So unlike my previous post stated, June was not baby month. Dear sweet Shelby decided to arrive on July 1st. I may have jinxed myself by posting that I was going to have the baby in June. :)
This one is going to be a long post just as an FYI.
The weeks leading up to my due date were full of stress and impatient waiting. I was big, uncomfortable, and tired of being at work. I just wanted that baby to come. I didn't really feel like I was having contractions and every doctors appointment left me with the same result of only being slightly dilated. I was seriously beginning to think this baby would never come and I would be pregnant forever because my body sure didn't seem to be getting ready to have a baby.
My due date came and went. That was an emotional day because I was sure that I wouldn't still be pregnant by my due date and definitely not after. I had a doctor appointment the day after my due date and still no progress. My doctor said that since I was delivering at the University of Utah hospital, I would have to call and see if a doctor there would be willing to induce me. She wasn't sure if anyone would because I was not their patient. If I couldn't find a doctor to induce me there, she would induce me at 41 weeks up in Logan.
I left that appointment stressed out and in tears. How was I ever going to find a doctor to induce me? It took that whole day to get my records sent to the University Hospital and to find out if a doctor was willing. It turned out that Dr. Erin Clark was willing to if I would come in the next day for an appointment. So I got that appointment scheduled, told my work I would not be coming in the next day, and made plans to spend the weekend in Salt Lake at my Aunt Terry's house and hopefully not come back to Logan without a baby.
My appointment was on a Friday with Dr. Clark. It just so happened that most of my family was going to be in the Salt Lake area that weekend since they were all coming home for the Fourth of July. Jesse and I packed up for our stay in Salt Lake and made plans to visit Rob and Jolie, Jeff and Karla, and Dasi. The appointment went really great. We really liked Dr. Clark and it turned out that she is Karla's doctor as well. Dr. Clark said I was actually dilated to a 3 and that she felt comfortable inducing me that weekend since I had some blood pressure problems. It was such a relief for her to say that she would induce me that weekend! She told me to call labor and delivery at 7:00 AM the next morning to make sure there was space for me to be induced at 7:30 AM.
Friday night was so much fun to just hang out with family. It helped me not get too nervous about the next morning. My siblings were all excited for me and told us to keep them up to date with how things were going the next day.
Saturday morning dawned bright and early. Jesse and I got all packed up and were ready to have a baby. We called the hospital as we were driving from my Aunt Terry's house. The hospital said that they were full and to call back in an hour. I was distressed by that, but Jesse assured me everything would be okay. We were still hungry even though we had some breakfast at Terry's, so we went to a grocery store up by the hospital and got some more food. We ate our donuts, fruit, and milk up at a picnic bench by the "This is the Place" monument. That was a nice moment to have with Jesse and I in the quiet of the morning. It was so peaceful and beautiful. At 8, we called the hospital again and they told us to call back at 10 and they would be able to tell us when we could come in. Again, that was disappointing. Since we had so much time to kill, we headed back to Terry's house where I took a nap to distract myself. At 10, the hospital said we could come in at noon. Finally, this was going to happen! I called my mom and told her the plan so she could get packed up and drive to Salt Lake.
I was so nervous and anxious as we drove to the hospital. Being induced was a little bit scary to me. But it was nice to have Jesse there with me the whole time. After getting checked in and shown to my room, it was about 1:00 pm when they got the IV started with the Pitocin. It was definitely a surreal feeling to be sitting in that hospital room knowing that I would be having a baby sometime in the near future. At 4:00pm they came in and broke my water to help speed things up. Up until then, I couldn't feel the contractions, but I definitely became uncomfortable after they broke my water.
Jesse was smart enough to bring some movies for us to watch and so that is how I passed the time. The hospital staff had assured me that one of the benefits of being at this hospital is that they had an anesthesiologist dedicated to labor and delivery so I wouldn't have to wait very long once I wanted my epidural. I wanted to really know what contractions felt like so for the next baby I would know what I was experiencing. I waited another couple of hours before I decided that I was done with the pain. Unfortunately, the anesthesiologist was involved in a C-section and would not be available for a while. I ended up waiting an hour and a half after I asked for the epidural. That was some difficult waiting. The staff brought me in a rocking chair, which didn't really help me deal with the pain, but it was nice to be out of the bed for a while.
Finally around 8:30pm, the anesthesiologist came. I was so happy to see her even though I was terrified of getting the epidural. And of course when, she told me to sit very still so she could put in the needle, it was at the peak of a contraction. I think because of nerves, I got very cold and started shaking while she was prepping me for the epidural. So it was definitely hard to sit still. I was thinking that I was going to get some relief from the pain now, but I was wrong. It took about 45 minutes for me to start feeling the epidural. The nurse had me shift to my side to help speed things up,but that didn't really work. My mom got to the hospital at about 9:15pm when my epidural was starting to work. She and Jesse left to go get him some dinner. Sadly, about 15 minutes after they left, I started feeling the contractions again and it just kept getting worse and worse. I kept hitting my button to give me extra medicine, but that didn't do anything. Since my mom and Jesse thought that I was fine, they took a while getting food and didn't come back until 10:30pm. I was in a lot of pain at that point and the nurse had paged the anesthesiologist to come back and re dose me. Finally around 11:30 pm they got the dose right and I couldn't feel the pain anymore.
When my mom and Jesse had come back from getting food, my mom brought in a visitor that Kemais had insisted should come see me. Jeff and Karla had brought Kemais back a golden cat with a waving arm from San Francisco earlier that summer. Kemais felt that I needed that cat to visit me in the hospital, so that is what my mother brought in with her and plopped on a table near my bed. It actually was pretty funny to watch that cat wave at me since I was in a lot of pain and it was a good distraction while I waited for the epidural to get working correctly. :)
At midnight, my mom left and told me to get some rest because it was going to be a long night. I still was only dilated to about a 5 so I had quite a ways to go. Jesse spent the night in the room with me on a fold out couch thing. Around 1:00 AM a nurse came in and woke me up to say that Shelby's heart rate was dropping and they believed it was because of the Pitocin. They put me on oxygen and stopped the Pitocin drip. Every hour for the next six hours they came in and rolled me to my other side to help keep Shelby's heart rate up. Finally around 7:00 AM they took the oxygen off. But, they decided they weren't getting a good enough reading of the contractions from the external monitors strapped to my belly, so they inserted an internal monitor. I had so many cords and tubes hooked up to me at that point. They said there was only about one other thing I could be hooked up to before I had it all. :)
The staff kept checking my dilation and noticed that Shelby's head was slightly turned to the right. They tried multiple times to turn her head, but she kept moving it back. Also, because they stopped the Pitocin my contractions were not as strong as they would have liked, but they didn't dare increase them because of Shelby's heart rate. Shelby hadn't descended as much as she should have because of the decreased contraction strength and her turned head, which meant I had to do more work when it came time to push.
Also, a random side note: I had a faulty bed. It was off balance for some reason. So every time the doctors sat on the end of my bed to check my dilation, the bed would rock down a couple of inches. It was really annoying by the end of it all.
Around 8:30AM, they decided I was ready to start pushing. Shelby's heart rate was dropping again, so they put me back on oxygen. Also, in order to help her heart rate, I had an unusual way to push. The doctors had me lay on my side until a contraction began. Then, with their help, they flipped me onto my back and I had to do a sit up to get in position. When I was done pushing I laid back on my back and they rolled me back onto my side to wait for the next contraction. That whole process was very exhausting. They had started out having me do the sit up from the side and push while laying on my side, but I couldn't figure out how to push efficiently that way, so they switched to the method I just described.
My mom came back to the hospital around 9:45 AM. I hadn't originally planned on having her be in the room, but at that point, I was so exhausted from pushing it was a relief to have her there. I pushed another 45 minutes and the doctors decided that it was time for Dr. Clark to come in. Unfortunately, she was still 10 minutes away. So they had me roll back over to my side and wait. It seemed like Shelby would be squished in there while we waited, but all was well. Dr. Clark arrived and a few more short pushes and Shelby arrived in the world at 10:46 AM on July 1st, 2012. She came out with a giant pout on her face, which I don't blame her because I was in labor for 22 hours and pushed for 2 of those.
Jesse cut the cord and they cleaned her up a bit and plopped her on my chest. It was so incredible to see and hold her. It truly is a miracle to have a baby. After a minute or so, the nurses quickly took her away and I could see a bunch of nurses and the pediatrician surrounding her. Then they called for more pediatricians. Turned out that Shelby was a bit lethargic and wasn't really crying like they wanted her to, but after a few minutes she started wailing and all was fine. I was a bit concerned though looking over and seeing about 10 people around her working on her. Since I had to push so much she was pretty cone headed, but that went down after a day. Shelby was a small petite thing weighing 7lbs 0 oz and measuring 18 inches. However, I think she was more like 19 1/2 in because they were trying to account for her cone head and kept moving the measuring tape down her forehead. :)


It was an incredible experience that I still can hardly believe I went through. Labor is not as scary as I imagined it, but it was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Also, recovery is way worse than I imagined it would be. But it is all worth it to have a precious little baby.