Songs for Sad Queers and Fake Cowboys

by Them Badgers

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Newt Some perfect songs for yelling along to while I'm driving and an entire album that resonates with a southern queer. Favorite track: Dead Reckoning.
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Counting fenceposts out my window In the miles it takes to get to you Counting fenceposts out my window In the miles it takes to get to you I watch my smile in the mirror So my trembling won’t show Every station, we grow nearer Can’t you hear that whistle blow I ran away I hid my eyes And now I’m coming back to you I can’t wait To make it right So I can give it back to you Every Sunday I forgive you but at night I can’t forget I’ll help the angel find you If they haven’t found you yet Polished nickel in brown leather Count my brass a hundred times If I couldn’t make you listen Then at least I’ll make you mine I ran away I hid my eyes And now I’m coming back to you I can’t wait To make it right So I can give it back to you The hours bring us on like needle pulling thread I move on tracks of steel and your future’s paved with lead AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (bees!) As the trains rolls to the station The conductor calls the stop I step onto the platform
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Devil I Know 05:01
I was born at 25 and I’ve been searching high and low For family, for a place to call my home I got hands in empty pockets and a head full of worries I’ve been walking since the day I found my name The doctor placed the baby in my mother’s open arms A daughter on the record, pink and bubblegum cigars My father for his firstborn what he wanted was a son But he don’t like the man that I become There’s been days I was almost hurried To see the dark side of the ground But I found A thousand more long roads to travel over A thousand miles of me, unbound So despite my trepidation I came out To see what living free was all about My mother told me I would spend eternity in hell Living life with folks like that it’s just as well When I told my father who I was, who I was Sitting on the corner of a motel bed I spoke crying down the phone and the only thing he told me Was I wouldn’t see a cent when he was dead All the fears about what’s coming (let it go) All the weight of expectation (let it go) All the shame somebody gave you (let it go) All that broken-hearted wishing (let it go) Let her go, let her go, God bless her Wherever she may be You can search for her the wide world over You’re only gonna find the man that’s me For every outstretched right hand found the left one in a fist For every shot I land there’s a dozen that I miss I never found a door that gave way to open arms Still they say the world can’t do you any harm If they ever met me halfway I’d have stayed And I never would have learned to let it go Because the trouble that I find still beats the devil that I know So let that devil chase the name Let that devil chase the name Let that devil chase the name I left behind Let that devil chase the name Let that devil chase the name Let that devil chase the name I left behind
3.
A Damn Shame 03:31
It’s so hard to lose the things I knew that I could never keep But even billion year old stars will fade away Awake thinking about you I am only losing sleep It’s a damn shame that you never meant to stay Every time that song comes on I think about you And I feel my eyes go hot with unshed tears You’ve got your pack and saw, you’re driving up to that snow line Running from someone who ain’t loved you in years That feeling that you left me with is one that I can’t shake And it don’t make any sense no not a lick A lot of things got left unsaid in the brief time that we shared But we seemed to know what made the other tick When I climb behind the wheel I think about you Floating gears just ain’t the same now that you’re gone There’s a longing that I get with the crunchy, fragrant leaves And the jacket that you gave me keeps me warm And I’ll probably never hold you in my arms
4.
Oh My Home 04:21
Oh my home, oh my home Is a place I cannot go Now the stars, the night sky Lights my way For my home, for my home Attic bare, furnace cold And a bullet for my trouble if I stay In my life, I’ve been wrong I’ve held hands with disappointment Found no rule which says the morning Brings what midnight took away So I know I belong To come what may not come and gone All for leaving after she had left herself I’ll walk between the raindrops As the footfalls turn to miles Asking nighttime won’t you hide me from the dark I’ll cross the setting moon path Cast in gold from out the shore Try to find you on the next side If we don’t meet anymore Lemon moon, velvet sky Cross my heart, hope to die When the world, when the hour Turns my way When I’m called, if I’m weighed Would I find the breath to answer Does my story have a meaning When I’ve left behind my name The Earth may crack, the oceans dry Our work soon fade away but I Keep traveling on to meet the sun and wait for us to rise I used to think tomorrow meant the past was left behind I still hear her singing to me New Year’s Day
5.
Evening comes like evenings do, But morning left along with you For all the dark before the dawn, I found it darkest once you’d gone Where is a soul who can number all the stars Can you show me a love that can mend a broken heart The nighttime never knows (Nighttime never knows) The morning light (The morning light) The morning light (The morning light) The morning light What can I do, what more to say, You saw my heart and turned away How can I love what you would leave, I knew a truth you couldn’t see Where is a soul who can number all the stars Can you show me a love that can mend a broken heart The nighttime never knows (Nighttime never knows) The morning light (The morning light) The morning light (The morning light) The morning light
6.
I never had much use for things that didn’t have much use But a life lived short on sentiment has left me with hard truths My hands got empty fingers; walls got empty picture frames I got so many things to hold the things that never came In the metropolitan museum of art, they keep them under lock and key The finest looking pistols that the world has ever seen And I stood before them weeping, wearing my one pair of jeans Surrounded by grand, gilded frames and New York limousines I want a Tiffany Smith & Wesson right above my door It’s the only thing that’s missing Lord, I wouldn’t ask for more It doesn’t have much purpose but to me it’s worth the greatest price Just think we all should get the chance to pick one thing that’s nice The end’s the end for you and me but beauty feels forever And if I’m wrong then let me be at least I’ll have my Tiffany So on my wall I keep a spot to hang one thing that life forgot To make me feel my day’s complete and sing me into sleep So I want a Tiffany Smith & Wesson Right above my door So all the things I’m missing Wouldn’t miss me anymore It’s only got one purpose but to me it’s worth the greatest price Just think we all should get the chance to pick one thing that’s nice Never had much use for things that didn’t have much use
7.
My friends say I should write a song But they’re all wrong, I know it can be done And I don’t feel like writin’ I just feel like cryin’ This cloud keeps finding ways to block the sun I heard there was a secret chord You’d play to send the blues off at a run No matter what key I play in The trees may start to swayin’ And I still sit here staring at this gun Now when’s a feller s’posed to quit When the hits keep landing squarely on his chin I’ve shoveled all the coal in Burned candles at both ends Charged bravely into fights I couldn’t win The only thing that’s left to do Is start anew somewhere I won’t be chased I could hop a train to Santa Fe Fall asleep along the way And wake up to the sunshine on my face
8.
I am a poor wayfaring stranger Traveling through this world of woe There’s no sickness, toil, or danger In that bright land to which I go I’m going there to see my Mother She said she’d meet me when I come I’m only going over Jordan I’m only going over home I know dark clouds will gather round me I know my way’ll be rough and steep But beautiful fields lie just before me Where God’s redeemed their vigils keep I’m going there to see my loved ones Gone on before me one by one I’m only going over Jordan I’m only going over home I’ll soon be free of earthly trials My body rest in the old church yard I’ll drop this cross of self-denial And go singing home to God I’m going home to see my savior To worship him forever more I’m only going over Jordan I’m only going over home
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Heidi's Song 02:02
I’m getting on a plane, I guess I could have took the train Just get me where you are, get me where I need to be I said I liked your face and there’s nothing in the world that could replace The way I feel when you’re close to me I’m along for the ride and I just want you by my side And there’s nothing at all I would hide from you I love you with all my heart and I think I knew it from the start I want you now I want you always I want you now, I want you always

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released May 16, 2024

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Them Badgers Olympia, Washington

Part country and part punk, Them Badgers come from Olympia's traditions of American folk music and irrepressible queer activism. They've lived these songs, in all of their exuberance and sorrow, misadventure and hilarity, and have laughed twice as hard as they've cried.

They want you to know that there is no authority but yourself.
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