Odd

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1.
Carrier 03:08
It's no good, I know how it feels I fight it, but it wins There's always a place you can go If you're alone, when you're alone I think it's just part of who I am I could load it up on Carrier again But that doesn't mean that it would be the same Because so much, so much has changed Yeah I don't really know though I don't really give a fuck, I wanna go home Miss playing Xbox with my old bros Can I do it all again? I hope so, I hope so But we'll never know though There's some sort of feeling that I had then I'll chase that feeling like a dragon I know there's others like us Who thought they would make them like us It's no good, I know how it feels I fight it, but it wins There's always a place you can go If you're alone, when you're alone I think it's just part of who I am I could load it up on Carrier again But that doesn't mean that it would be the same Because so much, so much has changed
2.
For Now 04:20
I think I'll live forever In this moment, I finally see it Try living in the now We don't know how, but we know that we need it It's like every single time I'm alone, I seem to feed it Yeah The sun will pick me up and take me home I try to believe it Fucked up praising God I know why I know why Fucked up praising God Woah I sold my I sold my So I'd shovel For hours 'til my hands turn red These scuffed knuckles Don't cower when they meet your head I think I'll live forever In this moment, I finally see it Try living in the now We don't know how, but we know that we need it It's like every single time I'm alone, I seem to feed it Yeah The sun will pick me up and take me home I try to believe it Fucked up praising God I think I'll live forever In this moment, I finally see it Try living in the now We don't know how, but we know that we need it It's like every single time I'm alone, I seem to feed it Yeah The sun will pick me up and take me home I try to believe it Fucked up praising God
3.
Flys 03:02
I want a lot, but I can't say it I like guitar, but I can't play it Sit back, relax, feelin' so elated All of this done to my detriment I want the bitch like a sun maiden I flipped the switch on a safe haven Why can't I ask you to try to hate it? Why can't I ask you to? It's the same every time, I can change but I won't I partake with the flies, I don't know where I'ma go I leave like a firework, blow into the snow Extravagantly dying just so everybody knows I know what I know, and I still drink alone I can't seem to change these things that I don't Alone in my home, when I stare at the phone I'm not used to hearing someone, someone say no I want a lot, but I can't say it I like guitar, but I can't play it Sit back, relax, feelin' so elated All of this done to my detriment I want the bitch like a sun maiden I flipped the switch on a safe haven Why can't I ask you to try to hate it? Why can't I ask you to? It's the same every time, I can change but I won't I partake with the flies, I don't know where I'ma go I leave like a firework, blow into the snow Extravagantly dying just so everybody knows
4.
Young 03:21
I fear I'm talking to another ghost No resentment for the way I am I don't fear, no, I don't boast Tell me how you wanna go again I know nobody wanna be my friend But I think I'm self-imposing it I got no patience, I never did But I said I'd wait for you to come outside I got diamonds on my tongue I don't wanna not be young In my head, I start to dream of ways I'll change as I go on Just last night, I lived so long Then I wake and it's all gone My imagination tortures me inside my own four walls If I faint, don't wake me up I got lost inside the cup Such a fragile thing we have on this little place we call home And I don't know where to go I don't wanna be alone Every time I close my eyes I see your face inside my own I fear I'm talking to another ghost No resentment for the way I am I don't fear, no, I don't boast Tell me how you wanna go again I know nobody wanna be my friend But I think I'm self-imposing it I got no patience, I never did But I said I'd wait for you to come outside Come outside Come outside Come outside But I said I'd wait for you to come outside Come outside Come outside I got diamonds on my tongue I don't wanna not be young In my head, I start to dream of ways I'll change as I go on Just last night, I lived so long Then I wake and it's all gone My imagination tortures me inside my own four walls If I faint, don't wake me up I got lost inside the cup Such a fragile thing we have on this little place we call home And I don't know where to go I don't wanna be alone Every time I close my eyes I see your face inside my own
5.
19 03:42
They look me dead in the eyes I hear nothing but your mouth's moving Let's go around just one more time I'm just surprised and I don't know why It's on my mind I'm sorry it crossed my mind I'm sorry it crossed my mind I'm sorry it crossed my mind Lights don't all end up dead Nineteen I'm in my head Phones on vibrate, send me a text I still won't answer them How the fuck I talk to you I don't know why the fuck I talk to you You don't know anything about me Well, I don't know anything about myself I do this, why? Yeah, I do this, why? Don't know anything about myself I do this, why? Why do I do it? Why do I do it? I'm sorry it crossed my mind I do this, why? Yeah, I do this, why? Don't know anything about myself I do this, why? Why do I do it? Why do I do it? I'm sorry it crossed my mind So damn long I've heard what they say I know what they say about me So long I'm in shallow water But it's still tryna drag me by my feet
6.
Suffocating 03:08
Suffocating in my bedroom Why the fuck do I feel like this I'm so impatient Let me help you I can't give you peace of mind It's a figment Your imagination makes you feel sublime When I'm floating through my memories It's almost like I died And it's all okay When I feel this way But it's in my head It just feels the same When I tell you so When it's hard to know Tell me what you think Tell me what you think I look different Is it all wrong? I don't know what's real All these dreams I feel I got problems That I won't speak of And I can't get free God a bad bitch God has gifted me Floating by when no ones talking High tide and now it's rocking It's a lie that I tried to lock in Why I Why I These voices try to talk to me in my head What do you think they really want to know These thoughts of mine are never gonna be said Suffocating in my bedroom Why the fuck do I feel like this I'm so impatient Let me help you I can't give you peace of mind It's a figment Your imagination makes you feel sublime When I'm floating through my memories It's almost like I died And it's all okay When I feel this way But it's in my head It just feels the same When I tell you so When it's hard to know Tell me what you think Tell me what you think
7.
Mr. Pitiful 02:07
So far gone that I can't see you anymore I don't know how the fuck I got back home I'm too fucked up, and there's too many people here Where the fuck my only other friend at in this bitch? So far gone that I can't see you anymore I don't know how the fuck I got back home I'm doing what I want, I'm just doing what I want I'm doing what I want, I'm just doing what I Y'all never see me shed a tear on the city floor I do it all on my own, it's in my goddamn house I always wonder if there's something wrong with me Please stop asking if there's something wrong with me I don't even fill my own cup up Let a bitch do it for me Go snag that, hoe I don't really know if I'm a good person Fuck it, Imma get fucked up But it's just part of the same life, I know it's the same life that we all live But it's just part of the same life, I know it's the same life that we all live So far gone that I can't see you anymore I don't know how the fuck I got back home I'm too fucked up, and there's too many people here Where the fuck my only other friend at in this bitch? So far gone that I can't see you anymore I don't know how the fuck I got back home I'm doing what I want, I'm just doing what I want I'm doing what I want, I'm just doing what I
8.
Take Off 02:39
Oh God, I believe you sometimes When I want I hear what I want Let's go Can't you see it, don't you see a car's headlights? Fucking take off Take off They told me that I would die Please explain to me, tell me why? It's impossible to find The words to tell It's solely supposing Oh God, I believe you sometimes When I want I hear what I want Let's go Can't you see it, don't you see a car's headlights? Fucking take off Take off This pain when I fall I got lost in this hole It's the same as before It's the same Odd
9.
Don't wanna miss it Snaps in the distance Don't open your mouth No, it's not allowed Sand in your mouth Oh, I know it's not okay Don't tell me how I changed Tear me day by day Tell me it's okay Don't wanna miss it Snaps in the distance Don't open your mouth No, it's not allowed Sand in your mouth
10.
You or Me 03:12
And I know that I could take the life away from you But if I don't, is it you or me? I'm selfishly seeing everything and nothing And I know that I could take the life away from you But if I don't, is it you or me? I'm selfishly seeing everything and nothing Pull my head from the ground Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you? Close the door, right behind you Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you? Close the door, right behind you Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you? Can you tell that I don't? And I know that I could take the life away from you But if I don't, is it you or me? I'm selfishly seeing everything and nothing And I know that I could take the life away from you But if I don't, is it you or me? I'm selfishly seeing everything and nothing Pull my head from the ground Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you? Close the door, right behind you Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you? Close the door, right behind you Can you tell that I don't wanna hurt you? Can you tell that I don't?
11.
One Light 03:22
Am I choking White roses Sit in safety Kinda Shady Still I notice All her motives Are never focused It's hard to focus Still I wonder Every time I try to talk I look away Is there something in your eye I try to say Never thought of you as one to make me pay But the light's been on me more and more each day Am I choking White roses Sit in safety Kinda Shady Still I notice All her motives Are never focused It's hard to focus Still I wonder Every time I try to talk I look away Is there something in your eye I try to say Never thought of you as one to make me pay But the light's been on me more and more each
12.
Son 03:39
I can feel it blowin' right past, so fast I just really wanna make it last Only 22 years in the back of the casket Is there a semi in the fast lane, how the fuck I pass it? And I know someday will fuck me up Send it from the sky above Are you're an angel, I can taste your love? And if you see me on the floor, give me more Yeah, I would prefer a long pour I got rocks in my face, light diamonds and liqueur Just wait till I'm goin' on tour It's a dangerous little game we love Play with me and you gave it up While I'm waiting for things to love Son, take my brain, give me a plan Don't give my fantasy a chance Son, free yourself with your two hands Don't, face my death with more demands All flesh rots All flesh rots I can feel it blowin' right past, so fast I just really wanna make it last Only 22 years in the back of the casket Is there a semi in the fast lane, how the fuck I pass it? And I know someday will fuck me up Send it from the sky above Are you're an angel, I can taste your love? All flesh rots All flesh rots
13.
Urges 02:35
I like it so far alone Why don't you help me decide Situations, our relations Falling just so far behind Why are you scared of the ghost? I don't believe in the sight Situations, our relations Falling just so far behind Far along I drag you endless Ever since the misconception Tearing at me from within My mind is telling me to sin I won't protect you never ending Stop believing my pretending Know you never will forget me Tell me you'll forgive me Tried to protect you By letting go All my mistakes Don't help me if you wanted me to change Far along I drag you endless Ever since the misconception Tearing at me from within My mind is telling me to sin I won't protect you never ending Stop believing my pretending Know you never will forget me Tell me you'll forgive me
14.
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