long time..

its been a long time since i posted a blog. sigh~ just got bck frm the kelanatan terengganu sch trip.. was very fun~! and im really tired now.. sigh~ anyway, it was super duper fun~! i'll blog again trm k~ gotta get some rest now~!

sad sad

so, u noe what happened last nite eh? yea.. after tat i cried.. but not eveyrhtiung came out.. i dunno why.. mayb i didnt hav anymore tears coz i cried on saturday afternoon too.. then i miss called raymond.. tak sangak he call me back.. i also angkat lah the call.. then he talk nonsense.. dunno wat.. suddenly my fon cut the whole conversation.. argh~! so, i buat tak tahu ni lah~ when i on my hp back, i send a good nite message to raymond.. then tetiba he call back~ aiks? ahha.. pick up lor.. then dunno wat nonsense.. haih~ then cheng kim talked to me.. (adrian, cheng kim, raymond at someone's house.. wanna study konon.. today they ponteng sch) .. then cheng kim asked me what happened.. but i didnt tell.. i dunno why but i dont wanna tell people abt this.. he kept pestering me.. ahha.. but still, i didnt tell.. after 15 minutes talking to them, then we finally said goodnite and slept.. haha.. of coz, b4 i slept, i cried.. i cant help it.. but i still dont understand why mus he do this to me.. so, i woke up abt 10 something just now and i just couldnt believe that i cried over someone who doesnt even care about me.. someone who htaes me sooo much tat he doesnt even wanna look or talk to me.. what more like me.. =( sigh.. guess life's really like tat..

heartbroken~

sigh~ tomoro holiday.. was so happy just now.. but then something just spoiled my mood.. i online in frenster.. then ryte.. u neo ryte can view who has seen ur profile.. i was ooo glad when i saw 'him' on tat list.. but after tht, when i viewed my own profile.. he wasnt there wor.. then i found him and then i reallised he deleted me frm his list.. aww... how come? i like him sooo much.. and he's doing this to me.. mayb he noes i like him.. tsk tsk.. sobsssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! spoil my mood la.. i just wanna noe why he did that.. i just dont noe why.. he hates me i gues... but why? he doesnt even look at me or talk to me.. but why? please lah tell me.. im so heartbroken now. and ive got no one to spill it out to.. =(

quote

found these interesting.. : " a reasonable man will mkae himself suit this world, but an unreasonable man will make the world suit him.. and tat's why we are all lead by unreasonable men.." " if 'A' equals success, then the formula for 'A' = X+Y+Z... X is work, Y is play, and Z is keep your mouth shut.. " - albert einstein " great discoveries and improvement, invariably involve teh cocoperation of many minds " - alexander graham bell