Red in memory

 Lately aku mengalami uncomfortness. 

Dulu bile I rasa uncomfort, I had an internet friend. We never met. but we were very close online.  he always shared funny reels, funny  vtt to me. (all about pondan or cinta terlarang). I signed up TT because of him ! 

or during my bad days, I had go through his ig stories. We love talking about pondan’s fashion . “ ko pulak lawo” 

He thought I was gay. so he always shared reel about ponde or about cinta terlarang. actually he was ys’ internet friend. 

back early 2025 i sent so many vtt to him , but he never replied. I was wondering where did he go . rupanya dia dah takde. I tak tahu dia tengah struggling on health issue. pasal dia selalu cakap nak kurus je.  I was so sedih. pasal i takde dah kawan to cheer me up during my mourning period. 

I miss you Red. AlFatihah.