MOVED.

Yeap, have moved on to a new blog so please feel free to visit it yeah (if there are any readers left here):

NEW BLOG

kthanksbai.

Feeling Loved.

Right now at this moment, he's just a few steps away from me, doing his assignment and out of the blues, he PM-ed me on Facebook instead of talking to me face-to-face. ._. Best thing is he thinks this is romantic LOL.

This man whom I've not seen him for more than four months, who patiently waited for me to come home, who treats me really well, I'm thankful I've met him. I'm grateful that we are together. It's been almost a year now. Words alone cannot express how happy I am with him. :) I hope this happiness lasts.

You make me fall in love with you all over again every single day. :)

Almost Ending.

Three more weeks till my semester ends in Sheffield and I guess that's it. That's the end of my study life. Another month to travel and then I'm going to be back in Malaysia. The feeling is really complicated. I'm so used to the life here. No homesick, peaceful life by staying alone, having a room to myself and I'm actually dreading to go home. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy the company of my family, friends and him, but having only three months here is really not enough for me to explore who I am and what I want to strive in life.

It's alright. I have a feeling that I will be back here someday. At least, this is what I've been telling myself so far. Aside from having lots of fun here, I guess that's where problems come in too especially with the relationship. It's so hard for me to believe in LDRs cause I never really trust in them but I'm willing to try. Yet, there are times when we really argued and it makes me feel like crap. I'm not even as positive about it as I used to be already thanks to all the minor arguments.

I'm still trying and I hope I can endure it long enough till I'm back, maybe that's when everything will be OK again.

Just maybe.

OMGWTF2000.

I am super ganjeong (panic) now. My first assignment is due next Tuesday and I haven't start on anything at all. It's a 2,000 word essay. How am I going to ever manage it homaigawd. And I've been procrastinating for weeks WTF. I need to stop being such a procrastinator, always regretting that I never start my work early and end up still do last minute work. Oh god, why? :(

So I'm left with 4 days to do my assignment since.. I'm going to shop the whole day tomorrow at Cheshire Oaks. And I still got time to blog now haha really FML.

Kthanksbai.

Indescribable.

Just so you know..

I miss you.