An Autoethnography of Teaching English in Japan: Bridging Life and Academia

An Autoethnography of Teaching English in Japan:

Bridging Life and Academia

Sanae Oda-Sheehan

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An Autoethnography of Teaching English in Japan:

Bridging Life and Academia

Copyright 2022 Sanae Oda-Sheehan

Life and Education in Japan Series

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Contents

Reviews

Key Japanese Terms

Abbreviations

List of Tables and Figures

CHAPTER 1. Introduction

Vignette 1

Rationale for This Book

Author’s Background

Gaps to Be Bridged in the Japanese EFL Context

The Integrative Approach the Pedagogical Trinity

How to Approach the Exploration

Identity and Language Learning/Teaching

Overview of the Book and Research Questions

Reflective Questions for the Reader 

CHAPTER 2. Why Autoethnography?

What Is Autoethnography? 

Benefits of Autoethnography

Critiques of Autoethnography and Counterarguments 

Development and Application of Autoethnography

Using Autoethnography for This Study

Use of Vignettes

Relational Ethics

Reflective Questions for the Reader

CHAPTER 3. Autoethnographic Research in Action

Data Collection Overview

Data Analysis and Interpretation

Community of Practice

Reflective Practice

Applying the Theoretical Frameworks

Reflective Questions for the Reader

CHAPTER 4. Reflections Through the Looking Glass

Participants (6 sections)

What I See in the Reflections

Reflective Questions for the Reader

CHAPTER 5. Insights Through the Written Word

Categories emerging from the analysis (8 Categories)

Three Critical Incidents

Example of Reflective Practice (RP) in My Teaching

Reflective Questions for the Reader

CHAPTER 6. From Personal Findings to Sociocultural Understanding

Vignette 2

Findings

Addressing the Research Questions

Reflective Questions for the Reader

CHAPTER 7. Autoethnography – Bridging Life and Academia

Reflection on This Autoethnographic Study and Its Implications

Unexpected Developments

Key Takeaways from This Study

For Future in Continuum

Epilogue

References

Reviews

Sanae Oda-Sheehan’s book addresses some of the most pressing questions in the Japanese EFL context - how to bridge the gaps between linguistic theory and teaching practice, and between what is taught in the classroom and what is needed by students in the world. Through a rigorously conducted and compellingly written autoethnographic account, this book investigates the possibility of implementing a pedagogical framework aimed at bridging these gaps. By bringing together personal insights and interview data, Oda-Sheehan provides a fascinating account of how a reflexive awareness of our multiple identities can help teachers move towards a pedagogy in which they may successfully integrate pragmatics, grammar, and communicative language.

Robert Lowe, Associate professor, Tokyo Kasei University

Co-editor of ‘Duoethnography in English Language Teaching: Research, Reflection and Classroom Application’ (Multilingual Matters)

Sanae Oda-Sheehan’s book should be a primary text for anyone in second language education interested in autoethnography. The brilliant presentation of her autoethnographic study demonstrates the types of insight and can be shared from this approach. She empowers readers with ways in which they can carry out their own projects. This is a moving, compelling work that deserves to be read.

Gregory Hadley, Professor of Sociolinguistics and Western Cultural Studies, Niigata University

Author of ‘Grounded Theory in Applied Linguistics: A Practical Guide’ (Routledge)

What a unique contribution to the field! Sanae shows how to conduct ground-breaking autoethnographic research, and she has even artfully (and with unstinting honesty) woven in her identity as a mother and daughter! This was totally unexpected! Her detailed documentation reminds researchers that we all have multiple identities, many of which we erase to teach or do research. I am thrilled to see her self-identify as ‘a missionary of pragmatics,’ as she shines a bright light on how important pragmatics is to effective communication. This is such an engaging and enjoyable read!

Donna Fujimoto, Professor, Osaka Jogakuin University.

Glossary of Some Key Japanese Terms

Akogare: Pervasive yearning or desire (for Western culture and language)

Chokai: Neighborhood association

Deguchi: Exit

Gaishi-kei: Foreign-capital (company)

Gakushu no meate: Learning objectives

Honne: Honest feelings and desires

Juken eigo: English for examination purposes

Juku: Tutoring school/cram school

Kikokushijo: Returnee children who were educated outside Japan

Ko-dai renkei: University-high school collaboration

Mama-tomo: Mom friends/school moms

Tatemae: Opinions displayed in public

Tsukaeru eigo: Practical/useful English

Wayaku: Translation from English to Japanese

Yakudoku: A Japanese version of the grammar translation method

Yobiko: Preparatory school for university entrance examinations

Glossary of Abbreviations

ALT: Assistant Language Teacher

CLT: Communicative Language Teaching

CoP: Community of Practice

EFL: English as a Foreign Language

ELF: English as a Lingua Franca

ESL: English as a Second Language

JALT: The Japan Association for Language Teaching

JFL: Japanese as a Foreign Language

JSE: Japanese Speaker of English

JTE: Japanese Teacher of English

L1: First Language

L2: Second Language

MA: Master of Arts

MEXT: Ministry of Education, Culture, Sports, Science and Technology

NEST: Native English-speaking Teacher

NNEST: Non-native English-speaking Teacher

NNSE: Non-native Speaker of English

NS: Native Speaking

NSE: Native Speaker of English

PhD: Doctor of Philosophy

RP: Reflective Practice

SIG: Special Interest Group

TESOL: Teaching English to Speakers of Other Languages

TOEIC: Test of English for International Communication

List of Tables and Figures

Table 1 Methods and Media to Collect Data

Table 2 Triangulation of the Research Process

Table 3 Interview Participants’ Biographical Data

Figure 1 Critical Gaps to Be Bridged

Figure 2 The Pedagogical Trinity

Figure 3 Dynamics of Autoethnography

Figure 4 Correlations Among Autoethnography, CoP, and RP

Figure 5 Interview Data Collection and Analysis

Figure 6 Journal Data Collection and Analysis

Figure 7 Balancing Act of Analysis and Interpretation in Autoethnography

Figure 8 Analogy of Integration

Figure 9 Example of My Reflective Practice and Its Flow Towards Improvement

Figure 10 Dynamics of My Multiple Identities and Professional/Personal Development

Figure 11 Example of Teacher’s Multiple Perspectives Based on Multiple Identities

Figure 12 Transformations Confirmed in the Journal Entry Analysis

Figure 13 Structure of Primary Findings and Answers to Research Questions

Chapter 1. Introduction

Vignette 1

Gasping for breath, she barely whispered, I’m so glad to have you. Immediately I responded, You’ve always been proud of me, Mom, but there was no more response. That was the very last conversation I had with my own mother.

It was only after she passed away that I realized what she actually meant by those last words. Although she had suffered from cancer for two and a half years, we - my father, my brother, and I - never expected to lose her so suddenly. She had managed the household virtually by herself until the day she was hospitalized to start another session of chemotherapy, and a few days later, she was gone. We were not ready, not only emotionally but also in a practical sense, having no idea where all the legal or financial documents were kept at home or what would need to be done with them. During her struggle against cancer, she often tried to tell us where those documents were, but we never wanted to listen to her because acknowledging such information meant that we were accepting the fact that she was dying.

Now that she was gone, I had to take care of all the paperwork. Right after my mother’s passing, my father was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s, and my brother was busy with work. Devastated by grief, I was sorting through my mother’s personal effects and looking for necessary documents at my parents’ house, when I heard her voice again - I’m so glad to have you. This time, I finally realized what she was trying to tell me - pragmatically. She knew her last moment was approaching and meant to say, I’ll leave the rest to you, Daughter. Take good care of your father, the paperwork, and whatever has to be arranged. I started crying in the empty house and then realized I may have done something awful. In response to her last request, what did I say? I should have responded, Don’t worry, Mom. I’ll take care of everything. How much would she have wanted to hear such a reassuring response! Instead, what she had to hear was You’ve always been proud of me, Mom. That was not what she wanted to hear! No, it was not her; it was me. I was proud of myself, thinking and bragging about myself even at my mother’s death bed instead of giving her the peace and assurance she wished to have at the last moment.

This regret lingered in my life for a long time, and I still feel deep remorse as I write this now, even ten years after her passing. At the same time, because the last conversation took place all in Japanese, my first language, I realize how complex pragmatic enterprise can be even in our own language. More disturbing is the fact that I have been doing research on second language pragmatics for many years trying to find ways to raise pragmatic awareness and promote pedagogical efforts, and yet, the last interaction I had with my own mother sadly demonstrated that such endeavors may be insufficient. In other words, pragmatics can work outside the purview of our cognition, somewhere deep within us, perhaps related to human nature called identity.

This realization has led me to think that discussion over pedagogical approaches alone may not suffice, and perhaps we should further reflect on ourselves and delve into the core aspects of identity and its formation at the same time. That is how this research project started and has driven me through this long journey, which I wish to share with you in this book.

Rationale and Motivation for Writing This Book

In my life, I have witnessed many rewarding and exhilarating moments in learning and teaching English as a foreign language (EFL). At the same time, I have also encountered frustrating and challenging instances in my linguistic endeavors, one of which is regrettably described in Vignette 1. While it is often said that EFL educational efforts in Japan have fallen short in their effectiveness, I have realized that there may be several problematic gaps hindering such effects, and I wished to explore any keys to possible improvement through my own experience in this field.

This book is about my journey for such exploration. I have written a life-sized portrait of this research project based on an autoethnographic orientation. Autoethnography is a burgeoning and promising approach in the qualitative research field to study lived experiences and enhance sociological understanding (Adams et al., 2015). Combining characteristics of ethnography, biography, and systematic self-analysis, autoethnography allows the researcher to utilize data about self and context to describe, analyze, and understand sociocultural complexities through the connectivity between self and others within the same context (Chang, 2008).

Although there is some skepticism toward this blurred boundary between self and others as well as the subjective nature of the method, autoethnography can provide profound insights on sociocultural complexities and is now used by researchers in various academic fields (Adams & Manning, 2015). It is also employed by practitioners working with people from diverse cultural backgrounds, such as teachers, counselors, medical personnel, and human services providers (Chang, 2008). As a non-traditional methodology that is slowly gaining traction in mainstream qualitative research within the field of educational research (Jain, 2021, p. 111), this culturally sensitive and contextually relevant approach is beginning to attract attention in the field of teaching English to speakers of other languages (TESOL) (e.g., Canagarajah, 2012; Mirhosseini, 2018; Yazan et al., 2021), which is the main realm of my research focus.

As generally stressed in recent studies, reflections and narratives of lived experiences can be a powerful tool for teacher development (Golombek & Johnson, 2017). Reflections are defined as conscious thinking about what we are doing and why we are doing it (Farrell, 2015, p. 8). Narratives are sequentially told stories of individuals unfolding their lived experiences (Creswell, 2007), and analyzing teacher narratives is a valuable way to investigate language teaching as it is actually practiced (Menard-Warwick, 2011, p. 566). In accordance with those insights, I have decided to adopt narratives in an autoethnographic approach to reflect on my EFL practices and perceptions and to see if there are any critical factors for possible improvement. Although the context of this study is generally for EFL endeavors in Japan, some of the insights to be presented may apply to other EFL contexts outside Japan as well, especially in terms of the linkage between learning and life.

Here I would like to remind readers that qualitative studies are about making meaning of our lives. As a qualitative method, autoethnography aims to deepen sociocultural understanding through turning the research lens toward the self, sharing highly personal accounts, and theorizing about one’s lived experiences (Adams & Manning, 2015, p. 351). Therefore, rather than trying to provide explicit solutions through this study, I strive to share my exploration by connecting the personal to the cultural (Ellis & Bochner, 2000, p. 739) and linking ‘the self and the social’ (Chang, 2008, p. 46).

Also, by reflecting on my own EFL journey through the lens of the multiple identities I have held and giving a personalized account of such exploration through the autoethnographic approach, I seek to encourage readers, who may be confronted with similar challenges, to reflect on their own experiences to see if there are other perspectives and possibilities in their contexts and endeavors. Such readers can be teachers, learners, researchers, or anyone else who picks up this book at some point somewhere in the world. It is my sincere hope that readers can feel connected to the stories presented in this book and reflect on their own lives as they go through the pages. I believe such reflection may have a great significance in connecting the notion of language learning to our lived experiences, and at the same time, integrating life and academia.

My Background

As a former businessperson who faced the fierce competition of the business world on a daily basis, I have always been conscious about my strengths and weaknesses in whatever I commit myself to, the most important of which is now my efforts in the field of TESOL. What can be my potential as a teacher? So, to write this book using an autoethnographic approach, I initially looked back on my EFL learning and teaching history so that I might revisit and reflect on some critical incidents during my journey.

I was raised in an entirely Japanese-speaking environment by parents who almost starved to death during World War II and barely finished compulsory education. When I was small, my parents often told me that English skills would be of help in my life, just as many parents would do who wish the best for their children. I must have been six or seven years old when I first became interested in English, flipping through pages of my brother’s English textbooks and being fascinated by the unfamiliar characters of the alphabet. I still remember the excitement and sense of accomplishment when I was around 10 years old and first tried my English out on non-Japanese people, saying, Hello, how are you? What’s your name? Since I attended Japanese public schools, my English learning experience was typical of any Japanese student in those days: grammar-oriented, examination-focused, and hardly any contact with native speakers of English (NSEs). I tried everything I could in this given situation, from memorizing complicated and decontextualized grammatical sentences for examinations to practicing speaking in front of a mirror with imaginary friends and audiences, as there were no real people around to talk to in English.

Always scoring high in English subjects, I survived the entrance examination hell (the term often used to describe the fierce competition in entrance examinations in Japan), and thanks to those imaginary friends in front of the mirror, my English-speaking skills were much higher than those of my classmates by the time I graduated from high school. Due to my academic achievements, I was offered various teaching jobs even while attending university, which started me on my journey of teaching English while earning me a sufficient income to pay for my education.

Through these personal accomplishments, I became proud of my linguistic talents, until I turned out to be a total failure when I moved to the US after graduating from university with the ambition of becoming an English expert. In California, even though I spoke grammatically correct English, I was far from fluent in a communicative sense. Through the struggle, I learned the hard way that grammatical competence alone is insufficient to carry out successful communication and that communicative skills need to be developed on the foundation of grammatical