So Blessed

I usually don't get all gushy on public forums, but I have to say something this time. Nothing drastic has happened in my life recently to make me feel one way or the other, but I feel so extremely blessed to be able to live the life that I live. I have an amazing husband who loves and adores me every day even if I'm grumpy and snappy. He would do anything for me if I ask or don't ask. On top of loving me he is the most amazing father to our 2 little rugrats. Those boys light up when they see him everyday. Grant is so busy with school and work that a lot of guys would put his family to the side to take care of work and school. Not him. He waits until all of us are in bed before he starts his homework. He spends as much time with his family as possible. Sometimes it is frustrating because I want him to work on studying for a final or something, but I am so grateful for him. I could not have asked for a better man in mine and my childrens lives.
I have such amazing sweet boys. Hudson adores his little brother and plays with him all the time. I think he'll be happy when James can finally walk and run so they can really play. Hudson is so tender hearted and sweet it just melts my heart when I see the tenderness and concern he has for others if someone is sick or injured. I love that kid.
James is the happiest baby I've ever seen. He gets mad when he's hungry and that's about it. He's so anxious to be able to run around with Hudson, it will be good when he can. He gives me kisses and hugs all day and snuggles up to me when I put him to bed at night. James laughs all day long, and it makes everyones mood brighter. A babies laugh is the best sound someone could hear I think. It is so innocent and sweet.

I feel that if I didn't say anything it would almost be like I'm taking it for granted. I love my family so much, sometimes I don't feel I deserve it. I'm being the best Mom possible for my boys and the best wife I can be, so I guess that's good enough. They still love me for my imperfections which is more than I could ask for. I can't imagine my life with out my family. As hard as life is, I wouldn't trade it for anything.

 I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas this holiday season and remembers the good in your life. Life is so crazy and stressful at times that I think we forget what life is about. During the holiday season it is hard to feel the spirit when you're so busy running from store to store trying to find that perfect gift. I hope we can all take a minute or two to remember Him. I can't thank Him enough for what he has given me in my life.