Friday, October 31, 2014

Iman

A month! Another 14 days to go. Jenuh duk berkurung je kat rumah. Berpantang makan pun tak best gak. 😜

Iman makin berat sebab dukung dia pun lenguh tangan. Sebut Iman, teringat nama dia yang lain from her siblings. Yang lain semua 2 patah perkataan je tapi tang dia jadi 3 patah perkataan. Actually plan asal nak bagi nama Imanul Hanani walaupun Babah dia duk bangkang nama Imanul tu. Dia tak suka Iman. Tak tau kenapa and I told my whatsapp group of my schoolmates nama cadangan and Mama Nur dia kata bagi nama Mama Nur la(Nur) so tu yang ended up with Iman Nur Hanani. Mama Nur dia memang masa I pregnant lagi dah cakap baby ni pun baby dia. Anak angkatla kiranya. Dia dah berapa tahun kawen tapi still takde rezeki.

Earlier I said I will write about the birth story. Here it goes.
Kronologi kelahiran Iman:
Sep 29 : noticed the discharge of mucus plug but without contraction so tak buat apa-apa.

Sep 30: had a checkup with Dr Nooraini but at first kena buat CTG or some call it as ECG. Bila Dr Nooraini tengok CTG results, she didn't happy. Ada masa baby's heart beat flat je macam dia tidur. So Dr Nooraini suruh pergi labour room for another CTG but she asked me to drink a cup of Milo first. Before that, Dr Nooraini buat vaginal examination(VE) and baru bukak 3cm. Minum milo kat bawah and then went to labour room for another CTG. Dr Nooraini datang labour room at 5:30pm to check the results and again the same thing. Ada time memang baby's heart beat flat aje so she asked me if I wanna induce or am I willing to go to the hospital on daily basis for CTG as they really wanna monitor baby's heart beat. But she said if I choose to induce, the chance for C-Section is 50-50 since baby's head is still far from my cervix and she said she didn't keen with induce option and of course I didn't opt for induce. So she asked me to go for CTG again at 2pm on the next day but since she's on leave, Dr Lee Say Fatt would review my results.

Oct 1: went for CTG and again the results wasn't good. Just got to know that Dr Lee is a guy so I went to Dr Nooraini's clinic and asked her assistant who will be my gyane in the labour room and she said Dr Tang. Then Inchik Intan Payung asked me if I wanna go to have a meal at Jibby&Co and of course I said yes. Sedap kot food kat situ even a bit pricey.
This was actually my last meal before delivery and masa tu mana ada contraction pun. 

8:30pm baru started contraction and it was 10 minutes apart. I just monitored while reading novel and it seemed consistent so mabbe it's time. 9:30pm I told Inchik Intan Payung that I think I'm going to deliver soon tapi masa tulah baru nak packing beg hospital, baru nak solat Isya'. Buat pun slowly je so bertolak ke hospital at 10:25pm and masa tu sakit dah 5 minutes apart. Tapi sakit ni bearable la. I dunno if my pain threshold is high. Sampai hospital, he dropped me at the lobby and I walked to the labour room. Masa lalu receptionist, one guy asked me,"Mem, do you need a wheelchair?" and masa tu muka saya memang berkerut menahan sakit but I smiled and said, "No, thank you." Terus berjalan ke lift and naik 4th floor and selamat sampai kat labour room. Kena masuk suite 4 tapi masa kat dalam tu sakit so layan surge jap before tukar baju. Kenalah pakai uniform hospital, kan? Midwive checked baru 4cm to 5cm so kena strapped dengan CTG. Masa tu I asked who is my doctor in absence of Dr Nooraini and the midwives said Dr Lee so I told them I thought  Dr Lee just reviews my CTG results and Dr Tang should be my doctor.  I really insisted for Dr Tang and was very firm dengan midwives about my decision so diorang called Dr Tang to attend me. Takkan nak terkangkang depan doctor lelaki kan? 

If I'm not mistaken I was strapped to CTG at 11:05pm and after 7 surges je ada midwive masuk and tengok saya pegang besi tepi katil dengan muka berkerut and she performed another VE and she said 7cm. Pastu dia buka gloves but I dah sedikit terjerit cakap, 'I dah nak terberak."(mind my language but itu pun yang dipesan oleh first midwive yang entertained I, kalau rasa nak berak panggil kami). I terjerit sebab rasa masa tu sangat sakit kot. Itulah contraction paling sakit malam tu. Kebetulan masa tu another midwive masuk so dia capai glove and performed VE. 9 cm masa tu and she scolded me as I pushed during that time. Masa tu jugak terus midwives flattened my bed and I really kena baring flat sebab memang diorang tried their best tak kasi I bersalin before doctor arrived. Siap dikasi gas entonox so that I couldn't feel the surges even masa awal-awal tu I melawan. I wanted drug free delivery, that was my target but being forced to take entonox, sape tak memberontak, kan? Akhirnya depa pekupkan je kat my mouth and masa tu I ingat mati je. Tah kenapa. Tengah high kot. But dalam lalok effect entonox tu, I can feel baby's head melalui pathway dia and then keseluruhan body dia and ended up terasa umbilical cord kat my vagina. She made her appearance even the midwives tried to stop me and I didn't even need to push her out. Masa tu terasa sangat kebesaran Allah. Dr Tang sampai around 11:35pm and she was shocked seeing the baby's already out. So tugas dia untuk keluarkan uri and she said jahit sket natural tear. I think I really had problem with placenta sebab sakit sangat masa nak keluarkan tu tapi Dr Tang takde cakap uri terlekat ke apa. Dia cuma duk cakap, "Sorry sayang. Sakit sikit. Hold on yeah?" Disebabkan masa Iman keluar, I memang totally in flatten position, abis belakang saya basah. Kena air ketuban, darah semua. Satu kerja untuk midwive cleaned me up. Masa midwive bersihkan saya tu, dia cakap, "Mem, next time if you are pregnant again, please tell us that you are having a very fast and quick delivery. Your face when you arrived at this labour room was comfortable and we didn't expect you can deliver so soon." Lepas dah settle semua tu baru I told 2 groups about my delivery and my sister. The first I told was Kakaotalk group and then only WhAtsapp group.

Itulah kisah kelahiran Iman yang I think agak senang. Semua memang dipermudahkan Allah seperti yang diminta. Alhamdulillah.
Untuk Cu saya who really admires my eyelashes - Iman says 😜

Thursday, October 30, 2014

OST


I won’t cry out loud
But I can smile like I’ve always been doing
Even if all I have are scars
Gila lagu ni.
Gila drama ni.
Gila Rain boleh? Especially when he smiles. Melted! (Gataiiii)
Ini gara-gara pengaruh rakan sebaya!

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Thank You

So which of the favors of your Lord would you deny?
The gift from Allah and flower bouquet from him
The gifts from the kids and they used their own money buying these.

Not to mention the doa from family and dear friends. I'm so blessed with all of these. Thank you Allah, thank you all for being there with me through thick and thin. 

#delayedentryasdeownerisstilladjustingwithnewliferoutine

Monday, October 27, 2014

Life Point

Had a chat with someone today and we agreed on the same point, we seldomly talk to each other and we live our life separately but once we have any chance to talk to each other, we can talk very dearly from heart to heart and each one of us can console one another. 

May I always be surrounded with good people like the one.

Friday, October 24, 2014

OMG

Mekjue aka Ajue Rashid tengah pulun packing barang since dia dah nak ikut Shahril yang keje kat Riyadh and today kat Whatsapp group kami, dia posted gambar buku autograph zaman sekolah dulu. OMG! Tengokla tulisan zaman bebudak dulu. Hahahaha. Tapi my handwriting la ni lagi teruk kot. Almaklumlah jarang-jarang menulis. 

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

13

It's being 13 years! Pejam celik pejam celik dah 13 tahun depa ni. 13 tahun Ibu depa menjadi seorang ibu. Happy birthday Abang and Kakak. May Allah bless.

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Confinement

Day 18 of confinement. Letih nak nunggu abes 44 days. Before delivery, nak cepat-cepat deliver baby. Dah deliver, adeh, lagi penat kot. Lama tak merasa tidur yang asyik dikejutkan dengan tangisan budak kecik. Baru nak pejam mata dah berbunyi Baby Iman tu. Penat camtu pun berat takdelah turun significantly. Nak stress boleh tak nengok berat sendiri?

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

She


The name for this little gal. 😉

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah! I didn't even have a chance to tell anyone that I went to the hospital for delivery. Everything happened so fast and the best part was I'm the most popular patient today I suppose. Every nurses that I called to help me out, kept on saying, you had  very fast and quick delivery and seriously your baby just swimming out? Itu yang tertulis dalam my folder it seems. You know why with those statements? My baby was born without the doctor and I was put on entonox in order for me to stop pushing the baby out and the midwives couldn't do anything when the baby decided to swim out. I will write my experience later.