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One-Liner Wednesday & #JusJoJan 26 the 7th late. Stop !

It was Wednesday yesterday which meant it was One-Liner Wednesday… I guess I am late again! It’s also JusJoJan.

“What can you do when you are caught in a world that spins at 1,000 mph (1,670 km/h). And you want to get off. ” Said by me.

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Taught
Stressed out
On the edge
Coiled like a spring
Cracks starting to show
Just ready to combust
Primal scream is welling up
Had enough, can't take anymore
Can't stand still my brain is exploding
Need flight, take to my heels, I am empty.

FanFoFeb: CRAMP!

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ARGH! God no! It has me by the foot it is crushing the bones of my feet

It is doing it both feet at once , this is anything but sweet.

My legs are twisting up and knotting the blood inside me is clotting.

My head is thumping like a hammer, and the sweat from me is dropping.

Every nerve of mine starts to clammer , muscles jangling I start to stammer!

Now my toes are turning turning upwards and my fingers are all gnarled

My body is all cramped up , screwed and completely defiled!

EvDaDaDec : Guilty secret

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I am a grown up, I must be, look at my age

But I self harm just like a teenager , it must be all the rage!

I don’t cut but I scratch until I bleed

I make sure it does not show, no to show is not a need.

I do it because I hate myself, because I am so unsure

Sometimes it is the only thing that helps me life to endure.

Right now I feel I am loosing the tenuous grip I hold on life

There seems to be only fine lines and they all lead to strife.

I really should be passed all this,I am a grown up woman

But when things get fraught I scratch because I can.

I do not want to do this I am ashamed to admit

I hope that if I write it down, I find a way to stop it.

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This is not my back but it could be

Why do I do this, what is wrong with me.

I know I am not alone many struggle with this curse

I want to find the strength to stop and not get worse.

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I feel the need to face up to this as I have now been chewing my fingers… I have never attacked my hands before.

I have found this on the web Dermatillomania does anyone know about it .

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