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i completely fail at talking.
I wish i didn't, i really do... but i just suck at communication. when i wanna say something, i get all tripped-up in my head, and nothing ever comes out right. Ever.
And it just seems to get worse when it's actually important... like when i'm arguing with someone or trying to defend my side of a story, or my viewpoints on something important.
maybe that's part of the reason i have so much difficulty talking to people face to face or on the phone... or even over my xbox mic. i'm worried that i'm gonna slip-up and make myself sound like a dumb, stutter-y moron who can't defend herself or even get her point across...
i just wish i could voice my thoughts the same way i hear them in my head.
maybe i can get back on my ADD medicine sometime soon... that might help... at times when i get frustrated about all this, it seems like my head is moving faster than my mouth can, and it helps with that.
I wish i didn't, i really do... but i just suck at communication. when i wanna say something, i get all tripped-up in my head, and nothing ever comes out right. Ever.
And it just seems to get worse when it's actually important... like when i'm arguing with someone or trying to defend my side of a story, or my viewpoints on something important.
maybe that's part of the reason i have so much difficulty talking to people face to face or on the phone... or even over my xbox mic. i'm worried that i'm gonna slip-up and make myself sound like a dumb, stutter-y moron who can't defend herself or even get her point across...
i just wish i could voice my thoughts the same way i hear them in my head.
maybe i can get back on my ADD medicine sometime soon... that might help... at times when i get frustrated about all this, it seems like my head is moving faster than my mouth can, and it helps with that.
