conversation wioth anselm

if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: hello anselm says: yo You have invited anselm to start viewing webcam. Please wait for a response or Cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: accept it anselm has accepted your invitation to start viewing webcam. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: how was ur exam today anselm says: watis that if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: webcam anselm says: alot of careless mistake if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: aiyyoooo... nvm la if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: more papers nex week if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u can c me/ if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: anselm says: yeah if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha anselm says: your face like very stress if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: yes meh if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: stress a lot.. but muka tak tunjuk wan la.. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i sad leh... anselm says: your face so pucat anselm says: y anselm says: like dah mati if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u dun tok nonsense if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i sad coz my fren kena leukaemia anselm says: k anselm says: who anselm says: ???? anselm says: u arr? if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nola if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: my fren la if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nt me if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: if me how anselm says: don no if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: aiks.. anselm says: nice not this girl if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: ur gf ar anselm says: ? if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha anselm says: my aweks if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: if i yg kena leukaemia.. u let me die damn teruk sial lu if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha.. wah so pretty hjor.. but my bf still better.. more hadsome than ur aweksssss anselm says: gila anselm says: show la if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com writes: anselm says: got the felo punya pic not if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha.. i show u for wat if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: later u terpikat if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: then bcome gay.. rampas him frm me anselm says: where i can terpikat anselm says: don tell me d felo girl if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: aiks..haha..nola if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i got girlfren la.. no boyfren anselm says: haha if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: if got boyfren also.. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i dowan show u.. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: mana tau.. TERLALU handsome d.. mayb u terpikat then jadi gay anselm says: le if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: ehehhehehehe if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: anselm says: otak lu anselm says: ? if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: anselm says: gila anselm says: u got do any folio not?? if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: yes la if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: bodoh wan.. i dunno how to do anselm says: wat if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: sejarah sekolah lar~ if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: kerajaan aks to do anselm says: wat folio la anselm says: ooo if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u also gt dp eh if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: do anselm says: u doing wat if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nothing if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: eh, i fat d eh if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: iu c betul betul.. fat d if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u c betul betul.. fat d anselm says: nola anselm says: stand la so i can see if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: stand if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: .. dowan la if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: now wearing pajamas.. anselm says: yeah anselm says: never mine, see wather your perut buncit not anselm says: ha if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: if buncit means wat if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: pregnant anselm says: nola, tak makan masuk angin if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: aiks.. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i got makan la anselm says: oo if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: tak buncit la anselm says: hala d camera la anselm says: i nampak your hand only You have stopped viewing webcam with anselm. anselm is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation? You have accepted the invitation to start sending webcam. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u c ar............ anselm says: arr wat i do if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: when u ready d u tell me if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nvm nvm anselm says: your face hilang anselm says: arr your muka hilang if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: now got not anselm says: ha sudah nampak anselm says: yeah if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: kk.. u wna c buncit not ryte anselm says: yeah,eh y at home u ikat rambut anselm says: usually people tak ikat rambutla if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i tak ikat nampak gemuk lar~ if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: tapi i mmg gemok if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: hehehe if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: pana la if buka rambut if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: panas anselm says: kipas kan kat belakang if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: wan c not if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: faster larrrrr~~~ anselm says: yeah if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: later buka rambt d the kipas blw then my hair messy lar~ anselm says: oo if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: can c niot if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: tat bonjol wna is not my tomach k if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: its my.. hehehe anselm says: yeah anselm says: gemok sial if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: hahaha if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: tahu tak per if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: hahaha anselm says: punya lawan if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: pls la.. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: dun play play... i really fat la anselm says: y so perasan if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: perasan wat anselm says: takut boyfriend see arr if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: hahaha anselm says: wat u looking at if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: boyfren see wat if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: my sis anselm says: cicak arr/ if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: my sister la~! anselm says: ?? if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: wat... boyfren see wat anselm says: ooo anselm says: nothing anselm says: cantik sial anselm says: my aweks if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: who si she if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: is anselm says: my aweks anselm says: the felo name is kay panabaker if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: macam tak pernah dgr aje anselm says: ilmu pengetahuan cetek if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: cis anselm says: memang la tak tahu if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u wan c handsome boy picture anselm says: wait arr i throw rubbish if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: dah balik anselm says: balik anselm says: lo if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: anselm says: go t study sejarah anselm says: i ask u question arr?? if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: harrR if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u aksing me izzit if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i never read sejarah yet... but got read anselm says: sejarah ,iask u ouestion if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: got time lagi la... my sejarah is nex fridsay anselm says: ooo anselm says: then wat u study if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: kh if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: hehe anselm says: oo anselm says: kh i tak belajar anselm says: yet if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: my kh today ma if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: today i got kh and seni anselm says: oo anselm says: how your seni if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: oklor if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i nv study for seni' anselm says: wat 2 study 4 seni?? anselm says: nothing right/ if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: dunno if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: my handsome cousin gimme book if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i study la anselm says: oo if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: =) anselm says: anselm says: i wan to eat anselm says: laparla if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: tak makan meh just noiw anselm says: got tak cukup if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: aiks anselm says: y crying arr? anselm says: ?? if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: wanna cry anselm says: y if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nevermind la anselm says: k You have stopped viewing webcam with anselm. if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com writes: anselm says: oi i wan 2 mandi then i wan 2 study my science anselm says: good nit if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: wah if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: so rajin ar if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nitez if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: anselm says: wah wat anselm says: be if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: so rajin ar if oni i cld turn bck tym,i wld hv done n undone so much..i regret so much,i hate myself so much! http://esuah.blogspot.com says: kk

exam today..

exam today wor... questions ok la.. wat i study came out.. hehe.. happeee nyeR aku.. hha.. but tueday got sumore exams loo.. better study.. haha

grr...

grrr....................................... tomoro exam ba! not yet study la~! damn sien sial.. headache lagi.. grrrr.... cant wiat till exma is over!

*sob sob*

aiyo.. friday exam d ba~! not yet study finish... stressful sial.. so tiring also.. tot wanna go jog these few days... mana tau.. tertido pulak.. hehe.. eat so much lagi.. put on wieght.. aynyway, today got a few bad news lei.. putri told me she got leukaemia.. left 2 or 3 mnths only.. and boh poh's husband passed away at 8pm.. may his soul rest in peace... kkk.. i wanna go study d. bye~

if only......

if only i could turn back time, i would have not irritated you, i would have cherished u, if only i could turn back time, i would have told u i love you, if only i could turn back time, i would have thin down and made you mine, if only i could turn back time, i would have told u wat i feel for you, if only i could turn back time, i would have talked to u more, if only i could turn back time, i would have done and undone so many things .. i regret so much now.. i hate myself for doing and not doing certain things.. I HATE MYSELF SOOOO MUCH!!~ help!!! and if only i could turn back time, i would not hva ate soo much these few days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!! and i would have studied earlier! and i would have got myself organized earlier~! wtf is happening to me? im ruined!!!!!! so fat, so stupid, so unorganized, and sooo fat!!!!!

omlympiad maths

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! exam ar!!!!! beh tahan... so stressfull.. i not yet study also.. yesterday go olympiad maths at mmu... saw guan han, ong jun yu, ah long, julian tay, ham lim chin, bhavik, justin, EUGENE CHEONG PEK WAN also!!! he sat bside me yesterday... hehe.. he so cute d.. at mozac now.. he look more smart now,,.. hehe.. no matter wat he's still d best to me... hehe.. miss him so much wor... but he like tak layan me liddat... =( ... nvm lor.. i saw him d... happy a bit lor.. hehehehee...... oh yea, mr wee send us go.. his son also take part ma.. with wee lee suan also.. his son form 2 mhs.. not bad looking la.. heehhee.....

exam wor...

wawawawawawawawa... exam nex week wor.. i not yet study one thing also.... aiyor.. then got sejarah kerja kursus to do, seni hw to do, help teachers i school, and then compeititon, man.. im soooooo dead meat!~ haha.. bye.. wanna study d..

more to ponder..

There are times I feel like looking at you in the eyes...There are times I feel like holding you in my arms...There are times I feel like running my fingers through your hair...There are times I feel like hearing your voice...There are times I feel like listening to your lame jokes...There are times I feel like holding your hands and feel your heartbeat...There are times I feel like putting my arms on your shoulder and admiring your expression when you're trying to tell me something important...There are times I feel like cooking a nice meal for you while I suck at it...There are times I feel like hearing you exhale next to me...There are times I feel like lying next to you under the stars...There are times I feel like it is destined for me and you to be together...There are times I feel like having a meal prepared by you although you suck at it but at least you tried...There are times I feel like saying how much you mean to me...There are times I feel like I'm not worthy and I don't deserve you at all...There are times I feel like a kid who makes silly mistakes but I'm more aware now...There are times I feel like you're everything to meal though I don't give much but I've learn much from you...There are times I feel like your name explains the meaning of unconditional love...There are times I feel like you're a bucket of coldwater who wakes me up from my darkest hour...There are times I feel like you're the only reason for my existence...There are times I feel like who am I without you...There are times I feel like I can't imagine if you din't know me...There are times I feel like our lips belong to each other...There are times I feel like an idiot who is angry all the time while you're there to laugh at me but I like that...There are times I feel like giving you more than I can and that's the promise I'll fulfill...There are times I feel like wondering what are you doing and will you be thinking of me?There are times I feel like spending the rest of mylife with you and I hope you feel the same too...There are times I feel like running away with you to somewhere nobody will stop our everlasting love...There are times I feel like wiping your tears away and kiss you whenever I make you sad...There are times I feel like saying "Sorry..." for what I've done...There are times I feel like I'm the luckiest dude in the world by having you by my side...There are times I feel like loving is not enough by repaying your deeds and therefore you can have my soul instead...There are times I feel like I ran out of words describing the way you make me feel but this is allI can do...Finally... there are times I feel like all I really really want to do is to be brave to go to you andsay "Hello..." before you walk past me... IDEA OF GOOD FRIEND1. In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.2. In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.3. In second grade your idea of a good friend wast he person who helped you stand up to the class bully.4. In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.5. In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to bestuck do- si-do-ing with Nasty Nicky or Smelly Susan.6. In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.7. In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.8. In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had.9. In eighth grade your idea of a good friend wasthe person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball cards so that your room would be a "high schooler's" room, but didn'tlaugh at you when you finished and broke out intotears.10. In ninth grade your idea of a good friend wasthe person who went to that "cool" party thrown bya senior so you wouldn't wind up being the onlyfreshman there.11. In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.12. In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their newcar, convinced your parents that you shouldn't beg rounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nickor Susan, and found you a date to the prom.13. In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college,assured you that you would get into that college,helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...14. At graduation your idea of a good friend wasthe person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.15. The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were back together, you could make it through anything, helped you pack up for college and just silently hugged you as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to come over and send you off with a hug, a lot of memories, reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years,and most importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved.16. Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, hold your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage ofyou, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten,helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer,stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!Thank you for being a friend.No matter where we go or who we become, never forget who helped us get there She's in her parents bathroom,and she's crying all alone.She's staring at her reflection,and no one else is home.She's mad and she's depressed,she holds a blade in her right hand.She's lost her grip on lifewhile reality slips through her hands like sand.She's staring at her wrist,and envying it's perfection.She's planned this for so long,but nobody pays attention.She's made up her mind,and she's not afraid to die.She's not afraid of pain,and there's no need to say 'good-bye.'She's afraid no one will stop her,even though she hates her life.She's blank and she's tired,as she glances at the knife.She puts the blade to her skinand she knows what she is doing.She slit her wrist,but exactly whose life is she ruining?She's lying on the floorwatching her soul slip away.She's still crying and she's lifeless,in her head she starts to pray.She's closing her eyes and it's time for her to go.She whispers, "I'm so sorry,"but to whom... we'll never know.They have been married for two years.He loves literature, and often posts his work on the net, but, nobody ever reads them.He is also into photography, and he handle theirwedding photos.He loves her very much.Likewise with her.She has a quick temper, and always bullies him.He is a gentle man, and always gives in to her.Today, she's being "wilful" again.Her : "Why can't you be the photographer for myfriend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."Him : "I don't have time that day."Her : "Hmph!"Him : "Huh?"Her : "Don't have time? Write less of those novels,and you will have all the time you need."Him : "I...someone will definitely recognize mywork some day."Her : "Hmph! I don't care, you'll have to do itfor her.Him : "No."Her : "Just this once?"Him : "No."Negotiation's broken.So, she gaves the final warning: "Give me a Yeswithin three days, or else..."First day. She "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom,computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi...Except thedouble-bed, to show her "benevolence".Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn'tmind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.Second day. She conducted a raid and removedeverything from his pockets, and warned, "Seekany external help, and you bear theconsequences."He's nervous now. Night. On the bed.He begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state.She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in,whatever he says. Until he agrees.Third day. Night. On the Bed.He's lying on the bed, looking to one side.She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.Him : "We need to talk."Her : "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."Him : "It's something very important."She remains silent.Him : "Let's get a divorce."She did not believe her ears.Him : "I got to know a girl."She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him.But she held it down, wanting to let him finish.But her eyes already felt wet.He took a photo out from his chest.Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the onlyplace she didn't go through yesterday. Howcareless.Him : "She's a nice girl."Her tears fell.Him : "She has a good personality too."She's heartbroken, because he puts a photo ofsome other girl "close to his heart".Him : "She says that she'll support me fully in mypursue for literature after we got married."She's very jealous, because she said the samething in the past.Him : "She loves me truly."She wishes to sit up and scream at him : "Don't I?"Him : "So, I think she won't force me to dosomething that I don't want to do."She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.Him : "Want to take a look at the photo I took forher?"Her : ".....!"He brings the photo before her eyes.She's in a total rage, hits his hand away andleaves a burning mark of a slap on his face.He sighs.She cries.He puts the photo back to his pocket.She pulls her hand back under the blanket.He turns off the light, and sleeps.She turns on the light, and sits up.He's asleep.She lost sleep.She regrets treating him the way she treated him.She cried again, and thought about a lot of things.She wants to wake him up.She wants to have a intimate talk with him.She doesn't want to push him anymore.She stares at his chest. She wants to see how thegirl looks.She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry, andshe wanted to laugh.It's a nicely taken photo of herself.A photo he took for her.She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person,but by learning to see an imperfect personperfectly...*when y0u l0ve s0me0ne, telL them.. y0u mite never kn0w when itz t0o late...*

found these interesting..

: Message: SUmthInG to PonDeR....It is when u stop going along with the crowd andstart realizing that there are many things aboutyouself that u didn't know and may not like. U startfeeling insecure and wonder where u will be in ayear or two but then get scared because u barelyknow where u are now.. U start realizing thatpeople are selfish and that,maybe, those friends that u thought u were soclose to aren't exactly the greatest people u haveever met, and the people u have lost touch withare some of the most important ones. What u don'trecognise is that they are realising that too, andaren't really cold, catty, mean or insecure, but thatthey are as confused as U!!! U look at ur job..and itis not even close to what u thought u would bedoing, or maybe u are looking for a job andrealizing that u are going to have to start at bottomand that scares u.. ur opinions have gottenstronger. U see what others are doing and findurself judging more than usual because suddenlyu realise that u have certain boundaries in ur lifeand are constantly adding things to ur list of whatis acceptable and what isn't. One minute, u areinsecure and then the next, secure.. U laugh andcry with the greatest force of ur life. U feel aloneand scared and confused. Suddenly, change isthe enemy and u try and cling on the past withdear life, but soon realize that the past is driftingfurther and further away, and there is nothing todo but stay where u are or move forward!!! U getur heart broken and wonder how someone uloved could do such damage to u.... or u lie in bedand wonder why u can't meet anyone decentenough that u want to get to know better. Ormaybe u love someone but love someone else tooand cannot figure out why u are doing thisbecause u know that u aren't a bad person. Onenight stands and random hook ups start to lookcheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiotstarts to look pathetic. U go through the sameemotions and questions over and over, and talkwith ur friends about the same topics because ucannot seem to make a decision. U worry aboutstudies, money, the future and making a life forurself.... and while winning the race would begreat, right now u'd just like to be a contender!!What u may not realise is that everyone readingthis relates to it. We are in our best of times andour worst of times, trying as hard as we can tofigure this whole thing out.. Send this to ur twentysomething friends.. maybe it will help someonefeellike that aren't alone in their state of confusion..Cheers friends.. think about it...note:life has always been such a pain...live withit..move on...n don't worry too much...live lifecool...if u can't do it there is always a deathoption...i'll be at ur funeral...no worries.. little did u knoe that just ur smile wld brighten up my day little did u knoe that just ur voice would make me smile n little did u knoe dat being without you is suicidal unlike guys that i knew u didnt care what was written in my history stood by me like my shadow the love u showered me with the care u showed reassured me that u wld b there no matter what in ur eyes i met trust in ur eyes i saw sincerity everything u did seem perfectly fine there wouldnt b a reason for me to stop loving u when u put love in d middle of i and u my heart flew high into d air when we were away my heart dived deep into d ocean thats when i realize im so deeply in love with you. BOY: I saw her todayGIRL: I saw him todayBOY: It seems like its been foreverGIRL: I wonder if he still caresBOY: She looks better than beforeGIRL: I couldn't stop staring at himBOY: I asked her how things were goingGIRL: I asked about his new girlfriendBOY: I'd choose her over any girl im withGIRL: He's probablly really happy rightnowBOY: I couldnt look at her without startingto cryGIRL: He couldnt even look at meBOY: I told her I miss herGIRL: He doesnt mean itBOY: I meant itGIRL: He didnt mean itBOY: I love herGIRL: He loves his new girlfriendBOY: I held her for the last timeGIRL: He gave me a friendly hugBOY: Then I went home and criedGIRL: Then I went home and criedBOY: I lost herGIRL: I still love himat this very minute~~someone is thinking of yousomeone cares about you.someone misses yousomeone wants to hold your hand.someone wants you to be happy.someone wants to hug you.someone will do anything for you.someone needs to know your love isunconditional.someone wants to tell you how muchthey care.someone wants to stay up watchingmovies w/you.someone wants to hold you in their arms.someone wants to see you.someone wants to be your lover.someone loves you for who you are.someone loves the way you make themfeel.someone wants to be with you.someone wants you to know they arethere for you.someone is glad that you're their friend.someone is wishing you would noticethem.someone wants to get to know you better.someone loves you

camp..

im bakc frm camp~! so sad had to leave tat camp.. wanna cry.. but tahan lor.. i got d best camper and best logbook.. my group was d best group as well.. hehe.. ok, cut d crap.. all d activities are in my logbook.. u people can borrow my log book and read or borrow from me d dvd.. lets tok abt d campers there k.. not abt d activities.. i was d assistant for my group.. my leader is ng kok yong frm catholic high school.. a nice guy indeed.. very friendly.. kinda cute but we are just frens only.. haha ok, so i met quite a few cute guys there.. but all of us are just frens only.. i met dexter swee frm sri kota, justin frm sfi, anthony yeoh zi yi frm gbs, my leader, ng wee sheng frm yok bin.. and a lot more la.. all in my log book.. so, d second nite was d best, i really talked to d ghuys.. was fun u noe.. i dunno la how to say.. was fun with d guys.. now really keep in touch with them oo.. haha.. fren ma... i dunno how to explain la.. d experience is..... cannot explain.. haha.. as long as i noe how i feel.. i love it.. i miss those guys so mch wor..~! =(

...sambungan...

ok.. back.. sambung balik.. where was i? ok.. d campfire.. didnt dance coz ignatius dowanna dance.. but after tat, d last dance david dun let me dance coz he say got fight.. so, i also nv dance lor.. sad case hor? hehe.. wat to do? liddat lor.. ooohhhh.. and i saw justin kuah kok liang d.. he made a good emcee.. hehe.. he's tall!!~ oh, cut d crap k.. btw, btw, btw~! i tot i saw sumone like damian tay just now.. but when i went nearer i couldnt find him.. sad case huh? but i really think it's him~!!!!! wasted.. i'll really miissss him.. hehe.. anyway, i dunno if there is any other campfire for me to go sumore.. it seems like everyone has already done their campfires.. haih~ have to wait till next year lor.. p/s: i think i fell in love d wor.. dunno true not.. but in love with a guy 3 years my senior? biar betul... haha.. dunno la.. nvm.,. forget abt it..

oh..

heyya, just came back frm sfi seascouts campfire in ping ming... it was fun.. but didnt really enjoy it coz i nv dance.. hehe.. noone wanna dance with me wor.. wat to do? haha.. anyway, i saw zhe fuh, ah long, ah tek, kerk, and etc etc la.. went with chai weng.. met david there.. hehe... sambung later...

T_T

T_T ......... im so sad~! last nite damian was online u noe.. i knew it was him who was online but somehow he said that he was brian.. i cant believe it! not that i like him or what.. but i cant believe he lied to me! i treat him as my big bro all along and this is how he treats me? i dont know what to feel... im gonna miss him anyway.. since i cant see him anymore.. its sad ryte? but what can i do? life is like that... and i dont know what happened but i cried in my sleep last nite and my eyes all bengkak.. what happened? whats happening???????????? i miss damian.. i have to say.. but i dont like him k..i treat him as my big bro.. and another sad case.. i was waiting for cheng kim to online last nite but i was tired of waiting and decided to go offline early.. and guess what? he actually onlined last nite! after i went offline of course.. man~! how can these be happening to me when i really need people's support?

sports day..

today sports day.. rained last nite.. padang becak~! ouch~! haha... anyway.. i dressed up as sultan and adelia was my permaisuri.. ehhe.. but we looked more like a wedding couple... ahahhahaha... anyway... i enjoyed it la.. eheh tarik tali we lost to red house.... i cried~! =( .. sad u noe~ wendy really put high hopes on us la.. really sad to dissapoint her... anyway, rumah kuning was third.. last rumah merah.. third hijau.. and first blue.. hehe.. i got nothing to say abt d results la.. haha.. but enjoyed d sports la.. although it was wet.. it rained heavily for a while and we had to stop.. argh~ haha.... padang was so wet.. eeww~! haha.. so, anyway.. i wanna make sure.. next year i will enter at least one acara balapan.. u think i can? ehhe.. muz get in shape first la.. hehehehe.... i'll try.. i can do it! this sports day .. hm.. it's will be a well remembered wet sports day~!

=/,,,,

heyya~ im so tired... tomoro sports day... yellow house's marching is bad..~~ BAD~! worst in d world~! guess wat we can do is just leave it la~ wat else can b done when tomoro's sports day? wnet ot school field to do all d decorations today.. my face kena sunburn lo~! haha.. tehn after tat abt 2.30pm liddat a few guys came to tie d gadjet.. wait.. not a few guys...~ A LOT~! ahah.. sfi got a lot cute ones.. catholic punya ok la... gbs wan.. ok also la.. acs bb wan .. quite ok la.. btu sfi wan still better... haha.. got one guy frm sfi damn cute.. his name is.. low sau wai.. hehe.. =) ........ but i dowan tok abt guys d la~later a lot ppl say i hiaw d.. =) anyway, tomoro i'll b d sultan for rumah kuning.. have to wear all yellow..~! haha.. then after tat i got tarik tali.. damn.~ against red house.. dunnno can win not.. argh~! ahah.. wish me luck~!

ouch~!

just came back frm sfi pbsm campfire.. aaha.. wasnt as nice as scouts wan.. but i enjoyed myself.. at least can cuci mata a bit and i got dance.. hehe.. but i fat d~ how? haha.. better i go slim sial.. just now d skirt so tight.. ehehehe.... tats alll kua.. oh, btw, i think my year tat time im gonna do campfire sialz.. haha... mgss pandu puteri like wan to die d.. ahahha...

bored.. =/

im so bored!!~~ anyway...... monday got competition.. now my thorat a bit pain... thursday sports day.. no ready yet.. our kawat.. go die better... today i help doreen trian till kena sunburn.. siall.. hahahah.. nvm la..

=(

i miss him! haha.. i mean... i miss them!!! why do i fall in and out of love easily? so many guys in d world.. but d only ones who attract me are those who work out and good in cocuricular activities... ehhe.. and i found quite a number of them d.. but i noe there's no chance for me.. =( anyway, todays thursday, 21 april 2005... a public holiday... and it was just this morning when i realised that exactly one week ago i had my competition.. i was ok with it already.. but later after that./.. my sis talked to me abt d champion of d competition.. lisa lau.. and i got really upset.. im still upset now.. still cant get over d competition i guess... =(

hm..

now.. dis wan wiuth damian.. ahhaha.. damn sien.. so long d he nv online ma.. Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: hello Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: Your buddy has a new Buddy Icon. Take a look! http://buddies.funbuddyicons.com/?ZNxmk133YYMY @[fwpscript]Icon:none@[/fwpscript] i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u damian ryte Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: yea.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: great..~ i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: y?? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nope.. i vry bored i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: and so long d nv c u online ma Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: hw long i didn online dy ar?? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: dunno i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: dun ask me i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hey,,,.. u noe d resulkts for my tat day competition d? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: eveyrtime u online also u nv rpely my message wan Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: where gt...hehe.. Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: why u ask me whether is damian?? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: sometimes not damian online ma i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u sure nto u damian? Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: yeala itz me...then not me,who sumore use my account?? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ur bro kua i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u going pbsm campfire? Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: don noe..c 1st.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: oh..ok i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i'll b there anyway Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: oh..ok... Wah!Tat day i go Durian Daun campfire, i saw many pretty gals there! Prettier than IJC gals! I am so excited!(IM A PONDAN) says: gtg la..bye.... i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: bye

.. lesson 2...

this is d 2nd part with guan han.. eheh i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hey No patience says: heloo No patience says: -.-" wat sfi lots of leng chai i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: wanna ask u ar...... how was my prepared speech ar? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: true wat i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: not meh No patience says: i can't find any also No patience says: maybe some No patience says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hahahaha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: got la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u sure la duno hehe... my taste different wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: so.. wanna ask ar.. how was my prepared speech? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i need ur comments No patience says: not bad..quite syoking.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: huh i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: syok i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha No patience says: i mean shocking i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: oh..ok i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhaha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: y pulak i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i tot i wil kena boo by d guys i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: but dun hav also i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: lucky i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hehe No patience says: nobody dare la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hhm.. icic i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i got a scare man when i look outside d door so many guys staring at me i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhaha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i scared i kena baham i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha No patience says: ....... i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: lucky when i finish my speech ur recess finish liao No patience says: haha.. No patience says: my recess finsh or still on i also still at there i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: really? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i didnt realise i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u nv masuk kelas i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ? No patience says: yes No patience says: whole day listening to u all i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: aiyo~ not bored meh i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: so hot and bored No patience says: u also noe where am i No patience says: sory la gal .. i really canot let u stand at there No patience says: teacher staring at me from far i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hhmm.. nola i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nvm i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i also understand i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: but ur sch library vry nice and cooling No patience says: u went i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: yea i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: quarintine room No patience says: ohh.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nex year sfi also hosting d public speaking ryte? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i think si i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: so* i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhaha No patience says: dunno.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nvm la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hopefully no lor~ No patience says: y .. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: malu only la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hahaha No patience says: malu meh i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: yealor i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: veyr malu No patience says: y malu i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i did badly~ i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nex year if i go again.. they recognise me how i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: then they i made a veyr silly mistake b4 ma i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: malu... No patience says: won't la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: dunnno la~ nex year my teacher wants me in debate i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: btu my sir wants me in public speaking i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i dunno i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i think i downa join any So fast says: ........ So fast says: got chance for u u dun wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i just wanna b anomrla student in school i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: dunno y d teachers all wan me to do things wan So fast says: la we..so good chance for u u dun wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u don hav chance meh i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u shud hav... So fast says: i nv say i dun hav So fast says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: aiks i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nex year join k i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha So fast says: i dun join english 1 la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: y i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: bm wan ar i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: bm difficult leh So fast says: i cannot speak well english So fast says: yeah..if compare..bm is much more difficult So fast says: wan me to tell u d diff i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ur english is good.. better than mine kua i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: tell me la.. ahha.. but i will nv get to join bm wan So fast says: haha.. So fast says: ok 1st is d impromto So fast says: imprompto So fast says: u all get how long to prepare d script i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: 4 minutes i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u get 1 minute only ryte? So fast says: 4 minutes.. So fast says: yeah So fast says: u c heh.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhaha So fast says: 1st is d time So fast says: 2nd is d place So fast says: we go up d stage .. write infront of d audience So fast says: when writing tiem chuak sial So fast says: d hand shivering So fast says: u all inside quarantined room rite i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: wah......... i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: yes i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ur school teacher cna tok to me lagi when i tgh preparing i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha So fast says: haha..can cool down So fast says: no one can guide me up there..so damn chuak So fast says: how long is d prepared sppech i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hhm.. 3 minutes So fast says: prepared speech wo i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: oh.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ok i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: um.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: 6 minutes So fast says: Oo.. So fast says: ours 7 minutes i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: wow... i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nice i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: mayb nex year i go in bm wan la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: but sure out wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhahahaha So fast says: haha.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: teacher also wont let wan So fast says: then only 1st place get to go into final So fast says: but then i 3rd placing also dun hav T_T i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: wow.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: 3rd placing i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: good wat i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nvm lo So fast says: i said i dun even hav 3rd placing So fast says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: oh. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ok i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nvm la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: difficult ma So fast says: T_T So fast says: hhah.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: who was first/ So fast says: a high school fella So fast says: i tell u So fast says: HE IS REAL GOOD So fast says: haha.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: malay? So fast says: i tell u something diff bout pidato and public speaking So fast says: yeah So fast says: malay So fast says: u noe heh So fast says: 10 participants So fast says: 9 malays i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: wow~~~~~~~~~ i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u were d only chinese? So fast says: yes So fast says: nice ler i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: wow... i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: mz b proud i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: shud b proud So fast says: not bad la..quite syok also So fast says: but then heh..i got d disadvantage la So fast says: d judges all malays.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: omg So fast says: but then they r really good i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha So fast says: pidato..experience damn nice So fast says: then u noe heh i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: /? So fast says: i tell u something diff bout pidato and public speaking So fast says: pidato rite.. So fast says: like it's d combination of syarahan and cerita So fast says: then u mus take d mic walk here and there i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: wahlau So fast says: thne ur nada mus b extreme i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i hate tat sial i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i dun like d malay nada i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: tats y i dowan join So fast says: high low high low So fast says: nice.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: like so fake like tat i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i dun like i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i like to caci ppl in english i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhahahaha So fast says: no no So fast says: it's natural So fast says: haha.. So fast says: tat's something special So fast says: u like high low high low..but then it's in natural way i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hm.. exyear muz ask teacher bring me go c d pidato competition i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ehhe i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: go c bukit china wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhaha So fast says: wan c c bukit cina 1 i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: bukit china damn good leh i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i also scared i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: nvm.. nex year i aks d leng chai come teach me public speaking i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: aha So fast says: who teach u i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: keith tan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha.. dunno la.. i close to his sis wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: but public speaking actually come s naturally i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: no need teach or train la~ i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha So fast says: haha.. So fast says: no la.public speaking.. So fast says: intonasion mus b very good i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hhm.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: how was mine? So fast says: ok ok .. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha.. dun mind ya.. give a bit comment So fast says: abuv average i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hhm.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: not tat good yet la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: my principal was there i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: so i jaga a bit i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha So fast says: i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: my principal really push me sial So fast says: push u i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: everytime go to her office.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: go practice in fonrt of her So fast says: so nice..got ppl train u.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: siao wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ababhaha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: stressful ar~ i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: no peace la when i walk around d school So fast says: good wat..ppl train u So fast says: i wan ppl train me also dun hav i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: wah i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: really? So fast says: yeah loe i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: no one train u? So fast says: i train myself la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: aiyo~ tehn how to go in competition i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: icic So fast says: haha.. So fast says: i get to go inside So fast says: cuz..i won 1st in pidato So fast says: in school level i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: icic i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i udn like to go in school level wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhaa So fast says: d best among d worst So fast says: aiya.teacher call me ma So fast says: so i go only loe i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: teacher last year dun let me enter public speaking wor i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: so sad i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: haha So fast says: haha..y i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: dunno i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: say too young i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: young meh? i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i dun think so la.. kalau melentur buluh biar dari rebungnya i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahhaa i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: dunno correct not d peribahasa So fast says: ........ So fast says: melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya So fast says: no nid kalau i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: oh..ok i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i seldom speak malay wan i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: write lso seldoim So fast says: i also la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahaa i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i speak english~ i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: broken english i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hahahhaah i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: i muz speak good english d// i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: if not then nex year another problem So fast says: haha..i speak real broken english i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: u dont seem like u do i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahaha So fast says: can't xpect much from chinese school student i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: hey.. dun say liddat la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: a lot chinese school student i noe veyr clever leh So fast says: haha.. So fast says: is it.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: just yesterday got one boy beat me in bm i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: tak puas my hati i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: ahah i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: frm sfi also.. ahhaha So fast says: eh i nid to ciao 1st So fast says: bye So fast says: nitez i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: bye i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: thakns yea i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~sfi lot lengchai says: for d evyrting

.....lesson 1.. hha

i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: hey thanks yea They are going back next week T_T says: for They are going back next week T_T says: wat -.-" i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: d advice la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: got another competition coming up\They are going back next week T_T says: dunno.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: for d city day on 25th They are going back next week T_T says: i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: thanks anyway They are going back next week T_T says: english i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: public speaking.. again They are going back next week T_T says: yier..i nv get to take part i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: haha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: its only for form 1 and 2 ppl i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: u should take part nex year They are going back next week T_T says: ur form 2 meh i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: yes la i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: im elynn suah u noe.. They are going back next week T_T says: yeah meh..i tot u form 3 -.-" i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: haha.... form 2 only i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: small but not small They are going back next week T_T says: u also very terror la..form 2 already can compepte with those form 4 and 5 i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: nola~ still angry with myself i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: aha i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: after tat kena marah frm my teacher i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: hahaha They are going back next week T_T says: impromtu ar.. They are going back next week T_T says: i nv listen to urs 1.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: u nv listen? They are going back next week T_T says: i mean listen a bit only.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: i sucked man i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: nothing to tok abt They are going back next week T_T says: i told u d.. They are going back next week T_T says: face expression .. They are going back next week T_T says: haha..1st place..d face expression very good They are going back next week T_T says: but then her nada lose ot ppl so, i chat with guan han after d competition and he gave me some advice.. eheh.. found it kinda interesting... so i tot mayb put it somewhere to remember it lor~... i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: u saw my face? They are going back next week T_T says: she talk like very confident...but then her impromto not tat good They are going back next week T_T says: yes yes i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: lisa.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: i prefer d st david wan They are going back next week T_T says: ur hand movement not bad They are going back next week T_T says: st david 1 good i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: but i c like they tak semangat like tat They are going back next week T_T says: imprompto goosd i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: i think st david shud get 1st They are going back next week T_T says: tat's something she lost They are going back next week T_T says: 1 more hting is.. They are going back next week T_T says: the .voice..too soft They are going back next week T_T says: too far from mic i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: oh.. i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: wah u can b a judge oh... i cried bcoz i was angry and embarassed not bcoz i lost... i regret many things.. but i am still UNSQUASHABLE!!!~ says: hhaha They are going back next week T_T says: h chao 1st They are going back next week T_T says: bye bye They are going back next week T_T says: next time i tell u more

cant believe it~

man.. still cant get over the competition.. feel so sad la.. i mean i cant believe i screwed up in d impromptu.. man.. so angry with myself.. cried yesterday in sfi and in school.. bet everone now thinks i am a sore loser... ahha.. i guess i am one.. i feel so sad.. yesterday at sfi no one was ythere for me to hug wor.. i mean no one.. only one was adreanna.. david they all say got win 4th also wanna cry wor. haha... but i really think i let everyone down.. reallly disssapointed them.. feelll very bad... anwyay, was at tuition yesterday and joachim said gary got gf liao~ =( ... sarah yip frm st david.. i think d one who came out newspaper b4 kua.. haha... anyway, im not sad over that thing la.. im getting used to it... this morning tuition saw geok chin they all.. ahha.. yesterday i apologised to them.. well, i didnt mention their name la.. i said sorry to all my tuition frens.. so means to them also la.. but mainly i was focusing on them.. geok chin so cute~! haha.. he's not handsome but cute.. he got one fren also cute.. duno wat name.. damn smart... hehe.. oh, and pls remember d name lim jia hui or something like dat la.. he tentang me yesterday on stage.. ahah.. im not angry with him la.. ahha.. just wanna make fren with him.. tats all.. and i find a lot of handsome guys in sfi.. ahha.. really.. yesterday 3 prince charming went on stage to sing.. ahha... their singing was good.. had 3 parts.. sort of la.. but was good~ really spiced things up.. anyway, i really regret wat i did yesterday at the competition.. that is screwing on stage,... btu lucky guan han was there and he spot all my mistakes.. =X ... haha.. actually very suey la guan han at there.. btu at least he can tell me my weaknesses.. he say my grammar very bad, and face expression not good.. ahah.. man.. i need to work things out.. really need to improve.. got another competition on 25th.. veyr sien wanna join again.. =( ... but it'll be over soonn.. hehe... tats all i think.. oh yea, i'll b going to sfi pbsm campfire!~ haha.. syknyeR~ ahah.. mad a bit d.. anyway, to all d handsome guys out there, especially frm sfi, i love you guys~! and to those who puit hopes on me.. im really sorry to dissapoint you...

omg!~

i didnt win 123 but i was 4th.. amn.. i cried after tat.... coz i cant believe i embarassed myself!~~~!!!!!!! in sfi!!~ gosh.. i'll kill myself oneday!~

=/.

ARGH!~ i ate soo much sial jz now.. 2 packets of nasi lemak.. 1 roti canai, 2 pieces of bread, and 1 banana.... argh!~ haha and tomoro is my competitionin sfi... man!~ of all schools la.. why sfi/ hahahhah... anyway, im gonna try my best la~ if never win also nevermind.. hehe... wish me luck!~

aiks~

heyya~ im so sad le~ dunno y.. keep putting on wieght.. haha.. too bad lor~ i miss so many ppl... but wat can i dop? haih~

=(

omg! he is a gay~! how come? how come? laz nite i cry till cannot tahan.. lucky ck calm me down.. tahnks ck!~ but y he is a gay? WHY? man.. its so unfair..

=/

heyaa.. yesterday was my bday!~ haha.. d nite before tat.. which was 1st april at 12.00am.. my sis wished me!~ haha.. she's d first.. then was eefen .. she missed call me.. after tat was terrence then cheng kim.. then after dat was all in school d.. haha received 6 presents frm frens at school... they were frm. grealdine,wendy,yi meng, izzati, esper, hui theng, and eunice.. hehe.. but i had to sit school bus back after school.. aaww~~~ hahaha.. but nvm le.. hehe.. had a party last nite.. was all steamboat.. quite a number of my frens came.. irene, melody, su ping, esper, priya,cristal, adrianna lim, cheng kim,kheng boon, anselm, wen chiang, benjamin, veronica.. others were sis's frens.. kathy, jade, ee fen, ee hern.. but all my girl frens were not sporting.. d only sporting wan was cristal and veronica.. btu cristal was a bit irritating.. ahha.. was kinda sad tat i didnt talk to d guys.. was kinda busy entertaining d gals whom dunno how to make frens.. ahah.. i promise myself.. if i have another party, i will only invite d guys and veronica .. mayb adrianna too.. and sis's frens.. hehe oh yea, everyone said tat anselm very handsome and ben very cute~ ahah.. im shorter than them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =( .. hehe.. man.. i really miss my party... i wanted to talk to anselm, wen chiang, ben, n kim.. btu i cant coz cristal was there and i dont want her to hear wat i talk to them.. i really miss them u noe.. i only get to see them once in a blue moon.. so sadd~~~ btw, they are handseom.. hehe.. if anselm not my cousin.. amn.. i'll fall for him.. ahha.. but nola.. im not tat bad.. im already heartbroken enough.. dont wan my heart to break again.. anyway, i kinda enjoyed myself talking to veronica.. but i wanna talk to d guys!~=( .. oh, i cried last nite.. coz.. i miss them!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, i guess less often u c them, d more u miss them.. ryte? hhe.. hope to c them soon..

argh!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FAT D LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waist go up 2 or 3 inches... weight also go up 2 or 3 kg.. lawe.. can die sialz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

damnit!

man~ haha.. i just got ot noe frm mr chin that teh exam format has changed.. effective year 2005~! haha.. actually mom bought for me the book already.. ibut i didnt look through it at all... when mr chin told us just now only i came backand check d book.. its so difficult le~ not easy.. for paper2, we hav to do 1 karangan, 1 rumusan, 1 ringkasan, answer questions frm the petikan tat they give, and kajian novel have to do perbandingan.. not easy u noe.. wat is the ministry trying to do? its makning our life difficult u noe.. man.~ how to get an a for pmr? shit la~ ahha... not easy.,.. have to start frm now.. haha.. but im just so lazy!`

so boring

helo.. its raining outside and i cant go for my jog... im so bored.. wat can i do? currently chatting to terrence... but boring chat.. why muz it rain!!??????? i wanna go jog! im so fat d!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sien~

im so bored~~ got soooooooooo many people online.. but nothing to chat wan... lawe.. sien ar!!!

miss miss

i miss him~ wat can i do? so sien.. dunno if he likes me not.. i like him.. but dunno if he does like me? wat can i do? y is a teenager's life so........ problematic? argh!~

oh no~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i put on 1 kg d!!! and then just now i eat so much sumore.. tomoro sure pt on another mayb 2 kg? then tomoro nite got party.. wat if i eat tooooooooo much? i hate it when this happens.. never go exercise sumore... man,, hate it la~ wat to do le? why some people eat a lot coz wanna put on weight but they never do or mayb they loose weight!! but y me? why sometimes i eat a bit only also put on wieght? well, wat if i eat a lot? lawe.. so not fair wan... nvm.. im gonna prove to peple that i cna thin downnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not gonna be called fat!!!!!!!!!!! no!!! i wanna thin down.. thin..!!! thin!!!!!!! no one can discourage me to thin down! no one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wats happening to me?

man~ i hate myself~ these few days im eating sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much~ y? and worst of all, i dont exercise!!!!! eveeryone's following me~ dieting! i hate it when ppl follow me k? y? ad when they are dieting, im eating sooooooooooooooooo much! how can this be? arghh!!!

hahaha~~~

haha.. m so happy~ got 1st for public speaking!!! but im not satisfied yet... my prepared speech sucked and my impromptu wasnt good at all.. in fact, there wasnt enouogh time for the impromptu... anyway, i really did not expect to win after my impromptu becoz it really sucked! but to my surprise, i won 1st! ahha.. didnt believe it at first... but had to after that... ehhe... anyway, adreanna didint win!!!!!! how come?????????? she was soooooooooooooooo good u noe~ better than me i think.. so bad~ oh yea, forgot to mention... i was d last to perfom.. no 16 and adreanna was d first to perform.. not bad eh? ahha... anyway, thks for all yer support! bye~

wat a problem~ ooppss.. i mean.. problems!

heyya,,... tomoro's my public speaking competition.. m so stressed~~~~ teacher wants so much from me~! wat can i do? anyway, really miss him~ how i wish i could turn back time.. and correct every single mistake i made~ wat can i do? i cant stand it anymore~ and my party~~ hiah~ anoother problem~ wat if its gonna be boring? wat activities can i do? just sit around and talk? ahah.. will be interesting for me~hehe... but i dont think that it will be interesting for the rest of my frens~ wat can i do? sigh~ life's never easy~~!!

love sucks...

i woke up today and went to school with a very very good mood... presented my speech.. not very good.. need more practice.. anyway, something somehow spoiled my mood.. ok..so there's this guy.. i dun actually like him i guess.. but when i found out he has a gf now.. my heart was broken.. but i just dont understand why .. i hated him .. but why? anyway, d day went on veyr moody after that.. then juts now at tuition.. someone actually made my day~ haha.. cant believe it la~ but hopefully more happpy things are yet to happen.. not sad things~ ehhe..

wats happening?

my attitude has changed... chaged a lot.. i've changed into a person who doesnt seem to care bout my studies.. i only seem to care bout other things but not studies~ wats happening to me? i'd really like to noe.. wat has changed me? i think i noe d answer... GUYS and LOVE~ i just seem to care bout guys.. and love.. i dunno y.. but i think guys and wanting to be in a relationship has changed me~ a lot! but why? i used to be sooooo not like dat... even last time when i was crazy over sumone... i wasnt like dat.. last time.. when i was crazy over that someone.. it actually helped me a lot~ helped me to actually not give up and believe that there's more hope.. and as the result of it, im now thinner a bit d.. but wat i dun understand is.. why now.. im changing to evil? why does it effect me? please... i beg someone.. please help me.. i really hope i can be like last time.. i wish i could turn back time... i wish i can overcome all my problems ...

am i in love?

oh.. am i in love? i just dont know.. am i? oh... i miss him so muchhh~~~ wat can i do? i really dont noe if i like him or not.. or mayb i treating him as well, a close fren.. or a brother.. but i really feel comfortable with him.. sigh~ why is life.. so.. complicating?

wats happening?

im so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe it!!!!!!!!!! my mood is not good at all now.. dunno y.. but its just not good.. man.. i hate it when im like that.. wats happening to me? what? i've got soooooooooo much work to do and sooooooooooo many things to complete and go through! but yet.. im acting as though nothings happening... wats up wiht me? i'd better get things going now.. or else i might be dead when school reopens...!! nitez~ chiowz~

unlucky me..

had squash competition yesterday... lost.. and today.. i had another event.. and i lost again.. how can this happen? i just dont understand..!! anyway, my game totally sucked.. and my day totally suucked too... enough bout the competition.. talking bout it makes me sad... now... i have changed a lot.. and i changed into evill.. into a bad gal.. why is this happening? is someone influencing me? maybe.. there's one person in mind.. but i dont think so.. maybe its just me wiht the problem.. i am actually toooooooooooooooooooo sensitive.. according to my frens... and i am also very ego.. according to myself.... i think im toooooooo ego to be true... elynn suah, u suck! how can u actually be so cheap? depend on urself.. when u r down, remember that the best person to talk to is yourself and find out ur mistakes.. not by calling other people and curse and swear! elynn suah, u better change.. i feel digusted with ur attitude... chage for d better!! hope to c better changes in u tomoro..!! nitez~

heyya! solong d never blog.. been busy la.. cannot blame me.. anyway, nothing much has been going on.. only that life is more stressful and i am gettig fatter and fatter.. too bad~ aww~~ sadto say,but i'll be busy for nex few weeks or so, coz i've so many things to do: public speaking competition, squash competition, hockey competition, basketball competition, choir competition, english camp.. man! lucky my test just finished~ sigh~ thank god~! haha.. newayz, papa will be getting a new computer for d house and he'll be updating myoldcpmputer and do something wiht it~ yay!! haha.. oh, my bday is coming.. having a party i my hse..looking forward to it.. i dunno when is the nex time i'll be blogging,.. but since i have the time now, i'll paste something i read frm friendster.. enjoy it: ALL U GUYS COULD USE A LITTLE OF THIS...... Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'courting' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he started kissing and hugging herI figured 'Sis must be getting sick because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just > the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the docotr because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and getting all out of breath. His other hand must have been cold because he put it under her skirt. About this time 'Sis got worse and began to moan and sigh and squirm around and slide down toward the end of the couch. This was when her fever started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis told him she felt really hot. Finally, I found out what was making them so sick -- a big eel had gotten inside his pants somehow. It just jumped out of his pants and stood there, about 10 inches long, honest, anyway he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from getting away. When Sis saw it, she got really scared -- her eyes got big, and her mouth fell open, and she started calling out to God and stuff like that. She said it was the biggest one she's ever seen; I should tell her about the ones down at the lake by our house! Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the eel by biting its head off. All of a sudden she grabbed it with both hands and held it tight while he took a muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it over the eel's head to keep it from biting again. Sis lay back and spread her legs so she could get a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying on top of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a fight. Sis started groaning and squealing and her boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess they wanted to kill the eel by squashing it between them. Her boyfriend got up, and sure enough, they killed the eel. I knew because it just hung there, limp, and some of its insides were hanging out. Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired from the battle, but they went back to courting anyway. He started hugging and kissing her again. By golly, the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up and started to fight again. I guess eels are like cats -- they have nine lives or something. This time, Sis jumped up and tried to kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35 minute struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel its skin off and flush it down the toilet. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- p/s: i didnt writethisk! i just copy and paste from sumwhere!! dun think nonsense k! im still innocent and my sis is still a virgin! kekeke... newayz,hope u enjoyed it... till then,chiowz~