Whistler by Ann Patchett

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what we bring, as readers, to the process of reading a book. I think it can feel as if we turn up to Chapter One as open and empty vessels, ready to fill up this pristine container with whatever literary sustenance is on offer. But the reality is that the book is ushered into the most private of inner sanctums, where we are quite without surveillance or restraint. Here the book performs for an audience of past and present iterations of our selves, all of whom bring their emotional baggage, their prejudices, their likes and dislikes, their eccentricities and peccadilloes, and their opinions. So many opinions, and none of them really scrutinized or fact checked. We are so keen these days to slap content warning signs on books, whereas really we’re the ones containing hazardous material to which the poor book, alone and unprotected, will be subjected.

Mulling over this made me think about the dangers of publishing a subtle book, and by subtle I suppose I mean books that take the ordinary everyday world as their situation and allow only ordinary things to happen there. The more we can relate to, the more we can project. And so the story gets all tangled up with what our aunt’s experience of a second wedding was like, or our sister’s of a caesarean section, or how we feel about our best friend being in debt on the credit cards and whether our own last outing to a museum was enjoyable or not. Perhaps it’s safer for authors to portray these kinds of situations only as backdrops to an attention seeking plot that will be very distracting. Or they happen to characters who are so caught up in a big emotional drama that… ditto. But then it can happen that a particularly skilled writer takes on ordinary life and the results can be devastating; out of such a reading experience can come that numinous feeling of being seen and understood and given solidarity. The feeling of finally hearing words that express something so deep it was hidden from view and we only now realise how much we needed it to be articulated. The books that achieve this are the books that will live on in the mind. And I think these are the real ‘high stakes’ of fiction, not some outlandish plot designed to provoke primal fear that we won’t think about two minutes after it’s been resolved. The real question of fiction is can it put life – not fiction – on the page.

But that’s only my opinion, a facet of my own inner reading world. Others may differ.

Ann Patchett’s Whistler is, more or less, just such a subtle book. It concerns 53-year-old English teacher, Daphne Fuller, who visits the Metropolitan Museum of Art one afternoon with her much older husband, Jonathan. He notices that they are being followed through the galleries by an elderly man and decides to confront him. The man is Eddie Triplett, formerly Daphne’s stepfather for a time that was all too brief, a time that was brought to a premature end by a car accident they were in when Daphne was nine. In the intervening years she hasn’t seen him once and has ostensibly almost forgotten him. Given these circumstances, the meeting is surprisingly momentous.

“All of this transpired quietly; no one turned to watch life’s drama unpacked in the gallery,” Daphne says. “I bowed my head and covered my face. I hadn’t known there was something in me to break, but there it was and break it did. I stepped into an open crack in time and fell backwards.”

You might notice that the three characters in this scenario are all in late middle to old age, an age when you might think that nothing much of interest will happen in their lives. But this is part of Patchett’s subtlety. The past now happens to Daphne and Eddie; it happens all over again so that they might live it fully, incorporate its meaning and significance, understand it, and this is by no means a negligible event. Daphne’s mother married three times, and Eddie was the stepfather she loved the most deeply. The ending of this marriage occurred in the middle of so much muddle and crisis, and was so abrupt and unheralded that it has left a lacuna in Daphne’s life, although she moved on from it without obvious trauma and has created a good life for herself since then. But now, she takes the reader with her on an exploration and an explication of that past, as the night of the accident is slowly and gradually revealed, and Daphne starts to fill in all the missing pieces it created. As she spends time with Eddie, she finds out more about him, about the real reasons his marriage to her mother broke down, about her mother’s experience. And along the way we learn about her real father and her other stepfather, about her close relationship to her sister, about her marriage, her fear of flying, the reasons she never chose to have children. Patchett’s skill as a writer is never more in evidence than in the way she weaves these family stories together. It is compelling and gripping and often extremely poignant.

This isn’t the kind of book where a terrible situation is healed because of new information added to the narrative. Daphne was fine before Eddie reappeared. Instead, the emphasis is thrown onto the illumination that love can provide – both in terms of enlightenment, but also in terms of the warmth, the sheer glow of pleasure that love brings with it. Immediately after the reunion at the Met, Daphne’s husband, Jonathan, goes away for a while in order to clear out his recently deceased mother’s house, and he needs Daphne to reassure him that she isn’t going to have an affair with Eddie while he’s gone. She really isn’t, but it’s profound love that’s come to the surface and there is an intriguing gloss of romance over the two of them. I felt, reading this, that I had an unusual degree of insight into their situation. Since my mother died, I have spent so much more time with my father who is a very quiet and retiring man. Growing up, my mother was always the parental vanguard. She took up the family oxygen and my Dad was fine with that; that was just how we all rolled. But once she had gone, I saw my father in the kind of detail I hadn’t experienced since I was a small child. I notice often these days how very alike we are. But my situation is different, or at least, my father’s is. He’s grieving the loss of a life partner, and he’s always known where to find me, so there is an asymmetry to any rediscovery that’s going on. Still, it gave the first half of the novel an extra glow for me.

However, there’s a danger, with the sort of material Ann Patchett is using, of falling into sentimentality, and sometimes she does. The story that Eddie tells Daphne in the car after the accident, the story that supplies the Whistler of the title, was one such case in point for me. I struggle with sentimentality, though this is not Patchett’s fault. I blame the movie, Ghost, which I sobbed through, mostly from sheer rage at the relentless emotional manipulation I was enduring. On that occasion I was stung by popular culture, and have been allergic to sentiment ever since. So I didn’t pay the right amount of attention to that story about the horse, Whistler, and what it would mean for the book as a whole. For a while after this, the book became very preoccupied with death. It turned out that this was as much Patchett’s theme as love was. I guess that’s the other issue that arises when you collect together a cast of reasonably elderly main characters. And here again Patchett lost me, and I had to skim read most of the final third. I’m not going to even try to justify this one; I just don’t like reading about the ordinary, sad end of life, which is my loss because I love reading about ordinary life in all its other aspects. Though I did read right to the end and felt pleased that Patchett didn’t go for the obvious conclusion. I should have trusted her quality and maybe risked myself more with the sections I skimmed.

So, my own particular troubles with Whistler were highly subjective and really shouldn’t be allowed to cast any shadow on what is an extremely well written, cleverly plotted, richly meaningful and heartfelt novel. Books take their chances with readers, and readers bring baggage. On which note, a final thought about the novel. I wondered how it was that Patchett’s narrative had this crystalline lucidity to it, how the interactions between her characters were so crisp and sharp, their lives so infinitely legible from the brief telling details we’re given. And it struck me that these people bring no baggage with them, shoulder no absurd burdens of responsibility, have no idiosyncratic flaws. There is no randomness to muddy the story. They are deep – but the water runs clear. You can make of that what you will.

Yesteryear, or My Fantasy Is Better Than Your Fantasy

Well, Yesteryear is an odd duck of a book, isn’t it? It’s been a massive hit, the buzziest book of the year so far, and this because of its concept: a dislikeable tradwife influencer wakes up in 1855 and is forced to live the life she’s been mimicking on social media. Only now I’ve finished reading it, it strikes me that the key to this book is not in fact socking it to tradwives, but the fraudulence baked into every single layer of the story. Let me explain what I mean, only to do so there’ll be spoilers. I’ll signal them in advance so you can skip if you need to.

Our main protagonist, Natalie Heller Mills, is a walking superiority complex. She knows the right way to live, and it’s by the precepts of her form of Christianity. You marry and have children, celebrating the traditional family and protecting it at all costs, with women taking on the substantial domestic burden and men working hard to finance it. Maintaining this life is a labour of love about which you remain positive at all times. Expressed in this way it doesn’t sound too bad, except Natalie has been indoctrinated into a version that’s rotten with inauthenticity from the start. Her mother has taught her to say that their father is no longer with them, implying he’s dead, when really the marriage has failed. So Natalie learns another rule, one that adds a draconian element to her ideology – you do not make mistakes, or if you do, they must never show. From here on in, she determinedly pitches her tent in the land of right and righteousness, which is not the trouble-free neighbourhood she expects. She just can’t get her audience to relate to her the way she wants. Be nice, her mother begs when she leaves home for college, be kind, but Natalie doesn’t have that in her. She’s fiercely competitive, which is the opposite of compassionate. And no one has been kind to her. She’s clearly not naturally the child her mother wants her to be, and she’s too odd and peculiar for her peers. She heads off into the world with no understanding of herself, a fixed and highly policed template of who she needs to be, and a lot of unprocessed rage.

At college she marries the first man who falls in love with her – well, the first person ever to appreciate her. Caleb is rich and handsome so how could it go wrong? Unfortunately it becomes apparent that he’s a work-shy drifter, with neither motivation nor purpose, and his family, heavily into politics, is even more committed to pretence and dissimulation than Natalie is. But marriage is forever, or as she puts it, ‘You certainly didn’t leave your husband if he was just a dumb rich guy.’ Motherhood turns out to be a disaster, too, thankless drudgery and sleep deprivation, all for a small tyrant who seems to hate her. Natalie’s postpartum depression is poorly handled by her mother and her husband, who just need her to shape up. Everything’s going wrong, but Natalie can’t negotiate with her own beliefs. If they aren’t right, what of her righteousness? Her beliefs are are her lodestar, her comfort, her justification. She knows they are the only route to happiness. ‘Doubt your doubts before you doubt your faith, sweetheart,’ her mother says. When she’s unsure, she boosts her morale by conjuring up fantasies about her former roommate, Reena, and how awful her secular career woman life must be. Being judgey is the only pleasure she’s got.

Determined to make her family life work, Natalie manipulates her father-in-law into donating the money to buy a big farm in rural Idaho, and in return he makes her promise to have lots more children. Hence Yesteryear ranch is created, and Instagram offers Natalie the perfect way to validate her inauthenticity. She manages to build a substantial following with pictures of her perfect life. Except everything is a lie. The big brood of kids has been created by intimate moments between Natalie and the chicken baster, such is the state of her marriage. The loving relationships she performs with her children are all staged, because her dire inability to cope has resulted in the employment of two nannies. The organic produce from the farm is full of pesticides. Home schooling is indoctrination into Caleb’s QAnon-type conspiracy theories. And all these cracks in the facade become very apparent to a young woman, Shannon, who comes to the ranch in order to create Natalie’s content.

So this is where we enter the story, with Natalie and her lifestyle on the point of complete meltdown. Then the second strand of the novel immediately kicks in. Natalie suddenly finds herself in a home that is a primitive version of her home, with a family that is not quite her family. When she tries to run away, believing herself to have been kidnapped, she mangles her foot in a steel animal trap and the crude first aid she receives is hair-raising. Hovering over her life in a semi-fugue state, Natalie struggles to make sense of what’s happened to her, her favourite premise being that she’s in a particularly brutal reality TV show.

Spoiler’s incoming – skip the next paragraph if you don’t want to know the twist.

Only this is not time travel, or virtual reality, or a reality show, or a kidnapping. It’s just a continuation of the life that Natalie was living, with the narrative taking a skip forward in time, rather than backwards. In the present day strand of story, Shannon has revealed to the world that the whole Yesteryear set up is a fake. Publicly shamed, Natalie has deleted her Instagram account and decided that the problem was inauthenticity. Yes! Only, no. Her solution is to live with Caleb in her house in an even more realistic simulacrum of the homesteading past. By this point, she’s lost it mentally and is barely functioning. Her first set of children have been taken away, but she and Caleb have just created more. What happens from here on in isn’t worth talking about because it’s a complete dog’s dinner of an ending. Natalie has doubled down once again on the rightness of her chosen path and made everything even worse than it was. This is psychologically correct. We know that these mass shaming events don’t work, because cognitive dissonance is so powerful and so painful that offenders can’t compute what’s happened. Mostly, they do just continue to tough it out, denying wrongdoing and suffering terrible mental health consequences. But because of the way the book is set up, this part gets lost in a scramble to find some place to stop narrating.

Okay, safe now!

I call it Sophie Hannah Syndrome. She writes her books by coming up with the most impossible crime scenario she can think of and then works out a way for it to be real. The results, to my mind, are plot resolutions that are either absurdly convoluted, nuts, or both. If a narrative scenario looks impossible to resolve, the chances are it IS impossible to resolve, at least in any truly satisfying way. When will publishers learn? High concept does not necessarily make for a great book. The main problem with this twist, as I see it, is that it’s a twist that acts only on the reader. When the twist happens to the protagonist, the reader can be shocked and appalled in solidarity. The twist in Yesteryear leaves the reader simply duped and wrong-footed. The slight of hand left me feeling, is that all there is to it?

So, for me, the real twist of this novel is that the concept is not, in fact, the concept. This isn’t really a book about motherhood or historical homesteading, but rather about the rage and confusion that results from being sold a concept that can’t possibly live up to its premise. Which is a whole lot of irony! And it’s a shame because there’s a good cautionary tale here about what happens when we allow our beliefs to make us lose touch with reality, an inevitable consequence of clinging to them too tightly. Beliefs are a form of theory about life, a perfect, meaningful fantasy about how life should be led. But theory and practice are radically different things, and the place where they meet requires careful negotiation. So this is also a cautionary tale about the dangers of policing ourselves and others rather than embracing the flawed humanity we all share. It’s a warning about the opportunity social media gives us to promote false selves, an act that will always end in misery, dislocation and self-sabotage. No amount of virtue signalling is worth the ultimate cost of abandoning our vulnerable and imperfect selves. And it’s a reminder that stories distort reality – they put coherence in the place of messy reality and offer something deceptively clear cut when the truth is often nuanced, complex and paradoxical. These are all messages that our social-media obsessed, belief-addled society needs to hear. Unfortunately, they get lost behind an eye-catching concept that can never be sufficiently resolved.

Twenty Books of Summer

Hello! It’s been quite a while, hasn’t it? But there’s something about the 20 Books of Summer challenge that I find irresistible, so a big thank you to the wonderful Annabel for hosting it again. And yes, I know, I posted my choices about this time last year and then disappeared off the face of the blogworld until this moment, but I did read quite a lot of those books and I will return to them another time and put down a few thoughts. There’s much to say about the previous year, but for now, let’s just get on with the books as I’m excited about this summer’s reading.

Fiction

Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke – A tradwife influencer finds herself transported back to 1855 in this buzzy new novel that mixes the cynical publicity games of the internet with a brutal reappraisal of traditional gender roles. I understand there’s a disappointing twist though? Well, I’m just curious to know what all the fuss is about.

North Woods by Daniel Mason – This is one of those novels that follows the fortunes of a rural house in New England over a couple of centuries’ worth of inhabitants, from the earliest American colonies to the present day. Every review I’ve read of it praises the writing, and so this has been on my list to read for a while, waiting for me to have time to devote to it. Rather than wait for that time, it’s on the list now!

The Daffodil Days by Helen Bains – A novel about the ever fascinating Sylvia Plath and Ted Hughes, that follows the final year of Sylvia’s life through the eyes of the people who surround her in the Devon village to which the couple move. I’m not tired of books about Sylvia Plath yet and by many accounts this sounds like a good one.

The Benefactors by Wendy Erskine – Another novel that I’ve been wanting to read for a while. This is a polyphonic novel, set in Belfast, which revolves around various accounts of a sexual assault on a teenage girl and its aftermath. Longlisted for the women’s prize, but again it was good reviews from people I trust that drew me to this one.

Slanting Towards the Sea by Lidija Hilje – I heard about this first from a dear friend who read it and loved it. Set in Croatia it follows the differing fortunes of a divorced couple who reconnect in later life.

The Performance by Claire Thomas – Set in Melbourne during the 2019-20 bushfire season, the novel concerns three women who are all watching a performance of Samuel Beckett’s Happy Days while fires rage around the theatre outside. It’s an innovative narrative that braids the thoughts of the three characters together while the performance takes place. I’ve been loving the more experimental memoirs that I’ve been reading this past year and wanted to try some fiction in the same vein.

Whistler by Ann Patchett – I’ve been on a roll with Ann Patchett novels, loving her last four in a row. Fingers crossed this one doesn’t break the spell. It’s about the reunion between a woman and the stepfather she knew only for a year when she was nine. I really appreciate the way that Patchett seems committed to writing mostly happy books about ordinary life. It shouldn’t be radical or questionable to do that, but some days it seems like it is.

Endling by Maria Reva – This is a bit of a punt for me, not really the kind of thing I would normally choose, but the thought of endangered snails and the Ukrainian marriage industry together in a novel makes me laugh every time. So I decided I had to try it.

The Correspondent by Virginia Evans – This book came from nowhere, it seems, and burst onto the scene by being shortlisted for the Women’s Prize. Again, not a big fan of epistolary novels but the fact it’s had so much word of mouth success makes me want to read it.

Based on a True Story by Delphine de Vigan – A novel I’ve had on my shelf for several years, which does not in any way correlate to a lack of desire to read it! De Vigan writes autobiographical fiction, and in this book she recounts a time in her life when she hadn’t written for three years and was extremely psychologically fragile. At her most vulnerable, a charming new friend, L., comes into her life and gradually takes it over, dressing like de Vigan, answering her emails, eventually giving a talk in her name. It’s Single White Female with a meta dimension, and I am so there for that.

Red Rose, White Rose by Eileen Chang – My son married last year and my new daughter-in-law is Chinese, which has sent me and Mr Litlove on a Chinese reading kick. In this novella, an upright and emotionally constipated man is led astray by his friend’s passionate, spirited wife. Which sounds kind of French to me, but we shall see.

Non-Fiction

A Flat Place by Noreen Masud – It was Simon at Stuck in a Book who reviewed this and made me want to read it. Also, the fact that I’ve lived in East Anglia all my life, the ultimate flat place. And I like books about post-traumatic memory and depression and working through them. So, hopefully lots of interest here.

Famesick by Lena Dunham – it’s been lauded as an excellent memoir, and is mostly about complicated and debilitating chronic illness, which is why I want to read it, but – and it’s a big but – I’ve never watched an episode of Girls. Will I understand anything that’s going on? This one has been on and off the list, but currently I’m intending to try it.

The Red Parts by Maggie Nelson – When Nelson is on form, there’s no one else like her. But when she’s not, it can be excruciating. This is one of her early texts, about the murder of her aunt which remained unsolved until the moment that Nelson was about to publish a book on her life and death. Suddenly an unexpected DNA match was discovered and the case was reopened. This book considers the trial, but also the effect this mystery had on Maggie Nelson’s family over the course of her upbringing, and the fascination the media has with dead white women. Hopefully it’s a good one.

Notes Made While Falling by Jenn Ashworth – This is a book I’ve dipped into over the past couple of years but never sat down properly to read. However, I’ve wanted to give it some consistent attention because everything I’ve read in it has been absolutely brilliant. I suppose you could call it linked essays, all of them exploratory and innovative, that circle around a traumatic experience of giving birth. It’s wide-ranging and disparate in a good way and I’m looking forward to it.

The Woman Warrior by Maxine Hong Kingston – A classic of the memoir genre, five linked stories of autobiography and folklore as Hong Kingston comes to terms with growing up in the USA as a child of Chinese immigrants. An exploration of voice and silence as she hovers between two cultures both of which have different ways of obliterating her story.

Splinters by Leslie Jamison – Written in the wake of her failed marriage, Leslie Jamison explores what it means to be a divorcee, a mother and an artist all at once, and negotiates the arrival of a new love in her life as she considers the patterns that have so far created her. Jamison is an interesting writer, and I rather love that easy, open American style of writing about the self.

Metamorphoses by Ovid – A book I’ve been meaning to read for a long, long time. Back in the days when I was teaching, I read the parts of it about Narcissus and Echo, Cupid and Psyche, and promised myself I’d return one day to read it in its entirety. My knowledge of the classics is dismal! I should do something about that.

Greyhound by Joanna Pocock – I have a thing for Fitzcarraldo and I’ve been going back and forth between this one and This Little Art by Kate Briggs about the business of translation. I think I will stick with Greyhound, but I might change my mind. Anyway, it details two parallel journeys across America that Pocock took, one as a young woman who had just suffered a series of miscarriages, one seventeen years later in her 50s as she traces the footsteps of certain women writers including Simone de Beauvoir and Irma Kurtz.

Indignity by Lea Ypi – Having come unexpectedly across an image of her grandmother on honeymoon in the Alps in 1941, a photo that she’s been told could never exist, Ypi is forced to reconsider all the old family stories. She embarks on a re-imagination of her grandmother’s past as the Ottoman aristocracy gives way to the birth of the Balkans and a communist state. I’m intrigued by the question in the blurb about what moral authority we have in the present to judge our ancestors in the past. Yes, that’s worth considering.

So that’s my list for 2026. It’s women almost all the way this summer, with only two male authors in the mix, but I’m okay with that. What do you think of my choices?

New Books and some DNFs

It’s been a while since I last had a tally up of new books – at least, it feels like a while and I sincerely hope it is, given the number I seem to have acquired.

In paper form, there is: Judith Hermann’s We Would Have Told Each Other Everything, a book of autofiction I’m very excited about. The blurb says it melds psychology, writing and friendship, ‘reflecting on when life becomes fiction, how dependable memory can be, and how close one’s dreams come to reality.’ Conversations with Rilke, by Maurice Betz, is the memoir of Rilke’s French translator, who knew him well in his later life. I’ve been waiting for this to come out for months, but a first flick through the pages makes me a little nervous about the writing style. I hope it isn’t ponderous. Jenn Ashworth’s Notes Made While Falling, a collection of essays I’ve given to several people but don’t own a copy of myself. The Last Days of Roger Federer and Other Endings by Geoff Dyer, in which Dyer explores the ‘late achievements of a variety of writers, painters, athletes and musicians.’ I’ve enjoyed Dyer’s essays before and these look intriguing and, it must be said, structurally unhinged. And finally Business as Usual, by Jane Oliver and Ann Stafford, an epistolary novel about a young woman running the library in a thinly disguised Selfridges in the 1930s. It was a recommendation from both Susan and Jacqui that looked irresistible

In digital form I have:

Most of these will be familiar to book bloggers, I think. The Kate van der Borgh is a bit out of my comfort zone, genre-wise, but it’s set in Cambridge and I’m a sucker for novels in my home town. Careless People attracted me because of the effort Facebook’s lawyers put into trying to suppress it. And Fierce Appetites continues my interest in memoir writing, especially as this is by an Irish academic who specialises in Medieval literature. A brief review of it really caught my eye; it said ‘The next time I feel mildly embarrassed about bumping into my student in my gym kit, I will remember this young lady and her threesomes and problems with drinking.’ It made me laugh. I’m terrible about reading books in translation and at reading diversely and so when I saw the winner of the International Booker Prize as a deal of the day, I decided to try it. Sarah Manguso I’ve read before and admired, and Anna Hope I’ve never read before, but have seen her much admired.

The majority of these are recent publications and I’m hoping I’ll do better with them than some of the other new(ish) releases I’ve tried recently.

This sounded so attractive that I used a monthly Audible credit on it. The book is a series of linked essays by the obituary writer for The Economist. She is also, apparently, a poet and a biographer. The general idea, I think, is to consider how we capture life on the page, using material from her own long and illustrious career. I didn’t get very far with this at all, in fact, I haven’t actually managed to finish listening to the first essay. It’s just a splurge of details, with the author waxing lyrical about tiny artifacts or views of a person’s house or… well I can’t really recall because it all merged into one. I didn’t know where it was going or what it wanted to say and I found myself completely lost in the weeds. I find listening to books requires more effort than reading them, and a lot of the effort goes in hanging onto details while I fit them into the overarching plot. The plot creates the easy container and without it, the experience dissolved into a stream of tiny component parts that failed to create something larger than their sum. I feel bad about this book and in theory would like to try it again, starting on the second essay. But so far, I haven’t gone anywhere near it and I may have to assume my interest in it has died.

This was another disappointment. I’d never read Rachel Joyce, fearing that her books would be a bit sentimental for me. But this had an intriguing premise. It’s a dysfunctional family story that concerns the four grown children of popular artist, Vic Kemp. He’s a sort of Jack Vettriano clone, who has made a lot of money but craves critical acclaim. His wife died shortly after the birth of his fourth child, and the family has muddled along ever since, becoming this unusually tight and self-enclosed tribe. The novel opens as Vic announces to his offspring that he’s found the love of his life in a twentysomething influencer called Bella Mae, and he intends to marry her. This announcement blindsides his children in a way that seems remarkably excessive and they spend the next three hours (yes, this was another audiobook) discussing how awful it is and how much they love each other and how co-dependent they all are, and we get an absolute ton of back story anecdotes provided as evidence. Finally we get some plot: Vic marries his girlfriend at his fancy villa in Italy without telling anyone, and then is found dead. Cue children rushing out to Italy in states of horror and shock that they introspect a LOT about. By this point, my life was beginning to feel very short. I returned the book.

Happily this was just a 99p Kindle bargain that I took a punt on because I thought the cover was so attractive. And of course, the memoir angle again. Stroud has apparently written several memoirs and this is her fourth, I think. This book is all about the meaning of home – in this case the Ridgeway in Wiltshire, near to the extraordinary white horse carved into the landscape – as Stroud and her five children face the prospect of moving to America. Stroud’s husband, Pete, has some sort of important job that means he spends the vast majority of his time travelling abroad, and he has come to the decision that the family needs to settle in Washington, where he’ll be able to be more present. Clover is torn between wanting to spend more time with her husband, and the recognition that she is deeply attached to her home and the surrounding countryside. And besides, she’s spent the past six years bringing up the kids by herself, and there’s resentment here, inevitably, that grows with this peremptory seeming demand. I ought to have enjoyed this, but once again, the sheer wordiness of the prose – repeatedly described in many reviews I read as ‘fluid prose’ – defeated me. I accepted that the first chapter might linger over descriptions of the area and the relationship between Stroud and Pete, as a certain scene-setting might be necessary. But as I ploughed through the second chapter, in which Clover takes the kids to a nearby fair for the day, the pages of lyrical description about a field ground me down. I did look at the reviews online for this one and they are mostly full of fervent admiration, so don’t let me dissuade you. I think I just have to accept that the inner landscape of people interests me a great deal more than the outer landscape does.