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Dec. 19th, 2024 09:41 pm
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Duration: Dec 21, 2024 - Sep 18, 2027

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Potluckて日本語ではどうやって言いますか。ポットラック。。。?でも、今日ははじめてコミュニティのポットラックに行くところです。私はしゅうきょうがないが、コミュニティがあるから、きょうかいに行くことが好きです。みなさんとても親切で、私ははずかしがりやだけど、みんなを聞きたい。
 
日曜日に、きょうかいで女の子はぱ女の子はパスタを持って来て、他の女の子はピザロールを作くことにしたと言いました。最近、家族はたくさんのバナナを買ったから、バナナパンを作ったほうがいいと思いました。それに、けんきょうがない食べ物が多く過ぎ心配があるので、スイカも持って来ると思います。
 
コミュニティのポットラックで他の人の作られた食べ物を食べるだけじゃなくて、ゲームもします。どんなゲームをするかな。ああ、ワクワク!
 
では、今日はこれで。今晩、楽しみにしています。
 
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今日、物語を書き続けました。これは、eatingdisorderをかかえている男の人の話です。日本で、「eatingdisorder」という言葉は「せっしょくしょうがい」と言いて習りました。それは変なことーたいてい、アイピーエスさいぼうやニョロゾのような単語が覚えるのに、かしこいのような簡単な単語を忘れてしまいます。ちょっと恥ずかしいけど、面白い単語を習えてうれしいです。

私が物語を書くようにした理由は、たくさんの本を読むようになったからです。特に、ウラジーミル・ナボコフの書き方は他の人とは比べものにならないほど美しいです。いつか彼のように上手に書けるようになりたいと思います。ナボコフはゆたかの生活に生まれても、英語は彼の母語話じゃないはひじょうにすばらしいです。じつは、彼は子供の時に、英語とフランス語とロシア語が話せます。

私の物語のはじめでは、男の人は引きこもりの生活をおくっています。というのは、彼は人生で愛をもらわなくて、やせていることが彼のせいかくの一部からです。本当に、ここに書いたよりもふくざつで、日本語で上手く言えません。英語でも言えないでしょう。もっと書きたいが、眠くなっています。長い時間に日本語で書くことは難しいと思います。では、今日はこれで。

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 I think I will start writing again. 
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  Current obsessions
  • guy like u by little winters
  • all night by little winters
  • Quarter Life by TOMORROW X TOGETHER
  • NEET by ¿?shimon
  • DOKUZU by NAKISO
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  • guy like u by little winters



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  • Love Nikki
  • Dragon Village Collection
  • Genshin Impact


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 Currently reading 
  • (pdf) ZOO by Otsuichi
    • Progress: 131/192 pages
  • (online) Kieta Hatsukoi by Hinekure Wataru / Aruko 
    • Progress:  8/36.5 chapters
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  • (pdf) Black Fairy Tale by Otsuichi
    • Progress: 100/352 pages
  • (pdf) Why We Sleep: Unlocking the Power of Sleep and Dreams by Matthew Walker
    • Progress: 253/368 pages
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  • 3/12 --- (pdf) Tales from a Not-So-Fabulous Life (Dork Diaries, #1) by Rachel Renée Russell 
  • 6/12 -- (pdf) Tales from a Not-So-Popular Party Girl (Dork Diaries, #2) by Rachel Renée Russell  
  • 9/12 -- (pdf) Tales from a Not-So-Talented Pop Star (Dork Diaries, #3) by Rachel Renée Russell  
  • 9/12 -- (audiobook) Frenemies Forever (Dork Diaries, #11) by Rachel Renée Russell 
  • 10/12 -- (audiobook) Crush Catastrophe (Dork Diaries, #12) by Rachel Renée Russell 
  • 13/12 -- (audiobook) Birthday Drama! (Dork Diaries, #13) by Rachel Renée Russell 
  • 16/12 -- (audiobook) Tom Gates is Ha! Ha! Hilarious (Tom Gates, #23) by Liz Pichon
  • 20/12 -- (audiobook) Breaking News (Kensy and Max, #1) by Jacqueline Harvey 
    • (online) The One Within the Villainess by Makiburo / Hiraume Nazuna [Chapter 1 - Chapter 25]
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I just discovered this site today. It's one of those days where you are searching for a specific question, and stumble upon a blog, wondering, 'Wow, what is this?'

It’s been very interesting, hopping from other people’s journals here and there. Their lives are curious, in both wonderful and concerning ways. I will attempt to make mine readable, though aesthetic choices tend to tempt me from time to time. 

What will I use this for?
Well, I do have quite a few ideas:
  • Art/writing journal
    • I want to keep a record of my art and writing, to see my progress over time as I study more concepts. Furthermore, it would be fun seeing my original characters develop and change. Sometime I beat myself down for not being good enough, but seeing my creations out there makes me feel happy and accomplished. Making design that others are interested in and love instills a sense of pride within me. 
  • Self-improvement log
    • For nearly as long as I can recall, I have suffered from mental issues, primarily depression as resultant of severe emotional neglect in my early childhood. I wish to enjoy life and live it the fullest everyday. I want to look forward to the next day and feel that sense of joy as I continue to move closer towards my goals - after all, it is about the journey and not the destination. To fill my life with colour, a million memories mending the emptiness of my heart. The vast loneliness that roots in myself will be cut down and replaced with a will to live.
    • I will do this by making myself accountable for my goals, day by day, week by week. I have a tendency to overestimate what I can do in a day, and underestimate what I can do in a week. Self reflection is the most powerful.  
  • Book/movie reviews + games & fandom stuff
    • When I record the media I have consumed, my memories grow stronger. My sense of existence grows more meaningful and I can connect with others better, fostering that feeling of being part of a community. Subsequently, as I consume more ideas, my mind becomes more expansive and open. I have a personality, a life, and I must remind myself of that. 
  • Miscellaneous happenings of my life
    • Often I forget. I forget about my accomplishments, the happy events that have occurred. The little things slip by, and it piles up into a mound of what is perceived as nothingness to me. But that isn't true. Every day I live through accumulates into the curious existence called 'my life', just like how the salt and pepper of a simple stew. (A quote I do still remember, albeit not fully.)


A quote regarding Alexander Rostov from A Gentleman in Moscow by Amor Towles
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