and you never would have thought in the end

okay, how BORING am i? seriously, i haven't posted in eight days, and that was for a layout thing, and you know what? so is this.

yep. because i have, NO life (no seriously) i made two MORE headers. thats right, bringing my total number of rotating headers up to five. blue, green, b/w, red and orange.
the red and orange are the new ones. and uh, the red one? seriously? i could STARE AT IT ALL DAY. DAYUM. and the orange one is pretty fucking hot too. *fans* both of the new headers contain, um, bits and pieces from a few of my friends stories. because i was making tiny text and needed a lot of written stuff and so i thought i'd use something i love. so the red one has the first little bit of The Ice is Thin by poisontaster and mona1347 and the orange one has bits of Underneath My Lucid Skin by poisontaster. *DORK* (btw anyone who hasn't read those fics totally SHOULD because, omg amazing. in fact PT just posted her list of all 71 SPN fics shes written, so CHECK THEM OUT! and really, anything written by EITHER of them is worth reading. theyre awesome!)

i also revamped my userinfo so that it matches my headers (ALL FIVE) so check that out too! oh. and FINALLY. you'll also see a new colorbar that i made a couple of days ago for poisontaster (and then i modified it for me). i suppose im into the rainbow colors thing right now.

so tomorrow i have a job interview at pacsun (BLEH) and my mom made me buy a SKIRT to wear (BLEHHHH). i dont really want to work there, but i dont really have a choice at the moment. a job is a necessity. but anyway, this interview thing is a group interview. its very odd. i dont know why theyre interviewing multiple people at once, but whatever.

and okay im not TOTALLY lifeless, last friday yolande and i went up to sean m's place and got drunk with him and sean f and josh and a couple of other random kids and then the next day was stephanies cocktail party, and omg what a MESS that was. it was a FUN mess, but yeah a mess. first of all that was the day i had to take my car over to the garage so it could get a new compressor (to fix the a/c) and my dad asked me to go just as i was starting to get ready for the party and then we argued a lot and he didn't wanna pay for the parts but we made him anyway, and it was just bullshit. i ended up only just having time to get clean and dry my hair, but no makeup or curly hair like we'd planned. i mean not a big deal, its not like there was anyone there who'd really care (though i would have liked to cuz um the crush was there with his jailbait date). and then steph didn't have the right sized pots for cooking pasta (so we used many) and her boyfriend josh (not to be confused with the josh who was at sean m's on friday and who dances shirtless) spilled one of the bowls of sauce. and steph didn't have the mixers she thought she did so yolande and her date juliun and me went out to get some. and then? we proceeded to get pretty fucking drunk. except tom who was driving (and has sworn not to drink again) and jamie, who is only 16 so she didn't get drunk, just maybe a little tipsy. we tried to play a drinking game, but it was WAY too complicated for a drinking game. seriously, we werent THAT drunk when they tried to teach it, which means, tooooo hard. ;)

so yeah we got roaring drunk, and i smoke a cigarette or five (which omg is SO VERY BAD *ashamed*) and tom took jamie home and then came back and STILL wouldnt drink so he sat on the futon like the whole time. and i think i probably annoyed the shit out of him trying to get him to get up and have fun. the rest of us were dancing and grinding and such. there was me and yolande and steph some of the time (when she wasnt trying to keep her boyfriend from dumping her), and sean m and sean f (um both gayish ISH. im still not sure of there total preferences, i just dont ask anymore), yolandes date juliun, and josh. josh whom we've only hung out with a couple of times (see: the night before). but he's cute (and tends to dance without his shirt :D). so right that was all of us dancing, and tom was just SITTING. so i might have been totally annoying like i said, and he eventually left, even after yolande and i tried to get him to stay. and then of course i had a little meltdown consisting of me wanting to get over my crush already, cuz damn its fucking depressing and inconvenient. yolande was awesome and comforted me and then we went back and drank and danced some more. eventually we all passed out. yolande with josh on the futon. kristy with juliun on the floor with a blanket. me on the floor with a pillow, sean f on the couch (greedy bastard ;D) and sean m on another part of the floor with um.. nothing i think.

i was fucking COLD. seriously. like all night long. and omg sore when i woke up. and queasy. but me and yolande and steph and kristy and juliun and sean m went to dennys for breakfast. and then we all went home and no one puked! \o/ so i call that a success. if you guys poke me and remind me ill post some of the pictures. some of which have boys without shirts who are dancing. :D

so that was kind of a life. but then i havent done anything with anyone since then. which is not so fun

ah well.

okay so my birthday is july 2nd (im gonna be 20! w00t) and im trying to think of something fun to DO. that wont cost a lot. its just that i either do nothing for my birthday, or something incredibly boring/dull. so if anyone has any ideas or suggestions? id love to hear them.

and um. i guess thats it.

so yeah, come see the new headers! and my userinfo! stroke my ego! make me feel like not such a freak! ;)

ETA: just keep refreshing!!! theyre all there, it sometimes just takes forever to cycle through. *looks cute*
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