Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Home for the holidays


Plan to balik kg this long weekend, the kids need to see their grandparents, dah le duduk jauh, balik sesekali lak tu! This is what happens if you have families scattered all over the places, the brothers and sister pun tak semuanya balik.
I hope our trip goes well...Bebudak tu kot2 nangis je jumpa atok dan nenek esp the baby...kena amik gambar and have it blowed up so that boleh depa tgk hari2...No 1 is looking fwd to meet the cousins..No. 2 doesn't show much excitement, ape je jadi as long the brother is with him..err no..as long as the blankie is with him!!!!!!!
Papa looks better, but the coughing, still ada...takde selera makan lak tu...
I just hope everything goes well during the kenduri, we won't be around to help though...
Nak kena prepare things utk the trip...

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Papa


Mom called this morning, papa was not feeling well. I heard him coughing since last night, apparently it has been going on for the past few days, since i wasn't around i came to know about it last night. Mom had been pestering him to go to the hospital, but papa being his stubborn self refused.
This morning when they went to the clinic, the doctor suspected something wrong with his kidney, he was pale yellow. Being a diabetic, i remembered some time back another doc did tell him about his kidneys....The doc asked him to go for a check up at the hospital but he just kept quiet....I feel very stupid coz i can't persuade my own dad to go for a treatment! Hubby said papa has given up on medication....don't wanna think of the consequences....
There's blood in the urine, sugar level very, very high...
I feel sorry for mak though, she had to live through this...this is the second time she had to see another person in my family give up hope for treatment..She's one tough lady indeed...
i don't know what to do next...keep on praying i guess...........