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#TuesdayBookBlog Tears Are Only Water by J. Herman Kleiger (@JHermanKleiger)

Hi all:

I bring you the review of another one of the books from Rosie’s Book Review Team, and I found this one fascinating. And the cover is lovely as well.

Tears Are Only Water by J. Herman Kleiger

Tears Are Only Water by J. Herman Kleiger

Who is the face at Carmine’s window, and why won’t she let him sleep?

Carmine Luedke, a shy, narcoleptic bookkeeper hides from the world and comforts himself by reciting arcane mathematical equations and proofs. Unable to stay awake during the day, he works through the night balancing the books. But suddenly, the numbers aren’t adding up….

One fateful night, an unexpected and shocking reunion with a long-lost friend he believed to be dead sends shockwaves through Carmine’s carefully crafted routine. She arrives with an urgent plea and vanishes into thin air, leaving him with more questions than answers. Desperate for clarity, Carmine’s life spirals into chaos, and he withdraws from the world, struggling to make sense of it all. His self-absorbed older sister, a battle-hardened deputy, and a wise Navajo Elder all attempt to reach him, but the question remains: is it already too late?

Just like Fitzgerald’s Tender Is the Night and Nelson’s Bound, the characters grapple with their emotional scars, forcing readers to ponder whether it’s better to confront their past or bury it.

Download Tears Are Only Water now to find out if anyone can help Carmine uncover the identity of the face at his window and discover the truth about himself.

About the author:

Born and raised in Denver, I journeyed from the Rocky Mountains to the New England coast. Eventually, I discovered that psychology and psychoanalysis satisfied my interest in the private struggles and conflicts that make us human. People and their stories have constantly amazed and inspired me. I’ve authored and edited six professional books on psychological assessment, the Rorschach Inkblot Test, psychoses, and bipolar disorders.

As a practicing psychologist, my passion for listening to people tell their stories ripens with age. Unable to resist the play of imagination, I published my debut novel, The 11th Inkblot, in 2020 and Tears Are Only Water in 2023. Writing fiction provides a space for exploring ambiguities, deciphering intriguing psychological concepts, creating quirky, interesting characters, and humanizing their struggles and resiliency.

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My review:

I write this review as a member of Rosie’s Book Review Team (author, check here if you are interested in getting your book reviewed) and thank her and the author for this opportunity.

This is a book by an author totally new to me, but I was intrigued by his professional background (as I worked as a psychiatrist for a number or years) and the premise of the book, and it more than delivered.

There are several mysteries in this story: one that follows (more or less) the dictates of the genre and gets both, professionals and amateurs, investigating to try and find out what and who might be behind Carmine’s violent and unnatural behaviour; and the rest of the mysteries are psychological and involve the hidden secrets not only of Carmine Luedke, but also of his sister, Professor Anne Luedke, Deputy Nicola Kitts, and Dr Hazel Lukachunai. They had all grown up in complicated circumstances and had been touched by trauma, but apart from the doctor, the oldest and wisest, the rest had found ways to cope that were not conducive to a well-adjusted life. Carmine hides behind mathematical formulae and his narcolepsy seems to protect him from any real interaction with the world; Anne has come up with her own theory and compartmentalises everything, although not as successfully as she thinks; and Nicola has learned to be tough and to not allow herself to be touched by anything, but… Well, you’ll have to read the novel if you want to know how all these people gain a better knowledge and understanding of themselves because the author does a great job of unveiling the hidden depths of their experiences and showing an interesting array of treatments, some unknown in general psychological and psychiatric practice, like Native American healing ceremonies and rituals, which make for a fascinating read.

The “standard” mystery functions, in my opinion, a bit like a MacGuffin, a device that gets the story going and conveniently manages to gather a fascinating collection of characters, but the time dedicated to it and the police procedural parts of the novel are pretty minimal compared to the part played by the characters and their process of healing and self-discovery. Readers who find the psychological part of the book as interesting as I did should check the author’s note at the end, as he not only thanks the people who helped make the book what it is (and there are quite a number of experts, not only the author), but also includes a brief list of some of the sources and bibliography he consulted, and that will help those who want to learn more about any of the topics touched upon in the book. He also includes information about the songs mentioned and the quotes from poems and books that appear in the narrative.

The author also acknowledges he took some liberties with the story (we all know most novels require a degree of suspension of disbelief, bigger in some genres than in others), some of the events wouldn’t have happened as he describes them, and he also mentions changes he has made to some of the real places he includes (the story is in set in Colorado, mostly Denver and Pueblo, although in other locations as well), and what has a basis in reality and what is invented. As usual, I enjoyed gaining an insight into the author’s creation process and was reassured by his transparency regarding a story that feels pretty intimate and personal at times, but we should not forget is a work of fiction.

The writing alternates between chapters packed with action and events and others that dig deeper into the psyche of the characters, and the prose is inspired and lyrical at times, but it never becomes heavy-handed or over the top. The pace of the story is well-balanced and manages to hold readers’ attention without getting lost in too much detail.

The ending worked well for me. Although perhaps the mystery itself was dispatched pretty quickly (and there weren’t any major surprises), the rest of the story is resolved in a very satisfying and hopeful manner.

Anybody intrigued by the description of the book and interested in the setting and strong psychological portrayals of complex characters and their journeys toward recovery through therapy should check this novel out. Highly recommended.

Thanks to Rosie and her team for their ongoing support, thanks to the author for this opportunity, and thanks to all of you for coming back every week, reading, commenting, sharing, and liking. Keep smiling!

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#RBRT The Doctor’s Daughter by @Vanessa Matthews. A dark tale of a singular time and an empowering friendship. #Bookreview

Hi all:

As you know, I love books and I review books. I recently joined a team of reviewers I’d been following with interest for some time, Rosie’s Book Review Team (see the logo at the bottom of the page). They are a fabulous team and Rosie is a great team leader.

I was very intrigued by Vanessa Matthews’s The Doctor’s Daughter and you’ll soon see why. First let me tell you a bit about the author.

Author Vanessa Matthews
Author Vanessa Matthews

ABOUT THE AUTHOR – Vanessa’s debut poetry collection ‘Melodies of my Other Life’ was published by indie press Winter Goose Publishing in 2013. Since then she has been featured in several poetry publications, has won two poetry contests and has developed her fiction writing skills through training with the Arvon Foundation and mentorship from The Literary Consultancy. The Doctor’s Daughter is her first novel. When she is not writing fiction, Vanessa works as a freelance copy writer and marketing consultant. She lives in the South West of England with her husband and four children.

You can find out more about Vanessa Matthews, here:

SOCIAL MEDIA –

Facebook.com/vanessamatthewswriter

Twitter @VanessaMatthews

Goodreads.com/goodreadscomVanessa_Matthews

Instagram.com/vanessamatthewswriter

Pinterest.com/nessamatthews
And now, the novel:

The Doctor's Daughter by Vanessa Matthews
The Doctor’s Daughter by Vanessa Matthews

THE DOCTOR’S DAUGHTER. A prominent psychiatrist’s daughter realises insanity can be found much closer to home when she unlocks secrets from the past that threaten to destroy her future. 

It’s 1927, women have the right to vote and morals are slackening, but 23 year old Marta Rosenblit is not a typical woman of her time. She has little connection with her elder sisters, her mother has been detained in an asylum since Marta was born and she has spent her life being shaped as her father Arnold’s protégé. She is lost, unsure of who she is and who she wants to be. Primarily set in Vienna, this dark tale follows her journey of self-discovery as she tries to step out of her father’s shadow and find her identity in a man’s world. Her father’s friend Dr Leopold Kaposi is keen to help her make her name, but his interest is not purely professional and his motivations pose greater risks that she could possibly know. Marta’s chance encounter in a café leads to a new friendship with young medical graduate Elise Saloman, but it soon turns out that Elise has some secrets of her own. When Marta’s shock discovery about her family story coincides with her mother’s apparent suicide, Marta can’t take anymore. None of the people she has grown to love and trust are who they seem. Her professional plans unravel, her relationships are in tatters and her sanity is on the line – and one person is behind it all.

Here is my review (WARNING: It’s a long one. I’ve tried not to share any spoilers.)

I am a psychiatrist, and when I read the plot of this book I could not resist. A book set in Vienna about the early times of psychiatry, and a woman, the daughter of a psychiatrist, trying to develop her own ideas and become independent from her father’s overbearing influence. I had to read it.

The book is fascinating and very well-written. I suspect that somebody without my background might enjoy the story more for what it is, and not try and overanalyse it or overdiagnose it. Arnold Rosenblit’s theories are suspiciously reminiscent of Sigmund Freud’s. And of course, he also had a daughter, Anna, who dedicated her life to study and develop child-psychology. I’ve read some of Freud’s works, but I haven’t read that much about his life, although from what I’ve seen, his relationship with his daughter was much more congenial than the one Arnold (a man difficult to like, although the description of his relationship with his wife is quite touching) had with Marta, the daughter of the title.

The book is written in the third person and mostly narrated through Marta’s point of view, although there are chapters from her friend Elise’s perspective, her father’s, and Leopold’s, a physician and long-time friend of the family.

Marta is a very complex character, and one I found difficult to simply empathise with and not to try and diagnose. Her mother was locked up in a psychiatric asylum when she was very young and she became the subject of her father’s observation. The father tried to keep her as isolated as possible from his other daughters, but the oldest daughter looked after her, even if minimally, and they were all in the same house. (It made me think of the scenario of the film Peeping Tom, although Arnold does not seem to have been openly and intentionally cruel.) She appears naïve and inexperienced, at least in how to behave socially and in her role and feelings as a woman, but she is a doctor, a psychiatrist, attends and organises her father’s talks and lectures, and teaches outside, therefore she’s exposed to society and has always been. This is not somebody who has truly grown up in isolation, although she has missed a guiding female figure in her life and the close emotional attachment.

She has her own psychological theories and ideas, but finds it difficult to make her father listen to her. She has very low self-esteem, self-harms and has been doing so for a long time, and when she enters a relationship with a man, she’s completely clueless as to standards of behaviour or how to interpret this man’s attentions (a much older man than her, but somebody with influence and who promises to help her). Although she was not brought up by her mother, I wondered how realistic some of her behaviours would be for a woman of her social class at that period. However, the novel does paint the fine society of the time as a close set-up with a very dark undercurrent, with drugs and alcohol being consumed abundantly, and adventurous sexual behaviours being fairly common, and perhaps Marta is reflexion of such contradictions. On the surface, very controlled (the superego), but with strong and dark passions underneath (the unconscious).

Eloise, the friend she casually meets (or so it seems at the time), is a formidable character, determined, strong-willed, and resourceful, prepared to fight the good fight for women in a society of men. It’s very easy to root for her.

There is a classical villain, that you might suspect or not from early on, but who eventually is exposed as being a psychopathic criminal. The difficulty I had with this character was that I never found him attractive enough or clever enough to justify the amount of power he had over everybody. He is narcissistic and manipulative but even he at some point acknowledges that he uses people but has no great contributions or ideas of his own. It is perhaps because we’re privy to Marta’s thoughts and we see behaviours most people wouldn’t see that we don’t fall for him, but later on he’s revealed to have behaved similarly with quite a few people, especially women, and for me, it was difficult to understand why they would all fall for him. Marta is a damaged individual and he takes advantage of it, but what about the other women? And the rest of society? Leaving that aside (it might be a personal thing with me), he’s definitely somebody you’ll love to hate. (I’m trying not to spoil the plot for readers, although the description of the books gives quite a few clues).

The ending, despite terrible things happening and much heartache, is a joy. Considering what has gone on before, everything turns very quickly, and it’s difficult to imagine that in real life psychological healing would be quite so complete and perhaps so smooth. But it is a fairy tale ending, and although a dark tale, one of sisterhood triumphant.

A word of warning, the book can prove a tough read, as some pretty dark things take place, and there are some cringe-inducing moments. It is not an easy read, but it will challenge you and make you think. And that’s not a bad thing.

I was offered a copy by the author in exchange for an honest review.

And now, the links:

Kindle edition £2.54 http://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/product/B00Y165LRQ?*Version*=1&*entries*=0  (UK link but available worldwide)

Here the link in Amazon.com: http://www.amazon.com/Vanessa-Matthews/e/B00JESTBAO/

Paperback edition £7.99 https://completelynovel.com/books/the-doctors-daughter–1 (A paperback edition will also be available on Amazon within 2-6 weeks but is available now on CompletelyNovel.)

Thanks so much to Vanessa Matthews for her thought inspiring book, thanks to Rosie Amber for co-ordinating and organising this wonderful team, and you know what to do, like, share, comment and CLICK!

Ah, and as you know, the second book in my series Angelic Business 2. Shapes of Greg is due to be published very soon (15th July). I’ll be telling you more next week, but in the meantime, I thought I’d leave you a new video:

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