tell the house-keeper that he wanted to
see her, and then to go to the frame-maker and ask him to send two of his men
round at once. It seemed to him that as the man left the room his eyes wandered in
the direction of the screen. Or was that merely his own fancy?

After a few moments, in her black silk dress, with old-fashioned thread mittens
on her wrinkled hands, Mrs. Leaf bustled into the library. He asked her for the key
of the schoolroom.

"The old schoolroom, Mr. Dorian?" she exclaimed. "Why, it is full of dust. I
must get it arranged and put straight before you go into it. It is not fit for you to see,
sir. It is not, indeed."

"I don't want it put straight, Leaf. I only want the key."

"Well, sir, you'll be covered with cobwebs if you go into it. Why, it hasn't been
opened for nearly five years--not since his lordship died."

He winced at the mention of his grandfather. He had hateful memories of him.

"That does not matter," he answered. "I simply want to see the place--that is all.
Give me the key."
 "And here is the key, sir," said the old lady, going over the contents of her
bunch with tremulously uncertain hands. "Here is the key. I'll have it off the bunch
in a moment. But you don't think of living up there, sir, and you so comfortable
here?"

"No, no," he cried petulantly. "Thank you, Leaf. That will do."

She lingered for a few moments, and was garrulous over some detail of the
household. He sighed and told her to manage things as she thought best. She left
the room, wreathed in smiles.

As the door closed, Dorian put the key in his pocket and looked round the
room. His eye fell on a large, purple satin coverlet heavily embroidered with gold, a
splendid piece of late seventeenth-century Venetian work that his grandfather had
found in a convent near Bologna. Yes, that would serve to wrap the dreadful thing
in. It had perhaps served often as a pall for the dead. Now it was to hide something
that had a corruption of its own, worse than the corruption of death itself--
something that would breed horrors and yet would never die. What the worm was
to the corpse, his sins would be to the painted image on the canvas. They would
mar its beauty and eat away its grace. They would defile it and make it shameful.
And yet the thing would still live on. It would be always alive.

He shuddered, and for a moment he regretted that he had not told Basil the true
reason why he had wished to hide the picture away. Basil would have helped him
to resist Lord Henry's influence, and the still more poisonous influences that came
from his own temperament. The love that he bore him--for it was really love--had
nothing in it that was not noble and intellectual. It was not that mere physical
admiration of beauty that is born of the senses and that dies when the senses tire. It
was such love as Michelangelo had known, and Montaigne, and Winckelmann, and
Shakespeare himself. Yes, Basil could have saved him. But it was too late now.
The past could always be annihilated. Regret, denial, or forgetfulness could do that.
But the future was inevitable. There were passions in him that would find their
terrible outlet, dreams that would make the shadow of their evil real.

He took up from the couch the great purple-and-gold texture that covered it,
and, holding it in his hands, passed behind the screen. Was the face on the canvas
viler than before? It seemed to him that it was unchanged, and yet his loathing of it
was intensified. Gold hair, blue eyes, and rose-red lips--they all were there. It was
simply the expression that had altered. That was horrible in its cruelty. Compared
to what he saw in it of censure or rebuke, how shallow Basil's reproaches about
Sibyl Vane had been!--how shallow, and of what little account! His own soul was
looking out at him from the canvas and calling him to judgement. A look of pain
came across him, and he flung the rich pall over the picture. As he did so, a knock
came to the door. He passed out as his servant entered.
 "The persons are here, Monsieur."

He felt that the man must be got rid of at once. He must not be allowed to
know where the picture was being taken to. There was something sly about him,
and he had thoughtful, treacherous eyes. Sitting down at the writing-table he
scribbled a note to Lord Henry, asking him to send him round something to read
and reminding him that they were to meet at eight-fifteen that evening.

"Wait for an answer," he said, handing it to him, "and show the men in here."

In two or three minutes there was another knock, and Mr. Hubbard himself, the
celebrated frame-maker of South Audley Street, came in with a somewhat rough-
looking young assistant. Mr. Hubbard was a florid, red-whiskered little man, whose
admiration for art was considerably tempered by the inveterate impecuniosity of
most of the artists who dealt with him. As a rule, he never left his shop. He waited
for people to come to him. But he always made an exception in favour of Dorian
Gray. There was something about Dorian that charmed everybody. It was a
pleasure even to see him.

"What can I do for you, Mr. Gray?" he said, rubbing his fat freckled hands. "I
thought I would do myself the honour of coming round in person. I have just got a
beauty of a frame, sir. Picked it up at a sale. Old Florentine. Came from Fonthill, I
believe. Admirably suited for a religious subject, Mr. Gray."

"I am so sorry you have given yourself the trouble of coming round, Mr.
Hubbard. I shall certainly drop in and look at the frame--though I don't go in much
at present for religious art--but to-day I only want a picture carried to the top of the
house for me. It is rather heavy, so I thought I would ask you to lend me a couple of
your men."

"No trouble at all, Mr. Gray. I am delighted to be of any service to you. Which
is the work of art, sir?"

"This," replied Dorian, moving the screen back. "Can you move it, covering
and all, just as it is? I don't want it to get scratched going upstairs."

"There will be no difficulty, sir," said the genial frame-maker, beginning, with
the aid of his assistant, to unhook the picture from the long brass chains by which it
was suspended. "And, now, where shall we carry it to, Mr. Gray?"

"I will show you the way, Mr. Hubbard, if you will kindly follow me. Or
perhaps you had better go in front. I am afraid it is right at the top of the house. We
will go up by the front staircase, as it is wider."

He held the door open for them, and they passed out into the hall and began the
ascent. The elaborate character of the frame had made the picture extremely bulky,
and now and then, in spite of the obsequious protests of Mr. Hubbard, who had the
true tradesman's spirited dislike of seeing a gentleman doing anything useful,
Dorian put his hand to it so as to help them.

"Something of a load to carry, sir," gasped the little man when they reached the
top landing. And he wiped his shiny forehead.

"I am afraid it is rather heavy," murmured Dorian as he unlocked the door that
opened into the room that was to keep for him the curious secret of his life and hide
his soul from the eyes of men.

He had not entered the place for more than four years--not, indeed, since he
had used it first as a play-room when he was a child, and then as a study when he
grew somewhat older. It was a large, well-proportioned room, which had been
specially built by the last Lord Kelso for the use of the little grandson whom, for
his strange likeness to his mother, and also for other reasons, he had always hated
and desired to keep at a distance. It appeared to Dorian to have but little changed.
There was the huge Italian cassone, with its fantastically painted panels and its
tarnished gilt mouldings, in which he had so often hidden himself as a boy. There
the satinwood book-case filled with his dog-eared schoolbooks. On the wall behind
it was hanging the same ragged Flemish tapestry where a faded king and queen
were playing chess in a garden, while a company of hawkers rode by, carrying
hooded birds on their gauntleted wrists. How well he remembered it all! Every
moment of his lonely childhood came back to him as he looked round. He recalled
the stainless purity of his boyish life, and it seemed horrible to him that it was here
the fatal portrait was to be hidden away. How little he had thought, in those dead
days, of all that was in store for him!

But there was no other place in the house so secure from prying eyes as this.
He had the key, and no one else could enter it. Beneath its purple pall, the face
painted on the canvas could grow bestial, sodden, and unclean. What did it matter?
No one could see it. He himself would not see it. Why should he watch the hideous
corruption of his soul? He kept his youth--that was enough. And, besides, might not
his nature grow finer, after all? There was no reason that the future should be so
full of shame. Some love might come across his life, and purify him, and shield
him from those sins that seemed to be already stirring in spirit and in flesh--those
curious unpictured sins whose very mystery lent them their subtlety and their
charm. Perhaps, some day, the cruel look would have passed away from the scarlet
sensitive mouth, and he might show to the world Basil Hallward's masterpiece.

No; that was impossible. Hour by hour, and week by week, the thing upon the
canvas was growing old. It might escape the hideousness of sin, but the
hideousness of age was in store for it. The cheeks would become hollow or flaccid.
Yellow crow's feet would creep round the fading eyes and make them horrible. The
hair would lose its brightness, the mouth would gape or droop, would be foolish or
gross, as the mouths of old men are. There would be the wrinkled throat, the cold,
blue-veined hands, the twisted body, that he remembered in the grandfather who
had been so stern to him in his boyhood. The picture had to be concealed. There
was no help for it.

"Bring it in, Mr. Hubbard, please," he said, wearily, turning round. "I am sorry
I kept you so long. I was thinking of something else."

"Always glad to have a rest, Mr. Gray," answered the frame-maker, who was
still gasping for breath. "Where shall we put it, sir?"

"Oh, anywhere. Here: this will do. I don't want to have it hung up. Just lean it
against the wall. Thanks."

"Might one look at the work of art, sir?"

Dorian started. "It would not interest you, Mr. Hubbard," he said, keeping his
eye on the man. He felt ready to leap upon him and fling him to the ground if he
dared to lift the gorgeous hanging that concealed the secret of his life. "I shan't
trouble you any more now. I am much obliged for your kindness in coming round."

"Not at all, not at all, Mr. Gray. Ever ready to do anything for you, sir." And
Mr. Hubbard tramped downstairs, followed by the assistant, who glanced back at
Dorian with a look of shy wonder in his rough uncomely face. He had never seen
any one so marvellous.

When the sound of their footsteps had died away, Dorian locked the door and
put the key in his pocket. He felt safe now. No one would ever look upon the
horrible thing. No eye but his would ever see his shame.

On reaching the library, he found that it was just after five o'clock and that the
tea had been already brought up. On a little table of dark perfumed wood thickly
incrusted with nacre, a present from Lady Radley, his guardian's wife, a pretty
professional invalid who had spent the preceding winter in Cairo, was lying a note
from Lord Henry, and beside it was a book bound in yellow paper, the cover
slightly torn and the edges soiled. A copy of the third edition of The St. James's
Gazette had been placed on the tea-tray. It was evident that Victor had returned. He
wondered if he had met the men in the hall as they were leaving the house and had
wormed out of them what they had been doing. He would be sure to miss the
picture--had no doubt missed it already, while he had been laying the tea-things.
The screen had not been set back, and a blank space was visible on the wall.
Perhaps some night he might find him creeping upstairs and trying to force the door
of the room. It was a horrible thing to have a spy in one's house. He had heard of
rich men who had been blackmailed all their lives by some servant who had read a
letter, or overheard a conversation, or picked up a card with an address, or found
beneath a pillow a withered flower or a shred of crumpled lace.

He sighed, and having poured himself out some tea, opened Lord Henry's note.
It was simply to say that he sent him round the evening paper, and a book that
might interest him, and that he would be at the club at eight-fifteen. He opened The
St. James's languidly, and looked through it. A red pencil-mark on the fifth page
caught his eye. It drew attention to the following paragraph:

INQUEST ON AN ACTRESS.--An inquest was held this morning at the Bell

Tavern, Hoxton Road, by Mr. Danby, the District Coroner, on the body of Sibyl
Vane, a young actress recently engaged at the Royal Theatre, Holborn. A verdict of
death by misadventure was returned. Considerable sympathy was expressed for the
mother of the deceased, who was greatly affected during the giving of her own
evidence, and that of Dr. Birrell, who had made the post-mortem examination of
the deceased.

He frowned, and tearing the paper in two, went across the room and flung the
pieces away. How ugly it all was! And how horribly real ugliness made things! He
felt a little annoyed with Lord Henry for having sent him the report. And it was
certainly stupid of him to have marked it with red pencil. Victor might have read it.
The man knew more than enough English for that.

Perhaps he had read it and had begun to suspect something. And, yet, what did
it matter? What had Dorian Gray to do with Sibyl Vane's death? There was nothing
to fear. Dorian Gray had not killed her.

His eye fell on the yellow book that Lord Henry had sent him. What was it, he
wondered. He went towards the little, pearl-coloured octagonal stand that had
always looked to him like the work of some strange Egyptian bees that wrought in
silver, and taking up the volume, flung himself into an arm-chair and began to turn
over the leaves. After a few minutes he became absorbed. It was the strangest book
that he had ever read. It seemed to him that in exquisite raiment, and to the delicate
sound of flutes, the sins of the world were passing in dumb show before him.
Things that he had dimly dreamed of were suddenly made real to him. Things of
which he had never dreamed were gradually revealed.

It was a novel without a plot and with only one character, being, indeed,
simply a psychological study of a certain young Parisian who spent his life trying
to realize in the nineteenth century all the passions and modes of thought that
belonged to every century except his own, and to sum up, as it were, in himself the
various moods through which the world-spirit had ever passed, loving for their
mere artificiality those renunciations that men have unwisely called virtue, as much
as those natural rebellions that wise men still call sin. The style in which it was
written was that curious jewelled style, vivid and obscure at once, full of argot and
of archaisms, of technical expressions and of elaborate paraphrases, that
characterizes the work of some of the finest artists of the French school of
Symbolistes. There were in it metaphors as monstrous as orchids and as subtle in
colour. The life of the senses was described in the terms of mystical philosophy.
One hardly knew at times whether one was reading the spiritual ecstasies of some
mediaeval saint or the morbid confessions of a modern sinner. It was a poisonous
book. The heavy odour of incense seemed to cling about its pages and to trouble
the brain. The mere cadence of the sentences, the subtle monotony of their music,
so full as it was of complex refrains and movements elaborately repeated, produced
in the mind of the lad, as he passed from chapter to chapter, a form of reverie, a
malady of dreaming, that made him unconscious of the falling day and creeping
shadows.

Cloudless, and pierced by one solitary star, a copper-green sky gleamed

through the windows. He read on by its wan light till he could read no more. Then,
after his valet had reminded him several times of the lateness of the hour, he got up,
and going into the next room, placed the book on the little Florentine table that
always stood at his bedside and began to dress for dinner.

It was almost nine o'clock before he reached the club, where he found Lord
Henry sitting alone, in the morning-room, looking very much bored.

"I am so sorry, Harry," he cried, "but really it is entirely your fault. That book
you sent me so fascinated me that I forgot how the time was going."

"Yes, I thought you would like it," replied his host, rising from his chair.

"I didn't say I liked it, Harry. I said it fascinated me. There is a great
difference."

"Ah, you have discovered that?" murmured Lord Henry. And they passed into
the dining-room.

CHAPTER 11
 For years, Dorian Gray could not free himself from the influence of this book.
Or perhaps it would be more accurate to say that he never sought to free himself
from it. He procured from Paris no less than nine large-paper copies of the first
edition, and had them bound in different colours, so that they might suit his various
moods and the changing fancies of a nature over which he seemed, at times, to have
almost entirely lost control. The hero, the wonderful young Parisian in whom the
romantic and the scientific temperaments were so strangely blended, became to him
a kind of prefiguring type of himself. And, indeed, the whole book seemed to him
to contain the story of his own life, written before he had lived it.

In one point he was more fortunate than the novel's fantastic hero. He never
knew--never, indeed, had any cause to know--that somewhat grotesque dread of
mirrors, and polished metal surfaces, and still water which came upon the young
Parisian so early in his life, and was occasioned by the sudden decay of a beau that
had once, apparently, been so remarkable. It was with an almost cruel joy--and
perhaps in nearly every joy, as certainly in every pleasure, cruelty has its place--
that he used to read the latter part of the book, with its really tragic, if somewhat
overemphasized, account of the sorrow and despair of one who had himself lost
what in others, and the world, he had most dearly valued.

For the wonderful beauty that had so fascinated Basil Hallward, and many
others besides him, seemed never to leave him. Even those who had heard the most
evil things against him--and from time to time strange rumours about his mode of
life crept through London and became the chatter of the clubs--could not believe
anything to his dishonour when they saw him. He had always the look of one who
had kept himself unspotted from the world. Men who talked grossly became silent
when Dorian Gray entered the room. There was something in the purity of his face
that rebuked them. His mere presence seemed to recall to them the memory of the
innocence that they had tarnished. They wondered how one so charming and
graceful as he was could have escaped the stain of an age that was at once sordid
and sensual.

Often, on returning home from one of those mysterious and prolonged

absences that gave rise to such strange conjecture among those who were his
friends, or thought that they were so, he himself would creep upstairs to the locked
room, open the door with the key that never left him now, and stand, with a mirror,
in front of the portrait that Basil Hallward had painted of him, looking now at the
evil and aging face on the canvas, and now at the fair young face that laughed back
at him from the polished glass. The very sharpness of the contrast used to quicken
his sense of pleasure. He grew more and more enamoured of his own beauty, more
and more interested in the corruption of his own soul. He would examine with
minute care, and sometimes with a monstrous and terrible delight, the hideous lines
that seared the wrinkling forehead or crawled around the heavy sensual mouth,
wondering sometimes which were the more horrible, the signs of sin or the signs of
age. He would place his white hands beside the coarse bloated hands of the picture,
and smile. He mocked the misshapen body and the failing limbs.

There were moments, indeed, at night, when, lying sleepless in his own
delicately scented chamber, or in the sordid room of the little ill-famed tavern near
the docks which, under an assumed name and in disguise, it was his habit to
frequent, he would think of the ruin he had brought upon his soul with a pity that
was all the more poignant because it was purely selfish. But moments such as these
were rare. That curiosity about life which Lord Henry had first stirred in him, as
they sat together in the garden of their friend, seemed to increase with gratification.
The more he knew, the more he desired to know. He had mad hungers that grew
more ravenous as he fed them.

Yet he was not really reckless, at any rate in his relations to society. Once or
twice every month during the winter, and on each Wednesday evening while the
season lasted, he would throw open to the world his beautiful house and have the
most celebrated musicians of the day to charm his guests with the wonders of their
art. His little dinners, in the settling of which Lord Henry always assisted him, were
noted as much for the careful selection and placing of those invited, as for the
exquisite taste shown in the decoration of the table, with its subtle symphonic
arrangements of exotic flowers, and embroidered cloths, and antique plate of gold
and silver. Indeed, there were many, especially among the very young men, who
saw, or fancied that they saw, in Dorian Gray the true realization of a type of which
they had often dreamed in Eton or Oxford days, a type that was to combine
something of the real culture of the scholar with all the grace and distinction and
perfect manner of a citizen of the world. To them he seemed to be of the company
of those whom Dante describes as having sought to "make themselves perfect by
the worship of beauty." Like Gautier, he was one for whom "the visible world
existed."

And, certainly, to him life itself was the first, the greatest, of the arts, and for it
all the other arts seemed to be but a preparation. Fashion, by which what is really
fantastic becomes for a moment universal, and dandyism, which, in its own way, is
an attempt to assert the absolute modernity of beauty, had, of course, their
fascination for him. His mode of dressing, and the particular styles that from time
to time he affected, had their marked influence on the young exquisites of the
Mayfair balls and Pall Mall club windows, who copied him in everything that he
did, and tried to reproduce the accidental charm of his graceful, though to him only
half-serious, fopperies.

For, while he was but too ready to accept the position that was almost
immediately offered to him on his coming of age, and found, indeed, a subtle
pleasure in the thought that he might really become to the London of his own day
what to imperial Neronian Rome the author of the Satyricon once had been, yet in
his inmost heart he desired to be something more than a mere arbiter elegantiarum,
to be consulted on the wearing of a jewel, or the knotting of a necktie, or the
conduct of a cane. He sought to elaborate some new scheme of life that would have
its reasoned philosophy and its ordered principles, and find in the spiritualizing of
the senses its highest realization.

The worship of the senses has often, and with much justice, been decried, men
feeling a natural instinct of terror about passions and sensations that seem stronger
than themselves, and that they are conscious of sharing with the less highly
organized forms of existence. But it appeared to Dorian Gray that the true nature of
the senses had never been understood, and that they had remained savage and
animal merely because the world had sought to starve them into submission or to
kill them by pain, instead of aiming at making them elements of a new spirituality,
of which a fine instinct for beauty was to be the dominant characteristic. As he
looked back upon man moving through history, he was haunted by a feeling of loss.
So much had been surrendered! and to such little purpose! There had been mad
wilful rejections, monstrous forms of self-torture and self-denial, whose origin was
fear and whose result was a degradation infinitely more terrible than that fancied
degradation from which, in their ignorance, they had sought to escape; Nature, in
her wonderful irony, driving out the anchorite to feed with the wild animals of the
desert and giving to the hermit the beasts of the field as his companions.

Yes: there was to be, as Lord Henry had prophesied, a new Hedonism that was
to recreate life and to save it from that harsh uncomely puritanism that is having, in
our own day, its curious revival. It was to have its service of the intellect, certainly,
yet it was never to accept any theory or system that would involve the sacrifice of
any mode of passionate experience. Its aim, indeed, was to be experience itself, and
not the fruits of experience, sweet or bitter as they might be. Of the asceticism that
deadens the senses, as of the vulgar profligacy that dulls them, it was to know
nothing. But it was to teach man to concentrate himself upon the moments of a life
that is itself but a moment.

There are few of us who have not sometimes wakened before dawn, either
after one of those dreamless nights that make us almost enamoured of death, or one
of those nights of horror and misshapen joy, when through the chambers of the
brain sweep phantoms more terrible than reality itself, and instinct with that vivid
life that lurks in all grotesques, and that lends to Gothic art its enduring vitality, this
art being, one might fancy, especially the art of those whose minds have been
troubled with the malady of reverie. Gradually white fingers creep through the
curtains, and they appear to tremble. In black fantastic shapes, dumb shadows crawl
into the corners of the room and crouch there. Outside, there is the stirring of birds
among the leaves, or the sound of men going forth to their work, or the sigh and
sob of the wind coming down from the hills and wandering round the silent house,
as though it feared to wake the sleepers and yet must needs call forth sleep from her
purple cave. Veil after veil of thin dusky gauze is lifted, and by degrees the forms
and colours of things are restored to them, and we watch the dawn remaking the
world in its antique pattern. The wan mirrors get back their mimic life. The
flameless tapers stand where we had left them, and beside them lies the half-cut
book that we had been studying, or the wired flower that we had worn at the ball, or
the letter that we had been afraid to read, or that we had read too often. Nothing
seems to us changed. Out of the unreal shadows of the night comes back the real
life that we had known. We have to resume it where we had left off, and there
steals over us a terrible sense of the necessity for the continuance of energy in the
same wearisome round of stereotyped habits, or a wild longing, it may be, that our
eyelids might open some morning upon a world that had been refashioned anew in
the darkness for our pleasure, a world in which things would have fresh shapes and
colours, and be changed, or have other secrets, a world in which the past would
have little or no place, or survive, at any rate, in no conscious form of obligation or
regret, the remembrance even of joy having its bitterness and the memories of
pleasure their pain.

It was the creation of such worlds as these that seemed to Dorian Gray to be
the true object, or amongst the true objects, of life; and in his search for sensations
that would be at once new and delightful, and possess that element of strangeness
that is so essential to romance, he would often adopt certain modes of thought that
he knew to be really alien to his nature, abandon himself to their subtle influences,
and then, having, as it were, caught their colour and satisfied his intellectual
curiosity, leave them with that curious indifference that is not incompatible with a
real ardour of temperament, and that, indeed, according to certain modern
psychologists, is often a condition of it.

It was rumoured of him once that he was about to join the Roman Catholic
communion, and certainly the Roman ritual had always a great attraction for him.
The daily sacrifice, more awful really than all the sacrifices of the antique world,
stirred him as much by its superb rejection of the evidence of the senses as by the
primitive simplicity of its elements and the eternal pathos of the human tragedy that
it sought to symbolize. He loved to kneel down on the cold marble pavement and
watch the priest, in his stiff flowered dalmatic, slowly and with white hands
moving aside the veil of the tabernacle, or raising aloft the jewelled, lantern-shaped
monstrance with that pallid wafer that at times, one would fain think, is indeed the
"panis caelestis," the bread of angels, or, robed in the garments of the Passion of
Christ, breaking the Host into the chalice and smiting his breast for his sins. The
fuming censers that the grave boys, in their lace and scarlet, tossed into the air like
great gilt flowers had their subtle fascination for him. As he passed out, he used to
look with wonder at the black confessionals and long to sit in the dim shadow of
one of them and listen to men and women whispering through the worn grating the
true story of their lives.

But he never fell into the error of arresting his intellectual development by any
formal acceptance of creed or system, or of mistaking, for a house in which to live,
an inn that is but suitable for the sojourn of a night, or for a few hours of a night in
which there are no stars and the moon is in travail. Mysticism, with its marvellous
power of making common things strange to us, and the subtle antinomianism that
always seems to accompany it, moved him for a season; and for a season he
inclined to the materialistic doctrines of the Darwinismus movement in Germany,
and found a curious pleasure in tracing the thoughts and passions of men to some
pearly cell in the brain, or some white nerve in the body, delighting in the
conception of the absolute dependence of the spirit on certain physical conditions,
morbid or healthy, normal or diseased. Yet, as has been said of him before, no
theory of life seemed to him to be of any importance compared with life itself. He
felt keenly conscious of how barren all intellectual speculation is when separated
from action and experiment. He knew that the senses, no less than the soul, have
their spiritual mysteries to reveal.

And so he would now study perfumes and the secrets of their manufacture,
distilling heavily scented oils and burning odorous gums from the East. He saw that
there was no mood of the mind that had not its counterpart in the sensuous life, and
set himself to discover their true relations, wondering what there was in
frankincense that made one mystical, and in ambergris that stirred one's passions,
and in violets that woke the memory of dead romances, and in musk that troubled
the brain, and in champak that stained the imagination; and seeking often to
elaborate a real psychology of perfumes, and to estimate the several influences of
sweet-smelling roots and scented, pollen-laden flowers; of aromatic balms and of
dark and fragrant woods; of spikenard, that sickens; of hovenia, that makes men
mad; and of aloes, that are said to be able to expel melancholy from the soul.

At another time he devoted himself entirely to music, and in a long latticed

room, with a vermilion-and-gold ceiling and walls of olive-green lacquer, he used
to give curious concerts in which mad gipsies tore wild music from little zithers, or
grave, yellow-shawled Tunisians plucked at the strained strings of monstrous lutes,
while grinning Negroes beat monotonously upon copper drums and, crouching
upon scarlet mats, slim turbaned Indians blew through long pipes of reed or brass
and charmed--or feigned to charm--great hooded snakes and horrible horned
adders. The harsh intervals and shrill discords of barbaric music stirred him at
times when Schubert's grace, and Chopin's beautiful sorrows, and the mighty
harmonies of Beethoven himself, fell unheeded on his ear. He collected together
from all parts of the world the strangest instruments that could be found, either in
the tombs of dead nations or among the few savage tribes that have survived
contact with Western civilizations, and loved to touch and try them. He had the
mysterious juruparis of the Rio Negro Indians, that women are not allowed to look
at and that even youths may not see till they have been subjected to fasting and
scourging, and the earthen jars of the Peruvians that have the shrill cries of birds,
and flutes of human bones such as Alfonso de Ovalle heard in Chile, and the
sonorous green jaspers that are found near Cuzco and give forth a note of singular
sweetness. He had painted gourds filled with pebbles that rattled when they were
shaken; the long clarin of the Mexicans, into which the performer does not blow,
but through which he inhales the air; the harsh ture of the Amazon tribes, that is
sounded by the sentinels who sit all day long in high trees, and can be heard, it is
said, at a distance of three leagues; the teponaztli, that has two vibrating tongues of
wood and is beaten with sticks that are smeared with an elastic gum obtained from
the milky juice of plants; the yotl-bells of the Aztecs, that are hung in clusters like
grapes; and a huge cylindrical drum, covered with the skins of great serpents, like
the one that Bernal Diaz saw when he went with Cortes into the Mexican temple,
and of whose doleful sound he has left us so vivid a description. The fantastic
character of these instruments fascinated him, and he felt a curious delight in the
thought that art, like Nature, has her monsters, things of bestial shape and with
hideous voices. Yet, after some time, he wearied of them, and would sit in his box
at the opera, either alone or with Lord Henry, listening in rapt pleasure to
"Tannhauser" and seeing in the prelude to that great work of art a presentation of
the tragedy of his own soul.

On one occasion he took up the study of jewels, and appeared at a costume ball
as Anne de Joyeuse, Admiral of France, in a dress covered with five hundred and
sixty pearls. This taste enthralled him for years, and, indeed, may be said never to
have left him. He would often spend a whole day settling and resettling in their
cases the various stones that he had collected, such as the olive-green chrysoberyl
that turns red by lamplight, the cymophane with its wirelike line of silver, the
pistachio-coloured peridot, rose-pink and wine-yellow topazes, carbuncles of fiery
scarlet with tremulous, four-rayed stars, flame-red cinnamon-stones, orange and
violet spinels, and amethysts with their alternate layers of ruby and sapphire. He
loved the red gold of the sunstone, and the moonstone's pearly whiteness, and the
broken rainbow of the milky opal. He procured from Amsterdam three emeralds of
extraordinary size and richness of colour, and had a turquoise de la vieille roche
that was the envy of all the connoisseurs.

He discovered wonderful stories, also, about jewels. In Alphonso's Clericalis

Disciplina a serpent was mentioned with eyes of real jacinth, and in the romantic
history of Alexander, the Conqueror of Emathia was said to have found in the vale
of Jordan snakes "with collars of real emeralds growing on their backs." There was
a gem in the brain of the dragon, Philostratus told us, and "by the exhibition of
golden letters and a scarlet robe" the monster could be thrown into a magical sleep
and slain. According to the great alchemist, Pierre de Boniface, the diamond
rendered a man invisible, and the agate of India made him eloquent. The cornelian
appeased anger, and the hyacinth provoked sleep, and the amethyst drove away the
fumes of wine. The garnet cast out demons, and the hydropicus deprived the moon
of her colour. The selenite waxed and waned with the moon, and the meloceus, that
discovers thieves, could be affected only by the blood of kids. Leonardus Camillus
had seen a white stone taken from the brain of a newly killed toad, that was a
certain antidote against poison. The bezoar, that was found in the heart of the
Arabian deer, was a charm that could cure the plague. In the nests of Arabian birds
was the aspilates, that, according to Democritus, kept the wearer from any danger
by fire.

The King of Ceilan rode through his city with a large ruby in his hand, as the
ceremony of his coronation. The gates of the palace of John the Priest were "made
of sardius, with the horn of the horned snake inwrought, so that no man might bring
poison within." Over the gable were "two golden apples, in which were two
carbuncles," so that the gold might shine by day and the carbuncles by night. In
Lodge's strange romance 'A Margarite of America', it was stated that in the
chamber of the queen one could behold "all the chaste ladies of the world, inchased
out of silver, looking through fair mirrours of chrysolites, carbuncles, sapphires,
and greene emeraults." Marco Polo had seen the inhabitants of Zipangu place rose-
coloured pearls in the mouths of the dead. A sea-monster had been enamoured of
the pearl that the diver brought to King Perozes, and had slain the thief, and
mourned for seven moons over its loss. When the Huns lured the king into the great
pit, he flung it away--Procopius tells the story--nor was it ever found again, though
the Emperor Anastasius offered five hundred-weight of gold pieces for it. The King
of Malabar had shown to a certain Venetian a rosary of three hundred and four
pearls, one for every god that he worshipped.

When the Duke de Valentinois, son of Alexander VI, visited Louis XII of
France, his horse was loaded with gold leaves, according to Brantome, and his cap
had double rows of rubies that threw out a great light. Charles of England had
ridden in stirrups hung with four hundred and twenty-one diamonds. Richard II had
a coat, valued at thirty thousand marks, which was covered with balas rubies. Hall
described Henry VIII, on his way to the Tower previous to his coronation, as
wearing "a jacket of raised gold, the placard embroidered with diamonds and other
rich stones, and a great bauderike about his neck of large balasses." The favourites
of James I wore ear-rings of emeralds set in gold filigrane. Edward II gave to Piers
Gaveston a suit of red-gold armour studded with jacinths, a collar of gold roses set
with turquoise-stones, and a skull-cap parseme with pearls. Henry II wore jewelled
gloves reaching to the elbow, and had a hawk-glove sewn with twelve rubies and
fifty-two great orients. The ducal hat of Charles the Rash, the last Duke of
Burgundy of his race, was hung with pear-shaped pearls and studded with
sapphires.

How exquisite life had once been! How gorgeous in its pomp and decoration!
Even to read of the luxury of the dead was wonderful.

Then he turned his attention to embroideries and to the tapestries that

performed the office of frescoes in the chill rooms of the northern nations of
Europe. As he investigated the subject--and he always had an extraordinary faculty
of becoming absolutely absorbed for the moment in whatever he took up--he was
almost saddened by the reflection of the ruin that time brought on beautiful and
wonderful things. He, at any rate, had escaped that. Summer followed summer, and
the yellow jonquils bloomed and died many times, and nights of horror repeated the
story of their shame, but he was unchanged. No winter marred his face or stained
his flowerlike bloom. How different it was with material things! Where had they
passed to? Where was the great crocus-coloured robe, on which the gods fought
against the giants, that had been worked by brown girls for the pleasure of Athena?
Where the huge velarium that Nero had stretched across the Colosseum at Rome,
that Titan sail of purple on which was represented the starry sky, and Apollo
driving a chariot drawn by white, gilt-reined steeds? He longed to see the curious
table-napkins wrought for the Priest of the Sun, on which were displayed all the
dainties and viands that could be wanted for a feast; the mortuary cloth of King
Chilperic, with its three hundred golden bees; the fantastic robes that excited the
indignation of the Bishop of Pontus and were figured with "lions, panthers, bears,
dogs, forests, rocks, hunters--all, in fact, that a painter can copy from nature"; and
the coat that Charles of Orleans once wore, on the sleeves of which were
embroidered the verses of a song beginning "Madame, je suis tout joyeux," the
musical accompaniment of the words being wrought in gold thread, and each note,
of square shape in those days, formed with four pearls. He read of the room that
was prepared at the palace at Rheims for the use of Queen Joan of Burgundy and
was decorated with "thirteen hundred and twenty-one parrots, made in broidery,
and blazoned with the king's arms, and five hundred and sixty-one butterflies,
whose wings were similarly ornamented with the arms of the queen, the whole
worked in gold." Catherine de Medicis had a mourning-bed made for her of black
velvet powdered with crescents and suns. Its curtains were of damask, with leafy
wreaths and garlands, figured upon a gold and silver ground, and fringed along the
edges with broideries of pearls, and it stood in a room hung with rows of the
queen's devices in cut black velvet upon cloth of silver. Louis XIV had gold
embroidered caryatides fifteen feet high in his apartment. The state bed of Sobieski,
King of Poland, was made of Smyrna gold brocade embroidered in turquoises with
verses from the Koran. Its supports were of silver gilt, beautifully chased, and
profusely set with enamelled and jewelled medallions. It had been taken from the
Turkish camp before Vienna, and the standard of Mohammed had stood beneath
the tremulous gilt of its canopy.

And so, for a whole year, he sought to accumulate the most exquisite
specimens that he could find of textile and embroidered work, getting the dainty
Delhi muslins, finely wrought with gold-thread palmates and stitched over with
iridescent beetles' wings; the Dacca gauzes, that from their transparency are known
in the East as "woven air," and "running water," and "evening dew"; strange figured
cloths from Java; elaborate yellow Chinese hangings; books bound in tawny satins
or fair blue silks and wrought with fleurs-de-lis, birds and images; veils of lacis
worked in Hungary point; Sicilian brocades and stiff Spanish velvets; Georgian
work, with its gilt coins, and Japanese Foukousas, with their green-toned golds and
their marvellously plumaged birds.
 He had a special passion, also, for ecclesiastical vestments, as indeed he had
for everything connected with the service of the Church. In the long cedar chests
that lined the west gallery of his house, he had stored away many rare and beautiful
specimens of what is really the raiment of the Bride of Christ, who must wear
purple and jewels and fine linen that she may hide the pallid macerated body that is
worn by the suffering that she seeks for and wounded by self-inflicted pain. He
possessed a gorgeous cope of crimson silk and gold-thread damask, figured with a
repeating pattern of golden pomegranates set in six-petalled formal blossoms,
beyond which on either side was the pine-apple device wrought in seed-pearls. The
orphreys were divided into panels representing scenes from the life of the Virgin,
and the coronation of the Virgin was figured in coloured silks upon the hood. This
was Italian work of the fifteenth century. Another cope was of green velvet,
embroidered with heart-shaped groups of acanthus-leaves, from which spread long-
stemmed white blossoms, the details of which were picked out with silver thread
and coloured crystals. The morse bore a seraph's head in gold-thread raised work.
The orphreys were woven in a diaper of red and gold silk, and were starred with
medallions of many saints and martyrs, among whom was St. Sebastian. He had
chasubles, also, of amber-coloured silk, and blue silk and gold brocade, and yellow
silk damask and cloth of gold, figured with representations of the Passion and
Crucifixion of Christ, and embroidered with lions and peacocks and other
emblems; dalmatics of white satin and pink silk damask, decorated with tulips and
dolphins and fleurs-de-lis; altar frontals of crimson velvet and blue linen; and many
corporals, chalice-veils, and sudaria. In the mystic offices to which such things
were put, there was something that quickened his imagination.

For these treasures, and everything that he collected in his lovely house, were
to be to him means of forgetfulness, modes by which he could escape, for a season,
from the fear that seemed to him at times to be almost too great to be borne. Upon
the walls of the lonely locked room where he had spent so much of his boyhood, he
had hung with his own hands the terrible portrait whose changing features showed
him the real degradation of his life, and in front of it had draped the purple-and-
gold pall as a curtain. For weeks he would not go there, would forget the hideous
painted thing, and get back his light heart, his wonderful joyousness, his passionate
absorption in mere existence. Then, suddenly, some night he would creep out of the
house, go down to dreadful places near Blue Gate Fields, and stay there, day after
day, until he was driven away. On his return he would sit in front of the picture,
sometimes loathing it and himself, but filled, at other times, with that pride of
individualism that is half the fascination of sin, and smiling with secret pleasure at
the misshapen shadow that had to bear the burden that should have been his own.

After a few years he could not endure to be long out of England, and gave up
the villa that he had shared at Trouville with Lord Henry, as well as the little white
walled-in house at Algiers where they had more than once spent the winter. He
hated to be separated from the picture that was such a part of his life, and was also
afraid that during his absence some one might gain access to the room, in spite of
the elaborate bars that he had caused to be placed upon the door.

He was quite conscious that this would tell them nothing. It was true that the
portrait still preserved, under all the foulness and ugliness of the face, its marked
likeness to himself; but what could they learn from that? He would laugh at any one
who tried to taunt him. He had not painted it. What was it to him how vile and full
of shame it looked? Even if he told them, would they believe it?

Yet he was afraid. Sometimes when he was down at his great house in
Nottinghamshire, entertaining the fashionable young men of his own rank who
were his chief companions, and astounding the county by the wanton luxury and
gorgeous splendour of his mode of life, he would suddenly leave his guests and
rush back to town to see that the door had not been tampered with and that the
picture was still there. What if it should be stolen? The mere thought made him
cold with horror. Surely the world would know his secret then. Perhaps the world
already suspected it.

For, while he fascinated many, there were not a few who distrusted him. He
was very nearly blackballed at a West End club of which his birth and social
position fully entitled him to become a member, and it was said that on one
occasion, when he was brought by a friend into the smoking-room of the Churchill,
the Duke of Berwick and another gentleman got up in a marked manner and went
out. Curious stories became current about him after he had passed his twenty-fifth
year. It was rumoured that he had been seen brawling with foreign sailors in a low
den in the distant parts of Whitechapel, and that he consorted with thieves and
coiners and knew the mysteries of their trade. His extraordinary absences became
notorious, and, when he used to reappear again in society, men would whisper to
each other in corners, or pass him with a sneer, or look at him with cold searching
eyes, as though they were determined to discover his secret.

Of such insolences and attempted slights he, of course, took no notice, and in
the opinion of most people his frank debonair manner, his charming boyish smile,
and the infinite grace of that wonderful youth that seemed never to leave him, were
in themselves a sufficient answer to the calumnies, for so they termed them, that
were circulated about him. It was remarked, however, that some of those who had
been most intimate with him appeared, after a time, to shun him. Women who had
wildly adored him, and for his sake had braved all social censure and set
convention at defiance, were seen to grow pallid with shame or horror if Dorian
Gray entered the room.

Yet these whispered scandals only increased in the eyes of many his strange
and dangerous charm. His great wealth was a certain element of security. Society--
civilized society, at least--is never very ready to believe anything to the detriment
of those who are both rich and fascinating. It feels instinctively that manners are of
more importance than morals, and, in its opinion, the highest respectability is of
much less value than the possession of a good chef. And, after all, it is a very poor
consolation to be told that the man who has given one a bad dinner, or poor wine, is
irreproachable in his private life. Even the cardinal virtues cannot atone for half-
cold entrees, as Lord Henry remarked once, in a discussion on the subject, and
there is possibly a good deal to be said for his view. For the canons of good society
are, or should be, the same as the canons of art. Form is absolutely essential to it. It
should have the dignity of a ceremony, as well as its unreality, and should combine
the insincere character of a romantic play with the wit and beauty that make such
plays delightful to us. Is insincerity such a terrible thing? I think not. It is merely a
method by which we can multiply our personalities.

Such, at any rate, was Dorian Gray's opinion. He used to wonder at the shallow
psychology of those who conceive the ego in man as a thing simple, permanent,
reliable, and of one essence. To him, man was a being with myriad lives and
myriad sensations, a complex multiform creature that bore within itself strange
legacies of thought and passion, and whose very flesh was tainted with the
monstrous maladies of the dead. He loved to stroll through the gaunt cold picture-
gallery of his country house and look at the various portraits of those whose blood
flowed in his veins. Here was Philip Herbert, described by Francis Osborne, in his
Memoires on the Reigns of Queen Elizabeth and King James, as one who was
"caressed by the Court for his handsome face, which kept him not long company."
Was it young Herbert's life that he sometimes led? Had some strange poisonous
germ crept from body to body till it had reached his own? Was it some dim sense of
that ruined grace that had made him so suddenly, and almost without cause, give
utterance, in Basil Hallward's studio, to the mad prayer that had so changed his
life? Here, in gold-embroidered red doublet, jewelled surcoat, and gilt-edged ruff
and wristbands, stood Sir Anthony Sherard, with his silver-and-black armour piled
at his feet. What had this man's legacy been? Had the lover of Giovanna of Naples
bequeathed him some inheritance of sin and shame? Were his own actions merely
the dreams that the dead man had not dared to realize? Here, from the fading
canvas, smiled Lady Elizabeth Devereux, in her gauze hood, pearl stomacher, and
pink slashed sleeves. A flower was in her right hand, and her left clasped an
enamelled collar of white and damask roses. On a table by her side lay a mandolin
and an apple. There were large green rosettes upon her little pointed shoes. He
knew her life, and the strange stories that were told about her lovers. Had he
something of her temperament in him? These oval, heavy-lidded eyes seemed to
look curiously at him. What of George Willoughby, with his powdered hair and
fantastic patches? How evil he looked! The face was saturnine and swarthy, and the
sensual lips seemed to be twisted with disdain. Delicate lace ruffles fell over the
lean yellow hands that were so overladen with rings. He had been a macaroni of the
eighteenth century, and the friend, in his youth, of Lord Ferrars. What of the second
Lord Beckenham, the companion of the Prince Regent in his wildest days, and one
of the witnesses at the secret marriage with Mrs. Fitzherbert? How proud and
handsome he was, with his chestnut curls and insolent pose! What passions had he
bequeathed? The world had looked upon him as infamous. He had led the orgies at
Carlton House. The star of the Garter glittered upon his breast. Beside him hung the
portrait of his wife, a pallid, thin-lipped woman in black. Her blood, also, stirred
within him. How curious it all seemed! And his mother with her Lady Hamilton
face and her moist, wine-dashed lips--he knew what he had got from her. He had
got from her his beauty, and his passion for the beauty of others. She laughed at
him in her loose Bacchante dress. There were vine leaves in her hair. The purple
spilled from the cup she was holding. The carnations of the painting had withered,
but the eyes were still wonderful in their depth and brilliancy of colour. They
seemed to follow him wherever he went.

Yet one had ancestors in literature as well as in one's own race, nearer perhaps
in type and temperament, many of them, and certainly with an influence of which
one was more absolutely conscious. There were times when it appeared to Dorian
Gray that the whole of history was merely the record of his own life, not as he had
lived it in act and circumstance, but as his imagination had created it for him, as it
had been in his brain and in his passions. He felt that he had known them all, those
strange terrible figures that had passed across the stage of the world and made sin
so marvellous and evil so full of subtlety. It seemed to him that in some mysterious
way their lives had been his own.

The hero of the wonderful novel that had so influenced his life had himself
known this curious fancy. In the seventh chapter he tells how, crowned with laurel,
lest lightning might strike him, he had sat, as Tiberius, in a garden at Capri, reading
the shameful books of Elephantis, while dwarfs and peacocks strutted round him
and the flute-player mocked the swinger of the censer; and, as Caligula, had
caroused with the green-shirted jockeys in their stables and supped in an ivory
manger with a jewel-frontleted horse; and, as Domitian, had wandered through a
corridor lined with marble mirrors, looking round with haggard eyes for the
reflection of the dagger that was to end his days, and sick with that ennui, that
terrible taedium vitae, that comes on those to whom life denies nothing; and had
peered through a clear emerald at the red shambles of the circus and then, in a litter
of pearl and purple drawn by silver-shod mules, been carried through the Street of
Pomegranates to a House of Gold and heard men cry on Nero Caesar as he passed
by; and, as Elagabalus, had painted his face with colours, and plied the distaff
among the women, and brought the Moon from Carthage and given her in mystic
marriage to the Sun.

Over and over again Dorian used to read this fantastic chapter, and the two
chapters immediately following, in which, as in some curious tapestries or
cunningly wrought enamels, were pictured the awful and beautiful forms of those
whom vice and blood and weariness had made monstrous or mad: Filippo, Duke of
Milan, who slew his wife and painted her lips with a scarlet poison that her lover
might suck death from the dead thing he fondled; Pietro Barbi, the Venetian,
known as Paul the Second, who sought in his vanity to assume the title of
Formosus, and whose tiara, valued at two hundred thousand florins, was bought at
the price of a terrible sin; Gian Maria Visconti, who used hounds to chase living
men and whose murdered body was covered with roses by a harlot who had loved
him; the Borgia on his white horse, with Fratricide riding beside him and his mantle
stained with the blood of Perotto; Pietro Riario, the young Cardinal Archbishop of
Florence, child and minion of Sixtus IV, whose beauty was equalled only by his
debauchery, and who received Leonora of Aragon in a pavilion of white and
crimson silk, filled with nymphs and centaurs, and gilded a boy that he might serve
at the feast as Ganymede or Hylas; Ezzelin, whose melancholy could be cured only
by the spectacle of death, and who had a passion for red blood, as other men have
for red wine--the son of the Fiend, as was reported, and one who had cheated his
father at dice when gambling with him for his own soul; Giambattista Cibo, who in
mockery took the name of Innocent and into whose torpid veins the blood of three
lads was infused by a Jewish doctor; Sigismondo Malatesta, the lover of Isotta and
the lord of Rimini, whose effigy was burned at Rome as the enemy of God and
man, who strangled Polyssena with a napkin, and gave poison to Ginevra d'Este in
a cup of emerald, and in honour of a shameful passion built a pagan church for
Christian worship; Charles VI, who had so wildly adored his brother's wife that a
leper had warned him of the insanity that was coming on him, and who, when his
brain had sickened and grown strange, could only be soothed by Saracen cards
painted with the images of love and death and madness; and, in his trimmed jerkin
and jewelled cap and acanthuslike curls, Grifonetto Baglioni, who slew Astorre
with his bride, and Simonetto with his page, and whose comeliness was such that,
as he lay dying in the yellow piazza of Perugia, those who had hated him could not
choose but weep, and Atalanta, who had cursed him, blessed him.

There was a horrible fascination in them all. He saw them at night, and they
troubled his imagination in the day. The Renaissance knew of strange manners of
poisoning--poisoning by a helmet and a lighted torch, by an embroidered glove and
a jewelled fan, by a gilded pomander and by an amber chain. Dorian Gray had been
poisoned by a book. There were moments when he looked on evil simply as a mode
through which he could realize his conception of the beautiful.

CHAPTER 12

It was on the ninth of November, the eve of his own thirty-eighth birthday, as
he often remembered afterwards.

He was walking home about eleven o'clock from Lord Henry's, where he had
been dining, and was wrapped in heavy furs, as the night was cold and foggy. At
the corner of Grosvenor Square and South Audley Street, a man passed him in the
mist, walking very fast and with the collar of his grey ulster turned up. He had a
bag in his hand. Dorian recognized him. It was Basil Hallward. A strange sense of
fear, for which he could not account, came over him. He made no sign of
recognition and went on quickly in the direction of his own house.

But Hallward had seen him. Dorian heard him first stopping on the pavement
and then hurrying after him. In a few moments, his hand was on his arm.

"Dorian! What an extraordinary piece of luck! I have been waiting for you in
your library ever since nine o'clock. Finally I took pity on your tired servant and
told him to go to bed, as he let me out. I am off to Paris by the midnight train, and I
particularly wanted to see you before I left. I thought it was you, or rather your fur
coat, as you passed me. But I wasn't quite sure. Didn't you recognize me?"

"In this fog, my dear Basil? Why, I can't even recognize Grosvenor Square. I
believe my house is somewhere about here, but I don't feel at all certain about it. I
am sorry you are going away, as I have not seen you for ages. But I suppose you
will be back soon?"

"No: I am going to be out of England for six months. I intend to take a studio
in Paris and shut myself up till I have finished a great picture I have in my head.
However, it wasn't about myself I wanted to talk. Here we are at your door. Let me
come in for a moment. I have something to say to you."

"I shall be charmed. But won't you miss your train?" said Dorian Gray
languidly as he passed up the steps and opened the door with his latch-key.

The lamplight struggled out through the fog, and Hallward looked at his watch.
"I have heaps of time," he answered. "The train doesn't go till twelve-fifteen, and it
is only just eleven. In fact, I was on my way to the club to look for you, when I met
you. You see, I shan't have any delay about luggage, as I have sent on my heavy
things. All I have with me is in this bag, and I can easily get to Victoria in twenty
minutes."

Dorian looked at him and smiled. "What a way for a fashionable painter to
travel! A Gladstone bag and an ulster! Come in, or the fog will get into the house.
And mind you don't talk about anything serious. Nothing is serious nowadays. At
least nothing should be."

Hallward shook his head, as he entered, and followed Dorian into the library.
There was a bright wood fire blazing in the large open hearth. The lamps were lit,
and an open Dutch silver spirit-case stood, with some siphons of soda-water and
large cut-glass tumblers, on a little marqueterie table.
 "You see your servant made me quite at home, Dorian. He gave me everything
I wanted, including your best gold-tipped cigarettes. He is a most hospitable
creature. I like him much better than the Frenchman you used to have. What has
become of the Frenchman, by the bye?"

Dorian shrugged his shoulders. "I believe he married Lady Radley's maid, and
has established her in Paris as an English dressmaker. Anglomania is very
fashionable over there now, I hear. It seems silly of the French, doesn't it? But--do
you know?--he was not at all a bad servant. I never liked him, but I had nothing to
complain about. One often imagines things that are quite absurd. He was really
very devoted to me and seemed quite sorry when he went away. Have another
brandy-and-soda? Or would you like hock-and-seltzer? I always take hock-and-
seltzer myself. There is sure to be some in the next room."

"Thanks, I won't have anything more," said the painter, taking his cap and coat
off and throwing them on the bag that he had placed in the corner. "And now, my
dear fellow, I want to speak to you seriously. Don't frown like that. You make it so
much more difficult for me."

"What is it all about?" cried Dorian in his petulant way, flinging himself down
on the sofa. "I hope it is not about myself. I am tired of myself to-night. I should
like to be somebody else."

"It is about yourself," answered Hallward in his grave deep voice, "and I must
say it to you. I shall only keep you half an hour."

Dorian sighed and lit a cigarette. "Half an hour!" he murmured.

"It is not much to ask of you, Dorian, and it is entirely for your own sake that I
am speaking. I think it right that you should know that the most dreadful things are
being said against you in London."

"I don't wish to know anything about them. I love scandals about other people,
but scandals about myself don't interest me. They have not got the charm of
novelty."

"They must interest you, Dorian. Every gentleman is interested in his good
name. You don't want people to talk of you as something vile and degraded. Of
course, you have your position, and your wealth, and all that kind of thing. But
position and wealth are not everything. Mind you, I don't believe these rumours at
all. At least, I can't believe them when I see you. Sin is a thing that writes itself
across a man's face. It cannot be concealed. People talk sometimes of secret vices.
There are no such things. If a wretched man has a vice, it shows itself in the lines of
his mouth, the droop of his eyelids, the moulding of his hands even. Somebody--I
won't mention his name, but you know him--came to me last year to have his
portrait done. I had never seen him before, and had never heard anything about him
at the time, though I have heard a good deal since. He offered an extravagant price.
I refused him. There was something in the shape of his fingers that I hated. I know
now that I was quite right in what I fancied about him. His life is dreadful. But you,
Dorian, with your pure, bright, innocent face, and your marvellous untroubled
youth--I can't believe anything against you. And yet I see you very seldom, and you
never come down to the studio now, and when I am away from you, and I hear all
these hideous things that people are whispering about you, I don't know what to
say. Why is it, Dorian, that a man like the Duke of Berwick leaves the room of a
club when you enter it? Why is it that so many gentlemen in London will neither go
to your house or invite you to theirs? You used to be a friend of Lord Staveley. I
met him at dinner last week. Your name happened to come up in conversation, in
connection with the miniatures you have lent to the exhibition at the Dudley.
Staveley curled his lip and said that you might have the most artistic tastes, but that
you were a man whom no pure-minded girl should be allowed to know, and whom
no chaste woman should sit in the same room with. I reminded him that I was a
friend of yours, and asked him what he meant. He told me. He told me right out
before everybody. It was horrible! Why is your friendship so fatal to young men?
There was that wretched boy in the Guards who committed suicide. You were his
great friend. There was Sir Henry Ashton, who had to leave England with a
tarnished name. You and he were inseparable. What about Adrian Singleton and his
dreadful end? What about Lord Kent's only son and his career? I met his father
yesterday in St. James's Street. He seemed broken with shame and sorrow. What
about the young Duke of Perth? What sort of life has he got now? What gentleman
would associate with him?"

"Stop, Basil. You are talking about things of which you know nothing," said
Dorian Gray, biting his lip, and with a note of infinite contempt in his voice. "You
ask me why Berwick leaves a room when I enter it. It is because I know everything
about his life, not because he knows anything about mine. With such blood as he
has in his veins, how could his record be clean? You ask me about Henry Ashton
and young Perth. Did I teach the one his vices, and the other his debauchery? If
Kent's silly son takes his wife from the streets, what is that to me? If Adrian
Singleton writes his friend's name across a bill, am I his keeper? I know how
people chatter in England. The middle classes air their moral prejudices over their
gross dinner-tables, and whisper about what they call the profligacies of their
betters in order to try and pretend that they are in smart society and on intimate
terms with the people they slander. In this country, it is enough for a man to have
distinction and brains for every common tongue to wag against him. And what sort
of lives do these people, who pose as being moral, lead themselves? My dear
fellow, you forget that we are in the native land of the hypocrite."

"Dorian," cried Hallward, "that is not the question. England is bad enough I
know, and English society is all wrong. That is the reason why I want you to be
fine. You have not been fine. One has a right to judge of a man by the effect he has
over his friends. Yours seem to lose all sense of honour, of goodness, of purity.
You have filled them with a madness for pleasure. They have gone down into the
depths. You led them there. Yes: you led them there, and yet you can smile, as you
are smiling now. And there is worse behind. I know you and Harry are inseparable.
Surely for that reason, if for none other, you should not have made his sister's name
a by-word."

"Take care, Basil. You go too far."

"I must speak, and you must listen. You shall listen. When you met Lady
Gwendolen, not a breath of scandal had ever touched her. Is there a single decent
woman in London now who would drive with her in the park? Why, even her
children are not allowed to live with her. Then there are other stories--stories that
you have been seen creeping at dawn out of dreadful houses and slinking in
disguise into the foulest dens in London. Are they true? Can they be true? When I
first heard them, I laughed. I hear them now, and they make me shudder. What
about your country-house and the life that is led there? Dorian, you don't know
what is said about you. I won't tell you that I don't want to preach to you. I
remember Harry saying once that every man who turned himself into an amateur
curate for the moment always began by saying that, and then proceeded to break his
word. I do want to preach to you. I want you to lead such a life as will make the
world respect you. I want you to have a clean name and a fair record. I want you to
get rid of the dreadful people you associate with. Don't shrug your shoulders like
that. Don't be so indifferent. You have a wonderful influence. Let it be for good,
not for evil. They say that you corrupt every one with whom you become intimate,
and that it is quite sufficient for you to enter a house for shame of some kind to
follow after. I don't know whether it is so or not. How should I know? But it is said
of you. I am told things that it seems impossible to doubt. Lord Gloucester was one
of my greatest friends at Oxford. He showed me a letter that his wife had written to
him when she was dying alone in her villa at Mentone. Your name was implicated
in the most terrible confession I ever read. I told him that it was absurd--that I knew
you thoroughly and that you were incapable of anything of the kind. Know you? I
wonder do I know you? Before I could answer that, I should have to see your soul."

"To see my soul!" muttered Dorian Gray, starting up from the sofa and turning
almost white from fear.

"Yes," answered Hallward gravely, and with deep-toned sorrow in his voice,
"to see your soul. But only God can do that."

A bitter laugh of mockery broke from the lips of the younger man. "You shall
see it yourself, to-night!" he cried, seizing a lamp from the table. "Come: it is your
own handiwork. Why shouldn't you look at it? You can tell the world all about it
afterwards, if you choose. Nobody would believe you. If they did believe you, they
would like me all the better for it. I know the age better than you do, though you
will prate about it so tediously. Come, I tell you. You have chattered enough about
corruption. Now you shall look on it face to face."

There was the madness of pride in every word he uttered. He stamped his foot
upon the ground in his boyish insolent manner. He felt a terrible joy at the thought
that some one else was to share his secret, and that the man who had painted the
portrait that was the origin of all his shame was to be burdened for the rest of his
life with the hideous memory of what he had done.

"Yes," he continued, coming closer to him and looking steadfastly into his
stern eyes, "I shall show you my soul. You shall see the thing that you fancy only
God can see."

Hallward started back. "This is blasphemy, Dorian!" he cried. "You must not
say things like that. They are horrible, and they don't mean anything."

"You think so?" He laughed again.

"I know so. As for what I said to you to-night, I said it for your good. You
know I have been always a stanch friend to you."

"Don't touch me. Finish what you have to say."

A twisted flash of pain shot across the painter's face. He paused for a moment,
and a wild feeling of pity came over him. After all, what right had he to pry into the
life of Dorian Gray? If he had done a tithe of what was rumoured about him, how
much he must have suffered! Then he straightened himself up, and walked over to
the fire-place, and stood there, looking at the burning logs with their frostlike ashes
and their throbbing cores of flame.

"I am waiting, Basil," said the young man in a hard clear voice.

He turned round. "What I have to say is this," he cried. "You must give me
some answer to these horrible charges that are made against you. If you tell me that
they are absolutely untrue from beginning to end, I shall believe you. Deny them,
Dorian, deny them! Can't you see what I am going through? My God! don't tell me
that you are bad, and corrupt, and shameful."

Dorian Gray smiled. There was a curl of contempt in his lips. "Come upstairs,
Basil," he said quietly. "I keep a diary of my life from day to day, and it never
leaves the room in which it is written. I shall show it to you if you come with me."

"I shall come with you, Dorian, if you wish it. I see I have missed my train.
That makes no matter. I can go to-morrow. But don't ask me to read anything to-
night. All I want is a plain answer to my question."
 "That shall be given to you upstairs. I could not give it here. You will not have
to read long."

CHAPTER 13

He passed out of the room and began the ascent, Basil Hallward following
close behind. They walked softly, as men do instinctively at night. The lamp cast
fantastic shadows on the wall and staircase. A rising wind made some of the
windows rattle.

When they reached the top landing, Dorian set the lamp down on the floor, and
taking out the key, turned it in the lock. "You insist on knowing, Basil?" he asked
in a low voice.

"Yes."

"I am delighted," he answered, smiling. Then he added, somewhat harshly,

"You are the one man in the world who is entitled to know everything about me.
You have had more to do with my life than you think"; and, taking up the lamp, he
opened the door and went in. A cold current of air passed them, and the light shot
up for a moment in a flame of murky orange. He shuddered. "Shut the door behind
you," he whispered, as he placed the lamp on the table.

Hallward glanced round him with a puzzled expression. The room looked as if
it had not been lived in for years. A faded Flemish tapestry, a curtained picture, an
old Italian cassone, and an almost empty book-case--that was all that it seemed to
contain, besides a chair and a table. As Dorian Gray was lighting a half-burned
candle that was standing on the mantelshelf, he saw that the whole place was
covered with dust and that the carpet was in holes. A mouse ran scuffling behind
the wainscoting. There was a damp odour of mildew.

"So you think that it is only God who sees the soul, Basil? Draw that curtain
back, and you will see mine."

The voice that spoke was cold and cruel. "You are mad, Dorian, or playing a
part," muttered Hallward, frowning.

"You won't? Then I must do it myself," said the young man, and he tore the
curtain from its rod and flung it on the ground.
 An exclamation of horror broke from the painter's lips as he saw in the dim
light the hideous face on the canvas grinning at him. There was something in its
expression that filled him with disgust and loathing. Good heavens! it was Dorian
Gray's own face that he was looking at! The horror, whatever it was, had not yet
entirely spoiled that marvellous beauty. There was still some gold in the thinning
hair and some scarlet on the sensual mouth. The sodden eyes had kept something of
the loveliness of their blue, the noble curves had not yet completely passed away
from chiselled nostrils and from plastic throat. Yes, it was Dorian himself. But who
had done it? He seemed to recognize his own brushwork, and the frame was his
own design. The idea was monstrous, yet he felt afraid. He seized the lighted
candle, and held it to the picture. In the left-hand corner was his own name, traced
in long letters of bright vermilion.

It was some foul parody, some infamous ignoble satire. He had never done
that. Still, it was his own picture. He knew it, and he felt as if his blood had
changed in a moment from fire to sluggish ice. His own picture! What did it mean?
Why had it altered? He turned and looked at Dorian Gray with the eyes of a sick
man. His mouth twitched, and his parched tongue seemed unable to articulate. He
passed his hand across his forehead. It was dank with clammy sweat.

The young man was leaning against the mantelshelf, watching him with that
strange expression that one sees on the faces of those who are absorbed in a play
when some great artist is acting. There was neither real sorrow in it nor real joy.
There was simply the passion of the spectator, with perhaps a flicker of triumph in
his eyes. He had taken the flower out of his coat, and was smelling it, or pretending
to do so.

"What does this mean?" cried Hallward, at last. His own voice sounded shrill
and curious in his ears.

"Years ago, when I was a boy," said Dorian Gray, crushing the flower in his
hand, "you met me, flattered me, and taught me to be vain of my good looks. One
day you introduced me to a friend of yours, who explained to me the wonder of
youth, and you finished a portrait of me that revealed to me the wonder of beauty.
In a mad moment that, even now, I don't know whether I regret or not, I made a
wish, perhaps you would call it a prayer...."

"I remember it! Oh, how well I remember it! No! the thing is impossible. The
room is damp. Mildew has got into the canvas. The paints I used had some
wretched mineral poison in them. I tell you the thing is impossible."

"Ah, what is impossible?" murmured the young man, going over to the
window and leaning his forehead against the cold, mist-stained glass.

"You told me you had destroyed it."

 "I was wrong. It has destroyed me."

"I don't believe it is my picture."

"Can't you see your ideal in it?" said Dorian bitterly.

"My ideal, as you call it..."

"As you called it."

"There was nothing evil in it, nothing shameful. You were to me such an ideal
as I shall never meet again. This is the face of a satyr."

"It is the face of my soul."

"Christ! what a thing I must have worshipped! It has the eyes of a devil."

"Each of us has heaven and hell in him, Basil," cried Dorian with a wild
gesture of despair.

Hallward turned again to the portrait and gazed at it. "My God! If it is true," he
exclaimed, "and this is what you have done with your life, why, you must be worse
even than those who talk against you fancy you to be!" He held the light up again to
the canvas and examined it. The surface seemed to be quite undisturbed and as he
had left it. It was from within, apparently, that the foulness and horror had come.
Through some strange quickening of inner life the leprosies of sin were slowly
eating the thing away. The rotting of a corpse in a watery grave was not so fearful.

His hand shook, and the candle fell from its socket on the floor and lay there
sputtering. He placed his foot on it and put it out. Then he flung himself into the
rickety chair that was standing by the table and buried his face in his hands.

"Good God, Dorian, what a lesson! What an awful lesson!" There was no
answer, but he could hear the young man sobbing at the window. "Pray, Dorian,
pray," he murmured. "What is it that one was taught to say in one's boyhood? 'Lead
us not into temptation. Forgive us our sins. Wash away our iniquities.' Let us say
that together. The prayer of your pride has been answered. The prayer of your
repentance will be answered also. I worshipped you too much. I am punished for it.
You worshipped yourself too much. We are both punished."

Dorian Gray turned slowly around and looked at him with tear-dimmed eyes.
"It is too late, Basil," he faltered.

"It is never too late, Dorian. Let us kneel down and try if we cannot remember
a prayer. Isn't there a verse somewhere, 'Though your sins be as scarlet, yet I will
make them as white as snow'?"
 "Those words mean nothing to me now."

"Hush! Don't say that. You have done enough evil in your life. My God! Don't
you see that accursed thing leering at us?"

Dorian Gray glanced at the picture, and suddenly an uncontrollable feeling of

hatred for Basil Hallward came over him, as though it had been suggested to him
by the image on the canvas, whispered into his ear by those grinning lips. The mad
passions of a hunted animal stirred within him, and he loathed the man who was
seated at the table, more than in his whole life he had ever loathed anything. He
glanced wildly around. Something glimmered on the top of the painted chest that
faced him. His eye fell on it. He knew what it was. It was a knife that he had
brought up, some days before, to cut a piece of cord, and had forgotten to take
away with him. He moved slowly towards it, passing Hallward as he did so. As
soon as he got behind him, he seized it and turned round. Hallward stirred in his
chair as if he was going to rise. He rushed at him and dug the knife into the great
vein that is behind the ear, crushing the man's head down on the table and stabbing
again and again.

There was a stifled groan and the horrible sound of some one choking with
blood. Three times the outstretched arms shot up convulsively, waving grotesque,
stiff-fingered hands in the air. He stabbed him twice more, but the man did not
move. Something began to trickle on the floor. He waited for a moment, still
pressing the head down. Then he threw the knife on the table, and listened.

He could hear nothing, but the drip, drip on the threadbare carpet. He opened
the door and went out on the landing. The house was absolutely quiet. No one was
about. For a few seconds he stood bending over the balustrade and peering down
into the black seething well of darkness. Then he took out the key and returned to
the room, locking himself in as he did so.

The thing was still seated in the chair, straining over the table with bowed
head, and humped back, and long fantastic arms. Had it not been for the red jagged
tear in the neck and the clotted black pool that was slowly widening on the table,
one would have said that the man was simply asleep.

How quickly it had all been done! He felt strangely calm, and walking over to
the window, opened it and stepped out on the balcony. The wind had blown the fog
away, and the sky was like a monstrous peacock's tail, starred with myriads of
golden eyes. He looked down and saw the policeman going his rounds and flashing
the long beam of his lantern on the doors of the silent houses. The crimson spot of a
prowling hansom gleamed at the corner and then vanished. A woman in a fluttering
shawl was creeping slowly by the railings, staggering as she went. Now and then
she stopped and peered back. Once, she began to sing in a hoarse voice. The
policeman strolled over and said something to her. She stumbled away, laughing. A
bitter blast swept across the square. The gas-lamps flickered and became blue, and
the leafless trees shook their black iron branches to and fro. He shivered and went
back, closing the window behind him.

Having reached the door, he turned the key and opened it. He did not even
glance at the murdered man. He felt that the secret of the whole thing was not to
realize the situation. The friend who had painted the fatal portrait to which all his
misery had been due had gone out of his life. That was enough.

Then he remembered the lamp. It was a rather curious one of Moorish

workmanship, made of dull silver inlaid with arabesques of burnished steel, and
studded with coarse turquoises. Perhaps it might be missed by his servant, and
questions would be asked. He hesitated for a moment, then he turned back and took
it from the table. He could not help seeing the dead thing. How still it was! How
horribly white the long hands looked! It was like a dreadful wax image.

Having locked the door behind him, he crept quietly downstairs. The
woodwork creaked and seemed to cry out as if in pain. He stopped several times
and waited. No: everything was still. It was merely the sound of his own footsteps.

When he reached the library, he saw the bag and coat in the corner. They must
be hidden away somewhere. He unlocked a secret press that was in the
wainscoting, a press in which he kept his own curious disguises, and put them into
it. He could easily burn them afterwards. Then he pulled out his watch. It was
twenty minutes to two.

He sat down and began to think. Every year--every month, almost--men were
strangled in England for what he had done. There had been a madness of murder in
the air. Some red star had come too close to the earth.... And yet, what evidence
was there against him? Basil Hallward had left the house at eleven. No one had
seen him come in again. Most of the servants were at Selby Royal. His valet had
gone to bed.... Paris! Yes. It was to Paris that Basil had gone, and by the midnight
train, as he had intended. With his curious reserved habits, it would be months
before any suspicions would be roused. Months! Everything could be destroyed
long before then.

A sudden thought struck him. He put on his fur coat and hat and went out into
the hall. There he paused, hearing the slow heavy tread of the policeman on the
pavement outside and seeing the flash of the bull's-eye reflected in the window. He
waited and held his breath.

After a few moments he drew back the latch and slipped out, shutting the door
very gently behind him. Then he began ringing the bell. In about five minutes his
valet appeared, half-dressed and looking very drowsy.
 "I am sorry to have had to wake you up, Francis," he said, stepping in; "but I
had forgotten my latch-key. What time is it?"

"Ten minutes past two, sir," answered the man, looking at the clock and
blinking.

"Ten minutes past two? How horribly late! You must wake me at nine to-
morrow. I have some work to do."

"All right, sir."

"Did any one call this evening?"

"Mr. Hallward, sir. He stayed here till eleven, and then he went away to catch
his train."

"Oh! I am sorry I didn't see him. Did he leave any message?"

"No, sir, except that he would write to you from Paris, if he did not find you at
the club."

"That will do, Francis. Don't forget to call me at nine to-morrow."

"No, sir."

The man shambled down the passage in his slippers.

Dorian Gray threw his hat and coat upon the table and passed into the library.
For a quarter of an hour he walked up and down the room, biting his lip and
thinking. Then he took down the Blue Book from one of the shelves and began to
turn over the leaves. "Alan Campbell, 152, Hertford Street, Mayfair." Yes; that was
the man he wanted.

CHAPTER 14

At nine o'clock the next morning his servant came in with a cup of chocolate
on a tray and opened the shutters. Dorian was sleeping quite peacefully, lying on
his right side, with one hand underneath his cheek. He looked like a boy who had
been tired out with play, or study.
 The man had to touch him twice on the shoulder before he woke, and as he
opened his eyes a faint smile passed across his lips, as though he had been lost in
some delightful dream. Yet he had not dreamed at all. His night had been
untroubled by any images of pleasure or of pain. But youth smiles without any
reason. It is one of its chiefest charms.

He turned round, and leaning upon his elbow, began to sip his chocolate. The
mellow November sun came streaming into the room. The sky was bright, and
there was a genial warmth in the air. It was almost like a morning in May.

Gradually the events of the preceding night crept with silent, blood-stained feet
into his brain and reconstructed themselves there with terrible distinctness. He
winced at the memory of all that he had suffered, and for a moment the same
curious feeling of loathing for Basil Hallward that had made him kill him as he sat
in the chair came back to him, and he grew cold with passion. The dead man was
still sitting there, too, and in the sunlight now. How horrible that was! Such hideous
things were for the darkness, not for the day.

He felt that if he brooded on what he had gone through he would sicken or

grow mad. There were sins whose fascination was more in the memory than in the
doing of them, strange triumphs that gratified the pride more than the passions, and
gave to the intellect a quickened sense of joy, greater than any joy they brought, or
could ever bring, to the senses. But this was not one of them. It was a thing to be
driven out of the mind, to be drugged with poppies, to be strangled lest it might
strangle one itself.

When the half-hour struck, he passed his hand across his forehead, and then
got up hastily and dressed himself with even more than his usual care, giving a
good deal of attention to the choice of his necktie and scarf-pin and changing his
rings more than once. He spent a long time also over breakfast, tasting the various
dishes, talking to his valet about some new liveries that he was thinking of getting
made for the servants at Selby, and going through his correspondence. At some of
the letters, he smiled. Three of them bored him. One he read several times over and
then tore up with a slight look of annoyance in his face. "That awful thing, a
woman's memory!" as Lord Henry had once said.

After he had drunk his cup of black coffee, he wiped his lips slowly with a
napkin, motioned to his servant to wait, and going over to the table, sat down and
wrote two letters. One he put in his pocket, the other he handed to the valet.

"Take this round to 152, Hertford Street, Francis, and if Mr. Campbell is out of
town, get his address."

As soon as he was alone, he lit a cigarette and began sketching upon a piece of
paper, drawing first flowers and bits of architecture, and then human faces.
Suddenly he remarked that every face that he drew seemed to have a fantastic
likeness to Basil Hallward. He frowned, and getting up, went over to the book-case
and took out a volume at hazard. He was determined that he would not think about
what had happened until it became absolutely necessary that he should do so.

When he had stretched himself on the sofa, he looked at the title-page of the
book. It was Gautier's Emaux et Camees, Charpentier's Japanese-paper edition,
with the Jacquemart etching. The binding was of citron-green leather, with a design
of gilt trellis-work and dotted pomegranates. It had been given to him by Adrian
Singleton. As he turned over the pages, his eye fell on the poem about the hand of
Lacenaire, the cold yellow hand "du supplice encore mal lavee," with its downy red
hairs and its "doigts de faune." He glanced at his own white taper fingers,
shuddering slightly in spite of himself, and passed on, till he came to those lovely
stanzas upon Venice:

Sur une gamme chromatique,

Le sein de peries ruisselant,
La Venus de l'Adriatique
Sort de l'eau son corps rose et blanc.

Les domes, sur l'azur des ondes

Suivant la phrase au pur contour,
S'enflent comme des gorges rondes
Que souleve un soupir d'amour.

L'esquif aborde et me depose,

Jetant son amarre au pilier,
Devant une facade rose,
Sur le marbre d'un escalier.

How exquisite they were! As one read them, one seemed to be floating down
the green water-ways of the pink and pearl city, seated in a black gondola with
silver prow and trailing curtains. The mere lines looked to him like those straight
lines of turquoise-blue that follow one as one pushes out to the Lido. The sudden
flashes of colour reminded him of the gleam of the opal-and-iris-throated birds that
flutter round the tall honeycombed Campanile, or stalk, with such stately grace,
through the dim, dust-stained arcades. Leaning back with half-closed eyes, he kept
saying over and over to himself:

"Devant une facade rose,

Sur le marbre d'un escalier."

The whole of Venice was in those two lines. He remembered the autumn that
he had passed there, and a wonderful love that had stirred him to mad delightful
follies. There was romance in every place. But Venice, like Oxford, had kept the
background for romance, and, to the true romantic, background was everything, or
almost everything. Basil had been with him part of the time, and had gone wild
over Tintoret. Poor Basil! What a horrible way for a man to die!

He sighed, and took up the volume again, and tried to forget. He read of the
swallows that fly in and out of the little cafe at Smyrna where the Hadjis sit
counting their amber beads and the turbaned merchants smoke their long tasselled
pipes and talk gravely to each other; he read of the Obelisk in the Place de la
Concorde that weeps tears of granite in its lonely sunless exile and longs to be back
by the hot, lotus-covered Nile, where there are Sphinxes, and rose-red ibises, and
white vultures with gilded claws, and crocodiles with small beryl eyes that crawl
over the green steaming mud; he began to brood over those verses which, drawing
music from kiss-stained marble, tell of that curious statue that Gautier compares to
a contralto voice, the "monstre charmant" that couches in the porphyry-room of the
Louvre. But after a time the book fell from his hand. He grew nervous, and a
horrible fit of terror came over him. What if Alan Campbell should be out of
England? Days would elapse before he could come back. Perhaps he might refuse
to come. What could he do then? Every moment was of vital importance.

They had been great friends once, five years before--almost inseparable,
indeed. Then the intimacy had come suddenly to an end. When they met in society
now, it was only Dorian Gray who smiled: Alan Campbell never did.

He was an extremely clever young man, though he had no real appreciation of

the visible arts, and whatever little sense of the beauty of poetry he possessed he
had gained entirely from Dorian. His dominant intellectual passion was for science.
At Cambridge he had spent a great deal of his time working in the laboratory, and
had taken a good class in the Natural Science Tripos of his year. Indeed, he was
still devoted to the study of chemistry, and had a laboratory of his own in which he
used to shut himself up all day long, greatly to the annoyance of his mother, who
had set her heart on his standing for Parliament and had a vague idea that a chemist
was a person who made up prescriptions. He was an excellent musician, however,
as well, and played both the violin and the piano better than most amateurs. In fact,
it was music that had first brought him and Dorian Gray together--music and that
indefinable attraction that Dorian seemed to be able to exercise whenever he
wished--and, indeed, exercised often without being conscious of it. They had met at
Lady Berkshire's the night that Rubinstein played there, and after that used to be
always seen together at the opera and wherever good music was going on. For
eighteen months their intimacy lasted. Campbell was always either at Selby Royal
or in Grosvenor Square. To him, as to many others, Dorian Gray was the type of
everything that is wonderful and fascinating in life. Whether or not a quarrel had
taken place between them no one ever knew. But suddenly people remarked that
they scarcely spoke when they met and that Campbell seemed always to go away
early from any party at which Dorian Gray was present. He had changed, too--was
strangely melancholy at times, appeared almost to dislike hearing music, and would
never himself play, giving as his excuse, when he was called upon, that he was so
absorbed in science that he had no time left in which to practise. And this was
certainly true. Every day he seemed to become more interested in biology, and his
name appeared once or twice in some of the scientific reviews in connection with
certain curious experiments.

This was the man Dorian Gray was waiting for. Every second he kept glancing
at the clock. As the minutes went by he became horribly agitated. At last he got up
and began to pace up and down the room, looking like a beautiful caged thing. He
took long stealthy strides. His hands were curiously cold.

The suspense became unbearable. Time seemed to him to be crawling with feet
of lead, while he by monstrous winds was being swept towards the jagged edge of
some black cleft of precipice. He knew what was waiting for him there; saw it,
indeed, and, shuddering, crushed with dank hands his burning lids as though he
would have robbed the very brain of sight and driven the eyeballs back into their
cave. It was useless. The brain had its own food on which it battened, and the
imagination, made grotesque by terror, twisted and distorted as a living thing by
pain, danced like some foul puppet on a stand and grinned through moving masks.
Then, suddenly, time stopped for him. Yes: that blind, slow-breathing thing
crawled no more, and horrible thoughts, time being dead, raced nimbly on in front,
and dragged a hideous future from its grave, and showed it to him. He stared at it.
Its very horror made him stone.

At last the door opened and his servant entered. He turned glazed eyes upon
him.

"Mr. Campbell, sir," said the man.

A sigh of relief broke from his parched lips, and the colour came back to his
cheeks.

"Ask him to come in at once, Francis." He felt that he was himself again. His
mood of cowardice had passed away.

The man bowed and retired. In a few moments, Alan Campbell walked in,
looking very stern and rather pale, his pallor being intensified by his coal-black hair
and dark eyebrows.

"Alan! This is kind of you. I thank you for coming."

"I had intended never to enter your house again, Gray. But you said it was a
matter of life and death." His voice was hard and cold. He spoke with slow
deliberation. There was a look of contempt in the steady searching gaze that he
turned on Dorian. He kept his hands in the pockets of his Astrakhan coat, and
seemed not to have noticed the gesture with which he had been greeted.

"Yes: it is a matter of life and death, Alan, and to more than one person. Sit
down."

Campbell took a chair by the table, and Dorian sat opposite to him. The two
men's eyes met. In Dorian's there was infinite pity. He knew that what he was going
to do was dreadful.

After a strained moment of silence, he leaned across and said, very quietly, but
watching the effect of each word upon the face of him he had sent for, "Alan, in a
locked room at the top of this house, a room to which nobody but myself has
access, a dead man is seated at a table. He has been dead ten hours now. Don't stir,
and don't look at me like that. Who the man is, why he died, how he died, are
matters that do not concern you. What you have to do is this--"

"Stop, Gray. I don't want to know anything further. Whether what you have
told me is true or not true doesn't concern me. I entirely decline to be mixed up in
your life. Keep your horrible secrets to yourself. They don't interest me any more."

"Alan, they will have to interest you. This one will have to interest you. I am
awfully sorry for you, Alan. But I can't help myself. You are the one man who is
able to save me. I am forced to bring you into the matter. I have no option. Alan,
you are scientific. You know about chemistry and things of that kind. You have
made experiments. What you have got to do is to destroy the thing that is upstairs--
to destroy it so that not a vestige of it will be left. Nobody saw this person come
into the house. Indeed, at the present moment he is supposed to be in Paris. He will
not be missed for months. When he is missed, there must be no trace of him found
here. You, Alan, you must change him, and everything that belongs to him, into a
handful of ashes that I may scatter in the air."

"You are mad, Dorian."

"Ah! I was waiting for you to call me Dorian."

"You are mad, I tell you--mad to imagine that I would raise a finger to help
you, mad to make this monstrous confession. I will have nothing to do with this
matter, whatever it is. Do you think I am going to peril my reputation for you?
What is it to me what devil's work you are up to?"

"It was suicide, Alan."

"I am glad of that. But who drove him to it? You, I should fancy."

"Do you still refuse to do this for me?"

 "Of course I refuse. I will have absolutely nothing to do with it. I don't care
what shame comes on you. You deserve it all. I should not be sorry to see you
disgraced, publicly disgraced. How dare you ask me, of all men in the world, to
mix myself up in this horror? I should have thought you knew more about people's
characters. Your friend Lord Henry Wotton can't have taught you much about
psychology, whatever else he has taught you. Nothing will induce me to stir a step
to help you. You have come to the wrong man. Go to some of your friends. Don't
come to me."

"Alan, it was murder. I killed him. You don't know what he had made me
suffer. Whatever my life is, he had more to do with the making or the marring of it
than poor Harry has had. He may not have intended it, the result was the same."

"Murder! Good God, Dorian, is that what you have come to? I shall not inform
upon you. It is not my business. Besides, without my stirring in the matter, you are
certain to be arrested. Nobody ever commits a crime without doing something
stupid. But I will have nothing to do with it."

"You must have something to do with it. Wait, wait a moment; listen to me.
Only listen, Alan. All I ask of you is to perform a certain scientific experiment.
You go to hospitals and dead-houses, and the horrors that you do there don't affect
you. If in some hideous dissecting-room or fetid laboratory you found this man
lying on a leaden table with red gutters scooped out in it for the blood to flow
through, you would simply look upon him as an admirable subject. You would not
turn a hair. You would not believe that you were doing anything wrong. On the
contrary, you would probably feel that you were benefiting the human race, or
increasing the sum of knowledge in the world, or gratifying intellectual curiosity,
or something of that kind. What I want you to do is merely what you have often
done before. Indeed, to destroy a body must be far less horrible than what you are
accustomed to work at. And, remember, it is the only piece of evidence against me.
If it is discovered, I am lost; and it is sure to be discovered unless you help me."

"I have no desire to help you. You forget that. I am simply indifferent to the
whole thing. It has nothing to do with me."

"Alan, I entreat you. Think of the position I am in. Just before you came I
almost fainted with terror. You may know terror yourself some day. No! don't think
of that. Look at the matter purely from the scientific point of view. You don't
inquire where the dead things on which you experiment come from. Don't inquire
now. I have told you too much as it is. But I beg of you to do this. We were friends
once, Alan."

"Don't speak about those days, Dorian--they are dead."

 "The dead linger sometimes. The man upstairs will not go away. He is sitting
at the table with bowed head and outstretched arms. Alan! Alan! If you don't come
to my assistance, I am ruined. Why, they will hang me, Alan! Don't you
understand? They will hang me for what I have done."

"There is no good in prolonging this scene. I absolutely refuse to do anything

in the matter. It is insane of you to ask me."

"You refuse?"

"Yes."

"I entreat you, Alan."

"It is useless."

The same look of pity came into Dorian Gray's eyes. Then he stretched out his
hand, took a piece of paper, and wrote something on it. He read it over twice,
folded it carefully, and pushed it across the table. Having done this, he got up and
went over to the window.

Campbell looked at him in surprise, and then took up the paper, and opened it.
As he read it, his face became ghastly pale and he fell back in his chair. A horrible
sense of sickness came over him. He felt as if his heart was beating itself to death
in some empty hollow.

After two or three minutes of terrible silence, Dorian turned round and came
and stood behind him, putting his hand upon his shoulder.

"I am so sorry for you, Alan," he murmured, "but you leave me no alternative.
I have a letter written already. Here it is. You see the address. If you don't help me,
I must send it. If you don't help me, I will send it. You know what the result will be.
But you are going to help me. It is impossible for you to refuse now. I tried to spare
you. You will do me the justice to admit that. You were stern, harsh, offensive.
You treated me as no man has ever dared to treat me--no living man, at any rate. I
bore it all. Now it is for me to dictate terms."

Campbell buried his face in his hands, and a shudder passed through him.

"Yes, it is my turn to dictate terms, Alan. You know what they are. The thing
is quite simple. Come, don't work yourself into this fever. The thing has to be done.
Face it, and do it."

A groan broke from Campbell's lips and he shivered all over. The ticking of
the clock on the mantelpiece seemed to him to be dividing time into separate atoms
of agony, each of which was too terrible to be borne. He felt as if an iron ring was
being slowly tightened round his forehead, as if the disgrace with which he was
threatened had already come upon him. The hand upon his shoulder weighed like a
hand of lead. It was intolerable. It seemed to crush him.

"Come, Alan, you must decide at once."

"I cannot do it," he said, mechanically, as though words could alter things.

"You must. You have no choice. Don't delay."

He hesitated a moment. "Is there a fire in the room upstairs?"

"Yes, there is a gas-fire with asbestos."

"I shall have to go home and get some things from the laboratory."

"No, Alan, you must not leave the house. Write out on a sheet of notepaper
what you want and my servant will take a cab and bring the things back to you."

Campbell scrawled a few lines, blotted them, and addressed an envelope to his
assistant. Dorian took the note up and read it carefully. Then he rang the bell and
gave it to his valet, with orders to return as soon as possible and to bring the things
with him.

As the hall door shut, Campbell started nervously, and having got up from the
chair, went over to the chimney-piece. He was shivering with a kind of ague. For
nearly twenty minutes, neither of the men spoke. A fly buzzed noisily about the
room, and the ticking of the clock was like the beat of a hammer.

As the chime struck one, Campbell turned round, and looking at Dorian Gray,
saw that his eyes were filled with tears. There was something in the purity and
refinement of that sad face that seemed to enrage him. "You are infamous,
absolutely infamous!" he muttered.

"Hush, Alan. You have saved my life," said Dorian.

"Your life? Good heavens! what a life that is! You have gone from corruption
to corruption, and now you have culminated in crime. In doing what I am going to
do--what you force me to do--it is not of your life that I am thinking."

"Ah, Alan," murmured Dorian with a sigh, "I wish you had a thousandth part
of the pity for me that I have for you." He turned away as he spoke and stood
looking out at the garden. Campbell made no answer.
 After about ten minutes a knock came to the door, and the servant entered,
carrying a large mahogany chest of chemicals, with a long coil of steel and
platinum wire and two rather curiously shaped iron clamps.

"Shall I leave the things here, sir?" he asked Campbell.

"Yes," said Dorian. "And I am afraid, Francis, that I have another errand for
you. What is the name of the man at Richmond who supplies Selby with orchids?"

"Harden, sir."

"Yes--Harden. You must go down to Richmond at once, see Harden

personally, and tell him to send twice as many orchids as I ordered, and to have as
few white ones as possible. In fact, I don't want any white ones. It is a lovely day,
Francis, and Richmond is a very pretty place--otherwise I wouldn't bother you
about it."

"No trouble, sir. At what time shall I be back?"

Dorian looked at Campbell. "How long will your experiment take, Alan?" he
said in a calm indifferent voice. The presence of a third person in the room seemed
to give him extraordinary courage.

Campbell frowned and bit his lip. "It will take about five hours," he answered.

"It will be time enough, then, if you are back at half-past seven, Francis. Or
stay: just leave my things out for dressing. You can have the evening to yourself. I
am not dining at home, so I shall not want you."

"Thank you, sir," said the man, leaving the room.

"Now, Alan, there is not a moment to be lost. How heavy this chest is! I'll take
it for you. You bring the other things." He spoke rapidly and in an authoritative
manner. Campbell felt dominated by him. They left the room together.

When they reached the top landing, Dorian took out the key and turned it in the
lock. Then he stopped, and a troubled look came into his eyes. He shuddered. "I
don't think I can go in, Alan," he murmured.

"It is nothing to me. I don't require you," said Campbell coldly.

Dorian half opened the door. As he did so, he saw the face of his portrait
leering in the sunlight. On the floor in front of it the torn curtain was lying. He
remembered that the night before he had forgotten, for the first time in his life, to
hide the fatal canvas, and was about to rush forward, when he drew back with a
shudder.
 What was that loathsome red dew that gleamed, wet and glistening, on one of
the hands, as though the canvas had sweated blood? How horrible it was!--more
horrible, it seemed to him for the moment, than the silent thing that he knew was
stretched across the table, the thing whose grotesque misshapen shadow on the
spotted carpet showed him that it had not stirred, but was still there, as he had left
it.

He heaved a deep breath, opened the door a little wider, and with half-closed
eyes and averted head, walked quickly in, determined that he would not look even
once upon the dead man. Then, stooping down and taking up the gold-and-purple
hanging, he flung it right over the picture.

There he stopped, feeling afraid to turn round, and his eyes fixed themselves
on the intricacies of the pattern before him. He heard Campbell bringing in the
heavy chest, and the irons, and the other things that he had required for his dreadful
work. He began to wonder if he and Basil Hallward had ever met, and, if so, what
they had thought of each other.

"Leave me now," said a stern voice behind him.

He turned and hurried out, just conscious that the dead man had been thrust
back into the chair and that Campbell was gazing into a glistening yellow face. As
he was going downstairs, he heard the key being turned in the lock.

It was long after seven when Campbell came back into the library. He was
pale, but absolutely calm. "I have done what you asked me to do," he muttered
"And now, good-bye. Let us never see each other again."

"You have saved me from ruin, Alan. I cannot forget that," said Dorian simply.

As soon as Campbell had left, he went upstairs. There was a horrible smell of
nitric acid in the room. But the thing that had been sitting at the table was gone.

CHAPTER 15

That evening, at eight-thirty, exquisitely dressed and wearing a large button-

hole of Parma violets, Dorian Gray was ushered into Lady Narborough's drawing-
room by bowing servants. His forehead was throbbing with maddened nerves, and
he felt wildly excited, but his manner as he bent over his hostess's hand was as easy
and graceful as ever. Perhaps one never seems so much at one's ease as when one
has to play a part. Certainly no one looking at Dorian Gray that night could have
believed that he had passed through a tragedy as horrible as any tragedy of our age.
Those finely shaped fingers could never have clutched a knife for sin, nor those
smiling lips have cried out on God and goodness. He himself could not help
wondering at the calm of his demeanour, and for a moment felt keenly the terrible
pleasure of a double life.

It was a small party, got up rather in a hurry by Lady Narborough, who was a
very clever woman with what Lord Henry used to describe as the remains of really
remarkable ugliness. She had proved an excellent wife to one of our most tedious
ambassadors, and having buried her husband properly in a marble mausoleum,
which she had herself designed, and married off her daughters to some rich, rather
elderly men, she devoted herself now to the pleasures of French fiction, French
cookery, and French esprit when she could get it.

Dorian was one of her especial favourites, and she always told him that she
was extremely glad she had not met him in early life. "I know, my dear, I should
have fallen madly in love with you," she used to say, "and thrown my bonnet right
over the mills for your sake. It is most fortunate that you were not thought of at the
time. As it was, our bonnets were so unbecoming, and the mills were so occupied
in trying to raise the wind, that I never had even a flirtation with anybody.
However, that was all Narborough's fault. He was dreadfully short-sighted, and
there is no pleasure in taking in a husband who never sees anything."

Her guests this evening were rather tedious. The fact was, as she explained to
Dorian, behind a very shabby fan, one of her married daughters had come up quite
suddenly to stay with her, and, to make matters worse, had actually brought her
husband with her. "I think it is most unkind of her, my dear," she whispered. "Of
course I go and stay with them every summer after I come from Homburg, but then
an old woman like me must have fresh air sometimes, and besides, I really wake
them up. You don't know what an existence they lead down there. It is pure
unadulterated country life. They get up early, because they have so much to do, and
go to bed early, because they have so little to think about. There has not been a
scandal in the neighbourhood since the time of Queen Elizabeth, and consequently
they all fall asleep after dinner. You shan't sit next either of them. You shall sit by
me and amuse me."

Dorian murmured a graceful compliment and looked round the room. Yes: it
was certainly a tedious party. Two of the people he had never seen before, and the
others consisted of Ernest Harrowden, one of those middle-aged mediocrities so
common in London clubs who have no enemies, but are thoroughly disliked by
their friends; Lady Ruxton, an overdressed woman of forty-seven, with a hooked
nose, who was always trying to get herself compromised, but was so peculiarly
plain that to her great disappointment no one would ever believe anything against
her; Mrs. Erlynne, a pushing nobody, with a delightful lisp and Venetian-red hair;
Lady Alice Chapman, his hostess's daughter, a dowdy dull girl, with one of those
characteristic British faces that, once seen, are never remembered; and her husband,
a red-cheeked, white-whiskered creature who, like so many of his class, was under
the impression that inordinate joviality can atone for an entire lack of ideas.

He was rather sorry he had come, till Lady Narborough, looking at the great
ormolu gilt clock that sprawled in gaudy curves on the mauve-draped mantelshelf,
exclaimed: "How horrid of Henry Wotton to be so late! I sent round to him this
morning on chance and he promised faithfully not to disappoint me."

It was some consolation that Harry was to be there, and when the door opened
and he heard his slow musical voice lending charm to some insincere apology, he
ceased to feel bored.

But at dinner he could not eat anything. Plate after plate went away untasted.
Lady Narborough kept scolding him for what she called "an insult to poor Adolphe,
who invented the menu specially for you," and now and then Lord Henry looked
across at him, wondering at his silence and abstracted manner. From time to time
the butler filled his glass with champagne. He drank eagerly, and his thirst seemed
to increase.

"Dorian," said Lord Henry at last, as the chaud-froid was being handed round,
"what is the matter with you to-night? You are quite out of sorts."

"I believe he is in love," cried Lady Narborough, "and that he is afraid to tell
me for fear I should be jealous. He is quite right. I certainly should."

"Dear Lady Narborough," murmured Dorian, smiling, "I have not been in love
for a whole week--not, in fact, since Madame de Ferrol left town."

"How you men can fall in love with that woman!" exclaimed the old lady. "I
really cannot understand it."

"It is simply because she remembers you when you were a little girl, Lady
Narborough," said Lord Henry. "She is the one link between us and your short
frocks."

"She does not remember my short frocks at all, Lord Henry. But I remember
her very well at Vienna thirty years ago, and how decolletee she was then."

"She is still decolletee," he answered, taking an olive in his long fingers; "and
when she is in a very smart gown she looks like an edition de luxe of a bad French
novel. She is really wonderful, and full of surprises. Her capacity for family
affection is extraordinary. When her third husband died, her hair turned quite gold
from grief."

"How can you, Harry!" cried Dorian.

 "It is a most romantic explanation," laughed the hostess. "But her third
husband, Lord Henry! You don't mean to say Ferrol is the fourth?"

"Certainly, Lady Narborough."

"I don't believe a word of it."

"Well, ask Mr. Gray. He is one of her most intimate friends."

"Is it true, Mr. Gray?"

"She assures me so, Lady Narborough," said Dorian. "I asked her whether, like
Marguerite de Navarre, she had their hearts embalmed and hung at her girdle. She
told me she didn't, because none of them had had any hearts at all."

"Four husbands! Upon my word that is trop de zele."

"Trop d'audace, I tell her," said Dorian.

"Oh! she is audacious enough for anything, my dear. And what is Ferrol like? I
don't know him."

"The husbands of very beautiful women belong to the criminal classes," said
Lord Henry, sipping his wine.

Lady Narborough hit him with her fan. "Lord Henry, I am not at all surprised
that the world says that you are extremely wicked."

"But what world says that?" asked Lord Henry, elevating his eyebrows. "It can
only be the next world. This world and I are on excellent terms."

"Everybody I know says you are very wicked," cried the old lady, shaking her
head.

Lord Henry looked serious for some moments. "It is perfectly monstrous," he
said, at last, "the way people go about nowadays saying things against one behind
one's back that are absolutely and entirely true."

"Isn't he incorrigible?" cried Dorian, leaning forward in his chair.

"I hope so," said his hostess, laughing. "But really, if you all worship Madame
de Ferrol in this ridiculous way, I shall have to marry again so as to be in the
fashion."

"You will never marry again, Lady Narborough," broke in Lord Henry. "You
were far too happy. When a woman marries again, it is because she detested her
first husband. When a man marries again, it is because he adored his first wife.
Women try their luck; men risk theirs."

"Narborough wasn't perfect," cried the old lady.

"If he had been, you would not have loved him, my dear lady," was the
rejoinder. "Women love us for our defects. If we have enough of them, they will
forgive us everything, even our intellects. You will never ask me to dinner again
after saying this, I am afraid, Lady Narborough, but it is quite true."

"Of course it is true, Lord Henry. If we women did not love you for your
defects, where would you all be? Not one of you would ever be married. You
would be a set of unfortunate bachelors. Not, however, that that would alter you
much. Nowadays all the married men live like bachelors, and all the bachelors like
married men."

"Fin de siecle," murmured Lord Henry.

"Fin du globe," answered his hostess.

"I wish it were fin du globe," said Dorian with a sigh. "Life is a great
disappointment."

"Ah, my dear," cried Lady Narborough, putting on her gloves, "don't tell me
that you have exhausted life. When a man says that one knows that life has
exhausted him. Lord Henry is very wicked, and I sometimes wish that I had been;
but you are made to be good--you look so good. I must find you a nice wife. Lord
Henry, don't you think that Mr. Gray should get married?"

"I am always telling him so, Lady Narborough," said Lord Henry with a bow.

"Well, we must look out for a suitable match for him. I shall go through
Debrett carefully to-night and draw out a list of all the eligible young ladies."

"With their ages, Lady Narborough?" asked Dorian.

"Of course, with their ages, slightly edited. But nothing must be done in a
hurry. I want it to be what The Morning Post calls a suitable alliance, and I want
you both to be happy."

"What nonsense people talk about happy marriages!" exclaimed Lord Henry.
"A man can be happy with any woman, as long as he does not love her."

"Ah! what a cynic you are!" cried the old lady, pushing back her chair and
nodding to Lady Ruxton. "You must come and dine with me soon again. You are
really an admirable tonic, much better than what Sir Andrew prescribes for me.
You must tell me what people you would like to meet, though. I want it to be a
delightful gathering."

"I like men who have a future and women who have a past," he answered. "Or
do you think that would make it a petticoat party?"

"I fear so," she said, laughing, as she stood up. "A thousand pardons, my dear
Lady Ruxton," she added, "I didn't see you hadn't finished your cigarette."

"Never mind, Lady Narborough. I smoke a great deal too much. I am going to
limit myself, for the future."

"Pray don't, Lady Ruxton," said Lord Henry. "Moderation is a fatal thing.
Enough is as bad as a meal. More than enough is as good as a feast."

Lady Ruxton glanced at him curiously. "You must come and explain that to me
some afternoon, Lord Henry. It sounds a fascinating theory," she murmured, as she
swept out of the room.

"Now, mind you don't stay too long over your politics and scandal," cried Lady
Narborough from the door. "If you do, we are sure to squabble upstairs."

The men laughed, and Mr. Chapman got up solemnly from the foot of the table
and came up to the top. Dorian Gray changed his seat and went and sat by Lord
Henry. Mr. Chapman began to talk in a loud voice about the situation in the House
of Commons. He guffawed at his adversaries. The word doctrinaire--word full of
terror to the British mind--reappeared from time to time between his explosions. An
alliterative prefix served as an ornament of oratory. He hoisted the Union Jack on
the pinnacles of thought. The inherited stupidity of the race--sound English
common sense he jovially termed it--was shown to be the proper bulwark for
society.

A smile curved Lord Henry's lips, and he turned round and looked at Dorian.

"Are you better, my dear fellow?" he asked. "You seemed rather out of sorts at
dinner."

"I am quite well, Harry. I am tired. That is all."

"You were charming last night. The little duchess is quite devoted to you. She
tells me she is going down to Selby."

"She has promised to come on the twentieth."

"Is Monmouth to be there, too?"

 "Oh, yes, Harry."

"He bores me dreadfully, almost as much as he bores her. She is very clever,
too clever for a woman. She lacks the indefinable charm of weakness. It is the feet
of clay that make the gold of the image precious. Her feet are very pretty, but they
are not feet of clay. White porcelain feet, if you like. They have been through the
fire, and what fire does not destroy, it hardens. She has had experiences."

"How long has she been married?" asked Dorian.

"An eternity, she tells me. I believe, according to the peerage, it is ten years,
but ten years with Monmouth must have been like eternity, with time thrown in.
Who else is coming?"

"Oh, the Willoughbys, Lord Rugby and his wife, our hostess, Geoffrey
Clouston, the usual set. I have asked Lord Grotrian."

"I like him," said Lord Henry. "A great many people don't, but I find him
charming. He atones for being occasionally somewhat overdressed by being always
absolutely over-educated. He is a very modern type."

"I don't know if he will be able to come, Harry. He may have to go to Monte
Carlo with his father."

"Ah! what a nuisance people's people are! Try and make him come. By the
way, Dorian, you ran off very early last night. You left before eleven. What did you
do afterwards? Did you go straight home?"

Dorian glanced at him hurriedly and frowned.

"No, Harry," he said at last, "I did not get home till nearly three."

"Did you go to the club?"

"Yes," he answered. Then he bit his lip. "No, I don't mean that. I didn't go to
the club. I walked about. I forget what I did.... How inquisitive you are, Harry! You
always want to know what one has been doing. I always want to forget what I have
been doing. I came in at half-past two, if you wish to know the exact time. I had left
my latch-key at home, and my servant had to let me in. If you want any
corroborative evidence on the subject, you can ask him."

Lord Henry shrugged his shoulders. "My dear fellow, as if I cared! Let us go
up to the drawing-room. No sherry, thank you, Mr. Chapman. Something has
happened to you, Dorian. Tell me what it is. You are not yourself to-night."
 "Don't mind me, Harry. I am irritable, and out of temper. I shall come round
and see you to-morrow, or next day. Make my excuses to Lady Narborough. I
shan't go upstairs. I shall go home. I must go home."

"All right, Dorian. I dare say I shall see you to-morrow at tea-time. The
duchess is coming."

"I will try to be there, Harry," he said, leaving the room. As he drove back to
his own house, he was conscious that the sense of terror he thought he had
strangled had come back to him. Lord Henry's casual questioning had made him
lose his nerve for the moment, and he wanted his nerve still. Things that were
dangerous had to be destroyed. He winced. He hated the idea of even touching
them.

Yet it had to be done. He realized that, and when he had locked the door of his
library, he opened the secret press into which he had thrust Basil Hallward's coat
and bag. A huge fire was blazing. He piled another log on it. The smell of the
singeing clothes and burning leather was horrible. It took him three-quarters of an
hour to consume everything. At the end he felt faint and sick, and having lit some
Algerian pastilles in a pierced copper brazier, he bathed his hands and forehead
with a cool musk-scented vinegar.

Suddenly he started. His eyes grew strangely bright, and he gnawed nervously
at his underlip. Between two of the windows stood a large Florentine cabinet, made
out of ebony and inlaid with ivory and blue lapis. He watched it as though it were a
thing that could fascinate and make afraid, as though it held something that he
longed for and yet almost loathed. His breath quickened. A mad craving came over
him. He lit a cigarette and then threw it away. His eyelids drooped till the long
fringed lashes almost touched his cheek. But he still watched the cabinet. At last he
got up from the sofa on which he had been lying, went over to it, and having
unlocked it, touched some hidden spring. A triangular drawer passed slowly out.
His fingers moved instinctively towards it, dipped in, and closed on something. It
was a small Chinese box of black and gold-dust lacquer, elaborately wrought, the
sides patterned with curved waves, and the silken cords hung with round crystals
and tasselled in plaited metal threads. He opened it. Inside was a green paste, waxy
in lustre, the odour curiously heavy and persistent.

He hesitated for some moments, with a strangely immobile smile upon his
face. Then shivering, though the atmosphere of the room was terribly hot, he drew
himself up and glanced at the clock. It was twenty minutes to twelve. He put the
box back, shutting the cabinet doors as he did so, and went into his bedroom.

As midnight was striking bronze blows upon the dusky air, Dorian Gray,
dressed commonly, and with a muffler wrapped round his throat, crept quietly out
of his house. In Bond Street he found a hansom with a good horse. He hailed it and
in a low voice gave the driver an address.

The man shook his head. "It is too far for me," he muttered.

"Here is a sovereign for you," said Dorian. "You shall have another if you
drive fast."

"All right, sir," answered the man, "you will be there in an hour," and after his
fare had got in he turned his horse round and drove rapidly towards the river.

CHAPTER 16

A cold rain began to fall, and the blurred street-lamps looked ghastly in the
dripping mist. The public-houses were just closing, and dim men and women were
clustering in broken groups round their doors. From some of the bars came the
sound of horrible laughter. In others, drunkards brawled and screamed.

Lying back in the hansom, with his hat pulled over his forehead, Dorian Gray
watched with listless eyes the sordid shame of the great city, and now and then he
repeated to himself the words that Lord Henry had said to him on the first day they
had met, "To cure the soul by means of the senses, and the senses by means of the
soul." Yes, that was the secret. He had often tried it, and would try it again now.
There were opium dens where one could buy oblivion, dens of horror where the
memory of old sins could be destroyed by the madness of sins that were new.

The moon hung low in the sky like a yellow skull. From time to time a huge
misshapen cloud stretched a long arm across and hid it. The gas-lamps grew fewer,
and the streets more narrow and gloomy. Once the man lost his way and had to
drive back half a mile. A steam rose from the horse as it splashed up the puddles.
The sidewindows of the hansom were clogged with a grey-flannel mist.

"To cure the soul by means of the senses, and the senses by means of the soul!"
How the words rang in his ears! His soul, certainly, was sick to death. Was it true
that the senses could cure it? Innocent blood had been spilled. What could atone for
that? Ah! for that there was no atonement; but though forgiveness was impossible,
forgetfulness was possible still, and he was determined to forget, to stamp the thing
out, to crush it as one would crush the adder that had stung one. Indeed, what right
had Basil to have spoken to him as he had done? Who had made him a judge over
others? He had said things that were dreadful, horrible, not to be endured.
 On and on plodded the hansom, going slower, it seemed to him, at each step.
He thrust up the trap and called to the man to drive faster. The hideous hunger for
opium began to gnaw at him. His throat burned and his delicate hands twitched
nervously together. He struck at the horse madly with his stick. The driver laughed
and whipped up. He laughed in answer, and the man was silent.

The way seemed interminable, and the streets like the black web of some
sprawling spider. The monotony became unbearable, and as the mist thickened, he
felt afraid.

Then they passed by lonely brickfields. The fog was lighter here, and he could
see the strange, bottle-shaped kilns with their orange, fanlike tongues of fire. A dog
barked as they went by, and far away in the darkness some wandering sea-gull
screamed. The horse stumbled in a rut, then swerved aside and broke into a gallop.

After some time they left the clay road and rattled again over rough-paven
streets. Most of the windows were dark, but now and then fantastic shadows were
silhouetted against some lamplit blind. He watched them curiously. They moved
like monstrous marionettes and made gestures like live things. He hated them. A
dull rage was in his heart. As they turned a corner, a woman yelled something at
them from an open door, and two men ran after the hansom for about a hundred
yards. The driver beat at them with his whip.

It is said that passion makes one think in a circle. Certainly with hideous
iteration the bitten lips of Dorian Gray shaped and reshaped those subtle words that
dealt with soul and sense, till he had found in them the full expression, as it were,
of his mood, and justified, by intellectual approval, passions that without such
justification would still have dominated his temper. From cell to cell of his brain
crept the one thought; and the wild desire to live, most terrible of all man's
appetites, quickened into force each trembling nerve and fibre. Ugliness that had
once been hateful to him because it made things real, became dear to him now for
that very reason. Ugliness was the one reality. The coarse brawl, the loathsome den,
the crude violence of disordered life, the very vileness of thief and outcast, were
more vivid, in their intense actuality of impression, than all the gracious shapes of
art, the dreamy shadows of song. They were what he needed for forgetfulness. In
three days he would be free.

Suddenly the man drew up with a jerk at the top of a dark lane. Over the low
roofs and jagged chimney-stacks of the houses rose the black masts of ships.
Wreaths of white mist clung like ghostly sails to the yards.

"Somewhere about here, sir, ain't it?" he asked huskily through the trap.

Dorian started and peered round. "This will do," he answered, and having got
out hastily and given the driver the extra fare he had promised him, he walked
quickly in the direction of the quay. Here and there a lantern gleamed at the stern of
some huge merchantman. The light shook and splintered in the puddles. A red glare
came from an outward-bound steamer that was coaling. The slimy pavement
looked like a wet mackintosh.

He hurried on towards the left, glancing back now and then to see if he was
being followed. In about seven or eight minutes he reached a small shabby house
that was wedged in between two gaunt factories. In one of the top-windows stood a
lamp. He stopped and gave a peculiar knock.

After a little time he heard steps in the passage and the chain being unhooked.
The door opened quietly, and he went in without saying a word to the squat
misshapen figure that flattened itself into the shadow as he passed. At the end of
the hall hung a tattered green curtain that swayed and shook in the gusty wind
which had followed him in from the street. He dragged it aside and entered a long
low room which looked as if it had once been a third-rate dancing-saloon. Shrill
flaring gas-jets, dulled and distorted in the fly-blown mirrors that faced them, were
ranged round the walls. Greasy reflectors of ribbed tin backed them, making
quivering disks of light. The floor was covered with ochre-coloured sawdust,
trampled here and there into mud, and stained with dark rings of spilled liquor.
Some Malays were crouching by a little charcoal stove, playing with bone counters
and showing their white teeth as they chattered. In one corner, with his head buried
in his arms, a sailor sprawled over a table, and by the tawdrily painted bar that ran
across one complete side stood two haggard women, mocking an old man who was
brushing the sleeves of his coat with an expression of disgust. "He thinks he's got
red ants on him," laughed one of them, as Dorian passed by. The man looked at her
in terror and began to whimper.

At the end of the room there was a little staircase, leading to a darkened
chamber. As Dorian hurried up its three rickety steps, the heavy odour of opium
met him. He heaved a deep breath, and his nostrils quivered with pleasure. When
he entered, a young man with smooth yellow hair, who was bending over a lamp
lighting a long thin pipe, looked up at him and nodded in a hesitating manner.

"You here, Adrian?" muttered Dorian.

"Where else should I be?" he answered, listlessly. "None of the chaps will
speak to me now."

"I thought you had left England."

"Darlington is not going to do anything. My brother paid the bill at last.

George doesn't speak to me either.... I don't care," he added with a sigh. "As long as
one has this stuff, one doesn't want friends. I think I have had too many friends."
 Dorian winced and looked round at the grotesque things that lay in such
fantastic postures on the ragged mattresses. The twisted limbs, the gaping mouths,
the staring lustreless eyes, fascinated him. He knew in what strange heavens they
were suffering, and what dull hells were teaching them the secret of some new joy.
They were better off than he was. He was prisoned in thought. Memory, like a
horrible malady, was eating his soul away. From time to time he seemed to see the
eyes of Basil Hallward looking at him. Yet he felt he could not stay. The presence
of Adrian Singleton troubled him. He wanted to be where no one would know who
he was. He wanted to escape from himself.

"I am going on to the other place," he said after a pause.

"On the wharf?"

"Yes."

"That mad-cat is sure to be there. They won't have her in this place now."

Dorian shrugged his shoulders. "I am sick of women who love one. Women
who hate one are much more interesting. Besides, the stuff is better."

"Much the same."

"I like it better. Come and have something to drink. I must have something."

"I don't want anything," murmured the young man.

"Never mind."

Adrian Singleton rose up wearily and followed Dorian to the bar. A half-caste,
in a ragged turban and a shabby ulster, grinned a hideous greeting as he thrust a
bottle of brandy and two tumblers in front of them. The women sidled up and
began to chatter. Dorian turned his back on them and said something in a low voice
to Adrian Singleton.

A crooked smile, like a Malay crease, writhed across the face of one of the
women. "We are very proud to-night," she sneered.

"For God's sake don't talk to me," cried Dorian, stamping his foot on the
ground. "What do you want? Money? Here it is. Don't ever talk to me again."

Two red sparks flashed for a moment in the woman's sodden eyes, then
flickered out and left them dull and glazed. She tossed her head and raked the coins
off the counter with greedy fingers. Her companion watched her enviously.
 "It's no use," sighed Adrian Singleton. "I don't care to go back. What does it
matter? I am quite happy here."

"You will write to me if you want anything, won't you?" said Dorian, after a
pause.

"Perhaps."

"Good night, then."

"Good night," answered the young man, passing up the steps and wiping his
parched mouth with a handkerchief.

Dorian walked to the door with a look of pain in his face. As he drew the
curtain aside, a hideous laugh broke from the painted lips of the woman who had
taken his money. "There goes the devil's bargain!" she hiccoughed, in a hoarse
voice.

"Curse you!" he answered, "don't call me that."

She snapped her fingers. "Prince Charming is what you like to be called, ain't
it?" she yelled after him.

The drowsy sailor leaped to his feet as she spoke, and looked wildly round.
The sound of the shutting of the hall door fell on his ear. He rushed out as if in
pursuit.

Dorian Gray hurried along the quay through the drizzling rain. His meeting
with Adrian Singleton had strangely moved him, and he wondered if the ruin of
that young life was really to be laid at his door, as Basil Hallward had said to him
with such infamy of insult. He bit his lip, and for a few seconds his eyes grew sad.
Yet, after all, what did it matter to him? One's days were too brief to take the
burden of another's errors on one's shoulders. Each man lived his own life and paid
his own price for living it. The only pity was one had to pay so often for a single
fault. One had to pay over and over again, indeed. In her dealings with man, destiny
never closed her accounts.

There are moments, psychologists tell us, when the passion for sin, or for what
the world calls sin, so dominates a nature that every fibre of the body, as every cell
of the brain, seems to be instinct with fearful impulses. Men and women at such
moments lose the freedom of their will. They move to their terrible end as
automatons move. Choice is taken from them, and conscience is either killed, or, if
it lives at all, lives but to give rebellion its fascination and disobedience its charm.
For all sins, as theologians weary not of reminding us, are sins of disobedience.
When that high spirit, that morning star of evil, fell from heaven, it was as a rebel
that he fell.
 Callous, concentrated on evil, with stained mind, and soul hungry for rebellion,
Dorian Gray hastened on, quickening his step as he went, but as he darted aside
into a dim archway, that had served him often as a short cut to the ill-famed place
where he was going, he felt himself suddenly seized from behind, and before he
had time to defend himself, he was thrust back against the wall, with a brutal hand
round his throat.

He struggled madly for life, and by a terrible effort wrenched the tightening
fingers away. In a second he heard the click of a revolver, and saw the gleam of a
polished barrel, pointing straight at his head, and the dusky form of a short, thick-
set man facing him.

"What do you want?" he gasped.

"Keep quiet," said the man. "If you stir, I shoot you."

"You are mad. What have I done to you?"

"You wrecked the life of Sibyl Vane," was the answer, "and Sibyl Vane was
my sister. She killed herself. I know it. Her death is at your door. I swore I would
kill you in return. For years I have sought you. I had no clue, no trace. The two
people who could have described you were dead. I knew nothing of you but the pet
name she used to call you. I heard it to-night by chance. Make your peace with
God, for to-night you are going to die."

Dorian Gray grew sick with fear. "I never knew her," he stammered. "I never
heard of her. You are mad."

"You had better confess your sin, for as sure as I am James Vane, you are
going to die." There was a horrible moment. Dorian did not know what to say or
do. "Down on your knees!" growled the man. "I give you one minute to make your
peace--no more. I go on board to-night for India, and I must do my job first. One
minute. That's all."

Dorian's arms fell to his side. Paralysed with terror, he did not know what to
do. Suddenly a wild hope flashed across his brain. "Stop," he cried. "How long ago
is it since your sister died? Quick, tell me!"

"Eighteen years," said the man. "Why do you ask me? What do years matter?"

"Eighteen years," laughed Dorian Gray, with a touch of triumph in his voice.
"Eighteen years! Set me under the lamp and look at my face!"

James Vane hesitated for a moment, not understanding what was meant. Then
he seized Dorian Gray and dragged him from the archway.
 Dim and wavering as was the wind-blown light, yet it served to show him the
hideous error, as it seemed, into which he had fallen, for the face of the man he had
sought to kill had all the bloom of boyhood, all the unstained purity of youth. He
seemed little more than a lad of twenty summers, hardly older, if older indeed at
all, than his sister had been when they had parted so many years ago. It was
obvious that this was not the man who had destroyed her life.

He loosened his hold and reeled back. "My God! my God!" he cried, "and I
would have murdered you!"

Dorian Gray drew a long breath. "You have been on the brink of committing a
terrible crime, my man," he said, looking at him sternly. "Let this be a warning to
you not to take vengeance into your own hands."

"Forgive me, sir," muttered James Vane. "I was deceived. A chance word I
heard in that damned den set me on the wrong track."

"You had better go home and put that pistol away, or you may get into
trouble," said Dorian, turning on his heel and going slowly down the street.

James Vane stood on the pavement in horror. He was trembling from head to
foot. After a little while, a black shadow that had been creeping along the dripping
wall moved out into the light and came close to him with stealthy footsteps. He felt
a hand laid on his arm and looked round with a start. It was one of the women who
had been drinking at the bar.

"Why didn't you kill him?" she hissed out, putting haggard face quite close to
his. "I knew you were following him when you rushed out from Daly's. You fool!
You should have killed him. He has lots of money, and he's as bad as bad."

"He is not the man I am looking for," he answered, "and I want no man's
money. I want a man's life. The man whose life I want must be nearly forty now.
This one is little more than a boy. Thank God, I have not got his blood upon my
hands."

The woman gave a bitter laugh. "Little more than a boy!" she sneered. "Why,
man, it's nigh on eighteen years since Prince Charming made me what I am."

"You lie!" cried James Vane.

She raised her hand up to heaven. "Before God I am telling the truth," she
cried.

"Before God?"
 "Strike me dumb if it ain't so. He is the worst one that comes here. They say he
has sold himself to the devil for a pretty face. It's nigh on eighteen years since I met
him. He hasn't changed much since then. I have, though," she added, with a sickly
leer.

"You swear this?"

"I swear it," came in hoarse echo from her flat mouth. "But don't give me away
to him," she whined; "I am afraid of him. Let me have some money for my night's
lodging."

He broke from her with an oath and rushed to the corner of the street, but
Dorian Gray had disappeared. When he looked back, the woman had vanished also.

CHAPTER 17

A week later Dorian Gray was sitting in the conservatory at Selby Royal,
talking to the pretty Duchess of Monmouth, who with her husband, a jaded-looking
man of sixty, was amongst his guests. It was tea-time, and the mellow light of the
huge, lace-covered lamp that stood on the table lit up the delicate china and
hammered silver of the service at which the duchess was presiding. Her white
hands were moving daintily among the cups, and her full red lips were smiling at
something that Dorian had whispered to her. Lord Henry was lying back in a silk-
draped wicker chair, looking at them. On a peach-coloured divan sat Lady
Narborough, pretending to listen to the duke's description of the last Brazilian
beetle that he had added to his collection. Three young men in elaborate smoking-
suits were handing tea-cakes to some of the women. The house-party consisted of
twelve people, and there were more expected to arrive on the next day.

"What are you two talking about?" said Lord Henry, strolling over to the table
and putting his cup down. "I hope Dorian has told you about my plan for
rechristening everything, Gladys. It is a delightful idea."

"But I don't want to be rechristened, Harry," rejoined the duchess, looking up

at him with her wonderful eyes. "I am quite satisfied with my own name, and I am
sure Mr. Gray should be satisfied with his."

"My dear Gladys, I would not alter either name for the world. They are both
perfect. I was thinking chiefly of flowers. Yesterday I cut an orchid, for my button-
hole. It was a marvellous spotted thing, as effective as the seven deadly sins. In a
thoughtless moment I asked one of the gardeners what it was called. He told me it
was a fine specimen of Robinsoniana, or something dreadful of that kind. It is a sad
truth, but we have lost the faculty of giving lovely names to things. Names are
everything. I never quarrel with actions. My one quarrel is with words. That is the
reason I hate vulgar realism in literature. The man who could call a spade a spade
should be compelled to use one. It is the only thing he is fit for."

"Then what should we call you, Harry?" she asked.

"His name is Prince Paradox," said Dorian.

"I recognize him in a flash," exclaimed the duchess.

"I won't hear of it," laughed Lord Henry, sinking into a chair. "From a label
there is no escape! I refuse the title."

"Royalties may not abdicate," fell as a warning from pretty lips.

"You wish me to defend my throne, then?"

"Yes."

"I give the truths of to-morrow."

"I prefer the mistakes of to-day," she answered.

"You disarm me, Gladys," he cried, catching the wilfulness of her mood.

"Of your shield, Harry, not of your spear."

"I never tilt against beauty," he said, with a wave of his hand.

"That is your error, Harry, believe me. You value beauty far too much."

"How can you say that? I admit that I think that it is better to be beautiful than
to be good. But on the other hand, no one is more ready than I am to acknowledge
that it is better to be good than to be ugly."

"Ugliness is one of the seven deadly sins, then?" cried the duchess. "What
becomes of your simile about the orchid?"

"Ugliness is one of the seven deadly virtues, Gladys. You, as a good Tory,
must not underrate them. Beer, the Bible, and the seven deadly virtues have made
our England what she is."

"You don't like your country, then?" she asked.

 "I live in it."

"That you may censure it the better."

"Would you have me take the verdict of Europe on it?" he inquired.

"What do they say of us?"

"That Tartuffe has emigrated to England and opened a shop."

"Is that yours, Harry?"

"I give it to you."

"I could not use it. It is too true."

"You need not be afraid. Our countrymen never recognize a description."

"They are practical."

"They are more cunning than practical. When they make up their ledger, they
balance stupidity by wealth, and vice by hypocrisy."

"Still, we have done great things."

"Great things have been thrust on us, Gladys."

"We have carried their burden."

"Only as far as the Stock Exchange."

She shook her head. "I believe in the race," she cried.

"It represents the survival of the pushing."

"It has development."

"Decay fascinates me more."

"What of art?" she asked.

"It is a malady."

"Love?"

"An illusion."
 "Religion?"

"The fashionable substitute for belief."

"You are a sceptic."

"Never! Scepticism is the beginning of faith."

"What are you?"

"To define is to limit."

"Give me a clue."

"Threads snap. You would lose your way in the labyrinth."

"You bewilder me. Let us talk of some one else."

"Our host is a delightful topic. Years ago he was christened Prince Charming."

"Ah! don't remind me of that," cried Dorian Gray.

"Our host is rather horrid this evening," answered the duchess, colouring. "I
believe he thinks that Monmouth married me on purely scientific principles as the
best specimen he could find of a modern butterfly."

"Well, I hope he won't stick pins into you, Duchess," laughed Dorian.

"Oh! my maid does that already, Mr. Gray, when she is annoyed with me."

"And what does she get annoyed with you about, Duchess?"

"For the most trivial things, Mr. Gray, I assure you. Usually because I come in
at ten minutes to nine and tell her that I must be dressed by half-past eight."

"How unreasonable of her! You should give her warning."

"I daren't, Mr. Gray. Why, she invents hats for me. You remember the one I
wore at Lady Hilstone's garden-party? You don't, but it is nice of you to pretend
that you do. Well, she made it out of nothing. All good hats are made out of
nothing."

"Like all good reputations, Gladys," interrupted Lord Henry. "Every effect that
one produces gives one an enemy. To be popular one must be a mediocrity."
 "Not with women," said the duchess, shaking her head; "and women rule the
world. I assure you we can't bear mediocrities. We women, as some one says, love
with our ears, just as you men love with your eyes, if you ever love at all."

"It seems to me that we never do anything else," murmured Dorian.

"Ah! then, you never really love, Mr. Gray," answered the duchess with mock
sadness.

"My dear Gladys!" cried Lord Henry. "How can you say that? Romance lives
by repetition, and repetition converts an appetite into an art. Besides, each time that
one loves is the only time one has ever loved. Difference of object does not alter
singleness of passion. It merely intensifies it. We can have in life but one great
experience at best, and the secret of life is to reproduce that experience as often as
possible."

"Even when one has been wounded by it, Harry?" asked the duchess after a
pause.

"Especially when one has been wounded by it," answered Lord Henry.

The duchess turned and looked at Dorian Gray with a curious expression in her
eyes. "What do you say to that, Mr. Gray?" she inquired.

Dorian hesitated for a moment. Then he threw his head back and laughed. "I
always agree with Harry, Duchess."

"Even when he is wrong?"

"Harry is never wrong, Duchess."

"And does his philosophy make you happy?"

"I have never searched for happiness. Who wants happiness? I have searched
for pleasure."

"And found it, Mr. Gray?"

"Often. Too often."

The duchess sighed. "I am searching for peace," she said, "and if I don't go and
dress, I shall have none this evening."

"Let me get you some orchids, Duchess," cried Dorian, starting to his feet and
walking down the conservatory.
 "You are flirting disgracefully with him," said Lord Henry to his cousin. "You
had better take care. He is very fascinating."

"If he were not, there would be no battle."

"Greek meets Greek, then?"

"I am on the side of the Trojans. They fought for a woman."

"They were defeated."

"There are worse things than capture," she answered.

"You gallop with a loose rein."

"Pace gives life," was the riposte.

"I shall write it in my diary to-night."

"What?"

"That a burnt child loves the fire."

"I am not even singed. My wings are untouched."

"You use them for everything, except flight."

"Courage has passed from men to women. It is a new experience for us."

"You have a rival."

"Who?"

He laughed. "Lady Narborough," he whispered. "She perfectly adores him."

"You fill me with apprehension. The appeal to antiquity is fatal to us who are
romanticists."

"Romanticists! You have all the methods of science."

"Men have educated us."

"But not explained you."

"Describe us as a sex," was her challenge.

"Sphinxes without secrets."

 She looked at him, smiling. "How long Mr. Gray is!" she said. "Let us go and
help him. I have not yet told him the colour of my frock."

"Ah! you must suit your frock to his flowers, Gladys."

"That would be a premature surrender."

"Romantic art begins with its climax."

"I must keep an opportunity for retreat."

"In the Parthian manner?"

"They found safety in the desert. I could not do that."

"Women are not always allowed a choice," he answered, but hardly had he
finished the sentence before from the far end of the conservatory came a stifled
groan, followed by the dull sound of a heavy fall. Everybody started up. The
duchess stood motionless in horror. And with fear in his eyes, Lord Henry rushed
through the flapping palms to find Dorian Gray lying face downwards on the tiled
floor in a deathlike swoon.

He was carried at once into the blue drawing-room and laid upon one of the
sofas. After a short time, he came to himself and looked round with a dazed
expression.

"What has happened?" he asked. "Oh! I remember. Am I safe here, Harry?" He

began to tremble.

"My dear Dorian," answered Lord Henry, "you merely fainted. That was all.
You must have overtired yourself. You had better not come down to dinner. I will
take your place."

"No, I will come down," he said, struggling to his feet. "I would rather come
down. I must not be alone."

He went to his room and dressed. There was a wild recklessness of gaiety in
his manner as he sat at table, but now and then a thrill of terror ran through him
when he remembered that, pressed against the window of the conservatory, like a
white handkerchief, he had seen the face of James Vane watching him.
 CHAPTER 18

The next day he did not leave the house, and, indeed, spent most of the time in
his own room, sick with a wild terror of dying, and yet indifferent to life itself. The
consciousness of being hunted, snared, tracked down, had begun to dominate him.
If the tapestry did but tremble in the wind, he shook. The dead leaves that were
blown against the leaded panes seemed to him like his own wasted resolutions and
wild regrets. When he closed his eyes, he saw again the sailor's face peering
through the mist-stained glass, and horror seemed once more to lay its hand upon
his heart.

But perhaps it had been only his fancy that had called vengeance out of the
night and set the hideous shapes of punishment before him. Actual life was chaos,
but there was something terribly logical in the imagination. It was the imagination
that set remorse to dog the feet of sin. It was the imagination that made each crime
bear its misshapen brood. In the common world of fact the wicked were not
punished, nor the good rewarded. Success was given to the strong, failure thrust
upon the weak. That was all. Besides, had any stranger been prowling round the
house, he would have been seen by the servants or the keepers. Had any foot-marks
been found on the flower-beds, the gardeners would have reported it. Yes, it had
been merely fancy. Sibyl Vane's brother had not come back to kill him. He had
sailed away in his ship to founder in some winter sea. From him, at any rate, he was
safe. Why, the man did not know who he was, could not know who he was. The
mask of youth had saved him.

And yet if it had been merely an illusion, how terrible it was to think that
conscience could raise such fearful phantoms, and give them visible form, and
make them move before one! What sort of life would his be if, day and night,
shadows of his crime were to peer at him from silent corners, to mock him from
secret places, to whisper in his ear as he sat at the feast, to wake him with icy
fingers as he lay asleep! As the thought crept through his brain, he grew pale with
terror, and the air seemed to him to have become suddenly colder. Oh! in what a
wild hour of madness he had killed his friend! How ghastly the mere memory of
the scene! He saw it all again. Each hideous detail came back to him with added
horror. Out of the black cave of time, terrible and swathed in scarlet, rose the image
of his sin. When Lord Henry came in at six o'clock, he found him crying as one
whose heart will break.

It was not till the third day that he ventured to go out. There was something in
the clear, pine-scented air of that winter morning that seemed to bring him back his
joyousness and his ardour for life. But it was not merely the physical conditions of
environment that had caused the change. His own nature had revolted against the
excess of anguish that had sought to maim and mar the perfection of its calm. With
subtle and finely wrought temperaments it is always so. Their strong passions must
either bruise or bend. They either slay the man, or themselves die. Shallow sorrows
and shallow loves live on. The loves and sorrows that are great are destroyed by
their own plenitude. Besides, he had convinced himself that he had been the victim
of a terror-stricken imagination, and looked back now on his fears with something
of pity and not a little of contempt.

After breakfast, he walked with the duchess for an hour in the garden and then
drove across the park to join the shooting-party. The crisp frost lay like salt upon
the grass. The sky was an inverted cup of blue metal. A thin film of ice bordered
the flat, reed-grown lake.

At the corner of the pine-wood he caught sight of Sir Geoffrey Clouston, the
duchess's brother, jerking two spent cartridges out of his gun. He jumped from the
cart, and having told the groom to take the mare home, made his way towards his
guest through the withered bracken and rough undergrowth.

"Have you had good sport, Geoffrey?" he asked.

"Not very good, Dorian. I think most of the birds have gone to the open. I dare
say it will be better after lunch, when we get to new ground."

Dorian strolled along by his side. The keen aromatic air, the brown and red
lights that glimmered in the wood, the hoarse cries of the beaters ringing out from
time to time, and the sharp snaps of the guns that followed, fascinated him and
filled him with a sense of delightful freedom. He was dominated by the
carelessness of happiness, by the high indifference of joy.

Suddenly from a lumpy tussock of old grass some twenty yards in front of
them, with black-tipped ears erect and long hinder limbs throwing it forward,
started a hare. It bolted for a thicket of alders. Sir Geoffrey put his gun to his
shoulder, but there was something in the animal's grace of movement that strangely
charmed Dorian Gray, and he cried out at once, "Don't shoot it, Geoffrey. Let it
live."

"What nonsense, Dorian!" laughed his companion, and as the hare bounded
into the thicket, he fired. There were two cries heard, the cry of a hare in pain,
which is dreadful, the cry of a man in agony, which is worse.

"Good heavens! I have hit a beater!" exclaimed Sir Geoffrey. "What an ass the
man was to get in front of the guns! Stop shooting there!" he called out at the top of
his voice. "A man is hurt."

The head-keeper came running up with a stick in his hand.

"Where, sir? Where is he?" he shouted. At the same time, the firing ceased
along the line.
 "Here," answered Sir Geoffrey angrily, hurrying towards the thicket. "Why on
earth don't you keep your men back? Spoiled my shooting for the day."

Dorian watched them as they plunged into the alder-clump, brushing the lithe
swinging branches aside. In a few moments they emerged, dragging a body after
them into the sunlight. He turned away in horror. It seemed to him that misfortune
followed wherever he went. He heard Sir Geoffrey ask if the man was really dead,
and the affirmative answer of the keeper. The wood seemed to him to have become
suddenly alive with faces. There was the trampling of myriad feet and the low buzz
of voices. A great copper-breasted pheasant came beating through the boughs
overhead.

After a few moments--that were to him, in his perturbed state, like endless
hours of pain--he felt a hand laid on his shoulder. He started and looked round.

"Dorian," said Lord Henry, "I had better tell them that the shooting is stopped
for to-day. It would not look well to go on."

"I wish it were stopped for ever, Harry," he answered bitterly. "The whole
thing is hideous and cruel. Is the man ...?"

He could not finish the sentence.

"I am afraid so," rejoined Lord Henry. "He got the whole charge of shot in his
chest. He must have died almost instantaneously. Come; let us go home."

They walked side by side in the direction of the avenue for nearly fifty yards
without speaking. Then Dorian looked at Lord Henry and said, with a heavy sigh,
"It is a bad omen, Harry, a very bad omen."

"What is?" asked Lord Henry. "Oh! this accident, I suppose. My dear fellow, it
can't be helped. It was the man's own fault. Why did he get in front of the guns?
Besides, it is nothing to us. It is rather awkward for Geoffrey, of course. It does not
do to pepper beaters. It makes people think that one is a wild shot. And Geoffrey is
not; he shoots very straight. But there is no use talking about the matter."

Dorian shook his head. "It is a bad omen, Harry. I feel as if something horrible
were going to happen to some of us. To myself, perhaps," he added, passing his
hand over his eyes, with a gesture of pain.

The elder man laughed. "The only horrible thing in the world is ennui, Dorian.
That is the one sin for which there is no forgiveness. But we are not likely to suffer
from it unless these fellows keep chattering about this thing at dinner. I must tell
them that the subject is to be tabooed. As for omens, there is no such thing as an
omen. Destiny does not send us heralds. She is too wise or too cruel for that.
Besides, what on earth could happen to you, Dorian? You have everything in the
world that a man can want. There is no one who would not be delighted to change
places with you."

"There is no one with whom I would not change places, Harry. Don't laugh
like that. I am telling you the truth. The wretched peasant who has just died is
better off than I am. I have no terror of death. It is the coming of death that terrifies
me. Its monstrous wings seem to wheel in the leaden air around me. Good heavens!
don't you see a man moving behind the trees there, watching me, waiting for me?"

Lord Henry looked in the direction in which the trembling gloved hand was
pointing. "Yes," he said, smiling, "I see the gardener waiting for you. I suppose he
wants to ask you what flowers you wish to have on the table to-night. How
absurdly nervous you are, my dear fellow! You must come and see my doctor,
when we get back to town."

Dorian heaved a sigh of relief as he saw the gardener approaching. The man
touched his hat, glanced for a moment at Lord Henry in a hesitating manner, and
then produced a letter, which he handed to his master. "Her Grace told me to wait
for an answer," he murmured.

Dorian put the letter into his pocket. "Tell her Grace that I am coming in," he
said, coldly. The man turned round and went rapidly in the direction of the house.

"How fond women are of doing dangerous things!" laughed Lord Henry. "It is
one of the qualities in them that I admire most. A woman will flirt with anybody in
the world as long as other people are looking on."

"How fond you are of saying dangerous things, Harry! In the present instance,
you are quite astray. I like the duchess very much, but I don't love her."

"And the duchess loves you very much, but she likes you less, so you are
excellently matched."

"You are talking scandal, Harry, and there is never any basis for scandal."

"The basis of every scandal is an immoral certainty," said Lord Henry, lighting
a cigarette.

"You would sacrifice anybody, Harry, for the sake of an epigram."

"The world goes to the altar of its own accord," was the answer.

"I wish I could love," cried Dorian Gray with a deep note of pathos in his
voice. "But I seem to have lost the passion and forgotten the desire. I am too much
concentrated on myself. My own personality has become a burden to me. I want to
escape, to go away, to forget. It was silly of me to come down here at all. I think I
shall send a wire to Harvey to have the yacht got ready. On a yacht one is safe."

"Safe from what, Dorian? You are in some trouble. Why not tell me what it is?
You know I would help you."

"I can't tell you, Harry," he answered sadly. "And I dare say it is only a fancy
of mine. This unfortunate accident has upset me. I have a horrible presentiment that
something of the kind may happen to me."

"What nonsense!"

"I hope it is, but I can't help feeling it. Ah! here is the duchess, looking like
Artemis in a tailor-made gown. You see we have come back, Duchess."

"I have heard all about it, Mr. Gray," she answered. "Poor Geoffrey is terribly
upset. And it seems that you asked him not to shoot the hare. How curious!"

"Yes, it was very curious. I don't know what made me say it. Some whim, I
suppose. It looked the loveliest of little live things. But I am sorry they told you
about the man. It is a hideous subject."

"It is an annoying subject," broke in Lord Henry. "It has no psychological

value at all. Now if Geoffrey had done the thing on purpose, how interesting he
would be! I should like to know some one who had committed a real murder."

"How horrid of you, Harry!" cried the duchess. "Isn't it, Mr. Gray? Harry, Mr.
Gray is ill again. He is going to faint."

Dorian drew himself up with an effort and smiled. "It is nothing, Duchess," he
murmured; "my nerves are dreadfully out of order. That is all. I am afraid I walked
too far this morning. I didn't hear what Harry said. Was it very bad? You must tell
me some other time. I think I must go and lie down. You will excuse me, won't
you?"

They had reached the great flight of steps that led from the conservatory on to
the terrace. As the glass door closed behind Dorian, Lord Henry turned and looked
at the duchess with his slumberous eyes. "Are you very much in love with him?" he
asked.

She did not answer for some time, but stood gazing at the landscape. "I wish I
knew," she said at last.

He shook his head. "Knowledge would be fatal. It is the uncertainty that

charms one. A mist makes things wonderful."
 "One may lose one's way."

"All ways end at the same point, my dear Gladys."

"What is that?"

"Disillusion."

"It was my debut in life," she sighed.

"It came to you crowned."

"I am tired of strawberry leaves."

"They become you."

"Only in public."

"You would miss them," said Lord Henry.

"I will not part with a petal."

"Monmouth has ears."

"Old age is dull of hearing."

"Has he never been jealous?"

"I wish he had been."

He glanced about as if in search of something. "What are you looking for?" she
inquired.

"The button from your foil," he answered. "You have dropped it."

She laughed. "I have still the mask."

"It makes your eyes lovelier," was his reply.

She laughed again. Her teeth showed like white seeds in a scarlet fruit.

Upstairs, in his own room, Dorian Gray was lying on a sofa, with terror in
every tingling fibre of his body. Life had suddenly become too hideous a burden for
him to bear. The dreadful death of the unlucky beater, shot in the thicket like a wild
animal, had seemed to him to pre-figure death for himself also. He had nearly
swooned at what Lord Henry had said in a chance mood of cynical jesting.
 At five o'clock he rang his bell for his servant and gave him orders to pack his
things for the night-express to town, and to have the brougham at the door by eight-
thirty. He was determined not to sleep another night at Selby Royal. It was an ill-
omened place. Death walked there in the sunlight. The grass of the forest had been
spotted with blood.

Then he wrote a note to Lord Henry, telling him that he was going up to town
to consult his doctor and asking him to entertain his guests in his absence. As he
was putting it into the envelope, a knock came to the door, and his valet informed
him that the head-keeper wished to see him. He frowned and bit his lip. "Send him
in," he muttered, after some moments' hesitation.

As soon as the man entered, Dorian pulled his chequebook out of a drawer and
spread it out before him.

"I suppose you have come about the unfortunate accident of this morning,
Thornton?" he said, taking up a pen.

"Yes, sir," answered the gamekeeper.

"Was the poor fellow married? Had he any people dependent on him?" asked
Dorian, looking bored. "If so, I should not like them to be left in want, and will
send them any sum of money you may think necessary."

"We don't know who he is, sir. That is what I took the liberty of coming to you
about."

"Don't know who he is?" said Dorian, listlessly. "What do you mean? Wasn't
he one of your men?"

"No, sir. Never saw him before. Seems like a sailor, sir."

The pen dropped from Dorian Gray's hand, and he felt as if his heart had
suddenly stopped beating. "A sailor?" he cried out. "Did you say a sailor?"

"Yes, sir. He looks as if he had been a sort of sailor; tattooed on both arms, and
that kind of thing."

"Was there anything found on him?" said Dorian, leaning forward and looking
at the man with startled eyes. "Anything that would tell his name?"

"Some money, sir--not much, and a six-shooter. There was no name of any
kind. A decent-looking man, sir, but rough-like. A sort of sailor we think."

Dorian started to his feet. A terrible hope fluttered past him. He clutched at it
madly. "Where is the body?" he exclaimed. "Quick! I must see it at once."
 "It is in an empty stable in the Home Farm, sir. The folk don't like to have that
sort of thing in their houses. They say a corpse brings bad luck."

"The Home Farm! Go there at once and meet me. Tell one of the grooms to
bring my horse round. No. Never mind. I'll go to the stables myself. It will save
time."

In less than a quarter of an hour, Dorian Gray was galloping down the long
avenue as hard as he could go. The trees seemed to sweep past him in spectral
procession, and wild shadows to fling themselves across his path. Once the mare
swerved at a white gate-post and nearly threw him. He lashed her across the neck
with his crop. She cleft the dusky air like an arrow. The stones flew from her hoofs.

At last he reached the Home Farm. Two men were loitering in the yard. He
leaped from the saddle and threw the reins to one of them. In the farthest stable a
light was glimmering. Something seemed to tell him that the body was there, and
he hurried to the door and put his hand upon the latch.

There he paused for a moment, feeling that he was on the brink of a discovery
that would either make or mar his life. Then he thrust the door open and entered.

On a heap of sacking in the far corner was lying the dead body of a man
dressed in a coarse shirt and a pair of blue trousers. A spotted handkerchief had
been placed over the face. A coarse candle, stuck in a bottle, sputtered beside it.

Dorian Gray shuddered. He felt that his could not be the hand to take the
handkerchief away, and called out to one of the farm-servants to come to him.

"Take that thing off the face. I wish to see it," he said, clutching at the door-
post for support.

When the farm-servant had done so, he stepped forward. A cry of joy broke
from his lips. The man who had been shot in the thicket was James Vane.

He stood there for some minutes looking at the dead body. As he rode home,
his eyes were full of tears, for he knew he was safe.

CHAPTER 19
 "There is no use your telling me that you are going to be good," cried Lord
Henry, dipping his white fingers into a red copper bowl filled with rose-water.
"You are quite perfect. Pray, don't change."

Dorian Gray shook his head. "No, Harry, I have done too many dreadful things
in my life. I am not going to do any more. I began my good actions yesterday."

"Where were you yesterday?"

"In the country, Harry. I was staying at a little inn by myself."

"My dear boy," said Lord Henry, smiling, "anybody can be good in the
country. There are no temptations there. That is the reason why people who live out
of town are so absolutely uncivilized. Civilization is not by any means an easy
thing to attain to. There are only two ways by which man can reach it. One is by
being cultured, the other by being corrupt. Country people have no opportunity of
being either, so they stagnate."

"Culture and corruption," echoed Dorian. "I have known something of both. It
seems terrible to me now that they should ever be found together. For I have a new
ideal, Harry. I am going to alter. I think I have altered."

"You have not yet told me what your good action was. Or did you say you had
done more than one?" asked his companion as he spilled into his plate a little
crimson pyramid of seeded strawberries and, through a perforated, shell-shaped
spoon, snowed white sugar upon them.

"I can tell you, Harry. It is not a story I could tell to any one else. I spared
somebody. It sounds vain, but you understand what I mean. She was quite beautiful
and wonderfully like Sibyl Vane. I think it was that which first attracted me to her.
You remember Sibyl, don't you? How long ago that seems! Well, Hetty was not
one of our own class, of course. She was simply a girl in a village. But I really
loved her. I am quite sure that I loved her. All during this wonderful May that we
have been having, I used to run down and see her two or three times a week.
Yesterday she met me in a little orchard. The apple-blossoms kept tumbling down
on her hair, and she was laughing. We were to have gone away together this
morning at dawn. Suddenly I determined to leave her as flowerlike as I had found
her."

"I should think the novelty of the emotion must have given you a thrill of real
pleasure, Dorian," interrupted Lord Henry. "But I can finish your idyll for you. You
gave her good advice and broke her heart. That was the beginning of your
reformation."
 "Harry, you are horrible! You mustn't say these dreadful things. Hetty's heart is
not broken. Of course, she cried and all that. But there is no disgrace upon her. She
can live, like Perdita, in her garden of mint and marigold."

"And weep over a faithless Florizel," said Lord Henry, laughing, as he leaned
back in his chair. "My dear Dorian, you have the most curiously boyish moods. Do
you think this girl will ever be really content now with any one of her own rank? I
suppose she will be married some day to a rough carter or a grinning ploughman.
Well, the fact of having met you, and loved you, will teach her to despise her
husband, and she will be wretched. From a moral point of view, I cannot say that I
think much of your great renunciation. Even as a beginning, it is poor. Besides,
how do you know that Hetty isn't floating at the present moment in some starlit
mill-pond, with lovely water-lilies round her, like Ophelia?"

"I can't bear this, Harry! You mock at everything, and then suggest the most
serious tragedies. I am sorry I told you now. I don't care what you say to me. I
know I was right in acting as I did. Poor Hetty! As I rode past the farm this
morning, I saw her white face at the window, like a spray of jasmine. Don't let us
talk about it any more, and don't try to persuade me that the first good action I have
done for years, the first little bit of self-sacrifice I have ever known, is really a sort
of sin. I want to be better. I am going to be better. Tell me something about
yourself. What is going on in town? I have not been to the club for days."

"The people are still discussing poor Basil's disappearance."

"I should have thought they had got tired of that by this time," said Dorian,
pouring himself out some wine and frowning slightly.

"My dear boy, they have only been talking about it for six weeks, and the
British public are really not equal to the mental strain of having more than one
topic every three months. They have been very fortunate lately, however. They
have had my own divorce-case and Alan Campbell's suicide. Now they have got
the mysterious disappearance of an artist. Scotland Yard still insists that the man in
the grey ulster who left for Paris by the midnight train on the ninth of November
was poor Basil, and the French police declare that Basil never arrived in Paris at all.
I suppose in about a fortnight we shall be told that he has been seen in San
Francisco. It is an odd thing, but every one who disappears is said to be seen at San
Francisco. It must be a delightful city, and possess all the attractions of the next
world."

"What do you think has happened to Basil?" asked Dorian, holding up his
Burgundy against the light and wondering how it was that he could discuss the
matter so calmly.
 "I have not the slightest idea. If Basil chooses to hide himself, it is no business
of mine. If he is dead, I don't want to think about him. Death is the only thing that
ever terrifies me. I hate it."

"Why?" said the younger man wearily.

"Because," said Lord Henry, passing beneath his nostrils the gilt trellis of an
open vinaigrette box, "one can survive everything nowadays except that. Death and
vulgarity are the only two facts in the nineteenth century that one cannot explain
away. Let us have our coffee in the music-room, Dorian. You must play Chopin to
me. The man with whom my wife ran away played Chopin exquisitely. Poor
Victoria! I was very fond of her. The house is rather lonely without her. Of course,
married life is merely a habit, a bad habit. But then one regrets the loss even of
one's worst habits. Perhaps one regrets them the most. They are such an essential
part of one's personality."

Dorian said nothing, but rose from the table, and passing into the next room,
sat down to the piano and let his fingers stray across the white and black ivory of
the keys. After the coffee had been brought in, he stopped, and looking over at
Lord Henry, said, "Harry, did it ever occur to you that Basil was murdered?"

Lord Henry yawned. "Basil was very popular, and always wore a Waterbury
watch. Why should he have been murdered? He was not clever enough to have
enemies. Of course, he had a wonderful genius for painting. But a man can paint
like Velasquez and yet be as dull as possible. Basil was really rather dull. He only
interested me once, and that was when he told me, years ago, that he had a wild
adoration for you and that you were the dominant motive of his art."

"I was very fond of Basil," said Dorian with a note of sadness in his voice.
"But don't people say that he was murdered?"

"Oh, some of the papers do. It does not seem to me to be at all probable. I
know there are dreadful places in Paris, but Basil was not the sort of man to have
gone to them. He had no curiosity. It was his chief defect."

"What would you say, Harry, if I told you that I had murdered Basil?" said the
younger man. He watched him intently after he had spoken.

"I would say, my dear fellow, that you were posing for a character that doesn't
suit you. All crime is vulgar, just as all vulgarity is crime. It is not in you, Dorian,
to commit a murder. I am sorry if I hurt your vanity by saying so, but I assure you it
is true. Crime belongs exclusively to the lower orders. I don't blame them in the
smallest degree. I should fancy that crime was to them what art is to us, simply a
method of procuring extraordinary sensations."
 "A method of procuring sensations? Do you think, then, that a man who has
once committed a murder could possibly do the same crime again? Don't tell me
that."

"Oh! anything becomes a pleasure if one does it too often," cried Lord Henry,
laughing. "That is one of the most important secrets of life. I should fancy,
however, that murder is always a mistake. One should never do anything that one
cannot talk about after dinner. But let us pass from poor Basil. I wish I could
believe that he had come to such a really romantic end as you suggest, but I can't. I
dare say he fell into the Seine off an omnibus and that the conductor hushed up the
scandal. Yes: I should fancy that was his end. I see him lying now on his back
under those dull-green waters, with the heavy barges floating over him and long
weeds catching in his hair. Do you know, I don't think he would have done much
more good work. During the last ten years his painting had gone off very much."

Dorian heaved a sigh, and Lord Henry strolled across the room and began to
stroke the head of a curious Java parrot, a large, grey-plumaged bird with pink crest
and tail, that was balancing itself upon a bamboo perch. As his pointed fingers
touched it, it dropped the white scurf of crinkled lids over black, glasslike eyes and
began to sway backwards and forwards.

"Yes," he continued, turning round and taking his handkerchief out of his
pocket; "his painting had quite gone off. It seemed to me to have lost something. It
had lost an ideal. When you and he ceased to be great friends, he ceased to be a
great artist. What was it separated you? I suppose he bored you. If so, he never
forgave you. It's a habit bores have. By the way, what has become of that
wonderful portrait he did of you? I don't think I have ever seen it since he finished
it. Oh! I remember your telling me years ago that you had sent it down to Selby,
and that it had got mislaid or stolen on the way. You never got it back? What a
pity! it was really a masterpiece. I remember I wanted to buy it. I wish I had now. It
belonged to Basil's best period. Since then, his work was that curious mixture of
bad painting and good intentions that always entitles a man to be called a
representative British artist. Did you advertise for it? You should."

"I forget," said Dorian. "I suppose I did. But I never really liked it. I am sorry I
sat for it. The memory of the thing is hateful to me. Why do you talk of it? It used
to remind me of those curious lines in some play--Hamlet, I think--how do they
run?--

"Like the painting of a sorrow,

A face without a heart."

Yes: that is what it was like."

Lord Henry laughed. "If a man treats life artistically, his brain is his heart," he
answered, sinking into an arm-chair.
 Dorian Gray shook his head and struck some soft chords on the piano. "'Like
the painting of a sorrow,'" he repeated, "'a face without a heart.'"

The elder man lay back and looked at him with half-closed eyes. "By the way,
Dorian," he said after a pause, "'what does it profit a man if he gain the whole
world and lose--how does the quotation run?--his own soul'?"

The music jarred, and Dorian Gray started and stared at his friend. "Why do
you ask me that, Harry?"

"My dear fellow," said Lord Henry, elevating his eyebrows in surprise, "I
asked you because I thought you might be able to give me an answer. That is all. I
was going through the park last Sunday, and close by the Marble Arch there stood a
little crowd of shabby-looking people listening to some vulgar street-preacher. As I
passed by, I heard the man yelling out that question to his audience. It struck me as
being rather dramatic. London is very rich in curious effects of that kind. A wet
Sunday, an uncouth Christian in a mackintosh, a ring of sickly white faces under a
broken roof of dripping umbrellas, and a wonderful phrase flung into the air by
shrill hysterical lips--it was really very good in its way, quite a suggestion. I
thought of telling the prophet that art had a soul, but that man had not. I am afraid,
however, he would not have understood me."

"Don't, Harry. The soul is a terrible reality. It can be bought, and sold, and
bartered away. It can be poisoned, or made perfect. There is a soul in each one of
us. I know it."

"Do you feel quite sure of that, Dorian?"

"Quite sure."

"Ah! then it must be an illusion. The things one feels absolutely certain about
are never true. That is the fatality of faith, and the lesson of romance. How grave
you are! Don't be so serious. What have you or I to do with the superstitions of our
age? No: we have given up our belief in the soul. Play me something. Play me a
nocturne, Dorian, and, as you play, tell me, in a low voice, how you have kept your
youth. You must have some secret. I am only ten years older than you are, and I am
wrinkled, and worn, and yellow. You are really wonderful, Dorian. You have never
looked more charming than you do to-night. You remind me of the day I saw you
first. You were rather cheeky, very shy, and absolutely extraordinary. You have
changed, of course, but not in appearance. I wish you would tell me your secret. To
get back my youth I would do anything in the world, except take exercise, get up
early, or be respectable. Youth! There is nothing like it. It's absurd to talk of the
ignorance of youth. The only people to whose opinions I listen now with any
respect are people much younger than myself. They seem in front of me. Life has
revealed to them her latest wonder. As for the aged, I always contradict the aged. I
do it on principle. If you ask them their opinion on something that happened
yesterday, they solemnly give you the opinions current in 1820, when people wore
high stocks, believed in everything, and knew absolutely nothing. How lovely that
thing you are playing is! I wonder, did Chopin write it at Majorca, with the sea
weeping round the villa and the salt spray dashing against the panes? It is
marvellously romantic. What a blessing it is that there is one art left to us that is not
imitative! Don't stop. I want music to-night. It seems to me that you are the young
Apollo and that I am Marsyas listening to you. I have sorrows, Dorian, of my own,
that even you know nothing of. The tragedy of old age is not that one is old, but
that one is young. I am amazed sometimes at my own sincerity. Ah, Dorian, how
happy you are! What an exquisite life you have had! You have drunk deeply of
everything. You have crushed the grapes against your palate. Nothing has been
hidden from you. And it has all been to you no more than the sound of music. It has
not marred you. You are still the same."

"I am not the same, Harry."

"Yes, you are the same. I wonder what the rest of your life will be. Don't spoil
it by renunciations. At present you are a perfect type. Don't make yourself
incomplete. You are quite flawless now. You need not shake your head: you know
you are. Besides, Dorian, don't deceive yourself. Life is not governed by will or
intention. Life is a question of nerves, and fibres, and slowly built-up cells in which
thought hides itself and passion has its dreams. You may fancy yourself safe and
think yourself strong. But a chance tone of colour in a room or a morning sky, a
particular perfume that you had once loved and that brings subtle memories with it,
a line from a forgotten poem that you had come across again, a cadence from a
piece of music that you had ceased to play--I tell you, Dorian, that it is on things
like these that our lives depend. Browning writes about that somewhere; but our
own senses will imagine them for us. There are moments when the odour of lilas
blanc passes suddenly across me, and I have to live the strangest month of my life
over again. I wish I could change places with you, Dorian. The world has cried out
against us both, but it has always worshipped you. It always will worship you. You
are the type of what the age is searching for, and what it is afraid it has found. I am
so glad that you have never done anything, never carved a statue, or painted a
picture, or produced anything outside of yourself! Life has been your art. You have
set yourself to music. Your days are your sonnets."

Dorian rose up from the piano and passed his hand through his hair. "Yes, life
has been exquisite," he murmured, "but I am not going to have the same life, Harry.
And you must not say these extravagant things to me. You don't know everything
about me. I think that if you did, even you would turn from me. You laugh. Don't
laugh."

"Why have you stopped playing, Dorian? Go back and give me the nocturne
over again. Look at that great, honey-coloured moon that hangs in the dusky air.
She is waiting for you to charm her, and if you play she will come closer to the
earth. You won't? Let us go to the club, then. It has been a charming evening, and
we must end it charmingly. There is some one at White's who wants immensely to
know you--young Lord Poole, Bournemouth's eldest son. He has already copied
your neckties, and has begged me to introduce him to you. He is quite delightful
and rather reminds me of you."

"I hope not," said Dorian with a sad look in his eyes. "But I am tired to-night,
Harry. I shan't go to the club. It is nearly eleven, and I want to go to bed early."

"Do stay. You have never played so well as to-night. There was something in
your touch that was wonderful. It had more expression than I had ever heard from it
before."

"It is because I am going to be good," he answered, smiling. "I am a little

changed already."

"You cannot change to me, Dorian," said Lord Henry. "You and I will always
be friends."

"Yet you poisoned me with a book once. I should not forgive that. Harry,
promise me that you will never lend that book to any one. It does harm."

"My dear boy, you are really beginning to moralize. You will soon be going
about like the converted, and the revivalist, warning people against all the sins of
which you have grown tired. You are much too delightful to do that. Besides, it is
no use. You and I are what we are, and will be what we will be. As for being
poisoned by a book, there is no such thing as that. Art has no influence upon action.
It annihilates the desire to act. It is superbly sterile. The books that the world calls
immoral are books that show the world its own shame. That is all. But we won't
discuss literature. Come round to-morrow. I am going to ride at eleven. We might
go together, and I will take you to lunch afterwards with Lady Branksome. She is a
charming woman, and wants to consult you about some tapestries she is thinking of
buying. Mind you come. Or shall we lunch with our little duchess? She says she
never sees you now. Perhaps you are tired of Gladys? I thought you would be. Her
clever tongue gets on one's nerves. Well, in any case, be here at eleven."

"Must I really come, Harry?"

"Certainly. The park is quite lovely now. I don't think there have been such
lilacs since the year I met you."

"Very well. I shall be here at eleven," said Dorian. "Good night, Harry." As he
reached the door, he hesitated for a moment, as if he had something more to say.
Then he sighed and went out.
 CHAPTER 20

It was a lovely night, so warm that he threw his coat over his arm and did not
even put his silk scarf round his throat. As he strolled home, smoking his cigarette,
two young men in evening dress passed him. He heard one of them whisper to the
other, "That is Dorian Gray." He remembered how pleased he used to be when he
was pointed out, or stared at, or talked about. He was tired of hearing his own name
now. Half the charm of the little village where he had been so often lately was that
no one knew who he was. He had often told the girl whom he had lured to love him
that he was poor, and she had believed him. He had told her once that he was
wicked, and she had laughed at him and answered that wicked people were always
very old and very ugly. What a laugh she had!--just like a thrush singing. And how
pretty she had been in her cotton dresses and her large hats! She knew nothing, but
she had everything that he had lost.

When he reached home, he found his servant waiting up for him. He sent him
to bed, and threw himself down on the sofa in the library, and began to think over
some of the things that Lord Henry had said to him.

Was it really true that one could never change? He felt a wild longing for the
unstained purity of his boyhood--his rose-white boyhood, as Lord Henry had once
called it. He knew that he had tarnished himself, filled his mind with corruption and
given horror to his fancy; that he had been an evil influence to others, and had
experienced a terrible joy in being so; and that of the lives that had crossed his own,
it had been the fairest and the most full of promise that he had brought to shame.
But was it all irretrievable? Was there no hope for him?

Ah! in what a monstrous moment of pride and passion he had prayed that the
portrait should bear the burden of his days, and he keep the unsullied splendour of
eternal youth! All his failure had been due to that. Better for him that each sin of
his life had brought its sure swift penalty along with it. There was purification in
punishment. Not "Forgive us our sins" but "Smite us for our iniquities" should be
the prayer of man to a most just God.

The curiously carved mirror that Lord Henry had given to him, so many years
ago now, was standing on the table, and the white-limbed Cupids laughed round it
as of old. He took it up, as he had done on that night of horror when he had first
noted the change in the fatal picture, and with wild, tear-dimmed eyes looked into
its polished shield. Once, some one who had terribly loved him had written to him a
mad letter, ending with these idolatrous words: "The world is changed because you
are made of ivory and gold. The curves of your lips rewrite history." The phrases
came back to his memory, and he repeated them over and over to himself. Then he
loathed his own beauty, and flinging the mirror on the floor, crushed it into silver
splinters beneath his heel. It was his beauty that had ruined him, his beauty and the
youth that he had prayed for. But for those two things, his life might have been free
from stain. His beauty had been to him but a mask, his youth but a mockery. What
was youth at best? A green, an unripe time, a time of shallow moods, and sickly
thoughts. Why had he worn its livery? Youth had spoiled him.

It was better not to think of the past. Nothing could alter that. It was of himself,
and of his own future, that he had to think. James Vane was hidden in a nameless
grave in Selby churchyard. Alan Campbell had shot himself one night in his
laboratory, but had not revealed the secret that he had been forced to know. The
excitement, such as it was, over Basil Hallward's disappearance would soon pass
away. It was already waning. He was perfectly safe there. Nor, indeed, was it the
death of Basil Hallward that weighed most upon his mind. It was the living death of
his own soul that troubled him. Basil had painted the portrait that had marred his
life. He could not forgive him that. It was the portrait that had done everything.
Basil had said things to him that were unbearable, and that he had yet borne with
patience. The murder had been simply the madness of a moment. As for Alan
Campbell, his suicide had been his own act. He had chosen to do it. It was nothing
to him.

A new life! That was what he wanted. That was what he was waiting for.
Surely he had begun it already. He had spared one innocent thing, at any rate. He
would never again tempt innocence. He would be good.

As he thought of Hetty Merton, he began to wonder if the portrait in the locked

room had changed. Surely it was not still so horrible as it had been? Perhaps if his
life became pure, he would be able to expel every sign of evil passion from the
face. Perhaps the signs of evil had already gone away. He would go and look.

He took the lamp from the table and crept upstairs. As he unbarred the door, a
smile of joy flitted across his strangely young-looking face and lingered for a
moment about his lips. Yes, he would be good, and the hideous thing that he had
hidden away would no longer be a terror to him. He felt as if the load had been
lifted from him already.

He went in quietly, locking the door behind him, as was his custom, and
dragged the purple hanging from the portrait. A cry of pain and indignation broke
from him. He could see no change, save that in the eyes there was a look of
cunning and in the mouth the curved wrinkle of the hypocrite. The thing was still
loathsome--more loathsome, if possible, than before--and the scarlet dew that
spotted the hand seemed brighter, and more like blood newly spilled. Then he
trembled. Had it been merely vanity that had made him do his one good deed? Or
the desire for a new sensation, as Lord Henry had hinted, with his mocking laugh?
Or that passion to act a part that sometimes makes us do things finer than we are
ourselves? Or, perhaps, all these? And why was the red stain larger than it had
been? It seemed to have crept like a horrible disease over the wrinkled fingers.
There was blood on the painted feet, as though the thing had dripped--blood even
on the hand that had not held the knife. Confess? Did it mean that he was to
confess? To give himself up and be put to death? He laughed. He felt that the idea
was monstrous. Besides, even if he did confess, who would believe him? There was
no trace of the murdered man anywhere. Everything belonging to him had been
destroyed. He himself had burned what had been below-stairs. The world would
simply say that he was mad. They would shut him up if he persisted in his story....
Yet it was his duty to confess, to suffer public shame, and to make public
atonement. There was a God who called upon men to tell their sins to earth as well
as to heaven. Nothing that he could do would cleanse him till he had told his own
sin. His sin? He shrugged his shoulders. The death of Basil Hallward seemed very
little to him. He was thinking of Hetty Merton. For it was an unjust mirror, this
mirror of his soul that he was looking at. Vanity? Curiosity? Hypocrisy? Had there
been nothing more in his renunciation than that? There had been something more.
At least he thought so. But who could tell? ... No. There had been nothing more.
Through vanity he had spared her. In hypocrisy he had worn the mask of goodness.
For curiosity's sake he had tried the denial of self. He recognized that now.

But this murder--was it to dog him all his life? Was he always to be burdened
by his past? Was he really to confess? Never. There was only one bit of evidence
left against him. The picture itself--that was evidence. He would destroy it. Why
had he kept it so long? Once it had given him pleasure to watch it changing and
growing old. Of late he had felt no such pleasure. It had kept him awake at night.
When he had been away, he had been filled with terror lest other eyes should look
upon it. It had brought melancholy across his passions. Its mere memory had
marred many moments of joy. It had been like conscience to him. Yes, it had been
conscience. He would destroy it.

He looked round and saw the knife that had stabbed Basil Hallward. He had
cleaned it many times, till there was no stain left upon it. It was bright, and
glistened. As it had killed the painter, so it would kill the painter's work, and all that
that meant. It would kill the past, and when that was dead, he would be free. It
would kill this monstrous soul-life, and without its hideous warnings, he would be
at peace. He seized the thing, and stabbed the picture with it.

There was a cry heard, and a crash. The cry was so horrible in its agony that
the frightened servants woke and crept out of their rooms. Two gentlemen, who
were passing in the square below, stopped and looked up at the great house. They
walked on till they met a policeman and brought him back. The man rang the bell
several times, but there was no answer. Except for a light in one of the top
windows, the house was all dark. After a time, he went away and stood in an
adjoining portico and watched.

"Whose house is that, Constable?" asked the elder of the two gentlemen.

"Mr. Dorian Gray's, sir," answered the policeman.

They looked at each other, as they walked away, and sneered. One of them was
Sir Henry Ashton's uncle.

Inside, in the servants' part of the house, the half-clad domestics were talking
in low whispers to each other. Old Mrs. Leaf was crying and wringing her hands.
Francis was as pale as death.

After about a quarter of an hour, he got the coachman and one of the footmen
and crept upstairs. They knocked, but there was no reply. They called out.
Everything was still. Finally, after vainly trying to force the door, they got on the
roof and dropped down on to the balcony. The windows yielded easily--their bolts
were old.

When they entered, they found hanging upon the wall a splendid portrait of
their master as they had last seen him, in all the wonder of his exquisite youth and
beauty. Lying on the floor was a dead man, in evening dress, with a knife in his
heart. He was withered, wrinkled, and loathsome of visage. It was not till they had
examined the rings that they recognized who it was.

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