True Confession....I am addicted to looking at craft blogs and copying their ideas.


True Confession....I am addicted to looking at craft blogs and copying their ideas.


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I cannot stop thinking about those words that I heard last night. As I drove home from Lamb of God, another inspiring work by Rob Gardner, I balled the entire way home listening to the cd, in particular that song. Maybe because the whole cd is moving but I really think that I needed to hear this at this time in my life.
I hesitate to be so open but I think everyone who reads my blog I would tell this to and it helped me to write about it so here it goes. We are in the midst of trying to get pregnant again. We've gone through a few cycles and still we are not prego. Of course, it's a let down, but we are trying to still trek on with life. Staying busy sure does help and hugging the little one I already have helps too. Seeing him smile and laugh makes me smile.
I didn't think we would get pregnant this time the minute they did the insemination. Weird and so not me with all this negative thinking but I just knew. I knew that Heavenly Father needed to teach me a lesson. My life has been great for so long that I needed to be humbled. I know that our trial is not half as bad as many others in this world. Jason has a great job, we live in a wonderful house/neighborhood, we have such great, supportive family and friends. Our life is good-better than good! We just get to have a lot more fun getting pregnant than most people. :)
But sometimes I forget that I have it so good.
Here are the words to the song. It just brought me hope that one day I'll understand the lesson Heavenly Father wants me to learn right now.
Not now, but in the coming years, It may not be when we demand, We’ll read the meaning of our tears, And there, sometime, we’ll understand
Why what we long for most of all Eludes our open, pleading hand; Why ever silence meets our call. Somewhere, sometime, we’ll understand.
So trust in God through all thy days; Fear not, for He doth hold thy hand; Though dark thy way, still sing and praise, Sometime, sometime we’ll understand.
Sometime we’ll fall on bended knee, And feel there, graven on His hand; Sometime with tearless eyes we’ll see What, here, we could not understand.
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Although Jason just walked into the office a minute ago and said, "Our house is so junky," I finally have a room on the inside that I can show you. I'm not kidding you when our house is said junky. I'm sick of it and I told him that if he wants ANY Christmas parties going on at our house it better be done by then (I'm aiming for Christmas but I sure hope it happens sooner). A woman needs to decorate for Fall/Halloween!





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