This one is for you Valentin… I miss you so much.

I’ve learned that the pain will never go away.  But I also learned to stop fighting it. I’ve come to a place of surrender. It’s not giving in, it’s not giving up. 

It’s a way of letting healing happen. 

When I was writing this music, I felt something different. Hard to explain…

There was this sort of pulsing rhythmic feel that reminded me of a heartbeat. Your heartbeat. When you died, your heart was still so strong, that it now provides the life beat for another human being. Indeed your heart is greater than your wounds…

I will always miss you while I’m here on earth.

Happy 19th my beautiful boy

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My desire is that those who listen - can feel Hope through the music, the art, the words… through sharing this personal insight of struggle and surrender.

-Tony