this weekend happened
Sep. 6th, 2015 04:36 amOur dog died yesterday. Mentally composing and rewriting posts about it has been part of my processing this over the past day, but while I announced it on twitter to get some immediate release yesterday, and wrote it on Facebook so that the extended family know and so people at work don't ask me how my weekend was tomorrow, actually writing something on DW/LJ is somehow the most intimidating.
I was already on LJ when we got her eleven years ago. The day I got home from the base and discovered we had a new puppy is one of the only posts I wrote in 2004. I'm pretty much okay now, like - the more I think about it, the more used to the new situation I am. I've been crying on and off since yesterday morning, but it's more off now, and when I'm off, I'm... fine.
( A deeeetailed account of what happened. Slightly morbid, sorry. )
It is now very, very late, and I have work in a few hours, so I'm not going to even try rereading any of that. Writing it down felt good, though I cannot vouch for reading it. In the end - I miss her already. And I'm going to keep missing her, so, so much, for a while. She was the bestest dog I ever knew, and I loved her.
Finally, here is a video of her doing her inexplicable little bunny stand, which is the cutest, cutest thing.
(link here if embed doesn't work.)
I was already on LJ when we got her eleven years ago. The day I got home from the base and discovered we had a new puppy is one of the only posts I wrote in 2004. I'm pretty much okay now, like - the more I think about it, the more used to the new situation I am. I've been crying on and off since yesterday morning, but it's more off now, and when I'm off, I'm... fine.
( A deeeetailed account of what happened. Slightly morbid, sorry. )
It is now very, very late, and I have work in a few hours, so I'm not going to even try rereading any of that. Writing it down felt good, though I cannot vouch for reading it. In the end - I miss her already. And I'm going to keep missing her, so, so much, for a while. She was the bestest dog I ever knew, and I loved her.
Finally, here is a video of her doing her inexplicable little bunny stand, which is the cutest, cutest thing.
(link here if embed doesn't work.)