Stuck?

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Sort of, yes.  Can't sleep, want to sleep.  Can't do much while awake.  Frustrating.

So... what can I do about it?  Pout.  Write a blog post about it.  Think about it.  Look for options.  Probably some other options, but there are a few.

Pout?  Well, I could.  I haven't found that to be a successful ploy, save when someone else is around, and they might help... with incentives.  From mother to brother to sister to father to even my women, sometimes, when glum enough, someone might notice.  If they notice, they might seek to help.  And, sometimes, that has worked.  Not the best ploy, most of my life.  But as the youngest child... it was sometimes the only card I had to play.

I am writing a blog post.  Though I don't think that will help?  It might help me contemplate the thing more logically, rather than chasing the hamster around the whirligig.  Perhaps.  If nothing else, it is doing something rather than not doing something?  Even in physics, it is... work.  Little work.  But the brain uses the most resources of the whole body, so stimulating the noodles can sometimes be more than it seems?

I am thinking about it.  I have been thinking about it.  I am just stuck between here and there with no way to get to one, or the other.  I think, thinking about it, is as good of a way to find a solution as anything else.  It's the only way.  There really aren't helpers, or solvers, or formulas, which are going to change my health, biodynamics, or else.  Though... continuing to consider a problem with no solution isn't... a great solution.  So I'll put that up for a bit.

Perhaps gaming a bit?  Maybe.

I remembered I had pickled pork hocks, so had some of those a bit ago.  I may see if I have keto bread in the freezer.  If so, pull some out, and have it with potted beef.   Nothing fancy, but... I... like it once in a while.  Oh, I have keto crackers that would work as well.  I'll bet any bread in there tastes of freezer burn by now.  Will... look.  Then on to gaming.

I was hoping to get out tomorrow.  I... don't think that will be possible.  The goal was to be out yesterday, then today (actual yesterday), then today (tomorrow today).  It... gets fuzzy when my schedule is shifting, and straddling two days per waking cycle.  Bleh.  Did... I... say something?  Write something?

What, pray tell, are you doing here?  Did I... call you?  :p

Anywhile.  On to see about just a touch more food.  Some gaming.  And... to bed when possible.  Good... night, morning, day?  Yes, I... think that about sums up my sentiments and realities, and wishes for yours?  Right.  Right.  Been mostly dead all day.  Later.  Or... good night, and... day, and the rest.