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Serious
I realized I interest in many ways

I can't wait to roll it all !!

Prime of Life ?

I'll stop my currently job on the coming Sunday

Re-born n' Re-new my life

I think I will join some significative of function or activity
Any competition or else events

I'm 20's now
I don't want to miss out my prime of life again since I missed it
I want fill in some colors to my pages of youthhood

Try something never tried

Yes
I keep my words
I'm trying !!

CHALLENGE WITHOUT THINKING LIKE A CRACKPOT !!

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I wonder my saving could stand me how long for survive ?

I love to sing ; I love to perform

I more n' more interest in singing
End up I realize a good performance really isn't easy to make it

Hence

I respect all the performers
Cause they all are still giving professional performance without any choice to their dressing or else
It is needed great deal of courage n' self-confidence

It may trains my spunk to facing strangers n' helps me in sociality
Give me a try if I got such chance

I'm trying to not farking care bout people's sight

Announcement

My friends

A big announcement here

I going to stop my currently job by this end of May

Hence
any part-time job please be inform n' count me in (If I available))

Thanks in advance

eMo

Feels like to throw away all stuff n' runaway !!!! :(

Runaway

Runaway

Runaway

eMo

Can I directly shout out " You are so fucking bothering n' annoying ? " to you ?!
Can I just taking off my mask n' showing off my real side to you?!

HELL BALLS

I got a coxy face

Based on my surface
People always think of me likes that kinda girls who always enjoy in clubbing
Actually I'm not
I dislike going those places
But just mess around to explain due that nobody will believe
I was flaccid to do so

I admit I did changed alot on my behaviour
I DID !!
People always misunderstandood my attitude, behaviour
People always says I got a coxy face when I expressed in glassy-eyed

Sometime really fed up bout those misunderstanding

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I'm tired !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something can makes me chill ???!!!

My nieces

They all are my nieces
From the eldest to the youngest
* Chee Kuan
* Chee Kei
* Chee Qian

Yes
They all are my sonnies
I love 'em so much
Attend with 'em since they was a baby until now
They bring me alot of joy

I wish all of you stay healthy life
Keep up on your studies
Be a poppet n' find your way
No worries that I will always be your side

I love you all, my dears ;D


Postscripts:- No doubt the last picture was taken by 3 ~4 years ago
I bet I won't post it out if I got my second niece latest picture

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I did chat alot with her tonight
Damn u . lol

Cibai

A student doing explaination on "Cibaii"
LoLs

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Kok Seng
Kin
Epey
Esther

We went to Taman Tar for little jog
I saw two fatty Golden Retriever, so cute* ;)

Had our breakfast
We had long conversation at that moment

strolled shopping mall


LoLs
I did enjoyed my day with friends ^^

The Last Once ... ... Video Sharing

I'd like to recommend an old video to my blog readers
I almost forgot n' accidentally listened back to it

Video Name "最后一次" which mean "The Last Once"

As the rumour says:

This song were composed by a girl who contracted skin cancer n' no any solution
She was only 17's
So this girl decided to compose a song to her boyfriend
She was asked her friends to doing recording for her
She was insisted to sing this song by self without caring her sickness
End up
She was died
(No people even know who is she))

The boyfriend was died at year 2008, either
Caused slipped down to the cliff when he climbed on the mountain just for looking on sunrise

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Yes
Without caring any disputability
It was touched me well

If it were true : I can say that was world tragedy
If it were sham : I can say that was attractive

shamed of 'em

I hate those people who always scheming to others

There is so dang mirky n' gloomy in this circle

I can't even expect that a people's attitude can reach over this grade

I assume they can sleep tight at the night ?

You know

Such people just likes those wicked character from drama/movie

SALUTE their acting

SALUTE their artifice

SALUTE their unashamed

They skilled with Hanky-Panky
You will get bad retribution one day
I'm waiting that day coming

Fed up

I called my teacher Alan today

He left Halo Forest n' not to teach with us anymore

Within 10+ minutes
Finally I knew what was happened to him

What a complicated world

Purposely planned it to giving 'em get into trouble

I hate what I heard

I hate what he told me
I hate such person who trying to stir up trouble n' betray

Now I facing the conflicting n' confusion again
Should I continuing the course ?

H1N1 , Malaysia ?

Finally

The first case of disease H1N1 has caught into Malaysia, Selangor

A student boy who only 21's n' just came back from oversea

Blessing our nation please

THE SUCKEST TAXI DRIVER I EVER MET !!

I would like to say

Our country utility cars are SUCKS anyway

Not arriving the destination on time

Mostly of the drivers are sucks
Especially those Autobus n' Taxi

Let me telling you the story:-

I was went off from my working place

Due my parent unable to give me ride so that I be forced to taking taxi

me : " Bandar Baru Ampang ? "

Stupid dump driver : " Ya. "

Stupid dump driver : " Kat mana area tu ? "

me : " Lalu Ampang Waterfront "

Stupid dump driver : " Mana tu ??? "

me : " ... ... ... ... Tak apaa... I tunjuk you nanti... sekarang you terus jalan dulu "

This fu*ker kept mumbling why that Ampang always jam

Some more that his tone were fu*king annoyed me

( Who likes traffic jam ?! WTF !! ))

When arrived my area

Stupid dump driver : " Ahlaaa niii... kenapa tak cakaplah awal-awal...rupanya kawasan nii pulak... Cakaplah Bandar Baru Ampang !"

... ... ...

Seriously

This was really PISSED ME OFF

me : " Sayakan awal sudah beritau "Bandar Baru Ampang" ??!! You nikan bengkak ke ?! Celaka !!! "

* BANG the door n' runaway *


How good serviced are 'em ?

FU*KER !

eMo

Is it something problem if I taken off my mask

I wondered people seems hate me if I taken off of it

Serious

I'd like to cry today but luckily I was crossed over it

I hate this kinda feeling

Am I done anything wrong ?

Am I ?

I kept reflecting on my mistaken but you ?

You think you weren't made any mistaken ?

End up of the story

I knew the rule as :-

Once you done something that you never did

People won't forgiving you even that you just stumbled once

BLOODY HATE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why always I indulging people but I won't get a great deal from 'em




I felt so lucky that I got such habit of blogging
I can even spliting out my sucks feeling to it

eMo

DAMN !!!!!!!!!!!

I couldn't stand your temper anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!

NOR FI**WAT**

What the asshole !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't scare you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I already knew you will complaint me but just do it !!!

DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every time I was indulged you !!!

What the F you want again ???!!!

You're stepped my border line !!!

eMo

I was so darn dulan once I heard something bad news from ya

BASTARD !!!!!!!!!

Frisky time with Friends

Date : 11 of May 2009
Location : Cheras Neway, Leisure Mall n' Wardy's House
Motivation : Chill n' Gathering

Photos telling the story :-

Wardy were took my milky flakes n' so dang enjoyed...

Ebel n' Esther

(Ebel postured this due she were just shaved her eyebrow - As she said : " like crayon sinchan~"))


^o^ - Seems back to back ^o^

I love this ;p

Finally i tried the different angle


Speechless ending - 无言的结局
This song is "must" appears in our song dedicated list

Afterword...

Our stomach kept playing music to makes complaint

Lunch Time **

Everyone's action during waiting their dishes



Finally

Wardy's house

Playing with his sonny - CoCo

She's cute like an apple n' hyperactive

But so sorry bout couln't captured sharply for her

Esther n' CoCo
(I love her way of smile))

Love-Sick :(

I think I really fallen for him

But it's doesn't works

Due that our distance can says as HUGE

Just simply look at him from far

Simply enjoy my love-sick

N'

Trying to get used with it

Tagged Tagged again

Alright...

I was just released from working

Regretted that I did viewed Est n' Rod's blog

They did the same thing

N'

They did tagged me

(In my mind... Directly showing up "Oh Damn !!"))

But

The question of this tag seems funny

So

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1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Forehead

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

Gosh can please let me sleep for more?

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?

Get answer by viewing my previous post

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

Don't think so... I'm trying hard to achieve it

5. Will you ever donate blood ?

I wish I can but kakak told me 'you're lack of blood'

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

If I say 'No' ?

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
I ever think bout this

8. What does your last text message say ?

Tomorrow 12pm Neway...........................

9. What are you thinking right now ?
Complete this bothering tag a.s.a.p

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

I always enjoy playing computer with alone

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

Not really remember... 0230 ++

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

Are you trying out my retentivity ??

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
It was empty

14. Who was the last person who text you ?

Ebel Then

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz,

ps : I just tag who those have a blog :)

1. Rodney

2. Esther

3. Ee Yee

4. Ebel

5. Shuet Yee

6. Ricky

7. Yvonne

8. Epey

9. Dark

10. Kian

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

Remy Ng

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Ma....Nono...female...

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
They don't even know each other

18. What is no.1 studying about ?

Marketing

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?

Last night n' now

20.Is no.4 single ?
Are you kidding ?

21. Say something about no.2 .
The best one I ever had n' I love her

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?

Doomsday

23. Describe no.9

As his name...dark but funny

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Simply watch 'em with popcorn

25. Do you like 8 ?

Dislike caused she were refused join the plan tomorrow

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Few years I never met with my kins

They all weren't recognized me well when I saying "Hi" with 'em

I don't think that I'd changed alot

N' my mum told me "proof that you've been decade years never met with 'em"

I was just dumbness

lol

eMo

曾不曾試過被人無辜臭駡一頓

但卻只問對方一句 : "你怎麽了?"

這種心情真的很不好受


曾不曾試過爲了A君而顧及B君的感受
只爲了不讓A君傷心、痛心

這種心情真的很複雜


曾不曾爲了A君而擔心根本不想去管的B君

只爲了不讓A君去憂心、激心

這種心情真的很掙扎


此刻的我

已經心灰意冷

真的很想大聲痛哭、廝吼、呐喊、尖叫
但是

卻沒有人明白我的苦衷；我的用意；我的心情；我的處境

很想在山上大聲呐喊
把心中的不快、壓抑都統統給吐出

爲什麽偏偏是不能變幻的結局
爲什麽命中早注定所有的命緣

難道這就是我冥冥中的安排麽





















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Morning Bazaar

I went to morning bazaar after jogging to buying my parent's breakfast

I wondered I ever visited here since decade years ago

I bet it was up to decade years ?

Seems nothing much of changing likes before
Uncles n' aunties were shouting n' yelling for their 'objective'

I felt like back to the life of my primary school

N' time goes fast I was left my primary school up to 8 years

Call me kIn

There's very difficult to asking people stop calling your usual nickname
Just stick with this name if unnecessary to amend it

I hated when people asking my name :-

Stranger A : What's your name ?

Me : kinki
Stranger A : Huh ? Kimki ?

Me : KINKI !!!!

*So that I asked people to calling me as "kin" but

even this name also appeared the same problem like above*


I wondering that my pronunciation is something wrong huh ?

N' my friends

I trying to avoid "kinki" this name

Please calling me "kin" or "kinlee"

Make it easier to "kin" is better

*I knew it's kinda difficult...

Just make it leisurely... ;)

Not compelling ...

but thanks for your co-operation...LoL*

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That day I played with Wardy's lovely daughter - Coco
I almost bring it to home as my belonging


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I bloody hope I could feeding a puppy with my next boyfriend
HOPEFULLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weekly Post

The way of singing R & B songs is killing me
>< ***** Today started our first lesson of dancing

Teacher were taught us basis of stretch motion from neck to legs
No doubt
In this way
me is totally an idiot

Yeah

Our teacher's name's Xiao Dong , Thomas
He's looks smart n' "Ying" ;D
Muahahahahaha

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I was so dang WTF !!!!!

Please try to don't rely on me everytime

I ain't that free to entertain you

><

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Regretted that I swam often when I was in youth

That's the reason why makes my arms n' calves so thick

That's bloody hardly to reduce if your thews became muscle

DAMN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Recently days Facebook kept appears those photos/videos of my secondary school

I love that kinda feeling likes your mouth will hook up automatically while viewing that