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从半夜两三点睡，到近来十点前就钻进被窝；
从中午十二点醒，到近来六点就要爬出被窝。

这个转变是很惊人的。没有所谓的循序渐进。

正式实习前的那一晚，我还是拖到半夜一两点才睡。直到隔天放工回家，一到九点多马上转入睡眠状态。

这三个月来，我就是这么度过的。
对我来说非常不寻常的、太有规律的生活。


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工作日的早睡早起，还是成就不了潜伏在身体里的懒虫。
我当然需要一些睡眠来抵消周末的多姿多彩、逍遥自在。
所以懒虫它理直气壮地，在礼拜睡上了一整天。
它怎么就不能自律一点。（无奈）


总而言之，工作日的我还算是个挺乖的小女孩。（对，22岁的小女孩）
虽然偶尔会闯闯“黄灯”；
偶尔会“不小心”超速；
偶尔在工作时当姜太公，
但庆幸的是，我从没迟到不只，我竟还是最早到的那一个。
记录维持了三个月整。谢谢。


另一边，不会放过任何一个聚会的我，总在周末早出晚归。
没办法，大姐猪妹都很想念我；朋友们都爱我（真的！哈）
我不想拒绝邀约让他们失望。
（虽然很多时候都是我提议的）
所以在这三个月的周末，我近乎都不在家。


这么说来，你觉得我没时间陪爸妈了对不？
其实这三个月，跟他们才更是无所不谈。
早上起来已有妈妈准备好的早餐（这么说来，妈妈才是这三个月来最累的人）。
六点九个字到七点三个字是我们用早餐、谈谈心的时间。
晚上回到家冲了凉，就有一桌子的菜等着我。
这时候是两夫妻打情骂俏 + 一个傻子在旁边配衬的晚餐时间。
这三个月来看了很多出喜剧，主角都是他们。不当演员实在浪费！


所以，只要出门前有交待，
跟谁出、去哪里、到几点，
他们都会很放心。
反而最近老是唠叨念我迟回家的，是家里那位老大姐。
可是还是爱你好吗。


嗯……

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说说工作环境……

看着同期也在实习的朋友们都有其他一起实习的伙伴，
不知该开心还是羡慕，我的同事们都是有至少两三年经验的工程师。
我是整个部门唯一一个实习生。唯二的女生。

工作范围之广，从文书，到拍摄工作（真的！那是个很长的故事！）我都包办。
虽然间中累积起来应该有两三个礼拜是得空的，
可是身为实习生，一点都不敢摆出懒散的姿态。
这三个月的座右铭——就算没事情做，也要装忙！


1位manager，14位engineers，2位technicians，1位trainee。
这个是我的部门——product engineering department。
一点都没关系到我大学前三年读的东西。
一开始觉得我被分错部门了，可是公司制度问题，不能转换。
我唯有坚持。

三个月下来，我突然觉得原来被派到这里是我的福气。
让我最怀念的，就是早上八点半跟他们一起开会的时光。
原以为Engineer就会挺严肃的，可是看着他们，这个说法就被推翻了。
超可爱的菲律宾人，很搞笑的马来人，很幽默的华人。
这个Team，让我觉得他们是在Flex里头最有活力的工作团队。

三个月下来，我交了很多国籍的朋友。
看着505大选时被一票一票载来我国的外籍人士，被唆使，被利用，
之后还被本地居民逮个正着，逼得慌了，哭了。谁来保护他们？
其实我心里切切地替他们觉得不值。
一个国家的腐败，需要另一国家的人来承担。
他们不过是飘洋过海来到这里讨口饭吃，为了养活生计，
家里有老有少多少张口等着他们喂饱。
亲耳听了很多他们的故事，他们多久没回家。
我想，我们是应该多给他们些人情味的。


同事们从上个星期就开始为我安排farewell，
就在9号星期四的晚上。
毫无预料下，他们叫我发表离别感言。
说了串我自己都不太记得的话，可是那想流泪的冲动是忘不了的。
很感谢他们的聆听，他们对我的点头，到最后的掌声。
这个团队真的很棒。


离最后一个下班前的十五分钟，我向一些熟识的操作员（Operators）道别。
她们的拥抱祝福，他们的握手言谢，其实让我更为感动。
红了眼眶地跟他们道别，心中的不舍，其实是他们。
他们是很热情的。
前提是你要先对他示好，简单的微笑点头就够了。
哪怕是职位再小、身份再卑微的人，互相尊重是必需的。
姿态摆得多高，人与人的距离就多远，这是我学到的。


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一生以来没一次过接受那么多的赞美。
可能是最后一天的关系，大家都对我格外的好。
之前都听过叫我“Comel”的、“Cantik”的，可是有一句，我会铭记于心……

在那里工作的大姐问我：“Lepas habis sekolah u nak balik sini jadi engineer?”
"Tak tau lagi boleh graduate ke tak"
"Patut boleh la! Kak rasa u engineer yang baik!"

心里感激的程度绝对不少于对恩师的感谢。


最后一位道别的kakak，是在另一个办公室。
她对我说的最后一句话是：“You sangat baik la! kakak suka u banyak banyak!”
我眼已带着泪，微笑地向她挥手道别。


人与人之间的相处，或许才是这次实习的大收获。
不分阶层，不分肤色。
只要主动示好，没有人会挽拒你的微笑。
他们给我的肯定，让我对之后的路更有信心。
虽然engineer未必是我将选择的路，
可是至少我知道，被怀抱着信心是股源源不绝的力量，路是光明的。


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家人已经把我冠上“哭包”称号。
人生不同阶段都在学习不同的事物，
我想，“离别”这个课题是我最难搞懂的。


仪


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今天是母亲节哦！对妈妈的爱已经无法用言语说尽……




 妈咪，爱你哦！

二宝

Bobbie

Friends will always have a very HUGE and special place in my heart. As I'm now a full-time 'engineer' (cough), weekdays are way too busy to say have outings or gatherings. So I take my weekend to the fullest, almost each time, catching up with the buddies and have a drink or two, that's how I roll my weekend with them.

and this time, with this little fella called Bobbie! He has the smoothest fur among the poodles I've seen. TOO DAMN CUTE! I wasn't a dog person and was so scared of doggies during the past. Until I met my ex-bf and he has 3 doggies living INSIDE his house, together with the family members. Running here and there and from that time on I love dogs. Like so madly.

Well oh well... Back to my 'friends' topic. Me and my secondary school buddies were separated after we graduated. And even further away after some of them completed their STPM. We share a bond no other can understand. I guess every friendship (or say relationship) has its own way to survive through ups and downs and over a long long time. So do we.

Over ten of us, girls and guys we are really close to each other and we can really laugh off almost anything on earth and we don't care how others look upon. We trust, care and most importantly, we treasure. I guess that's how our friendship can last this long. 

The last thing I'd do is to take this friendship for granted. Each time I hang out with them, I feel grateful to god. 

I have so many of them as my best friends but guess what? No one can share your own dark secrets to ten people even if you're so damn closed to each other. and I have this particular friend, she's so special to me and so am I to her, we share EVERYTHING. Literally, everything.

Ms Phoebe Lo. I had a glorious day with her, like finally.

we hadn't seen each other in at least half a year I think. Even we are staying so close, studying only 220km apart, but we still couldn't make to meet up. Last Sunday was the day. We went to Yaoki Japanese restaurant @ Taman Pelangi, having a fab lunch to kick start our date after so long.

First attempt to this oh-so-famous Pearl Waffle @ City Square. Well it's a BIG let-down. Hope you can get the message this pic brings.

Caffeine fixed. Just Want Cafe @ Permas Jaya. Yea like I said, I prefer this branch more. Rose latte is so niceeeeeee!!

We chatted bout everything. From studies, relationships, friendships, people, to life and even doggies. We never have enough time to catch up and update each other. Each and every moment was just so precious to me. To us.

That night was so crazy, our crazy man was coming back to JB

Mr Ramzen Oon. It's really fun to have you around, each time.

a stupid surprise we got you. Pardon us this's the best we could bring LOL! 

Miss you mate. I'm so glad, still glad that you talked to me that night. You won't know how much that meant to me, to you and to us.

cheers to our friendship. Yea that one hand without bottle is mine. I drove to TheZon that night and going back alone after that so better I skipped that round, no matter how much I like drinking with my buddies. Yea gotta get my ass up early to work on Monday.

the rest of them.

you can hardly find other friends being so trusted so true and so funny all at once.

Really.

Feel so sorry to spoil your image so here, a normal version group photo.

 and then this weekend.......

YenFong back from Perlis and

ChanRuiRui from KL!!

oreo cheesecake these two sweeties made for us.

someone made it even tastier.

the girls

The group photo I prefer without someone but Herng looked too retarded haha don't kill me!!

 after someone added in. Babi Ping why ler you masuk? Hahahahahaha~

had too much laughter that night I couldn't take a deep breath because I coughed so hard whenever our table exploded with another joke. We just can't keep our profiles low can we?


ohyea, and thanks for the souvenirs from Penang and Thailand. Though the two I chose are from Penang hehee. I really love the mural arts, so simple so down to earth yet they brought such an impact to the Penang tourism. Whoever came up with this idea, you're brilliant and so talented.


and now Bobbie my new love...

toooooooo cute!

that innocent look

 He's like a living doll!!! So damn envy my friends who have a dog, some even have more than one. Dogs are just too lovely too loyal not to love. Maybe due to the influence of books and some videos about how loyal dogs are to their masters, I even feel so pity to the random stray dogs. Why mom doesn't allow me to raise doggie lerr. Why oh why :'(

Once a friend told me, any individual who loves animal, won't be a bad guy. I didn't believe him at that moment. But now, I guess it's right.

Even if you dislike dogs, please don't do anything to hurt them.

the one-day-teacher task went well. I love how honest kids can be. How naive they are. Living in their own little world, trusting anyone be nice to them. Maybe that's why I love kids. I'm really a kid person, I know how to get along and deal with them. Not once I said, kinda regret I didn't further my studies in early childhood education. From this experience, I even determine that early childhood education can decide who the children will be in the future. Of course together with the family background and support. Every child is as pure as paper. It's just depend on us how to teach them, what to give them.

to my surprise, I got this invitation from one Burmese operator. I'm actually quite popular among the operators no matter male or female. Why this kinda fate won't fall upon me outside of the company? Hahah

It's been long since the last piano cover. I'm getting bored of playing the same pieces over and over again. I actually have no time to practice for new songs, never mind to do a new cover. If I have the time, I'd do 'When I Was Your Man' from Bruno Mars or '修炼爱情' from JJ Lin. These two are my current favorites! 

and finally. I chopped at least 5 inches of my hair and is now this short. Kinda regret to have short fringe because it's so hard to take care of. Without notice it'd become horrible center parting. - -""""

Anyway, feeling fresh now. Lighter, and younger perhaps?XD

family day + movie day

Oblivion is so boring. But Tom Cruise is so handsome, as always. Hehe

siblings, and yours truly.

yes to this blissful relationship

please XingFu ooo

Nope I'm just kidding.

I don't know. I just don't like being in control. Outrageous maybe?

and yes

I'm not an easy person to love, to be with, to deal with.

Hi to Monday!! It's 0020 now ohmiigod hope I can get up tomorrow! Good night people! Love yea peace out!

You'll love this song

修炼爱情的悲欢
我们这些努力不简单
快乐炼成泪水 是一种勇敢
几年前的幻想 几年后的原谅
为一张脸去养一身伤
别讲想念我 我会受不了这样

歌词虽不是诉说自己的处境

可是配上这样的曲

就很深

很感动

love,

Ee

Weekly Update

A very quick post/update you know why, it's FRIDAY!! It's almost my weekly routine- blogging.

Very sorry I gotta use English again as I'm rushing of time now. I need a considerably amount of time to type Chinese haha *lousy!!*. Perhaps some of you already knew, I'll be one-day teacher tomorrow to replace my friend's tuition class since she's away for holiday. *envy*

I heard that students nowadays very naughty/too playful? In each and every way I felt that it's going to be a hard task for me to handle the children. Perhaps everything goes well. I'm a good teacher and kids love me, seriously. Okay lah at least I think so.XD

Starting from last Friday? I had a great time *again* in the bookstore, Harris. I brought leejinjin with me as she wanted to use her BB1M vouchers. There went my opportunity to buy more books! hiakhiak *evil laugh*

outing with leejinjin and wearing her cap, she wore my blouse. Good thing about siblings, we share almost everything. Shoes, accessories, blouses, pants, bags, and anything you can think of.

okay SS inside the car is a passed-down tradition. LOL! No, yes I'm a safe driver.

no joke, she bought like.... 8 or 9 books. This pic included some of mine. Being a librarian for 5 years throughout my secondary school life is no joke, wrapping book is as easy as makan. I love the time spent with books (say as if it's human wtf). No matter reading, shopping for books, in library, the book smell, and now wrapping books, I simply love everything relates to books.

after Harris, we finally went to the NEW BRANCH of Just Want Coffee (Taman Molek's)

After visiting the main branch @ Permas Jaya, I was quite taken aback when I visited Molek's because it's so damn huge even got an island bar at the middle of the whole shop. This concept actually gave me kinda deja vu feeling because of *THIS (scroll down)* CSHH Coffee Bar @ Singapore.

Frankly, I wasn't impressed. In term of environment, I still prefer Permas's. 

But the Tiramisu is a must-try!! Won't let you down. Probably the best Tiramisu I've tried.

*ACT*

okay I didn't know she took this one. quite like it. Probably because of my curl.

awkward position to take a photo of us.

Lepas tu.......

Last weekend was a BLAST. I went to Malacca to visit my friends, I felt so very excited but tiredness overloaded. I fell asleep so quickly thorough the journey to Malacca. Pity my travelmate YenFen. Haha she has no one to talk to and she couldn't fall asleep. HAHAHA

souvenirs Jack bought us from Taiwan!!! *THANKIU once again!!*

we jalan sini jalan sana like a tourists..

PS: Please bear with ip4 photo quality T,T

Warning: Photo BOM

When you're taller than everyone...

you'll be the only camera man

HAHA!

ahh.... Main lar~~ huo gai HAHAHA~

this is an exception though... HAHA!

LOL! Epic

101% tourist-looked 

Girls being girls

and again....

and again haha;)

Chiong k session! 

ahhhh a not-so-completed group photo @ Seafarer

A call/message makes everything possible. Thanks mates!

Hope we can still meet up even after you graduate! and for those who'r still in MMU, we will see each other again. Don't cha miss me! ;)

The older I get, the lesser photos I take. 

Sushi King Bonanza with le mummy. My department Monday shutdown too! Did I mention before? Hahaha how xing fu I am. 

view from my workplace. 

and I got so boring at work today, chatting with my bosses and even drawing. ohya, out of no where my boss said "ji fan!", which in Chinese means chicken rice. I burst out laughing for the first time in the office. I don't know why the hell he said that, but it's so funny! FYI, my boss is a Malay! 

colored it since my sis said it looked like haunted house damn her. 

I prefer this version though. It does look brighter!

went to Grazia for dinner and to run errands, completing my intern log book, reviewing what should I teach the kids tomorrow. It took me around 3 hours there, completely alone. and I find that I really love spending some time alone. Not feeling lonely though, just pure silence and I can focus on whatever shit going on in my mind. 

Not to freak you, but this time I'm aware that I didn't wear specs. Haha!

This pair of eyes have been hid behind the specs for long. Just to make sure you still remember how I look like when I take off the specs. Yea the eye bags. 

Talking about this, some of my freaking friends I don't know they miss me or whatnot, coincidentally sent/tagged me to a post titled '吃香蕉去眼袋' wtf?! Okay lar I'll take this advise, but I know the bags are incurable. LOL!!

Happy weekend people!

weekly report comes to an end now...

I'm freaking tired now it's 1am!! Good night :)

Getting me to open up is like drawing blood from the stone..

Don't try me unless you're well prepared

love,

Ee