Showing posts with label In Remembrance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label In Remembrance. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 11, 2024

Watershed Events

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In my lifetime I've seen three watershed events for the United States -
  • The assassination of President John F. Kennedy
  • Vietnam
  • The 9/11 Attacks
In November of 1963 I was ten years old, attending Union Street Elementary School in the 4th grade. At some point in the day, I don't remember exactly when but it was before the normal end of the school day, we were all sent home. I do remember the teachers all looking very solemn and very concerned when they sent us home for the day.

Oddly enough, I remember quite a bit about 1st and 2nd grades, much more about 3rd, and a lot about 5th and 6th grades.

Of the 4th grade I remember the assassination and the events surrounding it, and virtually nothing else.

1963 is when I learned about death.

Vietnam filled the rest of my school days, from the Tonkin Gulf in August of 1964 to my first year in college, 1971-1972. It followed me until I enlisted in the Air Force in early 1975.

My Dad's generation experienced World War II, two of my uncles and one of my great-uncles experienced it directly, two as combat infantrymen in Europe, one as an Air Force mechanic on Okinawa. Both infantrymen were wounded, both survived. One of my cousins served in the Air Force in Vietnam.

In high school the big magazines of the time, Life and Look had articles on the war every week. One week, in June of 1969, Life published an article The Faces of the American Dead in Vietnam: One Week’s Toll. (You can see that here.) They published pictures of the 242 young men who lost their lives in Vietnam in that one week. I was 16 when I saw that article

1969 is when I learned about fear.

Life rolled along without any major disruptions for the country and for me personally until the 18th of August 1976. I was stationed with the 18th Tactical Fighter Wing at Kadena AB on Okinawa. I was an Airman (one stripe, I put on my second stripe, Airman 1st Class, in September of that year).

The recall sirens went off, we got into uniform and headed to the shop. Everyone wondering "WTF?" - usually we had advanced warning of exercises, perhaps this was no exercise.

It was not.

Two U.S. Army officers had been murdered in the DMZ which separates North and South Korea. (You can read about that here.) The United States was going in and going in strong, the 18th would be sending a squadron of F-4D Phantoms (loaded for bear) to Korea, followed by another as fast as we could generate the aircraft.

We were gathered in the shop with one of our more respected NCOs briefing us on all this. As he said, "We might be going to war in the next few days." One of our junior NCOs actually cheered. Everyone turned to look at the guy with a "what is wrong with you?" look on their faces.

1976 is when I learned about idiocy.

While that wasn't really a watershed event for the U.S., it was for me. (Missed one war, looked like I might have my own to deal with. Turned out not to be the case.)

Life rolled on, got married, had kids, retired from the Air Force and started my second career.

It was 2001, our oldest child, our son, was commissioned in the Navy in May of that year. In late August our middle child, our oldest daughter, began Navy ROTC.

It was Tuesday, a beautiful fall day in New England, it was the 11th of September.

What started as a beautiful day turned to one of horror.

2001 is when I learned about hatred.

I mean hatred on a very real and personal, very visceral level. I wanted (and still want) all of those responsible for this atrocity dead in the most painful, most lingering of ways. I want them to suffer agony most profound.

I want them to know the agony of a loved one going off to work, and never coming home.

I want them to know the agony of a child going off to war, perhaps never to return.

I want them to know the agony of having lost a loved one, in the prime of their lives, and mourning that someone, decades later.


We went to war that day in 2001, we are still at war.

When will it end?

Certainly never if the current crop of politicians are allowed to continue in their jobs.

I will remember that day, this date, until I close my eyes for the last time.

God help me, I will never forgive those responsible.



Saturday, November 11, 2023

“Ken Mattingly orbited the moon..."

“Ken Mattingly orbited the moon as command module pilot of Apollo 16 and flew the Space Shuttle.”  

You may remember that quote from the epilogue Tom Hanks gave at the end of the  Apollo 13 movie.  You may also have heard that RADM Thomas Kenneth "TK" Mattingly, II, U.S. Navy, (Ret), has passed into the clearing.  I learned about this whilst watching the "In Memoriam" segment on CBS Sunday Morning last weekend, so I decided to help out Sarge's muse and post about this famed Astronaut and Naval Aviator, especially since he's of my personal heroes.  

      It is with deep regret I inform you of the passing of Rear Admiral (lower half) Thomas Kenneth “TK” Mattingly, II, U.S. Navy, Retired, on 31 October 2023 at age 87.  RDML Mattingly entered the Naval Reserve Officers Training Corps (NROTC) in 1954, serving as a Naval Aviator and Astronaut until retiring in 1989 as Director, Space and Sensor Systems for Navy Space Warfare Systems Command.  He served as Apollo 16 Command Module Pilot and Commander of Space Shuttle missions STS-4 and STS-51C.  He was also a key figure in devising the solutions to save the crew of damaged lunar mission Apollo 13. 
 
      “Ken” (later known as “TK”) Mattingly was appointed a midshipman in the Naval Reserve Officer Training Corps on 27 September 1954.  He graduated from Alabama Polytechnic Institute at Auburn University with a Bachelor’s Degree in Aeronautical Engineering.  He was commissioned an ensign on 23 August 1958 with rank to date from 4 June 1958.  He then served for several months aboard guided missile light cruiser USS GALVESTON (CLG-3) before reporting for flight training at Naval Air Basic Training Command, Naval Air Station (NAS) Pensacola in October 1958.  He subsequently underwent more flight training beginning in October 1959 in Advanced Training Unit THREE ZERO ONE (ATU-301) at NAS Corpus Christi, Texas.  He was promoted to lieutenant (junior grade) in December 1959 and designated a Naval Aviator on 13 April 1960. 
 
      In April 1960, LTJG Mattingly reported to Attack Squadron FOUR FOUR (VA-44) “Hornets” at NAS Jacksonville, Florida for additional training as fleet replacement pilot, and as Navigation Officer.  In November 1960, he was assigned to Attack Squadron THREE FIVE (VA-35) “Black Panthers” at NAS Jacksonville flying the piston-engine AD-5 Skyraider (redesignated A-1E/H in 1962.)  He deployed aboard attack carrier USS SARATOGA (CVA-60) to the Mediterranean and North Atlantic (August 1960 to February 1961,) the Caribbean (July 1961 to August 1961) and again to the Mediterranean (November 1961 to May 1962.)  He was promoted to lieutenant in June 1962. 
 
      In January 1963, LT Mattingly returned to VA-44 for jet instrument training, and in February 1963 reported to Heavy Attack Squadron THREE (VAH-3) “Sea Dragons” for training in the A-3B (previously A3D-2) Skywarrior carrier strategic bomber at NAS Sanford, Florida.  In July 1963, he was assigned to Heavy Attack Squadron ELEVEN (VAH-11) at NAS Sanford, flying the Skywarrior and serving as Personnel Officer and Training Officer.  He deployed to the Mediterranean embarked on attack carrier USS FRANKLIN D. ROOSEVELT (CVA-42) in April-December 1964.  While at NAS Sanford, he observed the launch of Gemini 3, sparking his interest in the astronaut program. 
   
      In April 65, LT Mattingly reported as a student at the U.S. Air Force Aerospace Research Pilot School at Edwards Air Force Base, California. He initially applied for the USAF Manned Orbiting Laboratory Program, but was rejected (and the program was cancelled in 1969 with no manned orbiting flights.)  He then applied to the National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) astronaut program.  Out of a pool of 351 applicants, he was one of 19 selected in NASA Astronaut Group 5, reporting in April 1966.  He was promoted to lieutenant commander in November 1966. 
 
      Assigned to the NASA Manned Spacecraft Center, Johnson Space Center, Houston, Texas, LCDR Mattingly initially worked as astronaut support crew as back-up Apollo Command Module Pilot for Apollo 8 (the first to orbit the moon) and Apollo 11 (the first to land on the moon.)  He also played a lead role in development of the Apollo spacesuit and backpack. 
 

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      LCDR Mattingly was assigned to be the Command Module Pilot for Apollo 13, but because he was exposed to rubella (measles) he was replaced by Jack Swigert 72 hours before the launch (he never came down with the measles.)  Launched 11 April 1970, Apollo 13 suffered an explosion that vented both of the Service Module’s oxygen tanks into space, resulting in critical degradation of life support systems.  LCDR Mattingly played a key role in devising the solutions that brought astronauts Jim Lovell, Jack Swigert, and Fred Haise back safely to earth on 17 April, to be recovered by USS IWO JIMA (LPH-2.)  (Mattingly would be played by actor Gary Sinese in the 1995 movie “Apollo 13.”)    
      LCDR Mattingly was next assigned as Command Module Pilot for Apollo 16, the second-to-last manned mission to the moon, launched from the Kennedy Space Center on 16 April 1972.  While Mission Commander Commander John Young, USN and Lunar Module Pilot Lt. Col. Charles Duke, USAF explored the surface of the moon in the lunar highlands near Descarte Crater, LCDR Mattingly remained orbiting in the Command Module (nicknamed “Casper”) for 71 hours and 64 orbits, conducting extended photographic and geochemical mapping along the lunar equator.  When preparing to leave the moon, “Casper” experienced a faulty engine that initially failed to fire, finally doing so on the dark side of the moon, while out of radio contact with Earth.  On the return transit, Mattingly conducted a 73-minute Extra-Vehicular Activity (“Space Walk,”) the second of only three people to conduct a “deep space” EVA.  Apollo 16 successfully splashed down in the Atlantic less than one mile from the recovery ship, USS TICONDEROGA (CVS-14) on 27 April 1972.  Mattingly was promoted to commander in May 1972. 
 
      In January 1973, CDR Mattingly became head of the Astronaut Office Support to STS (Shuttle Transportation System, the official name of the “Space Shuttle.”)  He then served as Technical Assistant for Flight Test to the Manager of the STS Orbital Flight Test program.   He was promoted to captain in July 1979.  Between December 1979 ad April 1981, CAPT Mattingly headed the Astronaut Office Ascent/Entry Group and served as backup commander for Space Shuttle missions STS-2 and STS-3, the second and third orbital test flights of the first operational Space Shuttle, “Columbia.” 
 

      CAPT Mattingly then served as Commander for STS-4, the fourth and last orbital test flight by Columbia, launching from the Kennedy Space Center on 27 June 1982 for a seven day mission, recovering at Edwards Air Force Base on 4 July 1982, where he was personally greeted by President Ronald Reagan. 

       CAPT Mattingly then served as Head, Astronaut Office, Department of Defense (DoD) Support Group.  He was assigned as Commander of the 15th Space Shuttle mission, STS-51C, the first classified DoD Space Shuttle Mission, launching from the Kennedy Space Center on 24 January 1985 on shuttle “Discovery.”  This was the third flight for Discovery, recovering safely at Edwards Air Force Base on 27 January 1985.  (Spooked by Apollo “13,” NASA changed the Space Shuttle numbering system after STS-12.  STS-51C stands for Shuttle Transportation System (STS,) Fiscal year 1985, from Kennedy Space Center (“2” would have been Vandenburg, which was never used) and “C” is the third mission of FY-85,)  


       Captain Mattingly resigned from NASA in 1985, having spent 504 hours in space, during three missions.  In March 1985, he was assigned as Director, Space and Sensor Systems at Navy Space and Warfare Systems Command.  In June 1985, he was designated a rear admiral (lower half) for duty in a billet commensurate with that rank, and on 1 September 1986 he was promoted to rear admiral (lower half.)  He retired from active duty on 1 September 1989.  During his career he accumulated 7,200 hours of flight time, including 5,000 in jets.  

      Rear Admiral Mattingly’s awards include Defense Distinguished Service Medal, Navy Distinguished Service Medal, Legion of Merit and the National Defense Service Medal.  In addition to military awards, he also received the NASA Distinguished Service Medal (two awards,) Johnson Space Center (JSC) Certificate of Commendation (1970,) JSC Group Achievement Award (1972,) Navy Astronaut Wings, the Society of Experimental Test Pilots (SETP) Ivan C. Kinchloe Award (1972,) the American Astronautical Society (AAS) Flight Achievement Award (1972,) the American Institute of Aeronautics and Astronautics (AIAA) Haley Astronautics Award (1973) and the Federation Aeronautique Internationale’s V.M. Komarov Diploma.  He was inducted into the New Mexico Museum of Space History in 1983.  He was also inducted in the International Space Hall of Fame (1983) and the U.S. Astronaut Hall of Fame (1997.) He was a member of the American Institute of Aeronautics and the U.S. Naval Institute.  
 
      After retiring from active duty, Rear Admiral Mattingly worked as Director of Utilization and Operations at Grumman Space Station Office, and then as Director X-33 Program with Lockheed Martin (X-33 was a proposed un-crewed suborbital space plane.)  Until 1999, he served as Chairman, Universal Space Network Lines, Inc.  He then headed the Atlas Booster Program for General Dynamics, Inc., in San Diego.   
 
      Rear Admiral Mattingly began his Navy career in Skyraiders and Skywarriors.  Although both aircraft types performed great useful service to the U.S. Navy, both were technological and career path dead ends.  He was frustrated by not being able to take orders to Navy Test Pilot School because his squadron would not return from deployment in time for the class start, so he took orders to the U.S. Air Force Experimental Pilot School, where he was rejected for the USAF Manned Orbital Laboratory Program.  Selected to be a NASA astronaut, he was relegated as a back-up for the Apollo 8 and Apollo 11 missions, and was grounded 72-hours before Apollo 13 due to exposure to measles.  Nevertheless, he persevered…playing a key role in saving the lives of the Apollo 13 astronauts before becoming one of only 24 men to travel to the moon (although he didn’t set foot on it) and only one of three men to ever conduct a “deep space” space walk (on Apollo 16.)  He was one of only two men to fly an Apollo mission and command a Space Shuttle mission (two of them, including the first DoD classified Shuttle mission.)  He played a key role in developing both Apollo and Space Shuttle capabilities.  One reason the Challenger disaster in 1986 was such a shock was because NASA, Mattingly, and others had made an incredibly inherently dangerous business seem almost routine, yet the danger was there in some form on every mission he flew.  He served our Navy and nation with incredible professionalism and dedication in a career that was literally “out of this world.” He set an example for many others to follow. 
 
Rest in Peace Admiral Mattingly 
 
Very respectfully. 
 
Sam 

Happy Veterans Day everyone.  That obituary / memoriam is from RADM Sam Cox (Ret) who is now an SES* as the Director of Naval History, Navy Curator, and the Director of the Naval History and Heritage Command.  Somehow I got on his distro which is all Flag Officers.  Maybe there's a Tom Davis who serves as an aide and I got mixed up in that.  Either way, I saw this one and felt I had to share for a few reasons.   

First, I mentioned he's a hero of mine.  He's clearly a hero from what you read above.  His selfless devotion to his brothers after getting bumped from Apollo 13, but jumping in to help lead the team devising a solution to get them home is more than enough.  The Naval Aviator part doesn't hurt of course.  He probably would have had an incredible Naval career, but chose the even harder path.  He also never quit- even putting the uniform back on after a great NASA career, to help lead SPAWAR here in San Diego (Naval Space and Warfare Systems Command- now NIWC or Naval Information Systems Warfare Command).  I like the fact that he practically humbled himself in that job, which is a lot of government procurement and programmatic bureaucracy.  He was also in that job when I joined the Navy, just a mile up the hill from the SPAWAR campus in Old Town San Diego.

The fact that Mattingly got bumped from Apollo 13, then got his shot with Apollo 16, but only orbited the moon sort of reminds me of one aspect of my flying career.  I spent many hours as a  "Turning Spare" - sitting on the flight deck in a ready jet, engines turning, INS aligned, seats armed, awaiting a take off that will only come if one of the other jets goes down.  As the airwing's only tanker during my last cruise on Independence and the entire time on Nimitz, we always had one or two turning spares just in case.  We joked that we should have a 500 hour patch for some of us turning sparecrew.  I can just see him checking the flight schedule at NASA, seeing that he's going to be stuck in the capsule while others get to walk the moon.  While he later flew the Shuttle, Mattingly never got to step on the moon despite his selfless dedication and having over 500 hours in space. 

I also really love this quote:

“One of the many lessons out of all this is starting on day one it was from the very first moment, assume you’re going to succeed and don’t do anything that gets in the way,” Mattingly recalled in an oral history interview for NASA in 2001.Source    


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Finally, I love Gary Sinise's depiction of him in the movie. A very humble actor who is an American treasure himself due to his foundation and tireless support to our military and wounded warriors. I have mentioned it here before, but I got the chance to meet him back in 2006 when I was stationed at CENTCOM in Tampa. Gary and his LT Dan Band played for us, catered an incredible barbeque lunch, and stood for plenty of photos with anyone who asked.

That's me in the flight suit and Gary Sinise behind me.


These final "where are they now" scenes always make the room dusty.  The ends of Band of Brothers and The Pacific had the same effect.

They say "never meet your heroes," but I'm sure Ken "TK" Mattingly would have been the exception to the rule, had I been given the opportunity.  

Have a great weekend - Free Dunkin Donut for us Vets!
         

*SES- Senior Executive Service - akin to a Govt Civilian Flag Officer.

Monday, May 29, 2023

My Five

 Well...Let me start off with wishing all y'all a relaxing, peaceful, memory filled Memorial Day.

While you're standing around having an adult recreational beverage while tending the smoking of the Brisket (it's a state law in Texas.  Brisket must be served, smoked, on Memorial Day.  Punishment for non-compliance is said to be severe.  I don't know, I've never broken the law.)

Stay on Target, juvat! 

Yes, oh esteemed Sarge of mine!

While you are standing guard on your brisket, I'd like to tell you about a five-some I remember on this day and their stories.

I was stationed at Holloman AFB in October of '84. I'd been checked out as an instructor for a very short time.  I was getting ready for a mission that was going to one of the local airspace areas in Eastern New Mexico.  The Supervisor of Flying Hot Line rang and when the Duty Officer answered there were a couple of  "Yes, Sir's" then he hung up, walked over to the schedule and drew a line through all the flights that were going to those areas.  (Airspace use was tight with two Fighter Wings at the base and another one near Clovis NM, so going to another area generally wasn't an option.)

In any case, my flight was one of the cancelled.  I asked the duty officer what had happened.  He told me there had been an accident on one of the low levels below the airspace and while the investigation was going on, the airspace was closed.

Later that afternoon, more information was available.  A single ship F-111 sortie had hit the ground on a low level flight,  no ejection was attempted.  The Instructor Pilot on the mission was Capt Alan J. Pryor.  He went by Joe.  I knew that because he'd been in my ROTC detachment at Texas Tech.  I'd also worked with him pumping gas into airplanes at the Lubbock airport.  He'd graduated the December before me, been an IP in ATC after UPT, then got the 'Vark as his post ATC reward.  The Accident Report could not find a cause.  They hit the ground at an estimated 700 knots.  Doubt they even realized it happened.

I couldn't find a picture of Joe, but this video will give you a bit of a feel for an F-111 at low level.  Looks like it's in England, which means they aren't as fast or as low as they would be in NM.






While still stationed at Holloman, I'd trained an A-10 driver who was going through the IP course.  He had just gotten married and had bought a house across the street from us.  Good guy.  Could shoot the gun and drop bombs quite well.  Didn't have a lot of experience at air to air, but caught on pretty quickly.  In any case, it's now 1987, and I'm fully checked out in the Eagle.  I'm in the squadron and the duty officer asks me if I'd been assigned at Holloman.  I said I had and he asked me if I knew a Ross LaTorra.  I told him I did.  He told me he'd just been killed in a mid-air.  

That sucks the air right out of ya'.  He'd been on an Air-to-air ride with two students, one in his front seat and one solo on his wing.  During the last engagement before RTB, the solo student lost sight of lead and thinking lead was below him, pulled up.  unfortunately, lead was inverted directly above him.  Ross and his student were killed instantly.  The solo student managed to eject and was rescued.  If interested, here's more details. 

Ross as a Air Force Academy Cadet

So, I've left Kadena and am about half way through ARRRMMMMEEEE Training Sir! when the Air Force Colonel in charge of all the Air Force Majors (~20) going through the school, calls me into his office.  Now, remember, at Kadena, I was a Flight Commander in charge of ~10 guys.  (That means I wrote their performance report and got to sit in on and receive the butt chewings when they screwed up).  Later on, I was the Assistant Operations Officer, the third in command of the Squadron.  I got to make coffee.  But, the guys in my Flight were MY Guys.  

So, being a lowly Major with no responsibilities other than not embarrassing the Air Force at an Army School, I wonder what the Colonel wants.  I knock and go through the usual pleasantries of entering a senior officer's office. (Hint: it involves a salute and an mentioning of name and rank).  He asks me to sit down (uh-oh).  

Then he says, "juvat, I know you were in the 12th TFS at Kadena until recently."

"Yes, Sir"

"Well, Apparently there was an accident last night involving the 12th and one of the pilots is missing presumed dead."  

Since virtually all of our flying was above the Pacific, it's a pretty good assumption.

I ask if he has a name.

Captain Robert Schneider, call sign "Rocket".

My heart sank.  Not only was he in my squadron, he'd been in my flight and indeed was my wingman.

I gulped a couple of times and might have blinked quite a bit, then asked if he had any details.  All he said was that apparently there had been a mid-air collision.  I asked about the other jet.  It had safely recovered.

Unfortunately, Rocket's airplane was seen to fly into the water.  The accident report later said that minimal damage had occurred to either airplane, but that the horizontal tail of the jet that recovered had pieces of canopy and blood on it.  The only good news is Rocket never knew what hit him.

I'd always heard that, in the Fighter World, losing a wingman is one of the hardest things to get over.  I agree.

Rocket is in the first standing row.  The aft fin of the missile is pointing at his head.  Sorry, this is the only picture I could find.

 

Next on my list, is Ed Rasimus.  Ras, as he was known, died of Cancer in 2013.  Why do I remember him on Memorial Day?  YGBSM!

Ed flew two tours in Vietnam, one in the F-105 and one in the F-4.  Both involved flying missions in North Vietnam.  Hanoi at the time was supposedly the most heavily guarded target in the history of aviation.  I had the honor to have him as my IP when I was going through the AT-38 IP course when I was assigned to Holloman.  The man knew how to fly the jet and it was extremely rare that I was able to bring "weapons" to bear on him.  So rare, that I'm pretty sure he "let me" when I did.  Post Vietnam, he made Major the very first time it was possible.  But another trait of his was he would tell you exactly what he thought without sugar coating.  Evidently, he did this to a General who didn't take it well.  Ed retired as a Major.  Another reason he's one of my heroes.

He's also an accomplished writer.  If you haven't read his books, you should, cheapest ride in a fighter cockpit you'll ever get.

Love the Fighter Pilot 'stache and the "I can kick your ass anytime I want" smile. Describes Ed to a T.

Finally, there's one more on my Memorial day list.  Not in the Air Force, not even in the Military.  Rather, he did his duty in the State Department.  That would be Ambassador J. Christopher Stevens.


He gave his last full measure on Sept 11, 2012 in Benghazi Libya at the hands of terrorists attacking US sovereign territory.  That episode, and our governments handling thereoff, still bothers me and I will not forget it.  RIP Ambassador.

Only one of these 5 died in "combat", the others risked it all to be the best they could be in case they were needed in combat.  Ed proved he could do it when needed.  I have no doubt the other 3 could have also.

Rest in Peace, Warriors!

 


Sunday, May 28, 2023

Never Forget ...

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Yes, this is a rerun, a post I have done for a few years and will probably use again. But it expresses how I feel about Memorial Day, I remember those who have gone before, I cherish their memories.


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They were people, just like you and me.

They had hopes, they had dreams, they had people who loved them.

One day they went out to do their duty ...

And never came home.

Remember them, say their names ...

I remember these fine men, always, but particularly at this time of year.

I knew some, I miss them all.

Captain Carroll F. LeFon, Jr.
United States Navy
Lance Corporal Kurt E. Dechen
United States Marine Corps
Major Taj Sareen
United States Marine Corps
Lieutenant Nathan T. Poloski
United States Navy
Private Robert Bain
Royal Scots Fusiliers
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Private First Class Albert J. Dentino,
United States Army

Photo courtesy of Kris in New England

Submitted by the readers in 2022 ...

SP5 Wayne S. Bates, "Doc"
United States Army

KIA 06 January 1968, Republic of Vietnam, Binh Duong province

It is said a man hasn't died as long as he is remembered. This prayer is a way for families, friends and fellow veterans to remember our fallen brothers and sisters. Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning hush, I am the swift, uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight, I am the stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die.

LCpl Gary Arthur Holsclaw
United States Marine Corps

B CO, 1ST BN, 9TH MARINES, 3RD MARDIV, III MAF
KIA 02 July 1967 Operation Buffalo
Quang Tri Province, South Vietnam

Gary, we were best friends since we were 9. All the hikes, the football practices, the movies and dances; piano recitals, sleepovers, guarding the school, panning for gold, learning to drive, flying with your dad are still embedded in my mind. Even the moment I learned of your death. My dreams of your return have stopped, but my love for you will never end. You were my brother and friend. We will always be comrades in uniform and out. No hill in Viet Nam or distance on Earth could separate us. I know you are in God's hands, but I still miss you. I'll see you there someday. Ken

SSG Brian T. Craig
United States Army
Died 15 Apr 2002
Kandahar, Kandahar District, Afghanistan

Army Staff Sgt Craig was assigned to 710th Explosive Ordnance Detachment, San Diego, California. Craig was killed in an accidental detonation of enemy rockets. Brian graduated in 1993 from Klein Forest High School in Houston, Texas. Teachers remember his determination about entering the military upon graduation with the intent of making it his career. He was an exceptional student who once wrote a resume that one teacher used for years as an example to other students. After graduation, Brian enlisted in the Army where he served in Anchorage, Alaska. When he re-enlisted, he served in an elite explosive ordnance disposal group. During his time in the military, he served in Bosnia/Kosovo and North Korea. He was sent to Afghanistan in November 2001. Craig's family last heard from him on the Saturday before he was killed. He just wanted to let them know he was OK and didn't want them to worry about him.

Captain James Albert Graham
United States Marine Corps
Medal of Honor
KIA 02 June 1967
Quang Tin Province, Republic of Vietnam
Fox Company, 2nd Battalion, 5th Marine Regiment

For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty. During Operation Union II, the 1st Battalion, 5th Marines, consisting of Companies A and D, with Capt. Graham's company attached, launched an attack against an enemy-occupied position with two companies assaulting and one in reserve. Company F, a leading company, was proceeding across a clear paddy area 1,000 meters wide, attacking toward the assigned objective, when it came under fire from mortars and small arms which immediately inflicted a large number of casualties. Hardest hit by the enemy fire was the 2d platoon of Company F, which was pinned down in the open paddy area by intense fire from two concealed machine guns. Forming an assault unit from members of his small company headquarters, Capt. Graham boldly led a fierce assault through the second platoon's position, forcing the enemy to abandon the first machine-gun position, thereby relieving some of the pressure on his second platoon, and enabling evacuation of the wounded to a more secure area. Resolute to silence the second machine gun, which continued its devastating fire, Capt. Graham's small force stood steadfast in its hard-won enclave. Subsequently, during the afternoon's fierce fighting, he suffered two minor wounds while personally accounting for an estimated 15 enemy killed. With the enemy position remaining invincible upon each attempt to withdraw to friendly lines, and although knowing that he had no chance of survival, he chose to remain with one man who could not be moved due to the seriousness of his wounds. The last radio transmission from Capt. Graham reported that he was being assaulted by a force of 25 enemy soldiers; he died while protecting himself and the wounded man he chose not to abandon. Capt. Graham's actions throughout the day were a series of heroic achievements. His outstanding courage, superb leadership, and indomitable fighting spirit undoubtedly saved the second platoon from annihilation and reflected great credit upon himself, the Marine Corps, and the U.S. Naval Service. He gallantly gave his life for his country.



When You Go Home,
Tell Them Of Us And Say, 
For Their Tomorrow, 
We gave Our Today

- John Maxwell Edmonds 

Enjoy the day, but take a moment to remember ...



Monday, May 30, 2022

Memorial Day

Memorial Day is a very special day. One is encouraged to remember the fallen. Suffice it to say there are quite a few folks that gave their lives after solemnly swearing to "...support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the same; that I take this obligation freely, without any mental reservation or purpose of evasion; and that I will well and faithfully discharge the office upon which I am about to enter. So help me God." 

That's an oath, I, and most every other person I knew in the military, took very seriously and still feel bound by it. (OT, I wish that were so of some other officials that take a similar oath. Just sayin') 

But, there are an awful lot of them who died supporting that oath. So many, that remembering them individually is impossible. I tend to remember the ones I knew or knew of. 

The first one I remember is Alan J. "Joe" Pryor. He graduated a year ahead of me at Texas Tech. We were best friends. 

After Commissioning, he went to Pilot Training and did well enough to be qualified for fighters. (Not qualified meant Bombers or Cargo or First Assignment Instructor Pilot.) Assignment night rolled around, his name was called. He came to attention and acknowledge the order to report to F-111 School. 

 Completes that checkout and is assigned to Cannon AFB in lovely Clovis, New Mexico. As he gains experience in the jet, he eventually gets upgraded to Instructor Pilot and picks up the call sign of "Tex". 

On 10/17/1984, He's flying in the Weapon's System Officer's position checking out a new Pilot on a single ship night bombing mission to the White Sands Missile Range. As they're approaching the range, but still in the mountains to the northeast, something happens. 

 Folks in the vicinity reported a huge fireball (the aircraft had 40,000 Lbs/~6150 Gal of fuel on board). Both Joe and the Pilot died instantly, most likely not even aware something had gone wrong. Crash investigators reported that debris was scattered over 6 square miles. 

I was assigned to Holloman AFB at the time. Heard about the crash the following morning when I went to the squadron. The next day, after families were notified, they released the names. First flying related fatality that I had known well. That was tough.

Yeah, I remember him on this day. Died, on duty, doing his best to protect the country. 

We lived off base while assigned to Holloman, . Across the road was a newly married couple who had just arrived. He would be going through my Squadron to be checked out as an Instructor Pilot. His name was Ross LaTorra. He had been an A-10 Pilot. I was one of his instructors. 

Source

 

Now, in general, A-10 pilots are excellent at dropping bombs and shooting the gun. They're generally not as good at Air to Air. Ross wasn't bad at it, just hadn't done a lot of it.  But, to his credit, he learned from every mistake he made and improved with every ride.

It's 4/22/1987, I've paid my dues at Holloman, gotten checked out in the Eagle and am now in Okinawa. The OPs officer knows I'd come from Holloman so as I walk in he calls me in to his office and hands me a new accident report.

 Two AT-38's had had a midair collision, both jets destroyed and 2 of the 3 pilots died. 

"Ahhh...Crap" The last word there wasn't exactly Crap. 

Ross's name was one. Again, doing his duty to support and defend by training new fighter pilots.

The final one I remember often is "Rocket".  Capt Robert Schneider. I wrote about him on the 25th anniversary of his death in 2015. I'm going to republish that post with a few tweaks.

 I was Rocket's Flight Commander. It still hurts...

(Begin Repost)

There I was….* Assistant Ops Officer of an F-15C Squadron at Kadena AB Japan. It’s the first Duty Day after New Year’s, and The Boss has called the Ops Officer, myself and the four Flight Commanders into his office for a meeting. 

 It had been a very restful Holiday Season after a very eventful past couple of months. We’d been to the PI for an extended Cope Thunder helping the RAAF check out in their new F/A-18s, the usual rotations to the ROK for Alert at Osan AB or Kwang Ju AB. We’d even had the opportunity for some unusual formation flying. (Pictures Below)

 Santa had been somewhat good to me, I’d received orders. I was going to Ft Leavenworth KS for “ArrrrrMeeee Training Sir” (AKA Command and General Staff College). I was to report mid-June for “Army Kindergarten”, intended to get us somewhat up to speed on all things Army.

 The downside was my Wife, Mrs. Juvat (AKA Capt Juvat to the personnel folks that worked for her) was staying at Kadena for a year along with my 6 year old son and as yet unborn, but coming, daughter. 

A good assignment that would be better with my family. It is, what it is. 

That, however was 6 months in the future, I still had a lot of operational flying to do. In fact, later today I had a 2 v 2 similar flight lead upgrade ride to give to one of the guys who’d been in my flight while I was a flight commander. He went by Rocket an epithet bestowed on him with all the love that a fighter squadron can convey. 

In prior posts, discussion has waxed and waned on the various means someone acquires a “Call Sign” and by what means the actual name could come from. Rocket had come to the F-15 through a “pay your dues” tour. While I don’t recall what it was specifically, it had to be either a First Assignment IP (FAIP) or a Forward Air Controller (FAC). I’m certain enough, within the constraints of my memory, to decide it was a FAIP. I base this on his evolution as a fighter pilot. He had absolutely no problem with formation or instruments, which was common in FAIPS. (Update. Turns out his first assignment was a FAC/ALO.  He just flew good formation and instruments.)

 Rocket had progressed through the various phases of fighter pilot checkouts with the normal ups and downs for a first timer. Some classic mistakes, some boneheaded ones, but none of them call sign caliber. So, he went by “Bob”, which was natural as his first name was Robert. 

He kept trying to encourage us with suggestions, but we were having none of that. As Sarge has stated, your call sign is given, not taken. 

It was one Friday nite and we’re in the squadron bar. (Yes, children, Fighter Squadron’s had bars back then, with Beer, and we drank beer on Fridays in the squadron. Come back when you get over the vapors.) So, Bob and I and a couple of others were drinking beer and shooting watches and cussing and scratching and engaging in other no longer allowed activities, when the wives arrive. 

This generally happened around 6 or so and was a not so subtle hint that we needed to wind things down and take them over to the Skoshi Koom (Skoshi being, we were told, “little” in Japanese and KOOM being the acronym for the Kadena Officers Open Mess). The Skosh was an offset of the Big Club, had a couple of dining rooms as well as (cover your ears, kiddies) a bar. The Wing frequented it as our unofficial club. 

Well, the wives arrived. One of them had a stunning extra with her. Rocket, who was single, took sight of her and was off like a …. 

 Well, you know what happens at the end of the rocket burn, right? 

Ergo, Rocket. Rocket, you are, Rocket forever you shall be. 

As Sarge so frequently tells me, "juvat, you digress get back to the meeting. "

We’ve all gathered, and the Boss hasn’t come in yet, so we’re all, even the OpsO, trying to guess what the subject is. In walks the Boss, we all rise (yes, in the Air Force, even Fighter Pilots stand up when a commander enters the room, don’t get all teary eyed). He motions us to our seats. 

 “Guys, the Wing King has a good deal for the Squadron” Oh no, here it comes again. 

“The Squadron that had been tasked to provide Red Air for the next Cope Thunder has had to pull out. PACAF asked the Wing if one of our squadrons could fill in. The Wing King chose us.” 

 Pandemonium breaks out. Cope Thunder was just about the best flying we had available and we’d been back from it less than a month. Plus it was at Clark AB PI, doesn’t get much better than that. 

(Side note, I think it was a Navy F-4S squadron, doesn’t really matter they weren’t there.) 

We’re scheduled to deploy in 2 weeks. Time passes quickly and we’re now down in the PI, playing Bad Guys, which is not a role we played very often at Cope Thunder and the fact that we’d done it during our last Cope Thunder against the Aussies probably was a factor in our selection.

We've arrived at Clark and are a few days into the exercise.   I’ve got the afternoon go leading a four ship, but am not the mission commander. So while I’ve got some mission planning to do, I’m also available to be SOF (Supervisor of Flying, the guy they hang for mishaps) for the morning go. This means I have to attend the morning mass brief. I’m there, taking some notes, getting a general feel for the plan.

The mission commander has a typical plan for dividing responsibility for defending the airspace. 

Essentially, a line from Clark to High Peak to Hermana Mayor (a large island a few miles off shore) will divide the Land approach from the shoreline approach and a line from Clark to the mouth of the river at Botolan will divide the Shoreline approach from the Spratley’s approach. Reasonable visual references to try and help provide physical separation between flights. 

 Briefing completed, the morning go goes about the business of going. I get back to mission planning. I hear the Blue Force Jets taking off. The intervals of 10 second take off going on for about 10 minutes is a big hint of identity. 

 20 minutes later another minute of 10 second intervals alerts me that Red Force is airborne and I am on Duty. This means little more than the Duty Desk knows where I am in case the 3TFW SOF needs Eagle specific emergency procedure help. 

About 20 minutes later, I hear a knock it off call made on Guard. Uh-Oh, that’s never used at Cope Thunder unless something bad has happened. 

A couple of minutes later the SOF phone rings, there’s a couple of seconds and I hear “He’s right here” and hands the phone to me.

 I feel sick. 

 I identify myself, and the SOF says “we’re not sure what’s happened yet, but it looks like we might have lost one of yours, please notify your Senior Rep (The Vice Wing King was deployed with us) as well as Home Base. We’re doing a head count and will let you know as soon as we know anything definite.” 

I look at the schedule and make a note of the names and tail numbers assigned to the morning go. 

 I notice that all my guys from my former flight were airborne. Time is stopped. I want to know who, but don’t want to know who. 

 I call Chambers Hall, the place aircrew stay at Clark, and ask to be put through to the Vice Wing King. He’s left the building. Call the Club. Nope, not there for breakfast. 

 Decide to call back to Kadena, and get put through to the Wing King. Explain what I’ve been told as opposed to what I believe to be true so far. He tells me to call back every 10 minutes until directed differently. 

The SOF calls back and says we’ve definitely had an Eagle hit the water, in the vicinity of Hermana Mayor. Well, that eliminates the Boss who was in the Southern Vector, however, my guys now represent 6 of the 8 remaining possibles. 

 I call back home and report that info. Jets are starting to come back down initial. I’m listening as they check in on tower. 

The flight in the center vector checks in with four. It’s definitely one of mine. 

Finally the last Eagle flight checks in, 

"Eagle Check" "Two" "Three."

 Rocket. 

The Vice shows up and I fill him in on what’s happened. He tells me to continue and he’ll contact Home for now. 

The guys start coming back in the squadron and I have them give me all 12  11 VCR Tapes and put them in a safe and lock it. 

I tell them to debrief and take copious written notes. When done, sign them and give them to me. They’re added to the safe. 

Pretty soon, the 3TFW Wing Safety Officer comes up and signs for all that material. 

The Vice relieves me, grounds the squadron until further notice and I head back to Chambers Hall. 

There is a Wake at the Club that night. That’s the only thing I can think of to describe it. No other squadron showed up, for dinner, beers, crud or anything. 

Just us. 

There were some old retired fighter pilots there, who kept a lid on things. 

The next morning, The Boss calls us all together and tells us what he knows

Rocket had been involved in a mid-air with another Eagle! 

The Blue Force had used Hermana Mayor as a Nav point and Rocket as #4 had seen them. He’d called the tally to his lead who cleared him to engage. 

Rocket’s flight was in the Eastern sector. Rocket began a left hand turn while looking down to keep tally on the bogeys. Simultaneously, the flight in the Middle Sector’s #2 guy was on the east side of his flight and sees the bandits below. He calls the tally to his lead who cleared him to engage. 

 He starts a right turn to keep a tally on the bandits. 

Distance between the two flights was about 8 miles, between the flight leads about 12, neither flight lead was aware of the other flight. 

Extensive modeling after the fact determined that Rocket had, milliseconds before impact, begun to commit the nose of his jet down which took it slightly out of the flight path of the second jet. The horizontal slab of the other jet passed through the canopy of Rocket’s jet, killing him instantly.

Since the Eagle will trim itself automatically when the stick is held steady for a second, the airplane was trimmed for a couple of degree nose low moderate bank which it held until impacting the water. 

The other Eagle thought he’d hit jet wash, came back to Clark and landed normally.

F-15C 78-534 was not recoverable. 

There was enough DNA recovered to confirm Rocket’s death. (Added.  There were remains on the slab.)

The squadron is cleared to fly two days later. It was not the same, and it took us a while to get back up on step. We finished out the exercise without further incident and deployed back home. 

That was to be my last Cope Thunder. 

Rocket is the fifth guy in flight suit from the right in the second row. I'm the guy 3 further left with the missile as a crown.

Two weeks later, I received a package in the mail from PACAF headquarters, containing these two photographs. Rocket is #4 (Bottom Left ). 

I had flown a 2 seat F-15 a few weeks prior with an Air Force Photographer in the pit. He'd sent copies of the pics as a thank you. The pictures are on the wall in my office.

A week or so ago, Several years ago, PA posted about the last 7 seconds. I’m convinced those 7 seconds were no different than any other 7 seconds in Rocket’s life. One instant he’s there, the next he’s not. As I sat down to write this, I realized that’s probably the best possible way to go. 

End Repost.

All three didn't die heroically in battle.  They all died trying their best to be the best and protect the country and its Constitution from all enemies, foreign and domestic. Well done, Friends and Brothers.  I look forward to rejoining with you again someday.  

I'll buy the first round.

*SJC