::tidur is krohh krohh::

Azalea

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Fri, 26 Sep 2014 05:33:00 +0000

When you leave,
weary of me,
without a word I shall gently let you go.

From Mount Yak
in Yongbyon,
I shall gather armfuls of azaleas
and scatter them on your way.

Step by step
on the flowers placed before you
tread lightly,
softly as you go.

When you leave,
weary of me,
though I die,
I'll not let one tear fall.

Kim SoWol

Prozac Nation

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Sat, 23 Aug 2014 12:03:00 +0000

Hemingway has his classic moment in "The Sun Also Rises" when someone asks Mike Campbell how he went bankrupt. All he can say is, 'Gradually, then suddenly.'

That's how depression hits. You wake up one morning, afraid that you're gonna live.

So there's this cockroach in the bathroom, he keeps going back and forth under the sink, well, i guess he's afraid of me.

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Wed, 20 Aug 2014 16:08:00 +0000

And so am i.

I'm so sleepy i can barely open my eyes but i need to go to the toilet first.

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Wed, 13 Aug 2014 15:59:00 +0000

Good night guys~

I just watched this drama about a psychiatrist who wants to be a psychiatrist because he wants to be a doctor so bad but he's afraid of blood.

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Wed, 13 Aug 2014 15:58:00 +0000

It's kinda interesting yet scary tho, being a psychiatrist.

There's this guy at my office, well, not really at my office. Actually it's next to my office.

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Wed, 13 Aug 2014 01:31:00 +0000

He's a mechanic. He's cute. And he's trying to hit on me.

Hey there, Colin Morgan!

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Thu, 27 Mar 2014 01:36:00 +0000

i like you.

Dec 27, 2013

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Fri, 27 Dec 2013 15:21:00 +0000

The woman is the reflection of her man.

If you love her to the point of madness,

she will become it - unknown

D-4

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Tue, 19 Nov 2013 07:29:00 +0000

source: here and here.

#HardThings

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Wed, 30 Oct 2013 05:16:00 +0000

source : allicat

Happy Friday :)

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Fri, 25 Oct 2013 02:41:00 +0000

source: Damien Dalgaard

The Disease of Knowledge

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Wed, 21 Aug 2013 02:01:00 +0000

To know the unknowable, that is elevating.
Not to know the knowable, that is sickness.

But, after all,

Curiosity killed the cat.

Right?

So the point is,
whenever it's too much, it'll become a disease.

TERUJA

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Tue, 13 Aug 2013 09:40:00 +0000

Hari ini saya telah berjaya menamatkan riwayat dua ekor lipas.
Saya teruja.

\(^o^)/

Jika Allah Menghendaki

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Tue, 07 May 2013 07:15:00 +0000

Mr.Pooi my supplier ask me about his payment. I told him that I already issued the cheque but the bosses haven't sign it yet.

To which he asked, "Itu macam, bila boleh dapat haa?"

And I answered, "Dalam this week la, InsyaAllah."

Gittew.

a simple equation with no complications

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Fri, 05 Apr 2013 14:17:00 +0000

love is easy.

Ketat-Metat-Sendat-Tebiat

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Wed, 03 Apr 2013 07:58:00 +0000

Haritu, gua beli jeans. Sepasang je punnnn. As usual, gua pi la amik gua punya saiz nak pi try. Fuh fuh fuh~ Pinggang dah ngam ngam, memang saiz gua la kan. Tapi tang peha, dia punya melekap, peh peh peh. It's too tight. Terus gua suruh akak jurujual tu pi amik saiz lain. Saiz as usual gua + 2. Just nice. Tang peha jela just nice. Tang pinggang, gelebehhhhhhhhh. Gua angkat jugak jeans tu, pinggang punya problem, boleh setel dengan tali pinggang.

So masalah dia sekarang ni, jadah si tukang jahit semua ni pi buat jeans ketat-metat tang peha. Jadah semua ni, jadah.

tsk

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Sun, 31 Mar 2013 14:50:00 +0000

My bau-bau bacang cousin, a year younger than me, got engaged last two weeks.
My little brother's friend, 2 years younger, got married last week.
My cousin, same age, just delivered her first and very own Danish Hakimi, this effing morning. Congrats Cikin and welcome, another hero-to-be.

And then here goes my mama asking that one question I don't know whether to answer or just effing ignore it.

"Kau takde boyfriend ke kak?"

mengeluarkan peluh dimalam hari (to be specific; malam jumaat) yang meletihkan tapi seronok

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Fri, 29 Mar 2013 00:50:00 +0000

I played badminton yesterday night. Three courts were Anak Sidek's and the rest were Chong Wei's. Meanwhile, it All-Malays at the futsal courts. Full house.

I'm the Anak Sidek, of effing course. And a pro (kononnnnnn)

You say your love is bonafide but that don't coincide..

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Tue, 12 Mar 2013 13:45:00 +0000

..with the things that you're doing

when I ask you to be nice

you say you gotta be cruel to be kind,

in the right measure cruel to be kind,

it's a very good sign cruel to be kind,

means that I love you.

Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind.

Faktor persekitaran yang membuatkan saya fobia, trauma, alergik dan segala macam lagi pada lelaki lelaki yang macam tutttt

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Thu, 28 Feb 2013 09:04:00 +0000

Saya dikelilingi oleh perempuan perempuan yang bersuamikan lelaki lelaki yang cemburu membabi buta tahap post status kat facebook, memalukan diri sendiri tapi tak sedar diri sebab dia memang tak reti malu bila dah membabi buta cemburu.

Saya dikelilingi oleh perempuan perempuan yang bersuamikan lelaki lelaki yang marah membabi buta tahap pukul memukul dan tengking menengking di kawasan public, memalukan diri sendiri tapi tak sedar diri sebab dia memang tak reti malu bila dah membabi buta marah.

Saya dikelilingi oleh perempuan perempuan yang bersuamikan lelaki lelaki yang suka memburuk-burukkan isteri sendiri, bercerita hal hal dalam kelambu pada semua colleague, padahal semua orang tahu si lelaki itu yang berperangai mengalahkan syaitonnirrojim, memalukan diri sendiri tapi tak sedar diri sebab dia memang tak reti malu, jenis manusia yang "apa itu hal-hal peribadi? "apa itu malu?"; dia sendiri pun tidak tahu.

Dan saya juga dikelilingi oleh perempuan perempuan yang bersuamikan lelaki lelaki yang gatal tergedik-gedik pantang tengok perempuan muda mula la nak mengorat, memalukan diri sendiri tapi tak sedar diri sebab dia memang tak reti malu bila satu badan dah penuh ulat bulu.

Lalu, saya jadi takut. Takut pada suatu ikatan yang bernama perkahwinan.

Dan saya jadi benci. Benci pada makhluk yang bernama lelaki.

When something funny turns to something that I shouldn't have thought of it as funny at all

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Mon, 04 Feb 2013 07:14:00 +0000

I read today's newspaper and I laughed upon seeing the highlighted title, "Disergah Kodok" till suddenly, Shidah, my colleague, said to me, "Mati la kak”. My laughs stop. At that moment, I instantly feel very sorry for her, to her children and her family.

Just because of kodok, you know, just because of kodok, she died. Just like that.

2013

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Tue, 01 Jan 2013 11:59:00 +0000

Tahun ni saya nak makan semua benda yang saya terasa nak makan. Makan makan makan dan makan dan makan lagi dan lagi dan lagi sampai montel. Sampai gemok. Sampai chubby. Macam budak kat bawah ni :3

i'm cute and i know it :3

A C C I D E N T

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Thu, 27 Dec 2012 02:52:00 +0000

It's 7 in the morning, raining. Everything was fine until there's this one car suddenly crashed into an SUV. Two bodies fly out on the road. One with no head but I didn't see the other body. The rest still on that crumpled car. Sandwiched. I saw bloods everywhere.

And there's this one little boy who's standing by the roadside been struck by that lost controlled SUV. I screamed. The car then spinning down the road a few times before swerved and went off to the opposite lane and again struck few people on the bus stop. Everything happen very fast.

Then came this red giant trailer try to avoid that crumpled car but it lost control and rolling over on the road to the opposite lane. It hit and dragged a few cars ahead for a several meters. It was rain in blood. It's a complete chaos.

A bike at full speed with the rider had been catapulted over the piled up cars and came tumbling towards us while the rider hit the overturned trailer and his head shattered all over the place. I closed my eyes. Pray.

And then I woke up. NOW THAT WAS THE MOST FRIGHTENING NIGHTMARE I'VE EVER HAD.

Pardon my bad english. Hiks :3

kejadian

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Tue, 18 Dec 2012 00:56:00 +0000

Pagi ni sejuk betul. Sejuk yang betul-betul sejuk. Sejuk teramat. Dalam kesejukan yang mencengkam, gua keluar bilik. Gua nampak Lela. Otomatik jari telunjuk gua terangkat, menghala ke Lela. Zzzzz. Jari telunjuk gua berbunyi. Keluar kilat lightning sikit-sikit. Lela jadi ais. Gua terjerit tapi tak keluar suara.

Gua lari keluar rumah. Gua terserempak dengan Majnun. Sama macam tadi. Majnun jadi ais. Sama macam tadi. Gua terjerit tapi tak keluar suara. Gua lari lagi. Romeo! Gua nampak Romeo dari jauh. Gua cepat-cepat jerit ke Romeo, suruh dia masuk ke rumah. Sama macam tadi. Gua jerit tapi tak keluar suara. Sama macam tadi. Romeo jadi ais. Juliet baru keluar rumah. Juliet terkejut. Gua lagi terkejut. Sama macam tadi. Juliet pun jadi ais. Gua berpeluh.

Pagi ni panas betul. Panas yang betul-betul panas. Panas teramat. Dalam kepanasan yang mencengkam, gua lari balik ke rumah. Semuanya sama macam tadi. Cuma ianya berlaku dalam reverse order. Sama macam tadi. Cuma semuanya jadi manusia kembali.

quote #2

noreply@blogger.com (lavender harum wangi) — Tue, 04 Dec 2012 02:42:00 +0000

"Jealousy is the oldest motive for murder in the world."

noted.