I hope my fellow US Americans had a fun 4th of July. If nothing else, it's always fun to have a day off in the middle of the week or, if you were really lucky enough, a 4-day weekend! I was not one of the lucky ones to also get Friday off, but that's OK. It was a quiet day around the office which is always quite nice.
Reading: I've been
feeling a bit conflicted about Leia, Princess of Alderaan this week. I've also been making a little bit slower progress than usual, due to the combination of a day off in the middle of the work week and thinking more about my fanfic WIP than about audiobook listening during my commutes this week.
I'm thinking of returning
The Wee Free Men (nearly) unread to the library. I figure I'll keep it around until its due date just in case I feel the urge to read it, but the first 2 chapters just didn't grab me. IDK, I think it's just not my style.
I picked up
Stone Butch Blues by Leslie Feinberg on Friday. The first chapter was a bit brutal, and it hasn't helped that I have an embarrassingly long number of fanfic tabs open at the moment. Whereas I (usually) make the time to listen to audiobooks on my commute, when faced with the choice of reading fanfic, writing fanfic or reading a physical book while lounging at home, fanfic usually wins out one way or another unless the book is really thrilling or funny or fluffy. I'm not sure what progress I'll make with
Stone Butch Blues, but at the same time I imagine I'd feel guilty if I didn't finish it. So, we'll see.
Watching:
Stranger Things Season 3. Nope, I haven't finished marathoning it yet. Depending on how things go the next 2 days, I'll probably finish it tomorrow or Tuesday (it's not entirely impossible that I'll finish it tonight, but fairly unlikely considering it's a work night and I can't just stay up until 1 to power through it).
Writing: Depending on whether I count outlines toward my draft word count (probably not? Except some of them are fairly fleshed out and will make it in part into the final draft so maybe?), I have 5.7 K or 6.7 K of the first draft of my Holsom (Adam Birkholtz/Justin Oluransi, for those of you not in the Check, Please! fandom and, uh, sorry for repeatedly having referred to them by the smushname without explaining before now) fake soulmates AU fic written. I've been making major progress over the last 2 weeks. But also, I'm really starting to worry that I won't have the minimum word count for the OMGCP Big Bang.
I expect I'm about halfway through the plot so far, so my choices are to either write it out however long it gets to, and if it's markedly below the 15 K minimum word count then just drop out of the Big Bang and post it on my own, or to flesh out the scenes more to get it up to the minimum word count. At this point and looking ahead at the time frame in which I need to decide this (2 whole months before final drop outs), I still think the latter is feasible; it's more of a question of whether fleshing it out to up the word count would help or hurt the work. I
think it could help it; I honestly have to continually fight against my tendency to just rush to the good parts and skip over worldbuilding and pace-setting quieter parts. On the other hand, stressing out over word counts and satisfying others' criteria is exactly the sort of thing that pushes me into burnout and writer's block. At the end of the day, I'm not someone looking to perfect their craft so they can publish original fiction for profit; I'm someone here to have fun and blow off steam, and if it's not fun then I don't want to do it.
In the short term, I think I'm just going to keep riding this creative push, write until I'm done and re-assess when I get there. And try to keep setting word count worries aside as a problem for future-me.