Walk with me

Walk with me through a garden in the moonlight
Hand in hand, sweet smells, soft smiles
Eyes drinking in beauty
Jasmine perfumes, rose scented love
Fireflies and and warm embraces

Walk with me through a garden in the moonlight
Bare your soul and I shall bare mine
Love deeply surrounded by nature
Nurture the seed to full bloom
No words are needed to connect us

Walk with me through a garden in the moonlight
Remember me fondly as I remember you
Hold my heart in your gentle hands as you held me once
Keep memories sacred and precious in the forefront of your mind

And there I shall stay with you.
There I should be if you have need
Of warm embraces, of love eternal, sweet smells and soft smiles
Always in the garden, beneath the moon, always with you

© Missi The Broken Doll 2021

Pas de deux

In my dreaming I see you
Keeping time pas de deux
A sad smile upon your face
Your heart in some secret place

You walk alone stained in deep red
Memories swarm through your head
You can not hide nor fight destiny
For you are linked by heart to me

Find meaning and me find meaning in you
In the moonlight, pas de deux
Find what was lost in loneliness longing
To find the souls true belonging

I see through the mask you wear
I see your loneliness and despair
Should you return to where it all began
Through guiding heart and forcefull hands

Waking depth and waking truth
Hand in hand, pas de deux
Waiting for loves sweet embrace
Fingertips gently trace

Should the curtain fall in the dances wake
Through torrential endless rains
A vision cast for someone’s dreams
Hiding deep in memories seams

You see me and I see you
When true love unites, pas de deux

© Missi The Broken Doll 2021

In silence

She learned at a young age to cry in silence
As to not draw attention or disturb those around her
To hide her pain behind smiles and hugs
To hide her fear behind “I love yous”
To hide her bruises behind long sleeves year round
Walking on eggshells never making eye contact
Moving as silent as a ghost
As invisible as the wind
Having seen things that would drive anyone mad
Having felt pain that would bring grown men to their knees
The girl who was broken and only wanted to be left alone to dream her dreams for others
To make things beautiful and dance in the endless rain on a warm summer night
To sit under the full moon with her arms wrapped around someone who loved as she did
Who loved without pain
Who loved without condition
She tried to make her pain and hurts into something beautiful
Poured her love into others
And dreamed her dreams for them
Still crying in near silence
Loneliness still engulfs her heart
Her pain and hurts still hidden by sweet smiles hugs and “I love yous”
The bruises are now in her mind instead of her body
Never truly healed
Pouring the love from herself hoping that for a moment she may feel loved

© Missi The Broken Doll 2021

The end

Sweet angel come back to me
In a bed of roses blue and red lie with me
Wipe my tears and drink of my sarrows
While the pain engulfs my heart

Oh my angel your light is brilliant
Can it take away my pain
Can it reorder time back to when I felt human again

Roses and loneliness
Drink deep of my grief
Gorge yourself on my darkness and longing
Wrap sad wings around me

Would you shelter me from the incoming storm
Would you hold me as my light dims and goes out
Would you warm me as I grow cold
Would you comfort me at the end

© Missi The Broken Doll 2021