Recently reissued by both McNally Editions and Daunt Books Publishing, I read Ann Schlee’s Rhine Journey as part of #SpinsterSeptember hosted by the wonderful Nora (@pearjelly) on Insta and Twitter, and it turned out to be such a gorgeous, evocative read. I loved it!

First published in 1980 but set in the Victorian era, Rhine Journey is a hypnotic, beautifully written tale of repressed desire, memory, and awakening unfolding over the course of a languid German summer in 1851.
The protagonist of the story is Charlotte Morrison, a spinster in her mid-forties, however, while she might be the central character for the reader, it is quite clear from the opening lines that to her family, Charlotte plays second fiddle…
“The luggage has simply been left on the deck,” said the Reverend Charles Morrison. “I had thought, Charlotte, that you were with it.”
Charlotte’s family comprises her brother Charles Morrison, a devout priest, his cold, uncaring wife Marion, and their impressionable teenage daughter Ellie. The family has arrived in Germany for a holiday for Marion’s sake, whose health has recently suffered. Her husband, despite a busy church schedule, hopes that a restorative break will do wonders in bolstering her energy.
Charlotte’s role, meanwhile, is secondary in nature – minding the family baggage, chaperoning Ellie, and being a companion to Marion – not that she has any problems with this arrangement, in the beginning at least. But there’s an undercurrent that makes itself felt of the sparseness of Charlotte’s existence, the narrow contours of her life.
We learn that before she began staying at her brother’s house, Charlotte was employed as a housekeeper to a certain Mr Ransom at Ditchbourne. She comes into some money after his death, income that guarantees her some financial freedom, only that she now has no place to go and no place to stay. Charles and Marion decide that Charlotte come and live with them.
Thus, Charlotte’s life is constrained, defined by ‘pressures’ of Victorian respectability and other conventional mores broadly determined by Charles and Marion. Charlotte unquestioningly accepts this, until a chance sighting on the landing stage at Koblenz prompts a searing pain in her heart triggering memories of a past she thought was buried.
Charlotte spots a tall, handsome man bearing an uncanny resemblance to Desmond Fermer, a man she had intense feelings for in her youth. A miller by profession, Fermer had wished to marry Charlotte, but this chance at a new beginning was snuffed out even before it began by Charles and Marion who considered Fermer beneath them in terms of class and status. Charlotte’s opinion was never taken, she was deemed too young to decide for herself.
Overcoming those piercing seconds of sadness, Charlotte realises that this man, of course, is not Desmond Fermer who would now be approaching sixty. This stranger who seems to be in his late forties, just like Charlotte, is a married man with two teenage sons, and his name is Edward Newman. When Newman starts appearing frequently with his family at the same hotels and destinations as the Morrisons, Charlotte’s obsession with him begins growing alarmingly – she sees him as Edward Newman, for what he is but also as a stand-in for Fermer, a symbol of a love she lost all those years ago.
Edward Newman seems to be present everywhere – at Konigswinter, on the ascent to Stolzenfels and the summit at Drachenfels as well as their passage to Cologne, to the point that he begins to invade Charlotte’s dreams and imaginings. The first outline of these dreams is revealed to us in the earlier chapters where Charlotte is walking with a man arm in arm through a shrubbery marked by dark foliage, a man whose face she can’t quite see clearly, where the conversation ends abruptly because even in her dreams Charlotte’s inexperience in romantic matters prevents her from getting a hold on how these conjured up situations will pan out. Subsequently, as her dreams and flights of fancy heighten, the rumblings of desire become all too palpable frightening even Charlotte who worries that these perplexing emotions will be outwardly seen.
Running parallel to Charlotte’s story is that of Ellie, Marion’s excitable and impressionable daughter who during their trip is subject to the full force of Marion’s passive-aggressive nature. For poor Ellie, Charlotte is her confidante, but she pines for the young soldier who has fallen for her, the latter persistent in meeting Charles to ask for Ellie’s hand. Unwittingly Charlotte is pulled into their orbit, and this scenario feels disconcertingly familiar to her own thwarted situation when she was a young girl. Out of no choice, Charlotte sides with Charles and Marion on this issue; unsurprisingly they have no intention of encouraging any alliance between Ellie and the soldier. Will Ellie’s fate, then, play along the same lines as that of Charlotte’s all those years ago? Meanwhile, as the novel progresses and certain unexpected events take place, tensions between Charlotte and her family reach their peak, hurtling towards an immensely satisfying conclusion.
Charlotte Morrison is a wonderfully realised character. Schlee artfully conveys the turmoil raging within her, and the sense of conflict she feels. For much of her life, Charlotte’s world has been devoid of colour, her behaviour and attitude moulded by the dictates of society and a rather rigid upbringing, where because marriage did not materialise, she is relegated to the role of a caregiver as part of her duties.
On the one hand, Charlotte is grateful to her brother for immediately letting her stay with them the moment her employment ends, but she’s well aware that there are strings attached; it is insinuated if not actively expressed that her views and behaviour must align with those of Charles and Marion’s. On the other hand, the journey through the Rhine mirrors Charlotte’s internal journey – not only the reawakening of hidden passions and desires but also a growing internal rebellion against her status and role within the Morrison family as she increasingly begins craving independence.
Known for penning historical fiction, Schlee has expertly woven in the essence of the political landscape against which Charlotte’s story is set. At the beginning of the novel is a historical note that provides some context – the 1848 revolutions in Prussia where workers revolted against Frederick Wilhelm IV’s regime for censorship of the press, restrictions on the Church, and other freedoms all of which were curtailed in the ensuing years as Wilhem’s regime pushed harder to suppress the workers’ movement. Into this environment, the Morrisons arrive in Prussia on holiday with Charles constantly reminding them of their English liberties in stark contrast to the distressing upheaval in that part of Germany. Specifically within Charlotte’s sphere and on their journey, certain events unravel that are tied to the discontent in the region, and Schlee’s craft lies in how she subtly incorporates these elements into the broader plot all the while ensuring that Charlotte’s personal journey remains the heart and pulse of the novel.
Stunning, exquisitely crafted, and reverberating with tension, Rhine Journey, then, is a layered, richly visualised tale exploring the themes of confinement and freedom, desire, memory, family, and female independence. As the boundaries between Charlotte’s dreams and memories begin to blur, she is gripped with fear that is fuelled by the tussle between her inner turmoil (she wants to see Newman but also wishes to avoid him), and the stress of keeping up a normal façade.
But more importantly, Charlotte internally rebels and undergoes a sort of awakening of herself depicted not only in how she keenly experiences the slivers of desire but also in terms of a strong yearning to break away from the shackles of the Morrisons’ restricted, sparse and stunted world.
And all the time – so oddly the mind veers – she pictured to herself those whitened cottage rooms where she might quietly extend herself, and moving from room to room, meet and recognise herself in forms unaltered by the pressures of others upon her.
In a way, Rhine Journey is a classic example of a holiday novel where the unfamiliar but confined boundaries of a holiday setting clash with a notional sense of freedom, revealing the fine fractures in familial relationships hitherto dormant but now keenly felt.
Schlee is brilliant at capturing the vivid experience of travel, the rich texture of the early days, the excitement and newness that causes the spirit to soar, but then as the days progress, the sheen wears off to be replaced by a sense of tiredness and sameness and the longing to go back home to more familiar surroundings…
So Charlotte Morrison: to her journal at an early halt in their tour, when all the freshness of the journey was still upon her and the cares and duties of her former life still sufficiently real in memory for her to be delightfully aware of their absence. She woke each morning with a sense of their weight which had settled again perhaps in dreams, only to feel it lift and vanish so that she lay afloat with very lightness above the surface of the bed, her mind unable to imagine the sights they would visit during that day. Only on that first night in Coblenz, seeing herself haunt the corner of a glass given over to charms of Ellie’s brushing out her hair, did she suddenly long for the safe confines of home, the hard edges of her old identity.
Then, in the later chapters, the solitary wanderings of Charlotte through the streets of Cologne (“Without the weight of those other personalities pressed against her she felt limitless, unreal”), lend a hallucinatory quality to the novel where danger lurks in the air and where Charlotte’s tumultuous imaginings reach its zenith in, paradoxically, a light-and-sound drenched cathedral.
Her sight was channelled down the narrow aisle through the strange grey mist of masonry. When the sun shone in the outer world it was visible in great sparkling diagonal shafts. Tremulous disks of colour cast from the windows hovered on the surfaces of the pillars. When the sun went in, all this was instantly withdrawn and she was left with a frightened sense that the aisle had narrowed. Indistinguishable fragments of sound washed to and fro over the expanse of stone flooring, threatening all the time to rise and extinguish the ordered sounds of the organ. With sound and sight so baffled it seemed that, at any minute, some alien and pernicious thought might lodge in her and she in confusion admit it.
The novel also pulsates with vivid imagery particularly in how the beauty of natural surroundings add depth and meaning to the essence of her thoughts and feelings, whether it’s the pang of love she experienced for the first time as a young woman or the certainty she feels later to break away from the family.
A full moon had enchanted all colour from the garden. Freed from its bright distractions she had felt intensely all around her the life of plants, which seemed a cold moist persistent thing, griping and sucking its survival, far more akin after all, to the moon than the sun. She had felt drawn in among them, had stooped to smell the peony and, feeling its cool vigorous flesh brush her cheek, had pressed lips among the petals and kissed them repeatedly. It astonished her to remember that she had done such a thing, a prey at the time to love of Desmond Fermer, but ignorant entirely of what love might be other than a succession of joys and sorrows experienced exclusively inside herself.
The other striking aspect of Rhine Journey is the masterful use of language given the story’s setting in the Victorian era. Schlee penned the novel in 1980, but her rendering of the tone and style of speech of that era is so astonishing and pitch-perfect that she might as well have written the novel in that period.
Like a delicately strung musical instrument, Rhine Journey shimmers with a restrained energy that threatens to erupt; a beautifully expressed, introspective novel where Schlee’s nuanced and carefully calibrated prose reveals multitudes and enhances the book’s narrative power. Highly recommended!




