and you never would have thought in the end

i always have the hardest time going to bed at a decent time on Sundays. i'm not sure why, though it probably has something to do with me sleeping in too late this morning.

what can i say, i love to sleep but i hate to GO to sleep. i'm a weird one.

i just reread a couple of my old fics (like the two that i actually like) and it made me want to write something.

i keep having thinky thoughts about Kurt's head space this season on Glee, regarding him and Blaine, but i never really manage to put anything down before another episode airs and RIB joss me. mainly its about their break up and how i felt that though Blaine's actions were unacceptable, the way the events unfolded left the blame heavy on Blaine's side when Kurt's actions were by no means conducive to a healthy relationship. which is funny because i am a Kurt stan slightly more than a Blaine stan.

sigh. i keep watching Glee and keep hoping to feel as excited about it as i did during season 2 and its just not happening. i could care less about 85% of the plot lines and i'm not even as excited about the songs as i once was.

thankfully Grimm has started back up again (FINALLY) and i am totes excited there!!! Monroe was so amazing in this last episode, i cant even express how much i loved him. totes ready for friday ALREADY!

So they just confirmed that there won't be a Glee Live tour this year. And I have LOTS OF FEELINGS.

I am torn. On one hand I am SO sad because I was absolutely going to go and I wanted to see Chris and Darren! They were so GOOD last year, and I REALLY wanted to go again.

But on the other hand I remember how exhausted they all seemed after 40 shows and like 3 weeks of rest total between the end of season 2, the tour and the beginning of season 3. So I feel like the cast deserves this time to breathe etc. And hey, maybe Darren will head back to Broadway, with this kind of break.

Like I said, FEELINGS.

In other news Chris just tweeted with a link to his movie's new teaser. Struck By Lightning looks SO good. I am so PROUD. He wrote and starred in the movie.

You know what else looked good? CHRIS. HOT DAMN boy, you look so much better when you aren't playing Kurt, which is kind of mind boggling, because it's not like Kurt is unattractive!

But anyway I guess I'm just glad I managed to see Glee Live last year, despite all the crazy that it took.

(Yes we are going to totes ignore the fact that I haven't posted again for 6 months. Oops?)

So, in a flight of fancy, last week one of my best friends and I decided to drive the 6-7 hours down to good ole NYC (because yes NYS IS that big and we do live forever away from the City) and see the second to last Glee Live show in the States.

We bought our tickets 4 days beforehand and I begged for someone to cover me at work on Saturday and then OFF WE WENT.

And it was AMAZING. I love Glee to pretty much an embarrassing degree and I have become such a fangirl over this show it is not even funny. And even though a lot of the time (MOST OF) it pisses me off, I still usually end up loving the music.

Also, I have become ridiculously in love with Chris Colfer so you know, there's that too. (HE WAS FABULOUS)

ANYWAY. Even though it is you know, frowned upon, I did take some videos and here is one of my favorite ones. We had rather lovely seats if I do say so myself (we are both too short to really WANT floor seats unless its front row), and had a lovely view of both stages.

This vid is not public so please don't share it with too many people, Fox has been pretty strict about it and they won't hesitate to have it yanked off and maybe get my youtube account deleted.

If you have been following the show at all, then when I say that this is the Kurt/Blaine + Brittany skit you will know what I mean right away. And if not, well then you should watch it and then come back and ask if you still have questions!!! ;D

Oh I suppose I should warn you, I screamed a couple of times and it is kind of loud, so just be aware and keep your headphones off. :D My camera has got a pretty good microphone so, while Kurt and Blaine sound perfect, I am far too loud in comparison.



I have a bunch more videos but I'm not sure if I'm gonna upload them to youtube, so if anyone is interested let me know!

Sometimes I forget how much music will get to me. A lot of the time I just enjoy it at its most basic level, like how I think the general population enjoys it. And then there's times where a certain song will sneak up and sucker punch me and I'll be in tears and morose for the rest of the day.

Yeah IDK where that came from, I'm just listening to my most played list on iTunes and so many of them depress me and lift me up at the same time.

Good music makes you feel it. Hell, even bad music makes you feel it if the lyrics hit you just right.

I don't know what I'd do without music. I remember when I was in high school, I was the only one of my friends who chose being blind rather than deaf, during a game of would you rather. I think I could get by not seeing. But not being able to listen to music...I'm not sure I could? Obvs both are horrible and its ridiculously morbid to consider, but hey we were teenagers, what do you expect.


But anyway, random thoughts are random. I think this has something to do with why I enjoy Glee so much. Even when it pisses me off. (Okay, music, and Kurt; those are why I love Glee)

I really fucking miss John Sheppard, Rodney McKay and Ronon Dex.

Just throwing that out there.

sigh.

So I was wandering around the Internets looking at pre Black Friday Deals
(YAY, Guys I found Glee S1 for 19.99 and HP 1-6 on Blu-Ray for 39.99)

And I'm not sure how I ended up here, but this is ADORABLE:



Huh, I don't think I've ever seen an interview of Jake Gyllenhaal's before. I've only ever seen him performing.
BUT. He is ADORABLE and funny and there needs to be MORE of him in my life!!!

"It's acting Dave. You've gotta commit to every moment."

"...Both people have to take their clothes off Dave..."

He's mocking him and IT IS SPECTACULAR.

I love how he doesn't even seem to care about his foot in mouth moment. I bet he thinks it was awesome. :D

It's been about 2 years and three days since I had my car accident. I'd been kind of paying attention to the date (AHAHAH not even realizing that it was the night we were driving to the HP premiere), and then I totes forgot and missed it.

Ah well, it's not like I was gonna do much other than say, heh, glad that's even further behind me. Still have the car that I had to get after the accident, still like it, so I'm doing okay.

Now I'm just waiting for my insurance company to forget it. :/

I updated to the latest iTunes and I hate it, fyi.

Yesterday I had the day off because I went to an HP7 midnight premiere and I FORGOT it was Friday. Thus I went to bed early and FORGOT SPN. It felt blasphemous. :(

In other news I was thinking about an lj name change. I have a small urge to do this, but it's pretty vague right now. Last time I changed was 2006.

Bonus if you've been around long enough to remember that name! (No cookie for looking it up)

Anyone got any good Sweet Potato recipes? We don't normally make it for our Thanksgiving (too far north) but I'm in the mood for it.

I'm looking @ you wendy.

( spn day... )

Someone come and chat with me about those fucking hot Winchester bros.

beware of spoilers for ep and next weeks teaser:

( uh, show? )