i see the light.

while some of my friends are already FEELING the light, i can only STARE now. =( 9 papers down, 2 to go. I CAN DO IT! anyway i was OH SO DEPRESSED from my physics paper. yes i still am. and i will be. why can i never do the right thing in exam? but when im studying and all i CAN? crappy shits. anyway when i got home, mum was so so excited. i HAD no idea why. i was trying to hide my depressed look. but then... mummy : ELYNN! faster faster! letter! (well i thought it was some HUGE important letter. stating i got in some college to got some HUGE scholarship.. or not also won a contest.) me : what letter? mummy : NS lah! papa didnt tell u ah? me : so fast? they say 27th only some out? mummy : dunoo.. faster open. just now me and che che wana open but papa say wait for u to open. me : okok. (*SHEAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK* tear the envelope. too exceited. hehe!) *search search.. nama : ELYNN SUAH ** **** no k/p: ******-**-**** nama kem : KEM SEMBRONG, BATU PAHAT me : YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! not melaka! OMG JOHOR! AIR HITAM! PAPA!!!! I GET AIR HITAM! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! (yes i was overjoyed. dad was outside in the garden. haha!) mummy : HAR? johor? air hitam? THATS SO FAR! me : yeappppppppp. yay! ELAINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I GOT AIR HITAM! (but she was sleeping. swt.) anyway i started sms-ing friends and all. hmm.. excited lar. LOL. at that moment i forgot totally abt my physics d. haha! and i just messaged my cousin on msn to tell him that and this is what he said.. "eh that camp alot people die wan!" SWT! anyway. happy NS people! haha.

empty.

ok. suddenly i FEEL for the lyrics of this song. sorry no long updates.. just lyrics. SPM LAH!

The Click Five Empty lyrics

Tried to take a picture Of love Didn't think I'd miss her That much I wanna fill this new frame But it's empty Tried to write a letter In ink It's been getting better I think I got a piece of paper But it's empty It's empty Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty And I even wonder If we Should be getting under These sheets We could lie in this bed But it's empty It's empty Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty Oh oh Oh oh Oooooh Oh oh Oh oh Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty (Maybe we're trying) (Trying too hard) (Maybe we're torn apart) We're empty (Maybe the timing) (Is beating our hearts) We're empty

gotta be somebody.

This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's Gotta Be Somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough You never know,when it shows up, make sure you're holding on Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on Cause nobody wants to be the last one there And everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me, oh Nobody wants to do it all on their own And everyone wants to know the night alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there