Ignorance; How Many Licks Does it Take…

Premature-Ejaculation-How-to-Talk-to-Your-Doctor-3I have been away for quite a long time now. I never thought I would come back to my blog for many reasons. After two years of writing and posting and commenting on other fellow bloggers’ posts, I was exhausted. To make matters worse I went through a period of self-seclusion and deprivation from many mundane things. During this absence I’ve had many great ideas about posts I should have written, of things troubling me and observations made while being in a “lock-up”. Yet, every time I set down to write, my thoughts had vanished, or they did not hold any sort of importance any longer. I felt lazy and lost, in my world, routine and loneliness.

The choices we make in our lives may not be the best nor well-thought at the time, but they do indeed serve a purpose, even if that same purpose is damaging. I do believe theirs is a sadomasochistic side to each and every one of us and though some have an outlet for that, others do not. For my part, I have truly outdone myself on performing the masochistic role throughout my life. There’s no judgment behind this last statement at all, I am merely expressing a truth.

I have always fought against all those (usually religious people) who believe that by denying yourself almost everything, you are closer to God and piety. My reasoning, to which sad persons are totally oblivious, is very simple; how and why would God care what you denied yourself in the first place, if He/She is ever loving and forgiving and always wants the best for his/her children? You can pick any holy book you want and believe in any god you want, yet the everlasting constant is that God, be that of the three monotheistic religions, or gods of any other one, never limit themselves when it comes excess. So why should we?Screen shot 2011-08-31 at 12.32.05 PM As John Donne puts it; Why should reason and intent born in me, make my sins more heinous? We are creature of intent and need. We crave, we desire, we lust, we hate, we love, we loathe. We are in a nutshell, driven. Why is loss acceptable as part of life, while gain is seen as selfish, prideful and a sin? Continue reading

Funny Business

I wanna thank Lodisha Marie, for her posts below, I was rollin’ reading them, hope to have you back soon gurrrl, love ya like watered down cool-aid. Now, back to real business, no more fooling around. Have you ever passed by a business and wondered what they were thinking when they named it, or seen an advert and thought; what the hell are they selling? Well, it has happened to me, and by the look of the pictures below you’ll get a pretty good idea yourselves. Enjoy it… 😛390490_347414872017928_966280709_n

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Silently Silenced – Paving the Path to Neo-nonconformism

My refusal to be silenced is only overshadowed by my absolute refusal to adhere to the rules of a society I deem to be inferior to my intelligence. Thus, as egotistical as it may seem, by telling the truth and shaming the Devil, I’m paving the way to allow understanding between myself and those inferior to me. This clearly includes and goes beyond gender and sexual identity and straight to the very core of the absolute imbecility of human interaction, where individuals feel they have the innate divine right to silence the opposition by simply applying “pious number addition”. – Lucianus 2012

When Words are not Enough: Prelude to Decay

Those of you who have been following my blog it will come as a surprise reading this, as I have rarely spoken about social issues which were not directed to specific matters such as LGBT rights, psychological disorders and male sexuality.

It’s been a long time since I spoke about social issues which encompass all of us, the entire society as a whole, by exposing to the least my personal disdain and to the most my rage towards our so called reality and society. There comes a time when a person must express his own rage regarding what the aforementioned have become, pure and utter obsolete remnants of a decaying past perpetuated into the present and pushed forward as the golden ideals of what the future should and will be like for all of us. Let us start evaluating the present, our everyday lives, and social, economical, psychological as well as cultural issues at hand.

Our everyday lives have become a constant reminder of what we’re striving for, which is survival. It was never meant to be a matter of living in order to work, but the opposite. If we strive only to work in order to survive what part of our lives is any longer about living life? If we’re underpaid, working extended hours and earning fewer wages while bills pile up and things get more expensive so we work harder in order to make it through and make ends meet, what are we living for? A brighter future, and if so for whom? A better tomorrow, and if so what about today? We’ve been indoctrinated into believing that the only way for us to have a better tomorrow is to go to college, earn a degree and soon all doors will be opened. When did it become ok to collect debt in order to further our education? When did we become as silly as to believe that by earning that degree we automatically have better chances than most to have a career? What you most hear today is those same young people who after finishing college return home, as they can’t afford to live on their own and it’s becoming increasingly harder to find an entry position with any company, because the system in place asks that besides you bachelors degree you must have working experience in the same field? Isn’t it an oxymoron to ask someone who just finished college to also have 1 to 2 years entry level experience, and where would have such individual acquired it while s/he was pushing all nighters to study for mid-term exams and perhaps working at your local 7 Eleven or CVS or Walgreens? What has our education become when you have shows such as “Are You Smarter than a 5th Grader?” and people at home watching it go; I know that. Of course you should know that you stupid ass bitch, you’re 30 years old. Continue reading

Women, Men and Trauma

Article by RICHARD ZWOLINSKI, LMHC, CASAC & C.R. ZWOLINSKI – Original Article Posted by www.psychcentral.com

C.R. shares more thoughts on trauma:

I watched in horror as a little boy of about five was whacked—hard—across his face on the subway. His mother began to berate him, calling him names (“retard” was one of the ones I remember), ridiculing him. He didn’t cry. He just stared straight ahead, as if he wasn’t in his body.

I desperately wanted to do something, but there was only a subway worker in uniform and me on the train and she just looked the other way. Plus, it looked like the mother had some kind of weapon stuck in the top of her jeans.

At the next stop, I got off and asked another woman what to do. She, too, told me it’s not a crime to smack your kid. But this mother didn’t just “smack” him. She put all her force into the blow. I knew I couldn’t identify her (I mainly looked at the little boy and then turned away in case I would incite her anger against him.) I didn’t know what else to do. I felt defeated.

This was quite a while ago. But, if you live in New York, and you take public transportation, this is not all that unusual. Continue reading

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