1. |
Carrier
03:08
|
|||
|
It's no good, I know how it feels
I fight it, but it wins
There's always a place you can go
If you're alone, when you're alone
I think it's just part of who I am
I could load it up on Carrier again
But that doesn't mean that it would be the same
Because so much, so much has changed
Yeah I don't really know though
I don't really give a fuck, I wanna go home
Miss playing Xbox with my old bros
Can I do it all again? I hope so, I hope so
But we'll never know though
There's some sort of feeling that I had then
I'll chase that feeling like a dragon
I know there's others like us
Who thought they would make them like us
It's no good, I know how it feels
I fight it, but it wins
There's always a place you can go
If you're alone, when you're alone
I think it's just part of who I am
I could load it up on Carrier again
But that doesn't mean that it would be the same
Because so much, so much has changed
|
||||
2. |
For Now
04:20
|
|||
|
I think I'll live forever
In this moment, I finally see it
Try living in the now
We don't know how, but we know that we need it
It's like every single time I'm alone, I seem to feed it
Yeah
The sun will pick me up and take me home
I try to believe it
Fucked up praising God
I know why
I know why
Fucked up praising God
Woah
I sold my
I sold my
So I'd shovel
For hours 'til my hands turn red
These scuffed knuckles
Don't cower when they meet your head
I think I'll live forever
In this moment, I finally see it
Try living in the now
We don't know how, but we know that we need it
It's like every single time I'm alone, I seem to feed it
Yeah
The sun will pick me up and take me home
I try to believe it
Fucked up praising God
I think I'll live forever
In this moment, I finally see it
Try living in the now
We don't know how, but we know that we need it
It's like every single time I'm alone, I seem to feed it
Yeah
The sun will pick me up and take me home
I try to believe it
Fucked up praising God
|
||||
3. |
Flys
03:02
|
|||
|
I want a lot, but I can't say it
I like guitar, but I can't play it
Sit back, relax, feelin' so elated
All of this done to my detriment
I want the bitch like a sun maiden
I flipped the switch on a safe haven
Why can't I ask you to try to hate it?
Why can't I ask you to?
It's the same every time, I can change but I won't
I partake with the flies, I don't know where I'ma go
I leave like a firework, blow into the snow
Extravagantly dying just so everybody knows
I know what I know, and I still drink alone
I can't seem to change these things that I don't
Alone in my home, when I stare at the phone
I'm not used to hearing someone, someone say no
I want a lot, but I can't say it
I like guitar, but I can't play it
Sit back, relax, feelin' so elated
All of this done to my detriment
I want the bitch like a sun maiden
I flipped the switch on a safe haven
Why can't I ask you to try to hate it?
Why can't I ask you to?
It's the same every time, I can change but I won't
I partake with the flies, I don't know where I'ma go
I leave like a firework, blow into the snow
Extravagantly dying just so everybody knows
|
||||
4. |
Young
03:21
|
|||
|
I fear I'm talking to another ghost
No resentment for the way I am
I don't fear, no, I don't boast
Tell me how you wanna go again
I know nobody wanna be my friend
But I think I'm self-imposing it
I got no patience, I never did
But I said I'd wait for you to come outside
I got diamonds on my tongue
I don't wanna not be young
In my head, I start to dream of ways I'll change as I go on
Just last night, I lived so long
Then I wake and it's all gone
My imagination tortures me inside my own four walls
If I faint, don't wake me up
I got lost inside the cup
Such a fragile thing we have on this little place we call home
And I don't know where to go
I don't wanna be alone
Every time I close my eyes I see your face inside my own
I fear I'm talking to another ghost
No resentment for the way I am
I don't fear, no, I don't boast
Tell me how you wanna go again
I know nobody wanna be my friend
But I think I'm self-imposing it
I got no patience, I never did
But I said I'd wait for you to come outside
Come outside
Come outside
Come outside
But I said I'd wait for you to come outside
Come outside
Come outside
I got diamonds on my tongue
I don't wanna not be young
In my head, I start to dream of ways I'll change as I go on
Just last night, I lived so long
Then I wake and it's all gone
My imagination tortures me inside my own four walls
If I faint, don't wake me up
I got lost inside the cup
Such a fragile thing we have on this little place we call home
And I don't know where to go
I don't wanna be alone
Every time I close my eyes I see your face inside my own
|
||||
5. |
19
03:42
|
|||
|
They look me dead in the eyes
I hear nothing but your mouth's moving
Let's go around just one more time
I'm just surprised and I don't know why
It's on my mind
I'm sorry it crossed my mind
I'm sorry it crossed my mind
I'm sorry it crossed my mind
Lights don't all end up dead
Nineteen I'm in my head
Phones on vibrate, send me a text
I still won't answer them
How the fuck I talk to you
I don't know why the fuck I talk to you
You don't know anything about me
Well, I don't know anything about myself
I do this, why?
Yeah, I do this, why?
Don't know anything about myself
I do this, why?
Why do I do it? Why do I do it?
I'm sorry it crossed my mind
I do this, why?
Yeah, I do this, why?
Don't know anything about myself
I do this, why?
Why do I do it? Why do I do it?
I'm sorry it crossed my mind
So damn long
I've heard what they say
I know what they say about me
So long
I'm in shallow water
But it's still tryna drag me by my feet
|
||||
6. |
Suffocating
03:08
|
|||
|
Suffocating in my bedroom
Why the fuck do I feel like this
I'm so impatient
Let me help you
I can't give you peace of mind
It's a figment
Your imagination makes you feel sublime
When I'm floating through my memories
It's almost like I died
And it's all okay
When I feel this way
But it's in my head
It just feels the same
When I tell you so
When it's hard to know
Tell me what you think
Tell me what you think
I look different
Is it all wrong?
I don't know what's real
All these dreams I feel
I got problems
That I won't speak of
And I can't get free
God a bad bitch God has gifted me
Floating by when no ones talking
High tide and now it's rocking
It's a lie that I tried to lock in
Why I
Why I
These voices try to talk to me in my head
What do you think they really want to know
These thoughts of mine are never gonna be said
Suffocating in my bedroom
Why the fuck do I feel like this
I'm so impatient
Let me help you
I can't give you peace of mind
It's a figment
Your imagination makes you feel sublime
When I'm floating through my memories
It's almost like I died
And it's all okay
When I feel this way
But it's in my head
It just feels the same
When I tell you so
When it's hard to know
Tell me what you think
Tell me what you think
|
||||
7. |
Mr. Pitiful
02:07
|
|||
|
So far gone that I can't see you anymore
I don't know how the fuck I got back home
I'm too fucked up, and there's too many people here
Where the fuck my only other friend at in this bitch?
So far gone that I can't see you anymore
I don't know how the fuck I got back home
I'm doing what I want, I'm just doing what I want
I'm doing what I want, I'm just doing what I
Y'all never see me shed a tear on the city floor
I do it all on my own, it's in my goddamn house
I always wonder if there's something wrong with me
Please stop asking if there's something wrong with me
I don't even fill my own cup up
Let a bitch do it for me
Go snag that, hoe
I don't really know if I'm a good person
Fuck it, Imma get fucked up
But it's just part of the same life, I know it's the same life that we all live
But it's just part of the same life, I know it's the same life that we all live
So far gone that I can't see you anymore
I don't know how the fuck I got back home
I'm too fucked up, and there's too many people here
Where the fuck my only other friend at in this bitch?
So far gone that I can't see you anymore
I don't know how the fuck I got back home
I'm doing what I want, I'm just doing what I want
I'm doing what I want, I'm just doing what I
|
||||
8. |
Take Off
02:39
|
|||
|
Oh God, I believe you sometimes
When I want
I hear what I want
Let's go
Can't you see it, don't you see a car's headlights?
Fucking take off
Take off
They told me that I would die
Please explain to me, tell me why?
It's impossible to find
The words to tell
It's solely supposing
Oh God, I believe you sometimes
When I want
I hear what I want
Let's go
Can't you see it, don't you see a car's headlights?
Fucking take off
Take off
This pain when I fall
I got lost in this hole
It's the same as before
It's the same
Odd
|
||||
9. |
I Don't Exist Today
02:43
|
|||
|
Don't wanna miss it
Snaps in the distance
Don't open your mouth
No, it's not allowed
Sand in your mouth
Oh, I know it's not okay
Don't tell me how I changed
Tear me day by day
Tell me it's okay
Don't wanna miss it
Snaps in the distance
Don't open your mouth
No, it's not allowed
Sand in your mouth
|
||||
10. |
You or Me
03:12
|
|||
|
And I know that I could take the life away from you
But if I don't, is it you or me?
I'm selfishly seeing everything and nothing
And I know that I could take the life away from you
But if I don't, is it you or me?
I'm selfishly seeing everything and nothing
Pull my head from the ground
Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you?
Close the door, right behind you
Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you?
Close the door, right behind you
Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you?
Can you tell that I don't?
And I know that I could take the life away from you
But if I don't, is it you or me?
I'm selfishly seeing everything and nothing
And I know that I could take the life away from you
But if I don't, is it you or me?
I'm selfishly seeing everything and nothing
Pull my head from the ground
Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you?
Close the door, right behind you
Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you?
Close the door, right behind you
Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you?
Can you tell that I don't?
|
||||
11. |
One Light
03:22
|
|||
|
Am I choking
White roses
Sit in safety
Kinda Shady
Still I notice
All her motives
Are never focused
It's hard to focus
Still I wonder
Every time I try to talk I look away
Is there something in your eye I try to say
Never thought of you as one to make me pay
But the light's been on me more and more each day
Am I choking
White roses
Sit in safety
Kinda Shady
Still I notice
All her motives
Are never focused
It's hard to focus
Still I wonder
Every time I try to talk I look away
Is there something in your eye I try to say
Never thought of you as one to make me pay
But the light's been on me more and more each
|
||||
12. |
Son
03:39
|
|||
|
I can feel it blowin' right past, so fast
I just really wanna make it last
Only 22 years in the back of the casket
Is there a semi in the fast lane, how the fuck I pass it?
And I know someday will fuck me up
Send it from the sky above
Are you're an angel, I can taste your love?
And if you see me on the floor, give me more
Yeah, I would prefer a long pour
I got rocks in my face, light diamonds and liqueur
Just wait till I'm goin' on tour
It's a dangerous little game we love
Play with me and you gave it up
While I'm waiting for things to love
Son, take my brain, give me a plan
Don't give my fantasy a chance
Son, free yourself with your two hands
Don't, face my death with more demands
All flesh rots
All flesh rots
I can feel it blowin' right past, so fast
I just really wanna make it last
Only 22 years in the back of the casket
Is there a semi in the fast lane, how the fuck I pass it?
And I know someday will fuck me up
Send it from the sky above
Are you're an angel, I can taste your love?
All flesh rots
All flesh rots
|
||||
13. |
Urges
02:35
|
|||
|
I like it so far alone
Why don't you help me decide
Situations, our relations
Falling just so far behind
Why are you scared of the ghost?
I don't believe in the sight
Situations, our relations
Falling just so far behind
Far along I drag you endless
Ever since the misconception
Tearing at me from within
My mind is telling me to sin
I won't protect you never ending
Stop believing my pretending
Know you never will forget me
Tell me you'll forgive me
Tried to protect you
By letting go
All my mistakes
Don't help me if you wanted me to change
Far along I drag you endless
Ever since the misconception
Tearing at me from within
My mind is telling me to sin
I won't protect you never ending
Stop believing my pretending
Know you never will forget me
Tell me you'll forgive me
|
||||
14. |
SMSM Intro (Bonus Track)
03:02
|
|||
|
Subscribe to me
Mud2002
Please, I need the attention
Mud series
Drinking tequila
For $4.90 a month
You could be a member
But don't let me pressure you
Subscribe to me
Mud2002
Please, I need the attention
Mud series
Drinking tequila
For $4.90 a month
You could be a member
But don't let me pressure you
|
||||
If you like Odd, you may also like: