Category Archives: existential crises

Would be talking about all the bizzaro health challenges that has come my way

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I will be sharing some blog posts soon by God’s grace on my personal challenges with health, and how I’ve handled it or ignored it basically.

From dealing with alopecia, to once menstruating for almost a month, to the time i battled with night bodily itching, to HBP, to OCD (not the fancy concept some people misuse when they like arranging stuff, the actual one that starts in the mind that has several categories), to handling Maladaptive daydreaming, to whatever else i remember… Might help someone.

I didn’t realize so much until i actually thought about it, and i was like sh*t, a lot happened.

And remember:

2020 is a mess

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Hey y’all, been gone for quite a while. I can legit tell you that I have no idea what I’ve been doing since the begging of this year. Which brings me to the topic at hand. This year… whew. It has been rough. And the seem to have no pattern like other sane years. No wonder many people want to go back to 2019 or have a do over.

My year started hard, then coupled with the coronavirus affecting the world, to the lockdown… Things are tough, is all I’m saying. I do hope it becomes less tough. Well this is my coming back address in the middle of a crisis typing from a broken phone.

Howdy folks. Happy lockdown!

Natal chart (birth chart) and tarot reading

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Hi guys,

I now offer natal chart and tarot readings for just $20 dollars. Feel free to contact me via comment or my email address : Odifayeni@gmail.com.

Let the truth all be revealed.

The ethics of Euthanasia

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I just came across a story about a young woman who wanted to end her life at the age of 17. She had been molested and raped at a young age. She wanted out on life since she could not bear with the pain. The government of her country is granting her request.

This made me ponder on the ethics of Euthanasia. Is it right to grant people legality to commit suicide? If so why? If not, why not?

It’s a very huge existential question with many answers. On the surface, it’s seen as absurd to grant such request. It’s like aiding a mentally disturbed person. However, the questions on the meaning of life reoccurs if thought about more in depth.

We can say that we aren’t born by choice. No one asked for our consent (at least to our physical earthly knowledge on things). A similar premise can be used for Euthanasia. Another angle comes in to play for supporting it. The questions are more on when it should be allowed. Is it when the person is very ill? Mental or physical pain? Old age? Boredom? Depressed?

I have no opinion on Euthanasia, as my moral compass is unsure in such things. However, my aim is to make you think.

The connection between anger and sadness

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I call this the rage from pain

Many times our anger means a lot of different things. One of them is sadness. You see, there is a stage in life or a degree of bull* life has given you that transforms sadness to anger. When you feel an intense sadness with the hint of “how dare they”, it develops into anger. He cheated on you? You feel sad, and also angry. Because I loved him and how dare him, or because I am worth more than to have been with him.

Sometimes we are angry at life. Angry at people and places and concepts and ideas. Most times it is because we are sad. Maybe, the world has been quite disappointing and we had a lot of bad experiences. But the only way to express such depth is the boiling feeling of anger.

I’ll write more on this later on.

Narcissist abuse and the scape goat child

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Narcissists are not normal people.

They are a special kind of evil that is born out of mental illness and an inferiority complex. This causes them to be delusional. And they take out this delusion on people in the family. One person suffers the most though.

This person is the scape goat child. The scape goat child is someone who cannot do anything right in the eyes of the narcissistic parent. They are usually the black sheep of the family. This is because they have learned that no matter what they do they cannot please the narcissist. But because we live in a world with emphasis on the family, scapegoats still have some sort of jaded relationship with narcissistic parents.

The scape goat child usually escapes with various sorts of mental scars that still shapes his adult views on life. The adult life is crafted by the cruel intentions of the narcissist. The scape goat child usually has self esteem issues and some form of anxiety. But there is hope. We are in charge of our life after all.

If love doesn’t work then try Stockholm syndrome

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There is a thin line between love and hate they say…

Maybe that is much more true than we think. There are people who suffer from battering from their spouses and still claim to love them. Are they stupid? No they are not. We know they are just suffering from Stockholm syndrome. But how can one separate Stockholm syndrome from love? After all anyone can claim to love anyone.

The same thing goes for various victims of abuse from child abuse to sexual abuse. Many times our minds are not able to comprehend the fact that people hurt us. Especially people who are meant to love us. Even more so when they show random moments of kindness.

I mean if your parents treated you like trash but always bought you nice clothes, there is a tendency to feel a tad appreciate. People with the Stockholm syndrome tend to defend abuse with some acts of kindness rendered.

Do abusers utilize the possibility of Stockholm syndrome or is it just random. That is a question for another day.

Are many parent-child relationships Stockholm syndrome

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Happy new year guys! I’m back!

Now, before you jump on me for the title, first here me out.

I have come across so many horror stories of adult children who have gone through so much childhood abuse. But… still have relationships with said parents. Even when they still abuse them in some way. It’s actually pretty common. Some even defend them, while some say that they forgive. But why? Why have a wishy-washy relationship with unrepentant tormentors.

I believe a reason is Stockholm syndrome. Parental Stockholm syndrome exists more than reported. If it is even a case of study. People defending or glossing over abuse in the name of family love is just exactly that. Which brings me to my blog post coming soon, “If love doesn’t work, try Stockholm syndrome”.

See ya soon.

For your existential crises – Fear

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It is as common as regrets

The wrong choices our emotions make

Facing them is a goal along our lives journey

The fear you accept, can’t break you and probably won’t come true

If you question what makes our human existence real

This is it, fear is part of living

For your existential crises – pain

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Pain is before the cleansing

We all feel the burn before the awakening

Pain is human

And that my friend is part of life

For your existential crises- Hunger

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One thing that binds us all

is that we’ve all felt under

Whether it is of the rumbling stoma

Or that of a desirous heart

If you question what makes our human existence

Make sure you remember this

For your existential crises – moon

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It glitters and shines

You see it atop a mountain and on the sea

The moon is the night’s wife

That my friend is life

For your existential crises – Sun

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Have you ever felt the warm sun

Enjoyed the cascade of the rays on your back

That my friend, is life

-Yenzy oh

*I’m introducing a series of clear profound words for those going through an existential crises. Stay tuned. Follow @yenzyoh on twitter as well, thanks.