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At home they had two animals that pottered around the house. Snowflake was his sister’s cat, a shabby excuse for a feline that strutted around with all the smugness of an animal ten times its size. Its shabby appearance was not through any lack of love that his sister, Rachel, poured onto the tiny beast. Snowflake merely tried his best to get into every area that was out of bounds for cats like him. He also contended with Zachary’s dog, Hep, who rarely let Snowflake become accustomed to his inflated status and never seemed to forgive him for being merely a cat.
The love Zachary had for his dog was not overly shown in the way other boys he knew behaved with their animals. Zachary would sneak Hep extra helpings from his own dinner, walk him in the woods for hours, and give him a bath when he began to smell worse than usual. But he understood that he did not need to be around him all the time for them to share a connection.
He knew, in his own little world, that the constant war with Snowflake was Hep’s purpose, and something he needed to stay outside of. Hep’s fur was short, with a silky sheen that shimmered in the sunlight when it was not covered in mud. The hair on the monster before him was neither short nor shimmering in the pale dimming light of his match. He watched as the gigantic mass rose and fell with each breath. Focused on the creature, Zachary did not notice the match burning low until it singed his fingers. He dropped it to the floor, the noise enough to rouse the monster.
After fumbling in the box for another match and successfully lighting it, Zachary took a step back. The monster had sat up in a rigid position and stared straight toward him. He would be dead by now, he figured, if the creature was the bloodthirsty kind he had read about in fairy tales. But he remained cautious.
“Hello,” he said, proud that his voice did not tremble.
The monster stayed where it was.
“Do you like the dark?” he asked, hoping for any response.
The creature blinked. With the new light, Zachary noticed how close its head was to the ceiling, as if it were hunched. He could see two small eyes, very close together and beady, and a mouth hidden somewhere beneath the arrangement of fur, waiting to leap out in surprise if the creature roared. It looked a little like a bear, with giant claws as sharp as the knives his father kept in the shed at home. Its white fur was tangled and scraggly in places, with darker patches scattered across its body.
He might have mistaken it for a bear in the dark if not for the shape of the creature. Its oval frame had an otherworldly quality, and its head and ears had a strange shape, the ears spiking upward like a cat’s. He stood there, unsure what to do. He began to talk more normally, seeing if he could get any further reaction. All the creature did was blink and continue to stare, its body heaving up and down as it breathed.
Time passed, and Zachary edged closer, deciding against touching it, but with each question he stepped a little nearer. Nothing. No further reaction, until eventually the monster lowered itself again and seemed to return to sleep. Zachary decided to leave. He knew where the creature lived, and for today that was enough.
He said goodbye and made his way back outside along the tunnel. He felt bad that he had nothing to give the monster, but what could he have offered? Food? He had brought nothing for himself, and his stomach gurgled to remind him of that fact. It was still raining when he reached the opening, though less heavily now.
Zachary picked up his bag and stepped out into the fading storm. After a few feet, something made him turn around. At the entrance to the cave stood the monster, watching silently.
“I am sorry I did not bring you anything,” he said. Something wavered into his mind about his mother saying you should always take something to someone’s house if you are a guest. The monster continued to stare. “If I had some food I would give you some, but I do not, I am afraid.”
Still staring.
Shifting his bag on his shoulder, he suddenly remembered. He dropped the bag to the floor and opened it. While out looking for wood, he often came across things that, along with the branches, would be tossed into the bottom of the bag. Sure enough, a handful of nuts he had thrown in some time ago tumbled out. He placed them in a small pile on the ground and stepped away.
He was not afraid of the creature. It had seemed quite docile toward him in the cave. Looking up at the sky, he realised it was not the storm that had stolen the light. It was getting very late indeed, and he needed to get home. He looked over at the monster. Still staring.
“Well, goodbye Mister Monster. Thank you for not eating me,” he called, and started off into the forest, giving the creature a final wave, certain he was on the track that led to his house. Surreptitiously glancing behind, Zachary noticed the monster was beginning to follow him.
Crashing through the woods, Zachary picked up his pace. Intrigued by how far the creature would follow, his own hunger and fear of a reprimand from his father forced his legs to travel at twice their usual speed. The monster still followed. Zachary found his way back to a familiar trail, past places where he had stopped to pick up wood earlier that day. He reached the edge of the forest with his house in the distance and looked behind him. The creature was gone.
He was a little upset, wondering if the monster would be all right. Silly really, he thought. He is much bigger than I am, and probably lived much longer. I am sure he can take care of himself.
He liked the monster. He liked how it could not, or did not, talk, but expressed everything through its eyes. He realised he had never actually seen the creature move at all. It had followed him for a while, but whenever he looked back, it had always been standing still, staring. Well, perhaps I will go and see it tomorrow, he said to himself.
He raced up the path that led to his house, dumping his bag by the back door. Clambering up the stairs, Zachary went to the bathroom and quickly washed his hands and face, then changed into warmer and drier clothes. He went in search of his mother, but more importantly, some food.
If he had looked closer before setting off toward the house, Zachary would have just made out the monster lurking among the denser trees at the edge of the wood. He would have seen it stare back with its small dark eyes. And if he had been closer still, he would have seen, and smelt, the blood the creature was wiping from its mouth, caught in the dark shaggy strands of its fur.