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Jan. 16th, 2012 03:33 amGUYS. GUYS the night I have had. I SAW SPENCER SMITH'S CLONE. I have mostly forbidden ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
marina to post about this because I know she will make me out to be a ridiculous stalkerlady which haha WILL NOT BE THAT FAR FROM THE TRUTH but okay, it's a FREE COUNTRY (MOSTLY FOR MOST PEOPLE), STARING IS NOT AGAINST THE LAW. Besides, he never saw me staring. I know because I was staring at this dude every second he was in my line of site.
( wherein I ramble about this dude a LOT )
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...and this is what ended up breaking my posting silence. Here is what happened: I was a truly, truly, unforgivably crappy ficathon participant this December. I ended up submitting both my![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
yuletide and bandomstuffsit stories, but I was so late and stressed and terrible at mod communication and guilty about it that I just -- didn't feel like I could post anything while I was still getting those done, and then didn't feel like I could post anything until I made big epic thank you posts to my gifters (because oh my god, the gifts I got this year, I am still overwhelmed), and until I left the proper comments everywhere, and until I replied to all the comments and posts that I wanted to, and and and, and in the end I just put everything on hold and end up being frustrated. So my apologies for now, and I will post an actual round up and thank yous, and my 2012 resolution is not to sign up for any exchange style ficathons in 2012 because clearly I've forgotten how to do them in a healthy way. I don't even know what I'll be doing for ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
purimgifts (which, ha, I really need to start organizing), but despite really really wanting to, I should not sign myself up for.
So this has been the reason of my lack of posting. And oh, I want to post. THE GOOD WIFE (last week's episode ♥♥♥ Diane ♥♥♥). SHAMELESS -- is anyone watching Shameless (US)? omg &Ian; &Fiona; &Lip; &everyone;. And Bandom, ugh, this nearly two hour podcast with Panic that I'm not even half done listening to, and SPENCER'S NEW GIRLFRIEND: CONFIRMED, WHAT DO I DO WITH THAT, and Ryan tweeting Spencer back after Spencer's stupid 69 joke <3, and MCR's pretty pretty pretty Kids From Yesterday video.
ALSO. Some non-fandom stuff: the country pretty much had a COLLECTIVE NATIONAL ORGASM yesterday from the 11 centimeters of... water that were added to the Kineret (Sea of Galilee) over the weekend with the rainstorms we've (finally!) had for the past three days. The Kineret surface level (miflas ha'Kineret) has two red lines: the upper red line which means DANGER DANGER SURFACE LEVEL SHOULD NOT GO BELOW THIS LINE, and the bottom red line which means hahahaha DOOM. The surface level dropped below the bottom red line a few years ago, and is currently 5 meters or so below the upper red line (you can see the updated stats in the diagram with the floating ducky here). And yet, 11 cms is a cause to rejoice. RAIN.
Speaking of water, here is what I recently learned about Finding Nemo: If Nemo were real, then Nemo's dad would have transformed into the breeding female after Nemo's mom died, and Nemo would have become the breeding male. THAT'S RIGHT. I know.
I had a mostly lovely birthday weekend with my sisters and family and friends. I got amazing gifts -- a Kindle Fire from my parents, and money-I-will-be-using-to-but-filters-for-my-camera-lens-with (does anyone here know anything about polarizer/ND/GND filters? I do not really but I WANT THEM) from my grandmother, and a laptop lap-desk from friends (it's like they know me), and handmade Brendon and Spencer ornaments (I kid you not) frommarina + other fun stuff, and there are many things I feel like I'm doing wrong with my life and birthdays are a chance to reevaluate and I guess feel bad about them, but it was a lovely weekend nonetheless.
I don't even know what I'm trying to say in this very incoherent post, except that I met
Smith's clone, I'm sorry for my recent conduct/misconduct/lack of any kind of conduct on LJ(/DW), and oh, even if I don't seem to be here or comment much anymore, I am reading and trying to be caught up as much as I can.
Okay, the water has heated up enough for me to take a shower and wash off the smell of bar-cigarettes; off I go.
marina to post about this because I know she will make me out to be a ridiculous stalkerlady which haha WILL NOT BE THAT FAR FROM THE TRUTH but okay, it's a FREE COUNTRY (MOSTLY FOR MOST PEOPLE), STARING IS NOT AGAINST THE LAW. Besides, he never saw me staring. I know because I was staring at this dude every second he was in my line of site.( wherein I ramble about this dude a LOT )
*
...and this is what ended up breaking my posting silence. Here is what happened: I was a truly, truly, unforgivably crappy ficathon participant this December. I ended up submitting both my
yuletide and bandomstuffsit stories, but I was so late and stressed and terrible at mod communication and guilty about it that I just -- didn't feel like I could post anything while I was still getting those done, and then didn't feel like I could post anything until I made big epic thank you posts to my gifters (because oh my god, the gifts I got this year, I am still overwhelmed), and until I left the proper comments everywhere, and until I replied to all the comments and posts that I wanted to, and and and, and in the end I just put everything on hold and end up being frustrated. So my apologies for now, and I will post an actual round up and thank yous, and my 2012 resolution is not to sign up for any exchange style ficathons in 2012 because clearly I've forgotten how to do them in a healthy way. I don't even know what I'll be doing for purimgifts (which, ha, I really need to start organizing), but despite really really wanting to, I should not sign myself up for. So this has been the reason of my lack of posting. And oh, I want to post. THE GOOD WIFE (last week's episode ♥♥♥ Diane ♥♥♥). SHAMELESS -- is anyone watching Shameless (US)? omg &Ian; &Fiona; &Lip; &everyone;. And Bandom, ugh, this nearly two hour podcast with Panic that I'm not even half done listening to, and SPENCER'S NEW GIRLFRIEND: CONFIRMED, WHAT DO I DO WITH THAT, and Ryan tweeting Spencer back after Spencer's stupid 69 joke <3, and MCR's pretty pretty pretty Kids From Yesterday video.
ALSO. Some non-fandom stuff: the country pretty much had a COLLECTIVE NATIONAL ORGASM yesterday from the 11 centimeters of... water that were added to the Kineret (Sea of Galilee) over the weekend with the rainstorms we've (finally!) had for the past three days. The Kineret surface level (miflas ha'Kineret) has two red lines: the upper red line which means DANGER DANGER SURFACE LEVEL SHOULD NOT GO BELOW THIS LINE, and the bottom red line which means hahahaha DOOM. The surface level dropped below the bottom red line a few years ago, and is currently 5 meters or so below the upper red line (you can see the updated stats in the diagram with the floating ducky here). And yet, 11 cms is a cause to rejoice. RAIN.
Speaking of water, here is what I recently learned about Finding Nemo: If Nemo were real, then Nemo's dad would have transformed into the breeding female after Nemo's mom died, and Nemo would have become the breeding male. THAT'S RIGHT. I know.
I had a mostly lovely birthday weekend with my sisters and family and friends. I got amazing gifts -- a Kindle Fire from my parents, and money-I-will-be-using-to-but-filters-for-my-camera-lens-with (does anyone here know anything about polarizer/ND/GND filters? I do not really but I WANT THEM) from my grandmother, and a laptop lap-desk from friends (it's like they know me), and handmade Brendon and Spencer ornaments (I kid you not) from
marina + other fun stuff, and there are many things I feel like I'm doing wrong with my life and birthdays are a chance to reevaluate and I guess feel bad about them, but it was a lovely weekend nonetheless. I don't even know what I'm trying to say in this very incoherent post, except that I met
Smith's clone, I'm sorry for my recent conduct/misconduct/lack of any kind of conduct on LJ(/DW), and oh, even if I don't seem to be here or comment much anymore, I am reading and trying to be caught up as much as I can.
Okay, the water has heated up enough for me to take a shower and wash off the smell of bar-cigarettes; off I go.
