Hi all:
I bring you the review of another one of the books from Rosie’s Book Review Team, and I found this one fascinating. And the cover is lovely as well.

Tears Are Only Water by J. Herman Kleiger
Who is the face at Carmine’s window, and why won’t she let him sleep?
Carmine Luedke, a shy, narcoleptic bookkeeper hides from the world and comforts himself by reciting arcane mathematical equations and proofs. Unable to stay awake during the day, he works through the night balancing the books. But suddenly, the numbers aren’t adding up….
One fateful night, an unexpected and shocking reunion with a long-lost friend he believed to be dead sends shockwaves through Carmine’s carefully crafted routine. She arrives with an urgent plea and vanishes into thin air, leaving him with more questions than answers. Desperate for clarity, Carmine’s life spirals into chaos, and he withdraws from the world, struggling to make sense of it all. His self-absorbed older sister, a battle-hardened deputy, and a wise Navajo Elder all attempt to reach him, but the question remains: is it already too late?
Just like Fitzgerald’s Tender Is the Night and Nelson’s Bound, the characters grapple with their emotional scars, forcing readers to ponder whether it’s better to confront their past or bury it.
Download Tears Are Only Water now to find out if anyone can help Carmine uncover the identity of the face at his window and discover the truth about himself.
About the author:
Born and raised in Denver, I journeyed from the Rocky Mountains to the New England coast. Eventually, I discovered that psychology and psychoanalysis satisfied my interest in the private struggles and conflicts that make us human. People and their stories have constantly amazed and inspired me. I’ve authored and edited six professional books on psychological assessment, the Rorschach Inkblot Test, psychoses, and bipolar disorders.
As a practicing psychologist, my passion for listening to people tell their stories ripens with age. Unable to resist the play of imagination, I published my debut novel, The 11th Inkblot, in 2020 and Tears Are Only Water in 2023. Writing fiction provides a space for exploring ambiguities, deciphering intriguing psychological concepts, creating quirky, interesting characters, and humanizing their struggles and resiliency.
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My review:
I write this review as a member of Rosie’s Book Review Team (author, check here if you are interested in getting your book reviewed) and thank her and the author for this opportunity.
This is a book by an author totally new to me, but I was intrigued by his professional background (as I worked as a psychiatrist for a number or years) and the premise of the book, and it more than delivered.
There are several mysteries in this story: one that follows (more or less) the dictates of the genre and gets both, professionals and amateurs, investigating to try and find out what and who might be behind Carmine’s violent and unnatural behaviour; and the rest of the mysteries are psychological and involve the hidden secrets not only of Carmine Luedke, but also of his sister, Professor Anne Luedke, Deputy Nicola Kitts, and Dr Hazel Lukachunai. They had all grown up in complicated circumstances and had been touched by trauma, but apart from the doctor, the oldest and wisest, the rest had found ways to cope that were not conducive to a well-adjusted life. Carmine hides behind mathematical formulae and his narcolepsy seems to protect him from any real interaction with the world; Anne has come up with her own theory and compartmentalises everything, although not as successfully as she thinks; and Nicola has learned to be tough and to not allow herself to be touched by anything, but… Well, you’ll have to read the novel if you want to know how all these people gain a better knowledge and understanding of themselves because the author does a great job of unveiling the hidden depths of their experiences and showing an interesting array of treatments, some unknown in general psychological and psychiatric practice, like Native American healing ceremonies and rituals, which make for a fascinating read.
The “standard” mystery functions, in my opinion, a bit like a MacGuffin, a device that gets the story going and conveniently manages to gather a fascinating collection of characters, but the time dedicated to it and the police procedural parts of the novel are pretty minimal compared to the part played by the characters and their process of healing and self-discovery. Readers who find the psychological part of the book as interesting as I did should check the author’s note at the end, as he not only thanks the people who helped make the book what it is (and there are quite a number of experts, not only the author), but also includes a brief list of some of the sources and bibliography he consulted, and that will help those who want to learn more about any of the topics touched upon in the book. He also includes information about the songs mentioned and the quotes from poems and books that appear in the narrative.
The author also acknowledges he took some liberties with the story (we all know most novels require a degree of suspension of disbelief, bigger in some genres than in others), some of the events wouldn’t have happened as he describes them, and he also mentions changes he has made to some of the real places he includes (the story is in set in Colorado, mostly Denver and Pueblo, although in other locations as well), and what has a basis in reality and what is invented. As usual, I enjoyed gaining an insight into the author’s creation process and was reassured by his transparency regarding a story that feels pretty intimate and personal at times, but we should not forget is a work of fiction.
The writing alternates between chapters packed with action and events and others that dig deeper into the psyche of the characters, and the prose is inspired and lyrical at times, but it never becomes heavy-handed or over the top. The pace of the story is well-balanced and manages to hold readers’ attention without getting lost in too much detail.
The ending worked well for me. Although perhaps the mystery itself was dispatched pretty quickly (and there weren’t any major surprises), the rest of the story is resolved in a very satisfying and hopeful manner.
Anybody intrigued by the description of the book and interested in the setting and strong psychological portrayals of complex characters and their journeys toward recovery through therapy should check this novel out. Highly recommended.
Thanks to Rosie and her team for their ongoing support, thanks to the author for this opportunity, and thanks to all of you for coming back every week, reading, commenting, sharing, and liking. Keep smiling!

