.
I did get a set of stairs in. Tired, sleepy even, but... I'm going to
try to keep at it. Legs burn. Just a touch. But only near
the end and for about a minute after. All good. The goal is to
make them able to handle the sets without any problem. Or... be able to
do it without fuss. But, more, to begin to be able to do more, and more,
perhaps until stairs aren't any sort of problem at all? Is that
possible? It's the goal.
I received the new tarps and walking poles. I haven't done anything with
the former, save remove from delivery packaging. But the poles have been
removed and sorted. Then, stored back in the bag they came with, for
when not in use. With the bobbles and bits, used for various weather or
ground conditions, it is good to have a bag. So very much better than my
old pair. Cork handles, padded wicking wrist binds, a quick and sure
adjustment tensioning system, and a bit more height. Superior in every
way, and as mentioned, at a third of the price.
The only negative is that they, at maximum height, just create a 90 degree
angle at my elbow. I don't have room for extra height going
downhill. Still... for now, and the price, they will do.
A shower. Oh I do love those. I was expecting to have to scrub and
scrub and scrub. It has... been a while. Very strange, but... no
scrubbing needed. I did it anyway. Washing my body three, four,
maybe five times. Washing my hair, over and over and a third or fourth
time. Conditioning, then washing and conditioning again. It...
wasn't necessary, save to my... emotional senses. I... felt so
unclean. But, really, wasn't. So very... strange. It was,
other than hair, as if I washed yesterday, and for the last week, daily.
Very strange. Anyway... I am clean.
As well, the foot thing? Turns out not to be a problem. I thought
it would burn, or that the flap would... be a loose piece of trouble.
But, no. Not... so much. Now to get to chores.
I had only had a fatted coffee, so far, today. Testing blood sugar, it
has risen to 155? F#%@#34 jk$*2!n b*!!s)%t! Fine. I'll...
I... just had sardines and keto crackers, a glass of water, and a dose of
insulin. Can hope that fixes it. Not sure why it would go
up. Perhaps I used too much sweetener. Still, a bit... annoying.
Pill medicine is in. Sardines won't serve for a full meal, just a start
at something. I'm thinking beef and beans, or peas? Thin slices,
less than half an inch... closer to a quarter inch... by, say, four by two
inches? So, yea, not a lot. But... it's good enough. That
and another fatted coffee, or maybe a fatted bouillon drink? No
sweetener to mess up with that. Hmm... sure.
Is it dirty? It can be funny, whatever else. I used to, to.
Wherever the rodeo ended up, there I was. Get on, stay on while you
could, then... move along little doggy. Well... that... was how it used
to work. Take the best of what was available, for going without
wasn't... even possible back then. And trying to keep a woman... I had lost
it all. So... rode em' like a cowboy, and left em' like that too.
Yes, I was, still am, tall. It's a cheap trick, but they love it.
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