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Greetings, traveller! Welcome to Highly's House of the Peculiar. Public posts are mostly bookish: regular reading updates (What are You Reading Wednesdays, only I normally do them on weekends), book reviews, and other bits and pieces.

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Access locked posts tend to be personal navel-gazing: I do grant access, but usually only if I've interacted with you a bit first.
highlyeccentric: Arthur (BBC Merlin) - text: "SRSLY" (SRSLY)

From The Mandarin: Santow tips the bucket on AI slop

In a landmark speech delivered to the Sir Vincent Fairfax Oration in Sydney on Thursday, former human rights commissioner and now sought-after ethical adviser and academic Ed Santow delivered a serious wake-up call to assorted artificial intelligence cheer squad leaders and positivity meme flunkies.

Santow is positive about AI but also highly aware of its impact on societal functions, governance, and culture.

In a tightly woven speech that planted a deep stake in the necessity of the retention of knowledge and memory, Santow argued that “history matters on its own terms”, and its interpretation is also powering the next version of what we know as language models dip into the well.

“As AI disrupts our economy, politics, society and environment, I will make three arguments today:

AI might seem like it comes from the future, but it learns from the past, and so it also anchors us to that past.
Our history — or rather our choices about the versions of history that are recorded and remembered — influences how AI takes shape.
It is not enough that we expose AI systems to a ‘more accurate’ view of history; we must also draw the right lessons from history if we are to avoid repeating the mistakes and injustices of the past,” Santow said.
Exposure of AI to better feedstock is a difficult topic because, in large part, it assumes that the quality of inputs will self-correct problematic outputs. Yeah nah.

“Throughout history, we have built machines that are born like Venus — fully formed. When a car rolls off the production line, all it needs is a twist of a key or the press of a button, and it will work as intended. This is not true of AI,” Santow argued.

“AI systems start as ignorant as a newborn — perhaps even more so. A baby will search for its mother’s breast even before the baby can see. An AI system possesses none of a baby’s genetic instincts. Nothing can be assumed. All knowledge must be learned. The process of teaching an AI system — known as ‘machine learning’ — involves exposing the machine to our world.”

There’s a further problem, too, and it’s a systemic one. As internet pioneers like Vint Cerf noted, the great tech behemoth has trouble retaining both memory and history.

“The regime that should be in place [is] one in which old software is preserved; hardware can be emulated in the files so we can run old operating systems and old software so we can actually do something with the digital objects that have been captured and stored,” Cerf said in 2018.

“Think of all the papers we read now, especially academic papers that have URL references. Think about what happens 10, 20, 50 years from now when those don’t resolve anymore because the domain names were abandoned or someone forgot to pay the rent.”

That’s now happening.

But the warnings are at least a decade old.






I am wary of the about-face in my thinking on Large Language Models. Right through my time in lit academia, I was unusually positive about LLM and its uses in my field. I do not have the skillset, for instance, to work with or for Digipal, but I find their stuff REALLY COOL. It was something of a frustration to my mentors (and me, tbh) that the kind of literary scholarship I wanted to do just... didn't call for these kinds of digital tools. Even in the literary composition realm - while I encountered some truly un-informed uses of LMMs - I was significantly more willing than most literature scholars to believe that LLM linguistics could make findings as to authorship, at least on a "more likely than not" level.

In part, that is because in first-year English I was assigned some readings (in a sub-unit module on functional linguistics for literary studies) which looked at how forensic linguistics, focused not only on easily-identifiable dialect words but on patterns of "filler" words and sentence structure, had demonstrated throughout the 90s that Australian police were influencing interview records, particularly from Indigenous subjects, in ways which ranged from outright fabrication to shaping/skewing interview reports.** The case made by pragmatics is that individual speakers' uses of function words, sentence structure, etc, are shaped by context (e.g. are you or are you not a policeman), but can also, with sufficient corpus, be distinguished among individuals. I don't really see any reason to suppose that Billy Shakes is any more unique than the wrongfully convicted Mr Kelvin Condren, or that imitators of/collaborators with Billy Shakes would be less detectable to an algorithm than false police reports. Oh, there are other factors - can't use punctuation for early modern texts, because the printers did that part; medieval texts have layers of author, scribe, oral retellings and subsequent copyings, etc. I've never yet encountered such an identification that I'd hang my hat on as absolutely conclusive out of nowhere, but such studies never come out of nowhere and texts always have some context you can look at. Likely enough to work with? Sure.

I am very wary, therefore, of my current tendency to reskeet dunkings upon AI, sweeping statements about the "word association machine", etc. There are, in addition to fascinating historical uses of LLMs, very important practical ones! I would like to see those continue and be improved upon!***

I don't think I'm 100% wrong about generative LLMs producing "slop" at the moment, that's pretty clear. But I am concerned that I'm plugged in to a social media feed of academics and wonks who not only see all the current problems but also seem to be unaware of or walking back on the previously attested promising uses. So. I am not recirculating nearly as much as I read, and I am trying to weight my reading via sources like The Mandarin, rather than via Academics Despairing or other versions of the BlueSky Hot Take mill.

The article above says that Santow is "positive about AI". I rather wish it had covered what Santow is positive about, because from what they've quoted from him as to the things to be wary of, he seems to have a nuanced grip on things.

* A stand-out was a linguist using the out-of-copyright editions in the Corpus of Middle English Prose and Verse, apparently unaware how much editorial shaping went into them, or that they are not at all up-to-date, or, upon quizzing by one of my colleagues, that the poetic texts might predate the manuscripts and differ significantly from spoken English at the time of the manuscript composition while also not reflecting spoken English of the putative poem composition date.

** I don't have my 2005 syllabi to hand anymore, more fool me. I do not think that the article we were given was Diana Eades, "The case for Condren: Aboriginal English, pragmatics and the law", Journal of Pragmatics 20.2 (1993) 141-162, but it definitely cited that article and Condren's case. Condren is a QLD case and I think the article I read was about a cohort of WA police transcripts - but that article I just cited is useful in that it has a good-enough overview in the unpaywalled abstract to illustrate my point.

*** For instance, PHREDSS, the system which monitors presentations to NSW emergency departments and produces a read-out with alerts of Public Health Interest, is an LLM. You can find a fairly readable evaluation of its use in regional NSW in relation to large gatherings and public health disaster response on the Department of Health and Aging's website. What I know from my Sources in stats is that the surveilance model is designed specifically for how emergency departments use language and record presentations, and then even the simplest-seeming uses for public health are looked at by experts in both this kind of stats, and epidemology.
The example I was given by my Sources was "pneumonia": in 2020, every day our good friend PHREDSS delivered unto the NSW government its ED data, tagged by presenting condition and location. Pneumonia was a leading indicator for COVID-19 at the time. However, someone has to check and weed out the "person didn't actually drown but they got water on the lungs" kind of pneumonia. (Given what I now know about the frequency of aspiration risks in the elderly and people with chronic illnesses, it's not going to be the surfing accidents that are the main reason you need a human to look at it: it's that if you get a statistical spike in pneumonia admissions from aged care homes in X region, you could be looking at a viral outbreak or you could be looking at some systemic failure of care leading to a whole bunch of elderly people aspirating and it not being addressed appropriately, leading to pneumonia.) This 2015 article looks at the ED-side data capture problems relating to "alcohol syndrome", and whether such data has "positive predictive" value for public health, if this sort of thing tickles your brain.
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Attempts to Post About Things this week have mostly failed. Instead, let me inform you all that I noticed that The Longest Johns had put out the last of their eight-part series "Pieces of Eight" (instead of an album, eight "singles" of three tracks each). I had actually missed pieces 5, 6 and 7, so I have many shanties and ballads to catch up on.

Currently I am particularly enjoying:



But there is also new-to-me Australiana! And I believe it also ought to be brought to the attention of [personal profile] monksandbones, who I know keeps a playlist of "Peril on the Sea".



The fun thing about this being recorded by the Longest Johns is that Longest Johns fans keep a "longest song" wiki with surprisingly good historical info and links out to other sites. Why have I never heard this "Traditional Australian folk song"? Well, the answer is it probably just wasn't that popular. "Folkstream" quote John Meredith, who in a later publication said he had collected the song in 1954 from Mary Byrnes, who at 73 recalled having sung it as a child (late 1880s or early 1900s).

The wreck in question was of a steamship travelling between Melbourne and Newcastle, which foundered off Jervis Bay in 1876.1 The lyrics as recorded at Folkstream, from Meredith's version and from a contributor's father, have the look of "ballad made to go in newspapers".

I guess John Meredith didn't like the song that much - a founding member of The Bushwhackers, many of the lesser-known folk songs in their discography were drawn from his collecting work. And so the song, or at least the tune, passed out of all knowledge, until, when chance came, it ensnared a new musician...

The Longest Song says that Australian folk artist Kate Burke found it in the Australian Folk Music Archives in the NLA - they cite Mainly Norfolk, but only one of the sources quoted there says she was the one who found it. The quote from Burke and her collaborator Ruth Hazelton says they were given Meredith's 1954 recording of Mary Byrne singing by Chris Sullivan (mind you, when I look up the late Chris Sullivan talking about his PhD research, not only does it seem that his contribution was working with the _music_ of Australian folk song, not just the lyrics, but a substantial chunk of the tapes in his collection he found in the NLA).

One way or the other, Kate Burke transcribed Mary Byrnes' version, and added the refrain. Her basic arragement and refrain are now the standard for all subsequent recordings. That explains why the refrain feels... different. The tune continues but the style is different (although I also think I have encountered this mix of ballad with lullaby-esque refrain before, in other modernised folk songs).

But wait, there's more! I can use Trove too, friends, I can use Trove too. Mary Byrne also pops up in the newspaper record: in 1954 (the same year she spoke to John Meredith), she appears to have spoken with, and sung for, a Russel Ward, who recorded the lyrics of The Wreck of the Dandenong in an article for the Sydney Morning Herald (25 May 1954). Ward specifically notes that Byrne recalls this as a song she sang during harvest time, part of a class of songs which, Ward feels, are unknown in the city or even in coastal settlements.

I could only fish two results out of Trove: the earlier one provides not a song, but a poem. The Newcastle Sun, on 12 September 1931 commemorated the 56th (why?) anniversary of the sinking of the Dandenong on its childrens' page, complete with a poem which pretty closely resembles the version collected by Meredith - but more closely matches the fragmentary version which folkstream published, sent in by Margaret Lloyd-Jones according to the memory of her father Mick Frawley of Toowoomba (QLD). The Newcastle Sun in 1931 attributes the poem to James Brennan of Anvil Creek, near Greta (NSW), and report that it was sent to them by his daughter Mrs R L M Robinson, of Mereweather West (NSW).

I don't have access to a copy of John Meredith and Hugh Anderson's "Folk Songs of Australia and the Men and Women Who Sang Them" (various editions 1960-something-1980-something), but the google books snippet for volume 2 of the 1987 edition tells me that someone named Harry sang them a version to "quite different" tune, which was in fact so close to Auld Lang Syne that the said Harry slipped seamlessly from one to the other.

Now, it's quite possible that the daughter of James Brennan misremembered her father's authorship. I'm annoyed that I can't find any earlier printing of that poem than 1931 - a very plausible origin for a little-known folk song with two tunes, one relatively distinct and one very close to Auld Lang Syne would be if people had independently picked up a poem and set it to music - one resulting in the current tune, with drift in lyrics over time, and the other set originally to Auld Lang Syne, with slight drift in the tune over time through musician-to-musician teaching/adjusting. Mouvance, as I am obliged as a medievalist to say.

This has been: peril on the sea, and voyages into Trove.nla.gov.au.

Edit: of all the things that are Wrong on The Internet, I do not know why this one is the first thing to actually impel me to edit a wiki, but screw it, I have made a fandom.com wiki editing account and added the citations from Trove to the Longest Song. The WaybackMachine has a record of the version of the page that I used originally.

1. Observers of niche Australian facts may know that while most of the bay and its shore are within NSW, most of the southern headland - including Jervis Bay Village and Wreck Bay village - are an exclave consituting perhaps the least-notable Territory of Australia: the Jervis Bay Territory, exclaved from NSW in 1915 to provide a port for the future capital. It currently has a naval base, it is administered directly by the Federal Government (in addition, the Wreck Bay Aboriginal Community Council exercises various governance functions over about 90% but not all of the Territory). The laws of the ACT apply there, and its residents vote in the Division of Fenner (same as ACT residents) for Federal elections, but it is not part of the ACT and its residents do not vote in ACT elections. All of this postdates the wreck of the Dandenong, I just wanted to share these largely useless facts.
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I have not had the werewithal to make link-roundups relating to either my local jurisdiction or the Global State Of Things.

If I had been regularly LinkPosting, I would nevertheless have said that if one read almost exclusively Aus content, OR one has not been keeping up with any of the global developments in this field: one could do worse than the dw_news post re Mississipi. It is, in a way which I appreciate, quite heavily tilted to the "we cannot FUNCTIONALLY do the thing you have asked" side of things.

Behold, A Link.
highlyeccentric: Monty Python - knights dancing the Camelot Song (Camelot song)
The OP whose post escaped containment is set to "logged in users only", as were the quote-skeets that showed up on my timeline. I have found some examples for demonstration purposes:

Slightly diminish a band: Neutral Milk Air BnB

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— S.R. Lee (she/her) (srleeauthor.com) August 13, 2025 at 5:41 PM


I enjoyed this CanCon specific list, although I don't recognise all of the bands:

Canadian version:

The Guess How
The Unfortunate Hip
Hurry
April Cider
Nude Women
Martha and the Biscuits
Men without Toques
Crayon Square
The Walleye
Big Sweetener
Fairly Damp

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— ShariM ([bsky.social profile] thedanglybits.bsky.social [BlueskySocial]) August 13, 2025 at 4:29 PM


A "visible to logged in users only" post provided "Moderately Sized Sea", which I also enjoyed.

I enjoyed seeing how many close variations on "Sternly Worded Letter to the Machine", "Foo Complainers", "They Might Be Taller than Average" and "Scantily Clad Ladies" there were. I enjoy seeing lots of people enthusiastically making the same joke, I feel it says something endearing about the social function of wordplay.

The ones which ought to be both amusing and repetitive but are neither because there isn't a clear "slightly diminished" option were also interesting. Blush, Rose, and Salmon Floyd were all attested, but so was Beige Floyd. I liked Deep Lavender, but it only came up once, unlike the Floyds. Both "Unseasoned Girls" and "Seasoned Girls" are attested. There is no concensus on the slight diminishment of Pearl Jam (Oyster Jam? Mother-of-Pearl Jam? Pearl Jelly?). Many people are wrong, I submit, with offerings such as "carressing pumpkins" (the people who say "mashing", "bruising", etc are correctly identifying slight diminishment).

"U1" was repetitive and not particularly funny, but the dryness of this contribution tickles me:

Duran

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— Gregory Crosby ([bsky.social profile] monostich.bsky.social [BlueskySocial]) August 13, 2025 at 10:49 AM


Also very amusing in its understatement:

Bap!

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— Britality ([bsky.social profile] britality.bsky.social [BlueskySocial]) August 13, 2025 at 11:17 AM


I believe this is my funniest contribution, although I am going to subject you to the Aus-specific list as well:

Consort

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— Az ([bsky.social profile] amisamileandme.bsky.social [BlueskySocial]) August 13, 2025 at 3:16 PM


Also very funny of me, I believe:

Sting and the Traffic Wardens

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— Az ([bsky.social profile] amisamileandme.bsky.social [BlueskySocial]) August 13, 2025 at 12:17 PM


AusContent Slightly Diminished Bands:

  • Alternating Current
  • Reasonable Bedtime
  • The Frasers
  • Multiple Occupancy Dwelling
  • Duke Gizzard and the Lizard Hedge-witch
  • Employees On Break
  • The Benevolent Spirits
  • Ambulance Blues
  • Wooden Stool
  • Feral Yard
  • Refrigerator
  • Collective of the Middle Aged
  • Backstroke


  • Someone else went for "Pewterchair", and I agree, Wooden Stool might be more than slightly diminished.

    I was really stuck on one particular band, but it the answer has finally occurred to me.

    Slightly Diminished AusCon Bands, Addenda:

  • Ruminator


  • The actual winner of this mediocre pun game must surely be locked-to-logged-in poster eggbert dot bluesky dot social with "Slightly diminish a band: The E♭ Street Band", for introducing a secondary pun on theme.

    Someone else came up with a more accessible version of "Reasonable Bedtime" but I maintain I'm more in the spirit of the actual band title. "Ambulance Blues" isn't funny at all, but gives me a sense of satisfaction anyway (I checked my lore on the Aus band, then read a Rolling Stone retrospective about a US-Canadian artist... and now I know more about both!).

    Meanwhile a DIFFERENT locked-to-logged-in user was making jokes about Mustang Sally, and that is how I, at today years old, learned that that is not a song about a woman and her strong bond with a formerly-feral horse which lacks decorum.

    Upon looking up Mustang Sally, I discovered:

    - I have been misattributing it to Joe Cocker for many years
    - The version I recognise is from a movie soundtrack about working-class Irish youth singing RNB???



    and also

    - The whole movie tie-in album for the movie The Commitments is actually pretty fun.

    Anyway that has kept me amused today in tiny phone-checking breaks.

    Please, slightly diminish your favourite bands for me.
    highlyeccentric: Monty Python - knights dancing the Camelot Song (Camelot song)
    Courtesy of a recent subscriber bonus episode (preview here of Gender Reveal, I have discovered Mal Blum, who has a new album out (I think I had previously had their country-ish EP on a list of queer country music that I was slowly working through, but never got to that one). I am enjoying it.



    I like this song and was amused by Mal and Tuck discussing people taking it too literaly.

    The music video is... weird, though. It seems average-good, close-ups on the singer appropriate to the song. But the group choreography is... weird. Perhaps just "niche indie artist can't afford really cutting edge music video"? But am I wrong in thinking that it felt like the choreographer did not know what kind of person Mal is or whose gaze to showcase them for?

    I may have to go back and look at some of Mal's older music videos and form Opinions.
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    Today, the internet decided to create a travel guide for Me, Personally, in the form of a mildly-viral thread about unique museums:

    what is the most unique museum u have visited
    for me possibly the ramen museum

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    — darth™️ ([bsky.social profile] darthbluesky.bsky.social [BlueskySocial]) August 1, 2025 at 2:38 PM


    After some thought, the most unique museum I have visited is the Tobacco and Salt Museum in Tokyo. It's unique among oddly-specific museums because it *isn't* someone's collection of Stuff that got out of hand, it's a well-curated museum run by Japan Tobacco, the company which formed when the Japan Tobbaco and Salt Public Corporation privatised. That corporation controlled the import anad manufacture of both both products in Japan until the 80s, hence it makes perfect sense to have a museum on the history of both! They also have an exhibition space: when I visted, they had an exhibition about matchboxes.

    Here are some notes on other oddly specific museums I have visited. I included the Shipwreck Museum (Freemantle, Western Australia) in my Bluesky thread, but on reflection, there are a fair number of Shipwreck Museums in the world which approach maritime history through that lens. It's unique in that it's specific to Freemantle, but I gather that many maritime museums are simiarly local.

    - The Phallological Museum, Rekjiavik: goes without saying. I found the bull's pizzle particularly enlightening (being familiar with the Fallstaff insult "you bull's pizzle").
    - The Musée d'Eroticisme in Paris: Bad, at least as of 2011. Racist in the "insulting anthropologists" way - groups artefects from ancient Europe with items from 19th c Pacific Island cultures as "primitive". Collection of premodern Japanese art is wildly more heterosexual than, statistically, one ought to expect. The section on 19th c Paris was also way Too Straight, and dismissive of primary sources which reported lesbian relationships between sex workers/dancers/etc.
    - The Schwules Musem, Berlin: has no permanent collection so every time you visit you get two exhibits on specific aspects of German queer history. When K and I visted there was an exhibition on queer experiences of disability, which was cool in many ways and which I thought did an excellent job with a quiet little corner on Nazi eugenic programs; and there was a fascinating exhibit on the East Berlin squat the "Tuntenhaus" (home to high fag drag queens and trans femmes) in the context of radical squat culture of the 80s.
    - The Derwent Pencil Museum in Keswick: personally, I found this disappointing. Not enough museum too much shilling for Big Pencil.
    - The Swiss Puppet Museum, Fribourg: why there is a Swiss Puppet Museum, and why it's in Fribourg, are unclear to me, but this was a fun little exhibition.
    - The Nijntje (Miffy) Museum in Utrect is an absolute delight
    - The Kattenkabinet in Amsterdam: a lovely 17th c house, bought up by a rich guy who has a madcap collection of cat art. There are cats roaming the rooms that you can pat.
    - The Klingende Sammlung in Bern, which I like to translate as the "Noisemaking Collection". Wind and brass instruments. There's a downstairs with practical examples that they use for school groups - there weren't any the day K and I went, so the guy let us downstairs to try out Making Noises.
    - Blundell's Cottage in Canberra. Every historic house is unique - this one I particularly love because I stumbled on it almost by accident, and because it's set up to exhibit / inform about working rural life in that area in the time before the creation of Canberra as a capital - and before Lake Burley-Griffin was created. There's photos in there of other farm cottages on the plain that became the lake.
    - The Alpine Museum in Switzerland, which has some fun permanent exhibits - I particularly enjoyed a collection of donated objects relating to mountain sports, a collection of historic skis. When I visited they had a temporary exhibit on "Alpine trades" - heritage local trades and the schemes to encourage young people to train in them. There was an interactive bit where you could make roofing shingles. And they partner with other countries to put on exhibitions related to Mountain Stuff - I didn't see it but there was an exhibition about life in the North Korean mountains while I was living in Bern.
    - The Gustave Moreau Museum in Paris. They have a bunch of his lesser-known or unfinished art - that's where I found My favourite St Sebastian. Also they have the room which, after his mother died, Gustave turned into a weird sort of memorial shrine for his dead best friend (also the model for his St Sebastian paintings).
    - The Potteries Museum in Stoke-on-Trent, ceramics gallery of. This is stretching the "unique" part because for the most part this is a solid Regional City Museum - I went there because they have some of the Staffordshire Hoard on display. But the ceramics gallery is truly unique - comprehensive in its narrow focus on the history of English pottery. They have a lovely medieval travel jug/mug shaped like an owl - the owl's head removes to become a cup. They have a giant fuck-off porcelain peacock. And a LOT of English from the peak industrial period, which makes sense given Stoke was, apparently, not so much a city as five factory towns in a trenchcoat.
    - Musée des Troupes de Montagne, Grenoble. Turns out, there are specialist troops for Alpine combat!
    and
    - The Mechanical Toy Museum in Nara, Japan. There are many toy museums, and I have been to a few of them, but this one is unique. Instead of a large collection, they have one room with tatami mats, and a small collection of Edo period mechanical toys which operate using gravity and simple kenetic mechanics. The attendants don't speak English, but they give you a brochure and let you kneel on the tatami and gently play with the toys.

    And while I'm here, let me note some of my Oddly Specific Museum wish-list )

    I'm a little short on oddly specific Australian museum goals. I did find out from that thread that the Cyril Callister Museum in Beaufort, Victoria, celebrates the creator of Vegemite and his famous product. And apparently that fuck-off porcelain peacock has a twin, kept in the Flagstaff Hill Maritime Museum in Warnambool (also Victoria).

    There's a Printing Museum in Penrith (NSW). I don't consider that unique, there's a printing museum in every third European city - but I should totally check the local one out regardless.

    Please, tell me about more oddly specific museums, anywhere in the world.
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    I spent most of this past weekend hyperfocusing on little pixelated men (Age of Empires). I have also contemplated my family-ish medical-logistics. I have considered where I might fit within this. I must now contemplate my own, after seeing specialist 1 and finding out he can't do much until I've dealt with the domain of specialist 2.

    I do not have solutions.

    I do have this recommendation, which I have seen aggregate-classiified as both country and punk:



    I saw, somewhere deep in the #proofofcat or #caturday feed on Bluesky, someone recommend this in response to a "look at my asshole cat who just waltzed back in after I've been putting up Lost Cat posters for days". The recommender was a friend of one of the band members, and apparently the song is about a prodigal cat.

    I bought the whole album and am enjoying it.
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    I don’t follow Jay Hulme. But I did see something a few years back about him scaling back online due to some kind of harassment.

    Well, now the BBC’s religion editor has run a long story about it.

    I also did my periodic check over Jay's social media, because while I do not follow because I might be an Anglican-watcher I don't need THAT much waxing lyrical about queer-affirming church in my regular feed, I do find some of his work and/or hot takes cool or interesting.

    I particularly enjoyed A post with five years of photos of Leicester Cathedral renovations in progress. As well as being cool because Jay got access to, eg, the internal scaffolding, so there's at-level photos of the clerestory and close ups of some delightful grotesques, it involves this sentence:

    And so, unable to resist, I reached out my arm, and in that dusty room, hidden away above the Cathedral, I touched Sir Ian McKellen’s left nipple.
    highlyeccentric: (Beliefs and Ideas)
    Recommendation: the first episode of the "Ill Concieved" podcast, which promises to be a podcast about natalism. Their first episode is Promise Keepers.

    Note: I had a complex reaction to this content. The dominant one is actually a sort of relief in finding someone in 2025 of vaguely my demographic digging into this. I recognise Promise Keepers. I don't think I know anyone who went to a Promise Keepers rally (I'm not even sure if there WERE such rallies in Aus), but I definitely heard people talk about the Important Movement which Ill Concieved delightfully describe as "700,000 Dicks Out For Jesus".

    However. I was a left-ish, liturgy-friendly Protestant growing up around charismatic and Pentecostal-leaning evangelicals. I dealt with this by Reading Up, particularly once I got academic library access and could search the keywords which my confirmation mentor had mentioned. Marion Maddox's "God Under Howard" is in my top five formative books, I reckon. I also read a fair bit of Karen Armstrong, which I realise is not the BEST one could read, but several points which were jarring to me in that episode come under the heading of "wait, Karen Armstrong can and does explain this, I'm open to other explanations but you're just saying it's Odd?".

    Consequently, I ended up posting a mini-essay in skeets. I reproduce it here with corrected punctuation.




    Recommendation: this.

    Additional note: it’s a little weird to me, someone who dealt with growing up around charismatic evangelicals by researching as much on the history of both Pentecostalism and evangelical movements as I could get my teenage hands on, to hear @ junlper.beer repeatedly surprised about the multi-racial makeup of Promise Keepers. “Revival” style evangelical movements in the US have historic roots in African-American evangelical movements, and Pentecostalism in the US traces back to a Black revivalist preacher in early 20th c LA.

    Pentecostalism didn’t get integrated into “mainline” evangelism until the 80s or so - many regarded them as indecorous, which no doubt had a lot to do with race. But folding Pentecostal practices and beliefs in with other charismatic evangelicals allowed the charismatic sectors of some of the major denominations to really strengthen their dominance over the evangelical cultural landscape.

    Summary One: you thought the filioque dispute was difficult, you thought reformation predistination disputes were arcane, you try not to think about Arianism... I give you: subdivisions of charismatic and pentecostal protestantism )

    Summary two: some Protestants will do literally anything to avoid endorsing sacramentalism, including... whatever the fuck happened with Pentecostalism.

    ---

    *Obligatory citation to Marion Maddox's "God Under Howard".
    highlyeccentric: Divide by cucumber error: reinstall universe and reboot (Divide by cucumber)
    Today's musical development is that courtesy of the world's least impressive dictactor parade, I have remembered that I actually like Credence Clearwater Revival. Figured out that the cassette tape we used to have in the car must have been Cosmo's Factory with a couple of tracks off Willy and the Poor Boys taped onto the end.

    Instagram has been feeding me a trickle of interesting indie protest-song creators lately.

    Consider Jesse Welles, who seems to be able to come up with a new political song within a day of every new twist the Trump administration disaster show. I do somewhat prefer his less "breaking news" work, for instance:



    There's Malört & Savior, who have this rather catchy little track. Although what really strikes me is that they seem to be a fairly new band, and cerainly this was put out in the past month - but they SOUND like they walked straight out of 2009.



    And there's Rain McMey, who has a few bangers going back a few years now, but this one delights me:



    Podcasts, assorted recommendations:

  • The recent Bad Gays episode about Gavin Arthur was pretty fascinating.
  • I enjoy "Lions Led By Donkeys" frequently, and they had a thematically linked pair of interesting episodes recently: The Pastry War (also known as the first French Intervention in Mexico) and The War of the Oaken Bucket.
  • The most recent episode of Gender Reveal, with Alison Bechdel is great, generally, and has particularly interesting comments on the difference between memoir and fiction.
  • The Odd Lots podcast episode of last week, A Major American Egg Producer Just Lost 90% of its flock was fascinating. It's sort of a follow-up to Why are Eggs So Expensive of last year, which I also really appreciated (dangerous though: the cashier at my local service station convenience store wasn't expecting a mini-lecture on how long it takes to recover from a bird flu outbreak, or the impact which the fade-out of battery farms has). This time I was also particularly struck by the way Hickman talked about not being able to access vaccines - apparently the US exports vaccines to other countries who choose to vaccinate their laying flock, but US producers who WANT the vaccine can't get hands on it. He did not once mention the post-covid stakes in anti-vaccination policy, but you can kind of hear the outlines of it as he's talking. The other thing that was really clear is what an impact bird flu must have on the local economy - when Hickman's talking about the cost to the company of losing "institutional knowledge" and/or having to "hire back" the staff once the flock is re-established, that must mean that an outbreak means massive job losses.
  • The Behind the Bastards two-parter about Versailles was fascinating in its own right. I also, courtesy of a reminder somewhere in there that this is NOT a medieval system of administration, and courtesy of my own having figured out that the HSC modern history syllabus, which started "modernity" with the French revolution and absolutely did refer to the preceding regime as medieval, wasn't just lying-to-children, it was specifically drawing on the long duree, Marxist-leaning school of historical analysis - well put those two together and... oh, RIGHT. The reason the "palace complex" of Tamora Pierce's Tortall (or Mercedes Lackey's Valdemar) is so _bizarre_, economically speaking, is that their shared invisible template is _Versailles_. Combined with the 16th c English Chancery, certainly, and some influence from the Prussian War College.


  • Fiction:
  • I powered through Dimension 20's "Fantasy High: The Seven" and I loved it. Adorable! Now on to Fantasty High: Junior Year, which I am actually finding a little difficult as the early episodes have so much emphasis on how busy / under pressure everyone is. And the "your god is at risk of dying, you are her only believer, why aren't you evangelising for her?" storyline re Kristen is... uncomfortable. Maybe it's cathartic to Ally Beardsley, but it makes me feel squeamy.
  • Because I require MORE of Brennan Lee Mulligan in my ears, I found Worlds Beyond Number and am so far enjoying The Wizard, The Witch and the Wild One.
  • highlyeccentric: Demon's Covenant - Kitchen!fail - I saw you put rice in the toaster (Demon's Covenant - kitchen!fail)
    Last Sunday I had lamb, but had to go get more ingredients before I could make Nagi's slow-roasted middle eastern lamb shoulder. I ended up running too late to make it in a slow-cooker, and still short a few items, so I had-hocked it a few ways. The leftovers turned out amazing though, kept going all week.

    Spiced Lamb Shoulder )

    Nagi serves hers with lemon herb couscous. I (being gluten-intolerant) recommend basmati rice, cooked with at least half the liquid being stock. You may wish to add sultanas to the rice.

    Recommended toppings:

    Yoghurt sauce )

    Ful Medames )

    Serve: Lamb on a bed of rice, with roast vegetables and the two dip/sauces.

    Leftovers 1: Same thing, minus the yoghurt if you're taking it to work to reheat. If carrying it in a container to reheat, do include an orange wedge, and a dash of extra water, to infuse with the rice.

    Leftovers 2: Ful Medames on celery sticks, as a component of Girl Dinner / Picky Tea.

    Leftovers 3:

    Lamb and Feta Pizza )

    Leftovers 3b: Leftover pizza.

    Leftovers 4, which I made at the same time as the pizza:

    Spiced vegetable and bean soup )

    Leftovers 4b: soup. Mix yoghurt sauce through if you're taking it in a container to work.

    Leftovers 5: Wraps/soft tacos/thingy with fuul medames and lamb. If you have leftover mushroom / zucchini from the pizza, toss that in here. Add avocado if you have any.

    Leftovers 6: at this point just "uses for ful medames", but ful medames mixed with Jack M's banana chili ketchup makes a good spread base for breakfast burrito.

    This has been: a week of lamb and things that go with lamb.
    highlyeccentric: Vintage photo: a row of naked women doing calisthenics (Onwards in nudity!)
    Upon my rolling to-do list is laid the burden of "listening post", and due to my inconsistency in the past Quite Some Time, my meta-thoughts will accept any contribution.

    Therefore, please consider: my new favourite song:



    Now, be it noted that when I first saw the album title "Land Shanties" I was not endeared, I was annoyed, not even first because I know the difference between a true shanty and a capstan shanty/sea song/etc. I am in fact QUITE liberal about that, including enthusiasm for, eg, music-hall songs which may or may not have transitioned to sea-songs, as in Shores of Botany Bay / Good Ship Ragamuffin, the total illegitimacy of which can be confirmed by the fact that it has two names and each name has a better-known song with the same name and neither of those is a shanty.

    No, friends: I am ENTHUSED by non-shanties. But I was suspicious of "land shanties" in a significant part because I know of so many shearing, droving, etc songs which are either *actually work songs* closely related to the narrowest definition of shanty, or ballad-type songs with a high overlap.

    GOOD NEWS: I was wrong!

    "The Lady of the Map" is a banger and expresses my feelings toward GPS entirely.

    ALSO it turns out that if you give me music venue speakers such that I can't keep track of what /I/ sound like, I... have chest voice. Do I think I'm in tune? No, but we're talking about FAMILIAR arrangements. Surround me such that I cannot hear myself and suddenly I have a chest voice I haven't heard since 2022 - AND if the band are in front of me I can identify exactly who I think I'm following (badly, perhaps, but nevertheless).

    ME: HOLY SHIT I'M NOT A TENOR

    My Second Thoughts: Well no fucking shit. We SAW Great Big Sea in 2012 and we HAD this realisation. You're no Sean McCann.

    My quibbles: but... I feel like the reason I remember dwelling on Sean or Alan is that I couldn't keep up with EITHER of them when they were showing off their tenor range, and also sometimes when Alan led I knew I ought to follow Sean...

    Exactly one concert of data, different band: ... oho. JD has an amazing range (his party trick appears to be shifting down an octave, whereupon Andy will have the vapours). But there are times where Robin (madcap mid-range vocalist, why yes I have a type) is leading but I instinctively gravitate to the higher support line. But as per my second thoughts I... believe I am gravitating to the lower support line, now. I previously had difficulty distingishing Alan Doyle and Sean McCann: with that knowledge, I can confirm that I have NOT had difficulty distinguishing JD and Robin; that difficulty is now all on the lower end of the range.

    Refer back to: my interest in bluegrass harmonics. It is possible that Hanging Out With Choirs has kind of skewed me here.

    However what is most discombobulatingly imporant is: I ... have chest range. Can I use it? not really. Is it in tune? Definitely not. Did I sing along and have the _felt_ experience of at LEAST getting back the chest range I lost, maybe more? Oh hell yes I did.

    I have MANY musical thoughts (see above) but I suspect that the thing to actually do is to sing "drunken sailor" a lot, and look for youtube arrangement instructions for drunken sailor, etc.

    There is a whole other story about well-intentioned lavatory signage gone wrong, in this case, overlaid over actually shockingly IDEAL actual toilet layout. Whole other update about that later.
    highlyeccentric: French vintage postcard - a woman in feminised army uniform of the period (General de l'avenir)
    Apparently I haven't made one of these since mid-2024. I remember getting wildly overwhelmed by not being able to keep track of what podcast episodes I've particularly enjoyed. I can't easily just save a pinboard pin from apple podcasts, the way I save links from my phone browser. For a while I was trying to cross-post to Twitter, then Mastodon, and now I try to remember to use highly-reckons at bluesky.

    Whatever, I clearly can't catch up now, so let's look at some recent listening.

    Music:

    Apparently, this is about Bob Hawke. It is telling that I had to look this up, as it could describe any number of Australian politicians before and after Redgum's day:



    On the subject of blokey music, would you like a song that sounds like 90s queer-ish britpop is being belted in a scrappy Aussie pub, only it's extremely queer?



    Podcasts, Fictional: Lately I have been watching Dimension 20: Fantasy High (eg, today, I sat on the parental couch and painstakingly sewed a trouser-hem, grumpily used resistance bands, and got through 3 episodes of the sophomore year series). At the end of the freshman series I had WITHDRAWALS and yet had too many chores to do that couldn't be done in front of a TV.

    Enter, Worlds Beyond Number, a high fantasy RP adventure DMed by Brennan Lee Mulligan. The tone is very different - there is a little leavening humour, and I wouldn't say it's DARK per se, but it's not a comedy. Something it carries off very well is that the DM and players had conducted a campaign zero, prior to starting the main campaign - so they know backstory that the audience doesn't. This feels very different to the DM knowing things that neither the players nor the audience know - it feels less like "fly on the wall watching your parasocial pals play DND" and closer to an audiodrama, I guess, while still having the the narration and choice-reaction-improv aspects.

    Podcasts, informative:

    I really enjoyed Margaret Killjoy's Cool People Who Did Cool Stuff two-parter A madhouse against the Nazis.

    The first episode, which is the one I've linked, actually looks at Françoise Tosquelle's life in and flight from Catalonia, and his early innovations in the field of psychiatry during the Spanish Civil War. Tosquelles was with the POUM, the same anti-stalinist anti-fascist group George Orwell volunteered with, in anarchist-controlled parts of Catalonia. The history of shellshock>PTSD as I know it (and I've been reading up a bit lately), filtered through mainly UK/US histories of both war and medicine, doesn't talk about much between WWI and WWII. But out there in Catalonia, Tosquelles was working out that his traumatised soldiers needed to stay in community, in or near their homes and/or the communities who had been housing them as volunteers.

    So Tosquelles set about setting up psychiatric hospitals close to the front. Local monastic institutions worked with him, providing the physical infrastructure and some staff. But where would he get nurses? Insead of sending for medically trained nurses from the cities or appealing to the red cross, he looked to the local area, and enlisted other professionals to do shifts as psych nurses (in this context, doing jobs that would be later specialised to social work or occupational therapy). Apparently lawyers were common (keen to support, not usually keen soldiers), as were artists, writers, teachers and... sex workers. You see, anarchist Spanish regions had usually legalised sex work and set up worker-owned brothels. The soliders were already their client base. So Tosquelles went around looking for women who wanted a second job: they couldn't see the same clients in both roles, but one imagines they already had a good understanding of the psychological fragility of the war-traumatised soldier.

    By the end of episode one, Margaret has followed Tosquelles over the Pyrennes and into a refugee camp in France, where he promptly sets up a makeshift psychiatric unit under dire conditions, before eventually being sought out and transferred to work - not initially as doctor, oh no, just a nursing assistant - at a nearby asylum. The second episode follows the asylum's radical transformation during the Vichy regime (with no ration cards for mental patients, the patients, staff and doctors began to work together to pool resources, trade labour on local farms for produce, get locals to teach foraging classes - and meanwhile radically restructure the heirarchy of the institution), with the spectacular highlight in Margaret's eyes being their work (colletively agreed upon by all at the hospital) housing and even running guns for the resistance.

    I really enjoy Margaret Killjoy's take on this, as I have some of her other health-focused work. There are a number of reasons for this, but one of them I think is that as a trans woman she's both acutely critical of pathologising institutions, but also... hardly anti-treatment, anti-medication, etc. (The other axis, and this isn't true of all anarchists any more than it is of all trans women, that I think I particularly appreciate is a streak I'm starting to see in the anarchist-leaning podcasts I follow, where the commitment to something radically better, no better than that or that or anything else on offer, seems to come with an openness to positives that aren't Total Movement Success / Total Revolution.)

    At any rate, I trundled off to do some further reading afterwards. This essay by Ben Platts-Mills was clearly one of Margaret's key sources. This interview between Platts-Mills, Camille Robcis (a scholar of the psychiatric movement which arose out of St Albans after the war), and Martine Deyres, who had made a docummentary about St Albans, is also worth a read - I particularly appreciated Martine Deyres' comments about how St Albans was, yes, physically and politically isolated during the Vichy regime (allowing its survival), but that the psychiatric community and the leftist-communist community was very well networked, even during the war. One of the key resistance fighers who was there during the war - his grandfather had been a previous director at St Albans, and as a communist in the 30s, this chap had known of Tosquelles' work in Catalonia.

    Finally, Margaret describes herself as a "simple girl" and not a theory-head, but she does a good job of breaking down the wild inter-group tensions, and paradigm-shifting historical differences, between and across far left history. She says she ended up reading more about Tosquelles in the context of Theory than she wanted (I'm guessing because Camille Robcis is really the only anglophone scholar to have touched on him), but there were questions *I* had that she put aside, and some basic Theorist Facts I didn't know (like Franz Fanon's career trajectory). I found this article on the APA blog a great supplement there.

    In fact I shall leave with a blockquote from that post (Gregory Evan Doukas, 2023):

    Institutional psychotherapy also attended to the ways that institutions not only are shaped by but shape human action. Many make the error of associating institutions intrinsically with coercion; institutional psychotherapy took seriously the capacity of institutions to instead empower. The institutional psychotherapy advocated by Tosquelles also differed from anti-psychiatrists who rejected all neurological bases for mental illness. Evidence of this is that they often prescribed medication. Following Lacan, who Fanon argued in his medical dissertation was correct when asserting that “madness is a pathology of freedom,” the Saint-Alban school argued that the goal of therapy was freedom. This meant that the job of the psychiatrist was to reinstitute the social in the human personality. For Hermann Simon, an important influence on Tosquelles, this necessitated a “more active therapy,” one which took advantage of the organization of the hospital, the land it was on, and the patients’ families and social networks (22). It required revolutionizing the hospital staff and breaking down both physical and logistical barriers, de-carceralizing the institution. The nurses were asked to take off their uniforms and dress indistinguishably from the patients. “Walls” separating the administrative and medical divisions of the hospital were torn down; everyone who worked there, including the patients, began to take responsibility for running the institution and playing an active role in the healing process.
    highlyeccentric: Joie du livre - young girl with book (Joie du livre)
    Apparently, I have not made one of these posts since June least year. I don’t know how 10 months have passed, I feel like I only recently finished The Woman In White.

    I spent a lot of yesterday reading about 1970s far-left Japanese insurgent groups. I had no idea they even existed )

    Currently Reading:
    Fiction
  • Gregory McGuire, Wicked. Someone told me that this book was “not as good” as the musical, and I’ve definitely heard people say it’s Worse In The Queer Way. I am baffled. The ableism as applies to Nessa Rose is still there, but honestly, far less simplistic.
  • Edmund White, The Beautiful Room Is Empty. The front cover of this second-hand copy fell off shortly after I got it, and then the book (I’d guess 90s paperback?) fell behind the bed and the back cover has taken some weird damp damage as well. I have a new copy on the way, because… well, because.

  • Non-Fiction
  • Will Tosh, Straight Acting: The Many Queer Lives of William Shakespeare, in fits and starts
  • Richard Firth Green, A Crisis of Truth. I’ve had the USyd copy out for nearly a year now, revisiting (in fits and starts) legal details I did not particularly care about or didn’t internalise at any point 2008-2022, but the vague memories of which impede and frustrate my encounters with modern legal history. I have tried, on and off, since at least 2011, to buy a second-hand copy, and it has never been worth the $50 AUD + shipping given I had access to university copies. But I found a NEW copy for $40-ish dollars and domestic shipping, from an Aus/NZ online-only bookstore. I think it might be print-on-demand? Everything looks exactly the same (cover, pagination, publication details page) except for the tiny note on the final verso which, instead of “printed in the united states”, has the details of “Ingram Content Group Australia”.


  • And part-read on the backburner: (selected)
  • Bruce Pascoe, Dark Emu
  • Bessel Van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score
  • Hannah Fry, The Indisputable Existence of Santa Claus. Fun Christmas-themed maths/logic exercises.
  • and, for some reason, Enid Blyton More Adventures on Willow Tree Farm. I ploughed through both Cherry Tree and Willow Tree farms in audiobook then stalled out on this one. Unsure if its not for me or if I just lost whatever “inner seven year old is running the show” mood I was in; unsure whether to abandon it or file it for a future mood.


  • Recently Read:

    The Secret Barrister: Stories of the Law and How It's BrokenThe Secret Barrister: Stories of the Law and How It's Broken by The Secret Barrister

    My rating: 5 of 5 stars


    This was fascinating, and written with remarkable humour and wit for what is actually angry and depressing material.

    Also I learned how the Magistrates Court works in the UK and who presides over them, and I am ... wow. What IS really striking is that the Secret Barrister doesn't seem to be aware that it's not just the Americans who don't do the "lay magistrate" thing - down here in Aus we started with those, thanks to colonialism, and decided to get rid of them!

    Conversely, the Secret Barrister also doesn't seem to be aware of the aspects of the UK (/Eng-Wales) system which closely related jurisdictions in fact envy! "The UK has much greater availability of legal aid" is something I've heard plenty of commentators upon how NSW works remark upon.


    Restless Dolly MaunderRestless Dolly Maunder by Kate Grenville

    My rating: 5 of 5 stars


    I wonder what it says about me that read The Secret River, and came away with a fascination with the history of the Hawkesbuy but no real desire to keep reading Kate Grenville until this came across my path. And I loved it, and admired it much, much more than the literary-lush narrative style she wins awards for.

    This is sparse - clearly fiction, in the way it invents incidents and individual conversations and scenes for a woman whom Grenville did not know well while she was alive - but sparse, hewing close to the documented outline of her grandmother's life. At times I could actually identify the context-providing sources that she would have needed to cite, if this was a biography.

    And Dolly Maunder is such a well-drawn character, while growing progressively less and less likeable as she gets older. I liked the *book* more and more the less likeable she became. The points where the narrative dwelt sympathetically on her - when, for instance, she thinks over how she and her husband have been compatible and successful business partners despite their loveless marriage, she's still not a person that *I* would like (or who would like me, at all).

    It's also striking - given I then went on to read "One Life", which was written earlier than this one - how *unlikeable* Grenville's mother appears in this book, too. One sympathises with her, bounced from school to school and town to town and too aware that her mother does not love her: but it's hard to like her. In "One Life", she is likeable and Dolly is not; in "Restless Dolly Maunder" it's hard to like either of them, but one is invited to sympathise with Dolly's awareness of her own inability to bond with her daughter as much as with the daughter.



    One Life: My Mother's StoryOne Life: My Mother's Story by Kate Grenville

    My rating: 4 of 5 stars


    Should this be shelved with fiction or biography? Restless Dolly Maunder is clearly fiction, but there has been fictionalising here, too - the scripting of scenes and conversations, at minimum.

    The life of Isabella/Nance, who trained as a pharmacist in the years of the Great Depression - one of the few jobs, her mother was told, where a woman could keep working after marriage or even children (although, in Nance's several attempts to set up her own business, to support her family while her husband first pursued radical politics then the law, it became clear that being legally able to own and run a business did not overcome the practical barriers) - is in many ways more interesting to me than that of Dolly, but I believe I preferred Dolly's novel to this, perhaps because Restless Dolly Maunder stood just a little further over the fiction line.




    I Can't Remember The Title But The Cover Is BlueI Can't Remember The Title But The Cover Is Blue by Elias Greig

    My rating: 5 of 5 stars


    This was extremely funny - little dialogue style "Me: ... Customer [Characteristic]: ..." scenes, brought to life by excellent caricatures.




    CheckersCheckers by John Marsden

    My rating: 4 of 5 stars


    Found this in a box at home. I never ended up with a copy of So Much To Tell You but I had this.

    Honestly not his greatest work - although good work on realistially and empathetically characterising an assortment of kids in inpatient psych. I'd completely forgotten there was a gay character here.

    What brings it up from 3 starts to 4 is the sheer audacity of writing a Teenagers In Psych Ward novel which is also a mystery/thriller about, of all the fucking things, _insider trading_. It works though!



    Backdated: The next bunch of books in my record after Detransition Baby and Stephanie Alexander’s Home are a bunch of Chaucer and/or 18th c texts, and then an eight-book re-read of Tamora Pierce’s Song of the Lioness series and then Protector of the Small. This was, as you might guess, deep in the “this egg is now scrambled” phase. I… have a few actually load-bearing thoughts on Alana, which I ought to write up one day (in conversation with PTerry, and probably also Silence and also Butler and also fucking Pierre Bourdieu).

    But I will also say that something which I struggle with - I remember turning this over and over in my head in my late teens and early twenties - is that… not only am I not like Alana, it’s a total toss-up whether Alana would like me. Kel, on the other hand? It’s pretty clear I have little in common with Kel, and I doubt she’d think I was ideal company - but I remember thinking somewhere in my late teens or early twenties “but I am, or I think I should be, someone Kel would respect”, which is a wholly different question.

    Some short fiction, read at some point
  • Cislyn Smith, Tides that Bind, which is about Scylla and Charibdys.
  • Abra Staffin-Wiebe, Becks Pest Control and the Case of the Drag Show Downer. This was published in 2022, back when drag + kids was Topical, scary, but still more of a harbinger than the “just one part of all the Doom” situation we have now.
  • Michelle Lyn King, One-Hundred Percent Humidity, which Electric Lit pubished with the compelling tagline “The only thing more humiliating than virginity is sex”.
  • Guan Un, Re: Your Stone , in which Sisyphus encountered corporate email.


  • Recently Added To My To-Read List:
    Fiction:
  • Leanna Renee Hieber, Strangely Beautiful, which looks like a fun lil steampunk adventure
  • Victor Heringer, trans James Young, The Love of Singular Men. If I’m on a gay lit dive, I definitely don’t read enough in translation, and this looks like my kind of thing.
  • Steve MinOn, First name, second name. Aus lit, Chinese myth/cosmology and immigrant intergenerational heritage, queer author, porous boundary between fiction and autobiography. Seems like fun to me.

  • Non-fiction
  • Moudhy Al-Rashid, Between Two Rivers: Ancient Mesopotamia and the Birth of History
  • Billy-Ray Belcourt, A history of my brief body
  • Esther Cuenca Liberman, The making of urban customary law in medieval Europe
  • highlyeccentric: Divide by cucumber error: reinstall universe and reboot (Divide by cucumber)
    Let us talk about the training I am supposed to deliver, as one of many deliver-ers.

    Context: we have one (1) new person started today. He has a full caseload as of 1 May; while I was on leave, Boss G re-allocated some April work from Various Of Us to New Person. I think he has avout 2 weeks before his "deadline 2: file scanned for decision-makers" points start hitting (and deadline 1: notices of listing has already been done).

    1-2 weeks before I went on leave, Boss G sourced from the team a) volunteers to cover a list of induction topics she had come up with, to match her developing Procedural Guides and b) any further suggestions.

    I volunteered for "adjournments". I was aiming to avoid the "core essentials", since I had not exelled with those myself, but adjournments? I have made several "find out the hard way" errors.

    Colleague L then raised "hmm, this list doesn't include evidence gathering".
    Me: Agreed, although it could fit in with one of the existing topics. I also note there isn't a slot for "late papers / file management after scanning", I can cover that".

    I MEANT: I think this topic would mesh well with "adjournments".

    I GOT: slotted for "file managemnt and late papers", tomorrow, and "adjournments" on Thursday. I agreed, although I was a bit "hrmm": "file management" is slotted after "allocations / The Spreadhseet" and before "notices of listing", which sort of makes sense but "late papers' does NOT make sense before Notices of Listing", and frankly I would have assigned "evidence gathering" to one or other of those not grouped with late papers.

    I considered: how can I make this chain? I will find out what M is doing for "allocations / the Spreadsheet" and try to orient my session around "so, let's build on that".

    THEN TODAY: I realised that I am booked in to WFH on Thursday, the day I am supposed to explain Adjournments. But while I was away, a file turned up on my desk, re-allocated, in pristine "weird, a new adjourned matter" state, notices due out Thursday. I sent a TEAMS mtg invite with short agenda and note that I would leave an Example File on New Person's desk on Wednesday evening and he could look at the hard copy while walking through What one Does with it.
    THEN NEXT: I explained this to Boss, who was like... "or you could move it to Friday morning? There's time".
    ME: Uh... hrmm... I'll ask him what he'd rather.

    ALSO TODAY: I found out that Boss had reallocated two of my files to New Person (good, that makes space for the unexpected adjourned-reallocated file). One of those has actually been administratively relisted, and I could quickly send "notice to vacate and relist" BUT it was one where I hadn't been able to contact the care facility and send them a direct notice. I am INSTRUCTED to tell/show him what to do about this file.

    HOORAY, CLEAR GOALS:
    First: Colleague M will show New Person what the macro-level planning looks like for "here are all your files".
    Next: I will
    - familiarise New Person with The Files (PREFERABLY NOT BY LECTURING HIM)
    - give New Person an explicit task, ie, "send a notice of listing to this care facility"
    THEN: R, who was my induction buddy, will walk him through how to send notices of listing (from scratch)

    That leaves, of the things I was supposed to cover tomorrow:
    - essential evidence seeking (which either M or R might cover anyway)
    - Standard Late Papers (ie, what happens when your essential evidence comes in less than 7 days from hearing)
    - Exciting/Alarming Late Papers (easily covered under Adjournments)

    ERGO:

    1. I talk to Boss G tomorrow morning and suggest that instead of asking New Person if he would prefer "TEAMS on Thursday or in person on Friday" I ask him if he would prefer "this week, or deferred to around about when your first file-due-out-for-scanning deadline is" for our second meeting.
    1.a. I try to raise this in a way which exhibits my Pedagogical Wisdom but also defers to Boss G's known "good at induction and training" reputation. If I do have to, or choose to, go back to ESL teaching, I'll probably want Boss G as a referee.

    2. Were I drawing up a CELTA-standard lesson plan for tomorrow it would go like this:

    - Hello, my name is Edmund, and I talk too much

    - The Learning Goals this lesson are: "I know what is in a file" and "I have at least one clear task for the file(s) I have inherited from Ed"

    3. After providing a somewhat more normal human version of the above, I reckon I will
    a) note that he has worked for NCAT before: so he knows SOMETHING about case management and files. I not only talk too much but wish to KNOW many things. Ergo: have a look at these files, tell me what you understand from them / how they seem different / what questions you have.
    b) actively get up and walk away to make tea - offering him a choice from my selection of Office Tea / Coffee Bags

    My thought is that item a) re-directs my Explaining Instinct toward what New Person actually knows; and item b) prevents me looming, while providing slightly more scaffolding than just leaving him alone at his desk to read his assigned files might.

    4. I return and
    - we discuss comparative file structure
    - one file I printed and loosely tucked in several "generic correspondance" emails not sent to the members: see if he knows where they belong; if not, explain; thence foreshadow conversations he may have with the stakeholders based on those emails
    - I verrry lightly run over the "types of evidence and what if they're late" questions
    - Zero in on "this case: I sent the vacate-and-relist notices, but I haven't called the care facility" - his one specific task is, subsequent to colleague R's "notices of listing" training (or in it!), to call the care facility and get contact info and then send them the notice

    5. When shall we two meet again: would he prefer this week? Or would he prefer to postpone "adjournments" and "more details on late papers" to just before or just after his first "file out to scan" deadline?
    5a. Noting that if he would like me to shadow/hover/etc while he does the Call The Care Facility step, I can do that!

    WAIT: None of Boss G's advance plans involve the telephone splitter. The telephone splitter was actually an excellent part of the induction I recieved. Raise this also with Boss G.

    I appear to have drafted this but not posted it. This was drafted evening of 31 March, NSW time. SOME THOUGHTS and SEVERAL OUTCOMES have happened since. Please stand by.
    highlyeccentric: Manly cooking: Bradley James wielding a stick-mixer (Manly cooking)
    Everything else: better for having time off, I guess, but I'm spending the time off going SPLAT rather than... doing.... things.

    Except cookery.

    Things I have cooked since last I reported on my cookery:

    - a sort of baked medley thing: roasted chicken quarters (seasoned with powdered garlic, sumac, oil), diced butternut (par cooked in the microwave then seasoned with the same minus the sumac and plus pepper and roasted), broccolini (added to pumpkin, tossed with more of the second season/dressing, roasted more). Once coooked, shred the chicken, toss everything, add pomegranate seeds and feta cheese.

    - pomegranate jam, which is actually mostly apple jam: around 500g total composed of apple (including skin, but crack open the core and reserve the seeds), pomegranate seeds, juice of one small lime; 500 g of jam sugar (ie reinforced with pectin already - the skin & reserved seeds SHOULD do the job but I like to be sure); and in a tea infuser, the reserved apple seeds and the skin/flesh/seeds of the small lime. First blitz the apple/pomegranate combo, then add it to the lime juice and sugar in a saucepan. Add the tea infuser. Proceed with Making Jam. This will make you 3-400mls of jam, starting from two medium-small pomegranates. If you have more pomegranates, scale up according to the usual 1:1 fruit to sugar ratio.
    highlyeccentric: Manly cooking: Bradley James wielding a stick-mixer (Manly cooking)
    I pulled some paneer out of the back of my shelf in the fridge, and the hermetically sealed packet had expanded with mystery gases. That was clearly no longer food. Faced with a choice between Palak Aloo, Palak Feta and Palak Halloumi, I chose the latter.

    And it was pretty great, actually. Definitely better than Pallak Feta, more satisfying than Palak Aloo, and, I reckon, better than BAD Palak Paneer. (Probably because of the salt quotient in halloumi.)

    And unlike pretty much every other halloumi dish I cook, the cheese was fine when reheated! Amazing discovery.

    (I also adulterated it by adding a can of cannellini beans, and about a cup of pre-cooked brown lentils. We might be talking about spinach-and-pulses tomato-based stew with curry spices and halloumi at this point. But it was pretty great, so... No regrets.)
    highlyeccentric: Sign on Little Queen St - One Way both directions (Default)

    I neither attended the funeral nor picked up Mum yesterday, but I did drive in to town to see her. I ended up going in later than I had planned because I needed to psych myself up to it (and eat lunch). You see, in this case, driving somewhere familiar was worse than driving somewhere new, because: “My fraught relationship with Roads )

    And so it came to pass, and driving was not scary, etc.

    Which brings us to: Pride

    I left the hospital desiring to get my glasses fixed & make it home before Dad and co got back. Mum assured me they would feed themselves en route but I had said I’d have something easy to cook.

    Destination: Jesmond. A suburb I have been to only a couple of times & I’ve certainly never driven to the shops there.

    Problem: there’s no mobile reception in the hospital basement car park with which to prime Google maps.

    Achievement: I successfully drove myself there using only road signage and my sense of direction! I strutted into Jesmond shops feeling like king of - well, not the world, just king of a small patch of Known Geography.

    And then: Matters cascade

    The vyvanse drained out of my brain like power from an iPhone battery in 0 degree weather. I wandered, increasingly stupid, around Jesmond looking for Specsavers. I decided to grocery shop there, so that I could buy a Coke & consume emergency dex.

    And then! The city ganged up on me, starting with the fact that I had parked in the weirdest parking spot in Jesmond and to get out had to reverse UP the lane and then do a reverse six point turn under the amused gaze of the auto detailing guy. Then… I have complaints. Urban planning is my enemy )

    And that is how I took a twilight tour of the suburb of Shortland, and ended up home a full hour later than the relatives who had traveled twice as far.

    If you consider this screenshot map, reconstructing where I had proudly navigated myself to by memory, my prospective routes out of town (blue) and where I ended up (yellow), you will see that, in fact…

    Pride goeth before Wallsend

    highlyeccentric: road sign: car eaten by monster (pic#320259)
    On the one hand, I bumped into my housemate's family when I was wearing only a towel.

    On the other hand: since the time in undergrad when I narrowly dodged out of the way and avoided meeting Gough Whitlam in a towel (I was in the towel. Gough Whitlam was in a wheelchair), it's hard to feel embarrassment about these things.

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