Better Day Will Come

Tired with the characters in the drama but what to do when they like to reach me. Oh me, eventually you will be ok. Just hang on there.

Sad

I have all those kind of feelings(sad, hurt, mad, angry,disappointed) at the moment and to anonymous, please stop calling me. I'm not part of that drama. If you want to fix it, please reach the person involved and obviously it's not me. Please give me a space that I need so much. Oh me, please be strong as you always do.

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😢

Ada Masa

Ada masa we are just not in the mood to entertain people who are just too stubborn or whoever doesn't want to listen to what you already tell her/him and still want to go back to square 1. Ada masa we just want people to appreciate our time that we already spent on them.

Sedar Diri

When people pushes us away, we will just stay away. Sedar diri perhaps?

you bleed just to know you're alive?

hmmm... too carried away with reading material or

try to understand what people did to me?

Bila Hati Hangat

Dunno why but when reading this just teringat balik kejadian semalam. Benda kecik tapi dibesar-besarkan. So mean, so loud, so bold. Bikin hati jadi hangat. Bila banyak kepala, banyaklah akal tapi bila akal melebihkan emotional rather than rational, terhiris hati orang yang terkena. Time kita nak backup diri, bukannya nak terima but dikatanya kita ni PMS mode. Go and evaluate what you did la. Rasa nak sound gitu jek kalau ikutkan hati but we are matured enough.

Apa-apa pun, gambar bawah ni really made my day. Gigih memasing ok? Pompuan bila dah start shopping :P

Sad

When you are too convenience with something and suddenly that something is taken away from you, it's just like a bomb! I'm sad and I'm heart broken!

Apa-apa

Teringin nak jawab komen Adik tu dengan ayat ni "It's for me to know and for you to buat tak tau :P"

Orang selalu ingat bila kita ni selalu tersenyum, kita ni happy dan takde masalah and orang boleh cakap macam-macam, boleh arah kita macam-macam just like kita ni takde hati dan perasaan. Mata kita menangis, hati dan perasaan kita bernanah pun bukan depa tau, kan? Buatlah saya ni macam patung tak bernyawa. Katalah nak kata apa pun. Terima kasih bebanyak.

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Hurt

Which hurts you most? Being lied even you know the truth or being told the truth that hurts you?

Just When

Just when you think you know people, they disappoint you in ways you never thought they could.

Harga

Harga sebuah kesetiaan tu mahal, kan? Harga sebuah kejujuran lagilah mahal.

Ayat Pantang

Hati saya pernah berkecai, susah payah saya nak cantumkan dan sampai sekarang belum sempurna pun lagi. Hanya kerana sebaris ayat pantang bagi saya di kala hati panas membara, "Hah! Pergilah kat orang tu." saya terus sasau, macam orang gila dan hati saya remuk lagi. Tak daya dah nak kutip balik rasanya. Macam usaha saya selama ni tak berbaloi pun. Penat!

Ku ingin melupakan pahitnya pengalaman 
Tetapi hati ini amat degil sekali 

Kera Sumbang

Monolog si kera sumbang as someone addressed me as kera sumbang uols.

Indeed.

Lie

Ain't it true enough? The truth really matters to me and never ever lie to me like I'm stupido. That annoyed me to the max, ok?

Cembeng

Rasa nak nangeslah. Cembeng mode is on. Adeh! Tulun!!!

Tau tak camana nak jadi manusia hipokrit? Bagi tips please. Really need it badly.

Sedih...

There is time when I just don't need a word. Not even a single one. I would appreciate if you could sit next to me and give me a touch that I need most. Boleh je peluk saya or gosok belakang saya but instead you choose to nag at my ears, rasanya sangat sakit. Sedih sangat rasanya. Is it hard to understand The Me?

Sien

Sien, I am. People tends to take advantage on us, huh? Grrrr...

Sien is Singlish and you will use this a lot with our chinese buddies I guess.

Emo

Hari mendung. Hati tersakiti. Terasa sangat sesak. Airmata pun senang je nak keluar. Arghhhh! And time emo jek, mesti nak dengar lagu-lagu sedih je. Dangggggg!

This is my ringtone anyhow.

Diam Aku

Diam bukan bererti
Aku tidak mengerti...

Dang! Blues gile! Hari mendung = hari penyeksaan jiwa. Tak suka!

Intelligent Fool vs Genius

I have been in the position where I had to lower down my intelligent to entertain someone with different wave length. You know when you are in totally different environment and surrounding, you tend to think differently. At times, the way you think will be based on your IQ and education level too. When you said A and explained it as A but the one still thought that is B and always thinks he/she is correct and tried to complicate the thing and somehow it was contradicted with his/her earlier statements, and when the one even started to point finger at you without noticing the statements should be evaluated by oneself, you will be bored and will think it's not worth at all to challenge your intelligent to entertain that kind of people in that kind of situation. Let the one be.

To the one, if you wanted to see me in pain, with all the cynical sentences from somewhat holier-than-thou, yes, you did it! Excellently to be exact. Congratulation for that and may you find your inner peace. As for me,  it's haunted me, definitely but may be this is the trial from Him to me so I can be a better and wiser person. Who knows, right?

At the same time, I am lucky enough to have good friends who are trying to lift me up. Thanks friends (you know who you are) for lending the ears, for the encouraging words. May Allah bless.