Just when everything was going so well...

I had to screw up.

I'm damn pissed at myself right now. I think I just got myself my 4th white slip. What exactly is a white slip? It's a warning slip you get in RJ for bad conduct. I got 1 for wearing my skirt too short while other people with even shorter skirts didn't get it, 1 on the first time I was late to school cause I got carried away when I was studying in the morning, 1 cause I missed the elective I signed up for cause and even though I told the teacher i had tennis trials I didn't foresee and now, 1 for being late to class cause I friggin went to the canteen!

Ohhh gawddd... Having 4 white slips means your conduct gets downgraded from "good" to "fair", and that means no scholarship and well, I can very well just kiss my tennis exco goodbye. I thought I did pretty well in the interview yesterday but I just had to screw up!

Some of it was just bad timing, but mostly, I blame myself.

I wish I could just turn back time... =(

Quote Of The Day!

"Today was effin hot like the sun was PMS-ing or something!"

- Kylie Chee

It's amazing how 2 places (Malacca and Singapore) so far apart can share the same temperature and I quote Kylie Chee, today damn blardy hot siut! I'm starting to look like an indian d... BUT! It doesn't matter! You know why? Cause I loooooove tennis and hence, it doesn't matter. xD 

It's an amazing feeling i never really felt before. Back home, I thought i liked tennis but i never liked it as much as now. Tennis training is like my drug right now... I go crazy without it. It's amazing how tennis can take your mind off things (ie. studies and missing home) COMPLETELY, although temporary. And the people.... oh GAWD! I LOVE MY TEAM! Things have been going pretty well these days. =)

Anywhos, come to think about it, I've learnt a lot from tennis in these few months, more than what i've ever learnt in all my years of tennis, to be used in life. Some i adopted from basketball last year... but that's beside the point. I realise that we tend to learn a lot from losing something we really cherish (ie. my last basketball match last year) or simply just something that reallllly means a lot to us. It's a nice feeling, appreciating what you have and I guess sometimes you just gotta ask yourself whether you really want IT or do you just think you want it. No one says it was gonna be easy and well, wishful thinking is useless; most times, you just gotta keep on going even when you feel like you can't 'cause you'll eventually pull thru and you will be UBER HAPPY. =)

Well, i shan't explain myself right now 'cause i've been deprived of sleep trying to finish my project work, ergo, i'mma go sleep now!

GOOD NIGHT, WORLD! And SMILE! SOMEONE LOVES YOU!

Speaking Malay is uber cool in Singapore! Advertisement: New awesome apps out on iPhone!

Regarding the Malay-speaking thing, yeash! It's damn cool 'cause no one else can understand what you're talking about among fellow Malaysians! PS. I'm dropping Chinese... and not taking Malay.

Anywho, this is a little something most of you have prolly seen this before 'cause it's prolly been circulating on the internet for a while now... But anywho, (for my homies who understand Malay...) Enjoy!

From: xxxxxxxxxx@gmail.com

Subject: FW: karangan terbaik UPSR 2008.. check it out!!! damn funny..

Date: Wed, 28 Jan 2009 20:52:26 +0800

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garpu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

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Received from my iPhone. Signing off (and reentering the world of... .... T.T) now. XD

PISSED!

'cause i have to go down and up 4 floors for roll call every single day.

'cause i played tennis like crap today.

'cause i still dunno what to do about my class.

'cause i'm worried about my grades even though i'm doing quite well for now.

'cause i no longer go for Mr. Huan, whose classes are so good, i can use his SPM stuff for 'A' Levels.

'cause i want a teacher that can teach me more than what i need to know.

'cause i don't know whether i have a teacher that can teach me more.

'cause i've gotta count on myself now.

'cause i'm not going back to Melaka next Friday during Good Friday.

'cause that means i'm going to fishing miss modern dance!

'cause i can't go back for campfire.

'cause i miss everything that's happening back home.

'cause i miss my family.

'cause i miss my friends.

'cause i miss my dog.

'cause i miss my life.

'cause i miss basketball.

'cause i miss dancing.

'cause i miss singing.

'cause i only joined tennis in RJ.

'cause i wanna join council.

'cause i wanna join jazz.

'cause i wanna join street.

'cause i should have done it.

'cause it's prolly too late now.

'cause i have to be more committed to tennis since i'm in the team.

'cause even though i'm in the team, i still play crappily.

'cause i'm like... such a loser in RJ.

'cause i miss not being a loser in IJ.

'cause the event of IJC adding me on facebook is in the past.

'cause now, i have to add myself in RJC's facebook.

'cause i miss the past.

'cause i'm living in the past.

'cause i'm living in some place other than the present.

'cause i'm not much of a leader in the present.

'cause i'm just a follower in the present.

'cause i want to do something big and i can't do it YET.

'cause i'm still planning for the big thing.

'cause i might not be able to do it.

'cause my network in Singapore ain't wide enough.

'cause i'm nobody in RJ.

'cause i'm sitting among the audience in RJ.

'cause i miss being ON stage in IJ.

'cause i'm just another person in RJ.

'cause i miss being known IJ.

'cause of lotsa other little things.

'cause i don't have it big.

'cause i complain and come up with excuses more than the measure i take.

'cause i have to move on!

'cause i have to go for roll call now!

ALSO

'cause it's/i'm so blardy long winded, no one will read it and no one will sympathize my situation. xD

'cause i'm so blardy OCD, i keep having to edit this.