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Poly Ramblez

By EpistemicPolymath

Poly, a streamer, speedrunner, gamer, nerd, and future content creator shares her thoughts about various topics of interest without tons of editing! Topics would most likely include, personal life situations and experiences, lessons learned, rants, movies/shows, games, people, psychology, philosophy, and more! What should she ramble about next?
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Ep. 7 - On Accountability

Poly RamblezJan 15, 2023
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Ep. 7 - On Accountability

Ep. 7 - On Accountability

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:: Main Website ::

poly-mathical.com

:: Poly Ramblez ::

I talk about Accountability and how recognizing that I can be responsible for some aspects of what happened in my life (without blaming myself or anyone else entirely) and that the next step is to take accountability then has been instrumental in my growth and process in life.

:: Anchor.fm ::  

https://anchor.fm/polymathical/episodes/Ep--7---On-Accountability-e1tgfoe

:: About Me ::

I am an autistic person, gamer, and speedrunner that has a passion for learning all sorts of things about myself, others, and the world around me. I understand that this is a continuous process that I will take part in for the rest of my life. I strive to get better at all that I do and ask as many questions as possible. I want to share this process with others by making content and I hope that you stick around! I would love to have you. Your perspective has value here :).

:: Social Media ::

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/epistemicpolymath

Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/polymathical_

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/epistemicpolymath

Join the Discord Community:  https://discord.gg/Txt7T8A

#mentalhealth #growth #accountability

Jan 15, 202358:28
Ep. 6 - Poly's 5 Levels of Relationships

Ep. 6 - Poly's 5 Levels of Relationships

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:: Main Website ::

poly-mathical.com

:: Poly Ramblez ::

I talk about the way I define my 5 Levels of relationships and how this has helped me tremendously recently make progress with healing and my mental health. If you benefit from men, awesome, but remember that you can always make your own.

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https://anchor.fm/polymathical/episodes/Ep--6---Polys-5-Levels-of-Relationships-e1s9d7j

:: About Me ::

I am an autistic person, gamer, and speedrunner that has a passion for learning all sorts of things about myself, others, and the world around me. I understand that this is a continuous process that I will take part in for the rest of my life. I strive to get better at all that I do and ask as many questions as possible. I want to share this process with others by making content and I hope that you stick around! I would love to have you. Your perspective has value here :).

:: Social Media ::

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/epistemicpolymath

Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/polymathical_

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/epistemicpolymath

Join the Discord Community:  https://discord.gg/Txt7T8A

#mentalhealth #growth #relationships 

Dec 15, 202258:06
Ep. 5 - On Self-Diagnosis

Ep. 5 - On Self-Diagnosis

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:: Main Website ::

poly-mathical.com

:: Poly Ramblez ::

This episode focuses on the validity of self-diagnosis and a few perspectives I think anyone should consider when approaching this issue. There is so much to talk about here, and I might have to visit it again, but for now, this will have to do. I am always open to discussing these topics in more detail! Please feel free to join the Discord or contact me in other ways, if you'd like to discuss more. Or come by to the streams, I am always discussing similar topics covered in Poly Ramblez there.

:: Anchor.fm ::

https://anchor.fm/polymathical/episodes/Poly-Ramblez-Ep--5---On-Self-Diagnosis-e1qlrq6

:: About Me ::

I am an autistic person, gamer, and speedrunner that has a passion for learning all sorts of things about myself, others, and the world around me. I understand that this is a continuous process that I will take part in for the rest of my life. I strive to get better at all that I do and ask as many questions as possible. I want to share this process with others by making content and I hope that you stick around! I would love to have you. Your perspective has value here :).

:: Social Media ::

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/epistemicpolymath

Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/polymathical_

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/epistemicpolymath

Join the Discord Community:  https://discord.gg/Txt7T8A

#mentalhealth #growth #selfdiagnosis #diagnosis #health #physicalhealth

Nov 15, 202201:00:45
Ep. 4 - Dealing with Jealousy and Envy

Ep. 4 - Dealing with Jealousy and Envy

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:: Main Website ::

poly-mathical.com

:: Poly Ramblez ::

This episode focuses on the emotions of jealousy and envy. I discuss how they have impacted me, how I think about emotions, and things I have done to prevent such emotions from controlling my actions. I just have a general discussion about these emotions and my experiences with them and what I have learned so far. I'd love to hear more insight from others, if you'd like to share

:: Anchor.fm ::

⚓ https://anchor.fm/polymathical/episodes/Ep--4---Dealing-with-Jealousy-and-Envy-e1p9bq9

:: About Me ::

I am an autistic person, gamer, and speedrunner that has a passion for learning all sorts of things about myself, others, and the world around me. I understand that this is a continuous process that I will take part in for the rest of my life. I strive to get better at all that I do and ask as many questions as possible. I want to share this process with others by making content and I hope that you stick around! I would love to have you. Your perspective has value here :).

:: Social Media ::

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/epistemicpolymath

Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/polymathical_

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/epistemicpolymath

Join the Discord Community:  https://discord.gg/Txt7T8A

#mentalhealth #growth #therapy #personaldevelopment #emotions #jealousy #envy

Nov 12, 202201:01:02
Ep. 3 - My Growth So Far

Ep. 3 - My Growth So Far

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:: Main Website ::
poly-mathical.com

:: Poly Ramblez ::

This episode is basically covering the growth I have been through since the abuse and the aftermath. It's been hard, but I have also really learned a lot during this time and hope to share what I have learned to help encourage others who might have experienced online abuse and ostracization from communities that they thought they could trust. It's traumatic and difficult to deal with, but you can do it. All it takes is reevaluating what happened to you and why and learning to accept what you can't change versus what you can. Doing that and going to Therapy has done SO MUCH for me. I am so happy to be where I am right now. Life won't be pain-free from here on out, but I will be more prepared and ready for whatever life throws at me.

:: Episode Resources ::

https://www.more-selfesteem.com/more-self-esteem/building-self-esteem/what-is-self-esteem/self-image-and-self-esteem#:~:text=The%20difference%20between%20your%20self,person%20you%20think%20you%20are.

https://www.talkingroom.com.au/articles/self-image/26-self-esteem-self-image-self-confidence-are-they-all-the-same

https://www.wondermind.com/article/envy-vs-jealousy/

:: Anchor.fm ::

https://anchor.fm/polymathical/episodes/Ep--3---My-Growth-So-Far-e1ntl9c

:: About Me ::  
I am an autistic person, gamer, and speedrunner that has a passion for learning all sorts of things about myself, others, and the world around me. I understand that this is a continuous process that I will take part in for the rest of my life. I strive to get better at all that I do and ask as many questions as possible. I want to share this process with others by making content and I hope that you stick around! I would love to have you. Your perspective has value here :).  

:: Social Media ::  

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/epistemicpolymath
Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/polymathical_
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/epistemicpolymath
Join the Discord Community:  https://discord.gg/Txt7T8A


#psychologicalAbuse #emotionalabuse #mentalhealth #growth #therapy #personaldevelopment 

Sep 16, 202201:08:17
Ep. 2 - Why I can no longer be apart of the Jak Speedrunning Community

Ep. 2 - Why I can no longer be apart of the Jak Speedrunning Community

:: Poly Ramblez ::  

Everything related to the situation for you to read for yourself and make your own decisions:

My original video explaining my side of things:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_3cP1d2Vag

Full Overview Of How I was Treated By the Mods:

https://pastebin.com/a1HVDdVb

Poly and Whip's Views on the Jak Community rework applicants!:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trS2JqDAFXE

Whip's Perspective:

https://pastebin.com/CLUSLgHL

Kuitar's Response:

https://pastebin.com/vJzREVU3

Zoey's Response was deleted, but I cover it in this highlight video:

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1292071501


:: Resources on Abuse and Ableism ::

"Are you sure you're being abused?"
"I don't want to hear about it."
"You need to move on."

The three quotes above were in an article saying the 3 things you should NEVER say to an abuse victim. Multiple people from the Jak Community have said these at different points in time. Kuitar even treated me this way when I came to him for help. There is no excuse for the way I have been treated. The fact that they will never be held accountable is unforgivable.

https://themendproject.com/am-i-the-victim-of-emotional-abuse/its-not-your-fault/
https://www.healthyplace.com/blogs/verbalabuseinrelationships/2018/6/what-not-to-say-to-verbal-and-emotional-abuse-survivors
https://www.goodtherapy.org/learn-about-therapy/issues/abuse
https://www.getrevue.co/profile/polymathical_/issues/a-history-on-my-experience-with-ableism-issue-1-1036689
https://www.ivint.org/an-insight-into-ableism/

:: Anchor.fm ::

https://anchor.fm/polymathical/episodes/Poly-Ramblez-Ep--2---Why-I-can-no-longer-be-apart-of-the-Jak-Speedrunning-Community-e1hbh38

:: About Me ::  
I am an autistic person, gamer, and speedrunner that has a passion for learning all sorts of things about myself, others, and the world around me. I understand that this is a continuous process that I will take part in for the rest of my life. I strive to get better at all that I do and ask as many questions as possible. I want to share this process with others by making content and I hope that you stick around! I would love to have you. Your perspective has value here :).  

:: Social Media ::  
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/epistemicpolymath
Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/polymathical_
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/epistemicpolymath
Join the Discord Community:  https://discord.gg/Txt7T8A

#psychologicalAbuse #emotionalabuse #jakCommunity #accountability

Apr 18, 202201:52:49
Ep. 1 - 2021 Recap

Ep. 1 - 2021 Recap

The new Poly Ramblez series begins and for the first episode, I will be recapping my entire 2021. This year was a difficult one, but it was a very rewarding one at the same time. I learned a lot and experienced a lot and in the end, I believe I am a much more mature and kinder person.  Feel free to listen in as I explain what happened and the many lessons that were learned along the way!

Jan 02, 202256:09