im used to be alone when i further study start entering high school. im just ordinary person or student who did not make any sound of troubles in school. but im used to be bullied by others, i dont know why they just like to have fun on me. mybe im looks innocent and cute little boy back there,whos easy to do anything on me. Oh boy pity for you. but since i got in high school i made friends, mybe almost everyone assume that im so arrogant ego dont friendly smiling. but hey im not choosy just im trying to be good for everybody.
yes, some old friends primary school here but in different class due to my result was not impressive.huh
5years in the same school, also just made friends around my class only and most of them are girls. Boys love to be in the toilet, smelly, euwwh. they smokes jokes and port to skip class. some of them i knew from old school, but i just ordinary friend. not more than that, no words, no story behind us, no bonding just a small fake smiles to keep in touch.
form 4 and 5 i applied for the hostel because of difficulty on transportation issue.. i hate at all but i must to . Hey i managed to made friends here, not just my batch buddy but also other batches juniors and seniors from lower and upper six class. hmm i love they. not the fasilities at all, sucks.. the matress were hard as rock, the shower without door. that kind of live in hostel. Not enough sleep, tasteless food,raging and my academic graph decline gradually from day to day until the big examination. high school with my old primary friends but im not be friend with them at all.
Ok, after that i further studies at matriculation in 2 years program. Here i know that 2 of my high school also study here but 1 year program, they got friends but not me. So again i made friends.. seriously i love study here, the atmosphere, the bonding on us. the lecturer young and talented to strikes our spirits.
Uni life was not likes what im imagine , affect on too much watching uni life drama. i sucks. everthing was wrong inside my head from start. and now i managed to finish my study undergrad within 4 years. but im still alone.. i leave them behinds me. i need to look ahead upon me next life. on im really miss all of them.
what i can do, just stalk on fb,twitter. i remember that
"dont waits/search for the good friend, but instead be a friendly friend."
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