Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi...

Alhamdulillah..i just passed my part 1 master in family medicine. i owed my husband, lil aQilah, families, in laws and colleaques a lottt for their sacrifices and supports. my husband had been very very supportive and optimistic that i would pass the exam. i was down with nausea, vomitting and fatique 3-4 weeks before the exam ( yes...i'm pregnant with our second child, alhamdulillah).. i was on the verge of giving up ( i failed my MRCP exam when i was pregnant with aQilah ). thus, i thot history would repeat itself again. but, alhamdulillah...rezeki adik murah n i passed the exam. praised to Allah for his blessings... i am now 15 wks POA. aQilah has started to address herself as kakak Qilah ( no longer baby mama). sadly, i had to stopped her from breastfeeding as i couldnt cope with it anymore as i am carrying another child. but, alhamdulillah..she took it quite well. of course initially she would asked for 'cici' before sleep but after a while, a bottle of milk satisfied her enough....good thg abt bottlefeed is that she no longer woke up in the middle of the night crying for 'cici'. most of the nights, she would sleep until morning..alhamdulillah, for the first time in a few years, i had non interrupted sleeps! ( at least a break before the next one arrives..hehhe) me n my husband r planning to buy a landed property. a piece of land to be precise. i wanted a single storey house with spacious kitchen..haha..yes, i love cooking and i love having families and frens over for meal. for now, my condo only fit for lil families..hopefully my wish will come soon!!

MASTER

yup...skang aku wat master. penat. kengkadang rase nyesal wat mende nih. wat susah otak, zahir dan batin...muahaha

tp apekan daya. nak quit kna bayar balik plak. teruskan jelah. exam bln 5 nih...harap2 lepas. kalu tak lepas rase nak bukak kedai roti. perusahaan frozen food or makanan halal sedang mendapat permintaan tinggi. jamin bersih..kate doktor masak..haha

tak pon nak bukak tempat jaga budak. rase ramai member2 doktor aku yg ader masalah nk carik tpt jaga anak. kalu aku wat tpt jaga anak akn ader sick bay. saper anak sakit pon leh hantar nursery tp dok sick bay. tak campur ngan bdak sehat..takde la kes rotavirus bersepah2 saner cni. amacam? ada org nak anta kat nursery aku tak? ahhah

tgh tension sebenarnye nih. belaja nye tak seberape, mana lah nak lulus exam. skang bkn mcm mase undergrad. keje mcm biasa. oncall toksah citer la. balik umah bkn boleh terbongkang tdo trus mcm dulu. nk tgk anak, nk jaga mkn minum suami. not that i'm complaining ( ckp omputih plak...)but this is the reality of adult learning...

do not rush into getting urself into masters prog..set ur priorities right and be prepared to work hard. N'way...i'm welcoming my frens whose coming in the masters prog this june...all the best mates!

another chapter..

Aqilah Sofea turned one last February & we held a makan2 for her to meet her peers ( aisyah hana, khadejah, damia ) & also for mama to catch up with her frens..hehe. She's now weighing almost 10 kg which is quite an achievement for petite size n talks a lottt. she loves evening walks n jumping into the pool ( into papa open arms of course )and i feel that she grew up so fast..huhu

N'way, i'm starting my master in Family Medicine in UM this 1st June. Hoping that for the next 4 years will be a smooth sailing journey for me n my family...amin.

My cheeky lil angel.....

...aQilah n papa @ Aisyah Hana birthday party!

dOwN wItH FevER...

ello everyone...my name is aqilah. this is me n papa when i was down with fever last week. this is papa's version of tepid sponging. i think mama taught him differently tho...












to alll my baby frens who are sick at the moment, take ur med n u'll be ok like ME!