Random cross-posts
Mar. 6th, 2026 02:04 pmFrom literally today:
what i absolutely don't miss about being on neocities constantly was how people constantly shilled forums, journaling sites, or mastodon as a social media alternative with more "freedom"... but interacting with people on these platforms was identical to social media, if not worse. i've withdrawn a lot after a lot of traumatic incidents in the last 2 years but my biggest frustration is "deleting twitter" hasn't done shit when people on "good" websites like forums will misinterpret my words, not actually respond to or engage with what i say, or just give filler responses. geez! is it any wonder AI chat bots are all the rage?From 1AM this morning (lol)
being drunk is fun when you're amused by every little thing, but then it stops being fun when you remember you're a damaged person with poisoned thoughts and will never have close contacts againMarch 5th:
i probably posted this weeks ago but i tried to come back to twitter after the last con to find people and it's not only a literal uphill climb to get noticed by the algo if you have no followers, but i'm literally 3 clicks away from actual nazi rhetoric and i never use nazi to mean "right of center" or "person i disagree with" i'm talking about actual (((them))) dogwhistles and even hammer-and-sickle in bios are reposting actual /pol/ rhetoric lmfao. and even former friends wouldn't believe me i'm still angry i had a leftist friend handwave how too many people i knew went full nazi in the last 3 years with "well they weren't worth knowing anyway". but i don't talk to the company i used to anymore, so whatever. neither were youMarch 5th, again:
i do feel some old school tumblr nostalgia despite the dogpiling and callouts that went on. it’s crazy to see the reason why i used the site be near-completely gone now. but i’m also sad how i can’t reconnect with most mutuals or favorite bloggers from a decade+ ago because they either hardblocked me in 2018-2021 or we won’t get along anymore due to major political differences LOL. my mind is tainted is i guess #gamergate + 2016/2020/2024 election + pandemic + russia invading ukraine + oct 7th ruined everything lol #and we're already cycling through this again #i spent my entire adult life playing along with shit for the sake of keeping friends and it hasn't worked #but ~being true to myself~ works even less so what is there even to doMarch 1st:
sometimes i get why the median american is like that, the break room TV is playing fox news and there's near constant gambling ads in between news



