and you never would have thought in the end

I saw the Entertainment Weekly cover with Chris Evans as Captain America. And he looks awesome.

But my very very first thought was that should have been Jensen :[

(Seriously if you can't look at this and see Jensen there instead, prettier, then omg get off my flist!;D)

In other news my ipod is missing and I am NOT happy about it. Just because I was thinking about an itouch doesn't mean I wanted to LOSE my pretty little Booth...

LE SIGH.

On the bright side the PR Season Finale is tonight!!

*points to icon*

I miss that Sam. I know a lot has happened. I know he's not gonna be that Sam again (I feel like I'm channeling Dean here...), but I MISS HIM.

*pouts*

In other news, I'm gonna just continue to post like it hasn't been months and months and months since I've been around.

Wincon has a way of kickstarting you!

Yes, I'm looking @ you drvsilla.

I wanted to actually talk about RL and shit, but I have a headache from the 2/3 of a bottle of wine I had tonight, so I think I'll just wander off to bed and try again tomorrow!

oh SHOW.

( ♥♥♥ )

okay, so who else is heading out this week to Wincon?

ROLL CALL!

OW.

so my mom got this "game" for the wii. called wii active. and yesterday i did one of the thirty minute programs or whatever.

and today my legs are DEAD. i mean seriously, there was at least 3 sets of lunges and 3 of squats plus a WHOLE other slew of things and OH MY GOD. i can barely walk. and it wasn't even that i couldn't handle it at the time or that i thought it was too much. i know i stretched and warmed up/cooled down properly and everything.

but oh how my legs protesting. seriously, i can MOVE but it fucking hurts.

i am actually cringing at the thought of work tomorrow. i have to stand up and sit down ALL DAY.

*CRIES*

in other news i saw transformers 2 on wednesday in imax and loved it. :D and today i saw the proposal, which was hysterical, much more so than i expected.

i am excited for the upcoming public enemies. and hp&hbp. and ice age 3. :D

i like summer movies.

im almost positive that im going to at some point lose a lung after one of these coughs. *demonstrates*

ick. my room is so filled with kleenex, its not even funny. they multiply faster than tribbles.

in other news, the spn/rps big bangs are being posted and my brain is filled with SQUEE. keep the j2 coming! (i am still kind of shying from wincest if only because i cant handle any more HURT from those boys)


i should try to sleep. perhaps my cough won't wait me up this time.

(hahaha you don't believe that either, do you?)

signs that my life is now beholden to star trek and its fandom for the known future (or the summer at the very least):

- staying up all night reading fic/rewatching movie/making icons/searching for pictures. when i say all night i do indeed mean that i see the sun rise and then have to go to work. yeah i dont even KNOW.

- drawing the little federation symbol (and spock's face) all over post-it notes at work.

- pondering whether or not i should write the Sulu fic thats been buzzing in my brain. (EVEN THOUGH IM ALL ABOUT MCCOY!) no seriously. SULU. IDEK!

- trying to find ways to bring up star trek at work without looking like one of THOSE PEOPLE (hasn't really worked sadly). this goes hand in hand with convincing people to GO SEE THE MOVIE. (this is both for people who like TOS and are unsure of the movie, and people who never watched any Star Trek and won't go cuz its 'not their thing.')

- dreaming about ST. i cant remember it, but i have this VIBE that i did indeed have a ST dream. it actually irks me that i cant remember it.

- trying to drag my friends into the fandom. erin for one, is having a hard time since she was majorly into TOS, et al. this does not prevent me from squeeing at her often and trying to ply her with amusing fic.

- randomly at work, my brain will just throw at me, "IDK, my BFF Jim?" which is a humorous icon floating around. but its STUCK in my brain. on repeat!

so yeah. theres probably more but i dont really need to embarrass myself any further.

...okay one more.

I HAVE MCCOY INSIDE MY HEAD ALL THE TIME. no seriously, i keep hearing him! its not even NEW stuff! its just his movie lines, over and over! if he were telling me about all the times he's wanted to knock some sense into Kirk or like PORN, that would be something else. but NO i just keep hearing him tell Kirk that hes a DOCTOR, he's BUSY.

*FACEPALM* DAMN YOU KARL URBAN.

i need someone to squee at in real time and none of the friends i regularly chat with are into it. (seriously, i would love to chat with anyone on googlechat at this point!!!!!)

i know, my life, it is so hard.

*returns to icons and fic trolling*

so. apparently star trek is interested in taking over my life from spn and sga. its putting forth a good campaign.

kirk/mccoy stories are EXTREMELY persuasive for example.

as is the prettiness of the movie. and all the actors in it.

okay.... so mccoy himself is almost enough. he's just so AWESOME.

so yeah. anyone else got new!star trek fic? *looks at ethrosdemon * i think i see some over there! *wanders that way*

in other news spn killed me, resurrected me and then killed me a few more times for good measure.

as of yet i have no real thoughts other than, THANK FUCKING GOD YOU'RE NOT SUICIDAL KRIPKE! and also, FOUR MONTHS?? *dies*

OMG show, way to rip my heart out in in one fell swoop.

( the rapture )

so yeah. how long do i have to wait? and why is kripke determined to shred my heart and make a milkshake out of it?????

kripke you are an evil genius.

*bows*