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Apr. 29th, 2010 11:39 pm
killing_rose: Raven on an eagle (Default)
To clarify: this journal is, and has been, for a while access-locked. If you subscribe, chances are good that I will end up giving you access.

Edit 3/14/23:

I'm a 34 year old nonbinary queer being with some complicated race, culture, and gender issues. I live in a studio apartment in one of the major cities along the Missouri, and I have two cats, a long distance partner, and am a knitter. I have some very specific and profane opinions on a great many things and have stopped censoring myself to make others happy. All that got me for a decade was pain and I'm done with that shit. 

I currently go by kr or Annie, but I'm currently looking for a replacement name, as I outgrew Annie and the wallet name a long time ago, and kr was given to me by people I have no interest in keeping ties to. [Killing_rose is tied directly to my childhood and I'm fine keeping it.]  

I figure it's past time to do this:

I'm Annie on the internet and other names elsewhere. I'm an undergrad at a tiny liberal arts college.  Correction, have graduated and am now home in AK.  Correction (a year after moving back to my home state). Moved to one of those "fly-over states". It feels more like home than anywhere else has in a long, long time. Even if there are no Alaskan-type mountains.

Sometimes, I make interesting posts. Sometimes, I bitch about something stupid that my home state has done this week. Sometimes, I use this journal exactly as I originally intended: to save my sanity and look at something in my head. Occasionally, I post recipes.
Cut to spare me, to be perfectly honest )
killing_rose: Raven on an eagle (Default)
Please do share everywhere you can if you so wish. Discussion of suicidality below and some frankness about my mental illness/neuroatypicality.

https://ko-fi.com/ravenyarnworks

so. Things are not well. Not only did I have a month without income, things have taken a turn for the worse.

Read more... )

Hence 1000 minimum.

I WILL give you a knitted item (my choice) if you donate 25 dollars or more and let me know you want something.
killing_rose: chocolate truffles (truffles)
Okay, so. Options for CBD:
-vaping
-edibles
-oil
-capsules
-aerosol
-suppository

Nota bene: I am not going to cover this super in-depth and I am not a scientist.

CBD because several people have asked )
killing_rose: Raven on an eagle (Default)
I cannot say this enough: Thank y'all to anyone who signal boosted, donated, etc. :)
killing_rose: Two Alices with the word "Fear" in a red box over half their face (Alice fear)
So. I would at least make a widget for this, but I am kind of epically upset with myself, and epically upset I am having to do this. And epically out of cope, and unable to fully remember html tags, much less widgets.
 
Here's the backstory: If you recall, my job took away Br. What I have not said is that they didn't give me another LO, therefore leaving me with a list of about 10 files or less for multiple weeks. Since part of my paycheck is dependent on how many loans I close, my paycheck the last two paychecks (and probably the next two, at minimum) has been...petite.
 
In and of itself, this wouldn't be an issue. But. This is the paycheck of the month that I pay rent with, and with the other obligations I have, plus how tiny my paycheck's been, I was already going to be skint without any other problems/bills/obligations. 
 
Unfortunately, I got slammed with another bill I have to pay: health insurance. I've paid for the last month of this year's (first paycheck of the month, and, last year when I got health insurance, they just removed from my bank account New Year's 2014), but because of how this new insurance company works, now I get pay for my new health insurance today or else I won't be covered next year. And because of Brain Wrong, I have two health bills I haven't paid on time, and a third that automatically deducts in about two days.
 
So. I'm throwing my hat into the ring and asking for help. One dollar, three dollars, whatever will help. Ideally, I need about 500 to dig myself out of this delightful little hole, but. Any little bit helps. 
 
My paypal account is firegoddess666@gmail.com. And since I don't have a handy widget, I promise to keep a running tally for y'all. 
 
I'm not going to lie: I will do my level best to send thank you cards/notes/et cetera, but I may be unable to scrape up the cope and sanity to do. So. Thank you, and just as I've tried to pay it forward since y'all helped get me here safely, I will continue to pay it forward. 
 
I've made this entry public so that you can share it if you wish to. 

Edit: At close to two days in, y'all have donated close to $320. Thank you. I cannot say that enough. If I get 400, rent won't completely terrify me this month. (I checked my balance after all bills, including the insurance but not rent, were paid today. I may have gone a little pale.)

Edit the third: Three days(ish) in, I have $375. Thank you thank you thank you.

Edit the last: I have something over 500 dollars. (My brain is literally broken enough after this week that I don't remember exactly how much.)

killing_rose: Raven on an eagle (Default)

I don’t count calories. When I do, I head down paths that I don’t like—and that worry my shrink. But that said, my goal is to typically eat healthily, not least because my sense of body image tends to be skewed.

But then, we get to the various desserts that I’ve made for my family.  And all bets are off. This one, I’m including both the dairy and gluten free version and how I assume one would make the untested gluten-filled version. I’ve also included the various ways that I have interpreted the original.

 

Amaretto Brownies--how food can be fun )

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